Shaking my head

Well at this time I have busted my one Niece in many lies that she told me here over the past 2 weeks totally.  I have took full blame for not putting my foot totally down here with the girl and that is it before I threw her toush out of the trailer.  With that being said I had to think about when her and her boyfriend got togeather at the time and it was a month before I let her move into the trailer.  It is not the 3 days that the girl is claming at all when they got togeather befor I threw her out.  Now I am thankfull I told them no totally on moving into the house here almost 21 months ago here since I had to protect alot of people here in the neighborhood including myself also.  It was one of the things that I knew that could go very wrong if I was not carefull along with alot of other things at the time.  The comments that were made in my kitchen at the time were not good at all along with it did not settle right with me in what was said here.  Since I come and go as I please along with the one comment that the guy said that he would park behind me period and I had to ask for permission to get out of the house period after they moved into the house.  So now at this point in time the bills are mainly on track here for the place and I refuse to let people do as they please here in the household anymore.  It sickens me in how some people figure that it is ok for them to stab others in the back when the person who got stabbed was trying to help them at the time also.  Now at this point in time I am done being the nice person totally to some people and they will find this part out about me here the hard way from now on.  Also now with alot of things that have went on at the trailer I am thankfull that I told both of them no now here since alot of things are sticking around the place.  I do not have to worry about things getting over used and the worry about running out of a months worth of food within a week also while I am at it.  Another worry that I had at the time was the underage drinking along with people in and out of the house if I let my Niece and her boyfriend move in also.  It would not have been worth the trouble at all and still is not worth it. 

Laughing

Well now I can laugh here totally with my one Niece since I busted her wide open for lieing.  The girl is swearing that I threw her out 3 days of her and her supposad boyfriend getting togeather when it was at least 3 months before that when they really got togeather here and 4 weeks before I threw her out when she finally got the balls to tell me she was dateing a sex offender here in the area.  Now it is not on me here and when she owns up to what she has done when I offered to take her down to PA with me almost 2 weeks ago here she lied again on things to me.  This is part of the reasons of why I went back to my walks here yet again along with going cheaper here in the household.  Now I know that I should have put my foot down so hard she wished that I would have thrown her out before the girl said something to me and that was after I found out the word on the streets in what was going on along with what I knew at the time.  I did not do it since I knew she would take off anyway and that is why I called her so called boyfriend to get his ass into the trailer also to chew him out while I was at it all.  So all I am accountable for is not putting my foot down hard enough at the time while we were still at the trailer with my Niece at the time.  Now at this point I am happy that I did say no for them to move into the house here almost 21 months ago.

Not saying much

Well I will not say much in what all happened in PA at all now and that is on my one Niece at this time.  Also my mind is clear on my part since I did try to get her down there and I went anyway without her to see for my self.  Now since the Friday blow up I am ok with it here and I will not take total blame for what the girl did at the trailer at all.  When I do not get a call to say that she would not be back at all, along with skipping out on the little chores that she had at the time, pluss I asked for her to either get into school for her ged or go find a job and gee she wanders in why I threw her out.  So I will take the blame for throwing her out after that part.  Other than that I knew that she would do what she wanted when she wanted to do something and I could not do anything about it at the time and still can not at all.  With that being said here I can say that some just do not care at all in what is going on and will lie on top of it all to save their own toushes still to this day.  All I can say now is that I at least went down and have a clear mind on things and I am good on what I did also here.  Even though it was a hair ball 2 days.  With that here at least I know that it was a cheap weekend also while I was at it all here. 

Wandering

Well when I took my one Niece in back about this time 2 years ago I did not figure that she would listen to her boyfriends lies all of the time at all.  Since I did not call anyone a liar at all untill yesterday morning here.  In what was told to my Niece is that I called the guy a liar when I really said I would not lie to some about where the girl is and that she would care less about others along with her boyfriend in what was going on totally about 2 weeks ago.  As I told my Husband last night I was sick and tired of the girl saying that she wants to go down to PA and then backs out at the last minute all of the time.  And yes she did not bother to get over to my place at all yesterday and point blank lied about things on top of it all to me.  So now I have gave up on alot of things with the girl and I am done totally with it all.  So as some people have said here there will always be more questions than answers anyway. 

Knowing here

I gave my Niece here every chanse here that I could to go to PA with me period.  Now I will say that I called her 2 weeks ago to let her know here in when I was going here and I get ignored.  Since I do have the back up to say that I did not say that my Nieces boyfriend was a liar untill today in a text message here and I get blamed here just the same it is just beyond me totally.  I refuse to lie for my Niece here period to others when I am asked here totally and have what I said out of context it is ok now by me.  My ex husband did the same thing to me at one point over 20 years ago and now I know why I have the bad feeling about the Jack Waggon here also almost 2 years ago.  I am sorry that I will not lie here in what was said over 19 months ago here while some were sitting in my kitchen totally and I did not even have the phone except the cell phone at the time the first 3 weeks that I was in the household for the guy.  Pluss my Nieces boyfriend has to say where he lives since he is a sex offender and tried to deny it all to me and my Husband.  All I can say is that some may have it up and ya can have self denial on alot of things period on some people nomatter what is going down and what they will say their age is.   Or maybe in what I see is from when I was emansipated at 16 and married at the time and that was over 22 years ago at this point once I think of it all.  With in an hour I have asked what are ya hideing here and what are ya totally scared of if I take my Niece with me here.  My ex husband here never minded me to see my sisters or my aunts here nomatter who the Hell took me to see them when I was 16 to 18 period while I was married to his toush.  I had questions in the past 22 months here when my Niece got togeather with her boyfriend at the time here and the old memories were still there of getting beat at 16 with what some had told me and her at the time.  I knew when I lost and had to give up on things at the trailer at the time when my Niece got hooked up with her boyfriend.  I also let the girl go knowing it was wrong and I could not do a dang thing about it at all at the time.  I had to let the girl go knowing that I could not do a dang thing and hoped that I gave her enough tools to last out in the real world here.