Shaking my head

Well all over the place there was nothing for the nickles yesterday in where I was at.  That is ok at this point since I was not expecting any anyway after all said and done.  With that said here the truck is fixed here and no more leaks trying to gas up the truck at this point now.  Also I will be saving money on that part of things while I am at it now.  Since there are no more leaks while I try to fill the tank up and it will go into the tank instead of on the ground along with better gas mileage also it is well worth being cold for hours yesterday in the shop.  It was warmer than where I worked at years ago anyway.  So now at this point in time the rush is on here with me to get a thing of tank cleaner along with filling up the tank for the next several weeks while I am at it all for the day.  All I can do is hope at this time for afew things to start to turn around totally and go from there.  Now the real work starts with myself for some things for the household along with other things also after all said and done.  The nice thing about alot of this week is that I will have the leftovers from the turkey and other fixings that were done on Thursday.  So no money going out for food this week except for bread of course and that is it.  My Husband already gave me that look to say that he was not happy about that part of it all of course.  Since the squash was free and smacked on the table it was not bad at all.  The next go around is the free green beans also will be on the table for the next holliday also.  Ok so the garden did well this year and there is alot of veggies for meals also in the household.  Anyway here at least there is housework to be done along with many other things for the day also to be done on the cheap I may as well get started on it all yet again here.

Shaking my head

Well all the work that I did in the past 2 days here was for just leftovers of course for the household along with a cruddy morning to walk the 2 streets also.  I did not get my normal 3 dollars for the day here at all while on my walk.  So now to take a long hard look at other areas and think about expanding on the days that I do walk.  Oh another thing is that I will be ignoring my Husbands words of wisdom from now on also for myself walking totally at this time.  I will still like to know if myown Husband realizes that I have gained 20 pounds in the past week by doing what he said to do also for, I do not want you sick so do not get out there and walk anywhere at this point.  I have also noticed that when I do walk here I feel better about myself and it all gets me out of the place for the morning alot of the times.  Also it seems that I do not go out and spend money as much when I do walk in the mornings for the week.  All I can do is shake my head at this point in time here and get out anyway for the place and myself.  At this point I will check on some of the times here when stores open up again and see what I can do now for that part of another walk for the day also since some will not stop at all while we are on the road.

Shaking my head

Well I will say that sometimes by me telling the truth on things is well worth it at times.  Now I get to wander in what is really up with some and go from there.  Of course that makes me shake my head since I know something is going down in Illinois at this time.  As I told some last night here what the heck can I do at this time anyway now and I will stay in NY State just because I can also on top of it all.  So now with the cold weather that has hit in the area at this time and no truck at all I may as well hang it up anyway here for what I need to do here for myself and the place.  Anyway now at least I can sit here in the total silence and be happy at this time about it all.  On some things that are going on I will not waste my time on over thinking on what is going down now unless it deals with the household of course.  Also now my Husband said that something just did not add out on what was said to him a month ago here and I started laughing about what was going on and he figured out in why I was so stinking mad at one person that he works with at this time while he was at it all.  After I got done laughing I told my Husband welcome to my world with the guy and that my Husband could not tell when he was lieing at all about things.  Since I will get ignored anyway on what I want from the slaughter here I gave up on that part of things totally months ago.  That means no salt pork at all for the house from that part and oh well now.  I feel lucky that I will end up with sausage here along with afew other things also for the household anyway.  Pluss the guy is late with the slaughter anyway here for the pigs and I had to get some things of course for Thursday to cook with.  One thing I got to thinking about here was in how much I do on the cheap end with the cooking while I was at it all.  Alot in what I do is from scratch anyway for the cooking and thats where the guy does not have a clue here in what I am really doing on that part of things along with trying to cut the bills down also for the place at this time also now.  It amazes me in the guy that my Husband works with and how that fine line is always crossed with being totally out there and not thinking things thru at all in all cases.

Shaking my head

Well at least I ignored my gut feeling here and got out anyway for the morning already.  After all said and done here now I will tell my Husband to turn over the big truck to make sure that it starts totally this morning since he left the cab lights on for the night when he parked.  This is part of the reason of why I go walking in the one parking lot so much at this time and the nickles are come and go in the one spot anyway but, it is to check on the big truck on the weekends more than the walk itself here than anything else.  So I flew home of course and grabbed another set of keys here so I could turn off the lights in the truck and go from there as normal for the morning.  So now at this point in time I will be getting out more for my walks here from now on and see in what I can get also now.  The bad thing is that I will have to hit up other areas to walk in also here to get things built up and go with it all.  Since I have nothing better to do at this time besides housework for the week I may as well take the walks also in the mornings while I am at it also to pick up money while I am at it all.  So maybe I will break my last months totals this way also here for what I was doing for myself here totally.  Anyway on top of it all I have been thinking on alot of things still here for the household and have applied some of the things that I was doing at the can also before we moved here to the house.  I will admit that I had to stop alot of things here for the household for many reasons and I am starting back up with it all of course.  It is more of a pain in the rump here than anything else at this time.  That is where it makes me mad when a friend of my Husband's figures that he is cheaper than I am at this time when he is not even close to in what I do here totally at this time with myself slacking off on that part.  Since I do use coupons alot of the times still along with turning things off in the place during the week and that does not include many other things that I do also for the place at this time the guy has along way to go as of yet here to catch up with me.  Another thing that I have thought about during this week now is that knowing that I have to get that much cheaper anyway for the household just to prove a point to at least one person at this time it will get good either way that I go from now on in the place.  At this time it will get real good here on Thursday anyway since I will be cooking the turkey again.  Since I will have leftovers to cook up on top of it all after that part it will not be so bad at all.  I look forward to the turkey anyway here either way and it all does not bother me still to this day.

Never done

Well I can say that the housework is never done period here for the place.  I thought I was pretty much caught up except the laundry and that fell apart here lastnight totally.  So I will start with 2 things at once today and see where I land up for the afternoon.  Since I have all day to myself here it will not be to much of a problem at all trying to get more things done for the day here in the household.  Now also I did get out of the place again yesterday afternoon here after all said and done while I was at it all.  I have realized that I need to walk more also during the week and tomarrow will help out on that part since I have to drive either way that I go for the day.  Just to get my Husband to listen will help out even more on the way back will knock me over also and that will never ever happen at all.  Then last night he said to me that the one person that I have been trying to stay away from wants me to start texting him along with that he missed me also on top of it here.  After all the B.S. that went down I know better than to even bother with the person at this time on top of it all.  So after all said and done here I am thinking that to not even bother and be done with it totally at this time still untill some understand that I will not put up with the crud that went down before.  So with that being said here I will stay away from some and start walking more to prove a point here totally along with not being cut down at all also for that part of what I do for myself at this time.  Since I am over 14 dollars up from my walks here in the area for the month and I would be cut down for that part from the person who pretty much could not stand in what I was doing anyway, I will keep up my work here for my own good without being dropped on the curb.  What has bothered the guy the most here is that I am way cheaper than he is at this time and I will not give in on that part of what I do for my own place.  Also I have got alot cheaper since there is no reason to hang out with the guy also while I am at it now.  So as I sit here and think of all the muck that I waded threw with the person within a 4 month period it is not even worth the time anymore to me.  So now to start some things here for the household and see if I can work off some of the ill feelings towards the person totally now.

Shaking my head

Well I got part of my walk in this morning here already.  I could not believe one guy this morning at all when he started screaming at me to get a job and quit picking up the nickles in the neighborhood.  All I could say was fine then do not throw out your nickles and I will stop here totally.  Well the guy called the city cops on me and the officer did not blame me at all for walking and said that at least they will not hit the land fill after this.  So now at this time at least I ended up with a good load for the day so far with the walk and I will not complain about it at all.  Plus the walk gave me enough to somewhat calm down here for the day while I was at it also.  At least I know in what I have to do here for the household at this time even better now after I got back from the walk.  Either way at this time it is well worth me to walk now so I can get things off of my mind totally here.  But according to some people I guess in what I do at this point in time here is not good or that I do not need to do also.  I look at it like this in what I do is a job and if people would not throw out the nickles I would be out of a job and the walks would not be worth the time at all to me.  Since people throw out the nickles along with other things at this time I will pick them up and go from there.  As I told the cop this morning already here that everything helps out in my household and sometimes in what I bring in is how we eat in the place also at times of the year.  The guy did not blame me at all on that part of things and that is how it all goes.  So at least I get up and do something at this time to help out in the household to bring in money.  Now to get up again here and get more things done here at this time for the household since today is garbage day.  Just to get somethings out of the house here will be a good thing along with not tripping over things also anymore.

Knowing when.........

Well you know when the guilt trips work out is at this point alot more things get done in the household over the weekend.  So now I will crush some things here as of today when I get back to the household along with the normal hot spots to clean also here for the day.  I may just get alot more done than what I think that I will for this week and that is fine by me now.  Ok so at this point in time here I do have alot to get done and I am not moving fast enough this morning at all and why should I now.  Now that I am up alone here totally at this time and got grumbled at already this morning it is all good.  I will not let it bother me for the morning at all since in knowing in what I have to do here for the place and it will keep clean for the week also without my Husband here at all.  So now at this time there have been things found here in the household on my part along with thinking on top of it all it will turn out some how some way after all said and done.  Since I am cutting the costs still for the household at this time it has somewhat helped to keep me going for the time being.  Now to just get everything down to a minimum for the household and keep it all there once and for the rest of time.  It will get there with time and practice also yet again.  I have been thinking alot about in how I will be doing all of this and parts of it are already in place for the household at this time.  Since I do save up the nickel deposits here for the household along with getting out and walking for them also at this time it all helps out.  Not only that since some do not have a return on them at all I can crush some things and turn them into the scrap yard when I get enough to take in.  Also I have been finding coupons also to help out with cutting the costs for the household at this time while I am at it.  It all seems wierd that before there were the cruddy coupons out there on the net and it has got better after all now for that part.  With the coupons it all depends on what is used in the household and what a person likes also.  Stuff like laundry and dish soaps, bar soaps, and many other things there are coupons runing around out on the net and in the papers at this time to use.  Another thing is that I have been trying hard on that part to use them also for the household at this point in time to help out in that area of things.  Also at this time here for the place I will try to keep the power things umplugged even longer as of today and try that part again for the household.  So there are many things that will be going on here for the place and I hope it all works out here.

Thinking again

Well since some things have happened for a reason here it will work out and now some will understand in what I was doing yesterday morning.  I guess that I am always suppose to feel good nomatter what is going on along with not sleeping at all while I am at it all.  I also fell asleep yesterday morning since the pain got to me along with getting down also with the pain.  With that being said here I missed several calls for the morning and still got blamed for it all after being said and done here along with that my Husband was walking home also on top of it.  Now I am sure that he noticed alot more than what he does other wise and that is a good thing also at this time.  But then again I am the one that gets ignored along with being told to shut the hell up most of the time with him anyway.  So now at this time there is alot going on that I have not said at all and since my Husband knocks me down along with some of his friends here over it that is how it ends up of course.  The frustration has already set in of course for today and it does not matter on my part since I already know what will be said about it if I voice it for the day.  On Thursday I got told to talk and said no you will not let me normally here so why bother now for anything.  This is what made me even more mad and went from there also.  Another thing is that I pretty much know in what all was said to the person who barrowed money off of me here and I can not prove a thing since I was not there.  This is why I just do not like to fallow my gut feelings at all since I get screamed at also here when I say no on alot of things untill some get his way.  Maybe the foot should come down hard here with things that need to be done here in the household and I will end up paying for it nomatter what again of course.  But then again here since I have been told afew things already and maybe I should just do it all myself from now on.

Shaking my head

Well even with a cut on my foot I still got out and walked here in one parking lot already this morning so far here.  At this time this is about all that I am worth here along with getting cheaper here in the household.  At this time I should be out for most of the morning and will get back out to get another walk in for the day later on here.  At least on my part some money is coming in so far and it is not very much at this point but every little bit helps out.  I also somewhat decluttered my mind here on the walk and it still looks as if things are not getting any better at all.  So I will see here at the first of the month here in how much I have picked up here for that part of it all.  With that being said here for myself at least I still try to get out there on my part totally and do the pick ups on the walks.  Now here at least it is something to look forward to for this afternoon here and will figure out in where to go for the next walk here.  Also inbetween now and then I will do the coupon search while I am at it along with getting to some of the housework for the day.  At least some days I will be able to keep busy in the household for at least 2 days here along with my walks also.  Now to get on the move here so I can start the hunt to save more money here totally.

Thinking again

Well at least I can think during the day on alot of things here for the household.  It seems strange that I will start to get things done for the place from now on and on the cheaper end yet again.  All I can say is that I have to take the steps towards that part one at a time for the household now and it will get back to about normal after all said and done.  Since I have gave up or slacked off for alot of the stuff in the household over the years it is hard to get back into the swing of things for getting cheaper.  So I will be trying to get back to the all day without some things along with cutting down on other things also while I am at it all.  Now to get my Husband on the waggon againg for alot of what needs to be done here for the household and make sure that the both of us stick to it all.  The good part about all of what is about to happen here for the place is that some of the people that my Husband knows think they are cheap when they are not and I will start breaking out things that I have done over at the can.  I do not use paper towels at all for the place along with the paper plates still to this day.  Also I am still cutting down on the laundry and dish soaps for the household at this time to help out on that part of things.  What hurts some people that the both of us know here is that I just will not do in what they all want me to along with trying also for the household.  Since I do alot of the cooking and cleaning here in the household at this time I may as well break out the coupons yet again for that part of things to cut down on that bill also from now on.  Also now since there are alot of other things that I have been doing that helps in the household and have hollered at people for not thinking about what they are doing while they were here.  One person has well water along with a septic tank so he does not have to worry about the water and sewer bills at his place to where I have to here for the house.  All I can do is what I can do here to cut the costs for the place and go from there.  Since I have a plan mapped out for alot of things for the place now and all I have to do is apply the map out and run with it all.  In alot of the things that I do here for the household now will help out more than what others will realize.  The one person has cut me down for in what I have done here so far while he was here in the household and all I could do was shake my head along with start hollering in the nasty habbits that he has still.  At one point I was wandering in why I could not turn on the one lamp here in the main room and figured it out right quick that the guy turned it off at the lamp instead of at the switch on the wall.  The guy was laughing about in what he did here at my place to my Husband and all my Husband told him was that I was picky and tough on it and do not do it again to my wife here.

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time I am waiting for the walk here as normal for the day.  What alot of it is at this time is that knowing that I will be bothered anyway this early in the morning I may as well wait and get out to one of the spots that I have been wanting to hit up anyway on a Monday morning here for months.  I think that is what scares some people still to this day about me here and now.  So now I want to see in how much that I can get for the week on my walks and go with it all after this.  At this time I have been thinking on alot more than what I need to be here along with getting coupons also for the household.  I may as well just start doing the coupon thing again here for the place to save that much more yet again.  Since some people frown down on the coupons still here to this day it makes me wander in what they are really doing here totally.  I remember several times when I had to really cut the grocery bill along with other things for the household that I would have a total stack of coupons in my hand at the check out lanes and the person behind me heard the total of the bill at the time and I handed over the stack of coupons that I had and knocked of at least 100 dollars off the bill that day.  The gal behind me started with oh crud she has coupons and started bashing me for it at the time untill the 100 dollars came off without the card.  After that the gal kept her mouth shut while she was behind me in the line at the store.  With the coupons here you have to watch totally in what you do and you can get alot of money off of the bills at the stores.  Another thing is that I can get laundry soap for $1.50 per bottle (4 bottles) at this time here totally at one store and that is how I like it.  That is what will really get to the person behind me at the check out lanes when I get there after tomarrow.  So now at this time I will end up getting more coupons stacked up for the bigger shopping trip that is needed for the household and really rake over the stores again.  Also between the coupons and my walks I should be ok for the grocery bill along with other things for the household.  The nice part about this is that some people will end up just getting mad at me for what I am about ready to do from now on for the household here.  Now with that said here my Husband will also tell some in what I have done and that will send some on the rampage that I am being tighter than ever here for the place.  I do not mind being tight fisted on alot of things of course and it will get worse before it all gets better anyway.

Trying to

Well now I know there are some ways that I can be a mean tight fisted womand and there is alot more that I can do on that part of it all.  I have thought about this for a good while and have about figured in what to do to get even more tight fisted here for the household at this time.  With that being said I will be saying no more often here for the place and that is that on that part of it all here from now on.  Since alot of things do go on and down here I know that I will be screamed at from here on out and that is fine at this time since I do not mind a battle at all most of the time.  So as I sit here and try to figure out in how I will be doing alot more with alot less it will help me out for the household at this time also.  The nice thing about all of this is that I know that I can get most of my walks in during the week and my Husband along with others have nothing to say about in that part of what I do for the household here.  One person that I hang out with the most will kind of tease me about the bag not being full by the time I get back if he is around at this time.  The guy already knows that I will try to do as much as I can to get things done here on that part and he says no more to me about that part of things.  There is one person that will cut me down on the walks that I take here and will be snarky about it all untill I feel like I did something wrong on my part for wanting to nail 2 birds with one stone also at this time.  What the one guy that is totally snarky about the comments does not know is that I can be alot more tight fisted than what I already am at this point in time.  This is why my Husband told the one guy no on some things at the time here on what others wanted me to spend money on without even me being there to say not a damn way I can do that here on that part of things at this point and maybe if.  At this point in time some money is tied up already on other things that need to be done for the household then other parts here I will be pulling back more money than what I have been doing up untill now.  So with everything said to me here from some and my Husband is not realizing that I can hit him with alot more things than what he is use to at this point in time it will all work out to my favore here in the long run.  Alot of what I need to do is sit here and think of how and where to hide things totally at this time and that will be figured out here I am in hope by tomarrow.  Well figure that I am alone for most of the week and will figure things out totally.  Also now at this time some figure that they have me nailed to the wall here in what I do already and they have not seen in what I can really do now in the real time that I have that I can think on things.  Then there are other things that some people have not as of yet seen totally out of me when I get going on the real cheap end of it all here on my part.

Shaking my head

Well at this time I was at a few places yesterday and my Husband would not let me out of the truck period at all.  It was like that he did not care at all in what was going on and throwing me around on the other side of the truck also while we were out.  So the pain went threw the roof on me and he could not understand in why I was almost in tears by noon.  Pot holes are a nasty thing with me and in ever flipping drive way my Hubsband hit them period and thought it was funny at the time.  I pretty much had gave up by noon yesterday on getting anything done in the household also at the time and I did not get squat done except a load of laundry for the day.  So now at this time I will have to bust my toush here in order to get anything done for the week in and out of the household and that is how it all goes.  As I say my Husband will do what he wants to do and I have no say anymore in what goes down for anything here at all.  Now as I sit here and start thinking of what all I can still do and I may end up paying by Friday again for what all I have to do here to get things done.  Also at this time I know that I will have to walk farther than ever here to start in on what I have to for the household totally now.  Plus January is a new year here and I will start pulling back that much more after all of what is going down now.  With that part being said here I guess that I will have to start driving more also myself so I can get out of the truck on the long drives here totally and be done with it at this point in time.  It all makes me wander in what is really going on here and pretty much knowing that I am on my own for alot of things for the place I will have to step up my game of course from now on.  Also I did find a dime on the floor in the last stop yesterday and my Husband was mad about it at the time.  All I could say is one dime extra for the wood burner for the household and that was it.  The other person that was with us here about fell over when I said that part of things.  Also I guess this is why I pull back some money when I can for the household at this time and others already know to not even bother to touch my dime jar at all costs to their health also now.  Another thing is that my Husband does not know in what all happened to the change that I had here in the household at all.  And some wander why I do not mind being alone during the week at this time now.  There is alot to think about on my part and I have almost figured things out in what all that I need to do here for myself and the household at this time yet again.

Shaking my head

Normally I do not even get bothered on my walks untill this week here totally.  I have not gave up at all on the walks and I think it is just plain nuts when someone figures that there is something wrong for a person walking with a clear plastic bag that has the nickles in it here.  So after all said and done I did not get much this morning out of 2 spots that I normally hit up anyway here for most of the mornings.  Now I am frustraited with some people still here and still it does not make any since for some to bother others still almost 3 hours later to me.  So now after much thought about some things that I have been doing and the one area that I have not got much out of for the past 7 or so months it is time to switch to another place here for that part of my walks.  I guess that I had the stupid button on my dang forhead for the morning and trying to get some peace for the morning way before the day really started on me.  So now knowing in how my day will go and knowing that my Husband will not even bother to flapping stop for any reason at all for me here I may as well get use to not going out of the way to get another walk in for the days we are out anymore here anyway.  It is frustraiting to me here since my Husband has been the main one to cut me down about the weight gain here and he will do nothing to help me out for the weight loss anymore except to say that I have not lost enough here as of yet.  So I am still damned either way that I go at this point in time and have got use to that fact of things here on my part.  Maybe I have to start really screaming again to let me out of the flapping truck and for him to pull over also along the way.  I have the feeling that I will not win this battle at all and may as well hang it all up and walk the areas that I get less money in from now on here also.  What else can I do besides waste the gas in the truck from now on and be done with it if I have to here to get the extras and my point accross also here to some people that are in the household with me.  So as I think about this now here I may as well start screaming for my Husband to stop at times so I can get out and let my back calm down also while I am at it from the 2 hours knowing that I can not sit and wait also here without being in total pain by the time it is all done and we get back to the house.  At this point the guilt will not even stop my Husband from doing in what he wants to do and never mind in how I am feeling at the time and it always works out that way on me nomatter what goes on.

One of them weeks

Well ok I can understand here when the one marked car stopped me for a moment on Thursday here and this morning another off duty officer said something to me here on my walk already this morning.  I walk in some areas still and often at this time during the week or on the weekends.  It all depends on what I feel for the day when I get out and walk.  When I got home here and it all hit me when the guy asked if he could help me out I should have said yes I need several boxes of snot rags and some food staples for the household along with my gas tank filled up for the week here.  Now I am really shaking my head for the day here and it is not a good thing.  At this point I have a feeling that I am failing on what I need to do for myself and the household nomatter what goes on.  Ok so I ended up with over 6 dollars here so far since Sunday when I did the big cash in here for the place.  I wanted some room to move in down stairs in the place so I cleared out almost 3 bags of nickles here along with $12.05 in the truck that I was hanging on to.  At this point in time it is either that I walk for to have the weight loss continue along with picking up the nickles here or just plain out give up and gain everything back that I have worked so hard at in the past 3 years here so far for the loss and the gain of money along with getting the cob webs knocked out of my brain.  Ok so I also had enough cash on hand to get the oil changed in my truck this week while I was at it.  The oil change was a free one here since I used the cash in of the nickles here also from my walks.  So that should say something in what I am doing here also now.  Yes I will be a tight wad here alot of the times for many things.  I have no choice in the matter at this time.  All I can do is try and knowing that I am in failure mode here at this time on things it is not good on what I need to do.  So this week I will see in what I can do here for that part and try to stay away from alot of people still on my walks here.  This is why I try to get out early in the mornings so I do get left alone and it gives me time to think also on what I need to get done and my mind straight on alot of things that go on.  Now with this week I just hope I can pick up enough money here for the household along with other things that have to be done here also for the rest of the month and next month here.  Also I am getting tired of being cut down from family and others for picking up the nickles and the change that people drop and it is my gain anyway in what others do here in the area.

Shaking my head

Well I will keep saying it here for the area that some people are just way to lazy to take in the nickles that they have for their place and that is where I come in.  I ended up for almost a week here 6 dollars so far and did not have to work to hard at it at all here for myself.  This all says something to me at this time and I do not mind getting my walks in after all said and done now for alot of the days.  When my Husband found out that in how much I have made so far here he about freaked out.  That is normal at this time of course and things will happen period here for the place.  So as I sit here at this time and start to think of getting out to the one parking lot already this morning all I can do is start to laugh and hope that I will get enough for the morning along with getting out to another area also for today.  There is alot of work to be done for the place at this time also and I will get parts of it done after all today.  Now I will tell my Husband to just drop my toush off at a place and let me walk it to where we are going and I will find more than what the man sees totally.  Also we pass several stores that will take the nickles off of my hands also along the way today and go from there as normal.  I also know that it is making my Husband mad that I will hunt down the nickles at this time and pull them back also for the household.  So from now on it is looking like I will expand the areas that I walk in for the week along with trying to be cheaper than snot for the household also while I am at it all from now on here.  Some have left me no choice in the matter at this time and alot more on my part will get done here nomatter in what I think nor say here for the place.  Since the household has been running low on food also here it has been plain out nuts at this time in what needs to be done and how many walks that I need to get in also for this week just to get some of the stock back up and running.  There are many factors running against me here in the area and the parking is one of the things smacking me here also at this time of course.  So I guess that I will have to fit everything in along with being out for parts of the day also from now on untill the street parking gets changed again for the year in April.  So at this point I better get a move on here and get part of the walk in so I can find out in what I get for part of the morning.

Shaking my head

Well I got a good laugh already this morning along with a city officer.  All he could say to me was that someone already hit up my street and I said yes I already know and the rest came off the next street over here also.  Since I was already in my own driveway I told the officer well I am home now and will be back out again shortly anyway for another area for the morning before I cash in for the day. So as I sit here and rest my feet it is a nice thing already.  Also everything has to dry out anyway since it is raining of course for the morning.  I will give the totals here tomarrow since I lost count on what I got out on my walk again this morning also.  Anyway at this time at least I got something for the day and I am thankfull for it.  Also I have been trying to do alot more here in the household and it has not been working at all.  All I can do is try and go from there at this time.  Maybe today will be a better day for myself and see in what all gets done also for the day in the household.  The good thing about getting up early in the morning is that it seems I get more done during the day nomatter what goes on.  So now at this time I am still plotting here on where to start first for the day and will get a move on here soon to get the nickles cashed in also while I am at it.  The money will get pulled back of course from that part of things and I can not wait untill I get enough pulled back here to say that I can do this part for the household.  I think that is what scares people the most in what I am doing for the place at this time.  Also I have lost alot of weight here from my walks here in and that worries others in what I am doing for myself.  At this point here I am so sick and tired of some people telling me that I have to loose the weight that I am not sure if I really want to have any more of the weight loss at this time while I am at it all.  Anyway now I may as well get a move on here in the household and see in what I can get done this morning before I go cash in.

Thinking again

Well at least I can sit around and think for parts of the day in the household.  Since I have been thinking about alot of things as of late and paying some of the bills here for the place it all would make anyone nuts to do just that part of things along with cleaning all day.  Also this is another part of the walks that I take on my part.  I guess it could be worse totally on what I do here for myself.  Ok so I am 45 cents up for the day so far and will get back out tonight of course to see in what I will get over in another spot while I am at it all for today.  With that being said here yesterday was easy pickings in the one parking lot that I always hit up anyway here in the mornings.  Also here I got into the city yesterday morning here and nothing that I could get at all there.  So I will hit the neighborhood between tonight and tomarrow morning and see where I land up on that part here also for the next 24 hours or so.  It will be well worth the walk today and tomarrow also for myself since I will end up hitting more spots before it is all over.  In how I am looking at it now is that it will work out in the end for the month.  Since I am well over in what I got last month it will help out now here totally at this time.

Knowing now

Well I got some hints today here and even my Husband noticed that I am ok at this point in time in what I do for the mornings here in the household.  Ok so I kind of got another push today here from my good friend that it is ok in what I do at this time and I have to work up in what and where I have to be totally now for the walks also now.  I know that I can not top the Sweet Man's totals what so ever but I can try at this point and the guy knows this out of me.  Since I do have hope and the drive to just go out and do for alot of things here for myself and the nickles are a huge help in the weight loss that I am doing now at this time for myself and others.  I will never see 90 pounds again here and do not want to at all.  I will not complain at all about in what is going on since I have always had a big butt and got smacked up by 3 sides of the family here if that makes since.  As I told my one Aunt here do not worry about the butt here since I did learn for you that it will never change period nomatter in what the heck we do it is there.  We had a laugh over that one since we are built from the waist down the same here and I had the extras thrown in on me with 2 other sides of the family weather my Auntie liked it or not here.  Ok so I have learned to live with some things and the models still puke their guts up and not eat on top of it all still to this day for things.  Sorry I will not go that far for things and tough cookies in my eyes since every woman is built totally different still to this day.  Ok yes I do dress up every so often and have went back down to a size 8 after being a size 16 here and Grandma's place is never a good thing here trust me along with neck surgery also on top of it here.  I will admit that I am half Italian here and love the bread and pastas period.  There are other foods that I want and crave also here without a doubt and have to cut down totally still on them along with other things that put weight on me in all honestly at this time.  My sperm downer told me just stop eating and drinking carbs here and you will lose the weight period.  I look at it as what is left to eat in the world since bread and pasta are main things in my place along with rice.  The man has never been broke in his dang life and never will be after some things that I will not bring up and others agreed with me here also in what went on.  When I grew up it was a different time and I would ask and got told tough ya gotta wait kiddo here also on alot of things growing up.  So I would start hoarding money back on the things that I wanted and go from there at the time.  Also my Husband told me today take the walking money and throw it all back here in the bank that I have and I will do more than that on the man here from now on.  There are things that I will not say in what I have been threw here and I will not tell on what all happened neither here at all.  So now that I am waiting on my Husband to come back and ask for the card and me to go with him and Fred here it is all good in my eyes at this time since Fred already knows in how I am at this time.  SO I just hope that some talk some since into my Husband now after what all went on here and why I have been having a hard time in alot of things that have been going on since I am the one that has control of my weight here also and I can say screw it also now also with other things.

Shaking my head

Well with some things being cut down like the food stamp program here it makes me wander and shake my head.  Granted I had food stamps at one time here and made them work when I had them also at the time and got off of that program totally.  Ok some folks do need the food stamps totally since they are the working poor and there are others that can get up off their butts and start working also instead of being on total welfare in many cases.  There are jobs still out there and alot of folks do not want the fast food jobs at all still to this day.  I have worked almost every job out there and still found work that I can do without running to the welfare program.  Since I got my walk in today already here and got a mile and a half in already and will get back out there also for another walk it seems that some really need to start thinking in what they throw out also at this time.  I will say that we get charged a nickle deposit on alot of things here in the state of NY here and I do cash in in what I get.  Then there are the walks that I take here and pick up other nickles off the side of the road and in parking lots also at this time.  I will say that I know some folks who get at least 15 dollars a day here in the area and I can still get at least a dollar a day if not more depending on the day and what is going on in the area also.  Some days it is over 5 dollars a day some days it is only one nickle also.  So I pull the nickles back here for the household alot of the times anyway.  When I did hear this week that the food stamps were being cut down to people all over the place this tells me something also now.  Ok some folks still have unemployment coming in at this time and it is only half of what you made while working.  Now lets say you made 1,000 dollars a week at work and now with the unemployment check it is 500 dollars a week.  Then there are other factors in with it like household bills that are utilities, food, rent/loan payments, car payments, and afew other things to pay.  As the old saying goes cut the cloth to fit in what is going on.  Still to this day I try and cut things down for my place and that is how it all goes.  There are times yes when some need the system and get off of it as soon as possible.  Others stay on it for years and that sets up the next generation also.  With that said here it is time that things start looking up and start slashing some things out of the budget.

Thinking again

Well in the past 2 weeks here I have got at least 20 dollars on my walks at this time.  So I got to thinking about all of this in the past few days.  Since all of this motivates me to walk even more here so I can get the money up for things during the year here I may as well keep going on alot of things here.  With that being said at this time at least I have tried to pull back as much as I could for the end of the year here for the household and I have failed this year so far.  So next year will be better on me for my walks along with out of sight and out of mind for what I get from the walks from now on.  Part of the funny thing about all of this is that I know that I can get all of this done for the place and totally shock several people while I am at it all for the place.  This is also why I am trying to expand on where I walk at also here for the household also at this time.  Since I know that I can do all of this along with other means here of doing for the cheap side yet again it will be well worth my effort to pull back as much as I can from now on here for the household and be done with it all.  With myself thinking alot of the times here again it does not hurt at all by the end of the day here and the walks do help out with that part of things also.  I have learned also that I do not have to listen to people who want to cut me down that I run into also for what I do for the household in total since they do not live here.  Also now at this time I have figured it is ok to save up for things just like I have been doing along with other means of just doing for the place.  All I can do is start laughing at this point in time since the one person that has cut me down the most here has tried to spend money on me also and my Husband told the person are ya nuts Cricket has already been fed up with me here and she will not put up with you also doing this on her.  Another thing is that since I get my mind cleared out from some people and come up swinging also at this time here it maybe a good thing since I do walk.  So now lets see in what I can do for this morning and go from there also since I need to get out of the place for awhile also at this time.

Thinking again

Well I have been thinking for the past several days here and it is not good on my part at all at this time for what is really going on.  So now here at least one neighbor pretty much knows in why I get out early in the mornings here for my walks at this point in time and he does not mind one bit in the why at all.  When my Husband told him that I get about 60 dollars a month here on the walks at that point in time he was just about in shock.  Now the totals are way off at this time since I am not walking as far as I use to when we moved into the household.  Since I am working my way back into the swing of things here yet again on alot of things here for the place I guess that I am doing alright at this time.  I have also found out that I have found more nickles here in the past 2 weeks than what I found last month so far.  The bad thing about that part is that I never really figured that with walking the 2 streets here that I would not get enough for the month here at all at the time.  Now here I will have to cash in and see where I land up for the 2 weeks that I have put in so far for this month.  The weird part is that there are still some people that will cut me down here nomatter in what I have been doing for myself and walking to help with the weight loss at this time.  At this time I will tell my Husband in about half of what I get this morning when I cash in here and he will run to the one person that was cutting me down here for months on what I have been doing at this time.  Even my one Niece said that she saves up here for her house but she gets paid by the pound here for hers at this time.  So it all helps out in alot of ways for the household nomatter in what goes on.  At this point in time here at least with the walks that I am taking it is keeping me busy here along with extra money coming into the household.  One person would not say that it is a job at all at this time and would cut me down for that part now.  It is honest money coming in since I walk for it here and have to look for the nickles totally at this time.  Maybe that is part of the problem at this time with the one person here since they refuse to take in the nickles from their household and just throw them out.  It amazes me in how much money that some people will waste at this time and still holler that they are broke.  Part of it is that some would not believe in how many nickles that I have picked up at this time that others have thrown out period at this time.  I know at one place that in where I have walked at now that they will pick up the nickles out of the yard and throw them out into the garbage can for trash day.  I found about 2 dollars if not more at the one place per walk and picked up the disaster that they made at the curb totally over the months.  With that being said I look at it as something for the household or if you are short for one month for the bills.  It always amazes me here in what some will do and not do at this time to not save the money at all that is already coming in or that they have to pay for anyway and maybe it is just me here in how I run things for my place at this time.