Trying to get cheaper

Well I am trying to get cheaper around my place here totally.  With that said here I have been switching things over without a problem and still have the back stock on things that are getting used up here at the house.  Also here I have noticed that since I have ordered some things on line because I can not get the items up here in NY State at all and the stuff is cheaper than the sauces at the store with coupons.  The funny part of it is that the same UPS driver is the one that I deal with all of the time in where I work at.  He asked in what I ordered and I told him totally in what I got.  He looked at me and asked where he could get the sauce that I got and he could not find the stuff in the stores anymore at all and I told him where he could get it again for his place.  So now at this point in time I am real good on some things here at the house and some can not take that away from me now.  Also I have noticed around the area is that some folks do not like in what I do at all by keeping stocked up on alot of things here in the household.  If you watch the couponing shows at all it does pay off to listen to alot of things that they are saying.  That is one of the things that are old school ways with life is to use coupons and get the items on sale to get the stock pile going for the household.  When they say to get something on sale that is when you buy things totally within your budget they are right.  Also in what I do for the household here is that I try to cut things off that use power totally around here during the day and peek hours.  And since I hang alot of the laundry up on the drying racks at this point in time instead of using the dryer my power bill is lower than most people that I know here.  When I first moved into the house I asked the neighbors in how much their power bills were I about fell over with the one totally when they said 200 pluss dollars for theirs and the other is like maybe 70 at most at the other place.  Well I noticed that the power bill here at my place is on the lower end and not nearly low enough to where I want it at this point so I am working on that part also here totally.  Also I have been cutting back on alot of things here in the household while I am at it.  This is what some do not understand at all about in what I do.  Just like the kids yesterday morning could not understand in why I said to knock it off and then turned off the T.V. on them so they would listen.  As I told their mother theres 50 cents that is saved just in that part.  The kids were shocked.  I about fell over when some said that her kids were spoiled totally and it was coming to a screaching hault with her totally.  When the mother said that the babysitter gets respect by spending time with the kids and not spending hardly anything on the kids for things that are needed then she must be doing something right.  Since I do get the kids up and going with snacks and homework totally around the house when they get home then I let them loose on the neighborhood.  At least the boys I should say.  And us girls get out there and play also at the same time.  That is what gets to alot of the parents on the block also is that I am out there with the kids.  Sometimes you just have to let go and be a big kid with the kids and forget about everything going down in the world.  And I always did like a good game of tag anyway.  Just like yesterday when the almost 3 year old pops off with Daddy does not want me or my sister at all to me and I told her it was ok to feel that way and she and sissy were always wanted with me it made her feel better when I said that.  The poor girl was almost in tears stating the truth in her eyes.  So I told her in it was ok in how she felt since sometimes I still feel like she does even at my age.  The look on the girls face and a huge hug from her I knew that she knew totally I was ok in how she felt and did not down play it at all.  So she thanked me for the shirt that I got for her and asked if she could go shopping with me also the next time when I went.  I told her she had to ask her Momma and see what she said and we will go from there.  So now at this point in time at least the kids are realizing that I am the cheap one out of the bunch also here and do not mind in what and how I do things at all. 

Could not believe it

Well Mike Tantillo Sr.  was suppose to take the kids for abit today here off of my hands so I could get some paper work done along with other things here and he bailed like the jack waggon that he is.  I did not want the kids even near where I was going to at all to fax the paper work at all.  Even I knew better about that part today totally here.  I am feeling better and that still does not say that I am at 100% to threatin the kids totally before, during the ride, and in the parking lot at all in what I can do.  And thank goodness I did not take the kids since they were wild when they got to where I work at also today.  I did say something to the one boy when he called me a filthy name today and I took care of it before mom got home.  Since I do not do what some have said I have done around town around here totally and it is another thing against the kids father around here also with myself.  The only thing that saved the jack waggon so far is that he drove away and has fear of me at this point in time since he does have not have a clue about me at all.  I already forwarned the kids totally around me here do not push me at all this morning since I come down with a heavy foot and fist around the household totally.  So now at this point in time they know totally with me after today and the kids down the street also know that I will not put up with what they want me to and will take my crew when I have them with us to explain what is going on to parents.  This is what the parents like about me is that I will hold the childs hand all the way home and say something to the parents in what happened.  So now at this point in time yes I know that I am cheap and do not worry about that part here at all.  With the kids sometimes I do worry about what is said from their father about me at times and still brush it all off since the kids know different about me totally.  Since it is the same man that shows up with me at times when I am off the clock here they notice.  So it is not like I bring in different people all of the time around me I am way to clean for that part of things that some will beg to differ with me now at this point.  When I say I have my Friday night crew it means that I have a Friday nitgh crew that comes over to my place and we all sit around and talk while the birds watch the T.V. that night. 

About done

Well I am about done with the whole babysitting mess around here to say the least and why I have put up with it for this long who knows.  The only time when the kids listen totally is to me when I am there with them and they do not have a choice in the matter at all.  So now at this point before I even walked in the father basicly decided that he was boss and that was it here and little does he know that I did hear what was said and he has fear of me here totally since I do not put up with him at all.  With that Mike Tantillo Sr. has threatened me totally threw the boys as much as he can and I have put my foot down on that part also here with what was said.  I told my boss he was lucky that I did not pull up earlier around her place and then called the 800 number with the plate number for the father for CPS around here since he all but tore all of us down anyway including the kids.  So now it is a real toss up in what to do and next time I hope that some have the windows open again at their place and there is enough places to go to that are blind that I am out of the way here at where I work at and start making phone calls totally around the place.  I will say that I have been keeping notes in what I do with the kids and if they have not been changed nor fed along with other things that have been going on.  Since the almost 3 year old refuses to eat with me most times while I am with her she ate her lunch cold yesterday totally after 2 bites saying she wanted something else.  Sorry I am not a short order cook at all and do not get paid enough for it.  That is how I am looking at it and knowing that the girls did not eat this morning at their fathers house at all they slugged down the half of peanutbutter sandwich down with a half of banana pretty quick at 11:30 this morning with me.  I know in just eating one thing gets old after awhile.  Just like I do not warm up the bottles with milk in them at all for the girls they are old enough for cold milk and go from there.  Both of the girls drink the cold milk with me totally and that is it do not ask me to warm it up because it will not happen.  So now I reminded the mother that I am the 5th out of 7 children totally and I pretty much know in what to do and sometimes I am scared that I would hurt the girls after my baby brother that is over 400 lbs and about 6'5 also that has problems.  So now I will start asking some folks if I had problems way back when and see what they all say here about it when I was almost 3 years of age. 

Going cheaper

Well I am going that much cheaper around my place here and I am feeling alot better today also.  With everything going on and the prices are still going up around the area I may as well go that much cheaper around the household here.  So now at this point since I am working part time around here totally and have some insight on things with some folks here I got asked again here in how I did everything and still be cheap around the household here also.  I started laughing and said it was second nature with me here after all of these years and practice on top of it all.  My first thing was that hold a family meeting and try to get everyone on board and it will take awhile also with everyone except the girls since they are young enough to grasp this totally.  So at this point in time here there are alot of things going on and some have not figured out some things also in what is going on here.  What it is here is that I work on things all of the time here and still cut things out of the budget totally.  There are things that some folks are not ready to do as of yet and I realize this totally and that is ok.  Now at this point there is alot up in the air along with other things in their place and they know that I try to run a tight ship either way that I go and got asked why I did it this way instead of that way in where I was at.  I explained it to the person and they agreed that everyone has different ways of doing things totally.  So that is how I cover for myself here in some of the ways that I have and nobody argues with it at all.  Since there are times that I go to someplace and fold things up in what I have looked at in the piles then this way it makes it easy for others also and I can remember in what I looked at anyway.  So now at this point in time there are things that I do while I am at work also to save on things in that household also.  It was funny when the almost 3 year old told me that I needed both sides filled with the soap for the dishwasher and I laughed.  I explained it to her that no I did not and it was ok in what I did totally since the dishes will be clean by the time we are done with it all.  They were and she left it alone after that one.  So now at this point in time the girls have been over to my place and the almost 3 year old asked me in what the glass baking pans along with the cast iron baking pan was.  She is not use to having clear things in the kitchen at all at this time.  At that point she also asked in why I was washing somethings also here at my place.  I explained it to her in why and this is how I do things at my place.  Also the water was still mad hot to where i could not put my hands in and I asked her if the water was hot and she dipped a finger into the water and said yes.  So she understood in what I had told here in this is how I do things here and do not worry about it at all.  Also I am still trying to figure out in why some of the school outfits were not bought at the sales at this point in time while I am at it all.  But then again some folks do not really care anyway in what goes down.  I got asked yesterday morning about a pair of pants that the boy thought was to short and I told him he had at least 3 months yet to out grow them totally before I start worrying about it totally.  The poor kid started laughing and said that I was right on that one totally.  The boy who asked me we both had a rough time at first and I did say that I liked him totally and that was the turn around with the both of us.  That and all the kids are my favorites totally and they understand now of why.  This is why when they all ask me something I try to explain it to them as of why and how to their level here.  I do not mind it what so ever at all.  Now with yesterday some do not know that I was eves dropping at all and I did hear part of the conversation of the baby was crying for about 20 minutes yesterday at points in time.  I heard the question of when and that is when the sitter puts down the baby for a nap at the them times also and it was not that long.  So now at this point it is only one neighbor that hollers about it and that is it.  The rest of the neighborhood does not mind what so ever in what I do at all.  All I can say for some is that if they do not like a person that is old school for raising kids then that is on them since I refuse to baby the kids at all.  I make sure that they are in one piece and not bleeding at all in my care or other children.  Anyway at least that I know that in what I am doing at this point in time here there are alot of things that some do not get and others do totally here in the area and if they do not like it oh well on their part. 

You know when it is

Well you know it is bad when the babysitter and the baby are sick totally.  With the almost 3 year old I made her eat around the household totally and really do not care in what Mike Sr. says at this point in time.  Trying to tell the girl not to eat in what I fix 2 days a week here.  So now at this point the girl ate the food that was fixed even cold and now she realizes that I am not playing.  Since I am not a short order cook at all some will learn in who it goes and the almost 3 year old heard my Husband say make her eat it cold it will not hurt her at all.  Also the mother asked if the baby had a double nap today and I said of course since she was in an awfull good mood when mom walked in today.  With that said here one still gets 2 naps ane the almost 3 year old gets one here totally with me weather they want to or not at this point.  Anyway it was one of them days of trying to sit down as much as possible either way that I went since I have been running about a 102 tem for acouple of days here and have not felt good at all to say the least.  And I know what the problem is totally also here and it all hit early.  Ok so I may have this potty thing down with the girls here totally or at least to get them started here on it again.  Now that I have asked to write down the time that the older one went number 2 then I about know when to put at least one on the pot in the afternoon here and the other one 2 times a day here also.  So it may just work out here totally without a problem at all.  At least I am thinking on my feet on some things that are going on with the kids.  Pluss it is cheaper this way with the diapers for the girls in away also here.  I may have some things down here to a since while they are up and on the move. 

Shaking my head

Well with the all the gadgets out there in the world today it makes me wander sometimes in why some folks have to have everything in sight besides to waste their money.  So at this point in time since I do not have the latest gadgets in my place at all here and do not care to have all of them at all.  There are some things that I can not go without at all and others I do not even want at all.  I am happy in with what I have here and there are no arguements here about that part of life.  At this point in time I do have a KitchenAid stand mixer and afew other things around here for the household.  Now with that said here all I can do is shake my head on some folks around the area and go from there.  Even my Husband said when the time comes to get a new phone for him that is when he will get one.  And trust me it has to be so battered that it hardly works anymore with him.  With that then I will get another phone for him and put the insurance on it all also while I am at it.  Since I took out a plan on mine here after it went thru the washer and I do travel every so often it was for the best totally.  Also at this point in time here it is totally strange that some still holler about in what I do not even have and I tell them that why bother totally here.  When I got to the point when I thought that some of us were going to get a spoiled brat at the trailer I really went to the cheap side of things.  That was 7 years ago and that is how I got my KitchenAid mixer around the trailer also since we did not get the girl.  I have also kept up with streaching everything out around the trailer and to the house here.  That was and still is the nice thing about it all.  Since we never knew when the one place the pay would beat us back to the trailer at that point unless I was working someplace else while I was laid off it was well worth the trouble to go thru at that point.  With alot of things that have went on over the years and others calling me a "Rich Bitch" all of the time it does not bother me at all now in what was said and still said about me being tighter than tight now with things.  With that said some did not get that in what I was worried about at the time and did not know in what I was doing to feed everyone at all at and to pay the bills at the time.  So now at least I can say that in what was done at the time I did learn alot and alot of it stuck with what was done.  Since some of us had to clean out a place also in the past 7-8 years here also we ended up with alot more junk also here between the trailer and the house.  Alot of it is still in the storage unit here totally also and we will be having a huge yard sale around here next summer.  With that said here I will be happy to get arid of the storage unit by next year around here also.  It will be an extra 160 dollars in the household and there are some that know this totally here.  So either way the spoiled brat that my Husband and I were suppose to get at one point in time here still wants everything out of the one household and all of us keep telling her no not a chance at all since you wanted to be abusive to some of us totally and draining a bank account also for months on end without paying bills on top of it.  There is so much that has went on that it amazes me and maybe that is why I am standing up to more folks here in the area without a problem at all.  This is why some folks do not like me at all around here in the area since I will not put up with them at all.  Also I guess there were alot of reasons of why I have went to the cheap side of life besides of being to broke to even think straight at times in my life here in NY State.  This is why I put my foot down with some others understand of why here also.  I have told some folks if ya wander why I use coupons and catch sales out there with other means then look at the pay stubs around my place then you will not wander any more about in what I do for my place.  Just like when I have been cutting things down for years around my place and some did not get in why I do other things at the time at all.  When I was at the trailer I kept the T.V. on while I was gone totally.  Between the dog freaking out at times because of the neighborhood and then this way some did not know when I was there or not at the time.  I remember the one time my sister in law turned off the T.V. and I kept it off untill she got back and she freaked out with all the noise that was going on totally.  So after that she left it on and other things happened also at the time.  Put it this way I got blamed and so did 2 of my fur balls at the time also and I put my foot down with the spoiled brat along with my sister in law at the time and won over that one totally.  That is what really made me mad about alot of things along with some saying that the spoiled brat was a trial run for some of us totally around either place.  My Husband still swears it was the meds talking and it was not at all since his own sister told me that the girl was a trial run for the both of us years before without the meds totally.  And then she told 3 others also about it and laughed on top of it all.  So I know it was not me going mad at all.  So after that I started going cheaper after that part in what was said to me and never looked back since it was the only thing I had at the time also.  I also asked my Husband to say something to his sister about cutting me down at the ankles totally and he would never stand up to her also and a friend of ours said something to him.  Well after all said and done my Husband and I were in a total heated arguement at the trailer and I went totally calm after an hour of throwing things to get my point across at the time.  On top of it the complainers had just moved in also at the time across the street and my Husband went there for acouple of hours.  The shock waves were felt and the brat got sent back to the trailer to feel the wrath of what was to come also at the time.  I got alot off my chest and was truthfull on top of it all and still got told oh we will leave then and I laughed about it all.  All I could say was go for it and don't let the door hit ya where the good Lord Split ya then and don't ever come back after that.  So after that my sister in law never bothered to cut me down again and I went cheaper on top of it all.  I have cut a huge chunk out of the budget over the years here and still to this day have been cutting even more out of the budget to this day at either place. 

Shaking my head

Well I did get some things done today here in the house.  Tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me around here totally.  This is what gets to some folks around the area about me totally here is that Monday is always nuts on me here.  So now at this point in time there are some things that really need to be done totally here and I will not play at all around here at my place.  When some figure that in what I do is not work at all and that is ok also by me.  Since I stretch out everything in my household and try to cut on the budget as much as possible around here also I guess some figure that in what I do is not worth it at all to them in their place at this point in time.  With running a household totally with 5 kids and 3 of them are not use to cutting down on things at all it makes it hard also to try to get some things cut out of the budget.  I have been kind of working with the older bunch at work to help their mother out totally in their household.  The funny part is that some have not figured it out about me at all in what I have done to help out also.  I do what I would do in my place totally around other places and some have started yelling about it all.  With some things that go on I do not blame some for not wanting to switch laundry soaps and bath soaps also in their household.  With myself I can switch for the most part except for maybe 2 detergents out there on the market.  And yes I have switched over to another laundry soap here for my place to get that much cheaper for the place.  When the one that I have been using is almost 15 dollars for 60 loads and the one that I switched to is 10 dollars for 100 loads and both have not been cut down around my place at all when I bring it home there is a problem in prices.  So at this point in time that has been switched over as soon as I use up the bottle and a half that is left in my place here.  Another thing is the dish soap also here that will get turned over also here shortly.  What alot of it is with me and why bother to pay the high prices for things when there is no reason here for it in my eyes.  Now at this point in time I am cutting all over the household here and it is about ready to get worse around here with myself cutting back around here.  Since I do not do some things like others will and I have thought about it and the answer is still no on some of it years later here.  Now with that said here there are other ways to get things done like cutting the coffee out everyday, taking in lunch to work, walk as much as possible if you can, and not only that sales with being stocked up in the household. 

Shaking my head

Well I had to rewash a load lastnight around here and still can not tell if the one place my Husband along with myself worked at or with the mud and dust that he deals with now.  I guess this is why I am so stocked in laundry soap around here.  With what I have been using around the household here it works but not like it should at all at this point in time and it seems like the Purex brand takes alot of the junk out while I am using the washer still to this day here.  So after the next bottle of what is left around here that is done and I will be using the other stuff from now on for the household here.  Yes the Purex is a cheaper brand here and that is ok in my eyes.  I would rather have the laundry done on the cheap anyway for the  household.  So now at this point in time here my Husband started laughing and said that it would cost about 20 cents a load by the time I get done for the place.  Since I am switching things over around here for the house I know that I am making some folks mad at me for doing what I am doing also in the area.  When I can get alot of the needs for the household on sale here then that is on me to find the sales here totally.  Since alot of places had things on sale this week I did pick things up for the household totally.  All I could do was laugh since my boss asked in what I did on one of my split shifts around here and I told her also that I saved over 20 dollars totally around my place.  That does not include in what I did yesterday also for the household.  So as I sit here and wander what else I can do since the household is mainly stocked again here.  Also with that said since I will be hanging laundry today around here and do not mind doing that part of things at all for to save money in the household.  The funny thing about it all is that I will get things done on the cheap side around here and like it when it drives others up the wall in what I do during the day here.  Oh well on some folks that do not like in what I do here at all.  So as I sit here and wait on some things to stop so I can hang them up outside of course then go from there today.  With alot of what is going on here today is the minor things that I know that have to be done.  Since I am getting things done on the cheap today here it will not be that bad for the household.  More than ever around here this is what gets to alot of the folks that know me around the area since I am going on things that are cheap they do not get it at all. 

Long day

Well the dishes are done at this point in time and I have been out to Kmart on top of it already today.  Ok so there were deals and things that were needed around here for the household here.  Also some have figured out that when the laundry needs go on sale I tend to pick up the stuff while I am out at places here also here in the household.  Knowing in how I go thru laundry deturgnt around here since I am always getting to the laundry here for the place may as well pick up a bottle more and along with it the fabric softener also while I am there.  I can laugh at times since I will be stocked up either way I go around here totally and it will be used up around here in the household in January when we are pretty much short on other things also.  It seems every year we pay the rent or house payment and squeek by the rest of the month then.  Some are going to be sick of soups again this year either way we go for food.  It is nice to be cheap at this point in time here since it will pay off at times here in the household.  This is what my boss is not getting at this point in time at all.  At this point in time I am getting as many points on some cards that I can here and will be able to make it for when I need the one card totally for this year.  The nice thing is that all year long the points will rack up into money and there are some things for the house here totally or the 2nd kitchen also and both at times.  Anyway at least I know that I can go cutting on what is used around the place to streach out that part of things and this winter here I will be off of alot of things during the week also here while I am at it all.  This will get to alot of people that know me also in the area.  With some they swear on keeping the computer up and going 24/7 in the household, along with the T.V. going for the kids, and using the dryer on a constant basis while they are at it all.  To where I am trying to get the kids outside totally during the day at this point in time where I work at now even if the parents do not want me to here and now.  The kids need to be outside playing and will get out there with them to play also.  What gets to me is that I did not have cable nor the satalite dish with my crew nor a computer also and their father wants the kids couped up all of the time while I am there taking care of them.  Now at this point in time I get the kids out to walk around, run, and or play to get them tired out. 

Long day

Well today will be another long day around here to say the least.  Since I have not got a phone call as of yet to pick up my Husband I figure to start in on some of the housework that I have been ignoring around my place.  So now at this point in time the dishes are soaking and will get done today here on very little dish soap around the household.  It always amazes me that in how much my one niece used up on the dishes totally while she was at the trailer with some of us.  So now at this point in time here at the house since the girl is not here I have only went threw maybe 3 bottles and working on the 4th in the past almost 10 months around here.  It only tells me that she used way to much soap when she did the dishes.  Oh well at least I know now in what was going on when I had my one niece here.  Also I got a report last night around here in someone who seen the girl yesterday and the person who told me said that the girl was looking even worse after I threw her out of the trailer.  That tells me that she is not eating at all where she is at.  So now at this point in time here there is still now way that I can take her back in untill she gets her stuff together and I will not let her boyfriend move in neither to the household.  I have way to many people to worry about around here in the neighborhood also.  Along with kids that I sit for also while I am at it.  So there is no way that will happen at all.  So now at this point in time I am still working on the bills to get them down even further around the household also here without anyone trying to run things up on myself and my Husband.  I have finally got the gas bill down to 51 dollars on the budget plan and the power bill is coming back down also here for the house.  Knowing the summer months the power bill goes totally thru the roof either way I go here totally I was not to worried about it at all.  It was still cheaper than the trailer ever thought about being this summer.  There is just alot of things that some do not know at all about feeding and cleaning a household on a budget along with paying bills on their own also while they are at it.  With that said some depend on mommy still to help them pay their bills totally to this day and can not figure out why the power keeps getting shut off also.  When mommy forgets about one set of bills to pay then this is what happens when some are totally irresponsible to pay them.  That is another reason why I said no to them totally about moving in also into the house.  Now at least I can say that I made the right choice in that part of things for the place.  So now with what I have used so far today in the dish soap it has done almost every dirty dish in the sink so far here except acouple of things that really need to soak to get them clean.  So now at this point in time I must be doing something right to say the least since I am still mainly stocked up on alot of things and they are getting used up slowly around here also.  So it really makes me wander in what some are thinking about when they just do not care at all when some are on a totall hard core budget unlike in what they are use to around their place or in how they grew up also in the area.  All I can do is hope for some people and if they do not understand in why I said no at the time that is on them now.  Anyway at this point it is nice to know that things are getting done on the cheap and quick side yet again when I have had some days off from work totally here.  This is what gets to my boss totally in what I am doing here for both households since I do some things at her place while i am at it all.  Since there is always something to do around a household may as well do what I can during the day then come home and start doing in my household also by the end of the day here totally.  Either way it all gets done on the cheap and that is what worries some that really do not know me all to well.  Since I have been trying to go cheaper around here it has worked so far around the trailer and the household totally. 

Waiting here

Well I am waiting for the next move from Mike Tantillo Sr around here under his kids screen names here totally.  Since I did talk to the boy yesterday and knew it was not him at all for doing and knowing he would take the rap for his Daddy around the area since he is young enough not to know better on the situation and why the older bunch has nothing to do with their father nor the younger kids I know the feeling.  Since I know about being thrown off of sites totally around here and other things like it bothers me that I can catch some at their own game since others thought of it before they did.  If the kids only knew at this point they are me after awhile and I have turned the page over the years around my life and they have not seen what I have over the years at all with messy things in life.  I told one of the boys turn the page like your brother has around the household here and you will be better off for it all to roll with the punches that dad gives ya and you are further ahead in the book of life and will understand of why the older crew and why they do not talk to Daddy all of the time and could careless if he is in jail or not.  Once Mike Sr figures out he will not bother me at all he is better off since I am a strong woman here and could not give a damn in what he does unless it is for the kids period and he can not pull his head out of his toush far enough to do that part for everyone and now I know why he has no contact with the older 4 kids totally at this point in time.  I have already hinted to the mother of the 5 babes that if it is after 7 pm the jack waggon is out of luck for taking the kids out of your household period when he can not feed them nor anything else at this point in time here when I get them 2-3 days a week.  Granted I am just the babysitter and treat the kids as my own around here when I have them at this time at their moms house.  When I got threatened on Sunday and Monday plus Tuesday here with the father and the child did not even know since I talked to him and pulled the boy aside here myself as of yesterday to ask him personally here on his thoughts and he gave me the dear in the head lights look like what are ya talking about woman I knew.  So now at this point in time I have the info on what is going down around both households and he ain't got a chance with my place at all since I do not let anyone touch my system period along with other things here at this time until I totally trust them and 2 of the 3 boys have proved to me they are trust worthy with me and I will go to bat for them around my place and their mommas place here.  That is saying more from myself than their own father Period here and now. 

Wierd

Well yesterday was plain out wierd since I did a split shift for work.  Also around here I ran into RiteAid yesterday and picked up some things for the household and the 2nd kitchen around here also.  May as well pick up the buy one get one free deals as much as possible around here to save money on that part of things here.  So now at this point in time with the laundry deturgent and another things for the house here it always amazes me in what some will not do for their place at all.  With that said for some people and I do not mind what others do at all.  When some ask me in how I do things and I tell them in what all that I do or do not do at all around here they tend to freak out around here on alot of the stuff that gets done totally.  So at this point in time alot of people have not got in the why's in how I do things around my place and it spills over into their place also.  So as I sit here and wait for the washer to get done totally so I can freak out my boss even more with laundry hanging outside on the drying racks instead of using the dryer around here totally she will know in what in part that I really do for the household.  The funny part would be if the basement over at her house would be full of drying racks for the kids to dry things on and skip the dryer.  It was a funny thought around here since the kids tend to freak out over the little things around the household totally.  I explained it to the one boy in why I did not totally freak out yesterday when he did and he understood about it after I said something about it.  That and I found pants for him after the fact when the boys left for school totally and he thanked me.  Either way their father freaked out totally and I just shook my head since he refuses to keep things for the his own children at his place.  For a change the girls ate yesterday morning and still were not changed at all out of their jammies.  So now at this point in time all I can do is deal with some things and not hold my breath on other things that are going down totally.  At this point in time there are ways to do things and the kids do not mind in the cheap ways that they have seen out of me so far around my place and theirs now.  So now at least I can say that somethings that I do for the kids at this point one parent does not like it at all out of me at this point since they do get out for fresh air and other things.  At this point playing outside is a good thing for growing children and a cheap way to get them to do things also while I am at it all.  So now at this point the father does not want the girls outside period so they will not be seen at all around the neighborhood.  Well I have refused to play that game with him and did get them out in front so they can see people and talk to others also while I am at it.  So now at this point in time here with some things that are going down I will do what I have to and still be cheap for both places here totally.  That is what some are not getting at all and I do not expect them to also while I am at it all.  With that said around here there are times to explode and other times I pretty much let go around both places totally now. 

Still wandering

Well now I really know it was not one of the boys at all at this point in time.  So I will take it up with others just in case if something happends.  There are alot of wierd things that are going on at where I work at totally and by that I mean it is like the hole household is being watched totally.  At this point I will do what I have to at this point in time to protect the kids and be done with it all at their place.  Knowing that the father does not like it in how I do things with the kids and I explained it to the kids in the why's in how I do things totally.  If it means making them eat abit more for some meals at times since I know that some do not feed them at all at times to where there is a fridge if not more full of food at the mothers house then they will eat.  That and I am use to children eating full meals and then some also.  Over the summer time when I expected the children to be at their mothers house by 9 am and Mike Sr. would not show up untill noon around the house with them then complain that he was late, the voice of reason came out in me totally and said well if ya did not play games and got the kids off on time you could have worked a full day.  Maybe it is just me around here when I say that part of things.  Also another thing is that now that the kids are eating in what I make or slap on the table for meals totally at this point in time.  At first it was hard to get everyone to eat totally around the household when I first started out.  Now there are no problems on that end.  I even noticed that at times the boys have started asking for me to cook some meals also in the household.  In what I do for meals is simple, easy, and cheap for the household totally.  When there is noodles and other things in the household totally it makes it alot easier to cook meals on the cheap.  As I told the kids mother you do not have to dump 300 dollars a week at all for food in the household to feed the kids.  And yes the 300 dollars in food alone would last the 2 kitchens for about 2 months with my household.  I have found a way to get things into the household here on the cheap and that is how I like it all.  Ok so I hit up the sales at the store with coupons here totally.  Just like when I start really cooking from scratch in my place I noticed that I have more flour also for the kitchen totally.  So it gets used up around here to say the least.  The funny part is when I start in on things here some folks are liek halks and get over here totally.  So maybe this is why the kids do not mind so much of myself cooking since it is something different also. 

Waiting around

Well I am waiting around the household here for the next thing of course.  Since I refuse to run scared of anyone around the area it is just tough on some people at this point in time.  With that said I will go on doing what I have to around here totally and go from there.  So now at this point in time since I am running myown household here on the cheap side without a problem at all it will continue to be ran like that around here while I am still kicking.  What is getting to everyone around the area is that I just do not care at all about some things at all if they are on or off around here totally during the day.  The kids that I sit for really do not get in why I do things like that around my household at all at this point in time.  Only if they all knew that I do not run the dryer also and hang laundry up while I am at it all.  Along with the other things here for my own household that are on the cheap side.  The girls already seen the laundry hanging up on the drying racks around here this past week around here when I had them on Monday at my place.  So now at this point in time here I am still cutting on alot of things here for the household and that will never end I guess untill I feel good about it all.  Since I am not where I am suppose to be with the cutting down of things then I will continue to do so.  It is one of the things that will get done for the place here totally.  The really wierd thing is that today it is up in the air for working around here at this point in time and that is ok here.  It will give me a chance to clean if I do not get the call or text around here totally along with getting the laundry done here also while I am at it all.  Since the laundry never stops around here totally and may as well throw in a load or two to help keep it all caught up around here.  May as well do full loads when I can for the place and that is how you save money anyway for some of the bills around here.  It also helps to have an auto fill on the washer to where you want the water levels at.  When I got the washer I noticed at the trailer that the water bill went down to 15 dollars and that goes along with other things that I did also for the place at the time.  It still goes on with that part also here at the house.  Since nobody hollers about in not flushing the cammode around here at my place they also understand in what I am doing on that part also.  So now lets see in what I can do around here untill I get a call to go into work around here totally. 

Still thinking

Well I am still thinking on somethings around here to say the least.  And I think I may have something in the works around here since I am always cooking and doing other things around my household.  Some of it is tripple batches of things and part of it will be watered down to streach it out that much farther also here so I can take part of it with me to where I work at.  So now at this point in time here some folks have not got in what I do for the kids at all to where others have around here also.  Ok so I busted the father wide open again yesterday morning when the girls were not fed nor changed at all when they walked thru the door.  I have also noticed that the father has been bringing all the boys over about 10 minutes before school starts to change over at their mothers house.  So now I will start really cooking alot more here at my place for the boys to make sure the get abit more food in them on the way to school around all 3 households here.  Just because some of us do not eat in the mornings does not give some the right to starve their own kids that are trying to grow in the mornings at all.  At this point in time I see no other choice at all for some things that need to be done totally and I am not going to jail for something that the father pulls also for the kids.  In what I will do for the kids is to pull out all of the cheap things that are from scratch to eat and go from there for the morning times when I have them.  Since the kids are mixed up and ready to blow at times with their attatudes with some things that are going on that they also realize that I am on their side for alot of things and can come to me and say hay how did you deal with this part.  WIth alot of it I have also told them and their mother has backed me on it that I will protect the kids nomatter what by any means that I can at this point in time.  I also explained to the boys the only time I wanna see blood is at the table for 2 meals a day, other wise do not even think about it.  I guess it is no different than when I grew up and we all fought for food at one time at my mothers house.  The boys laughed about it and kept their word on that part also.  With that said there are funny times that go down along with holding my toung around the household on alot of things.  At least one parent and the kids know that I am cheaper than snot with alot of things that are going down around the household at either place and the boys do not mind for the most part at all.  I have to start laughing at this point in time since the waffle and sandwich makers will travle and I got them for free also around the trailer once I think about it at this time.  How I managed sometimes is getting alot of things around the trailer for free and going from there.  The house is the same way here totally.  So now at this point in time I can really say that I have not depended on anyone to hand me things at all around both places and some are still mad at me to this day over it all.  Alot of it is because I did not want it held over my head at all so I never asked for it at all.  Now I know that I will have to teach the crew that I sit for to do the same thing totally when they get old enough also.  It goes with some families all over and it seems worse up here in the state of NY.  So maybe that is alot of the reason of why I am so dang cheap around the household.  I have got worse over the past 18 years to say the least and made it all work. 

Shaking my head

Well it happened again to where the girls were not dressed nor did they eat at Mike Sr. house.  Makes me wander in what some people are thinking when they have kids.  So now I will have to start thinking of breakfast things to cook around the one household here that is quick and easy to fix in the mornings that are just plain out mad when the boys are rushing also.  Either way it will be cheap in what I will do for the kids around where I work at here.  This is what some have to think about is that start cooking on the cheap and start freezing the left overs totally also for when everyone is dog tired around the household and for a quick meal.  Or if some go down around the household also it works well for meals if you have things pulled back in the freezers.  So now at this point in time here I am really wandering here in if I am the real cheap one around here to say the least around the place.  Sometimes I can laugh around here since I do get things done on the cheap and some wander why I do not bring in alot of groceries along with other things into the household here.  With that said around here alot of what I get is on the cheap side and I plan out meals also around here at my household to make it all work out.  This is why I get alot of things like flour, onions, potatoes, baking powder, and noodles for the household here.  It is amazing in what you can do with very little items around the household totally.  Of course I keep eggs, shortning, some meats, vinilla extract, and butter with the other and on top of it powdered milks also in the household.  It all works out in the long run around here when I go really cheap for the cooking end of things.  With the items there are pancakes, biscuts, with breading on some of the meats that will be cooked, potatoes 101 ways fixed for the household, and other food items also around the kitchen.  Also I can talk the boys into something different when they are around on half days with school or out for vacation from school also to eat for lunches or dinners.  The funny part about it is that I can come up with the wierdest things and the kids do not mind it since it is something different to eat and hot food.  So with that part of things it is a good thing for some of the kids that they do not mind eating at all.  Also the boys got sat down lastnight and told the reason why some do what they do is to protect ya and they like ya also and that is why they are still around working.  Even the boys agreed to that part since they like me also and understand in why I am doing some things around their place and do not eat everything in site also around the household.  With that said I have the feeling that the old babysitter did some things that I do not even wanna think about around here with some and ate everything in site totally while they were there.  I can only speculate about some and it is not pretty. 

Shaking my head

Well I know that I refuse to do what some have told me to do around here with the blog and that is how it goes.  What has happened is that some have been busted wide open around the area here and I have told the truth on some of the things that have went on.  I am not saying all of what has happened of course here on the blog just the tip of it all.  So now at this point Mike Sr. is using the kids names on line to threaten me with and I will take that in stride.  When something happens then I know where to go.  With yesterday here I had the girls for about 2 hours at my house and I told the almost 3 year old that she was not going to waste food at my place at all like she does at her mothers place.  She ate her half of the sandwich of course and tried to pull out the tears routine on me yet again.  It did not work at all.  I have the feeling that some have told the kids not to eat in what I make for them.  Oh well it is not my belly that will be growling since I ate and they did not at all.  Alot of it is that the girls only want the chips and that is it and I make them eat something other than chips during the day.  That goes along with naps also for the girls.  All I can do is what I can and try to keep some order while I am sitting for the kids.  Anyway at least I can walk away to my household here and try to be cheap after all said and done.  So now at this point in time here I have to clean the rest of my own house here today after work of course since it took all that I had yesterday with the girls.  The bad part is that when I go to clean and get as I call it interrupted here it goes to snot quick with trying to get back into gear.  It is one of the things that I have always did.  At least the dishes are done around here for the most part except for the ones that got used lastnight here.  Now to just get to the rest of the house tonight here and see where I end up totally.  I guess this is what gets to some people also at this point in time since I do what I can after the surgery this year.  Another thing is that since I can only do what I can it gets to the point of why bother sometimes.  Oh well at least it all will get done quick tonight here without a problem at all.  Either way it will get done even without help at all here and now.

Still not running

Well I have thought about this for most of the day even with the girls here at my place and I refuse to run at all around here in Western NY Period at all from some people.  I will make a point in the morning that I refuse to run at all when I have the kids here and get them dressed as normal since Mike Tantillo Sr. can not do it all apparently at his place.  And I will bring food with me as normal for the boys since I refuse to be charged with something I had no controlle over around here in NY State as a baby sitter for the stupidity of others period.  Of course I have found the loop holes around here with some things and it is not worth proving myself on the yard for something I did not do or did around here at all.  I do not want the job at all granted around here and will put up with some things here to keep some places running smooth either way weather some like it or not.  In why I have not said squat to some people and places is I want the kids to stay togeather since that is all that they have at this point besides the strong women in their lives also and that is it.  I have alot of things that I am holding back on of course and will not say even if some want to try to dig it out of me and they will get the same answer as other countries around here is 3 social security numbers and my name period.  That is what Mike Tantillo Sr. does not get at this point is the military will kick in with me around here and it does not matter to some of us at all.  Since of where I grew up at in this point in time I do not care if some live or in a rampage that I go on some will pay around here totally.  Things happen in the world and all I have to do is sit back and wait for the wheel to come around called life to get my paybacks in what goes on without a problem at all.  That is part of myself not running around here from some people at all here in the area since I am still an outsider and I know that I am.  Since I have thrown the best and the richest out of my office at one time I could careless in what someone is or does for a living and other things around the area.  I blame alot of it on NY State totally for not checking into alot of things here and now at this point in time.  So at this point in time this is why I have came up swinging around here and I know in what I can do totally and some people are not going to like me one bit once I get done since I like to leave carnage around me here at this point in time and could careless in what goes on totally.  Since I have came up with the same statement as others within about 5 days of their statement at this point in time that should say something to others totally here since the person was from a different state totally other than "Little Illinois" at that time totally here.  I put up with so much and come up swinging totally and it is not good for the person on the other end at this point since I am out for blood and it will be worse after November around here without doubt in my mind at all. 

Shaking my head

Well after telling most of what some of the things going down where I work at and it is the truth in what I have notice totally here I feel abit better about it.  Knowing in what I have to do around the household also to keep it going around here it is not worth alot of what I do when I go to work at this point in time.  So all I can do is go that much cheaper around my own place here and go from there now.  Since I do alot more than what some realize that I do around the household to cut the costs then it is well worth my trouble for my own place totally.  Knowing that I am always cutting the budget down in my place here some do not say much and I do try to keep stocked up at all times also it works out for the best here.  With some folks that really do not know in what I am doing in the household here to really cut things down they all wander in what I am doing also.  Just like when the 2 of the boys that I sit with can not understand in why I do not watch T.V. during the day at all and think it is just plain out stupid and have told me so and I kept my mouth shut on the matter at hand.  I have been cutting the power down totally in my place and it started with the trailer also and kept that part of things along with not running the computer all day while I am at it all it does not bother me to not have things on all of the time here.  That is what is getting to some people along with other things that have been done around here also.  So now at this point in time since I have been cutting more out of the budget as of late here all I can do is shake my head on some things and get it done also as best as I can either way I go now.  Since I am in the fram of mind to start really cutting again here for the household once again it will be started today again for the place.  Now at this point in time I know that I have to use some things here that are on overstock around my place of course and it is nice to know that the overstock is here totally.  And yes there are points in time to where I go over the budget here depending on what is going on in the month also.  Another thing is that some months are worse than others and I do not go over the budget that often at all.  So now to get some things done around here totally and go from there today.

Not running

Well I refuse to start running from some around the area at all here.  Since I hit the nail on the head with Mike Tantillo Sr. here he has tried to threatin me to the fullest here in the area.  With all of what I have seen out of one household I do not need the crud anyway here in the area.  What needs to be done won't be done by me at work and if it means letting the boys out in shorts when it is below a temp point now, let them in my eyes from now on here.  Also when the girls come in that tired also along with not being dressed at all I will take note of it all and go from there along with them not eating in what I put down in front of them and I know where the problem lay's with that part of things, also since I know that they are old enough to feed themselves and I refuse to hand feed the girls.  And yes it goes with the shoulder shrug after the fathers house when I ask her a question totally.  So now I know that it was a poor choice to start working for who I do and now at this point I do not wander why I have stopped babysitting totally before now.  In what gets to me is that it is cheaper for me to stay home and not babysit at all.  Also there is alot less pain from where I had surgery from while I am at it when I do not go over.  I have also thought about alot of things of what went on and maybe it is best at this point to leave the job behind here.  I would be able to get other things done around myown household after that also and can cut my own bills that much further around here without the headaches or taking my attintion away from the household.  Along with that knowing that some have wanted me to quit working anyway with "His" kids, then some need to step up to the plate totally for the kids instead of how it is working out at this point in time.  Also the kids are at the point of they still have to call the parents in what to do instead of doing what they are told by the adult that is there with them totally and it gets old after the first 3 times totally when the kids do that.  I have also noticed that the one girl goes into tears all of the time when the mother is not there and at work.  When I have tried to tell her momma has to work for things that all of the kids want and need in the household then the girl tells me no she does not and I want my mom anyway.  So now at this point I may have a fix for it and go from there if I last that long around the place.  After the past few months around here of working with the kids at this point I am drained alot of the times when I walk out the door that it stinks totally.  At this point in time I really know what I have to do and go from here forward. 

Now I know why

Well I know I am cheap and now knowing why I am in both households here totally.  Between my place and where I work at now and why the mother of all 5 children loves me so much at this point in time besides the cheap part I deal with the crap totally from Mike Tantillo Sr. the childrens father at her place.  Now I know why the older 4 does not talk to their father at all at this point and could deal without the B.S. that he lays out for the older crew along with the younger crew also.  Now this is the supposad father that does not feed his own kids at all at this point before school and waits untill about 10 pm to feed the kids on a school night at his place totally at this point and the kids range from about 11- about 2 years of age with the little ones at this point in time.  I will give my boss the mother of the younger crew alot of credit at this point in time for not calling CPS here in NY State on her astranged husband at this point in time with the kids and she has the food and other things for them all at her place.  The 2 out of the 3 boys give the both of us woman crud when they have been over at Mike's place totally like we ain't squat and I put my foot down on the 2 boys along with the oldest girl that is out of the younger crew at this point in time.  SInce I refuse to feed the kids by spoon totally when I am around the one girl will starve totally with me and I make her shovle in the food herself or ya lay down and get it later while I am there at their mothers house taking care of them.  The horse crud stopped totally with me as of this moment in time and the shoulder shrug will stop also while I am at it all in sitting for the kids.  This is what the both of us woman have been dealing with around here with Mike Tantillo Sr.  Along with the jack waggon not feeding the kids at all hardly except to keep a mouse alive in his household on the kids.  As far as I knew WWII was done and over with in the US part of things of starving folks and guess not with some parents and grandparents here in the 1990's and 2000's here.  So I will start cooking over where I work at from now on so I do not get blamed for squat and go from there.  Just like with the 2 youngest girls here Friday they hardly ate supposadly and if they were up in time they could have had a full breakfast with their father if he cooked for them or even knows how to cook period in my eyes for the kids.  There is boxt stuff if ya do not know how to cook and other things to feed the kids by 7 at the latest and in bed by 9 on a school night with the boys and girls at this point in time.  With both girls one takes a nap twice a day with her age and the almost 3 year old lounges around totally with me in the mornings and naps in the afternoon.  My question is where in the Hell is CPS here in NY State for the kids besides out to lunch with Mike Tantillo Sr. and they go after the parents who give a damn about the children that they have in the household.  If it was me I would have been in prison by now with the kids compaired to their father Mike Tantillo Sr. here totally along with others in what he is doing. Here is a clue to NY State for child welfare totally with some and they better get off their toushes on this one befor they all get a call now.  There are adresses that I can get around here and will blow some in myself without a problem at all and they all know this.  The other part just do not have a clue at all around here to say the least.  This is why the boys do not push me at all that I am sitting for and the girls are light weights on alot of things. 

Looking around

Well NY State is in bigger trouble than what I thought at this time.  When the news had a segment on what the state is trying to do along with others I know that they are into more of a mess than what the government can straighten out at this time it is time to take it all into the cheaper peoples hands to do.  My whole thing is that is it really in need to have cleaning crews to clean offices in Albany and local offices along with 25 secretaries for both places at this point in time along with other money grabbers.  There are also 3 quarters of the people in this state that do not need the welfare system and the ones that are supposadly disabled who can still work and I can prove alot of them here and now in Niagara Falls at this point in time.  With that said here alot of the government here in NY State are still money hungery and want more totally.  Since some of us can not even get food stamps here in the state at all since we make between a dollar if not 300 dollars over in what they say is poverty, we have cut way back totally in the households.  With that said there are alot of things that some of us have done around here to cut on things that the government has totally ignored out of us and still use coupons along with other means in the household to make it all work around the place totally.  When alot of the tightwads go out and find the cheapest prices and other things for the household the government in NY State wants over half in taxes totally here.  Then they all wander why that we go to different states to shop at and out to other places so we can avoid the high taxes totally around the state.  I will say it since I could careless on what some think of me at this point in time is that I will go that much cheaper around the household here to prove a point to alot of people in the area.  Since there are things that I refuse to run during the day here totally I will be proving that it is possible to cut and slash the bills for everyplace here to some folks.  Some are lucky that they have the T.V. on during the day at their place at this point in time since the kids are use to it all.  WIth my place the T.V. is not on at all during the day and there are other things to get done besides having something on all of the time.  This is what alot of people do not get about myself and my household here at all.  WIth alot of the problems in today's world alot of people think they can spend everything in sight and then some when they have kids since it will not matter anyway by the time the kids leave the nest.  To where some of us are cutting back so much around the household and doing without totally here and now as I proved to some children here and now at this point it is on the parents and others.  As myself and my Husband got to talking about what was going on and we both noticed that his sister had new things all of the time at her place and she was broker than we were along with several totalled out cars in the mean time here I still wandered in how she did everything totally.  Knowing that I should have not gave the woman money at times and never asked for it back also while I was at it all that is part of the problem in todays world totally with some people it is all about me, me, me at this point.  When I started going to the cheap side of things yes I did alot of my shopping in the state of PA to help out totally in the trailer.  At this point in time some have not got alot of what some of us have done around the household nomatter in where we are at in life.  Some of the people in the government need to come to some of our households to see in how we all live totally around the state of NY.

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time I am shaking my head still over yesterday here.  For under 200 dollars I did alot around the area for shopping and gas.  With that being said there were something that were needed for the household and T.P. never fails around here at all in my eyes.  So now at this point in time yes I ended up over at Kmart yesterday morning here without a problem and got a coupon for 10x the points on the order here in what I ended up getting of course.  That will help out for the points on the card and with the months coming up here totally.  So now at least I can say that somethings do help around here on being cheaper than snot of course and I will be going further around here without a problem on that part.  Since winter is hitting here soon in the area more of the household needs will be on sale at Kmart along with other places.  It works out for the best let me tell you for us tight wads in the area along with the gas going down since the summer is over and alot of the tourists have gone home also.  That is the best part about what goes on here.  Alot of what has been going on around both households at this time some have not got in what I have been doing at all that is on the cheap side to clean and cook for the kids.  With that said I did get the garbage disposal over where I work at on Thursday morning and of course I did that part on the cheap side of things here.  Bleach is much better than tearing up my fingers on the blade trying to clean the sucker out totally is all I can say about that part of things.  Some have not figured it all out in that I will do somethings out of habbit for the household at this point in time at all.  Also last week I told the woman in what to do for some of the bills for the household totally to drop the prices.  It all goes along with the grocery store and other places in the area to get cheaper for the household.  Alot of what is going on in the one household is that since the father of the kids always swore to throw things out nomatter what or whos it was and tough cookies here and they could always get more.  I do not live like that at all.  With that the girls can traid outfits totally and have hand me downs from one to the other along with the boys here at this time and the parents do not get that part at all now.  Ok so I do what I can to save money around the household totally with the kids that I sit for.  Since some things can be hand me downs if they are not totally tourched by the time the kids get thru them.  Also at this point in time the parents have not got in what I am doing at all around the one household here at this point in time and why I am trying to save the mother money around here with her astranged husband out of the household.  Since the father does not give a flying rats butt about the kids at all I am doing all that I can to show the mother in what she can do for the kids that are cheap around the household totally at this point in time.  Since the boys are old enough to do some of the chore's in and around the household at this point in time here they do with me along with homework to keep some of us sane during the week to where they will not do for their parents at all.  It also comes with putting my foot down and telling the kids I am more powerfull than their parents are also.  So now at this point in time I will figure the parents will undermind me either way I go and all I can do is what I can while I am there at the house.  I will go as cheap as I need to while I am at it all at this time and the kids will be feed and clean along with the house to where I am at.  It is nuts and knowing this since the parents loose controle of the kids all of the time and the kids do not have a clue at all on what is totally going on with both parents.

Now at this time

Well now at this time around my place I am going cheaper totally.  It is just one of the things that I have so I can pull back more money also for the household here.  Since I am getting cheaper for my place it also means the things that I am switching over for things like the dish soap, laundery soap, and many other things for the household here it will work totally.  It also helps to keep a back stock in alot of things for the household at this point in time and I have to think about keeping that way since December and January are coming quickly also here now.  When I have 5 kids to buy for with birthdays and Santa this year again I will get the bargins totally for them to keep them happy.  Also with that said some have no clue as to how cheap I really am at this point in time in my own household It is all good at this point in time.  Another thing is that when I find something at the off stores I buy enough for about 3 months around my place if it is a good bargin here to keep some things on hand.  Now at this point in time some things I will always buy monthly and other things I have to get weekly here for the household.  With bread and milk I buy for the household weekly here along with when the milk runs out of date.  With other things like with the laundry deturgent when I get down to my last bottle around here and it is on sale at several stores that is when I pick up several bottles of that for the laundry here also.  This is what some folks can not understand about me still to this day if they all know me.  With some folks in the area they have not figured out in why I have kept a back stock for the household at all and kept their kids in outfits along with food also over the years.  So now at this point in time here since I am use to being married to a truck driver for the past 16 years here and been togeather for 19 years here I have learned to keep things in the household for about a 3 month stock in some things for the household.  It does not matter if I was in the trailer or the house here totally.  This is what Liberty Ann could not understand at the time at all about me is that I did not switch things around at the trailer nor cars over the years like my sister in law did all of the time.  I guess that is what made myself and my Husband "Trailer Trash" in the girls eyes totally since I would not let her run me not my household nomatter where we were at, at the time.  And I still will not let the girl run me at all here to this day at where I am at. 

Knowing

Well I already know in what kind of day it will be around here already today.  Between trying to get the housework done and alot of running that needs to be done around here again I will be suprized if I keep my head on straight today.  So I will start in on some things later on around here since paper work needs to be done on my Husbands part that is the perfect time to get out to 2 places totally around here.  Also with that part at least I know that I have about an hour to hit up 2 stores for what is needed at this point in time.  With that Kmart here I come this morning sometime.  It will not be that bad around here at all once I get started again here.  Ok so I get to blow out the carbon in the truck today and make sure everything is going good later on this afternoon.  And yes I told the girl that I work for that I would take the girls knowing that the thing won't at all.  Also for a Bday yes I will do that part for her since I had mine off this year.  The girls will have a place to crash out on totally that I can still hear them.  That is one thing that is nice about with the neck surgery around here still is the air beds that I ended up with since I could not climb the stairs for about 10 days around here after the surgery.  I know I should have slept in my own bed and could not do it at all at the time.  Also it was easier around here to be on the main floor here along with other things that were going on at the time.  So now at this point in time at least it is a water proof bed and can get some other things done also.  With that said here ok so I am cheap and will be on the cheap for a good while around here totally from now on.  As I tell some still for my household I have to be cheap for the place since money is somewhat tight here untill I can revamp the budget totally.  The best part about this is when I start looking out for the real bargins here it comes easy for me alot of the times.  Also with that being said around here the woman that I work for she has finally realized that the sitter is the cheap one out of the bunch totally and will continue to do so for both places as long as I work there for her.  Now if some really knew in how cheap I am at this point in time here for my place they would totally freak out.  Since the kids are all out of my place now at this point in time some do not realize in why I hoarded money back at one point in time from my ex husband at all also I knew that he would spend it on me for what I put back for the kids at the time I got good at it.  I guess this is why I kept doing it around the new Husband also for the first 10 years we were togeather here.  It is just in my nature to do something like that around here still to this day here.  So that is another thing that I will start doing again for the place here and my Husband could care less on what I do most of the time anyway it is one of the things that I know that I can do for the house now.  Just to have money somewhat pulled back here it works for when we are really broke at times of the year.  I guess this is why I do not mind the cards that I have at all at this point in time.  The next thing for the place is to get that much cheaper here to cover all of it. 

What a day

Well I can say that if the father of the kids don't stop the B.S. that he pulling with the kids I have a feeling that the state will get involved quicker than snot here.  All I can do is shake my head on this when the kids come in hungery from his house and not dressed at all in the morning there is a problem totally.  Dang I may be cheap around both places and I know I did not fall off the turnup truck this morning niether at all.  So here I am taking care of 5 kids pluss cooking in 2 households also this tells me something about some people in the area.  That and I keep up with both households here with cleaning also as best as I can.  That is what is getting to me more than anything.  Since I am doing alot more than what some expect me to do around here totally also.  Just like someone told me last week in that I am not slacking at all and do try to work when I can.  Since I do what I can most of the time around here totally and others do not see in all that I have been doing at all to keep the household going on my end it stinks.  So as I sit here and think of all that I do around here totally between the being cheap of the things that I do some folks get it and others do not get it at all.  I guess that since I am the cheaper one out of the household I can keep it all going around here without a problem at all.  At this point in time with some folks they have not got that if they look around their place totally at this time they can start cutting on alot of things in the household at this point.  When I started out it was somewhat tough on me totally to get going around here to cut alot of the things down at first.  So now at this point it is like the back of my hand on doing things that are cheap totally here. 

Wierd

Well I have been dealing with an almost 3 year old wanting Mommy all of the time that I am with her.  So at this point in time I tell the child that if mom does not work then you would be out of the streets without food and other things also.  Pluss I have a rotten feeling that the father has totally told her that give the shoulder shrug to me instead of answering me also.  So now at this point in time here I get the girl to talk to me either way and tell her that the shoulder shrug will not do for an answer with myself.  Also with the parents hand feeding the 2 girls it makes my job that much harder also to feed them lunch.  With the baby baby as I call her she just digs right on in and I tell her bites for the food infront of her also when she slows down eating and she takes more bites.  Either way I make sure that the girls eat nomatter what is going on.  With that said here alot of the times the kids do not get it in why I want them to eat at the house to where their mother gets it out of why I want the kids to eat.  Anyway at this point in time here I will be going into work today again and see how that goes.  I really need to clean the floors at my place today while I am at it all since I have not got to that part of the housework yet.  It seems wierd that I have been getting to my place little by little at this point in time around here still.  With that said here some things did get done around here last night of course and it about killed me after the girls yesterday.  At least some of it was done here totally as of 8 pm.  So now to make a list out to go by so I can somewhat push myself totally.  Also I will get a clean house around here while I am at it all.  All I can do is shake my head on it and do that part of the house as cheap as possible also here.  With that said I will start cooking more also here and alot of other things for the place.  I guess in what is getting to me more around here is that I had took a bag someplace and some thought that they could throw it out on me at their place.  The bag has only been used twice and still has the tag on it.  I about freaked out when I seen that go on here.  So now I will give them plastic bags period when I am transporting stuff from place to place here from now on.  The one I found is a good bag to go to Aldi with since they do charge for the cheap bags and the reuseable ones.  That is part of the reason why the person is going broke with the kids in my eyes at this point.  What ever they do not have a need for it goes out to the trash period around their place.  It drives me up the wall totally to see some wasteing things around the household.  So now to work with some about that part of things here and let them know it is not ok to do that anymore around the place.  This is why 2 of the girls will eat and what does not get ate they get it for a snack weather they want it or not.  Other than that I have put my foot down on alot of things in some places period and do not care.  I have had to do it this way after all these years and I have became harder on alot of things also around places.  That includes my place also here.  So now that I know that I am the cheap one out of the bunch it does not bother me one bit on alot of things that what others say about it.  At this point in time I have came to realize that some do not get it at all in what is going on and how to do since they are use to one lifestyle at their place.  With the coupon useage that is only part of streaching the dollars in the household at this time.  Another part is calling the utility companies to get cheaper rates along with useing less and streaching out other things in the household also.  I think that is what is bothering some people that know me at this point in time.  I pay the bills here and the note on the house before anything else at this point in time then still can get a back stock in the household for things that are needed here.  I have no choice in the matter at this point in time since I refuse to go back to the trailer.  I have gone way cheap at this point in order to go back to the can.  So now to get other things cleared out and there is an extra 160 dollars a month into the household again.  I can say this and have the room also for alot of things here at the house without some knowing about it all here. 

Shaking my head

Well I got what I wanted around the place since the kids father is totally scared of me at this point in time.  I know the guy can not stand it when a woman stands up to him at this point in time at all around his astranged wifes place.  Since I ended up cooking the rest of breakfast for the boys this morning and I am the cheap one out of the bunch totally.  At least the kids will eat for me totally now at this point in time here.  With one it was gone before he hit the door again to go to school of course.  So now I know they all had a good snack going down before lunch and some of us would not mind at all.  Ok so I am bad like that around where I work at totally.  I wanna be sure that the boys are fed either way here and some will learn this totally around here.  Anyway at least in what I made is cheap and it fills up the kids totally here.  So now I will say that alot of the times here I will do the cheap route for the household and go from there weather some like it or not around the household.  Also the kids will be fed either way here with me on the cheap and they all know this totally.  I got asked also in what I cleaned today and I said the garbage disposal and I poored bleach down that part of the drain to clean it.  Ok so I really am cheap around here on doing things.  I remember my sister doing that part around her place and so did my grandmother when she had it.  At this point in time some are starting to understand of how cheap I really am around both places now.  I know what works with what and alot of the times yes it is the cheap way of doing things for the household here.  Anyway now I can say that at this time when I am doing the cheap ways that I have around the both places some can laugh and still say that I am the master at times on alot of things that I end up doing.  It just takes practice and time before you get the hang of it all around a household is all.  Also another thing is that some have not sat down and thought totally about it yet of what to cut around the household with the kids.  Between the food budget and afew other things that are there it is easy for me to say hey you can cut here and here then go from there.  Since I do not the most expinsive items out there at all now days some have learned that I can make it further than they can around here in my place also.  I have got things at dirt cheap prices around the area and that is what is bothering the father of the kids at this point since I am not running scared at all of him and he does not live here at my place.  There is alot of things that I can still do here without a problem at all and still have a price drop in things for everyplace that I go.  That is another thing that scares some people around me that they know I will take the cheap route also around the households. 

Sometimes ya gotta

Sometimes you have to make a child talk and the shouler shrug means squat to me at this point in time.  This is what the girl is use to it totally with her parents is the shoulder shrug and that is it.  Since the girl is almost 3 here I make her talk to me instead of the shoulder action that she is use to with her parents.  I have noticed that she does it more when she is with her father for days on end around here.  So now at this point in time thank goodness I broght the muffins over with me totally here this morning to say the least.  Either way the boys ate before they hit school of course around with me.  Now I can say that since the father wont feed the kids hardly anything he will have to deal with me here totally.  That is all I can say about it around where I work at totally.  Ok so I started early for that part of the attatude here.  The funny thing about that is here an now I just do not care what the father thinks he knows at all.  Pluss he has never had a woman stand up to him neither that was not divorcing him totally untill now here.  So with that I will do what I have to do around here to keep the kids safe totally.  Pluss keep up the cheap work around here while I am at it all to help out with some things that are going down here.  This is what gets to some and I know it that hardly know my handy work for a household to get it that much cheaper during the day here.  When there is a will there is a way that I can get things done and get the bills lowered around here.  Now to see what all I can do for alot of it here and lets see the almost 3 year olds head spin like mad for in what is about ready to happen here also.  This should be good either way around here this afternoon for nap time.  So now at this point in time I will be working on my own place also to go that much cheaper.  It will not be that hard to do at this point since I have been cutting on the bills at my own place for years now.  Now also here since I am working on some of the things at my place and it seems like it is taking forever to go thru some of the things that are on back stock totally that is under the sink.  With that said here it seems like sometimes it is not worth some of the things that I do for the house at all.  Untill I start seeing the bills coming in that are on the cheap side then I do not even wander by the time it all hits.  Now that I am trying to get the power bill down to about 30 dollars a month at my place it should not be that bad even when I am working 2-3 days if nt more at my place so far now a days.  With that and since I do not get back to the house untill 4 pm or so on either day and I hardly watch T.V. anyway at this point in time here it should be good this up coming month here totally here and lest see the folks freak out at the billing department also. 

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time some do not get in what I can do around here to whip up food on the quick and easy for 2 households at all.  It does not take me long at all around the place to get some things up that are messy for the car since I know that the kids father does not feed them much at all for all meals.  So now at this point I am on a mission to show the kids mother around here in how to start cooking on the cheap around her place and to also shop at this point in time here.  This is what some have not got about me in the area at all in what I have done to be cheaper than snot here totally at this point in time.  When I can say that I have cut the costs so far for my own household and I can tell others in how to do in their place but the kids have to help out also around the household and not ignore their mother on top of it all.  What alot of it is around the place that I work at is that there is no ground rules in place untill I walk thru the door totally and the kids know that they have to tote the line with me.  So at this point in time since there is hardly any chore's handed out and I have to tell the boys in what needs to be done around the household totally they do what they are asked to do with me without lip at all.  In the mean time I ask and go from there and they all know that this is how it all is with me around and I do not care in what your parents don't make you do at all at that point.  With that said I will find some things that the boys can do around their household and go from there today besides homework also when they get home.  The funny thing is around the place is that when they say that they are board I find something for the boys to do and it drives them up the wall totally when I am there sitting with them.  Also they will say that I am the one who has put the foot down around the house also and they have some rules with me.  I guess this is why I am liked so much around the place.  Anyway at this point in time I have to figure out what more I can cut out of the budget here without hurting anyone else in my own household.  With that said here it amazes some folks that I can still cut around my place and not think anything about it at all here for the household.  Now at this point in time here some have to realize that I am not at all rich as some have clamed me to be around here at all.  Since I do get about 99% of the stuff for the household on sale and with coupons around here also it makes it worth my time for the household here and to keep it stocked up just in case if I can not get out at all here.  That is what always bothered my sister in law also with me also at the trailer.  I always found a way to hide the stock on hand in the trailer and she never knew in what I all had in the household at all.  Since I had every cranny filled at the trailer with only 700 square foot of space for the place it all worked out.  Now at this time I have things spread out here in the house since we all moved and I am still not all the way unpacked at all here.  With the yard sale some were right in telling me to wait for next year to hold it since I had the surgery also and I am now seeing it that they were right.  So now at this point in time I will have the persons money and I feel guilty for not having it when school started to them totally.  I am sure they know this part and that is why they are waiting for it now.  So at this point in time here I will find stuff at the dollar store for the girls also here for the winter time and go from there while I am home in Illinois.  This is what some fathers do not get at this point in time and I may stay rough and tumble after all said and done.  Maybe that is what is scaring some people to this day and oh well on them now.  So now at this point I am going down home for the last time that I know of at this point and I do not have to go back at all after this.  Yes I still have sisters and brothers down in Illinois and Mo. totally and they will have to come up and see me from now on around here.  The wierd part about it is that our Momma is gone and I could not get down there to her before she passed on with the accident nor could I get down there for the funeral at all.  So now at this point in time here I will get down there to pick some things up and I am done to say the least.  I will pack a tarp for what I have to pick up and go from there.  As I told some people dont worry about emtying out what I am picking up since it will be used again in my place totally and nothing goes to waste with me and I ain't my cousins at all.  Since I am the cheap one out of the bunch here and do not use anyone at all for food and bills and never asked for a dime also while I was at it.  I figured that some need it to live on afters others passed away here.  So now at this point in time let others do the dirty work around the place and I will keep my toush here in NY State.  The less I know the better off I am at this point in time also here.  That is how I like it around here.  Also the fact of that since I am this far away here then I can not get totally blamed for what is going down around there and if they try I don't know squat here.  That reminds me of why I only called once every 6 months at first when I moved.  I think that is what got to everyone is that they pretty much lost most contact with me there for a great while after I left. 

Shaking my head

Well I know that some people are just plain out wrong in what they do with their kids period now.  The kids that I take care of want a schedule around the household and I give it to them at this point in time.  And they want someone to put their foot down while they are at it also in the household.  I try to do both with the children in the household period and they like it when I do.  Now I have to make the one boy understand in why his baby sister crys so much in the household and why I put her down for a nap at least twice a day when I am around.  I know the reason why the baby has total melt downs during the day and the boy has not got that part yet.  He swears that he can not stand it when the baby cries and I know why also.  Since all of the kids have got their way for the most part before I started taking care of them all and I pretty much put a stop to it all around their household.  I told the boys straight out that I did not like little heathens at all and that is how they were acting at the time along with the girls.  They still do at times and it is getting better around the place while I am there.  Now with school started around with the one household it works for the best.  I give the boys about a half hour to unwind from school and say ok lets get cracking to the homework to get it done and over with so you can go outside and goof around.  They all have agreed to it and got their homework done.  Last week was kind of funny when their mom walked in and said ok lets do the homework now boys and 4 of us said it is already done mom.  Ok so I try to get the kids to think smart about things that are going on in the household.  Also I went over the homework with one of the boys and said to him think of it as money with the math that he done.  Then it all clicked with the child and said now it is easier in how I explained it than what his teacher did to them all.  Sometimes you have to do that with the work that they all do also.  With the woman that I work for she was shocked in that the homework was done and snacks were dealt with at that point in time unlike the last person that she had.  So now at this point in time yes in a way I am hard on the kids and they know it and do not mind one bit.  I know that the 5 babies like it when I am there since I explain things to them all and give them enough info to go on for their age.  So with that said the middle boy was worried about the baby and her legs over the summer and I told him this could be it, this could be it, also this could be it, then there could be nothing wrong with her at all also while we are at it all.  Well it is weak muscles in her leggs and she needed to walk and run more period and not be picked up all of the time.  So now since I am there 2 days pluss a week at their house and can not pick up the girls all of the time I tell them to wait a minute and will take them by the hand and make them walk with me to sit down to pick them up and ask what is wrong.  Alot of the times I get a shrug from the almost 3 year old and I tell her that is not an answer at all in my book since she can talk up a blue streak anyway with me.  I figure the girl has a voice and she better start using it since her brothers will talk for her when you let them.  Alot of the times I tell the boys to go away and let the girl talk since she can and tough cookies on it all.  Also I will tell the boys if I wanted their opinion on something I would have gave it to them myself at the time.  So it all works out and alot of the time the kids do not know in how to take me niether while we are at it all.  Knowing what I can and can't do I may just apply something to tell the one boy it is not ok to try to correct me at all in the household and do not argue with me at all.  So with that said it may work after 3 times of telling the one ok ya wanna tell me how it is done then you can lay down also without lip on how to do things around the household.  This is what both parents have took out of the household at this point and let the kids run them instead of the other way around.  At this point I do not care in what the kids tell their father at all and knowing that word gets around quick about my attatude to some people the father does not want to deal with me at all on things since I will get him with both barrles of the shot gun and blow gasgets at the same time.  At this time the parents and grandparents know that I will keep in the city and town with the kids if and when I take them out period and the truck has a non smoking sign in it with the kids by law also.  I have this thing of this is how it is and tough with alot of it around here along with I ain't going to jail for nobody also.  So after I really met the kids father for the first time I knew he was a snake in the grass totally.  So now at this point even the father knows not to push me totally because I will put the smack down on him without thinking about it all.  At this point in time the kids know that I refuse to deal with the attitude from their fathers household and have told them so around their mothers house they treat me with the up most recpect out of the place.  As I told on child yesterday you know better than not to wear sleeves at school and go change your shirt and I don't care.  He did what he was told and I praised him for it also.  That is what he is looking for and he got it from me.  Since I knew what the father was doing bringing them 10 minutes before school started I got a fix for the father totally around both places.  I told the kids mother let me handle this one and I have it down to push his buttons totally without getting into trouble at all with the law.  Ok so I think way to much and have a huge use to feel usefull around a household now with nap time.