Still shaking my head

Well after the last posting around here I have more to add to it.  After all said and done I know why in the past 6 years or so in why I have been alot cheaper and why I want to go that much further to cut the costs here in the household at this point in time.  At this point in time I am trying to prove a point to myself and alot of others who have tore me down over the years here and I have always been like that also.  Now at this point I did get up to places yesterday around here and yes it was on the cheap end of things kind of for myself and the household.  With some things I did not know around here at all and found out totally yesterday and will see what I can do for that end of things in what was said to me here.  Pluss there are ways around it also that I know about here and I am willing to put my foot down totally also without a problem at all here and now.  I have also found out that I can still be the cheap one on the block and do not care in what others have to say about it all now.  With alot of what I have done in the past almost 7 years here some knew in what I was doing and others did not have a clue as to what the flip was going on at all.  Now that I am revamping the cheap and still cutting the costs around here to say the least some are totally mad at me and I do not care in the least bit on what they say nor think about myself here at all at this point.  I do not have to keep up with anyone around me at all and that is how I like it.  Some folks can not stand it in what I will do for the household here and that is on them.  With that being said now at least I can say that I can have some things here and not worry about what is going down with others at all at this point in time.  Also I have not had somethings that are brand new around here and I could care less if something is used and I know where it came from while I am at it all.  This is what some have hollered about for years with me at this point and in who did it made some really bad choices in the past 7 years and never appologized for squat in what they have done.  I also know now that somethings were a test and I have beat that test and keep beating it around here totally without a problem at all.  I guess with that part of the test it was to see in how far I would fight for a child that I could careless about at the time and how cheap that I could go on top of it all around the trailer at the time.  Well now since some of us are out of the trailer park and the person does not know where we are at all I guess that she will never know in what is up with some things around myself and others in the area.  I have went cheaper at the trailer and here at the house to pay bills and other things while I have been at it all now.  With almost 7 years that have gone by with my sister in law passing away on us I was trying to figure out at the time in how to go that much cheaper at the trailer and how far I could push things to be that much cheaper for the place at the time.  With that I have figured it out and did not have to do everything at once at all at the time at the trailer and still thought of things to add on a weekly bases and monthly for alot of things that were going on.  At that point I was gearing up for some to move in and how I was going to run the trailer at the time also.  Then when we did not get the girl then it was all good in my eyes and some did not like in what I had to say about it at all.  When I told my Husband on what was said to me and that some were a trial run of having a child in the household he tells me that it was the meds talking back to me at the time.  I gave him that look of you are out of your mind here and it was not the meds at all.  After my Husband talked to our one Niece after the fact the poor woman told him what I had told him to begin with from the get go of things and my Husband looked at me like ok you were right and I messed this one up totally.  So after all said and done yes I went cheaper than some have ever thought I would after all Hell broke loose with some things and I was right on doing that part also here for things after all was said and done.  So after all of it I have been revamping the house here after we moved 9 months ago and it is almost 10 months now around here at this point in time.  When some have not figured out in what I am doing for my own household here at this point they like to tear me down also since I have some things figured out already for the place.  And I am still figureing on other parts of the household here without a problem at all at this point in time.  Since I have found out some things around here as of yesterday alot of things will wait for a month here to get done and I will go from there totally.  This is all without some people here and they will have to deal with not getting in what I have gone thru to get to this point also for where I am at here for the household.  Since some are totally out with me on what I do and they will have to start reading to find out anything in what I am doing I am better off on that part of things anyway.  So now that I am revamping the household yet again here it is for the best to go that much cheaper at this point in time here and not let some know in what I am doing since they want nothing to do with myself or others now other than to cut us down period.  The joys of being cheap and putting my foot down totally around my place.