As I sit here

Well as I sit here I am thinking of what all I can get done today and work of course.  With alot of the things that are going on in my household I have to plot out the day around here as normal.  So now at least I know what I have to do around my place here and be done with it all.  It will all work out around both places and it will take me afew weeks to adjust here totally with more hours going.  And yes it will all be done on the cheap side of things for both places at this point in time while I am at it all.  The funny thing about alot of things that are going on is that I am the cheap one that everyone remembers here and I am right smack in the middle of where I need to be at this point.  So now with that being said here I did unplugg some things at work and there is no reason for some things to be on during the day at all at the place.  With some things it just totally adjatates me if they are not being used and are left on.  I unplugged it and went from there yesterday and will continue to do so around some places still.  Also with that being said here I will start cooking more around some places to show some people that it is ok to cook from scratch and on the cheap around the household.  That is one thing that the children that I sit for does not mind if there is food on the table and it is done on the cheap side also.  The father of the children caught wind of my cooking for the babies and had a total hissy fit over it last month at their mothers place.  The babies told their father that what I made was good and better than his cooking.  I had to laugh about it all since the boys are suppose to eat everything in sight anyway at this point in time.  Also I asked some if their father told them not to eat while I was there also and they said no and I knew better.  What gets to me is that the boys asked me almost a week ago if I was cooking for them again and got down in the face when I said no and there is food in the fridge that was already made.  As I told the woman yesterday that I would have a plate of the one stuff that is in the main fridge totally if I could eat it.  The poor woman forgot about the food alergies with me and understood of why I did not eat it.  Even my poor mother had to put some things aside when I was growing up before she put the peppers into whatever she was making.  At this point in time I love peppers and they still hate me totally.  Now at this point in time yes I am cheap and will cook leaving some things out of food in my place.  This is why the kids love my cooking so much at this time because it is something different.  With that said they also know that I am the cheap one out of the bunch and will continue to be so untill they start learning off of me while I have them all at their place.  I told the person that I sit for that I would be happy to start other things when all of the babies are in school totally.  So now at this point in time since I am keeping busy and feeling usefull once again after my surgery here, maybe that is all I needed was the boost for that end of it all.  There are times when I just want to give up like when the one boy tells me that I should put the baby down since she crys when I know that she is tired and needs a nap.  This is what the boys do not understand at all is that there is still a different cry for everything with the 18 month old.  The 18 month old is trying to talk and she still does cry on some things of course.  Alot of what the 18 month olds problem is around the place is that she's the baby out of the bunch and she grunts and crys becuase why bother to start talking when there is 4 other kids in the household that give her everything that she wants and talks for her also at this point in time.  Now with the boys back to school the baby is talking more along with the 2 year old and go figure on that one.  At least I know who to call when I need the help and I did ask my Husabnd lastnight if I was doing right he said yes on it that I was doing the right thing with the 2 year old also.  As the 2 year old told her mother yesterday I lost and Cricket won on things.