Now that I am

Well I am trying alot of new things around here to say the least and it will take months to see the savings of the cheap side at this point in time for the household.  All I can do is still have hope and shake my head on alot of things here that are going on to say the least.  So now I can say that I have been trying to cut every thing down to the point of just being cheap here and it is still not working at this point in time with everything going up in price.  As the guy on the raido is trying to say at this point all you can controle is the port folio that ya have at this point.  I can start laughing at this point in time at the person.  Since my power bill is about 55 dollars at this point in time and I can fill up the truck about every 2-3 weeks here gee I can controle some things around here totally.  Also I can use coupons, sales, cards and other things to save on groceries and things for the household here coming in.  So do not tell me that in what he says is the only thing that I can controle for the household here.  Here in NY State it is one of the worst tax bases on everything that is coming in and out of the household here.  That is when the coupons, sales, and the card comes in for alot of things here in my place and cutting back is not the norm in what other households do in my place.  I have alot of things by leaps and bounds compaired to other households here and doing it without help from food stamps or other means to pay the bills here.  Phones, cars, and cable are luxuries that are around so is food to the State of NY here to most of us.  When I can still cut costs for the household here I figure that hot water is a luxury also while I am at it at this point in time here.  It makes me mad that some folks are 6 months pluss behind in their bills and they want to cut me off for being a month behind still.  So now I will say that I will be doing alot more around here on my own here.  I can still walk here and get groceries and other things that I do get here.  This is what hurts alot of folks in the area that I am in at this point also is that sometimes you are closer to a place that has better deals on things. 

Got more than I thought

Well I have more than what I thought I would today.  At $8.65 today that I got for my walk here it may have been worth it for the time being here.  So at this point in time I knew I was right this morning.  I had no choice but to fill up the truck most of the way here and a few other things.  All I can do is shake my head on this and be done with it here.  I am just hoping that the trailer goes as of tomorrow around here totally and get at least a good amount to start with here for it now.  I know I can not keep the house going with the trailer here totally.  So I am hoping that I have enough of the nickles here to make up some of what I have to do for this week.  With all the bills do at once here and getting smacked with the back water bill it is beginning to hurt more than ever.  I am just wandering when we can dig out of all of this totally here and be done with it.  It does not matter in how cheap I am at this point in time also.  At least I have enough here in the house as of back stock to get us thru until next month here and that is how I like it for the place.  So now I can say that I can do part of this all for the house to say the least.  I am just wandering if and when at this point even though that alot of the veggies are going to be grown here and put back this year.  The ground is better here at the house than it was over at the trailer.  That is what is scary at this point in time also.  So now to see what I can come up with here for the week and go from there totally.  I have already started with the green beans for the planting.  At least I can freeze those back here and steam them when ready also for the household.  Another thing is that there are alot of things that I can still do that is cheap for the house to get other bills down around here.  I have to either way I go for the place.  This is why I am still hanging laundry and cutting off things here in the household.  It would drive some folks nuts if they were still here to this day at this point in time.  I have to do what I have to at this point even though I have been dropped on the curb around here to keep the cost down for the place.  Also I can start walking more here to get the nickels here to say the least.  There are a few places I wanted to hit up also here that are within walking so that is not a huge deal to me at this point in time.  That is why some folks are always mad at me here in the area is because I can say that I can do alot more on my own here that is cheap than they can.  The neighbors that I have now could careless in what I do in my own house at this point in time.  It is so nice that I can get things done now and not have to worry about if I am doing it wrong at this point in time at all.  So here I am and I do hang everything in the basement here and let it dry that way for the house.  Also at this point in time I do alot of cooking also for the place and it is very rare that we both go out to eat at this point in time.  When we do go it is for the lunch crowed here and it is cheaper than the dinner prices totally.  Some of us know in what we are doing around here just like when I hit the stores up for the discounted meats also here for dinners.  So here I do things on the cheap side and go from there totally and at least we have food in the household at this point in time.  Some things we have to wait on here to grow and that is ok at this point in time. 

Thinking once again

Well since I have to pay some bills this week here it stinks totally.  And it got me to thinking here on what has gone on totally with the trailer.  I just hope that the guy that wants the trailer puts enough down around here so I can pay some of the past due bills around here totally so I wont be that far behind again.  It seems the cheaper that I go at this point in time here the broker I get here totally.  So now to try to fix that part for the place and see how it goes of course.  It seems like the harder I try around the house something comes back to haunt me.  I am just tired of it all around here of the trailer and a few other things also that are going out with the money.  The trailer has drained me to say the least and I can not stand to see it anymore at all.  The park was like a total bomb went off in it this past week and it was not pretty at all.  Even the pot holes will swallow up a full sized truck.  I am suprized that the park has not just closed down already.  Maybe I am sick of the things that have went on in the trailer park also besides being drained from it all.  This is why I hardly go out anyway at either place at this point in time.  I pretty much have isolated myself for the most part because of the trailer park while I was there.  It was like the people there loved to make and spred the rummors on thick on some people.  I am just wandering in how I made it thru the last year that I was there and now I am about ready to fall apart because of it still being a drain on the budget here for the house.  So now to get the trailer just out of here and the extra money never hurt niether on alot of what is going down here totally.  It is just nuts around here to say the least and I am really wandering in what will happen around here if I do not get somethings done here.  So now to really think on my way out to some places today and be done with it around here totally. 

Plotting the day

Well I am plotting the day already around the house.  I will get some of the housework done first then go out to start planting of course.  The best part about the day is that most of it will go by quickly around the house to say the least here.  Now with yesterday I had a brain storm on wanting to go cheaper around here and I got some answers around here while I thought about it all.  I am planing seeds in plastic ware around here for the starters and I will be hanging laundry still for the household.  The cooking on the cheap is not a problem neither around here.  It drives some folks nuts in what I will be doing around the household from now on of course and like I care anyway since they do not live here also.  With alot of what I have been doing for the house here some folks have not liked it at all.  I know alot of the folks did not like in what I did while I was in the trailer also at the time.  Now some folks have to deal with alot of the things that I do on the cheap side also at this point in time and most of the neighbors do not mind it at all in what I have been doing.  Since I do hang all of the laundry up to dry in the basement another person does the samething around the neighborhood here.  So now that I am not the only one that does some things here that are on the cheap side it all turns out for the best.  With alot of what has went on between the trailer and the house here I am suprized that I can even move and hold my head up at all now.  It has been a rough almost 18 years up here in the state of NY so far and it will not get any easier at all.  When some have totally cut me down on what I have done and cut for either place at this point in time it makes them look even worse than what I am at this point.  So now I will go as cheap as possible around here from now on and see where I end up at totally.  Since I have been thinking on alot of things here it will all work out for myself and my Husband.

Sitting here and wandering

Well I am wandering again around here on somethings totally.  I was over at the trailer today and it has went totally down hill to the point I can start really laughing at some people that run the place now.  I also remembered in why I went to the cheap side also while I was there this morning.  While I was there I started to think when I was packing up the last little bit of crap that is left and it all hit me of why I started on the cheap side once again there.  We were flat broke then and I had no other choice in the matter at the time other than start streaching things out at that point in time.  Pluss I had got stocked up also some how at the time.  Then after things started looking better at the time my habbits never changed after we were both working also when we were at the trailer.  I had several bags of rice at that point in time still and started working more with rice at that point in time.  Now with that being said I guess this is why I keep the rice on hand around here along with the pasta.  It amazes me that in all that I have been thru at the trailer still some want to knock me about somethings here.  Alot of the times I can laugh because the ones who try to knock me at this point in time end up broker than what I was at years ago.  So now at this point in time I have almost forgot that I have things to start the plants in around here in the house totally.  It is called not enough lids for containers and I can start them untill the flower beds are put in around here also.  Ok so I became creative in alot of ways when I have been down and out around here totally.  And we finally found the rice cooker around here also this past week here so I can steem veggies when they come our way also here this year.  I can say that now at this point that I can get some things done if I sit here and think long enough also while I am at it.  The funny thing is that some folks in the area do not think around here at all in how to cut things around the household.  All I can do is tell my Husband in what I am thinking and go from there.  And there is a green light after all around here.  So now I will get at least part of that done tomarrow around here while I am sitting around in the morning and after I get to some things here in the house.  Now to really drive the new neighbors nuts around here totally and go from there.  All I can do is try to be cheap around here and go with it all.  As my Husband said it does not hurt to wash out the containers after we get done around here with them and it is just dirt.  So now I have something to look forward to around here besides picking up nickles here.  Now at this point I can really do somethings still on my own here. 

Worse than I thought

Well Sabre Park is worse than I thought at this point in time.  Between the pot holes that will swallow up a 4x4 Doge Ram Truck and yards that are just a plain out mess on the property at this point I am now happy to be out of the park totally.  With that said it was a mess before the wind storm today.  I do not know in how I made it for almost 18 years in the trailer park period.  It has got worse since I was there in Febuary of this year totally.  I am just wandering in when some are going to wake up in the head office there totally.  All I can say is that I went cheaper for a reason around the trailer and now I am getting cheaper here in the house also on top of it all.  This is what is getting to me around here is that my power bill is about 150 dollars less than the trailer and I am still doing the same things that I am doing now here in the house.  So now someone please tell me here and now that I am in the wrong on getting lower bills here and other things here for a new place.  So now at this point in time yes since I was over at the trailer and the power did go out in the back of the park again and stressing again all I could do was shake my head and walk out.  At this point in time I am still cutting around here and I have laundry hanging in the basement at this time also while I am at it all.  I am looking at it like this also since I do have 2 turkeys, rice, pasta, and I can make sauce here on top of it all myself and my Husband do have food in the household here without a problem so we can eat now totally.  Also I can start some of the seeds that I have around here also for the veggie garden here at the household totally.  That is how I am saving money around here to say the least and I know that some folks will not like in what I do here at all now.  There is alot of ways that I can do things on the cheap side of life and it will get done around here now. 

As I sit here

Well the wind is kicking up around here once again.  And at least there is some things I can do now to keep the house warm on the cheap side to say the least here.  I have been thinking about some things anyway for the household and where to cut next here totally.  My Husband knows this part and he does not mind what so ever in what I have to do to go that much cheaper around here totally.  Between cutting things up for the place to cutting down on alot of things that are used for the household.  I can really laugh about it at this point in some of the things that have not worked at all for either place that we were at.  Between the trailer and here at the house it got pretty weird for awhile untill it all hit me in what to do and when to do it all.  That was the hard part in when I started once again on going cheaper here in the trailer and the house here.  When I got started it would take me hours to do acouple of things at the trailer and I found an easier way of doing it all for the trailer to say the least.  Now the couple of things that took so long around the trailer takes minutes to do at this point.  Also I still cut the dryer sheets around here and do not use them at all hardly here in the house after we moved.  Now I have the drying racks and the lines up in the basement around here to dry the laundry when it gets done.  From the trailer to the house I am saving at least 200 dollars on the power bill with hanging laundry and turning off things here in the house.  In what I do is look at the peek hours of the day and figure out in how long I can do some things here in the house.  I work around the peek hours and try to hit everything in the off peek as much as I can here.  In what I did over at the trailer made alot of people mad at me after I have tried to tell them that no and my rules.  With that said here I have tried to budget the food and afew other things between the trailer and the household here with and without some in the household.  It seems easier here in the house to streach everything out around here without some here also once I think about it all. 

Did not get there

Well I did not get at the trailer yesterday at all.  And it is ok by me around here at the house.  Now at this point I did get alot of the housework done around here also while I was at it.  There are still alot that needs to be gone thru at this point and I will be doing that sometime this week here totally.  At this point it is getting the time to do some of it here in the house here and be done with it.  Pluss I have to clear out one room here anyway so people can come over to stay at my place.  This is why I am somewhat trying to push myself for the yard sale here soon.  Some have not realized this part of what I am trying to do here at all.  With going cheaper in the house here and most of it carried from the trailer totally also and finding more things that I can cut on here it is not to bad at all in what I have done so far.  I know that I have been wanting to down size for a good year if not longer for the place and I have a good reason of why I want to do all of it now at this point in time.  This way I get the one spare room cleaned out for the most part here and more room out of the household also.  With the trailer it has taught me that I can have a house and use the space that I have and figure ok this goes here and here that goes here and here and the nooks I can get something else into it all also.  It is nice that I can keep stocked up alittle bit better also while I am at it if I did not have to pay out as much as I do thanks to the trailer park while I have been at it all.  So that is another reason in why I want to down size for the house here also.  When I can say that I do not need alot of things here at all now I have delt with alot of things blocked off totally in the trailer and could not get to it at all there.  So now I can say that alot of things are just going around here without to much arguments at all.  I will get more greif from my Husband for selling off alot of the things that I have around here than from other folks that know me. 

Still thinking

I am still thinking around here to say the least.  Somethings I have had to shake my head on for the house here also.  Now I have figured out in what I can do for 3 of the bills around here totally without a problem at all and they will get paid.  My poor Husband even started laughing about it in what I am about to do.  The poor guy is not worried at all since he knows that I have been paying bills anyway and putting as much down as I can either way I go and still make both places run.  Some have even stated that they do not know how we are doing all of it around here with both places totally.  I told the gal in how I have been running it around here and it was not pretty at all.  It does not matter in how cheap I go at all for the house at this point in time to stretch out the money here because it is still pretty tight no matter where I turn at.  I have been going cheaper for the house anyway and some are lucky that I am running anything that includes power also for the place.  So at this point I still have a gift card for a place so I can go looking at least next week here in the one store.  At this point in time I just do not have the will to shop at all for the house.  With that said I know what I need still and I do not feel up to going out at all here.  Things are happening around here that are not quick enough at all.  My Husband told me yesterday that he wanted me to go and get something for myself also here shortly and be done with it all.  I told him no and I could wait on alot of things here totally.  With today there is alot to get done at the trailer and go from there after I stop at a few places.  So yes it will be a somewhat long day around here totally and that is ok by me.  When my Husband looked at me yesterday and said you better pick up boxes at Wlamart I asked why when I have the empty boxes now in one of the spare rooms already.  Alot of things will get done today here weather some like it or not here and go from there totally. 

SHaking my head

Well I am still shaking my head around here totally.  The trailer maybe sold at this point also while I am at it all here.  Now to bust my toush to get the very little that is there out totally and be done with it all.  So let the fun begin this week around here since I have to also clean the house here yet again.  I guess it could be worse on me at this point in time here.  Now that the budget seems to be getting on track also here after yesterday.  It seems strange that everything is coming together also.  Maybe it is just me around here once I think of it all.  And yes I will still be collecting the nickles around the area for the extra money to say the least here.  There are going to be alot of things that I am going to be doing on the cheap side of life from now on and my Husband just looks at me like I have done lost my mind.  A friend of ours even said that she could not see in how we were and still are making it around here totally.  So now at this point in time here I am still thinking on things and what to do about it all at this time.  Since there is a ton of things to do here in the house and it will get done today.  Also I may end up at the trailer tomorrow after the doctors office.  I may as well do everything on the cheap side of life and go from there to say the least.  This is why I do cut everything that I do for the new place and why should it change to say the least here.  As long as I am not hurting anyone by what I am doing who cares in what I do as long as the house here is clean.  So now I know in what I pretty much have to do to go even cheaper for the house here and I may end up switching the laundry soap here to help in that area totally also.  That is if things do not change at all for the place.  So yes there is alot to think about still and it will get untangled in my mind in what I have to do here in the coming months also.  Also I will be getting more coupons for the stores here if and when I decide to go around here yet again.  It is just a mess in my brain to do what I have to do here. 

That does it

Well I am done going to the stores for a good while around here totally.  Where I went this morning was not bad with people wise here at all.  So here I am sitting down for a bit before I start to cooking again for the household.  It always amazes me in how mych work there is for a big dinner around here.  I got to think on my walk today also while I was at it.  I came up with a few things that may work around here totally and they may not who knows at this point in time.  One is the trailer has to go along with some other things here as of next month totally.  So now with that said I am just tired of trying to budget out everything here and I know tht cheaper I go it is better to say the least on everyone in the household.  Now to really bust my toush next weekend here also and get the storage unit somewhat cleared out while I am at it all.  It should not be to hard at all for me to get the light stuff out of there also.  So now to talk to my Husband about alot of things here totally.  I know I am frustrated on alot of things here and it still is a jumbled mess in my mind in what needs to be done here.  Now at this point in time I will figure all of this out and I have to trust in some other things that it will get all sraight here.  So now to really think on some things here and be done with it all to get it to where I want it now.  The other thing is at this point in time is that I need to go thru some things for the yard sale that I want to hold here in the next couple of months also.  With that said alot of the stuff will go period here and not careing what some think at all for what goes.  Some will like me in the area after this and go from there since alot of it will go cheaper than snot here totally.  Since I do not need alot of things for the house anymore and will deal with what is going to stay it will not be to hard on me. 

Still got my walk in

Well I got my walk in anyway around here and ended up with $5.40 in nickles.  WIth the black bags they will hold about 6 dollars a piece in nickles.  So here I am finally back and got to sit down and not do anything at all hardly.  I will still cook dinner of course here for tonight.  While I was out I did pick up more noodles for the household.  Yes I miss judged on how much was left here so I got food with some of it.  Now I can pay at least one bill also with what is left.  Anyway I guess that it does pay to be cheap around here totally and will continue to do so untill I get caught up around here.  I got to thinking also while I was on the ride today and got to thinking about how to cut more out of the budget here.  It will not be to hard to go the rest of the way around here at the house at all now.  There are some things that I can not cut now for the house here and that is ok.  So I will continue to take my walks here so I can clear my head and pick up nickles to help out on the matter.  Maybe this is why I did not want some in the household niether while I was at it all now.  I know some would never agree on what I do for the place and would waste things on me either way I go at this point in time now.  Some of us do not mind being alone at all here during the week at all and work on our own instead of having it all piled up by the end of the day around here also.  Now that I can go cheaper here to cook in for the place it has became that much better in my eyes.  With all of the rice and pasta now for the house here that are in stock we should be ok to say the least untill next month here.  This is what some do not or did not want to understand on what I was doing for the cooking at all.  Yes I will be cheap on that part of things also and always have been between the trailer and here at the house.  Now since there is nobody to start yelling in what I cooked for dinner again it is all good for the place.  Also since that will not happen around here I will make sure that things get done from now on while I am at it all.  There is so much to do around here that it is not even funny at all.  So now I will be staying out of the stores here to save for the bills and go from there also.  There will be more chicken, turkey, pasta, and rice being cooked here in the house and I will use up what is here.  All I need is several good days on getting the nickles here to get onions, potatoes, and other things that are needed for the house at this point in time also.  It will all work out here and I know it will without a problem.  I have to give it all time around here and that is all that counts.  So now I will get more things done on the cheap here at the house. 

With alot of things

Well alot of things started about 7 years ago for me to really go cheaper around the trailer at the time.  Also with Liberty Ann being so spoiled at the time it was not worth taking her under my roof also.  At that time my sister in law Betty would not make it at all in the cancer that she had and I knew this.  So we dragged everything up here out of where she was at and put most of it in a storage unit.  At the time Liberty Ann was 15 years of age and wanted everything and CYS in PA went along with her totally on it.  The girl got squat and still gets squat over it all in how she treated Betty all the way.  When someone started demanding things for a minor child that had no place to store things at all and could not wipe her own toush and still can't do it at almost 20 years of age I blew up and had people running from me totally.  I even asked Sara Gow if she would repay the fees that had racked up and I still could not give Liberty Ann nothing at all and keep paying on the unit she said no and that was my problem totally.  I said fine do what you have to do and go from there.  Between all of them they did not get to far and now I get to hold a yard/garage sale around the new place since my Husband and myself were nothing but "Trailer Trash" to the CYS girls along with Liberty Ann and her supposed sister that was no relation and still is not to this day.  What Betty did not realize at all is that I worked because I had to or not eat and afew other things at the trailer while her brother and myself were there.  There are alot of things that have happened along the way also.  Like Liberty Ann dropping out of school and getting cut off of SS benefits that she did not deserve at all since she was no relation to some at all and getting charged by her supposed sister of a grand a month also for staying there.  Then who she was staying with basically moved into a trailer after calling some of "Trailer Trash" about 2 years before.  I had to laugh about it all after I found out totally (figured some were lieing anyway) that they did not won the house that they were at except renting it.  After myself and my Husband found a house it got stranger.  Since I went cheaper in the trailer years ago and I do mean years ago I got even cheaper in the past almost 7 of the last years that we were there and that is how we got the house along with afew other things.  That was the main reason why I started turning everything off at the power bars during the day and stop using the dryer for the most part also.  Now the dryer gets ran for about 7 hours around here and that is it a month and that is in question alot of the times at this point.  With the house that myself and my Husband are in at this point I have lines up in the basement and the 3 drying racks still here to hang laundry while I am at it.  Since Liberty Ann has not even really bothered with some of us here now over the past several years she does not have a clue as to what I have been doing to stretch out money and several other things between the trailer and the house here now.  With everything it took some time and some of us got it all done of course here and I have notice that all the bills have went down and I did not have to cater to a spoiled child at all over the years.  That is why Liberty Ann always said that I supposedly "Hated" her.  I just got tired of never being good enough in Liberty Ann's eyes and Betty's eyes after 17 years pluss here.  So yes I gave up on alot of things and put my foot down with my Husband, Betty (his sister), and a child who was no where related to all of us here.  It is still a toss up between 2 men and I know who Liberty Ann's real mother is at this point in time.  None of the 3 want squat to do with Liberty Ann at all with several other of us at this point.  So now yes I am still bitter about some things and I forgave alot of what has went on over the years here.  Just because I forgave some people does not mean that I have forgot also in what went on.  So now at this point in time I will say that I have been better off without Liberty Ann here totally since I made a list of 3 here of what could have happened, what I knew what of happened, and there was the spoiled categories here.  So now I can say that I am happy that I walked the other way with Liberty Ann here at this point in time.  There is less work that is on myself at this point in time and other things that I would not stand for.  Liberty Ann would be another one that would have totally freaked out that I canned the house phone here in the household.  My thing of it is when did we all start raising weak children that has to have everything and keep up with everyone else in the area and CYS,DHS,CPS in the country said you could not discipline the children also and ya better. 

Not getting out

Well I have not got out as of yet around here.  I think I will wait untill some of us go south to get some things done at this point.  With today I am having a hard time moving at this point so I think it is better to stay at the house for the time being.  So here I sit and wander still in how I will be able to do all of this totally for the household.  I am still cutting down on alot of things here in the house even though my Husband thinks that I have cut enough around here to say the least.  Since there is alot more that I can do for the household here in the cutting of the budget it will get done also, I just have to think long and hard on some things for the household still on where else to cut.  Some already know this and do not blame me in the least bit around here at all.  Even the neighbors have noticed that I have cut way back in alot of things for the house.  The really weird part is that I am looking to cut even more out of here and do what I have to do of course.  I can somewhat laugh about it at this point in time since I have been looking at ways to do all of this anyway for the place and while we still have to pay the lot rent for the can it has strapped us totally.  So now to really figure out in if someone will buy the trailer so I can be done with that part of things for the place.  Now at this point in time I do not want the trailer at all here and could careless about it also while I am at it all.  It would be a huge load off of me to dump the thing so I do not have to keep paying for it at all.  It goes along with the storage unit.  Since alot of things are still up there at the storage all I can do is shake my head on it all and I better start busting my toush so I can get arid of that also here.  This is the main reason besides down sizing for the house here with having the yard/garage sale.  There has been no reason for alot of things around here to say the least on what has happened.  Also with that said here I will get all of this done and get arid of some things totally here.  We have acouple of shelving units in the house and I can use those for storage of many things of course.  This is why I am not to worried about somethings going out of here totally now.  I am at the point of I know that I have to down size here and it will all help out in the long run.  So now to really think of how much that we need here in the household and get arid of alot of it that is not being used at all at this point in time.  Since I do not do any decorateing for the holidays here I do not need the crud that my sister in law had at all in that area.  Pluss some could not give a care in what is in the storage unit at all at this point in time also.  That is another posting in itself if not more. 

Shaking my head

I almost forgot that the beer takes all the dirt up off the tile floors here in the house.  At least the bottle did not shatter like the last one did and the cap just came loose on it.  I got more dirt up sloshing what was spilled on the floor and got the steam mop out aftet it dried.  So now I can say that most of the kitchen is cleaned up again except the counter that needs to be wiped down here yet again.  Now I can say let the fun begin around here on taking more of the nickles back.  WIth the one store I go to they always have problems with the Tamoras so I will hit the next place up to get the rest of the plastic bottles back.  After $60.25 already taken back here my Husband finally realized in why I about drop after I have that many to take back by myself here at the house.  Just if I could only do that part once a month here all of the time I would be a very happy woman around here.  So now I will be going all over the place to get more nickles and see what I can do around here totally on that part.  It is one of the little things I have left around here to keep myself going to say the least now.  I will do what I can for the place and go from there totally from now on.  Alot of folks were just shocked in what I had brought back into the store this morning here.  It also goes for myself being cheaper than snot also for what I do.  Yes I do drive myself to an area and start walking.  It is one of the things that I can do for myself and go from there.  Some folks that I know just do not like in what I have done to cut the costs out of the house here at all.  Even I caught slack from some of my family around here because of it.  One tried to argue with me about who was cheaper on things out of the family and I won totally after I told them I go for walks here and still pick up the nickles while I am at it all.  So now I will keep up the work around here totally and start in on alot of things for the big sale that I want to have around here in the next month or so here.  Since it is still April here I better get cracking on that part of it all.  I have done alot of cutting in the budget this past week and it will get worse befor it gets better here also.  Since I have been really watching things around here it will work out for the best and I know this totally. 

Still cutting

Well I am still cutting on the budget and thinking what is next for to cut around here totally.  My Husband about flipped yesterday when I told him some things are out of here totally now.  So now here I am thinking and wandering around here of what more I can really do for the household here and get by with it.  I will also start in looking for free things that I can get here in the house off of the sites totally from now on.  May as well for the soap, shampoo, conditioner, pet stuff, and many other things for the household.  It works in my eyes around here totally.  Of course you get the folks who just do not like the free things at all and look at ya like you have done lost it totally for what you can get out there.  The new neighborhood has not seen the mail box totally full of free samples nor other things as of yet.  So now I will start in on that part for the day here shortly and see what I can do for the household here and other parts.  There is so much out on the Internet for free it is not even funny at all here.  Between coupons and the samples it makes it all worth the while by filling out the forms around my place.  I look at it like this there are ways to get things on the cheap around here and at this point it will not hurt one bit at all.  It is like when I stretch things out for the household at this point and stopped paying for some things that are not even needed at all now.  Just like when I take my walks for the mornings on most days here I do pick up the nickles that are laying around the area.  It all helps out for the household here.  So now to do alot of thinking for the up coming weeks and months here and do what I have to for the place to save money here in the household.  With that said I hope to get a few things out of the way so I do not have to pay for them anymore and be done with it all here with the next month or so.  I know of some folks who have multiple storage units compared to my one also.  So I am hoping to get some things just out of the way here and go from there.  So it is all about cutting here with me at the moment and I like it.  What I want to do is to get everything down to rock bottom prices again.  I guess this is why I am hanging laundry and afew other things for the household at this point in time here.  Also it is a good way to have started for the house here from the trailer among other things that I took with me at this point in time while I was at it all.  With some folks it drove them nuts in what I have been doing here and they have said so also while they were at it all.  I know that by useing less of everything here has helped on my budget totally and some do not seem to understand this at all.  When I started this and told some that have been in the trailer while we were there it is like they figured that it did not matter in what they all did on the budget at all in what I was trying to do.  Now I just put my foot down and do not care in what others think.  This is why I do not really want folks to move in on me nor my Husband into the house at all at this point in time also while I am trying to figure all of this out still if ever. 

Shaking my head

Well I am sitting here and I found more to cut out within a month and year around here totally with the budget.  I can deal without somethings that I just cut also.  It was not worth the money to spend at all in what I was getting for it.  So here I am still cutting around here despite in what others think or say about me at all here for the new place.  Another thing is that I have not called the cable company as of yet to start cutting on that part also for the household.  If some were still here in the house or bothered with me at all would be mad at me for what I have cut so far around the place at this point in time.  Oh well at least I am thinking here on what I need to cut and look at is it worth the money anymore to me or anyone else here in the household.  At this point in time since I am cutting down on alot of things here it has not bothered me at all hardly at this time now.  With trying to explain to some folks that in why I do not need a house phone at all and they still do not get it.  Once the power goes out here at the house or trailer I did not have a phone at all except the cell phone totally.  Some people do not or did not get that part at all in what was going on while I was at the trailer nor in the house here.  I am still looking around here to see what else I can cut around the house and be done with it for awhile now.  The next thing I think will go is the storage unit that we have at this point in time.  I do not care if it is raining on alot of the things that are in there at this time.  This is what others do not get about me also at this point in time here also.  I have not even bothered with the priceing of the yard sale as of yet since I have been running for the most part here also.  So now I will get started on that here shortly anyway since I do not have to be at the doctors this weekend at all here.  It will get done here weather some like it or not for the place and some have to deal with it here.  I have also figured out that in what I do it does not matter in what goes on in what I do to cut into the budget to save money around here because I will still get called trash by some people out in the world.  Like it really bothers me in what some do not know at all in what has went on over the years at this point in time.  Nor have they even bothered to see what went on while they were at it.  Alot has happened in the past 6 years around here and some have not even tried to bother to say listen I will pay you back at this point for anything that we had to do on the one side of the family at all.  I am not saying that we are rich at all in the money since from the trailer to the house now at all here and now.  So now some are just out of luck around here if they want anything out of the storage unit in my eyes unless they pay for it now.  So here I am thinking of alot more to cut out of the budget here and get extra money into the household here and it is not looking good at all.  With prices going up all over the place I am suprized that we have made it this far at this point in time also.  It is just one of the things that I get to deal with here for being the housewife that I am. 

Knowing

Well I know that I am nothing but trash in some folks eyes around here and that is ok by me at this point in time.  Since I have went to the cheaper side of life here that is the comment that I have got more and more from people is that some of us are nothing but "Trash" for being a tight wad in the household.  The new neighbors have not said much to me at all about where I go to for shopping at all at this point in time.  As someone told me yesterday that she got the same thing for shopping at Aldi for part of the household food at her place.  I started laughing about it and said that my Husband does not care if and when I shop there since I have 2 kitchens to run at this point.  Some folks understand totally in why I shop at some places now to where others do not.  So here I am thinking of ways to cut on things and figure if some want to throw stones let them at this point in time.  There are times that some folks should take a huge look in what they are doing for their own budget in the area and if they bring in the money and want to spend it is not on me at all is in how I am looking at it.  All we could do yesterday for the Tuesday crew is laugh and say in how cheap we have became over the years.  We have also listen to each other for tips and tricks on what we can try out for the next thing that is cheap for the household while we are all waiting for the doctor to get in.  I have thought about some things over the past couple of days here is that Liberty Ann is better off than what I am at this point in time with working in fast food.  I have known some to make 10 grand plus a year after taxes in other parts of the country and do fairly well on what they bring in.  With Liberty Ann she wastes more than she brings in a month and wants to tell some of us that we will never change at all when it is not on some of us at all between NY State and PA State at all.  In a way yes I am a hard woman and other ways I am not at all that hard.  It also comes with knowing the real world also in what goes on in other states also is how I look at it and why I do the things that I do after being bounced around for so long.  Some folks have realized here in NY State that I am wise beyond my years also and it is how I grew up also.  I will not knock anyone for doing the right thing at all when the times were different.  If and when ya got knocked up you either got married or gave the child up for adoption in the 50's and 60's along with before the dates that I said.  And the parents not being scared of their children also came into factor.  I have respect for my Momma here still to this day mixed with some fear that she could have took me out if need be unlike the children of today's world.  In what ever you call it CPS, CYS, DFH, and many others they are for the children and the parents make a wrong move the children get taken out of the home now.  I told one social worker years ago for Liberty Ann I refuse to run scared of anyone at any time and do not care at all in what they could do to me at that time scared the worker totally.  What the person did not know is that I was on the reservation and had 7 Big, Huge men running from me over what I said over the phone.  I am sorry I will not put up with a spoiled rotten brat for nobody around any state at all and said my piece on it.  I have learned to put my foot down years ago and meant it and still do.  With some not knowing where I have moved to and others not taking things at face value here between NY and PA States that works out to my advantage also.  Oh well at least I can say that I just do not care about what some do not to make things right in the world at all and they have to prove to me that they are on the right path now at this point in time also.  When I found out that Liberty Ann lied about some things here on me I knew that I had to walk away from her and do what I had to do on my own without her being in my household at either place at that point in time 6 years ago almost 7 years now.  So I went cheaper and figured out in how lucky I was in what some others seen that the girl could not get by with at all in my household via the trailer or a house at all.  Myself and alot of others got called "Trailer Trash" also for where we were at, at the time and blew up over it.  That set the mode of that I did not want the girl under my roof at all period and her supposed sister ended up with a trailer and was paying rent on a house that she did not own at all.  What went on is that Liberty Ann was nothing but a welfare baby and who signed the B.C. was not her real father at all.  I have said this time and time again and I know who her Bio Mother is and it is a toss up between 2 men for the girls father.  So alot of folks have lied to Liberty Ann except for myself here when I have told her the truth totally. 

Still thinking

Well I am still thinking around the house here to say the least.  Some folks are going to be madder than a wet cat in heat on a hot tin roof from now on at me for what I am going to do for the household.  At this point I can not cut the cable totally even though I want to and just keep the net for the household.  So I will start asking the cable company for deals and cut something on the net that we do not need also since some things are not up and going anymore.  Plus we are closer to the relay station also.  So now there will be another bill cut on until I decide to put the extra on the net back into place here.  With the household not hardly using the dryer helps out on other bills also for the house here.  There are alot of things here that just get cut and some do not like it one bit.  At this point in time here in what I do during the day it would really bother some folks around here totally.  Since I do not watch much T.V. at all during the day here everything is off at the power bar for at least 8 hrs a day with that part and the modem was off for over 20 hours also between yesterday and today so far.  With that I would turn things off during the day over at the trailer all of the time here and my one Niece would tell me that the house phone would not be working at all.  I had to laugh about it when she would say something about it also.  Now the girl would totally freak out since the house phone is totally off here in the household.  Since the both of us have cell phones in the household here why bother with the house phone at this point in time.  I had brought it up to my Husband here almost 2 years ago of cutting the one phone off totally and he said no at the time.  Well after we moved into the household I had it cut out of the bill here since of the cell phone here in the house.  So now I can say that more things will be cut before to long also here and it will not be to bad at all after we get use to it all.  As I told my Husband here yesterday it makes it easier without him here in alot of ways so I can try things out for the place.  The man also agreed to it and asked what I was going to do and I did not tell him at all.  Now with what I am doing is during the week while some are gone here is going as long as I can without some things here in the household and do not mind it at all.  Another thing here is that I clean during the week here without anyone under foot at all.  It pretty much goes well since I am the only one here besides the animals here in the household.  Without the one dog here that tore up everything it goes even better now.  I am not cleaning just one room all of the time and hurting as bad also now.  I know what triggers the pain and stress is one of them here.  Also some of the people I seen while the one dog was here told me not to clean at all until he left.  Well I refuse to live in a barn period at this point.  So yes I am still thinking on that part around here since nobody has bothered to call nor to help me out around here in what the dog destroyed at all.  So I will make sure that some get charged for what they did not give me a heads up on what would happen at all untill that Monday.  That is when I got the steam mop also for the household.  It is one of the better investments that I bought for the house or the trailer here.  So now it makes it easier on me to mop here in the house.  At least I know what is going on here and I am working on alot of things that some take for granted.

Now I know why

Well I know of why I have went cheaper around the trailer and carried it over to the house here totally.  I was suppose to get one girl about 6 years ago and that never happened at all since I was mean according to the one girl.  I gave up with the girl anyway and moved on with alot of things.  I took it out on finding ways of being cheap right after my Husband signed the paper work for Liberty Ann totally figuring that I may as well do it then about 15 years ago.  So I was finding ways then to see how far I could push some things for the trailer at the time.  Now that I have went on the cheap side and I am going further around the house than what I did over at the trailer at this point.  At the point of when the both of us did not get Liberty Ann at the trailer since she did call us "Trailer Trash" also I started looking and figured out that I can cut things down right then and there and jumped in with both feet at that point.  That is about the time I got all of the power strips to turn off the T.V.'s, computers, and several other things for the trailer at the time.  The drying racks did not come until about last year for the trailer so I could save more money there.  Now I have lines up in the basement here so I do not have to use the dryer at all except for about an hour here.  Also I have used coupons at the stores on and off anyway and I was and still am using the coupons for the household when I can.  When we did not get Liberty Ann it was a huge relief to me at that point in time and still is now today since there were things that would have gone on that shouldn't have at all over the years.  At first I kind of spoiled myself with some things for the trailer and I liked it at the time since I figured that it would not hurt at all.  Now the girl is telling me that I will never change on being the supposed mean to her and not to bother anymore until I change.  Well I will not change my attitude for nobody since I refuse to spoil her totally in my place.   I have figured that by going cheaper around the trailer I could afford the house that I am now and will continue to get even cheaper because I need and want to now.  I think this is what is bothering alot of people like Liberty Ann at this point in time here with myself since I have found ways to save money and streach out everything here from the trailer and the household at this point in time now.  With alot of things here in the household now I can say that I have done the best that I can with what I have to work with also.  At this point in time here I have learned that myself and my Husband are not the "Trash" that some swear that we are at all and the ones who throw the word around are ratting on themselves at this point in time also in time.  Maybe this is why when some start name calling and throwing stones at some of us it does not bother me at all.  I went cheaper for a reason around both the trailer and the household here for a reason and it does not bother me at all in what I have done so far now.  Since I can find things that I can go cheaper in around the household by cooking on the cheap, saving on the power and gas bills, and finding the best deals at the stores also.  I will continue to cut and slash untill it all feels right for the household now and go from there also while I am at it and will not say nothing to the people that have lived in the can with us nor the ones that did not want to be there in the first place anymore.  I have also found out the more I put my foot down around the place the more I get knocked down also while I am at it all.  So now I will go cheaper for the household here without a problem here and be totally done with it all at this point in time. 

What I went thru

Ok 6 years ago here I had went down to the state of PA. to help my sister in law out totally.  I knew she had cancer and it totally sucked in what she was taking at the time.  So I went down to help out and months later I gave up totally.  Anyway before I gave up I had forgot some things here in NY State so I bought 6 towels and grocery shopped on a very tight budget to say the least since I was already down there in PA.  My sister in law put me on a no shower unless it was a week between showers at her place totally and afew other things in her household.  Knowing my limit is about 4 days either way I go without doctors appointments here my hair got really cruddy and I smelled worse than ever before after the 4 months I was down there trying to take care of her totally along with the brat that she had.  After handling the meds and handing it to Betty I had to go thru with drawls myself from the heroin that they gave her(Oxycontin) it was the worst that I had totally.  I told my poor Husband in what was about to happen and he let alot of it go because he knew that I knew what I was going thru also.  Yes I have tried everything out on the streets and knowing what I went thru before I gave him a heads up this is what will happen totally.  Others were not prepared in what was to come at all.  Well to say that I over spent while I was down there was an understatement totally.  I was also surprised that I did not bag and tag one of my supposed Nieces while I was down there also still to this day and the girl has apologized all over herself the last time I talked with her.  With the one Niece I ended up as trailer trash only because of where I lived at at the time and she does not have a clue at this point as to where I am at at all.  That is fine by me after she called me trash after all.  Well after that I knew of some things that have went on and her supposed sister moved into a trailer after all after 2 years and never owned the house that she was in.  At least the tin can was paid off and then some with some of us here before we got the house in December here.  I had got to really thinking this morning that this is why I went cheaper after my sister in law Betty passed on almost 6 years to the day here.  Maybe I went to the cheaper side of life figureing that I wanted my Husband to have the extra money and not be stuck with the total bill if I desided to kick the bucket.  With that said here I have told my Husband in where some things go around here with my Dollies and went from there.  Since there was a huge fight over some things like the payment for Betty's funeral I just paid the balance off and was done with it all.  This way I knew that the thing was paid for and could not be blamed on squat at all.  ALso some have figured out about me the way to get me down to PA is if a graduation goes down and if some are in trouble in the state totally.  After switching cars and everything I can pass thru without any problems at all even with the NY State plates on what I drive now.  It will screw with the CYS in PA State totally when I pull up to help out with some since I know the codes to things with family members.  I have blown gaskets before on the Brookville group and will do it again.  The first time I was nice about it and made some of the folks up here run in NY State.  This time I will not be as nice and some will pay for what they did.  When I have a well known family running from me here in the area and I knew right then and there that it was not good.  So that was part of what went on with my Betty also here after everything went down.  The other part is that I went cheaper in the trailer and I could afford things without realizing it all after a few months also without a spoiled brat in the trailer.  That is how I got the convection oven and the KitchenAid mixer also while I was in the trailer.  Both have moved to the house here with me and some already know in what I have done for my place here.  I am sure that my own mother and mother in law have took care of some things already here for me about some things here in what have went on.  I will not lie for anyone around me at all and others I knew what was going to go down and that is why I did not fight for them at all.  I guess I can chuck it up as seeing things that some do not know about and that is how I like it here.  It goes along with Liberty Ann putting up pictures of my dog on her sites that she uses still.  I have not seen any money out of the girl as of yet, so now the dog would have been long gone along with the cat here if I did not have them in my household.  Some do not understand this at all and that is how I like it also here. 

Way to much

Well I have been thinking way to much again around here.  I guess it could be worse for the place either way I go now.  So here I sit and have started to think of what I can do for work as normal and for extra money in the household while I am at it.  I should start writing things down in what I want to do to go cheaper for the house here and start trying things out again.  There are some things that will stay the same here totally with the bills and others I can control without a problem.  My poor Husband is all I can say at this point on what I know what I have to do for the household here totally.  I did get alot of things on sale yesterday while I was over at Kmart and the points did not hurt at all neither that I ended up getting on the card.  There are reasons why I go to some places with the cards for points.  It helps in the long run around here and that is how I like it for the place.  My Husband does not say much about it all in what I do by the end of the year here and like I would care anyway if he did say something to me.  The funny thing is for the place is that I can do alot more without the poor man here than with him here totally during the week.  I end up cleaning more often than he realizes on the very cheap side of what is going on in the outside world and that is what he likes also.  Since I really started adding things that are on the cheap side from the trailer to the household some have also noticed that in what they tell me it goes in one ear and out the other.  I know of some that can not get away from the paper/foam plates at all for their place at all even though they are flat broke.  I figure that I have to wash dishes anyway for the household so I may as well use the glass or plastic plates here for every meal in weather I am in the trailer or the household here.  Another thing that really agitates me is that when some folks over use paper towels also.  I have rags to clean with and I expect in my household others to use the same that I do when they walk thru my door to either place.  I have several ways to save here in the household totally and this is what makes some folks mad at me totally in what I have done to cut out alot of the costs also.  Just like when I start cooking for the household I cook alot of things from scratch and forget the box around the place also.  It is much cheaper on myself when I do cook here from scratch and myself and my Husband eat better than some folks in the area that are on food stamps.  With that said I will keep getting bags of flour, rice, pasta, onions, baking powder, yeast, chicken, eggs, some burger, some pork, powdered milk, and butter for the household here as the staples for dinners here in the household.  With all of the things that I have in the back stock here, it works out for the best here in the household.  Alot of folks that I know will not get all of the stuff that I have here at all to save them selves time, trouble, nor money to cook on the cheap in their places.  I have also used coupons to cut the budget down and cut down on what I use to clean with also for the household here.  Now with the power bill I will continue to shut down things here in the household and turn them off at the power strip also while I am at it here.  I do not use the dryer while I am washing the laundry also.  I have lines and drying racks for the household here to dry the laundry and it has cut the power bill way down here from the trailer to the house.  With the trailer the bill was always 80 pluss dollars and once I think of it and there was something going on between the trailer park and regular households now.  The only thing that has really changed totally is that I have been hanging the towels and sheets along with the rest of the laundry in the basement and that is it.  The power company will be mad in what I do either way I go from now on here.  The whole thing is for the place is that I know in what to do and when to do it all here to save money and to stretch out everything here in the place.  Also with the gas bill it has went down also and I have been doing things as I normally do for the household here.  The water company will be shocked in what I can do with that one for the place here.  When I have a HE washer, take showers every other day, and get to the dishes twice a week around here I am saving water either way I go for the household.  When some said that the water bill would be about 80 dollars every 3-4 months I shook my head and said wait you will see.  When I am getting to the laundry every 2 weeks here and then some with alot of it some will be shocked in what goes on here in the household.  The towels I will get to about once a month if not longer here along with other things for the household.  Yes I have some things on stock pile around here totally.  After the one trip down to PA 6 years ago it is for the best that I have towels on hand to get things done for the household.  The one trip is awhole nother posting let me tell ya. 

Finally

Well I finally get curtains down stairs here as of today.  This should be good from now on around here to say the least.  I wanted to hide somewhat anyway with what happened afew months ago here with the pictures being taken while I was in the household.  Some folks do not need to know in what I am doing around here at all in my eyes.  The nice thing about some things here is that my neighbors know that I will do what I can when I can around here.  Also it will stay warmer/cooler here in the weather periods also with the curtains here that I got today.  With that some are going to wander what I am doing also around here with the windows blocked up almost totally also.  It goes along with being cheaper also in the household since I can do some things here for the house still.  Alot of the things that I do get from Kmart are for the household either way I go at this point in time so yes I am saving money in that since here.  Free things are always good for the place either way I go in December.  Since alot of the points that I build up on the Kmart card is not always a huge amount at all and it works thru the year.  Anyway the best part about going cheaper is that I can tell some folks no more often than what I did this time last year also here.  Some folks seem to waste their money on things that are not needed when they are that broke around the area also.  I do not get the paper plates for the household since it is about a dollar a month here to hand wash all of the dishes that are used here for the household.  I think that is what gets to some here with not getting the paper plates at all for my place at all.  Also I use rags instead of paper towels all of the time here.  It has become cheaper than wetting down paper towels to wipe down the counter and spread the germs in the kitchen and the bathroom here at all. 

Laughing

Well I got my walk in already and had to fight the wind also.  Ok so I never said I was right in the first place when I wanted a workout for the morning.  I am 50 cents to the good that I did not have to pay for in deposits also this morning here.  Now I will get out tomorrow morning and see how much I can get for the day also and go from there very early in the morning.  In what I do for the house it is well worth to hit places up without a problem at all here since I do not have to get to the doctors tomorrow that I know of at all.  It helps in what I do to go cheaper around here also with the nickles that I do pick up around the area.  It may not seem much to alot of folks in what I do pick up here in the deposits at all and as I say 15 dollars goes further in my place than most other places around.  With that said 15 dollars will get at least a weeks worth of groceries for either kitchen at this point and then some.  It all depends on where you go to shop at also around the NY area.  At this point in time I am stocked up in alot of things still for the household and in some things I have to restock as of this week and do not have a choice in the matter at all.  My Husband knows this and I will get everything done within time here.  I try to get abit of both for the second kitchen between finger food and the cup fruit also.  With that said the stuff that is sealed can cross the border here and you get a 20 cup limit for it for the week here.  I send alot less than that anyway with my Husband for the week.  I can also say that it is well worth getting things from places like Aldi or Save A Lot for pennies on the dollar in what they charge at the truck stops all over.  Figure it is about 10 dollars a meal at the truck stop and that does not include coffee and other things for drinks also during a week.  So I would rather send caned soups along with other things in the truck with him during the week.  Ok so I go to the cheaper side of things for alot of things here.  When I got cut down last Monday around here I came up swinging around here about being a housewife totally.  For what I do I do not get paid at all.  It would break my Husband if the poor man would do everything that I do at this point and getting someone else to do it all would not be in the budget at all for the household.  Between cooking, cleaning, shopping, and book keeping it would take an amount of money that is not in the budget at all.  I guess this is why I do what I can for the househole here and if I do not get to something then it does not get done at all.  When it gets warmer out I will start walking more around here also.  I do not expect anyone else to do what I do for the household here.  With the walking everything is fairly close to the house here still.  The dollar stores are closer and Walmart, Wegmans, and Tops are abit farther away now from the trailer.  It was a give and take thing when we got the house at that point.  Even Rite Aid is a block down from the house here.  I have roll em bags to help get me thru around here when I do go shopping when I take a walk around here.  Alot of folks in the neighborhood have not seen me do this part at all as of yet.  So now we will see what happends when the weather gets warmer around here and go with it all.  Now to get even cheaper for the household in the coming weeks here and I will let you know in how it reflects on everything around.

Knowing now

I am not the only one that has been really tired as of late around the area.  So now that I have been to the doctors already also today and knowing what I have to do around the household here it will get done here shortly.  The good part about today is that I can do everything on the cheap side here in the house without a problem at all.  Now that alot of things I have thought about while I was at the doctors office today and the walk I should be ok around here totally.  After all of the thinking that I have been doing here and looking around the household also I know what I have to do for the place to cut out for the budget now.  I just had to take a long hard look and think about some things here in the household totally to figure it all out.  With that being said so far I have been thinking of what else I can do to make things go further and get them at rock bottom prices besides coupons and other things here to help out with the budget.  There will be alot more rice and pastas floating around here to say the least for dinners from now on.  Yes I do pick up meats on discount prices all over the place still and that is how I have been getting alot of the meal ideas for this past month and this month here.  When I can save almost a dollar for the hamburger rolls that are needed for the household as of last week here I got as many as I could on what money I had.  It does not bother my Husband at all when I do this because he knows it will go into the freezer and be used up here soon anyway no matter in what I do for the household.  I started laughing about it when the poor man asked if I will use it up quick and I said yes it will be gone within a month anyway here.  Knowing in what I can make here with alot of things that are left we should be ok on the food budget for this month totally once I think of it all at this point in time.  That is what gets to me about some folks in the area now that are on the system at this point since they can go to the food pantries also and get some extras in the food department totally.  In what some get in the food stamps is my total budget for everything here in the household and the second kitchen while I am at it.  So I do what I can when I can and for very little in what I can spend on things.  So now to really sit here and think of what is needed for this week and go from there in the household here and the second kitchen.  I will do it as cheap as possible either way I go.  I have been cutting back with alot of things here in the place also while I am at it all.  With the cleaning products I have to be careful in what I use anyway here and I have to watch and stretch them totally out around the household.  As soon as the warmer weather hits I will be getting the cleaners at a cheaper price since the windows will be open here in the house and no A/C unit to drive up the bill this summer at all.  In what I am doing now for the place is to really cut the costs so I can do other things other than to sit at home and do nothing at all.  This is what is getting to some folks here anyway about me.  I will also have the T.V. and computer off during the day in the summer time with the peak hours of the power company says with the bill here.  I guess some do not realize that May thru August from about 9 am to 5 pm are the peek hours here in NY State.  So yes in the up coming weeks and months I will be going very cheap around here to say the least.  Some of us have no choice in the matter. 

Shaking my head

I can almost laugh at this point and shake my head at the same time here.  When I can not stand one hospital at all and the person who I seen yesterday was even worse than I am on the place that is pretty bad here.  I have not got out yet for my walk and it is coming up very fast in that part of things here.  What I end up doing is getting out to the one lot before the sweeper gets there so I can get the cans before they get picked up totally.  It works out for the best since the person does not watch for some things also.  So now to start plotting on what I need to do around here totally and go from there for the day besides the doctors office yet again.  Anyway at this point in time here I am just up in the air about alot of things.  It makes me wander in how I am going to work all of this and still get by with things here in the household.  When I know that I am getting cheaper here for the place and it takes time to show up on the bills around here it is like I want it to be there and now thing also.  That is everyone that is working and thinking like I am at this point.  With that said here and prices going up totally all over the place now it seems strange that I have cut way back on alot of things for the household here and it has helped out.  Some folks do not get it at all in what some of us have to do for the household at all.  Even my Husband was amazed yesterday in what was going on with what I have done so far.  So now with this morning I will get out there and hit up several spots and then get into the doctors office after all of this.  I also want to see in how much I can get while I am out before I hit the office with the spots that I will hit up around here this morning.  At this point in time around here I will say that it may just be worth my trouble to get some things done around here totally and get my walk in at a new place also. 

Getting cheaper

I am finding ways to get cheaper around here to say the least.  This is what is hurting alot of folks that come over to my place.  I can laugh about some things that have went on here for the household that I have done in the past 5 months here.  The house phone went totally out the door/window since I hardly use it myself here anyway.  Some would have freaked out totally if I would have let them stay here instead of throwing them out.  Also at this point yes I am still going cheaper for the household here out of habbit and I have no other choice here in the matter also.  It is amazing that some things are sticking around since I have thrown some people out of my place and told them no about moving back in from the can to the household here.  I still get out and walk to collect the nickles and that does help out for some things here while I am at it.  With that said since I have been cutting back even more here in the past 5 months some folks just do not get it at all in what I have been doing or still doing for the place.  I have been cutting back even more for the household for the cleaners here to streach them out here even further since there was not a good reason for some to go thru a bottle of dish soap within a month at the trailer now it lasts for about 4 months around here.  That goes along with the laundry soap also.  Since I have been hanging all of the laundry around here at the house it is not that bad at all.  Of course it takes longer to dry around here and that is ok by me since I am saving about 100-150 dollars off the power bill right then and there with that part of it all.  I know it drives some folks nuts that come over to the house now and I figure that they do not have to pay my bills at all also for the house.  With some folks they do not get it in why I am cooking from scratch and cutting things down here.  Also the paper towles are not being used as much anymore here.  I have the hand towles that you have to wash and that is what I use to wipe off my hands along with rags to clean with here.  Within 7 months I have only had to buy a package of paper towles once for the household.  That should say something to some folks around here totally about in what I do for the household here now.  I have cut the 7 dollar cost down totally for that part of the household here and some could not get the hang of that part of the trailer at all after about 4 months even.  The other is to use less of the cleaners.  When I started out with going on the cheap side here the first to get done was cutting down on the laundry soap.  It took some time to do and it got done.  I use very little for the laundry to be washed now and some cringe at how little I use all of the time now. 

Getting stuff done

Well I got my walk in this morning.  It goes along with the 95 cents that I got on the walk and I am not done with the day on the pick up while I am at it.  Tomarrow I hope will be better with the walk and picking up the nickles in the area here.  The wierd part about all of it is that I got a chance to think about some things around here totally this morning with the hour and a half that I was out walking.  Now with things going on with the trailer and some were right about it selling in the weather pretty much broke.  Now people are coming out of the wood work to buy the trailer.  It amazes me about that part of things totally around here.  And why in Sabre Park?????  Oh well at least I know that I can sell the can and be done with it here shortly.  It will give me that more of a chance to get that much cheaper around the household here also.  This was the topic on my mind this morning on my walk.  The nickles do help out in what I pick up for being cheaper around the household at this point in time and shutting off things during the day also here.  My Husband does not seem to mind one bit in what I do in the mornings around here at all and that is how I like it.  Since I do pick up the nickles and streach out everything that I can for the household it works out for the best around here to say the least.  Some times I have to shake my head on things around here in what goes on also.  With that said I guess that I will have to go longer doing without around here in some of the things that need power.  I am not useing the dryer except to defur things here for the house and I do not watch much T.V. at all while I am at it also.  With the T.V. it is on a power bar so I can flip the bar off when I am not watching it at all.  It drives some people nuts in how I do things around here with that part of saving money totally.  I also shut off the modem during the day here since the computer is on the other power bar around here.  When I had the phone hooked up with the modem also I would lose the phone by turning off the bar.  The one Niece that was living with us had always said that the phone was out all of the time at the can.  All I could do was laugh about it and said no the phone still works.  The girl did not get it at all and I do not expect she ever will at this point in time.  Without the house phone I am saving 50 dollars a month around here to say the least and my Niece would have freaked out that the phone was out of here for the past 3 months also.  With myself cutting back around here totally hurts alot of folks also that do come over here on a regular basis. 

Wandering here

Well I am still wandering about some things around here totally.  Since I did get some things done this morning after I went up to the doctors office it never seems like enough to me that gets done around the household at all.  Now with the next couple of days around here I will be taking longer hikes while I am out of the household here to say the least and I do not mind one bit of it all around here.  Since I have to take the deposits in anyway here sometime within the next couple of days so I can have some things in the household may as well do it on the free money that I have picked up out of places totally.  At this point I do not want to think about the laundry at all nor other things for the household now and I know I have to around the place.  I got asked this morning in where I was going and I told the person that I was going to my normal spot to walk for abit before I hit the office.  It cleared my mind without a problem and I did not think to much while I was on the walk.  So I am wandering if the walks are really helping me out around here or if they are making it all worse to say the least.  The money does not hurt that I pick up along the way niether at this point in time at all when I am out around the household.  Either way at this point in time it makes me wander now in what some were thinking of when they did not clue me into some things about their dog to me also.  Maybe I just came up swinging to hard also for myself and the household around here while I am at it yesterday and from now on here.  Now that I am finding places to walk at to get the nickles I am wandering if I am doing the right thing for the household also while I am at it.  I do not feel guilty over it when I do pick up the deposits at all from the area here.  What is going to be hard is when I am down and can not do all that I want to here in the household or for the household here.  I guess I will be walking more after tomarrow to say the least and will not mind it also.  So now I hope I will get enough over the next month to start paying some of the bills around here off of the nickles that I collect here in the area totally here or at least groceries for 2 kitchens to say the least thru the month around here.  That is part of the goal along with other things that I need to do for the place at this point in time here. 

Sitting here wandering again

Well I am wandering still if I am making the right choice about the surgery around here and I can tell already that maybe I am not.  Either way I have no choice in the matter around here to do what I have to do for the household.  The phone call that I made yesterday the person did not blame me at all for being upset and coming up swinging on things that were said.  So now I will go that much cheaper for the household here in just what was said on Monday around here totally.  Not that it matters to some doctors in what I do to get things done anyway around my place.  Now I can say that I will be going out for more walks around here just to be thinking of what else I can do for the household that is cheap.  This is what scares some folks about myself here in the area is that I just do not care about having everything that others have.  At this point I will end up getting more nickles in the long run of course and that is ok by me now.  Pluss this weekend here I will get out there and see what I can do for my fair share of things and start walking again.  With the weekends around here it seems like I get more of the deposits anyway so that is why I really do not mind the weekend walks.  It seems strange I know and it does help out for the place.  It could be worse around here to be honest and it will all work out to my advantage around the household.  So now to see what happends between now and what the one doctor says tomarrow here.  As I told the person yesterday yes I am scared about somethings here and yes I will end up walking to think about all of what is going on here.  So I will talk with my Husband about it and see if we can make since out of it all when he gets home here.  Also I know my limits for the up coming in what I can do here.  Maybe this is why I am getting mad around here also is because that I know my limits also.  My one Niece said it best around the trailer that I was the energizer bunny on the housework before the accident and after that I needed the help totally.  When I started really walking here almost 7 months ago here it was to help me out and start thinking.  I also picked up the bottles and cans along the way around the area while I was at it.  It did help out in alot of ways for the trailer and other things that were going on at the time. 

Finally

Well I had the cable riped out of the house yesterday afternoon and finally got it back about 20 min ago here totally.  So I am running very late in some things around here and it is driving me nuts as normal.  With alot of the bills around here I have fell behind in totally and I am trying to play catch up at this point in time with running 2 households around here.  Here come June it will be better around here after I sell the can also once I think of it also.  Pluss we are stuck with the water bill that the other owners have not paid at all here so that will come off the bill in what I owe them around here for taking the house off their hands.  I could not believe it until I heard the poor woman on the phone myself and set up a payment plan with them totally around the household.  I am not going to take it out on the city for someones stupidity at all for not paying a bill around the house here.  It has been a nightmare totally for the house here and now knowing I should have stayed in the trailer for abit longer at this point in time.  In what some folks were thinking of not paying for the household when they owed in the first place is beyond me at this point in time.  Now I am wandering in what most of the folks do around here totally in the area to screw other folks over at this date in time in the area of the Western NY area.  All I can say is thank goodness that I am getting cheaper every day around the household and then some at this point in time and thanking my lucky stars that I am fairly stocked up in alot of areas in the household also.  Even my Husband did not freak out like I thought he would yesterday around Walmart when I picked up the discounted meat while we were there after the doctors office (the normal doctor).  That reminds me I have to make a phone call to someone and I want the one doctors toush handed to him totally.  I have never felt as low as I have in the past 3 days here at all until the one doctor I had seen on Monday totally cut me down at the ankles about being a housewife.  I do not care if he was joking or not about it at this point in time.  With that said us housewives work harder in the household than anyone I know at this point in time.  Between being a house keeper, book keeper, nutritionist, and many other things to keep the household going there was no reason for the So called Doctor to make the comment to me about it is not a job at all being a housewife as of Monday.  I did not laugh one bit at all and I felt degrated totally at the comment to me.  If the Jack Waggon was to hire in all that I do it would be 250,000 dollars a year for the people to run my place and not enough groceries and pain management that I have found here to do things that I do for the household for nothing once you think of it.  Sometimes it does pay to be cheaper than snot around here in my eyes other days I get freaked out about it all here.  This is why I guess of why I take the walks in the morning and clear out my mind on what needs to be done and try to do it without lifting what is in the household at all.  The extra bonus here for the household is the nickles that I pick up while I am clearing my mind here for the place. 

Knowing now

Well now I know that some folks are right in what they said this morning to me and I am waiting for a reason here to start making phone calls here.  As I say it is a cooling off period for me what was said yesterday in the one office joking or not.  It really upset me in what was said.  I still work hard on the good days and there are days where I am just drained period still even though it is almost 8 months later here.  I take it as it comes around here totally.  Now at this point in time around here I just do not know what to do other than what I have been doing around here to say the least.  While I can do some things for the place there are other things that I still can not do what so ever nomatter how hard I try here.  Now I know what I have to do for the day and it is not working out in how I had hoped it would and that is rolling with the punches around here to say the least.  I know where to turn to and it will not be pretty around here at all if I do what I have to do for the place.  Also I feel guilty for my Husband around here only because I know I can not do everything that I need to do at all.  So now I will try harder and see what I can do to get things done for the household here from now on.  I have no other choise in the matter at this point in time and may as well start doing what I have to do here.  I am done around here totally and I know this part and what else can I do here other than throw up my hands and go from there.  So now I will start doing here and be done with it screw the people who cut me down at the ankles here. 

Shaking my head

Well I am still shaking my head around here to say the least.  With that said the other doctor I did not like at all that I went to at all.  All I can say is that you do not joke around with someone about being a housewife at all and tell them that it is not a real job at all also.  All I can say is that I do what I can and alot gets put onto the next day if I am not doing well for a day or so around here on housework and other things.  Now at this point in time I will say that it does look like a bomb went off in the kitchen and the bathrooms around here and I will get to all 3 spots when I get to them this week.  Gee I wander also if going cheaper for a place is not work while I am at it around here.  By cooking from scratch, cutting back on the cleaners, and cutting the power and gas bills also it is work around here in my eyes totally.  When I am trying to figure out ways to not be in pain around here I guess keeping busy and taking my walks once a day around here does not help at all for the problem.  So I take everything in stride around here to say the least and do what I can do for the place.  When I can not pick something up like I use to for the household I get frustrated of course about the whole thing around here.  Sometimes all I have to take the pain out is to get busy around the household and start thinking for the most part anymore.  With that said maybe this is why I do not mind taking walks also to get my mind off of things and get the deposits out of the parking lots and off the side of the road while I am at it also for the place.  At least I am doing something for the house here to say the least and the extra money never hurt at all in my eyes around here.  Ok so I do not get much on the walks alot of the times here and I am not complaining at all.  Every little bit helps anyway on alot of things around here.  With this month so far of keeping track around here with the deposits we are up $5.35 so far for the month.  Some folks may holler about it and that is ok also.  At least it is something coming into the household here is what I figure about it all here.  Pluss some I will not keep track of since I will get some out of the recycle bins also in the area.  The nice thing about it is that I can get out for a walk and do something other than housework for a change and it is a good start to the morning here once I think about it all.  Since I have been cutting things down around both places it does not drive some people over the edge around here like it does with others to say the least also.  Ok so I can get alot of better products to clean with around here and stretch them out to the max because they are the better products to clean with here.  Some folks do not get that when you have a better lets say laundry detergent for the house then you can use less of it to get the laundry clean because it is a thicker product so you can use less of it.  Since I have noticed this while I was on my own the first time I started that way and adjusted over the years in how much that I have used also in the past 18 years here of course.  That part has bothered some people about me totally here over the years also.  All I can do is laugh about it at this point in time since I have been cut down for what I have done so far.  I guess it could be worse around here to say the least.  So now I have also been looking to see where else I can cut around here and I will get there totally.  It takes time to do all of it around here. 

Still warm enough

Well this morning I have the windows wide open around here and it is still warm enough out to be nice for the moment.  I have not got my walk in as of yet and that is ok by me.  I will get one in later on today here or tomorrow morning either way here.  Plus I can hit up another few spots here during the week to pick up the nickles also so I will not worry about it at this point in time at all.  Oh well I can think of alot of worse things that I could be doing around here totally than what I have been doing as of late.  I have alot of things figured out for the household here and I know that the trailer is all but sold at this point I just have to wait for another 2 months around here totally is all.  I did the happy dance as best as I could for as much pain I was in yesterday when I got told about it.  I will still be going cheaper around here either way that I go and tough on some that do not like in what I do for the whole thing.  Since I have been hanging laundry, cooking from scratch more, and cutting back even more as of late why would it all change for the place at this point in time.  It will all come out in the wash here totally without a problem at all.  I told my husband yesterday also even if we do not have the A/C unit in the house deal with it for acouple of years around here.  Since I will not worry about it at all and have fans for the household here from the trailer it will not be that bad at all when I open up all the windows here.  It was 78 yesterday outside and about 65 here in the house so I will not worry about it at all.  It will save on the power bill to say the least and I have to wait for about 2 years anyway for that bill to straighten out anyway so it will work out for the best.  I guess what gets to some folks is that I can deal without alot of things for the household here and I do not mind in the least bit if I am warm or cold at this point.  With the airing out of the household here for good days I do not mind it.  I think in what it is with me is that I look at it how can I get rock bottom prices and still cut on the bills around here totally for the most part.  Sometimes I have to laugh around here since I do think of how to get things done on the cheap side and then do them.  With the trailer I ended up hanging sheets and blankets at the windows to cut the drafts in the place.  Other wise known as the dungeon for the trailer I have to get the sheets and other things off the windows before the next person takes over also.  This is why the power bill was under 100 dollars most months at the trailer.  I rolled with what was going on there and I am happy to be out of the trailer still at this point in time still.  There is alot less drama and cops floating around the house compared to the trailer.  Some of us got the blame for alot of what we did not do also while we were in the trailer park and alot of it was made up from alot of people I did not know or refused to hang out with totally.  As most of the neighbors told my Husband already around here they do not see me hardly and alot of the times I am hunched over in pain and shuffling around here also when they do see me.  Otherwise I am still quiet and keep to myself for the most part here at the house.  At this point I know what was going on with "As Sabre Park Turns" and did not buy into the rumors nor anything else while I was there.  All that happened is that one of the bookkeepers lit the fuse and he heard about it totally.  So now since some could not pull squat on me after being in Sabre Park for over 17 years by that point and I knew the Section 233 here in NY State they backed off totally from me when they knew I was right and quoted the law.  That is when I started going that much cheaper and was totally undermined by my Niece after that point.  Now at this point in time Tammy Banks has realized it was not me at all that was causing all of the problems on the block after 5 months of being out of there.  Alot of the crud of the area has came in and I know of several felons and leval 3 sex offenders that are in Sabre Park at this point that Tammy Banks could care less about at this point in the park.  Well after being called trash by the so called manager and the only trash that I seen was the manager it is ok since I moved up in the area according to some.  That is the funny part about it all in the area at this point in time here and that I know what Tammy Banks is doing for the park also and has no room to talk at all around the area at all.  All that Tammy really knows is rummors and her own stupidity at this point in time for believing the crap and I am out of it all.  So now I can prove that I have done squat at this point and over at 34 in Sabre Park are still screwing with some people in the park.