Shaking my head

Well at this time I know it is a new day and after alot of things hitting me yesterday while I was out of the household I know in what I have to do here from now on.  Also some folks are going to be mad at me nomatter in what I do at this time for myself and the household here as of yesterday.  Since I have been refilling bottles as of late here anyway it started with that part with my Husband already of being madder than a wet cat before he left for work.  My Husband already knew about myself refilling things here and did not expect me to do it right infront of him yesterday afternoon.  So now as I sit here and know in what I have to do it is ok now and I have eased my own mind about it all.  That is the bad part of things that have happened so far in the past week or so here at my place.  Either way things will get cheaper here without even a second thought out of me and that is how I like it.  With that being said here some will be out of luck on what I cook from now on when they are here or if some bring others also to the house.  There will be alot more rice floating for dinners along with pasta dishes also along with other things pulled out of the hat on the cheapness that is breaking out.  So now speaking of cheap I will be getting out of the household this morning here weather some people like it or not from now on.  With that part of things at least I can pick up the nickles still and go from there for the day while I am taking a break from cleaning.

Hitting me at this time

Well it all hit me while I was out of the household for about 30 minutes this morning.  It is not totally me since I am trying to put my foot down and say no more of the B.S. here that has dropped into my lap so far in the past 8 years.  All I have really said is this is how it is and still got dropped on the curb here and that will stop here as of today.  The phone will not be answered for texts hardly anymore and some people will have to face that part out of me from now on here.  There are other areas that have went on that I am not saying also at this time that will stop since I am done with alot of the crud that has went on.  According to some I am not allowed to watch any sports what so ever and only on Sundays here is when I can watch them from others also in the household.  Now that will be changing if I even bother to have the T.V. on after today also since I missed a football game on Thursday night with a team that I like.  The nice thing is that since I will be getting things done and telling people oh well along with tough cookies here in what I will be doing they have to live with it and not me.  Also the stand mixer got pulled out form the one spot and will be used more often in the household than what some will realize.  Heck if I am going cheaper here for the household I may as well pull out the basics yet again along with putting my foot down on that also here on alot of things.  So there will be alot more floating in the household that I will have to cook other than just heat and eat from now on.  Since I do have the tomatoes and pasta I can do that part of things also here for the household during the week here from now on.  Also there is alot of ways that I can come up with a cheap meal from now on during the week when some spring on other people for dinners here in the household.  Knowing that some will start hollering in what I will be doing here from now on here for the place it is now ok.  Things will be turned off along with cooking and cleaning on the cheap here in the household from this day forward.

Thinking again

Well I ended up with 4 more of the winter squash cooked up last night here in the household since I was frustrated about yesterday morning.  Since my Husband will not stop at all while he is driving so I can get out and try to cut the pain down and start somewhat walking for nickles I paid for it totally.  After all said and done here if I see one nickle there is about a dollars worth right there almost on top of the one of course and I could not say anything about it since I will always be in the wrong with some people.  With that being said in what all went wrong yesterday did and now I almost wished that I stayed home to get to the laundry here for the place.  Now I will be on over load for today here to get things done of course and there is no turning back on that part of things now.  So as I sit here and think of all the things that need to be done here in my household at this time and I will be the only one that will be doing of course here it is ok now.  Another thing is that I will be ignoring my phone alot more this week here since I do not want to be bothered by some anyway at this point in time untill I get things straight in my mind again.  The nice thing about cell phones is that we all can turn them off and then some, and mine may land in the freezer yet for the week also.  With that being said I just may get things done for the week that I did not get done last week as normal.  It is an idea here and my Husband has the house phone anyway.  So now here since there is alot to get done most of it will be done on Monday here and I will be starting today after I get back from my walk here also for the day.  One thing about the walks is that I can get out of the house here totally and start thinking on things along with work on myself since apparently I am not fit according to some people anyway here in the area of course.  So I will take another long hard look on myself here in the next several weeks and see where I land up at.  I have noticed when I am streached thin and get told it is all my fault by some people along with being called names it is not a good thing on me at all.  So I will start as of today on the cheaper end of everything here and be done with it all.  That along with more walks here to get my mind straight after I noticed that there was traits of something else that was going on 4 years ago here also.  I should have not even have been driving at all in the past 2 weeks here and did anyway along with other things.  So either way I could not just stop and do nothing at all here since I would have been screamed at anyway and still got dropped on the curb for the past 2 weeks.  I am sorry that I am not like some truckers wives who ignore the house and make children clean and cook for me here along with staying on the phone constantly.  So now I am understanding more than what some even know in the whys here.  Yes granted the children need chores in the household but do not make the oldest clean everything plus have 3 other babes hooked to their hips because some are to lazy to get up to do and then ground them when they have something hidden for later on.  I have noticed that more and more here in where I am at totally in the Western NY area.  When my one niece moved in for a bit with myself and my Husband here she only had 2 loads of dishes to do, take out the trash when I could not do it, and her own laundry.  That was it she did not have to vac the place, shop, other laundry, nor think of to be cleaning cages along with feeding the feathers,dog, and cat out at all.  So now at this time I will say that my kids did have chores when they were young and it was just enough to say that they did something in the household at the time.  Now all I can do is shake my head on alot of things along with keeping my mouth shut also after in what was said to me several weeks ago along with this past week here from some also.

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time hardly anything has got done in the household at this point.  I know that things got done even though it does not look like it at all at this time.  So now for the day here some want to get out to the junk yard of course and that was not on my top of the list for things to do for the day but oh well I guess that I get my walk in weather some want me to or not again.  Also I have found out afew things about myself in the past 6 days of course here and it is still my fault nomatter what the heck is going on.  I may as well take the blame for things that have went totally nuts.  So now I will keep my mouth shut to alot of folks that I know here and be done with it all and just do what I have to do from now on to work on myself yet again and being cheaper than dog snot for the household.  Those 2 things have helped in the past 2 days and I will continue to ignore the phone at all costs again while I am at it all.  After all said and done about the only thing that I did get done yesterday was 2 loads of dishes and cooking dinner for the household.  Oh well I guess that it all could be worse here totally.  With that part out and about now here I will see in what I can do for the week that is coming up for the household and my walks since I was floored on that part of things on Thursday morning here also.  So now here since I will be in a different area today I may as well find out the hard way of how much with I can get here also for the day.  Also I am still wanting to get to another area here that I have not got to as of yet and that may help boost my self esteem while I am at it.  Other than cleaning the household and other things.  Now to see what happends for the day and go from there of course at this point in time.

Thinking again

Well I have been thinking way to much in the past couple of days.  There are many reasons for the thinking at this time and in why I get blamed alot more than what I should here in the household totally.  So now I will start with more walks here and some people are just out of luck totally also with me.  Since I have already did my quarter mile on one street so far for the day and now I know that I want to go farther than what I did so far this morning.  Plus I am 95 cents up for the day also at this time.  Since I have got into the habbit now in not telling my Husband in how much I get during the week here at all on my walks and only the weekends some got mad about it on Monday along with other things.  So now here some are going to be lucky from now on if I say anything anymore after this week also for the household or what I am doing.  That is part of what I have been thinking of for the past several days here and knowing in what I have to do.  Another thing is that I will be getting cheaper here for the household and figured that part out also here this week.  Since I have been ran over more times than not this week I may as well do something constructive about it while I am at it all.  So now with today I will be in and out of the household here and some people will not like it after I get done of course here since I will not be saying in how much I will be picking up on the walks from now on.  Also now I better get a move on since I am not worth a whole bunch anyway here for the household at this point.

Shaking my head

Well I had sent out a text last week saying that there was bacon left in the RV that we stayed at for the weekend and to use it up.  I did not get a response back and thought nothing of it here and I had said something about the bowl that it was in along with the one dish that was sill in the one fridge here yesterday thinking ok maybe they all forgot about that part of things.  Well I got told that I had freaked out over the 2 pieces that I had left totally and that did not happen at all.  So I told people that I will not talk anymore since it is easier on me and I can not get told of something that did not happen.  Also I told the person that just keep the dang things then since I supposedly freaked out according to him and my Husband and I was not worried about it anymore.  All it tells me at this point in time is that the one Tupperware piece got pitched and the glass dish got broke with the 2 little ones totally.  So now it will not be the last thing that someone either kept, broke, and or thrown out on me here at this time and I am sure that it will not be the last of it all also now.  Now at this time I have gave up on alot of things here and with good reason at this time.  I am tired of the crud that I have to eat every time that I say or ask something to my Husband or one of his friends that could not give a rats behind on alot of things anyway unless I am way over worked here for my own place of course and it still does not matter.  All I have left is my walks, lots of pain, and getting alot cheaper for the household here at this time and nothing else.  Alot of things ran threw my mind yesterday to prove in how much I really do here for the place and none of them will work in what I had thought of anyway and I gave up on that part also.  So now I will carry on as nothing happened yet again and sweep it all under the carpet as normal since it is not worth the fight anyway.  With everything going on here at the house I am done with alot of things and may as well keep my mouth shut on things here from now on also while I am at it.  I just do not know in what else to do on that part of things and it is normal.

Shaking my head

Well for the day it is looking like I will be cleaning and on the move here totally since I have to drop off my Husband at work also here.  I have took a mental note in what needs to be done for the day and it is not looking good for the day at all here.  It will be a cheap day of course here and that is always a plus for the place of course.  What will get to my Husband the most here is that I will end up doing most of what needs to be done before he leaves for work.  Also I will still get my walk in either way that I go here for the day while I am at it all.  It is one of the areas that I have walked for about a year now and I do not mind it one bit at all now except for narrow roads and hardly any shoulder.  The nice thing about all of it is that it gets me out of the house and to rethink on alot of the areas that need to be picked up along with cleaned.  So it will not be a bad day after I get started of course.  With alot of the things that need to be done for the day here it just seems overwhelming at this time of the morning as I sit here also.  Anyway the nice thing about what will be done for the walk will go to one of the bills here and that is how it goes alot of the times.  I will say that money is tight for the place at this time and there are ways to fix that part of things totally from this day forward now once I got to thinking about it in the past 24 hours here with myself.  Ok so I will have to get out almost everyday here on at least one walk for the day.  I see it as not a huge deal on my part at all to just do for the place at this time.  All I can say is that it will be a nice change here in what is to come for alot of what I have to do here for the household.  It will also keep my Husband happy also from now on.  At least I will be able to clear my mind out of all the negative things that really does not need to be there anyway at this time also while I am at it.  Since I do not mind killing 2 birds with one stone in one shot here it is a good thing also for what I have to do.  The other is since I do not get outside that much anymore except to get my walks in now it is ok.  As always things work out for the best anyway either way that life goes.  Now I just hope that I can get enough money up for the next 24 hours to do some damage to the one bill that is due here as of yesterday.  Normally I get a call for the one bill as a reminder here and that has not happened at all and that is strange.  So now at this point in time I will have to watch in what I do from now on about that part of things totally.  A friendly call will clear it all up here totally to say that the bill is paid in full for the day and go from there after I get done.  May as well here totally.  See what I mean by being on overload at this time here for the household.  At this point in time here at least I have the cash to pay off the power bill here totally and be done with it.  So now at least when there is a will there is a way totally here for things.  At least I do know in what to do for if the power does get shut off here totally for the household.  Unlike some people that I know here totally in the area.  And yes I have a gas stove here so I can still cook and for light I do have candles also for that part of things here in the household.  Also there are batteries for the radio while I am at it all so I can still get the news along with weather reports while I am at it here for days on end.  So yes I can make it without the net and the T.V. also here in the household totally.  I have done it all before and can do it all again.  There are things that I have went threw here that others would not even have believed that have happened when I first got up to NY State and then some.  That is why my Husband told some to just stop the hollering and complaining here also when they started on that part of things in their household about 2 weeks ago.  I do not expect some to streach out the dollar at all for their place and in this time here at all.  But then again some folks do not think at all neither on alot of things for the household also at this time and date.

Thinking

Well since I am trying to get tighter for the household here and got told off this morning for picking up the nickles off the side of the road it makes me wander.  Knowing some folks are just totally red lining things of course in their households at this time I guess I am doing ok in alot of ways.  With that being said here I do try to save the nickles up in that I get on my walks and go from there in alot of ways.  That is how I got the extra mixing bowl yesterday along with other things for the household.  I am far from 15-20 dollars a day here for in what I do pick up here on the walks and I can hold my own on alot of things here for the place also while I am at it.  I know several people that have said that they do not know in how I do some things and pull it off for the place at this time with coupons and being cheaper than snot most of the time.  I have had some help along the way on things for the place and do not get me wrong on that at all.  The first chairs for the can were just ugly and they worked with being covered with a sheet also at the time.  Plus all of the curb picking that myself and my Husband did when I first got up here also it all makes me laugh in what we did the first 5 years that I was up here in NY State.  That and the first 5 years to make ends meet here I picked up more nickles than I can count also while I was at it all.  Since poverty never bothered me in the first place and never will over the years and at this time forward I will do things to make ends meet nomatter what it is at this time.  So I look for good sales on alot of things for the household and tag them up with coupons also and watch in what I do for the rest of the time for the bills here also in the place.  It does not make me wrong in anyway in what I have to do to make it in the world.  As a saying goes it will not matter in 100 years anyway in what I have done and ya better get use to it now.  So I will keep the cheap ways that I have and go from there.  The manufactures want you to use way to much product anyway so people will buy more of the product.  Some will use way to much anyway and that is how it is.  I read years ago at the can cut down on things like laundry soap and the washer will tell ya in how it goes totally and it does.  All I did was cut down alittle at a time untill I hardly need any laundry soap at all to get the laundry clean.  Some things do get washed twice here in my place and they have to be down right nasty for me to do so around the place.  Also alittle squirt will do ya on dish soap it is the truth on that part of things also.  Also since I do walk alot of the times here, Monday mornings I walk a block and a half to the bank to save on gas in the truck here.  It does not matter in how cold or hot it is outside at all I will walk it.  Another thing that has helped out is the fire place from the can to the house here also.  As one of the other drivers has said here at this time why do I need oil for the furnace since there is a wood burner in the house at this time.  This year I hope to have the fire place going more times than not for the place and see what happends.  So yes there are still ways that I can cut the costs for the household without thinking about it at all now.  Some of the bills are fixed nomatter in what you do at this point in time.  I will figure out in how to cut on those also from now on while I am at it for the winter months here in the place.  That is part of the reason of why I am always thinking on things here still to this day in how to cut things down for cost wise.

Thinking again

Well knowing that this afternoon along with tomarrow will be more walks here for myself.  I am up 65 cents so far for the day already and knowing where to hit up later on and tomarrow here it will not be so bad at all after I get done.  Since the power bill is due this week here that will get paid also and I do not know in how I will get up money for groceries also for the week.  So it looks like I will be getting out almost every day for that part of things for the household.  The weird thing is that I am holding off in some places here to walk at and the spots will get walked as of tomarrow of course.  What really gets to me here is when some have good walking areas to pick up the nickles if they really wanted to at this time and there is no reason for them to say that they are broker than snot.  When I was about 2 miles down the road from the one couple 2 weeks ago and could pick up over 3 dollars for the day in nickles in total there is a problem here with some at this time.  Plus some would give the gal a ride to cash in the nickles since there is one car involved also at this time.  Another thing is that ok some of the weight does bother my lower back at times here and I have been working on that part with the walks here totally.  When the one guy said that the weight does not bother his back I started laughing.  Another person that was with me when I got told that just looked at me and told the guy hey wait here Cricket is in the loss of weight mode here and she is doing all that she can to get out and about also at this time.  Ok so I walk and pick up money off of the side of the road and in parking lots also as a help to myself.  The extra money never hurt neither for in what I do.  So now at this time I guess this is why I do not mind splitting up the walks here along with trying to get cheaper for the household also at this time.  When my Husband looked at me and said ok what else can the guy cut out of the budget at this time and things already have been shut off from the companies here.  I said no more paper towels at all get the cheaper shampoo and conditioner, cut the soaps down for dishes and laundry, and gee take a walk here with a bag to pick up the nickles off the side of the road on top of it all and that is how ya do that part for the place.  So now at this time I will get the grocery money for the household here totally this week and go from there of course without a problem at all.  When some say that oh 100 dollars a week will feed a family of 3 here I start laughing totally.  When I can get it down to about 200 dollars a month for 2 kitchens here I know I am doing something right.  Also that does not include the coupons also here for the stores.  So now here I will bust my toush for the walks and see where I land up for the week and with the hunt for coupons and free things on the net here myself and my Husband will make it.  I am pretty sure that I can get enough nickles this week to do some damage for that part of things in the household.  With alot of things going just nuts with the trucking industry here at this time and it is Early this year it pays off to be cheaper than snot in alot of ways.  Some people have wandered why I just do not spend money like they do also for my own household.  

Shaking my head

Well most of the tomatoes are in and ground up at this time here for the household.  Now my Husband is realizing in how hard I have worked over the past month and a half here in the place for alot of things.  The poor man looked at me and asked how the heck in other words in how I was keeping up for the most part for the household on the other chores.  Some how some way I do manage to get things done for the place and on the cheaper end also while I am at it all for the day.  So now at this time I will end up doing alot more this week and hope that I feel good enough to just do for the place.  Anyway with yesterday I got out of the house also while I was at it and it was not bad at all.  Ok so I got another bowl for my stand mixer and it was needed anyway for the dang thing.  For the smaller jobs I do use the hand mixer totally at this time and why bother to pull out the stand mixer.  So over the years I have got alot of attachments piece by piece for the stand mixer.  It has been well worth the investment almost 8 years ago.  Within the past 8 years here I have figured out that it is and was ok to get alot cheaper for the household nomatter in where I was at, at the time.  Alot of the things that I have had for years to save money for things and then get them have worked well so far in today's world.  Either way that is part of the reason of why I get out for my walks still to this day and sometimes I do not get much and that is ok by me.  With that being said here I will get a double walk in today and see where I land up totally for all of it.  The walks come in handy on my part since I can clear my mind along with putting new memos in my head in what needs to be done and what order for the household also here at this time still.  This is what some folks that claim that they are broke never understood in what and why I have been doing here along with the walks to get cheaper.  Since I do save up for things here in the place I may as well get out for my walk this morning and see in how much that I can get for the first walk here and I may find out a good amount of nickles.

As I sit here

Well since I am still banged up for the most part here and will have to just do anyway along with work threw the pain it will be one of them days of course.  With that being said I was trying to rush on some of the housework here during the week and fell down the basement stairs bringing up wet laundry.  So now I am paying the price for that part of the week as normal.  So for today while I am waiting on some things to bake or cook down here at times I will be on the hunt for the free samples along with other things on the net for the day.  When some people had started hollering on that they were just totally broke now and will be without a pay check for about 3 weeks here I just shook my head and said nothing about it.  The person who told me about what was going on with the other said I think the woman said it all with the shake of her head here totally.  When the person that has hollered about the money I asked if they were asking for samples and coupons here off of the net at the time before they got the net turned off.  The answer was no from the person and he walked away from me totally after that part.  There were times that myself and my Husband lived off of the samples that we had filled out for and came to the trailer over the years since I could not afford soaps, conditioners, food, and many other things also.  So that is why I try to start now for the free stuff hunt here on the net for December and January totally at this time.  It does help out for the 2 months here when we are totally broke and still have enough for the bills and that is it.  Even my Husband said if some would have planned things out just enough to get somewhat by with here for while the person was out of pay for 3 weeks here it would have been better on the one household totally at this time.  It always helps out if you see something coming like getting laid off or when you are totally broke for a month also in today's world.  It seems that I can see some things coming nomatter what and I try to be stocked up at times of the year also for the household.  I guess this is why I have alot of dish and laundry soap, shampoo and conditioner, bar soap for showers, food for the month still, along with many other things in the household for when I can not afford them at the lean times of the year.  This is where some people tend to freak out on me when they are broke and ask me in how I get things done still.  I just shake my head and walk away at times since some do not care in what I have to say anyway in how I do things for the household also.  There are ways to do and I still do during the year here for the household to keep stocked up either way.  Just like when I do not get to the laundry every day of the week here for the household.  One neighbor washes 6 loads of laundry a day and can not figure out in why his power and water bills are so dang high at this time also.  All I could say was really 6 loads a day and there is just the 4 of you in the household.  Here I am getting to the laundry once at 1-2 weeks here and there is only 2 of us here.  So now at this time for the winter months yes I have more loads of laundry to get done with the sweats of course for what is worn and dirty.  Other than that it amazes me that some will have 6 loads per day instead of every week or every other week.  Plus I have noticed that about once a month here the one neighbor goes threw a huge bottle of laundry soap also.  I have been asked in how long it takes me to go threw one here last summer before some got told not to talk to me here and I told the person that it takes at least a month for the small bottles since I use less of the laundry soap at this time.  Even when my Husbands stuff is totally ronched up dirty.  So that tells me something about some folks in the neighborhood at this time.  Since I have seen more laundry soap bottles thrown out on the block that I can count at this time and that was this week alone here also when I walked the neighborhood.  So now at this time I will say that in what I have been doing on that part of things here for my place will not always work for everyone else at this time.  Also in what some figure that they can not throw into the recycle bins here they do not do at all here at this time.  Then there are the nickles that some folks in the neighborhood throw into the bins here to this day and will refuse to cash in also here for the money back.  So that is part of the reason of why I do not mind the walks at this time at all now still to this day of course.  Some days I may pick up a nickle for the walk and other days I can pick up 5 dollars for the place at this time also.  Also I will hit spots up at night or in the wee hours of the morning so I can never tell in how much I will get for the day also here in the extra money on that part of things here.  It all evens out in the end anyway during the year.  Some will get at least 250 dollars a month in all nickles here and some of us only get about 65 to 100 dollars per month depending on where I am at and how far on foot that I go also at this time.  Since I do get out of the house at times here it makes it easier on me for to get the nickles also for the household.  So when some start hollering that they are totally broke here to me I tell them that they can start walking here to get money along with other things also while they are at it now.  But then again what the heck do I know here on being the tight wad also at this time.

Shaking my head

Well I got my walk in somewhat yesterday.  At 45 cents and I stopped only twice along the way to pick up my Husband.  Some would be in shock if they really looked into the back seat of the pick up yesterday morning while they were here at the household.  With in a week I ended up with 2 of the black lawn bags in just the short amount of time that I went walking anyway.  So I will transfer them to a big clear bag here sometime today and see what else that I can get while myself and my Husband are out and about of course for the day here.  Since Sunday and Monday here in the two areas will be better on the nickles here it will help out totally in what I need to do for the household either way that I look at it all.  So maybe just maybe I can talk my Husband into dropping me off at a spot that I have been wanting to walk at anyway and see in what he says about it since I do not fear in getting hit during the daylight hours at all.  It will be good for me either way that I go for today here once I think about it.  Since my Husband started laughing when I told him that I did not kill myself to get out to the office here and got to walk abit before I got there he knew where I went totally.  Also we had 2 other drivers in shock in what I was doing along with one of the owners shaking his head for the day.  So now at this time some have seen my handy work for extra money for the house here and I do not mind it at all after the last go around when I was at his house of course last weekend.  The weird part about all of in the cheap end that I do is that I am making it all work out in some way for the household at this time.  This is where alot of folks get either messed up on or just totally rant and rave on what I end up doing at this time to keep the weight down and for extra money also while I am at it all.  It all goes along with trying to get cheaper for the household here of course and that is where the people get messed up on about everything that I do.  So now to just prove a point to some people that do not like in what I have done so far as of yet that I can get alot cheaper for the place.  It means that I will go on the free stuff hunt from the internet and see what I can find this weekend that is out there.  Another thing here that I was hearing is that the one person that is in the circle of people that myself and my Husband are with is totally broke and did not plan ahead here at all for what is going down now at his place.  As I told my Husband here yesterday on the way back at least I got out even if I walked to fill out the apps at the time I also picked up the nickles along the way while I was at it when we were out of work.  That and shopped at the dollar stores alot at the time also to save money.  When some start to hollering about the nickle pick ups that I do here at this time I just tell them the amount that I have picked up and watch their jaws just drop after I tell them in how much that I get during the month here for the household.

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time I am waiting for the shock waves to make it to my place here for the day.  With that being said here I found out that someone quit one company and went to another one this week.  I know it is slow all over for the trucking industry all over this end of the sea board and I will not deny that part at all at this time.  Since the money is still coming into the household and afew other drivers that I have talked to also have the same thing going on at this time telling me that at least the money is coming in it is all good.  So the one driver thought that the grass is greener on the other side here he will not like it at all.  Even if the guy takes home 700 after taxes he will not make it at all still.  After this past weekend here all I did here from the person is in how broke they were and that they could not afford to pay the bills at all along with things getting turned off for the month.  Also I had got to thinking about things for my place here while I was at it.  When myself and my Husband were really broke at the time over at the can I would pick up the nickles here in the area and made sure that I walked it all also untill I went to cash all of it in.  Also some can not tell me that they can not get at least 5 dollars a day from where they are living at now.  With in 24 hours I ended up with $3.40 on the mile that I walked over the weekend at the place that we were staying at.  What gets to me is that I will still do in what it takes to bring money into the household nomatter what goes on or in how I feel for the morning or during the day here for my place.  At the time that some of us were in the trailer I had a small car also and could still get over 100 dollars a day into the car and cash it all in for bills and food at the time.  That was just walking also at that point.  Now the totals have went way down and I can still get about 60 dollars a month by myself in where I walk at.  So it all makes me wander in what some will not do to help themselves out to make the household go here at this time besides running to the welfare system.  Over the past 6 months here I have seen some folks throw out about 30 dollars of nickles out of their own yard in where I stay at when I do stay at the one place.  I was almost in shock when I had ran the totals that I ended up with over the 6 months.  So now at least some of us have not changed our tight ways over the years and will not change them when someone else says to here also.  It always amazes me in what some folks will not do for their place here at this time since knowing that money is tight anyway.  Now I will find more ways to save on money here and go from there also as of today.  Alot of what I do here on that part is to see if it will help or harm along with see if it will work out for the best here also for the place in where I am at along with my Husband.

Wandering

Well I am wandering in what some people were thinking on Saturday night at the races totally.  I have not put it all into words and now I have to.  In a way yes I had a good time untill one of the folks out of our party here asked a 14 year old to go get him a beer along with the guy begging from everyone else also.  I am the type of person if you ask for something here from me I will try to do or give something that I have here and I have always been like that.  Since I was not asked at all and the asking of the 14 year old that sent me over the flapping edge.  I let it be known at the time and then pretty much dropped it all since I had it handled at that point.  Well the 14 year old started hollering about it and the person that we were with said it was fine in what he had done when I brought it up and then lied to me saying that it was ok with my Husband also.  I blew up yet again here about it and told the person that was a point blank lie since my Husband would have told me something about it at the time also.  Not only that I had caught the guy trying to get into my cooler also before and asked in what he was doing also earlier that night.  When all said and done I will not be back to the races at all after this.  I will not stand for what happened along with I will not go to jail nor get thrown out of anyplace for what someone else did during the night.  So now at this time I have told the person in who I went with I will not go again and that will clear up alot of things for the next event.  It will make me wander totally from now on with some folks period here in the Western NY area.

Shaking my head

Well some things did get done yesterday and more will get done today for the household.  At least I do not have to set up the house here out in the street for another month.  I just do not like to pay bills at all here for the household and knowing that I have to for the place to keep everything on and going.  It is totally normal I am guessing for everyone to just not to like doing something for the households out in the world.  My Husband and I looked at each other on Sunday when someone said that they were totally broke for the month and could not afford groceries for the truck at that point for the week.  All I could think of was for the person that they could get out and walk to get money for the groceries at that time along with saving them from their household instead of throwing them out from now on also.  But then again what the heck do I know in what I am doing at this time to get some money into the household for some of the extras of course here for the place at this time.  Another thing is that I turn everything off also here in the place while I am at it all to save on the power bill.  With that being said here there will always be a way to cut the costs for the household nomatter what goes on during the day in any household at this time.  Since I do not have the computer going at all times here also it does help out with in many areas of the bills.  Alot of the times I will search for coupons and free things on the net during the weekends normally also.  That is what gets to some people about me still to this day is that I will do the hunt to see what is out there along with it saves money for other areas of the household.  So now with some hollering that they do not have the internet here at all at this time since they all got it cut off for non payment I looked at the person and said hit the one area to get the net since it is within walking distance from their place.  Another thing here is that I have done it myself along with using my cell phone also while I was out for the weekend here.  The funny thing is that I turned the hot spot on with the phone for one of the kids and their I Pad and went from there.  That is what I get for having extra features on my phone at this time also.  It works out for the best here totally at times and I am not worried about some things at all after all said and done.

Shaking my head

Well myself and my Husband were out Friday night and it was just plain out nuts.  Between the yard sale and getting out to the crash 'em up thing it made for a long day.  Plus I did get my walks in also for the 2 days in where we were at.  Ok so I got about 5 dollars for the weekend here for the walks and 120 dollars from the yard sale here.  One of the kids looked at me in shock when I said most of the bags that were next to the place were from the walks that I had took in the 2 mornings that I was there and about $1.20 was from under the stands for the cans and bottles.  In the bags that I had used here I can say in how much is in them from years ago when I only had the black bags.  So now at this time I have to hit up 2 banks today and pay 2 bills.  What alot of it is here is that my Husband does not realize in how much he threw at me for today and could probably care less on what I have to do for the day here also.  That is how it all goes here and I have about 2 weeks to get more bills paid off also for the household.  This is plain out nuts here on my part with seeing in how much that I have to do for today alone here let alone for the week.  Then again my husband does not know that I am on over load alot of the times here for the household in what needs to be done and what I have to do.  Another thing is that I have to unload part of the truck also before I leave also here for the day.  So now to start getting things done for the day yet again here and see where I land up after both banks and afew other things that need to be done.

Shaking my head

Well it looks like the nickles are coming back in some spots here in the area.  As I told someone yesterday that I have no choice in the matter here as to pick up what I can get for the household.  If it was up to some people I would be broker than snot at this point in time anyway here for the place.  So now I will have to start saving up the nickles once again after this week for things that need to be done and paid for.  I just hope that I can get enough up for the household by the time some of the bigger bills roll in.  Another thing that I was thinking of this morning while I was on my walk here is that I may as well go big along with not telling my Husband in how much that I am getting per day except on the weekends on that part of things.  Also there are other ways to get money up for the household at this time while I am at it all.  Since there is not much to get for the place at this time it turns out even better for what I have to do.  This way I can turn things off even more here for this weekend and go from there of course.  It is starting to look like I can take the window units out also for several days and get the main room set back up also at this time.  So either way at this time it looks like I am stuck here on just doing myself and trying to get that much cheaper for the place yet again for the household.  I am thanking my lucky starts that I have dish and laundry soaps in the back stock for the household at this time also.  I think that is what people get mad about here with me since I still have things left from almost 18 months ago for the place.  Plus I am refilling bottles also with both at this time also while I am at it all.  So now at this time I have to start in on the dishes along with the laundry for the place since it will turn to crud tonight and tomarrow here to get parts of the housework done.

Thinking again

Well here it is Monday morning again for the household.  Since there is a ton of things to get done for the day here already I am gonna somewhat skip the walk here for this morning and dive into the housework almost first thing for the day here for the place.  It will not be that bad at all since I got the main room cleaned out from the yard sale stuff that will go on Friday night of course.  I am thankfull that I ended up with the truck here totally from the van.  The poor truck will get a work out here totally for the weekend for that part of things.  It will not even be a quarter of the junk that I wanted to get out of the household at this time at all and there can be another yard sale here at the house of course for the next weekend.  Also for the day I will have alot of the power off here anyway as normal for as long as I can stand it for the day.  Another thing here is the middle child from next door here seen us go threw the yard sale things for the place and did not ask any questions at all.  Knowing the girl she will not say much to her parents also while she is at it here on what is going down at my place anyway at this time.  That is the nice part of things and she already knew that I wanted to have a driveway sale anyway here for the house after we moved in.  So at this time here there is hope that things will go at the sale for Saturday.  The less that I take back the better in my eyes for the household totally.  Another thing that I have thought of last night here is that in what myself and my Husband will be doing here on Friday is loading up the truck and I just hope that the King and Queen next door are already gone by the time we start on that part.  Anyway at least it will be a fairly cheap day today for the household since I will be the only one here at this time.  Plus I have a ton of laundry to get threw today also with the other housework also on top of it all.  So I may as well get started on that part of the house and go from there at this time since I am ready to just do what it takes for the day.

Clearing out again

Well I cleared out my mind already this morning and I should have done the dishes instead for the household for a change.  Then again Sunday and Monday mornings are a big nickle grab here in the area.  Since alot of the nickle pickers are hung over for the 2 days or refuse to go where I do here for my walks it makes it easier on me totally.  With that said here at least there are still ways to make money without doing much here at all for the household totally.  It is extra change in my eyes since I collect so little at this time still to this day for the month either way that I go.  That is part of the nice thing about in the walks that I do take either way that I go here.  Now at this time since I am saving up for alot of things here for the household at this time it makes it easier to pick up nickles on my walks here for the household every year.  At this time since I know that the cold will be coming on not as many people will be out picking up at all hardly.  That is where I get alot of the money here to use for the household.  It all works out for the best for the place anyway and I get out of the house also while I am at it all.  Anyway at this time at least I know that I can get about 30 cents if not more here during the mornings and what ever else that I can pick up during the day also now.  Being cheap at times hurts since I do want to get out more and will not do it during the week.  When I do get out it is to pay bills along with other things for the household anyway and never for myself.  So now at this time in what I should start doing here is to take a walk in the afternoons also in some places while I am at it for the day so I get a break from cleaning also here in the household.  Ok so the walks help out on the cheap part of life here with myself and I can think of things to get done even cheaper for the household also.  This morning here I got to thinking of other things that I can get done for the week.  It all works out for the best alot of the times here anyway.  So now here since things will get done weather I want them to or not for the day I may as well get somewhat started on that part of things totally now.

Shaking my head

Well at least I have a break from the one neighbor untill this afternoon here totally.  It is so nice when they go out to their cottage for the weekends as I get a break from the cut downs along with being called names also for at least 48 hours here.  So now at this point at least half of the winter squash is done at this time and after a crazy day yesterday it amazes me that I am even moving at this time.  Also I did not get my walk in totally except at the peach fest while we were there.  The 40 cents that was picked up was a help to me nomatter what anyone says or thinks to me or about me here also.  Free money is a good thing also at this time for the place.  Now here my Husband knows why I do not mind the walks at all at this time when I am alone and it gets me out of the household also while I am at it all.  Since alot of people know in what the truck looks like at this point in time they do not bother me while I am out of the household taking the walks during the week at this time.  Some days are better than others on the walks and that is how it all goes with me.  Anyway since everything is exploding at this time with the last minute rush for the yard sale this up coming weekend of course we had to laugh here totally about it yesterday.  That is where some folks have got mixed up on also here with some of us.  There are 3 people figuring that we could get away here for part of the weekend since we have to get out to his place anyway by this up coming weekend.  Since there was alot to be done for my household this weekend here it was nixed on hardly anything with travel to far from the place.  Also my Husband and I have not got up to the storage unit at all as of yet here and that is today's project here to get some things out of there.  I just hope alot of things will be gone here by the time Saturday morning hits full swing here for the sale.  Also I have known that there is at least 400 dollars that will be in the back of the pick up going down to the sale while we are at it all and that is just out of the storage unit at this time.  Also I have to check prices on afew things before we leave or use the net on the phone one while someone asks about the one box totally of barbies.  So it is still a huge mess nomatter in what I do say nor think at this time and there is hope for alot of things that are going down and on.  Ok now off to my walk and see what I get off of that part for the day also here.

Shaking my head

Well yesterday was a somewhat bust around the household and that is ok by me now.  It could have been alot worse on me here in the place also.  So I went out for awhile and can see in why I should have walked for most of the day anyway besides getting to some of the housework.  Now as the washer is going for the second washing of the one load that was just totally plain out nasty to begin with here for the place along with thinking of getting to the dishes as soon as the hot water tank fills back up here.  Also there was another person that has said that we are going to have a hard winter this year since all of the gardens grew like mad this summer.  So I will be stocking up on the wood for the fire place here shortly and the nice thing about this part here is that somethings come when you start helping others totally for their wood pile for their place also at this time.  If I can get at least 3 loads in the back of the pick up I will be happy here for that part since we already have some wood already here at the place.  That is besides the pallet wood that is already here to start the fire along with keeping it all going during the day also.  That was part of the fight at the beginning of the summer months with the one neighbor here since we had to cut alot of it up for the place when we got enough to cut.  So as I am sitting here trying to figure out in how I will start cutting more out of the budget yet again for the household it will not be to hard once I get it all down along with into the swing of things for the place.  Now since the Winter months are coming yet again the dollar stores will help out alot more since I can walk to alot of them still from the house here.  Of course I will still need regular meat for the place besides the pig that will be butchered here soon.  That is part of going on the cheap here for about 160 dollars for the pig and the butchering and the food for about 225 dollars here also.  It is alot cheaper to do it that way here than going out to the store and spending over 3 grand for about 300 lbs for meat.  So now here at least things will be getting done today along with cooking of course.  There are so many ways to get to the one neighbor that it hurts them in the long run.

Shaking my head

Well at this point at least I can say that some things will never change here at all.  At about 8:30 I had a water bottle explode and had to get out to Walmart since it was the only store still open that had what was needed for the ferret of course.  It happends and now I know why she was out of water all of the time now after all said and done.  So now for the place I have been working on alot of things as normal and it looks like I did not even touch things at all.  Part of why I shake my head all of the time here besides being the tight wad that I am for the household.  Also here I have to pay some bills of course on top of everything today and that is nothing out of the normal for the beginning of the month for the place.  Now to get things done for the day also or abit more than what I have wanted to here and run with it all.

Thinking again

Well I have been thinking alot as of late for the household again.  With today so far I ended up with a dollar in nickles already.  Knowing that it makes my Husband mad in when I go out for my walks in the mornings untill I go to cash in the nickles for what I get for my walks he calms down alot.  Since I am thinking of the extra money for what I do along with loosing weight also it is not so bad at all.  With all that I have to do here for the household still along with other things that are needing to be done I am suprized that in why I even bother some days anyway to just get up and do for the place.  Without hardly any help at all I still get hollered at nomatter what I do or say for the place.  So now here I will walk up to the bank along with afew other places also for the day again and see in what I can get done for the household it should not be so bad at all by the time I go back to bed tonight.  With alot of things that will get done here for the day it will be one of the cheaper end days of course on top of everything.  Plus the dehydrator will be going all day and into the night here of course since myself and my Husband picked alot of things out of the garden also yesterday afternoon.  The bad part is that there will always be something to do here for the place nomatter what I can get done.  So I may as well think of what comes first here for the day and go from there as normal for the week.