Shaking my head

Well I got asked by my sister yesterday about my grandmother here.  I told her that it did not look good and there was nothing that I could do about it at all at this point in time since some refused to move totally.  Then I got asked about the one aunt that I did not and still do not like at all if she would do anything about it and I told my sister no and that I did not trust the one aunt at all to do anything except to take gandma for all of her money at this time along with my aunts kids also.  When my sister brought up that we all felt better when momma was in the home here at the end she was right on that part since we all could not keep an eye out totally here also for her while we were at it all.  I knew where my sister was going with it and I agree with what she was trying to say here totally with my grandmother still living in the house in Illinois here at this time also.  It comes to the point where some of us are stuck on alot of things and there is nothing that we can do also at this time.  I figured it out right quick that my grandmother changed her will totally and I can careless about it now since I do not want anything from the house of horrors.  Also I was told not to come down for the funeral also and that is when the flags went up totally.  So now all I can do is sit back here and go as cheap as possible at this point in time here for my own household and go from there.  At this point in time here that is how things will go and since alot of things got easier for me here in the past 2 weeks it is all good for what I have to do.  Also I will get my walk in tomarrow without a problem and get other things done also here that are needed.  Maybe that is why some folks are mad at me also here in that I am like clock work for the household here to get the bills paid and not even worry about some of them untill the next month also while I am at it all here.  Since some of the bills should be in the mail at this point in time here and it will be gone over to see how far it has dropped in the past 2 weeks also here for the household.  This should be good totally on the power bill.  Even my sister started laughing about in what is going on up here totally and she asked about if the bills were going down.  I told her I did not get the power bill yet and if she felt the shock waves totally then it was over 100 dollars for the month here.  Now if that bill drops to under 50 dollars here then I know somethings up also here.  So now at this point in time at least I can say that at least there is a good handle on alot of things that are going on here in the house and nobody can take that away from me at all.  So lets see what I can do for today and get things done on the cheap end of course and go from there.

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time here I have been cutting way back here in the household totally.  It has not been that hard to do in the past 2 weeks here at all and it has been easier than what I thought it would be also at this time.  With alot of folks living beyond their means all over the place all I can do is shake my head on the matter totally.  What I am saying is that they have more money going out of the household for food, bills, and gas money at this time instead of spending less than what is coming into the household with the pay checks here.  I have found a happy place of not over extending myself nor my Husband at this time here.  I am not saying that it is easy all of the time of not to get something that is a want instead of a need here totally.  Trust me I want another chest freezer for the household and have not got one as of yet.  I am still shopping around for one here and that is why I have not got one as of yet.  With that being said I know several people here in the area that constantly over extend them selves totally and do not think anything of it at all here.  At this point in time one had told me straight out that she was always broke at the beginning of the month since all of the bills are about that time here for her household.  I asked in what she could cut out on and she said nothing since her husband would roll in his grave totally if she cut things out.  I shook my head and told her the worst he could do was haunt her for cutting things out of the budget and it would not be a bad thing.  Also I could not understand when she had the gas company out to her house to shut off the gas in the summer time totally when there is disconnection fees and turn on fees to do that part of things.  That is how alot of the companies make their money off of the stupid moves with some folks here in Western NY.  But then again the same person always swore that I was the stupid one out of the bunch along with looking down on me for being a house wife here also while I was at it all.  Little does the person know here about in what I have done to make the household run totally along with cutting the costs for the household.  But then again the gal had bought a trailer and could not understand in why she was not getting the tax bill on the land with the trailer also here.  I asked are you paying lot rent and of course the answer was yes out of her mouth at the time here and I told her that the taxes are figured in with the lot rent totally and never known a state to do otherwise at all.  I could not get it thru the gals head at all in that is why you pay lot rent totally.  But then again I am the one that lived in a trailer more than once here and never had to pay taxes on either one since I had to pay rent nomatter what went on.  The first one that just burnt to the ground in November here I only paid 100 dollars a month in rent and did not own the trailer at all and the 2nd one my Husband owned and we still paid 355 dollars in rent to keep the trailer there in the park.  I even went so far as to pull up the laws in Washington state on things totally and I was the one that was stupid for knowing that she did not have to pay taxes at all on what she bought to keep it in a trailer park.  But then again the gal always over extends herself on things in her own household totally and then starts crying about it also after the fact also.  Now at this point in time I have had companies ask me when a good time for a payment is for the budget here and I will tell them on this date or this date and they set it up for inbetween the dates that I say for.  Just like the bank here asked me to transfer money from one account to the other, when is the best date for you and we will do it.  With that being said here some do not believe in writeing out checks at all and have the money automaticly withdrawn from the account also and that does not help out at all unless ya know that the money will be there also.  All I can say is that set up a budget and mark down on a pad of paper of what is spent during the month totally and watch the money go out the window for every lunch, cup of coffee, dinners, and other things add up and then cut some things out as you go for the months to come.  I get one cup of coffee a month here and that is when I am paying the loans off for the house for the month also here.  As my Husband told me you want it get it thru the month and all I get is one cup of coffee a month here and that is all I ask for totally.  All I can say is keep track of what is spent thru the month and work on cutting things out that way for the budget.  This is why I like the small memo pads that the kids write there homework assignments on totally for that reason.  Try it out and see what happends.

Trying not to laugh

Well I got an email yesterday from Countryside Stove & Chimey stating that they were sorry and that they would do anything to make me happy at this point in time since they are under new owners.  So I told them 3 cords of wood, kicking out my kitchen 3 foot, and a wood burning kitchen stove would make me happy at this point in time here from them.  Since I had to make another call to get the fire place fixed here and the owners of that company that I called pushed things thru for me to get it fixed within a week here.  At this point in time here I am still stinking mad about what Countryside pulled and they lost me as a customer totally around here.  Now that the fireplace is fixed totally here and I can use it here also this tells me something here about some folks.  Anyway at this time at least I can say that some things have been fixed totally around the household here and it was alot of the little things here except for the one door and 3 windows also.  Maybe that has been alot of what is making some people madder than snot at me also here for the household while I am at it.  Since myself and my Husband have been fixing things slowly here at the house and we try to pick one thing a month to fix if it needs it here.  I guess this is why I still pick up the nickels here while I am on a walk in the area.  It does help out with extra money here for the household and to get things done.  This is why I do not mind picking up money that some just throw out without realizeing that they are doing something like that.  At this point in time also it helps out when I do go that much cheaper for the household here and some folks do not like it at all when I do this at all.  Since I am streaching out the money here along with other things here in the house I have noticed that some folks get mad at me for it also.  What I meen by that at this point in time is that I am still hanging laundry here to dry along with cutting alot of the power here on the main floor also during the day and week here, then I do get out and walk when I can to places while I am at it all during the week.  Also I have cut alot of the cleaners down here for the household yet again so I do not have to buy as much or as often.  What I try to do here for the house and I did it in the trailer also is that I try to live under what is coming into the household at all costs here.  The trick is not to over extend the pay checks coming in at all. 

Shaking my head

Well at least I can say at this point in time here that I will be cleaning for most of the day here.  With that said here it will not be that bad at all once I get started on the main floor totally here.  So now here I am shaking my head since I get to think about some things totally yesterday and I can get the house that much cheaper without a problem now.  With the back stock that I have and alot of other things in the mix it will not be to hard to do at all for the household.  Since I have been switching things over here in the household totally without some even realizing it at all here in the past 8 months.  I thought that something was up and never said anything at all to some folks that came over to the household.  Alot of what was going on here and some people ignoring in what I was trying to do to get them paid off as soon as I could here.  Now that did not go with the other bills rolling into the household also that had to be paid.  With that being said with at least one person that was coming over here did not pay bills that were going into their place totally here and that was one of the feelings that I had that was going down also besides being cut down all of the time on top of it.  All I can say at this point in time here is that there is alot less stress on me and everything is being streached out that much more also in the household.  When I notice alot of the things not getting used up as fast here it is even better on me at this time.  This is part of the reason of why I am shaking my head at this time here for the household totally.  Since I have less dishes and more of other things since some have not came over at all here in 2 weeks it seems strange that I have less work to do in the household.  With that said here I just hope that I can keep up with alot more here without even thinking about it here in the household totally.  With the bills now coming down that much more here without a problem at all and I am not worried about that part at this point since I will find out soon enough with in the next couple of days here this should be good for the one bill.  I look at it like this 2 weeks is a huge difference in the household totally now and I know that some things will come down nomatter what I do. 

Getting things done

Well I have already started cooking dinner around the household.  With that being said here and now I have to laugh since some would just totally freak out on me since I do not put any hot sauce in what I call chilli here totally.  Now with a good look here in the household I know that I will have to clean by tomarrow without a problem at all.  I will be wearing a vynal glove totally for the most part tomarrow so I can get things done here also.  I just do not want any infections in the one finger here that I have cut.  Anyway when myself and my Husband were out at Target the other day we were looking in the pots and pans area and he asked me what one pan was suppose to do.  I told him it was the peninni pan that ya put on the stove top and it was heavier than led.  That is when I got asked by the cashier in what the oil bottle was also.  Some folks do not know what it is and that is ok since not alot of folks use something like that in the kitchen at all.  I use one for the most part here so I can lift the oil bottle here at this time.  Of course I get the one gallon size here for the household so I can bake and cook also.  It is just easier and along with cheaper here to use that size than getting the small bottles here.  Now at this point in time with alot of things going on here I will be getting a list up here in what I need to do and for the shopping list while I am at it here for the household.  May as well for the shopping list here so I do not forget anything that is needed for food and other things here in the house here next month.  This is what some do not get here at all about in what I have been doing also for the place here at this time.  Since some have looked down on me at this point in time here totally for so long they forget in what I have been doing here.  When I asked some why the garbage pail did not go out to the curb while I was gone here to Illinois I got told "Oh I forgot about that" straight out of the one gals mouth here.  I shook my head and had to walk away from her at that point.  Heck even when I am not feeling good I still get things out and done here.  In what I should have done here was forget to make dinner for about 3 weeks here when I was really feeling nasty and tell the gal oh I forgot to make dinner here gee so sorry.  So now at this point here I will not have to worry about that at all since some will no longer be here at all.  I will not have to worry about getting looked down on anymore from a supposad friend here now since I am going with the housewife thing still.  I guess this is alot of the reason of why I have felt alot better in the past 2 weeks here also while I was at it all.  Pluss I have got alot of things done also here in the household and realized that I could get that much cheaper while I have been at it all also without someone trying to cut me down also here, since alot of people have cooled their jets since it was what the one gal that is not coming over to the place also anymore.  So now at this point in time since things are going more on the cheap side of course and that is how I really like things here.  When I got the Ajax dish soap around here for the household since it was 88 cents per bottle here totally I picked some up and went from there.  I also got cut for getting the Ajax instead of what the one gal uses for her household at this time.  Now I do not wander in why she is totally broke here getting the things that she does at this point.  So as I sit here and think of all the bills that I have cut on totally here and kept cutting here since I could without some coming over anymore it was easier to do all of it at this point in time also.  Even my Husband has noticed that I am doing that much better even though some things have happened here also. 

Wandering here

Well I am wandering here totally now at this time.  With the past 2 weeks here I have saved alot of money that will not be flying out of the household anymore at all.  It has also helped out with switching things over here in the household in the past 8 months.  The really wierd thing of it all is with the 2 weeks that I was gone here I got to think on alot of things and knew that I had to get that much cheaper for the household also.  I guess that is why I was shopping for alot of the dry bulk down in Illinois also while I was at it.  I got asked yesterday if the one cabnet is working here in the house for me and I said yes totally and it gave me that extra storage spot for alot of the food also here along with other things while I was at it and it was not even full as of yet.  So we both started laughing about it in who I was talking with also yesterday here.  Since I have a fully stocked household here without a problem here and I have been getting cheaper with that part of things here also in the past 8 months.  When I can say that since I have been doing this part of things here one person has been looking down on me totally now since I got back also.  With alot of the things that I have been doing here is cutting prices for the cleaners and will be doing it for the food again for the household totally here from now on.  The cooking will be getting that much cheaper without an extra mouth to feed and my Husband does not mind at all now here at this point also.  So here I will be going to the off brand stores for that part here also without to much of a hassle from some folks now and that is how I like it.  The funny thing is that some did not complain here on what I had cooked at all and did not even notice in what I had used for dinner around here at all.  Now at this point in time since some things have been switched over totally here in the household without a problem and alot of people did not even notice in what I was doing on that part also here while they were coming over it is even better on me.  Since alot of what is in the house at this time is still name brand things except cheaper than what I was using when myself and my Husband moved in here 15 months ago.  So now here I can say that since my eyes are wide open and I am seeing more than ever in what I could cut down and still will cut down here at this time that is what gets to alot of who came over from before.  I also told my Husband yesterday that maybe some are getting mad since we are finding alot of things on the cheap or free here for the household to use and eat at this time.  So now I am wandering in what I was really waiting for to get alot cheaper than what I had been here before getting dropped here by some.  Maybe that is all I had to do was go that much cheaper for the household to get some plain out of here and not to bother at all anymore also.  Since I have pretty much stopped using the dryer for laundry here and started hanging all of it that adjatated some folks totally that were coming over at the time.  Also what got to some was that I do not flush all of the time in the bathroom here.  The one gal that was coming over here could not understand in why I was and still am saving on the water here at all at the time.  Now since alot of the bills will be coming down here I can do more here in the household also.  So now at this time here with pinching money that much harder here for the household it does not seem that bad at all here. 

Shaking my head

Well I can say that it has got alot cheaper here totally without a problem at all now.  Without an extra mouth to feed around here for dinner 2 nights a week I am really shocked here in how much food that I do not have to cook at all.  Pluss no leftovers are here also once I think of it all also from the past 2 nights.  Even the extra dishes have took a hike around here that I do not have to get done also.  So with that said here I know at this point in time that some were taking total advantage of what I was doing here at the household at this time.  So as I sit here this morning and think of what all was going down here and how much cheaper I can get the household at this time I like it for what I need to do here.  I was hoping to get a break here to get a chanse to really think of what I needed to do to cut down again here in the place and caught one totally since some are madder than a wet cat in heat at me.  At this time I have cooked less food and had to work less in the household now than what I have had to do in a year thanks to some people not coming over at all in the past 2 weeks totally.  It almost makes me sick in what went on totally and now things have calmed down with alot of what was going on.  Also things are sticking around here without to much hassle at all and knowing that 3 bills are going down it does help out here on myself and my Husband.  At this point in time now I am seeing alot more for what to cut down here in the household once again along with thinking on what to do for the place.  With the 2 weeks that I was gone for I knew in what I had to do here along with trying to cut even more during the week so some things could happen on the weekends.  With that said I have a feeling that alot of the bills will be coming down here without a problem now and the gas bill has already took a nose dive for the good.  When there is a 50 dollar drop for that bill I can only see what the power and the water will look like around here when they all come in again along with getting excited about it here.  With the 50 dollar drop in the gas bill it will be 2 weeks here as of tomarrow and that much so far and I can only wait on the next bill to see how much more it will drop.  Without the extra laundry and other things going all weekend here this should be good here totally.  With that being said here at least I know that others have to go out to buy groceries more often now along with doing other things that they have to do.  I am amazed in how some have ran their household totally and figured that since they are slobs at their place then it is ok to start at another place without the worries of cleaning at all or who was cleaning the other place also here at the time.  With alot less work on my part for the housework here it has been nice totally and I have been feeling pretty good about alot of things also.  Being a housewife here instead of going out and working I got looked down on with the person who was coming over also here and it seemed worse with the last 8 months after the surgery that I had also.  I got really tired of it also here with trying to get to everything here in the household and mopping the floors almost 4 days out of the week with the one person coming over and looking down on me here, and it goes along with cooking all of the time also here for the person.  So now at this point it makes me wander about some here totally and what they really were trying to do here for the household totally. 

Shaking my head

Well I got my Husband yesterday morning here and went from there.  Since we landed at Target yesterday afternoon it was not that bad at all in what was spent.  Since I needed a skillet here and knew that Target was the best place to get that item we went.  Pluss there was several other things that I did pick up while we were at it all here and part of it was for my finger totally.  So now at this point in time here I am still in shock that some things have lasted longer than what I figured they would in the bathroom for the past 2 weekends in a row.  Now I know that it is almost back to normal for alot of the things that I had not noticed before here in the house.  It seems like I am on a saving spree here for the household yet again.  It does tell me that it was not me here since I was doing things during the to make up for the weekend.  Now that I do not have to do somethings during the week at all it is all good, even though I will do anyway since that is what I am use to here.  Since I do turn off things during the week here and I will still not use the dryer hardly here for the household I will keep that part of things totally for the household.  Also here I did cook yesterday and it was not much at all and still got everyone full here in the place for dinner.  Since I do not have to cook much here anymore with some not coming over it works for me here.  All I can do is sit back and do what I have to do for the household here to get it that much cheaper and not worry about others at all.  With some folks they understand in why I am doing alot of the things here totally to keep the bills down along with trying to cut the bills down that much further at this time.  Another thing is cutting on the budget all of the time here it gives me something to do here besides thinking around the household.  With that said here I knew some looked down on me totally for not working at all except for being a house wife here over the past 5 years.  When I figured out that some things still work from when I moved up here almost 19 years ago here I applied them again for the trailer and kept them for the house here also.  I did not have much to begin with totally and that was fine here with me and now at this point I know that I have it better than what I did here at the house.  So that is part of the reason of why I am keeping the cheap ways and adding more every week still.  The nice thing about what I am doing here totally is that I know that I have to work at it and will always work at it here to get things that much lower.  I guess that is part of the reason in why I have been switching things over here also to the cheaper things to clean with totally and some have not even realized in what I have been doing over the past 8 months here at all.  That is the best part here about what I am doing here again.  I have noticed here that since some things have been getting switched over things have been cleaner than ever also while I am at it. 

Got to thinking

Well I got to thinking yesterday totally around here and I maybe right on alot of things here also.  So as I sit here this morning and think of all that needs to be done here totally for the day and thank goodness I picked up gloves so I can at least get some things done also here while I am at it.  Also to worry about a friend here since she is having the same neck surgery that I had done 8 months ago almost to the day.  Anyway with another week down here and has totally flew by on the cheap side of course here it amazes me.  This is what some have not got about me at all here is that I am going that much cheaper without a problem at all here and some do not even have a clue as to what I have been doing for the household.  I explained to some folks last night here in what was going and they had about flipped out about it.  Since I have been switching things over here in the household totally here from the past 15 months it has been a good thing totally on the budget and others have not noticed in what was going on at all that were coming over on a regular weekly run.  I guess in why they did not notice at all was because I had not switched over the dish soap to the cheaper stuff here at all since I have been using the other stuff up in the past months of being here in the house.  So now at this point in time here since I still have over a bottle and a half of the one dish soap still it will be awhile before that part of the house gets switched over totally here.  Maybe that is what has got to some around here about myself here is that I have been going that much cheaper for the house here and never asked them for their opinion on it at all in what I was doing.  With that said here at least I am getting that much cheaper for the household and did not think it was a problem at all in what I was and still doing for the household here to get it cheaper.  Alot of what I am doing now for the household now is what should have been done when we first moved in totally to begin with here and some have ignored me about things here.  Now I am playing catch up with that part of things totally here and it will get done without a problem at all now without some here.  The nice thing about that part is that I know in what I can do totally here and go from there from now on.  With the past almost 2 weeks here it has been nice on alot of things and now my Husband has realized in why I have been trying to keep the bills low here totally also.  So now that the power and water bills will get that much lower here totally without a doubt now also I like that part of things totally. 

As I sit here

Well I got some things done yesterday and that includes cutting myself here on top of it.  So now at this point I will be getting out to get some gloves and other things that are needed now since I have not found the gauze and tape at all here as of yet.  At this point I can walk to get that part of things here totally and do not mind it at all.  Since alot of things are going up around here totally may as well start walking again and not even bother to drive.  Pluss it gives me a chanse to pick up the nickels along the way here also while I am going up to the dollar store for the day.  Also there will be a Walgreen's opening up soon within walking distance here shortly and I can get some things there once a month again.  This way I do not beat up the truck going into the city also while I am trying to get some place.  Maybe that is what bothers some people about me at this point also is that I do not mind walking at all here and it will never bother me at this point also.  I guess this is why I did not mind getting the house at the time at all knowing that I can walk to places without a problem at all and still get around.  So now at this point in time here I will be taking my one cart with me here also and going from there for the day.  At least I can depend on myself to get some things done here for the household and not think twice about in what I do now, since some have not realized in what all that I do here.  The funny part about it all here is that since I have been doing for the household here and asked for very little help totally except for after my surgery and still got watched picking things up way to heavy at the time about 10 days later here also I pretty much knew that I was on my own for alot of things here without a problem at all and started doing other things slowly also here while I was at it.  So now at this time here maybe this is why I do not ask for help at all and when I do ask for it here I get dropped on the curb about things also.  Oh well at least I know that the bills are going down that much further around the household and there is less areas to clean also here so I am saving on that part also here.  Even the cable guy was impressed yesterday since I was not on the computer at all when he walked into the household also.  When the cable guy even puts booties on to walk across the floor to help me out here for not cleaning I knew right then and there that others were slobs that did not care when they came over totally also.  So the new modem went in and the old one went out also while we were at it.  So now at this point in time here at least I can say that the big system is working better now that with the old modem totally. 

Thinking again

Well today is another day here and it will be another cheap day again.  Since it will be one of them days for today all I really need to do is pick up some and the household will stay clean totally after that.  It really amazes me here is that one person that leaves totally then there is less work on me at this time.  I wanted to go that much cheaper for the household when I got back from Illinois but, dang I did not figure that it would come this fast here at all for everything coming together here at all.  With that being said here totally for the household here I have been switching alot of things over here after I got back and I started other things also as well to help save money totally here without a problem.  I had figured to start in with the laundry area and the kitchen first here to start pinching alot more then go from there.  After that I started in on thinking about what else I could do for the household and it all came together here without a problem at all.  Since I mopped last week here in the household the floor has been really clean after that and no messes from the dog at all after all said and done here also.  All I have to do is sweep the floor and be done with it at this point in time here.  Another thing is that since alot of the work that I was doing at the time here was with a huge amount of back pain totally and I could not keep up after awhile also and still try to figure out on how to be cheap with it all.  Now that I have that part of the place already done and it only took a week to do so around here while I was at it.  It really tells me that some that were coming over here to the household just did not care at all in what was going on and what I was trying to do here also.  When I have done alot around here for the place and it really scared my Husband in what I had done totally within a week he started realizing in why also here that I could not keep up at all.  So now at this point in time here at least I can say that since things are costing pennies on the dollar at this time it is all good on the budget also.  Since I do cook on the cheap for the household also here that will never change out of me also here.  At this point in time since alot of things are going down here for the household it is nice to know that I was not seeing things at all at one point in time nor lost it also.  So now here since I have got alot of it straight here for the place it is not so bad here with the little time that I have had to get to where I am at now.  Also I got some what stocked back up on things here as of yesterday and do not mind it what so ever in what was spent for the household while I was at it here.  The funny thing about all of this is that at least I can say that the household is not hurting for squat at this time here and now I can go thru things that much slower form now on also while I am at it.  With that part and still switching things over here and the only thing that is really left is the dish soap at this time and, I am doing pretty good on alot of things here.  I think that is what gets to some people here that have been over totally and have stopped coming over also.  So now at this point in time I have to start picking up and go from there.

Shaking my head

Well I got out to the doctors today and knowing in what some said to me last week here and caught another person lieing here and told her about it and she better back up her truck also here.  Now with next month here I will be back out there with the broken screw in my neck here and that is why I was in alot of pain for about 3 weeks pluss here without a doubt at all.  Once the stress got out of here I started feeling better also in the past week but still in pain that I can handle.  Now at this point in time I can careless about the gal that dropped me on the curb totally since apparently she was not even bothered of why I was feeling so bad there for a good while here once I think of it.  And since I was out today here I went ahead and did what I had to do and alot of what I picked up will be streached out without a problem also here in the household now.  So after all said and done all I have left is getting cheaper here for the household and to do what I can when I can without pushing myself at all here from now on in the household to get things done.  Now at this point I am fighting mad about some things and I know that I am better off of leaving some alone here and let them be since they need others to stick up for them also at this point in time.  I let it go around here and went on with things also here in the house and I did not ask for that much help at all here after the surgery that I had.  I was not suppose to lift anything and had to with the one gal totally around here for the household after about a week and about told her to never bother again and did not do it here.  Once I paid the gal back and said that I knew that would happen with the new dog that she could not afford at all that is when she got nasty totally with me here.  That and I would not go with her at all also on the road trip.  I know what the trip to Illinois did to me and it was not pretty since I was pretty much in pain the full 2 weeks that I was there and could have took care of the problem without a problem since I know the doctors that way also that could have helped me out more than the ones up here in NY State. 

Thinking again

Well I started thinking again yesterday around here and I have came up with alot of things that made since to me around the household.  Since I have been going alot cheaper here totally since myself and my Husband moved into the house here and others have tried to undo in what I have been doing here to keep the bills low it is ok.  When some did not show up at all this past weekend here it did not bother me at all here.  I have also realized that I did save about 10 dollars if not more this past weekend while I was at it all since some did not come over at all.  Between the one light being off in the kitchen, the commode not being flushed all of the time, and I did not have to cook extra for the person it was all good.  Pluss there was no complaining in what I made for dinner at all also while I was at it here.  So now at this point in time here at least I can say that some will not see in what else that I switch over along with where I shop at also here from now on for the household.  Since alot of what went on here was alot of cleaning in the past week here and that is ok since I have felt alot better also about things.  Also I have realized that I can go that much cheaper here in the house without a problem at all now since there will be nobody here to cut me down on the things that I will be doing here.  At this point in time I have cut alot of the soaps down totally in the household along with getting things stocked up here for the place since November.  With that being said around here at least I can do alot more here without any help at all and go from there.  That is what made me mad from some people when the said that they supposadly helped me out all of the time here in the house when they have not even bothered to lift a finger here to do any dishes nor clean also.  At least now I can say that things have got alot cheaper without the person and will continue to go that much cheaper for the house also without a problem at all.  Since I have had less to do around the household this week unlike last week here I am not even bothered by it at this time.  Some things do not have to get done this week at all since I did them last week and with the floor I was right about that part totally here also now.  That was all I asked the person was to take her shoes off at the door to see what would happen and the poor dog did not have to mark where the gal walked at here all weekend nor yesterday morning here also.  So I saved money for not using the steam mop nor cleaners to get everything done here all weekend for the kitchen and bathroom floors.  Now that I know that I am not working as much in the household to try and get it clean here maybe that is why I have not been in that much pain also here with the last week.  With the past week I have learned that it is ok to get mad and to channel it into another area and that is why I am getting that much cheaper here without much arguements from my Husband in the past week.  Also I know that by going that much cheaper here in the household I am better off for it.  Maybe that is why some got pretty mad at me also last week and like it matters at this point in time anyway.  I know when to just give up also around here and that is why I said fine then do not come over and not to bother around here also with myself.  So lets see what I can do for the day here with the doctors appointment and afew other things and go from there.

Shaking my head

Well with some things going that much cheaper here it is nice to know that I can get it that much further around the household.  Since I have the place pretty much stocked up at this point in time here and on the very cheap it does not bother me at all now.  What was going on for alot of why I was feeling really bad here for a good while here is that some people were cutting me down to the point of I had to get out of the household here and I did alot of shopping also for the place.  So now that I did not go shopping this weekend at all nor all of last week since the place is that stocked up around here it was not so bad at all and my Husband asked what was wrong with me since I did not get out to shop at all.  I told him that nothing was wrong here and I just did not feel like doing that part for the week here.  Maybe this week I will get out to Kmart for afew things and that is it.  And it will have to be after the doctors appointment tomarrow also here that I have.  So now at this point in time at least everything that will be done here in the household at this time will be done on the very cheap side of life and some have never liked me to do things in that fashion at all since they have known me for awhile.  My best friend here of 25 years does the same thing that I have for her household totally and does not mind in what I have done at all.  I guess that is what happends when the both of us grew up broke in 2 differant households and got taught about money from an early age.  With some people that I know at this point in time they will get the most expensive things out on the market here still to this day since some were trained that way thru their life and refuse to budge about it and then wander why they are totally broke at this time here also.  Since I had went out a week ago Friday here to the dollar store and got about 6 bottles of dish soap for 88 cents per bottle my Husband did not mind and told the one gal that refuses to come over now about it she looked at me and told me straight out I refuse to shop there and in what I picked up was not name brand at all.  My Husband and I looked at each other and shook our heads since I did pick up Ajax dish soap.  Since I asked him after I picked it up Ajax or Pomolive dish soap here for the household he told me Ajax and that he could not stand our hands peeling with the other at all anymore.  So that told me something right then and there in what I had done.  Also he looked at me yesterday and asked in how long it would take me to get thru the one laundry soap totally and I told him not long at all since we have a ton of laundry every other week here and he told me good and that he wanted the Purex back in use here also.  It tells me something around here in that I am doing something right for the household totally and I will not complain about it at all now. 

Laughing

Well at this point in time yesterday was a busy one here.  I ended up with alot done here in the household and I liked it.  Pluss I knew that I was right about some things here and told my poor dog that is 16 years old good job on not going on the floor at all.  So as I sit here at this point in time here and have already started plotting for the rest of the day here since I have to get alot of the laundry done today or I go naked to the doctors office totally tomarrow.  Since the household is not that bad at this time at all and I have some hot spots that need to be done and that is it for the day.  Otherwise I can take most of the week off on alot of things that will get done today on the very cheap here.  At this point in time here at least I am willing to do alot of things on the cheap here even though I am upgradeing the internet this week also and will come up with the extra 10 dollars for the month to pay for that part of things here.  Since some will not be over at all anymore here there is the 10 dollars there on the weekends that I will save on the T.P. and the power bill around here along with the water bill for the house here.  My Husband looked at the water bill and asked in how I got it down another 15 dollars for the time period here and I told him in what I did.  He looked at me and said if I would have known that I would have said something before to the person that was coming over to the house here before she got nasty about things totally.  So that bill will go down here without a problem at all and I do not have to do that much to that bill except to keep doing what I have been doing at this point here.  That is part of the nice thing about what I have been doing to get the bills down for the household here and I have already warned my Husband that it will get cheaper here with or without him being here totally from now on.  All the poor man said was go for it around here and that it would not hurt him one bit at all since most of it will be done during the week of course.  This is why I am being let go to get things done around the household here without to much lip at all.  Also I have pretty much kept alot of things from one place to the other here and that is part of the reason of why the dish soap has not been switched over at this time while I have been at it.  Maybe that is what has scared alot of folks about me at this time is that I have been getting that much cheaper for the house here and do not mind it at all at.  So now to get the place back to thinking on the cheap and go from there at this point in time.  If it meens to only spend about a dollar for the dish soap and for bath soaps around here for the month I will do that part totally on my own here and will not mind it at all here. 

Cutting back

Well I have been cutting back here in the household here without a problem here and that is how I like it here also.  When some figure that I can just pick up and go for 2 days here and not even think about what is in the household and my luck here it is not worth the trouble at all.  Since the gal would not listen to me at all here on where to cut down in her household I left it alone and did not want any part of her going to get the new dog period here anyway.  Not only that when I told the person that I could go on the 10th since the doctor canned the appointment I got ignored and told that well I knew that I was going to be over the next day it was not worth the reply at all and I knew something else was up also.  When the gal said that myself and my Husband were liars last week I was done totally on a date that she told the both of us here the week before to when she wanted to leave.  Now at this point last week on Monday I had asked a question of the gal that wanted me to go with her to pick up another dog if she could take off her shoes here when she came in and kind of explained why that I wanted to see if my dog would stop going in the household here 3 days a week the gal tried to blast me out of the water totally and it did not work at all to her favor.  So now I am really wandering if the gal is doing the same thing here that she did in her home state totally when she lost her kids in also and can not get them back along with other kids also in the state of NY.  I can only guess in what happened here besides in what the gal told me and it is haunting her to this day along with her husband that has passed away.  Seeing what the gal did to me while I was gone and there should have been very little in the garbage can out side here to go out anyway and I got told by her that "Oh I forgot to put out the can to the curb for your household" along with "Oh the city never said something to me for my place with 10 bags outside never making it to the curb" also.  Now I know in some of the whys of what is really going on at this point in time and when the statement is made to me also here of why should the gal clean when it is just her in the household I really wandered.  Now granted people have to work nomatter in how many kids they have in the household period totally.  When I had my step children and my nefew with me I had 3 jobs and was going to school also and still managed to keep up with the household for the most part to try to keep it clean in what I was doing.  It was cluttered granted along with being clean and food in the house also at the same time.  It did not look like a bomb went off totally at all in where I lived at since I did try to keep up with things.  So now I am really wandering if the other state said something to NY State here in what happened and that her husband that has passed was not a good place for his children to be since she was deamed unfit totally also in the other state that she came from.  There is alot of unanswered questions that are out there that never got answered at all and may never will at this point.  All I know is that the gal did not want her children up here in the NY State area with what a dear friend was doing also and she said she would not fight for the kids at all.  Well it came out that the gals mom and stepfather in so many words adopted the kids also at the time in what I was told and some did not waver from what they have said and it went with what her daughter said also here at the time and yes I have kept my mouth shut on alot of things here.  Also here within the last month in the house here some said that she was spoiled by her husband totally and she did not think of the costs of it also in what I could remember out of it all.  I hate to say it at this point in time even though I love the guy dearly he left her just totally broke and still has along with his parents.  Maybe that was my biggest fear that I had with the gal when my Husband totally asked for us to barrow money off of her is being drug into court for not paying her back right away when I did.  Granted I have trust issues here and would not chance the house at all period and getting thrown out here and I pretty much pulled the money out of my toush.  That is why I let the gal run up some bills on me and never complained one bit on it all untill I could pay her back here and never wandered why she took her laundry needs before she left for her home state and came back.  The gal never really cared in why I was doing the things that I was doing for the household here and never will at all since I am the cheap one here totally.  Also she helped my Husband drop my own toush on the curb to cut me down for what I could not get to at all at the time and hurting in alot of ways here.  That is part of the reason of why I have had alot of the weight lifted off of me when the gal threatined me this past week that she would not come out to the house here since I am nothing but a "Drunkin Bitch" in her eyes and gets nothing done anyway.  This is why some laughed when I told the gal fine then don't come over and it is no skin off of my nose nor toush at this time.  This is why I have been feeling good this week when I said fine then don't, since I could careless in what the gal does anyway.  I am not freaking out at all here and I am happy that it is over with here since I have got blamed for things that I have not even done at all.  This is what some have not understood at all here and I do not expect them to at all at this point in time.  There is just alot of other things also here that I will let go here also since I have always known that I was on my own and that was the last person I expected to hang something over my head here in the new place. 

Thinking again

Ok I have been thinking around here and why I have been doing some things totally to cut the costs here in the household.  When I have refuse to do somethings here in the household like flush the commode here and others should have picked up on it when they were in the bathroom here and could care less since their water bill is double mine totally it makes me wander totally.  But, then again according to some I am the stupid one also here for trying to cut the bills down for the household.  So now since I do not have to worry about some coming over at all here anymore it is all good in what I will be doing from now on in the household.  I have been cutting back since the trailer here on things and using less on alot of things that were going in then and why should the house here be any different.  I am even worse here in the house on cutting things down here since otherwise the bills would over run some of us if we did not cut down here during the week.  What alot of what was going down here was that I was trying to over compensate for the 2 days that some were here wasting things on me and it was not working at all.  So now at this point in time since I have less things to do for this week and I can cut back even more here without a problem since some will not be here any longer also and never know in what I am really doing also for the house.  With the last post I did say that I did not ask from some and I never did here to barrow money at all from some.  I expected the blame anyway and never said any different about it when the person did blame me for things here.  There are things that I will not put up with here in the place and that is the icing on the cake after I let the person run up bills here and never said squat about it even though I was tired of the B.S. here in what some were doing.  So that is why I was cutting more during the week here in the house than what was expected of me and trying to mop the floor for 3 days here without having my own dog mark her own territory also after some were here.  That is another post in its self totally around here on that part.  So now at this point since I do not have to go to any stores here at all after all said and done since things are getting stretched out that much more here also on that part of things it is even better on me.  Knowing that I have food and other things here in the house here totally and do not have to make sure that I have enough food for 3 or more people here at all after some did not realize in what I was doing for others here.  With that said here since I am switching things over in the household and have been for months here totally and knowing other things will stick around that much longer here I am really liking it at this point.  Pluss the bills will go down also at this point since some are not here and I do not have the extras to do also here.  Some things are on track for alot of what I am doing here in the household and that is all I can ask for at this point also.  Now I can say that I got lucky this past week here for alot of things and did notice in what the heck in what was going down.  Also here there was only one cut down this weekend here on my Husbands part and some of us are in it togeather for alot of things.  I got told also last night here that some things were not right and I said you are right here and I will not complain at all except that I am feeling good after the explosion that took place.  That and I can go that much cheaper for the house here at this time and it is already in the works. 

Seeing still

Well I would have not got to go out lastnight here if some would have still been coming over for this weekend if they had their way.  As I told one of my best friends lastnight here when she called and what happened totally with the one gal she started laughing and said if ya had that attatude and still do you were in the right totally.  Then she asked me in how things were holding up around the household and I told my girlfriend that I just ran out of the one roll of T.P. here tonight and it did not get ate up by the one gal that use to come over all of the time and that I have less dishes here also to get done while I am at it now.  So as I sit here and seeing in how much was wasted with the one gal that was coming over to the household twice a week here and trying to get the floor mopped totally on top of it no wander why I had so much stress going on and that was trigering the pain in my neck.  So as I was telling my girlfriend in what had happended and that I was still one of the cheaper ones out of the bunch here still to this day she agreed with me totally in that some of us never lost the nack for things in the household at all.  Since I was never the one to go out and get my nails done and spend money just because I could at any point in time here I knew that I would be better off for it all in the trailer.  This is part of the reason of why I do not baby myself and it is one of the things of pinching the pennies togeather that much harder.  Alot of what I was seeing out of the one gal totally that was coming over is that she would complain every so often that she was broke and not bother to say hey I can cut back on this and this and be good for the month here without a problem at all.  Granted I get to the laundry once every 2 weeks around here in the household for the most part and it is all gathered up in bags so I can get it down stairs here to make my job alittle easier.  Also on top of it here I will find the easy way of getting things done here for the household and go from there.  Even if it meens of keeping up with some things and letting other things go for the place.  Maybe that is why some freaked out here in what I have been doing and not been doing for the household and myself.  So now at this point in time here it is all making alot of since in what has went on and the whys.  Now with that being said here I never asked for any money what so ever from the gal who accussed me of it at all and never will.  I paid her back for what my Husband asked and I totally stayed out of it unless I was paying the gal back for what others did in the household.  If it was up to me I would have never barrowed the money off of the gal in the first place seeing what happened now as of a week ago tomarrow along with other things that were going down.  There are some things that I just will not do and as some say pride fallith before everything else here they meen it with someone like me.  I do not ask for money at all and never will since I know better around here and it is chucked by some of my family members also and how I seen what the heck happened.  Also my Husband knows that I have talked with some of the neighbors now and they would not lie and have no reason to also in what was going on while I was gone since I busted some also while I was at it.  As I told my best friend I have to save up if and when I come back down and at this point I do not have the money to do squat with anyway at this point since life did happen also here and bills got paid.  The person agreed with me and we went from there since we are all broke.  So now at this point in time here at least I can say that alot of people that are very close to me are cutting corners even in their place and the ones who were not close to me could careless in what they were doing at all and figured that it was ok and oh this person will help me out either way I go here.  So as I sit here now and think of how many corners that I have cut in front of at least one person since they were over all of the time here and they never picked up on alot of things that were going down here at the house.  What I meen by that is when I do not have all the movie channels since I do not watch them nor does my Husband they do not get bought at all here for the month.  Also the both of us are working off of cell phones and they are more reliable than the cable phone at this time.  This is what has got to some people at this point in time here that just did not care nor did they ever care in what was going down in how I was trying to cut back at the time. 

Shaking my head

Well after all said and done around here yesterday at least I know that I can still be cheap and get by with it all at this point.  Since I will not stay home and sulk over things at all and a night out for a free event here never hurt me in the least bit.  All I could do was laugh since lastnight pretty much stalled me out for the laundry and other things that needed to be done here in the house.  That part will get done this afternoon totally here and I do not have a problem with it at all.  Also my Husband knows he has clean laundry for the truck at this time here and knew that I would work on that part this past week.  With that being said for that part of things here I have busted my toush here so far here in the household and did not mind it at all since I knew some would not be over this weekend at all.  The floor stayed pretty clean also with the dog prints even from the landing and no other dog messes at this time so I must have been right on that part of things also from Monday.  So that tells me right then and there that in why I was not getting anywhere with the household for cleaning with the one gal coming over on Friday's and Saturday's at this point in time.  Ok so I notice little things here that go on.  Also I have noticed other things while I was at it for 2 days around the household here and I have less work to do for this afternoon and tomarrow.  So I may just get alot of the things done by tomarrow here and get to do little things during the rest of the week here totally like the doctors office and waiting on the cable guy to come out.  Now with that being said for the household here it will all be done on the cheap side and I do not care in what others think nor say about it here in what I will be doing at all.  That is the nice thing about hanging the laundry to dry and using less of everything here in the household also while I am at it all.  Since I figure to takle the bathroom here today and get most of the laundry folded so I can start that part also for the day I should be ok after I get back home here totally for the day.  What gets to me the most here is that since some dropped me for being right it seems like I do notice alot more in what needs to be done and try to get it done even more so here.  Also I have been doing alot more on the cheap side of things also, things like last night even though I worked where we were at and still had a good time.  So now at this point in time here since I am still feeling pretty good after almost a week of doing heavy housework here it is amazing.  Pluss I want to see in how far I can take the household now to the cheapness part of life after the carnage that has been left or some have tried to leave me here. 

Still looking

Since I am still looking in what all I can do to cut the cost in the household here and alot more will be coming togeather here without a problem at all now.  With that being said here I have cleaned out alittle more of the living room here and part of the dishes are soaking in hot water also here at this time.  I will have alot less dishes at this time here without a problem at all as of yesterday for the household so that part helps out also on saving money to a point.  The food bill will be going down also around here without to much fight on things here since some things have happened here that I could careless on anyway and I feel better also on alot more things it all may work out for the best.  Now some folks that have cut me down for what I have been doing here have to learn in how to do on their own and also cook while they are at it also without coming over to my place to eat at least 3 times a week here.  With that part said I got tired in doing alot of things and ran out of dinner ideas while I was at it all for when my Husband is home.  Also there are other things that are needing to be done that I could not do otherwise here with some not leaving untill 11 pm or later out of my place.  So now that was also the part of looking around to add more to what I need to do for some people that are here.  Otherwise I am cutting down on alot more here in the household that I could deal without totally now.  This is why the power is being cut down even more here without a problem at all since the T.V. is not a major thing with me anymore along with the dryer also here for laundry.  Since I have found more ways to save money here for the place some have not got the point in why I have been cutting even more now than ever in the past almost 8 months here.  So now I get to cut further here and noticed this morning that things are lasting longer also here without a problem.  Now that other things are being streached out also for the household once again without others here it amazes me totally in what others do for their households also here now.  I also knew that I would get the household revamped here with the budget and at Monday morning I did not think it would be this quick for some things here at all untill it all started coming togeather here by the next day.  So at this point since some have not seen me switch over some things yet that is on them totally here and their loss still.  Now to wait untill the middle of the week here and  then start printing coupons after this also it is all good to get parts of the household here that much cheaper here in areas that the one would not think of even doing.  Here and now I can cut that much more here in the household and not think another thought at all here since I will not be cut down for it nor be dropped on the curb also for what I am willing to do also for the household. 

Now I know

Well I will not switch the cable company that I have now for any amount of money here.  Since I can watch some programs over the computer as of the end of next week with head phones on of course and with the internet free of charge from the cable company it is a good thing here.  With that being said the one sales guy wanted me to put the phone back into the house and I told him no since my cell phone works just fine and told him since the cable wire got yanked out of the house here last year I had to use the cell to call them anyway.  He understood after that comment out of me here.  Now at this point in time here since alot of the household bills will go down that much further here and I am on the try out for the higher speed internet here it is well worth the time and trouble also for alot of things.  When some threatened to not come over at all anymore here it did not bother me at all and still does not here still to this day.  The person did not realize that since I have a new mind frame on things here at this time I will be saving more on the bills and other things without her coming over 2 days a week.  Also alot less stress on me here while I was at it all.  So now at this point in time here I will find out here by when the bills start coming in again to the household in what is going on with alot of things here.  Since I do not have many lights going during the week and now I can cut at least 2 more lights out around here totally it does help out alot more than what some figured it would.  Also the gal thought I would still go with her to get a dog that she does not need since she has told me that she was broke most of the time anyway.  The gal asked for my opinion here on what to do in her household and I told her here and got blown off also by the statement from the gal saying oh I can not do that and refuse to do that also.  So I gave up here and did not say any more about it.  Now I know that I can only give out the tricks that I do here for my own household and it is up to the person who reads the blog here in what they want to try.  This is why I say get the drying racks for the household and see what happends when you do not use the dryer at all for laundry.  Some folks have rules for some of the comunities that they live in and it does not meen that you can not open the doors and windows to a room to let the laundry dry in a room.  There are other ways also to get laundry dry also besides the drying racks.  Also since I do turn things off during the day here in the household it does help out on that part of things in a place.  Another thing is that I have started switching things over here in the household that costs pennies compaired to what I was spending on the more expensive name brands that do not always work to get the job done.  So now at this point in time I am about down to the last 2 bottles of the one dish soap here and that will be used up soon I hope around here so I can say that part of things are done also here in the household.  Gee 5 dollars for the one bottle of soap compaired to a dollar or under here I will pick the dollar and under here to get the same job done for alot less.  With that being said there are so many things that I do here in the household at this point in time here that it is hard to put it all down in one spot totally.  Since I have been doing alot of this again since my Husband and my self were in the trailer and moved it to the house here also, this is where some have not got the point in what and why I have been doing things the way that I have been at this point here and they may not after this time also here.  Or it may have scared them half to death also in what I do.  Now that I can get the place that much cheaper here I will say that it is not as much of a challange anymore at this time in what I figured it was totally without some coming over anymore.  At this point in time things are going to smack others in what I can do here after all of this. 

Looking around

Well lastnight I got to look around with my eyes wide open along with cutting some things out totally.  I figured that some things would be gone by this morning in the bathroom since some people that use to come over to the household here used so much of the T.P. it was painfull.  I still have the quarter roll left from yesterday here and the commode was not flushed all of the time also here while I was at it.  With that being said around here knowing in what I had seen out of some folks here I did not need it at all.  Maybe it is in how I look at things here also for cutting back here to save money.  I also do not have to off set squat here during the week anymore for what has went on during Friday and Saturday here at all now.  Along with yesterday here I had called the cable company and added the extra speed on the internet and I will see in how that will work out by the middle of the week here.  At this point in time the internet will pay for itself here without a problem at all and so will other things that I am cutting on still.  With yesterday it was a huge boost on things totally since I have been looking for ways to cut more out and it just proved my point to others here also while I was at it all.  Since I do go thru my bakeing dishes every so often also here to get them washed up from the dust here in the house I am ok with it.  Now I will get this to a whole new level of being cheaper for things here in the household and still will be able to get more cut down or out of the place here without a problem at all.  I have a good head start on alot of things here and once I get the dish soap switched over it will be even better on me here.  Some things will change totally for the household and some may not like it very much at all.  Now that I have noticed that I did not have to even spot clean the kitchen floor at all this morning thanks to some with not taking their shoes off it is even better since they are not coming over and I can cut back further on the cleaners.  Ok so I was cleaning the floor more and more around here other than doing what I needed to do here for the household.  No wander in why I could hardly keep up with other things 3 days a week here.  So as I sit here and think of all the things that will be done on the very cheap I will be happier about this.  Now at this point in time here lets see in what I can do here for the rest of the month here and there will be about 2 weeks of cutting on the weekends here showing up on the bills here also.

Shaking my head

Well yesterday I got invited to an event here and to invite others also here while I am at it all.  It is the strangest thing that some would do that for me here and now but, then again that is what happends when some of us still have connections in town.  Anyway along with getting the invite here I noticed some things that have went on here in the household also as of last night.  Since there was only myself and my Husband here it was a good thing going.  I got to sleep some here totally without being woke up along with turning off some lights while I was at it all.  That does not include the other things that went on last weekend that did not go on this weekend also for the place.  I am figureing that some of us are going to save about 10-25 dollars here for the weekends totally in all areas of the household.  This is what my Husband will find out with the hard way here totally when the bills start rolling in again for the next month.  So now at this point in time here other things are looking up also and it is that extra push on alot of things to go that much cheaper here for the household.  Now here since I am still feeling pretty good with my neck and upper back here I am seeing alot more of what I can do for the household and it is getting done totally here without a problem also.  This is what some have not understood at all here and they will by the time I get done.  Since I did not get cut down at all lastnight I have noticed that it was not me at all and since the weight has been lifted off of myself totally I may get someplace here and now, with cleaning and keeping the place clean.  As some have told me this week here without some here that I was right on alot of things and his wife goes thru the same thing but in a different area here that stress is a huge factor in alot of things.  Since my spirit has been lifted also here I have been doing alot more this week.  For once I really want to cook and I do not feel beaten down about it since Monday here. 

Quiet day

Well yesterday was fairly quiet around here in the household.  When I ended up with 2 more loads of laundry in the washer and hanging up along with other things going on it was a good day.  So as I sit here at this point in time I am waiting on my Husband to call me to go pick him up around here and it will be another good day here to say the least since I will be out of the house for about 3 hours.  It will be a nice change here for the day since I have really not been on the road that much except for short trips around here since I have got back in NY State.  The wierd part about this here is that I will get my walk in for the day and will not mind it at all.  So now at least there will be things done today when I get back here and all of it will be done on the cheap yet again for the day.  I guess this is what bothers more folks that have known me here in the past year is that I have been cutting way back with alot of the stuff here in the household.  Some of it has been slipped under their noses without a problem in what I have been doing here.  It goes along with switching things over here in the place.  Since I have been getting things cheaper here for the household and major sales here instead of paying top dollar like some do for their places in the area.  With that being said here on that part of things and knowing in what some do totally it is plain out nuts.  When some told me this week that I was on total track for the house here as 10 months ago for cutting the costs here I about fell over.  The guy was right around here totally.  At least some know in what is going on here without a problem at all and do not mind in what I do also while I am at it all.  Since I do have the back stock here and some said they were thinking about it untill they hit my household and knew it would pay off at their place also at this time he knew and was telling his wife when they all got home.  At this point I must be doing something right to some folks here totally in my place.  So now at this point at least I can say that I am still feeling good also here with alot of things and I can not complain to much about that part.  That will get to some folks here also here that the weight is still off of me totally.  This is why I have been thinking and doing around the household totally alot more this week and do not mind it since the pain is low at this point.  I have also been going cheaper because of all of this also here. 

Thinking again

Well I got to think for most of the day yesterday and it feels good that there will not be hardly anyone cutting me down hardly anymore here.  So now at this time I can say that at least that I have got more done after the weight has been lifted off of me than before everything blew up.  I have found out that I do not have to lay down in the middle of the day also around here becuase of the pain since that went way down at this point in time so far.  I still have to watch in what I do of course here knowing in what happends here with my neck also.  This is what some have not understood at all here with me and it hit me yesterday that I was not suppose to be lifting at all a week after surgery and had to anyway around here.  So now at this point in time here all I can say is that I have made it and wander on some people in what they were thinking at the time also.  At this point since I have been switching things over here to the cheap side some have not got in why I have been doing it neither for the household here.  The person that was over yesterday knows why I am totally doing it here for the place and told me that he was telling his wife about it also in what they can do for their place also.  This has what got to some folks that have been over to the household here in what I have been doing for the place.  Some could not understand at all of why I have been pinching the pennies that much harder around here at all and figured that some of us were just plain out there since there is a pay check coming in.  As I say there are bills to be paid here and other things also for the household here and may as well do it as cheap as possible anyway.  This is why I have been turning things off and unplugging things also here along with many other things to keep the bills down for the household while others that were coming over to the place did not care at all in what they did at all.  When some were complaining that they were broke to me here I asked what they could cut out of the budget at the time.  I got a look of horror from one gal and got told I can cut anything out at this time.  All I could do at the time was shake my head and say fine then.  Now at this point I have done all I could for some and now with splitting ways here I am ok with it at this time since I have been looking at things in a different light here in the household.  Since I have been looking here with alot of things that I can still cut on around here totally and found better ways this week in doing that part also.  With that being said here totally now I have started on alot of things here already and have cut the laundry soap down again unless the laundry is that bad here.  Another thing I have done was that I did throw some soup into the freezer here this week so some of us could have a quick meal later on for the household at this time. 

Shaking my head

Well at least I can say that some folks know in how cheap I really am at this point in time here.  The person said it was a good idea that I have the back stock in the house also while I am at it all.  So as I sit here and think on some things and know that I am doing the right thing on keeping the back stock here at the household totally.  Since I told the person in what I did here at least the guy understood as of why I was doing things like that totally now.  So at this point in time here at least I can say that things are really looking up and I like it so far.  I had a huge pop come out of my neck this morning already and I feel even better at this time.  So I will start revamping the household again and that is a good thing here totally.  I have found out that I am not the only one that is doing things around the household that are on the cheap side and some of us had a good laugh about it yesterday afternoon here also.  With that part at least I have not lost my touch at all and got asked in what else that I did for the place so far.  So I told the person what was going on and he was like and I am suprized you put up with it for that long around here and all you can do is get that much cheaper for the household without the extra people in and out now.  Now that I do not have to cook for an extra person also here and I can cut down things that much more when I do get out to the grocery store for next month.  That was part of the wandering around the household here also in how some have stopped cooking at their place totally.  I guess why bother when I was doing the cooking twice a week here.  So at this point in time here at least the bills will start coming down here as of this week and I do not mind that at all here. 

Thinking again

I will admit that I have been thinking since Monday around here totally.  At one point my short term memory was just not there at all and has came back and there was nothing wrong with the long term memory at all after some things.  There are times that I still write things down on paper as a just in case anyway and that is how it is.  At this point up untill Monday here I did what I could when I could since I had to deal with alot of pain with some things here and alot of it has been stress on alot of things here there is a problem.  Now at this point in time some things are clicking in what has been said to me at both the trailer and here at the house from some people.  Now at this point in time I can see why alot of things happen totally and for good reasons that I seen right off the bat with some.  At this point in time here with some things I can say that I am not a perfect housekeeper and never will be here.  I have hot spots for clutter and have had for years at this point in time.  Yet I still make sure that the floors are clean for the most part here along with several other spots in the household are clean also to the point of that some do not have to be scared to sit on something at all here.  After the accident 18 months ago this month I can hardly vacume the house at all and that may change here also since there is alot less stress on me at this point in time here since I was in alot of pain also and thanks to the triggers for that part.  When someone says to me that I would be sick in what she has not done to the house for cleaning at all it tells me that she was in a depression still and afew other things also at this point in time.  Now at this point in time I have got alot cheaper here since my Husband and I moved into the house here and I am still finding things to cut out of my budget totally to this day almost 14 months later here.  When I thought the person was a friend here she asked me in how I did it all and where she could cut in her own household to streach her money that much further at the time I asked her straight out bring over the bills so I could be sure in what was going out at the time.  She did and I looked at her and asked is it really a need to have 30 movie channels at the time since she only watched one of them totally.  I got told straight out I refuse to cut the cable bill for the house.  I stopped right there and said here and that I gave my opinion on where to start on things and I could not help her after the comment she made.  So now at this point in time since of the blow out on Monday here after I had asked if she could take her shoes off at the door here since I wanted to see something and got tired of mopping up water off the floor that she left behind totally here when everyone else that walks in takes their shoes off at the landing at the back door.  Now at this point since the gal told me fine I will not be over then this Friday or any other time to me I did not say much except fine what ever here and knowing what had happened before also and what was told to me here also out of her mouth along with her cutting me down for the pain that I was in fine don't come over and it was a huge weight lifted off of me right then and there.  In what was said to me over the years made since in why there were things going down also in her life.  I will not totally say what happened at all and it does make since at this point in time still.  And alot of it clicked as of yesterday totally also here.  So now at this point in time since the gal does not have a clue in what I have been doing at this point in time for the household or she just totally ignored what was going on here it is ok at this point in time.  At this point I do not have to off set in what she has done to me anymore at all for the past 3 months at all and now I will see the water bill along with the pwoer bill go down that much further at this point in time also.  That is how I am looking at it and knowing that it does not matter in what I use for soaps nor cleaners in the house from now on at all anymore here.  That is why I have been switching things over slowly and to streach out the stuff also at this time has helped that part out here. 

Laughing

Well it seems the weight has been lifted off of me still today here.  Granted I am still in pain around here and the level of that is down since some said that they would not be over this Friday night here.  It just tells me alot in how much stress that some have gave me totally here in the past almost 15 months totally.  I have not said much about it since I have been off setting alot of what was going on here in the household after the person came over for about 8 hours pluss a week there at the end.  When I had traveled here, I told the one that came over to watch the house and get the dog that trash pick up was and still is on Thursdays around here and I got oh I forgot to put it out to the curb.  I kept my mouth shut here and went from there.  Another person that was coming over also at the time for the same thing had mopped the floor for me more times since both were always late coming over with the dog.  The dog is not young at all she is 16 years old and if I would have known what happened before hand it would not have happened at all after I talked to the one neighbor after I got back.  So now that is another reason of why I will wait untill the weekend so my Husband is home and will go to PA instead.  At least I know I will not be far away and can get home right away here without a problem.  Now since I am still feeling good today here I will get more housework done and go from there.  I will say this yesterday I felt really good and kept the radio on here and kept everything off and unplugged for about 8 hours and I could have gone longer around here without alot of things going here in the household.  That tells me that I am not under that much stress after Monday around here and that is how I like it.  With that said also I did get alot of cleaning done here in the house yesterday and got further than what I thought I would.  I also figured that I would pay for it today also with pain and I am not at all here this morning.  Maybe things happen for a reason and I am not upset about this time around at all for what happened and what was said.  Since I was at the end of my rope anyway on alot of what has gone on and I was tired of another person cutting me down to the ankels for the pain that I had and still have after the surgery.  I have been doing things slowly here to get back to where I was at at one point in time and it is a long road here totally.  That is what some have not got at this point in time at all.  In the past 18 months between the car accident and the surgery here all I had left was getting that much cheaper and trying to keep a somewhat rutine on things between the trailer and moving to the house.  Alot of things did not get done at all and other things that I needed help in there was no help at all unless I begged for some to lift something for me right after the surgery here.  And yes it is the same person from Monday here with the blow out.  So now maybe it was ment to be this way and I do not take crud for very long at all. 

Shaking my head

Well I still feel like the weight is still off of me at this point in time and I am still feeling good as of now with getting alot more done than what I had planned to also here in the household.  So now at this point in time I am still waiting on the dish water to cool down so I can get that done also here for the day.  As I sit here at this point in time somewhat resting here I have more than half of my list checked off at this point for the day and it still feels good that the house is getting clean on the cheap also without a problem at all.  So with that being said around here and alot of the things were turned off also while I was at it for the day and more of the same tomarrow here also so I can get more done.  I am just sick and tired of what was going down here and now at least I have a good day so I can clean and get more frustrations out also on cleaning.  So I guess at this point it was well worth it today here to get things done.  Since tomarrow is another day around here and more work needs to get done here and another trip up to the bank also this should be good here in the household totally.  While I was paying the water bill today I figured that I may as well get the recycle bin that the city has instead of the one from the Town here it all works out better for the household.  The bucket is bigger than the one that I have to say the least.  So now since things are getting switched over still here in the household and things have got alot cheaper also while I have been at it all.  I got asked today in what I did to get the water bill lower than what they all expected also.  Well I am not going to give it all up all of what I have been doing here in the household.  It also hit me in why some did what they all did and that is fine at this point since now with the dryer being off also here it helps out on another bill also here.  Oh well at least I am trying here and that is all that I can do at this point in time here. 

Not wandering anymore

Well I am not wandering any more around here in what went on with some folks at all.  At this point I am just tired of mopping up the mess at the begining of the week here in the household that others that have refused to see in what they were doing when they were here.  So now at this point in time here things will get easier on me along with that much cheaper here for the household.  Since some did not see some things here in what they were doing I can say that I do not have to mop up as many messes after yesterday and I may just get more things done here without alot of the stress that I have had before this also.  So now since I am more relaxed here than I ever was it may be a good thing that the stress has been cut to size again here also it is a good thing on me.  Also it gives me a chanse to cut on the budget here for the household and get the place that much cheaper yet again.  Now at this point in time I will be somewhat travleing here and not as far as some people would like me to also here it is to bad on them also since the household tends to fall apart while I am gone here.  With alot of things that went on yesterday all I can do is shake my head and get the house here that much cheaper.  At this point in time the flushing will be cut down also in the bathroom at this time and I will like to see the water bill go down that much further around here for the place.  That and what I have been doing to cut the water bill also this time some folks are going to freak out totally here in what will go on.  Also some will not see in what is going on here at all from yesterday forward here at all in where else that I am cutting at the budget also.  Since I do not have the movie channels on the cable along with no house phone at all that is where I have cut back on that bill totally here.  The other bills have been cut also since I do not use that much power here in the house at all and alot of the times it is just me here and I do not need alot to keep myself happy at all.  So now at this point in time I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of me here and maybe I can get more done here in the household and cut back on alot more things while I am at it all this week also.  I may just get more done this week than what others think that I will here and not having to mop up the mess by the time they leave here at 11pm or later also in the kitchen.  This is why I am not wandering in why the place is a total mess by Monday morning if not before that here and why other places have fell apart also.  So now at this point in time here at least I can say that more things are getting done here as of today and I will like it when I am totally done with things. 

Shaking my head

Well at this time I can mop the floor without a problem at all now and it will not get as bad as it is now since, others refuse to come over also at this point after I asked a simple question here yesterday morning to see what would happen.  Also that I had a feeling here that some were not going to pick up the dog that she just bought also over the hollidays.  After throwing my hands up after the gal said that she was totally broke before she left to visit her family.  So now that I can get the place that much cheaper yet again since somethings are not going to get ran that much during the weekend now for a change.  It will seem strange at first and that is ok at this point in time here that some will not be here at all.  Knowing that it will be less work on me by the time that I am done here totally since there will be less dishes and less food floating out of the house also it may be a good thing that some things played out the way they did.  Now I go to bed when I feel like it again without getting cut down for it from now on and the earlier I get up the more I can get out for a longer walk on the weekends here also.  So as I sit here and think of more of the things that I can do that is cheap for the household here at this time and knowing that it will all work out for the best while I am at it all for the place.  With that said here since some things are still getting switched over here totally and it seems to be working so far in what I have done here.  Since some will not see in what I am doing from now on here for the house to get it that much cheaper and cleaner here totally.  I guess what really bothers me the most here is that some people just do not care in what gets done here totally and if some of us get hollered at when we do not get to something around the house.  So now at this point in time all I can do is get that much cheaper and go with it around here.  And I just thought of something also for the place that the water bill will be lower also now since the cammode will not be flushed as much on the weekends now.  This may work out to the households advantage here totally.  With that part here I will start seeing a change here with the next water bill totally and it may work.  Now I am not wandering in why some are as broke as they claim to be also here at this point in time here.  Since I have cut more of the frills and things that are not needed anymore here at the household at this time here and said something to the gal that is swearing that she is broke at this time, I got told that she would not cut things out at her place at all out of her mouth here in the kitchen and I just shook my head on it all.  So now maybe some will figure it all out that in what has been going on here at my place and start thinking that maybe I was right on somethings that I had said. 

Suprized here

Well I asked my Husband yesterday if I could go that much cheaper for the household and he said go for it since he was not here all of the time.  So at this time I will see what I can do to get the place that much cheaper from now on here and some better not holler at all in what I am about ready to do also.  I think this is what gets to alot of folks that do come over to the household here and they are not getting as in why I am not doing somethings all of the time at all.  So now yes it drives me nuts up to a point here in that I am doing laundry every 2 weeks here and knowing that I want full loads for the washer instead of mini loads I save that much more on the power and the water bills totally for the house here.  So now alot of things are going to be cut out during the week here totally and I do not wanna hear it from anyone at this point in time for what I am going to do.  At this point about the only thing running here is the computer totally and that is it.  Now at this point in time the dryer will be used very little along with other things here in the household and some folks have to deal with that part here out of me.  Also with that being said here part of the Friday night crew does not mind in what I am doing since he will do the same things for his place also and he has 2 kids in the household at this point.  The funny part about all of it is that some know already in why I have went cheaper for the house here and they do not blame me in one bit at all.  Others have not got the fact of why I do not have everything going at once and they will never get it at all.  With that being said around here I do not have all of the movie channels at all and do not need them what so ever at this time.  It cuts about 150 dollars if not more off of the cable bill totally and I have dropped the house phone also while I was at it last year and there is another 50 to 75 dollars back into the household budget at this time.  That is what the one gal that comes over all of the time does not get at all here in what I am doing for the house at all.  Just like when I told her that when the on peak, off peak, and shoulder peak hours were and she was not going to use the dryer on the on peak hours at all.  Of course the gal got mad about it and I just shook my head at her and told her that it ain't gonna happen either way ya go here.  So now at this point in time I do not have to worry about that part at all here with the one gal coming over to use the washer and dryer at all anymore.  I also told her to come over on a Friday morning to get to her laundry when it was nice out and hang the laundry outside and she said no.  Now at this point in time some have not figured out that I am switching things over still to this day here for the cleaners here in the household.  It also includes the soaps for every part of the household also.  I told my Husband yesterday that we were totally stocked in alot of things and I may end up doing what I did at the trailer when everything runs out again here for the household.  Since some of us still laugh about that part of things here in a way but then again it was not funny at all in all the shampoo, conditioner, and bar soaps we had for the shower at the time when we moved my Husbands sisters household up here to NY State at the time.  It was 2 years before I had to buy any of that part if not longer at the time while we were at the trailer.  So now at this time here there are things that I do not need at all and that is fine by me since we will use it all up here totally without a problem at all.  With the dish soap I am using the old back stock still and knowing now that it works but not as well at the lower cost soap does on cruddy dishes totally.  I am working on the last 2 bottles of that now here at this time.  Also I just got another 3 bottles of bleach the other day and I have that on hand also for the house here.  Between some things here it is well worth the back stock on things totally.  So as I sit here and have thought of alot that I can still cut on totally for the household at this point it will all come into play weather some like it or not here and now.  I already know that alot more will be cut out of the budget here while others will not like in what I do at this point in time that part is on them now.  With alot of what I have done so far here some already do not like in what I have done and told me so also about 8 months ago in why they did not like the glass plates.  What the person does not realize is that it is cheaper to wash the dishes than it is to throw out the paper plates and still is to this point in time here.  So now since I will be going that much cheaper for the household here and others have to learn to deal with it all out of me and that includes my Husband here and now it is on others in what I expect out of them totally here.  And yes I will get onto people about wearing their shoes here in the house more often.  Since I am the one that has to clean around here and it is not fair to me to try to keep up at all in how they try to trash my house at all.  So now at this point I am done in how some are and they will hear me either way totally.  I am done of getting hollered at for not keeping up with the household at this point and it has only been 7 1/2 months after surgery here and some expect me to be back to normal as of 3 weeks after the surgery here.