Shaking my head

Well I got out to the doctors today and knowing in what some said to me last week here and caught another person lieing here and told her about it and she better back up her truck also here.  Now with next month here I will be back out there with the broken screw in my neck here and that is why I was in alot of pain for about 3 weeks pluss here without a doubt at all.  Once the stress got out of here I started feeling better also in the past week but still in pain that I can handle.  Now at this point in time I can careless about the gal that dropped me on the curb totally since apparently she was not even bothered of why I was feeling so bad there for a good while here once I think of it.  And since I was out today here I went ahead and did what I had to do and alot of what I picked up will be streached out without a problem also here in the household now.  So after all said and done all I have left is getting cheaper here for the household and to do what I can when I can without pushing myself at all here from now on in the household to get things done.  Now at this point I am fighting mad about some things and I know that I am better off of leaving some alone here and let them be since they need others to stick up for them also at this point in time.  I let it go around here and went on with things also here in the house and I did not ask for that much help at all here after the surgery that I had.  I was not suppose to lift anything and had to with the one gal totally around here for the household after about a week and about told her to never bother again and did not do it here.  Once I paid the gal back and said that I knew that would happen with the new dog that she could not afford at all that is when she got nasty totally with me here.  That and I would not go with her at all also on the road trip.  I know what the trip to Illinois did to me and it was not pretty since I was pretty much in pain the full 2 weeks that I was there and could have took care of the problem without a problem since I know the doctors that way also that could have helped me out more than the ones up here in NY State.