Shaking my head

Well I got asked by my sister yesterday about my grandmother here.  I told her that it did not look good and there was nothing that I could do about it at all at this point in time since some refused to move totally.  Then I got asked about the one aunt that I did not and still do not like at all if she would do anything about it and I told my sister no and that I did not trust the one aunt at all to do anything except to take gandma for all of her money at this time along with my aunts kids also.  When my sister brought up that we all felt better when momma was in the home here at the end she was right on that part since we all could not keep an eye out totally here also for her while we were at it all.  I knew where my sister was going with it and I agree with what she was trying to say here totally with my grandmother still living in the house in Illinois here at this time also.  It comes to the point where some of us are stuck on alot of things and there is nothing that we can do also at this time.  I figured it out right quick that my grandmother changed her will totally and I can careless about it now since I do not want anything from the house of horrors.  Also I was told not to come down for the funeral also and that is when the flags went up totally.  So now all I can do is sit back here and go as cheap as possible at this point in time here for my own household and go from there.  At this point in time here that is how things will go and since alot of things got easier for me here in the past 2 weeks it is all good for what I have to do.  Also I will get my walk in tomarrow without a problem and get other things done also here that are needed.  Maybe that is why some folks are mad at me also here in that I am like clock work for the household here to get the bills paid and not even worry about some of them untill the next month also while I am at it all here.  Since some of the bills should be in the mail at this point in time here and it will be gone over to see how far it has dropped in the past 2 weeks also here for the household.  This should be good totally on the power bill.  Even my sister started laughing about in what is going on up here totally and she asked about if the bills were going down.  I told her I did not get the power bill yet and if she felt the shock waves totally then it was over 100 dollars for the month here.  Now if that bill drops to under 50 dollars here then I know somethings up also here.  So now at this point in time at least I can say that at least there is a good handle on alot of things that are going on here in the house and nobody can take that away from me at all.  So lets see what I can do for today and get things done on the cheap end of course and go from there.