Thinking again

Well I got to think for most of the day yesterday and it feels good that there will not be hardly anyone cutting me down hardly anymore here.  So now at this time I can say that at least that I have got more done after the weight has been lifted off of me than before everything blew up.  I have found out that I do not have to lay down in the middle of the day also around here becuase of the pain since that went way down at this point in time so far.  I still have to watch in what I do of course here knowing in what happends here with my neck also.  This is what some have not understood at all here with me and it hit me yesterday that I was not suppose to be lifting at all a week after surgery and had to anyway around here.  So now at this point in time here all I can say is that I have made it and wander on some people in what they were thinking at the time also.  At this point since I have been switching things over here to the cheap side some have not got in why I have been doing it neither for the household here.  The person that was over yesterday knows why I am totally doing it here for the place and told me that he was telling his wife about it also in what they can do for their place also.  This has what got to some folks that have been over to the household here in what I have been doing for the place.  Some could not understand at all of why I have been pinching the pennies that much harder around here at all and figured that some of us were just plain out there since there is a pay check coming in.  As I say there are bills to be paid here and other things also for the household here and may as well do it as cheap as possible anyway.  This is why I have been turning things off and unplugging things also here along with many other things to keep the bills down for the household while others that were coming over to the place did not care at all in what they did at all.  When some were complaining that they were broke to me here I asked what they could cut out of the budget at the time.  I got a look of horror from one gal and got told I can cut anything out at this time.  All I could do at the time was shake my head and say fine then.  Now at this point I have done all I could for some and now with splitting ways here I am ok with it at this time since I have been looking at things in a different light here in the household.  Since I have been looking here with alot of things that I can still cut on around here totally and found better ways this week in doing that part also.  With that being said here totally now I have started on alot of things here already and have cut the laundry soap down again unless the laundry is that bad here.  Another thing I have done was that I did throw some soup into the freezer here this week so some of us could have a quick meal later on for the household at this time.