Shaking my head

Well I am shaking my head at this point in time here since somethings are just totally out of my reach here and now.  Since my Husband does not mind in what I do for the house here to keep it clean and still cheaper than snot I have done what I can still.  Now on Friday here I will find out more in what is going on with the one doctor here and it is like I do not want to know at all in some things.  So maybe that is why I have somewhat slacked off on alot of things here for the place also.  Now at this point in time here I have been getting somewhat better for what I need to do and nowhere near where I am suppose to be on alot of things before I got hurt also.  So now at this time since I do what I can when I can and still pay for it all around the house here some wander why I said no to them totally when myself and my Husband were here for about a month also.  I figured I would be stuck with alot of things and the riff raft coming in and out of the household at the time and not needing the extra stress at all I said no.  So now at this time I am still under some stress and it is not as bad as I thought it would be at the time also when I told people no.  That is how I am saving alot of money still here in the house and I will not say any different on it at all also while I am at it.  With my one Niece at the trailer she used so much of the cleaners that I had to restock totally once every 2 months there along with other things on a weekly time frame that it put a drain on what I was trying to do then at the time.  So now that I have things going again here for the household I expect bad news for what I have been trying to do here also.  With some things here I have to get done since I do and do not have help at all for the household here also.  At this point in time here since I am working on the second load of laundry and have at least 5 more to do around here for the week of course I will figure out a way to get some things done around here also.  So that is another good thing of why I did not want my one Niece and her boyfriend here at all is with what I have to do to keep some people happy that are in the house.  Now that I am going cheaper for the place and do not have to worry about off setting things also for what others have done if they were here also at this time.  I guess this is why I do not mind in using alot less than what others do around their place also here.  When my one Niece wanted to replace something and did not expect the price that I paid for something here she freaked out and started using less on the item in the trailer.  So now I have cut back in alot of things with the price here for the house at this time some would freak out totally if they were here and why I have been cutting on that part of the budget.  It finally clicked with me that I did not need the one product line for the household since alot more is getting cleaner with the lower cost in other lines for the house also.  When some figure that when I am pinching everything here totally that I would have money here when I do not.  SInce I am still trying to get all of the bills down for the house here and alot of it has been done also but there is alot more work that I have to do here to save money also.  So now to figure out in what else I can do and try things out to see if they all work for the house here and go with it.