Laughing

Well it seems the weight has been lifted off of me still today here.  Granted I am still in pain around here and the level of that is down since some said that they would not be over this Friday night here.  It just tells me alot in how much stress that some have gave me totally here in the past almost 15 months totally.  I have not said much about it since I have been off setting alot of what was going on here in the household after the person came over for about 8 hours pluss a week there at the end.  When I had traveled here, I told the one that came over to watch the house and get the dog that trash pick up was and still is on Thursdays around here and I got oh I forgot to put it out to the curb.  I kept my mouth shut here and went from there.  Another person that was coming over also at the time for the same thing had mopped the floor for me more times since both were always late coming over with the dog.  The dog is not young at all she is 16 years old and if I would have known what happened before hand it would not have happened at all after I talked to the one neighbor after I got back.  So now that is another reason of why I will wait untill the weekend so my Husband is home and will go to PA instead.  At least I know I will not be far away and can get home right away here without a problem.  Now since I am still feeling good today here I will get more housework done and go from there.  I will say this yesterday I felt really good and kept the radio on here and kept everything off and unplugged for about 8 hours and I could have gone longer around here without alot of things going here in the household.  That tells me that I am not under that much stress after Monday around here and that is how I like it.  With that said also I did get alot of cleaning done here in the house yesterday and got further than what I thought I would.  I also figured that I would pay for it today also with pain and I am not at all here this morning.  Maybe things happen for a reason and I am not upset about this time around at all for what happened and what was said.  Since I was at the end of my rope anyway on alot of what has gone on and I was tired of another person cutting me down to the ankels for the pain that I had and still have after the surgery.  I have been doing things slowly here to get back to where I was at at one point in time and it is a long road here totally.  That is what some have not got at this point in time at all.  In the past 18 months between the car accident and the surgery here all I had left was getting that much cheaper and trying to keep a somewhat rutine on things between the trailer and moving to the house.  Alot of things did not get done at all and other things that I needed help in there was no help at all unless I begged for some to lift something for me right after the surgery here.  And yes it is the same person from Monday here with the blow out.  So now maybe it was ment to be this way and I do not take crud for very long at all.