Shaking my head

Well I have not got a chance to call the doctor's office as of yet here and they do not open untill about 9 am anyway.  So I will be calling them then and switching the appointment totally here.  So it gives me a chance today to start the washer here for another load of laundry here and get that hung up to dry around the household also for the morning and the dishes started even though I am still not feeling all that well.  I will be going to the cheaper end of what I did at the trailer starting today for the household here.  This is what will hurt alot of folks that come over to the house here totally since everything will be turned off here during the week again.  Since I am the only one here in the household for about 5 days if not longer of course it works out around here to keep the power bill down.  One of the nice things about the basement here is that I can hang towels up to dry here unlike the trailer since I did not have the room to do that part during the winter time.  So now at this point in time also the laptop will come into play for some things here in the household while I am at it since it does run off of batteries here.  So now at this time I can say alot of things will go into play here in the household totally and I do not mind it what so ever in how it gets done as long as it does get done to get that much cheaper.  Since I am still switching over the kitchen and it will take me awhile to do so it will not be all that bad at all here after that part gets done also.  What alot of it is in the kitchen is the dish soap that I use at this point in time.  So now at this time I would rather spend under a dollar for a bottle of the soap for that than over 4 dollars like I have been doing at this point.  It all streaches out in the kitchen and that is the problem totally on that part of things here.  Since I have switched almost everything over here in the household already it amazes me in that in how much cheaper that cleaning has become again in the place at this time.  This is what some folks that have came over did not expect out of me here at all is to get things that much cheaper to clean the place.  Maybe this is why some have not been over to the house here in almost 8 months also is because I have became alot cheaper after the surgery also.  So now at this point in time if some really knew in what was going on here in the household they would really freak out about it all here and now.  Since I kept telling some no on barrowing money off of myself and my Husband about 7 months before we moved out of the trailer and 6 months after we moved into the house here also they got mad at me for not letting them barrow the money.  I would love for them to try to pay all the bills that I was paying out at the time on their income totally.  Also the ones that wanted to barrow the money never paid it back untill a year later if ever at the time here and they also get food stamps into their place.  I do not have that luxury at all at this point in time and had to be creative again on that part last year and still do.  So my cooking has got alot cheaper at this point in time and I have ate more pasta, rice, and cabbage in the past year here along with afew other things that have helped out totally to put food on the table.  Also with the trip down to Illinois gave me alot of Ideas to cook on the cheap side also for the household.  This is what the one mouchers/complainers did not get at all in why I have been doing alot of this here at all after it has all been said and done here.  Also since they have not been over at all here since before the surgery since I have been telling them no more often I have realized it is on them and all they wanted to do was try to make myself and my Husband totally broke so we were stuck in the trailer and could not move at all.  So now at this time when they start to ask again here I will say fine come on over and here is the bills that I have to pay and hide somethings also that will get the point across that I can not always do for them at all.  So it does make me wander in what some do and I start to think here that I do not have the paper plates at all nor use the paper towels that they use within the month also.  So I must be on track for some things here that I am doing for the household totally now.