As I sit here

Well I got some things done yesterday and that includes cutting myself here on top of it.  So now at this point I will be getting out to get some gloves and other things that are needed now since I have not found the gauze and tape at all here as of yet.  At this point I can walk to get that part of things here totally and do not mind it at all.  Since alot of things are going up around here totally may as well start walking again and not even bother to drive.  Pluss it gives me a chanse to pick up the nickels along the way here also while I am going up to the dollar store for the day.  Also there will be a Walgreen's opening up soon within walking distance here shortly and I can get some things there once a month again.  This way I do not beat up the truck going into the city also while I am trying to get some place.  Maybe that is what bothers some people about me at this point also is that I do not mind walking at all here and it will never bother me at this point also.  I guess this is why I did not mind getting the house at the time at all knowing that I can walk to places without a problem at all and still get around.  So now at this point in time here I will be taking my one cart with me here also and going from there for the day.  At least I can depend on myself to get some things done here for the household and not think twice about in what I do now, since some have not realized in what all that I do here.  The funny part about it all here is that since I have been doing for the household here and asked for very little help totally except for after my surgery and still got watched picking things up way to heavy at the time about 10 days later here also I pretty much knew that I was on my own for alot of things here without a problem at all and started doing other things slowly also here while I was at it.  So now at this time here maybe this is why I do not ask for help at all and when I do ask for it here I get dropped on the curb about things also.  Oh well at least I know that the bills are going down that much further around the household and there is less areas to clean also here so I am saving on that part also here.  Even the cable guy was impressed yesterday since I was not on the computer at all when he walked into the household also.  When the cable guy even puts booties on to walk across the floor to help me out here for not cleaning I knew right then and there that others were slobs that did not care when they came over totally also.  So the new modem went in and the old one went out also while we were at it.  So now at this point in time here at least I can say that the big system is working better now that with the old modem totally.