Waiting game

Well today I am waiting around to get up to the doctors office.  Other than that I have to fold laundery and vacume up the can pluss a few other things that need to be done around the place.  I am way ahead as of now on alot of things here that I have been doing.  I have been pushing myself for the most part around here to get things done.  Yes I have been doing things on the cheap around here and my Niece is getting frustrated at me since most of the stuff off during the day and I had pulled food out of the big freezer last night while I was at it all.  With alot of things around the place I will not let my Niece go on at all.  This is why I turn alot of things off around here and block the boxes up so then this way I can get the power bill down while I am at it.  My Niece just does not understand in why I do that still even though I show her the bill for the power and it goes over her head.  So I am doing what I have been somewhat doing all along around here and it may be longer times here shortly to keep everything off also.  I know that when the modem goes on for the phone and computers the girl is like a hawk to it to turn on the laptop around here.  So I may just wait untill about 4 pm today to get on the computer myself and go from there.  I know it sounds crazy around here and it works for the household.  Also the dryer will not be used unless I am defuring something around here.  This is why I have the drying racks around the can pluss the lines.  So now to get everyone on the same page and to kick my Husband when he does not bring the laundery out of the truck.  I have already warned him if it does not hit the bag it will not get washed at all.  Eather way he learned that if it does not get into the bag I don't touch it and he got mad when I diden't get to his jeans around here at all.  All I could say was I told ya so.  With alot of the things in the can I have had to streach out so many things so I can get the bills and extras for the household paid.  When my Niece first got here I confused her only becuase Nancy Hammond did not show her how to do alot of things on the cheap side for the household.  Pluss she did not sit down with the girl to pay the bills niether in her household.  So yes it was a crash course for my Niece in what to do and how to shop on the cheap along with many other things in my household.  I even had to show her in how to cook on the cheap around here also while I was at it all.  If Nancy Hammond only knew in what she did to hinder the children and what they have had to learn on thier own and from other folks outside of her household we would all be in the wrong in how we all do things.  Also it makes a person want to be sick in how they were taught things from Nancy Hammond.  So now I have to keep my cool to help the girl out even though I do tend to blow gaskets about some things.  Now with alot of things around here I will be teaching my Niece more around here and going from there.  I need to just to get her caught up with part of the world that has no choice in the matter.  With alot of my Nieces friends they are still in school and not made to do squat via housework and or work at all.  With myself I had no choice in the matter but to keep house, work, and go to school at the same time when I was thier age.  This is what I am trying to get my Niece to understand around here is that she has to look for a job and work weather her friends are or not.  Since she is not ready to get her GED yet she needs to start working pluss help out with the household around here.  I will talk to her today about it and see what is said also. 

Still feeling good

I am still feeling good after all that I did today.  Maybe that is what I need is to go back to work around here to feel better other than sitting around the place.  So now that I have sat around for awhile I feel good but, felt better on the move this morning.  By the time I got back hoem I ended up doing some cleaning the bath stall was just plain out nasty around here.  So I got that cleaned up and the dishes done while I was at it all today.  Now to get other things done around here tomarrow and see what I can do after the doctors appointment.  I will end up cooking for the place also while I am at it all around here.  I have been stalling on getting over to the grocery store this week.  It is not like we are running out of food anytime soon around here at all.  I still have alot of chicken and pork in the place.  Also I do have pasta around here once I think about it all.  I can always make noodles and chicken broth for dinner during the week.  Pluss I will have cabbage after Sunday for the place.  It has been tough around here to say the least to get me motivated enough to do the shopping at all costs.  So now to look up several recipies for cabbage soup after I get done here tonight.  Lets see what I can come up with and haveing fun with it all. 

Laughing still

Well today I got a good laugh.  Besides running to Amhurst this morning I ended up over at Mc Donnalds to get a dollar iced tea and ran into some folks while I was there.  I also filled out an app while I was there.  With an interview on Friday at 2 pm.  The bad part of it is that I remember everything there.  So with today I can say that I have been cheap around the can and most of the laundery is hanging up eather inside or outside for the household.  So I did not get much done for inside the household as of yet around here at all.  I will get to it here shortly.  I just have way to much to do around here and hardly any help at all so I figured if I go back to work that maybe I will get some help around here.  There is always the hope of some things around the household.  The other part is that I need to get out of the place and not just to the doctors office all of the time.  Today I was totally relaxed by going out by myself around here.  So I will see what I can do to get the job out of the house/can here.  Also it may give me a boost around here to say the least.  I will still be cheaper than snot around the place as normal.  I may end up being worse also.  I know that my pay will be the basic and will keep the place a float.  So eather way I hope I am makeing the right choice by going back to work around here.  Not only that I will be cooking on the cheap also while I am at it even though I will be going back to hopefully work.  I will say something to the doctor here tomarrow when I go.  I know that I will be on overload if and when I go back to work.  I say this only becuase there will be more dishes to do and other things around here that I do.  So I will try to gear up for that also while I am at it all around here and then some.  And I will be writeing alot more down in what I need to do around here when I do go back to work.  It will be another check list for me to do and make sure that I do it.  That is the big thing with myself now I have to make notes all over the can to remember what I wanted to do around here.  After the accedent it is like the gal who hit me scrambled my brain.  So lets see what happends around here and go from there.  I will keep you posted on the job and what the doctor tells me.

As I sit here

Well I am sitting here plotting the day as normal.  With the day I have to go out for about an hour if not longer around here this morning and drop off some more paper work of course.  Then again it is funny that I get the task of doing this around here.  Then I will come back and start cleaning like a mad woman once again for the place.  So now to really plan the day so I can get some things done and off my mind around here.  And yes I will be doing everything on the cheap today.  My Niece is getting sick of the cheap side of life that I do for the can also.  She also realizes that we have to cut the bills around here while we are at it all since some of us have to to streach the money out.  There are alot of things that some do not understand of why I went this way.  The folks who question in what I do have not been totally broke also and they do not run my household at all.  Just like last week when I went out for acouple of hours here.  They are down to collecting cans again for the end of the month around thier place.  My place is no differant at all at this point in time.  With alot of folks they are still broke and will be broke.  I have cut alot of things around here and will continue to do so and my Niece can get mad if she wants to.  Also the water bill is still about 15 dollars this time around and I am hopeing it will coninue to be like that when we move.  It is amazeing in what a low flow washer and not flushing the cammode all of the time can do for the place.  What gets to me the most is that after some seen my washer they wanted it and wanted to take it out of my place.  I laughed and told them to go get one for thier place.  They diden't of course.  Pluss the person that really wanted my washer told me I was stupid for getting the drying racks also for the household.  The person that told me that does not have a clue at all in how cheap I really am around the place.  I laugh all the time about when most people try to tare me down.  Most of who does that is not coming over to my place anymore.  Just like I told another Niece and you always thought that the grass was greener on the other side and the joke is on the girl still.  Just like with the Niece that is here in my household I have learned more in your place at this point even though it drives her nuts that I am really cheap around here.  She knows that I am trying to get her ready for when she does fly the coup around here that she knows what to do.  Then it is not a total shock when my Niece leaves here.  What went on was that one grew up way to fast and the other got the mushroom syndrome.  The one that ate crap as I say when she moved into Nancy Hammond's place knows in how to run a household by 19 and can if she wants to by this point.  The other was basicly spoiled untill she moved into someplace that was non relaited to her and got took big time.  Last time I talked to her she could not appologize enough to me for what she did and how she did it.  And she knew that she made the mistake of going to where she did.  All I could tell her was now I am happy that you diden't come here to my place at all and I got new appliances out of the deal.  I did not say that I scraped and scrimped to get them and on top of it I went on the cheap/frugal side of life.  Some of the children in todays world would not understand and rant and rave becuase they have to have the new gadgats out there.  This is why I like the Amish community so much now days.  You get what you get and tough.  Pluss there's no power out that way at all.  I can deal without power alot of the times eather way I look at it around here.  So eather way I am hopeing for a cheap day for the place and go from there.   

Cooking again

Well I got to the doctors office today and got out with alittle girl talk also.  Cast iron always does the trick in some households to say the least.  And I let one know where to pick up a great deal on the frying pans also while I was at it.  Light enough to where I can pick it up and cook with it and still sling it around if and when I have to.  Then some understood in what I was talking about.  Alittle back ground married way to young and got beat by my ex husband the best advice that my Mom could ever give me was you have the cast iron use it girl.  Either way it is not pretty after I get done around my place when this Husband messes up.  We all got to laughing about it the other day when a friend was over here.  So now that will bother me all day until I can get to see someone again around here.  Pluss the poor woman knows I am cheap to boot around my place.  We always laugh about it and it is true now.  I did end up over at Ollie's today after the doctors office and now I am happy I did go over there to say the least.  I ended up with a skillet and a chrome drying rack today while I was there.  As the guy told me when I stoped him to ask he was like you will like this one better than the other one we all have.  So now I have got the other rack that I needed for the place and I can hang blankets up on the line if they are way to big for the racks.  The guy asked in how I liked them and I told him that the metal racks did better for my place than the wooden ones all together.  And that they do work if you do half loads with one rack.  He was amazed that I gave an honest opinion on the matter pluss he knew that it was gonna be a rainy day outside also.  Now that I can hang total laundry inside the can and another place it is ok now with alot of what we will be saving around the place for the power bill.  Alot of the older folks were like WOW with me today.  One woman asked if I liked to hang laundry up and I said yes.  I got a chuckle out of it while I was at the store and she said in response to me is that you were born in the wrongest time frame.  All I could tell the older woman is that I am the cheap one out of the bunch also and I am still young.  Well what else could I day about it I do not want to run up my power bill anymore than what it is at this point in time nor the gas bill.  So here I am and I got alot of things done includeing 2 loads of dishes, a load of laundery, up to the doctors office, pluss cooking an early dinner around here.  I can not forget that I went somewhat shopping also for the place.  So I have had a Monday on a Tuesday morning around here.  Ok I never said I was right half the time(giggleing).  When I can save money for the household around here I will do it of course.  This is what alot of folks can not understand about me at all.  My Niece was like I diden't know you shopped over at that place also as she was dragging in more stuff that I got out of the van.  For what I got today it will save me in the long run around the dump.  Tomarrow I will end up getting more done without a problem.  With the laundery rack that will save me another 50 dollars a month easy around here in the Trailer Park.  That is what gets to me around here is that when I use the dryer all of the time it is a 150 dollar power bill eather way I go during the winter time around here.  So now to break everyone of the nasty habits around here to say the least around here for the good of the household and the cheapness.  So now that I can say that with the extra rack around here and afew other things that I am doing for the household I told my Niece that we all have to save on the power and a few other things around the place from this point forward.  What some do not know in what I have done will not hurt them at all niether around here at all.  This is what gets to some also around the place is that I am cheaper than dog snot and way cheaper than what household previously to mine.  Just today I had to show my Niece in how to make homemade gravy from scratch.  Not everything comes in packets from the grocery store at all.  It totally shocked her that I can do alot of things on the total cheap around the kitchen.  Pluss it went well with the salt pork that I picked up yesterday for food.  With that being said Nancy Hammond has shooed the kids out of the kitchen so they could not learn anything for cooking wise at her place.  So now I get to teach Nancy Hammond's granddaughter (one of them) in how to cook for the household and for the cheap.  Also I have been cutting the power during the day around here and got to the cable box while I was alone this morning.  So now that puts at least one of us home at all times around here and to save money at the same time I am all for it around the dump. 

Now to start

Well I have to start in on some cleaning before I leave today for the doctors office.  Then this way I can go back to bed after I get back at about 10 am.  I am letting some of the dishes soak at the moment around here to get the caked on stuff to come off easier.  ALso with today I will start nailing my Niece about the bathroom looking like a water pit and make up bomb that goes off after she gets done also.  Granted I did not get to some of the housework last week at all becuase I was not doing good around here at all.  So there will be some things done before I leave this morning and I have no choice in the matter at all.  I think that is what is getting to me the most around here is that I am doing more and not getting the help that I need at all from others.  And after last week around here I am suprized that I am still going this week at all.  So now to get alot of things done and I am not even motivated enough to do anything at this point in time at all.  That is what hurts the most around here to say the least.  Maybe I need to light a fire under my Niece to get more done and to keep it clean around here to say the least while I am at it all.  The other thing is that I am going cheaper around here weather some like it or not and I just don't care anymore.  I have warned others about it and oh well at least I am still running the place.  My Niece asked why yesterday and I told her that it was becuase that there is way to much money going our around here and we all need to cut back on the power and alot of other things also for the place.  She looked at me like oh here we go my Aunt is on the rampage for to knock the bills down again.  What she does not understand around here is that I can not work at all and that there is only one person that is working.  With that being said I told her yesterday go out and find a job since I end up doing most of the housework anyway around here.  That is what really got to the girl yesterday anyway.  I am tired of looking at the place that is not running all to well around here and I end up cleaning up after 2 people during the week around here.  So with tomarrow I will be doing alot more cleaning and going from there.  That is the main goal out of the place is to have it somewhat cleaned up and go from there and not have to worry all of the time of getting hollered at by my Husband.  On Sunday he tried to nail my toush to the wall and I exploded on him.  I said fine I guess I can do more without a Damn flipping problem since I am a lazy ass around here anyway after the accident.  The man could not get away from me fast enough after I started yelling back at him.  And I did ask for help with some things and got ignored anyway from 2 people in the household.  So I may as well start doing and screw in what the doctor told me not to do.  That is why I have been doing alot more around here without even thinking about it.  Also if I take anymore time off from the housework then the place will really fall apart.  I looked at my Husband and Niece on Sunday and said I need more help and got ignored around here so I may as well start doing and shut my mouth around here.  I am guessing that I am not suppose to be in as much pain as I am in anyway according to some people and to suck it all up and work thru the pain eather way I turn around the dump.  So now that I have gone on very little sleep since I am hurtting so much and start keeping busy around here while I am at it and clean at all hours of the day and night from now on.  Now that the dishes are done and the bathroom only half cleaned I will have to do more around here after I get back from the doctors office.  With in an hour I have done way to much already this morning and need to get more done around here.  With some things I can not lax up on around here at all.  Now it is full out war for the can to get it cleaned up at this point in time with me.  I am totally done looking at a nasty place around here to say the least.  Now to keep my mouth totally shut and just do even more around here to keep it all clean.  That is the one of the goals and to do it all on the cheap side also while I am at it around here.  I think that is what gets to most people around my place is that I am not able to do much and I still have to.  Within the past 4 weeks around here the place has totally fell apart and I have to start cleaning here.  I just can't stand the place anymore at all.  Now comes the fun part of the whole thing and I will get some toushies into gear around here weather they all like it or not.  That is includeing of my own since I get hollered at the most.  As I told my Husband over the weekend that I will get off my lazyness and start doing around here without a problem and get things done even when I can barely walk nor stand around the place.  It also helps to keep busy for me and not think about the pain at all anyway around the place.  So lets see what I can do for the day and go from there.

Thinking again

Well I am thinking in how I am going to pull everything off around here again.  So eather way I am being cheap already for the place and my Niece is shakeing her head at me.  I have already forwarned here it is about ready to get really cheap around here without a problem.  I guess that is what is getting to some folks around here already in the past week of course.  Also I have been looking around the place and figureing out in how to do some things cheaper and I have came up with some things of course.  Since I have the will to block the cable box that is done for the weekdays around here and it kicks off at 11 pm also.  There is part of one of the bills around here.  And I finally sat down and started clipping coupons yesterday morning for things that we need for the place, that is when my Niece was shakeing her head at me.  I thought it was funny only becuase she knows that I am going cheaper around here with a cause.  My Niece asked of why I was doing the things that I was doing yesterday of going cheaper around here and I looked at her and said that if I don't then I will go nuts with some of the bills that won't get paid since they are way to high around here.  So I will be cutting as much as I can around here from now on and go from there.  Just like with lighting candles when I get up in the mornings.  I do not have to turn on a light and run the power bill up that much more around here.  Another thing around here is that some folks do not get at all is that I do not have the T.V. going all of the time during the day at all.  I did get hollered at last week about that and I did throw the person out after that.  Well after all said and done around here there has been some changes that have went on and more need to be done also for the place.  What is going on is that I am trying around here to get it all done and I hit a road block with some of the people here in the can with me.  So now I will be putting my foot totally down around here without a problem and go from there.  And yes my Niece gets somewhat mad at me for going cheaper around here.  Since I pretty much warned her and lets see where it goes to around here also.  It will get nuts around here at first untill we all get use to the fact of being even cheaper here in eather place that we are at.  Like with now since I have been streaching out everything so far around the place that I have not been running to get everything all of the time.  With some things I have been showing the girl in how much to use and that was part of the crash course for her around here.  Now for the total crash course on being cheap/frugal around the household for my Niece.  This part should be good around here to say the least since I am going to be doing alot more cheap things around the place.  Also I have not been driveing that much while I am at it all and that hurts the girl.  The bad part of it all is that I am trying to do way to much around here and it does not always work.  So at this point I can do things the cheap way and try to teach my Niece in what to do here eather way I go.

As I sit here

I am sitting around here for the moment and I do not mind it at all at this point in time.  Even though I have to get the dishes done and a few other things around here.  Some of the shopping is done as of today while I went to drop some of the mail off at the box.  Pluss my Niece does not know about salt pork and she will learn about it as of today around here.  I will be cooking some with gravy and haveing leftovers here in the can it should not be to bad at all for dinner ideas.  Also the poor girl has not seen me grind up meat at all around the place so she will start freaking out here to say the least once I start doing that again.  I am takeing the cheap rout for alot of the things around here to say the least and likeing it around here and it is killing some folks to see me do all of what I need to do for the place.  All I can do is take one thing at a time and doing what I can for the place to be cheap/frugal.  That is the total funny part about some people here in the neighborhood also is that they do not get in how I can be totally cheap in the place and get by with it around here.  My Husband does not argue with me in what I do during the week at all and my Niece is learning about it still around the can.  When we start to move here the poor girl will learn what it will be as in the cheap folks on the block and another crash course for the girl while I am at it.  Also while I am at it all around here I got out to the meat market to get some things that looked pretty good and the pickle relish that I can eat also.  As I told the guy this is the only place that I have found afew things that they carry and can eat also.  And the only place is Federal Meat market.  There are some things that I will get at differant places and get it.  It is wierd that there are so many things out there that are cheap to get and to cook and clean while things are while you are broker than snot.  Walking is another thing that I have been trying to do and not very well at the moment.  There are ways to be cheap around my place and get by with it all.  With some states going like they are at this point like NY State I try to do things on the very cheap side of life.  Pluss to streach out the dollars as much as you can around this state and the whys.  The worst is here in NY State is that it seems you streach out the dollars to the max around here and it still does not go very far at all.  Now with some of us around here that are left in the NY State area we all do what we can to clean and put food on the table at all times.  Some of the welfare folks do not need the food stamps after all these years at all since they all havent bothered to go out and get a job.  What gets to me with alot of folks here is that they work part time and that is it and they go and collect the welfare.  When some of us needed it we can not get it at all and it does not matter if we have 20 dollars by the end of the month for food and other things for the household.  So that is another reason of why I went to the cheap cooking for the place.  Just to watch some folks freak out in what I get and how I cook it all from the grocery stores and other places that are around here and make it last for acouple of weeks here in the can.  In some ways yes I want to be back in the 1800's and in other ways I want power also around here.  Or it maybe that I have been dreaming of a wood burning cook stove also for the place.  Eather way it is a source of heat when the power goes out anyway around the place.  I can also cook on it in the winter time.

Just back

Well after a day of running around here to say the least after the doctors office.  We ended near the amish folks here in NY and loved it.  And my Husband had acouple of the Ladies laughing about my homemade bread.  So I may have acouple of teachers yet for that part of cooking.  Pluss I will snag all the recipies that I can get and learn.  Eather way today was the longest I have been out of the can for a long time.  The funny part is for around here is that I feel better even though I still can not do to much yet.  Well I know it will be a long road at this point in time to try to get back to where I can manage everything around here again.  With alot of things going on at the moment I am still swining around here as best as I can.  Pluss I am going cheaper while I am at it all.  I have already forwarned my Husband not to kick off the box at all anymore around here for my Niece.  There are times that some need to know that I am putting my foot down around here and really mean it.  That means that alot is about to change around here to say the least.  I do not ask for alot around the place at all for things to be done.  So part of tomarrow I will try to clean around the place and go from there.  Pluss Monday will be another cleaning day around here anyway if I am not hurting to bad around the place.  Some have realized that I cant stand some things not done at all around here.  With myself hurting alot of the times I can not lift all of the time around here and do what I can to get somethings done around the can.  Pluss there will be alot of mummbleing around here also while I am at it.  That is how I get my point across around here.  And the hollering has started around the place already.  It was one of them days that I was out and good and to come home to a disaster does nobody any good at all.  So now alot of things are going to be said this week around here and I do not care that if nobody likes it in the household at all.  I told my Husband tonight that I am still real leary of picking up heavy things and he is not blameing me at all on some things that I have not done or got to yet around here.  So this week I will try to get more done than normal and will tell about it here in the blog.

Sitting here

Well with today the temp is going to soar up into the 80's.  I refuse to turn on the A/C unit around here totally today.  Also with that being said around here other things will be off while I am at it so I do not put extra heat into the can.  That is what some people in the household does not understand at all around here.  I let it go with the T.V. yesterday and from now on no more during the week at all around here with watching movies all day long.  My Niece has forgot about the high power bill already around here.  So now I will do what I need to do for the place to bring down the bills once again and tough on the other people that are in the can around here totally.  What is really getting to me at this point in time is that I have to pay the bills and figure out how we are going to get groceries also for the place.  Maybe that is why I have been in a mood also besides the one insurance company trying to jack me around here while I am at it all.  After this week I am suprized that I am still swinging on alot of things around here to say the least.  The bad part of the whole thing around the place is that I know that I am trying to do things on the cheap side and some are just plain out ignoring me and that is not a good thing around here at all.  At this moment I will be kicking everyone into gear for my place and get my way on the cheapness and if that means not haveing the power for alot of things around here so be it from now on also.  I have already washed out 3 of the ZipLock baggies for the household and my Niece can not figure out of why I had done that at all untill she found out that there was not one hole in the bags and we can re use them totally around here.  With football season started around here the girl tried to go after alot of things in the fridge yesterday and I told her to lay off the cheese blocks I would like to use them for dinner around here to say the least on Sundays and during the week also.  I will remind her again today about it and go from there.  So now to get this place back into shape to where I can get to the store and be done with it all while I am at it around here.  I will be heading out to the Cabbage Fest here within another week or so also and some folks are out of luck for alot of things around here on what I will be cooking anyway between the layered cabage (another form of cabage rolls) and cabbage soup for the household here.  The crock pot is a wanderfull thing for stuff like that around here.  At the fest it is much cheaper and the cabbage is bigger for what you pay for it.  Last year I got a 15 pound cabbage for 5 dollars this year I hope to do the same.  Also I will be takeing my Niece and have her take pictures along with myself.  Then this way everyone gets a chance to grab pictures for web sites and a few other things to say that we were all there.  So it will keep my Niece out of trouble for at least one day next week.  Well with alot of things that are going on here and I am trying to teach my Niece that it is ok to be cheap and that you just can't go out all of the time also and hang out with friends.  I would just love to take a day where I am not hurting and hang out with a bunch of friends.  So eather way now I have to try to get some things done around here that I have been ignoreing for the past week here and go from there.

Done around here

Well I found out of why I really need to get out of the can totally.  It has been a really bad week so far around here.  Now normally I do not mind when some folks flurt with me at all I expect it when someone does it with tact.  Just don't sit there and ask for sex out of me and expect it afterwards then start telling me in what I have to do and start pulling on me after I say something about my back bothering me on top of it after that.  Most of the neighbors know me well enough that I do not say when my back is bothering me that much at all around here it is not me at all.  I was madder than mad around here.  Then the guy comes back over then asks about my Niece.  Wrong question in my book.  So now since I have been done with the park for the past 6 pluss years yesterday was just the topper of everything around here.  Also I told my Husband what was going on and what some said about the car also and the 1000 dollars was it and would not give me the bluebook value of the car at all.  Well that was it with him and knowing that I know he was done around here also.  He did not blow gaskets at me about it becuase I was still almost in tears over it.  So now I will see what goes on today and then some and try not to worry to much over it of course.  As some will say at this point is that I am a tough woman and will get things done also eather way.  Now just to cut even more corners around here and be done with it all.  That is the bad part of the whole thing around here is that I am trying to get everything done around here that I can that is on the cheap side of life.  Pluss I will stay stocked up also around here to save money.  That is what some folks do not understand about myself at all for the household.  I do what I can when I can at the moment and tomarrow is another day around here also.  The bad part is that the place has kind of fell apart with myself not being able to do much for and length of time at all.  Things get done weather I am hurting or not at the cheap side for the household.  So with today I will be up at the doctors office for part of the day and sleep for part of the day also.  Things will have to wait untill tomarrow when I get to them if I feel up to it around here. 

As I sit here

Well I got home and I diden't feel like doing anything so I will be getting a shower here shortly around here anyway.  Pluss some things were done by the time I got home from the doctors office today also around the place so it was not so bad when I walked in.  There are some things that I just have to do around here and work on anyway since I have not got to acouple of rooms yet.  Oh well tomarrow is another day around here without a problem.  Also I have other things going on that I can not ignore around here at all.  Well My Niece does nto get it around here that I have this new thing around here that I have to use period and she wanted to trash a bag already around here.  I do not understand it at all around here sometimes.  So now at this point in time I want to be done going to the doctors office all of the time around here.  And I know that it is a long road in getting better around here to say the least also.  Untill I can get everything going around here once again I will put my foot down and be cheaper than cheap and go from there.  Also what is going to get to some folks when they come over is that I am not gonna change just for them at all around here at all just becuase they are use to something at thier own place.  So I will end up doing what I can and start cleaning tomarrow once again around here.  No nothing for the background noise at all around here. 

Hanging it up

I may as well hang it up around here on trying to have a car.  All I can do is shake my head becuase they want to total out the car.  And I asked how in the Hell am I suppose to get to the doctors office after this go around.  Pluss I can barely walk let alone for that far to the office.  Then I was thinking of how I am suppose to take care of my Nice on top of it all.  So now at this point I will be going alot cheaper around the place and have no choice in the matter at all here.  I have been cutting down on the smokeing here and after yesterday my Niece looked at me like go you are way to stressed out for the both of us here.  So I got to walk around the reservation for awhile and after I got back she went to Walmart and looked around.  Maybe window shopping does some of us good here in the place.  So we all have a wish list around here and went from there of course.  Now with that being said I haven't been to the grocery store totally at all and that will wait untill I am totally out of food around here to say the least.  And I already know that it will take over 2 carts when I do get out to do the grocery shopping around here to get all that we need here in the can.  With today I have to hit the doctors office and go from there of course.  It will be a cheap day of course since I refuse to run the A/C unit this late in the season around here and will have the windows open for the fresh air to come into the can.  Yes everything will be off during the day also.  I have no choice in that matter niether.  Pluss I got to talk with one of the neighbors yesterday when I got home around here.  Now she was hollering about not having enough money and what was going on with her.  As I said to her everyone is pretty much broke around here.  I have been cutting back of course and so has some others around here with the prices going up it is harder to streach out the dollars also.  As my neighbor asked yesterday in how I do things for the place with 3 people in the can I told her that I had the back stock and that is why I do not need much for the place.  Also it helps when you get the stuff on sale for the household and stock up when it is on sale.  I think that is what gets to alot of folks is that I try to keep the place stocked up as much as possible.  That and I end up cooking even more on the cheap around here to streach out the dollars there also while I am at it all.  My Niece just shakes her head now around here becuase she knows that I will streach out the things as much as I can and go from there.  When the girl is not complaining around here it is a good thing for what I am doing then.  Pluss she is learning on what to do and when to do it around here also.  When my Niece is snagging in what I know for to be cheap on the cleaning and cooking.  I know that she will be ok for when she does move out of my place in what she is learning now.  Pluss at this point I am still doing what I can around here to make the place go around here. 

Still plotting

Well after yesterday and getting my big system up and running again around here it became hairy around the place after my Husband left.  It was one of them days where I was in the mood of get up off the toush and lets get going around here to say the least and do something.  After I hit the bank, Kmart, and Walmart all within about an hour and a half then came home and did more laundery around here after cleaning up the place before hand.  I had to take the rack back to Kmart and even the gal at the return desk said that should have not happened so I got the points back on my card and will go from there.  So now I have about 14 points on the card here so I can do some shopping over at Kmart when I need to once again.  The funny part is that I can streach out the 14 dollars to the max there and come out with alot of stuff of course.  I needed some tea candles for the can and got them.  My Niece was even shocked when I went by myself around here to do the running for the can.  Then when I got home I opened the power bill infront of my Niece also.  I freaked out of course over it around here.  Well with thinking in what I had in the account and remembered what the girls up at the bank told me in what I had and still there is no reason for it to be over 150 for the bill at all around here.  That is basicly in why I totally lost it and blew up yesterday around here.  So now to get the power bill back down and keep on the girl about not haveing all the lights on in the can while we are at it around the place.  Also I got the water bill and it was still 15 dollars thank goodness around here.  So now to really crack down on the place and start useing less of everything in the place.  Maybe that is part of the problem with my Niece around here.  Nobody has shown her what to do to be cheap at all before now.  With some people figureing that the girl was not worth the trouble to teach her in what to do and how to run the household properly also.  Well with Nancy Hammond it was her way or you were and are in the wrong in how you do things.  So now it has been a crash course for my Niece since she has got here to how I run the household on the cheap.  When the girl says that I am the cheapest person she knows out of everyone then there is a problem.  With alot of things that have went down around here I have had to show her in how much and what to do to save money and streach out everything that is here.  It is like nobody has taught the girl in how to do things if she suddenly lost a job and is totally broke untill she came to live with me.  That is what is sick with some people here in NY State also.  Not only that the poor girl has learned more in the past month around here than when she lived with Nancy.  Pretty bad when I have to show my Niece the ropes of how to shop totally out in the stores and how to keep everything down around the place.  Pluss the poor girl was really never shown how to cook nor bake also growning up.  Well she is learning around here in how to cook and bake on the cheap/frugal side.  That is what got to me the most around here also is that nobody took the time to show her in how to run the household and make her watch when people sit down to pay the bills and to cook to help her make it out on her own.  Well I have tried to boost the girl up around here and now since Nancy Hammond is no longer welcome in my household at this point in time at all since she wants to name call and cut the girl down also.  So now I have been showing the girl in how to do things around the place and tell her straight up is it correct in how I do it not always and does it work yes it woks for me in how I do things around here.  Well at least I am showing her in how I do things and forget what your grandmother told ya only becuase she was wrong in alot of ways around her place.  What is even funnier is that the youngest out of the 4 kids is still under Nancy's roof and got smacked with all of the chores in the household becuase Nancy is that lazy around her place and refuses to do the housework.  I noticed that years ago with her.  She dumped all the housework on the children and plopped down on the sofa and said oh well.  Now to get on the move around here and get some things done for the day here. 

Knowing that I am done

Well I finally blew up around here kind of.  Had the right attatude wrong person here.  Since I am supposadly in no pain according to some around here I gave up and started cleaning becuase it was such a mess with 2 sinks full of dishes around here, and lots of other things also I had to start in a room and go from there.  When the garbage is over flowing that is when I draw the line around here and the sugar bomb also.  If and when we move I will be totally putting my foot down and people better start picking up after themselves or feel the wrath of me around the place.  So now to start with the household again and I will after I sit down on my toush for a bit.  I got out of the can for about an hour today and went from there I had to or I would have totally blown up here.  Anyway now I will as of tomarrow go and apply someplace after I got told to go by one of the managers of another store.  Same company differant location.  The funny thing is around here is that I need to get out of the household here and go from there and I think that is what is bothering me most here.  So now to get the place really cheap and go from there.  And yes I got the power bill today and it was not pretty at all around here.  So now I will start blocking things up and unplugging more also on my part.  Some folks are going to be mad around here and that is tough.  It is the right time of the year around here to keep hanging laundery and light candles also while I am at it all.  So now to get alot of things said and off my mind around here and nobody touches the dryer at all from now on here.  After all said and done I will be cheaper than snot and do not care at all.  Some will start yelling about it when I start all of it once again.  I have been slacking totally and not to my own accord at all since I have not been able to do much in almost 4 weeks around here.  Now that I am cracking down totally here oh well if some do not like it at all in what I am about ready to do around the joint.  Now things will be off from about 8:30am to 4 pm here and tough on some who live in the household.  The dryer is out of the question here also for laundery.  Also I will have more points on the card here within a week so I can get another rack for the household.  Or should I say a metal rack instead of the cruddy one that I thought would work here.  So eather way I will have it my way for alot of things around here.  Also I am putting my foot down with my Niece while I am working around here.  So now with alot of things I have been pulling stuff for the 2nd kitchen while I am at it all.  Now I am laughing since the girl thinks I am kidding her about the shed around here.  Famous last words is if I ain't out in 20 and a huge crash call the rescue squad.  This is why I say if and when I get a normal house then things are going to change and I will get cheaper around here also without a problem.  I will say if it was not for some folks around here that are makeing sure that I was ok and vice versa we would be screwed.  Also she even freaked out over the power bill when I told her that we need to cut most of everything here in the can.  I have been on and off for the past hour chewing her out and she understands why also around here.  I run a tight household and since I refuse to run the A/C anymore also we will somewhat suffer here this week and I will run the fans eather way.  Pluss with myself hanging laundery for part of the week it will not be to hard around here to keep the place cool.  What my Nice does not understand totally around here is that I am the cheapest she will ever know also.  With alot of it she has not totally seen me in action around here for the total cheap also.  So now since she knows that the changes are coming around here without a doubt at all the poor girl is in shock.  The so called Niece that was suppose to be here will never learn from me at all in how to do things for the household from me.  Also the bad part is that I have part of my sister in laws stuff still which I did promise to my one Niece that is here with me since she would appreciate it she will get as hers from her other aunt.  Since the girl got blamed for what she diden't do while she was there with no frount teeth at all and what was on it was the upper and lower 2 front teeth on the dolls hands when the 4 were little bitty ones. 

How come

Well I missed a towel on the floor around here and there is already a pile of towels to do along with other laundery around here to say the least.  As I have said before when I go down then the whole household falls apart around here.  That is how it goes and I have to deal with the aftermath of things around here totally and will be putting my foot down on it from now on around here also.  It seems like I get the place cleaned up and I am overloaded again around here within a couple of hours.  So now to start blowing more gaskets around here to make a point of course and then this way I can get a handle on the can also.  I can't be the only one cleaning all of the time here at all and after yesterday things will start changeing to say the least for the better since I came home to a place that hasen't been touched at all.  Maybe it is just me in how I feel around here when it seems that 3 garbage buckets are over flowing at once and I have to get them out to the cans out side also around here.  This is after I told my Niece last week to look around and see what needs to be done and not wait to be asked at all around here.  So this is when the charts get filled out around here and if nothing gets done then I will start hollering without a problem at all.  Since I do not get a flipping break nobody else will niether around here and I can take privlages away totally also like the computer and she can't go out untill she gets some things done around here to say the least.  It drives me totally bonkers that I can't keep up around the place and now it has came to the point to where I just need help around here since I can't get to alot of things around here also.  So now to get more done around here and laundery up on the lines also here.  I have to do what I have to do and get some things done around here.

Plotting for the day

There is so much left to do around here for today that I started plotting for the day already.  It is niece and quiet around here for the time being also.  So now after all said and done around here it seems like I can get more done with everyone still in bed and think about the day and the week for what I have to do here.  With alot of what went on yesterday it was just plain out nuts and I noticed alot of things that have went on also thru the afternoon.  Some were amazed that it was like rideing a bike again with me and myself doing around for to get the food out totally.  I was just happy that I could get out enough cake for the get togeather.  With some folks they asked in how I made it and I looked at them and said you don't want to know at all since the cake was made from scratch.  I went thru a quart of the powdered milk and nobody knew the differance of the texture nor the taste of the cake.  I knew that some were looking down on us and started laughing about it all.  With myself being cheap and I will be getting even cheaper for the place some folks will eather get just plain out mad or want to see in how I do it all.  So eather way some folks are going to be mad no matter in what I do and how I do it all for the household here.  As I told my Niece this is how it is and this is what I want the other day for Walmart.  She went and spent under 3 dollars for 2 of the 4 packs of margerine and a dozen eggs for the can so I could make something else here also for dinner that night.  Well dinner was a bust for Friday and Saturday nights and oh well on it at this time.  At this point I am still looking at in how I can do everything cheaper around here to say the least around here.  I will get it done here without a problem.  Pluss with most of the laundery I will be hanging up anyway around here so that will help out alot for cutting that bill down.  Also I have been thinking of other things to cut around here while I am at it.  With some things it is easy around here and I am quiting with smokeing also as of tomarrow around here.  We will see in how that goes also.  I am coming up with ways to save on money eather way I go around here and if some do not like it around here to bad.  With NY State gettin stupid with taxes it is time to revamp the budget around here unlike what they all do for the state.  So I will be cutting the power bills and other bills around the can and see how I can do more around here without a problem at all.  The grocery bill is not a problem around here since I can go over to the discount grocery store here and a few other places for the can.  That is what some people can not understand about me at all here is that I am still cutting and slashing around the can to streach out the dollars around here to say the least.  This is what I have been trying to teach my Niece also for my place is that it is ok to be cheaper than snot around the household.  When I do not turn on some things during the day around here at all and she is aksing why and I need something to do I tell her to bad since I am paying the bills around here and she is not at this time at all then it clicks.  So now to get her to the point of it comes automaticly to be cheap also around here and go from there without even thinking about alot of things for when she does fly the coup here.  When I shown her with the laundery deturgent and a few other things she was like that is not enough cleaners to get everything clean around here untill she seen that it works better than what she was use to also.  That was the funny part about the whole thing around here with myself teaching the girl in what to do.  Also with alot of the things around here I have the crafe for the coffee so the coffee pot does not stay on around here at all hardly.  The nice thing about all of this is that I am trying new things everyday around here and some may holler about it all for my place untill they realize that it is for the best of the place. 

Went well

It went well today at the memorial services.  Some of us looked at eachother like no fist fights around and what is up with that.  Pluss I know more than what I put on also around so it was all good and the food got out before hand and a break inbetween around the place.  That is what some did not understand about myself and hope it will not happen again like that.  Now I get the last laugh around here since I ended up suprizeing some folks around the circle of people that I know.  Pluss with today it was a fairly cheap day since I was not even home at all around here at all.  All I wanted to do was go to bed after all said and done and I haven't made it as of yet around here at all.  I got home sat in a chair and I did squat and said there is leftovers and tough I ain't doing no more at all today.  Well my Niece was freaked out totally becuase I was wiped out and even more tired to say the least here and ready for bed as of 20 min ago.  I am also waiting for the washer around here to get done so I can hang up laundery and be done with that part of the day around here to say the least.  so now to get and see what else I can do here before I go to bed.

Unreal

It is unreal for what has happened.  Well as I said yesterday I had to bake for someone.  Well no calls of where we are suppose to be at and no emails niether.  I guess I will freeze the other 2 cakes and go from there this morning and not even bother to go since nobody can say where and when.  When I could have saved the eggs and butter for the can here.  So I am shakeing my head and going from there today.  So I guess since I don't exsist to some people I will save the gas also by not going today.  I was asked yesterday if I was still going and I said yes and nothing so guess what I ain't going now.  I will let some explain about why I am not there along with my Husband.  Oh well at least I got something done in the crazyness around here with the adjuster and phone calls to the insurance companies and from insurance companies.  And I did pay for it after all said and done when I went to lay down and was made to get back up about a half hour later around here becuase of my Niece freaking out around here and bringing me the phone.  Yes I am still paying for it this morning also.  So now to start in on getting cleaned up and starting the washer after I get out of the shower around here.  After the past couple of days I will be putting my foot down around here period and to go totally cheap and start hollering more around here.  So now to start doing around here so things can get done. 

Shakeing my head

WAell I have baked all morning around here and I am hurting as normal.  With the cake being done around here that is a big help off of me of course and it was all done cheap also.  That is what some can not understand about me around here at all.  So now to get more things done around here even though I am hurting on top of things today.  There is way to much for me to do around here other than go back to bed and sleep all day here.  What some do not understand about me is that here I am in pain and I am trying to get things done as cheap as possible here.  Just like with the bakeing so far it cost maybe 8-10 dollars for 3 cakes to be done.  I already know that I have done way to much around here already just with the bakeing and I have to get more done here.  The one incurance gal can not seem to get it thru her head that I am not doing good at all around here.  So now after in what I told her what was going on and yes I did call 4 times within 24 hrs here. So it has been just plain out nasty at times in the past 48 hours around here to say the least.  Pluss my Niece is going to start laughing around here when she sees me sit down to frost everything around here this afternoon.  Ok so I do things abit differantly than everyone else.  Now to get things even cheaper around the place also while I am at it all here so I do not freak out over the bills also.  The wierd thing is that I am trying to teach my Niece about keeping the bills down around here and she has not caught on to the fact of what I am doing also as of yet.  So the T.V. will shut down earlier around here during the week and afew other things will be down also around here while I am at it all.  Now to just try to explain it to the girl of why around here.  Eather way I will win around here.  Now to start looking again to see what else I can do to cut the costs around the place and go from there.  I am just tying to figure out in what all I can do and think on how to cut the costs even more around here after being hurt also.  That is one of the bad parts of sitting around and not being able to do anything around here at all.  I have time to sit here and really think of what I can do and when to do it all.  So I am off to do somemore reading around the net and going from there.

It gets worse

Well I have to take the rack back to Kmart that I just bought the other day and the toilet overflowed also.  My Niece does not get that she should have took off her socks after she walked thru the toilet water around here.  All I can do is shake my head around here and what was clean is now going to have to be rewashed of course.  Pluss I have to bake 2 cakes around here also for tomarrow.  So today will be nuts for a Friday, I just want one day to where I can take it easy and no worries around here.  I also look at it as of if I just plain out stop the place will fall apart also around here.  That is the other bad part about all of this and now I know why I have not stopped at all becuase the place did fall apart in 3 weeks around here.I am totally out of some things and that part can't be helped at all at this point in time.  Pluss I have to get over to Walmart for eggs since some wanted to put the hard boiled ones in the egg carton to make me think I had more than what I really had around here.  That adjatates me more than anything includeing a piled up can.  So now to get alot of things done and wait for the insurance guy to show up and call Mercery back to say waht is on my mind about the accident also today.  I am still not happy and the stress is makeing me hurt that much more around here of course.  So lets see how far I can get with 3 cakes and afew other things also around the place for the day.  Of course there is a tone of stuff to get done around here without a problem and if I don't do then we are screwed around here.  Also the bad part of it all is to get it done on the cheap side of the whole thing.  I guess that is what is freaking out some people around here also once I think of it all for this point in time.  All I can do is shake my head around here and get things done thru the pain and hope I make it around here for the next 36 hrs.  Between not being able to do to much around the place and other things I have gone totally mad around here to say the least.  So eather way it will be a long weekend around here to say the least without hardly any help at all now.  As a friend told me lastnight he hurts just on the hour and a half drive to his place.  And knowing in how far I have to drive around here to go "Home" I don't think niether of us at this point in time will make it at all.  So now to start pulling back more money and going dog snot cheap around here I will get alot of it done of course.  Also the other thing is at this point in time there are changes going down around here that some may not like at all after I get done.  So eather way I have to do what I have to do around here in order to get some things done and I am about ready to walk away also.  So now to start looking around and get things done and there are things that some are not going to like doing today around here at all.  My place is not perfect at all and never will be.  Also with that being said I can get the place to run on the cheap side of life eather way I look at it around here.  That is the sick part of it and oh well for the ones who do not like in what I do for the place.  It seems like the cheaper I go the more money I have to dish out.  So now I will work really hard at this and quit smokeing and afew other things around here that I do that are bad habbits and really deal with the pain.  If I can save 800 pluss a year around here then I will be doing good by myself totally.  Pluss the extra money never hurt anyone that I know of at all.  I have to do this for the place and go from there I will not deny myself coffee at all.  Another thing is for the place is that I will be doing alot more here on the cheap/frugal side like useing less of things and cooking at discount rates to drive some people mad around here.  Some folks do not know in how cheap I can be for the place and it has started as of this week of getting even cheaper.  The funny thing is now is that I can do this and will be writing everything down in what I do around here.  I have a new hope for the place and go from there.  This week has been rough to say the least and as one of my doctors told me I have the world on my shoulders at this point was not kidding around.  So alot of what is going to go down is that I will be hanging more up eather way I go and start cooking on the very cheap side of life pluss the power is going out earlier for alot of things.  Just like at this point the boxes are off for the cable and the only thing that is on is the modem for the phone and computers around here.  I can't stand to use the dryer at this point at all and it looks like I have to since I have really no help for the towels around here at all.  Also once I get well around here or well enough I should say I will be hanging up more than what I am suppose to to line dry everything that is here.  I am still thinking of ways to get things done around here that are on the cheap side of life at all times and go from there.  This is what what some are going to be mad about with me is that I am finding new ways to be cheap around here and saying so.  What alot of it is, is that my Niece has not grasped the concept of the place running cheap at all and wandered why the parental block is on the cable box also around here.  Now with that she is going to bed at an earlier time and has no choise in the matter around here at all.  There was no reason for her to stay up untill 3 am watching T.V. at all.  Only becuase that is what she was use to at the place that she got thrown out of and the person diden't care about that part.  Well I am not that person and I am not lazy at all.  So we got that setteled around here and the girl has not hollared to much about it at all only becuase I will not let her and she knows it.  The other thing is around here is that she did not understand in why I went to bed early around here at first also and had everything off in the household.  When she wanted to get onto the computer there is no conection to the net during the day at all and the phone is out also when the modem is off.  She looked at me and said that there is something wrong with the phone it is not working at all.  I started laughing and said is the modem on and she said oh I diden't think that it was all hooked up togeather around here.  The pleasures of the power going off and not haveing a house phone.  That is part of the reason for the cell phone around here also.  Pluss I am almost ready to drop the house phone becuase we hardly use it. 

Well got a call back

Finally got a call back and missed the phone around here I ain't calling back today at all.  Well I know I can not go home untill I go back to work around here and with things going with the Reservations and NY State I do not know when I can get home around this hell hold at all.  Pluss I got to get the van fixed between then on top of it around here.  So now to get my toush in gear and go from there and start saveing even more money around the can.  I have done well in the past couple of days and that does not mean squat at this point untill I can go back to work here.  So untill then I will be cheaper than snot around here and do what I have to do to streach out the money even further around here than what I have done before.  This is why I broke into the points that I have built up since Febuary around here over at Kmart.  The extra drying rack will do just fine around here and then some.  I have 2 loads of towels on the racks now around here that I have drug out one at a time till they all got to hanging around here so far and I am working on the 3rd load as of now.  Once everything gets up I will feel better also knowing that some things got done on myown around here and go from there.  That is the sick part of the whole thing around here and then some.  I am not impressed with some things around here so I will be makeing the change here and do things cheaper than snot as normal.  As some do not realize that I can do this without a problem around here and go on with life.  The cheaper it is around the can now the better off we all are around here.  I am done with alot of things that are going on and will put a stop to it all and start streaching out even more for the household here.  With this weekend I will be cleaning the bathroom even more around here only becuase I will have more help.  Also the bad thing is that I know I will have more laundery to do eather way I look at it all.  So now all of the laundery will be hung up and the power will be off more often around here in the can.  At this point I refuse to turn on anymore than what I have to around here at all costs.  My Niece has not got mad at me at all around here at all here I got a feeling she already knows in what is going on around here without a problem. 

Now I know why

Well I have been finally been pushed over the edge around here an it took the toilet over flowing to just kick me in the tosh to understand why around here.  I will not call Tammy Banks period around here at all since  she refused to buck against the owners around here for the collapsing sewer system at all.  Drano and HOT Water to clear out the end of the line around here.  It is totally unreal around here after 17 years of being here totally that the Supposed New Management Knows squat about the park here.  It is called 17 years of Hell especcilly after the past 2 years of Cavalier and associates.  Maybe I am tired of doing laundry around here and I know that is not just me because of stinky drains around here even becuase even my Niece said ya got the dirty smell out of the kitchen sink in the mornings.  So at this point Tammy Banks the so called manager would not know squat becuase nobody tells her also becuase we all know what to do that have been here over 10 years.  Just like she had perfict opertunity to get the pot holes in the park also that would swallow up the van also around when the hot weather was here now forget it with the cooler weather around here.  You can sure tell I grew up in the construction Biz for most of my life eather way.  My question is why should I have to pay the 355 a month in lot rent when the owners and the SO CALLED MANAGEMENT DOES SQUAT HERE.  Let me think 9 Managers around the park here in the past 17 almost 18 years what does this tell ya all about Sabre Park here in Niagara Falls NY.  So now to get the bathroom cleaned back up here and ALOT more laundery to be done on top of it all.  Maybe it is best that I have changed into my pajamas and won't say squat to the so called Management after it has rained like a mother around here at all for the day while I think of it and I am wandering if they opened the drains up at the end of the block also or knocked them down also with the rest of the old office.  Like it matters anymore around here at all since nobody cares eather way.  Also I heard from my Insurance company also today.  That is another reason why I am madder than a wet cat on a hot tin roof around here.  Just send the adjuster out here and fix the car before I press the issue with other things also.  Called lack of services to my Husband and I can not take care of my niece also on top of it since I can not lift a dang thing around here yet as PER THE DOCTOR.  I have been doing things around here when I feel up to it now.  It is a pain in the toush dragging things out of the washer one at a time here to put them up on the rack(s).  Now I know that I have been slacking here in the can and I will admit to it around here in the past 3 weeks and I can not travel nor pick things up by myself at all.  Pluss the Van is still not in good shape.  I am more mad about the Van and not being able to go home at this point thanks to some folks who do not give a rats ass about anything.  The gal said straight out I diden't grow up here around here well guess what I am more of an outsider than the gal who hit me after almost 18 years of being in this God frbidden State of NY.  With that being said I got sturn with the Insurance company that the other person has eather she calls back or I contact my lawyer around here and it will leave a mark on the person and the company that they do not want at all.  now to get more stuff done here dragging each piece of laundery out of the washer to get hung around here after I rewash it all then go from there.

Shakeing my head

Well I am shaking my head around here once again.  The news is on already this morning and they were talking about coupons on the savings for you.  What they all did not say is that if it is buy one get one free and what the coupon states is that you can use the 75 cent coupon get the double coupon off pluss the dollar coupon because you are buying 2 items anyway and the sales with the coupons also.  What some folks will not tell you about coupons around the sites on the web and news.  Pluss they were talking about the pre chopped stuff and the other produce that you can get in the grocery stores.  I almost fell out of my chair with laughter around here when they started on that part.  The 5-10 pluss pounds of what ever is always cheaper than the loose stuff that you can get in the stores.  With some folks it depends on what they all want and how much food they go thru a month also.  Or if they do not care in how much they spend at the store.  I know some folks that figures it is only money anyway.  It is like they haven't been on the really broke end of life and had to do what I have done around here at all to get groceries for the household at all.  The bargain rack with coupons and going behind the store to snag the bread that was a day old for to feed the household.  This is what some folks do not understand at all that have been to that point in life.  So now since some of us can do abit of damage at the stores now and do it under 250 dollars a month around here that includes cleaners T.P. and other things for the household.  Now that does not include the 2nd kitchen hardly here at all.  What I end up doing is going to Aldi, Wegmans, and Kmart for the second kitchen.  There are some things that look better here than others for the 2nd kitchen so it depends on what mood that I am in and what my Husband gets for the month around here also.  With alot of things going on around here and thanks to my Husband's Pilot card for the gas he will be able to get alot more than what we can afford for the truck.  In how that works is every time he fuels the truck he gets points on the card.  When it comes down to it at between the 150 to 200 gallons of fuel at a time and at 300-400 dollars a pop if not more to fill the tanks for the diesel he started to save the points for stuff like a T.V. and microwave for the truck from the store part.  My answer was to bad we couldn't both have a card and combine the points off of both of them.  Since I do pass a Pilot station on the 219 going and coming from PA.  It may not be much in gas points with the van at all and it still works.  When I started down the pathway of being cheap is when I was totally broke and felt that I had to do something to do everything cheaper around the household.  So it really started when I was 16 and it has got alot better with time becuase I had some knowledge and took it to the next level when I got the computer so I could put it all togeather around here in NY State.  And here I was thinking Illinois was bad NY is much much worse.  So now with lastnight since my Niece and I went out to Kmart to get another drying rack for laundery and a few other things for around here.  Now that part of the Power Bill will come down around here since I will not be running the dryer that much at all around here from now on.  With the towels around here I can put them on the rack and put the fan on them to help dry them quicker.  The trick is is in this place is smaller loads and it goes quicker.  Ok so it is a slow task to get done around here and it will get done eather way.  The fun part is that the cheap/frugal way is what you make of it.  Somethings do not work work for every household.  So pick and choose what you want to start out with try it and if it does not work then drop it.  If you jump in to fast in a household you might just get slack and seem like you are getting nowhere if you do not include everyone that is in the household.  With children in the household they want to try to please the parent(s) eather way.  Just like with my Niece I shown her how I do it and she was doing something that I thought was out of the norm around here and asked what the heack are ya doing girl and once she shown me I let it go.  She did what I had asked her to do around here and it works in how she did it also.  I told my Niece in what my mother told me at a young age I don't care in how you get from point A to B as long as you figure out the easy and cheap way for you to do after I show you the way I do it.  Some children are sight and do others just do.  With my Niece if I leave a list for her she will do what is on the list and I do not care in what she does first as long as it gets done around here.  With some folks like Nancy Hammond they over load the children in the household with chores and that is not cool when she plops her toush on the sofa and says oh well do it or else.  My Niece has figured out that I do what I can around the household and go from there.  If I do not get to it that day then it waits untill the next day.  Pluss the girl has figured out that I just can't sit around and do nothing around here at all.  Now the fun has been begun around here with more laundery.  The towels have over took the household and I am trying to get a handle on it as of now.  So eather way it will be a chalange to get alot of it done around here eather way I go.  It will take me acouple of days at least here to get it done of course.  When I can sit here and get alot of things done here alone it is always a good thing.  Also with alot of other things we both agreed to burn candles early in the morning to save some money around here instead of running the lights in the kitchen. 

Doing to much

I think I did to much around here today once again.  Well I got a load of laundery done and hung up here in the can of course.  Pluss I took my Niece out to Kmart also while I was at it.  I used all the points that I had on the card also around here.  That is ok though.  There will be more sales to get more points on the card and then some.  When I can get the full line of the Green Works products out at Kmart I will need more sometime in the future around here of course.  Well I like the Green Works products around here since they do not bother the birds and they work on the yucky laundry also that my Husband brings home.  So since I clean alot of the time around here I may as well get the whole line of the stuff for the household.  Now I am looking forward to next year with the Kmart card around here.  Between the sales on alot of stuff and the card someone may get hurt over there when the next time I got to cash it all in for the household.  Well what can I say I do get alot of the household goods from Kmart anyway.  Since I do not use very many paper towel and the paper plates are a total sin in my place.  The poor girl today she is just in shock half the time in what I have done to go really cheap so far.  All I can say is that I am going cheaper around here without a problem for the household.  Well I also had someone freak out also from the household when I bought 100 tea light candles also today.  That will last for awhile in my place.  What can I say around here the candles and the drying rack was basically for free today.  This is why I like Kmart so much for the household.  So now with that being said I will do this again in January again and see how much I can save once again. And yes it can be challenging around here at times.  This is why my Husband never really yells or kicks about me doing what I do around here.  That is the fun part about the household is that normally nobody hollers around here in what I do.  Now since my Niece went for seconds on dinner around here also.  It must have been a good dinner for that to happen.

A good thing

Well I have been getting some things done around the place and never turned on the radio at all around here today.  While I had my Husband on the phone about 5 min ago and I asked him about another rack around here and he said ya may as well since the bank is dragging thier feet at this point in time.  Now the only thing that I really have to put in the dryer is if we get way to many towels around here of course during the winter time along with sheets.  So now that I have a green light to go and do what I need to do for part of the points of course.  Eather way I can make this all work around here without a problem and still be cheap around the can.  Maybe this is why some get totally mad in what I do around here also like I really care anyway in what others think of me.  Also my Niece is not gonna like in what I have to do here also with the food part of it all once I think about it.  Oh well I have to do what I have to do to save money once again here as normal.  Like it matters what I need to do and want to do at the same time around here in the can.  There are going to be alot of things that are and will change here and to bad.  The T.V. is still not on and the raido from 34 has stopped all togeather now after 2 hrs.  I will get the blame for it eather way.  I have no speakers for the big raido around here they are out in the shed and with the computer speakers they are way better at this time since we hardly have the room anyway around here.  Now some things will get tighter on the space here and that is ok for the laundery days here in the can.  Worse comes to worse I do mini loads untill the laundery gets done eather way.  Then this way I know that I have the room for it.  Also I have been thinking about alot of things here that I can do better and cheaper for the long run of course.  Another thing around here is that my Niece has no choice in the matter niether does my Husband in what I am about ready to get to doing to be cheap around here.  This is the bad part of running the household with a cheap/frugal person in charge for the budget on top of it.  I am sure they will understand when the time comes that of why I am doing the things that I am doing and about ready to do around here.  Also there is nothing wrong in what I am doing I just had a bad couple of hours with the last post.  With the things that were told to me there is really nothing I can do for somethings and I know all I can do is controle the things for my place at all costs.  And some are going to be fighting mad around the trailer park after I get totally done here.  I will be the ultra cheap person on the block and will be called other names by some of the folks that are here also.  I have been called worse by better people in my life so it won't bother me to much when that starts up once again.  Well on top of it since I have been thinking of new ways to do things around here that are cheap here in the can and winter is coming fast also here.  I still have candles here in the can for light in the morning and the extra heat so it will not be bad at all by the time I get done.  Only for some people that are here in the place with me will holler about it.  The fun of doing things on the cheap side of life that works for cutting the bills down to under 90 dollars a month if that here in the rich trailer parks as I call it.  So I will see what happends here and I have started to get my toush into gear as of today and I will get it all done weather some like it or not.  I will tell you in how it goes since it will be a long deration around here.

Realizeing now

Now I know why I really wanted to get out of the park to begin with either way.  I have a feeling that 34 has been either totally thrown out of school or he refuses to go back one.  Well if you don't want to go to school guess what then it is time to work someplace then is my motto around here.  Not only that at 16 granted you can leave the children home alone.  When the boy can not even take a shower without being told there is a huge problem then.  Well I know why that the music went down "Daddy" just got home.  All I can say is a double duty shock collar works for the boy in 34.  I know almost everything is off still in my place without a problem except for the computer around here.  So as I sit here and hoping for total silence once again so I can really think of how to get things done and go cheaper around here at once.  Then wander if I can get a new place either way so I can get out of the trailer park and get my Niece out of here also.  It makes me wander in if I am doing the right thing at times by going that much cheaper for the place also.  What I meant by it is why bother half the time to have the T.V. totally off and afew other things around here also.  I refuse to join in on the foolishness of some freak person because that is what they all want.  And since I am keeping my nose out of alot of things, always have around here anyway and why bother to call when the town clowns do squat around here.  So I am totally stuck on alot of things that are going down around here.  It seems weird that I am ready and willing to get out of the scummy trailer park also.  Not that I mind where the trailer is at since I can walk every place and everything is near I just can't stand some of the neighbors is all.  Plus the rent is as much as a mortgage anyway.  Or maybe I am doing the cheap thing for no reason at all since I can't seem to get the flip out of here and I am stuck untill whenever.  Well now I know why I feel like I do just got a phone call from my Husband and it is eather get another 5 grand or statements that we pay the bills on time.  Now with that being said my Hubby poped off with if I was 50 grand in debt then you would give me a loan without a problem at all and that is what is wrong with the U S today.  And it is true great exsample is my cousin is about 45 grand in debt and she got a 110 grand loan for a house.  Now figure it all out.  Here I am streaching everything out around here and being a total tight wad and can't get squat at all for a loan.  That is why I am just down in the dumps as of late along with not being able to work at all yet becuase of the accident.  So now I will be thinking of ways to get cheaper around here so I can make this all work as normal.  Eather way I have to do somethings around here that some people will not like me for what so ever from today on of course.  Yes I am totally stressed out while I am at it all.  To give some details out of why always helps out.  So from now on the power strips will be turned off during the day around here and the dryer will not be used at all anymore here so I can save on that bill here in the can.  I will come up with lots of ways to start doing once again and get everything back into shape and my toush into high gear on alot of things here.  And yes I will quit smokeing here this week.  As soon as I run out then I am done.  There will be changes around here eather way.  Now with that being said alot of things will be off from now on and I will go out and get another drying rack for the can here today.  Then I can hang more laundery up here when the weather turns cruddy also.  That is the bad thing of always trying to save money around the household.  So no to get some things done and over with here and see what I can get into also while I am at it all pluss get dinner made.

Thinking of the day

Well I am thinking of the day already around here.  Since I am trying to go cheaper around here I will get my Niece out and start filling out more apps just to see what she can do for another job around the area.  The main thing is to try to keep her out of trouble the other is to boost her up also.  Since most of the kids that she hangs with do not have jobs I am trying to kick start for her at least around here.  Also the girl will be able to do more without her friends and go from there also.  So now I am also showing my Niece in how to do things around the can and say now this is what happens when you are totally broke while I am at it.  The next step for my Nice is when she is working and when to hit up the stores around the area for the better sales and afew other things.  With Nancy Hammond she did not show the children squat in what to do for shopping and many other things around her place.  As I have said before I gave the girl a crash course in cheapness and how I do things around my place.  My Niece has learned more in the past 4-5 weeks than she has in the past 13 years with Nancy.  Now with that being said the girl is greatfull that I took her in at this point.  Pluss she is getting geared up to work and then some around here.  First was the crash course of being cheap around here and think before you do.  At this point my Nice has not seen me cut the dryer sheets in half yet and she will learn about it when I start in on it around here also.  Since I am not ready to do that part yet and I have enough to last for alot more loads when and if I use the dryer this year.  With that being said I know I have a ton of landery to get done around here still and I may just wait untill Saturday to get alot of it done around here also.  Then I will end up getting alot of things done over the weekend and have extra help for the place.  I will be hanging alot of laundery still since it is still nice out around here.  Also my Niece has not figured out of why I hang alot of the laundery yet and I will show her of why when the power bill comes in for the month.  So now to think of more ways to save on everything also around here and make it all work here, the other step is to get everyone to agree to it in the household also for the can.  I already use coupons and the sales for alot of things here and streach out more than I should anyway and knowing that I can do more here to streach out the stuff in the can.  I can laugh alot of the time becuase knowing that some of the neighbors get mad in what I do so far around the neighborhood.  They see stuff coming in once a month if not longer depending on what it is and figure that I don't streach out as much as I do around here.  And they see me hanging out laundery constantly while I am at it.  The funny thing also is that most of the place around me is broker than broke and still spend in what they all do not have at all.  When some of the folks around here do not see some things coming into the can they all ask in how I can go without something and all I say is very easy it does not come in so therfore I do not miss the whatever at all around here.  When some ask me why I shop at some places and show them the long total in what I spent and got for the money they are in awe.  I do things alot differant than what they all do.  I also told one I will teach you in how to cook for the household.  They pick up the frozen dinners all of the time for thier place.  I know others who can burn water also without even trying at all.  Not that I totally watched my family cook all of the time when I was growing up I just got to the point to where I was able to crack the recipie when I got alot older.  I have been able to snag some things off the net around my place and make it my own also with very little problem.  This is why alot of times I do cook from scratch and take the cheap way out to feed the household while I am at it all.  Alot of folks that are here alot of the times know in what and how I do things for the place.  The cooking and cleaning on the cheap is part of what I do around here for all times anyway.  When I get asked in how I do alot of things I say in how I do it all.  Just like people notice that I have alot of flour, rice, pasta, onions, and many other staples in the can.  With the flour I can make muffins, breads, and the pasta.  With the rice it is part of the casserole dish along with other side dishes, the onions in the place goes with alot of what I make anyway.  The wierd part is that you do not have to spend alot to have food for the household.  Another thing is that I read all of the time for things for a guide line.  And yes I have the emergancy fund for the grocery store.  I can go into Aldi and shop for the month off of 100 dollars and have plenty of food walking out.  That includes soups, some meats, onions, flour, frozen veggies, bakeing powder, rice, pasta, and a few other items.  Then I get over to another store to get the yeast for bakeing for the place.  Now with that I have a good basic start there to cook with.  Since I do have the rice cooker it is easier to make the rice dishes for the household.  About a year ago someone who came over asked what was that and pointed at the rice cooker.  I laughed becuase she said that what I was makeing smelled good around here and I said my lunch.  I got the hint on what she was trying to do and cut her off at the pass.  The person I am talking about basicly gets food stamps and gets to go off the food panteries also.  So by that point I was running low on some things and she could not understand in why I was makeing rice with the leftovers for lunch and dinner.  I was alone at the time and nobody else to cook for so alot of it came out of the rice cooker in what I made.  So eather way I was eating at the time here. 

Got to think

Well I got to thinking about the ways to be cheap around here being alone.  Pluss I got alot of things done around here this morning also while I was waiting to get over to the doctors office.  I have came up with a couple of solutions for the household.  Untill I do hear word for another place here I have to deal with a few things and I still swear that we need shock collars for the kids at 34.  The other I can do on my own for saveing money around here.  Most of the stuff has been off for most of the day and then some.  Pluss there is laundery out on the line also.  I refuse to put anymore into the dryer around here and I just do not care what the rest of the household thinks about it at all.  Also I can get over to Kmart at this point and get the other rack I almost forgot I have enough points for it at the moment.  With other things going on I am trying to save as much on the bills as I can around here and then some.  Now I can say that there is going to be alot of pasta and rice floating here for the next couple of weeks around here and I know alot of the household is gonna holler about it after I am all done also.  Well they all knew it was coming and I am getting a head start by doing it now.  With streaching out alot of the stuff around the household I know that it drives everyone just plain out to being nuts.  So I will be over at Aldi for cheap pasta and for the cheap rice I will be over at Walmart.  There are ways to feed the household without a problem in todays world with the dollar stores and afew other places.  Pluss you can clean on the cheap side also from alot of places.  Since I do not need paper plates and I have cut down on the paper towels also for the place it has got alot cheaper in the can.  Now to get to the place to really teach my Niece that it is ok to be cheap around the household and who cares in what others say about how you run something.  Also with that being said I started laughing when I had the dog out I basicly caught someone lieing about all the good neighbors left on the block.  I will admit that I am the cheap one on the block here compaired to others around here.  Oh well on it.  If some only knew about half the stuff that I have done to be cheap around here.  Between the coupons and free stuff you can get on the net to dumpster diveing and many other things to save money for the household.  Pluss I even cut the dryer sheets in half for the household.  Once I know more of what is going on I will be getting more free stuff off the net also.  You would not believe on how many samples are being sent out for free from companies.  I ended up with a huge bucket for the dog and cat. 

Another day at

Well it will be another day at the doctors office again.  Since I have to go I will see what I can do for the rest of the laundery around here today while I am at it all.  Ok I never said that I totally listened to the doctors since I have to run the can still around here.  That is part of what some do not realize around here if I do not do part of the housework then it will never get done at all around here.  Pluss not only that the can would totally fall down around me if I do not do some things.  So may as well somewhat push myself to get things done and do what I can around here.  Pluss I do not expect my Niece back untill at least noon around here for today.  I will be on my own for some things that have to be done around here.  Well with things going like they are I may not be able to hang the blankets out today also while I am at it.  So eather way I am going to try to do what I can today pluss get the budget on track since I will be the only one here for awhile around the place.  My Nice was also in bed by 10 and was out cold untill the alarm went off this morning I was impressed to say the least.  This is what happends when she has to get up by 4 am and go to work.  I have to laugh at this point becuase hardly any of my Nieces friends work at all.  Now the girl will understand that some of the people she is hanging out with are going to use her totally now.  Well after Sunday one of her friends said she was skipping school on Monday and I warned her not to hang out with the one girl if and when she does stuff like that at all for the day.  And I reminded my Niece that if she goes to jail for her friend then she will have to deal with me spanking her at the station.  Then she started realizeing that I will not play with stuff like that at all.  It will not reflect on us at all when her friend skips school it will reflect on the girls parents.  So now with that my Niece looked at me and said that she would rather be here and learning something along with working anyway.  All I could do was shake my head and said well I have to do somethings tomarrow and will get more done.  Pluss the poor girl has not been here long enough to see a big shopping day that will happen eather this month or next month at all so she will go with me for the day.  Then I will show her totally in how to save money around the household and how to get the bills down around here also altogeather.  Some folks figure once they shove the kids out of the household then they will learn on thier own in how to do things.  Well the poor girl has had a total crash course around here to do things on the cheap with me.  Like how much to use of the cleaners and grab a rag to clean with also.  That was the course for the morning also around here at 4:15 am.  So now at this point she knows that I am running on the cheap side without thinking about it at all around here nomatter what time it is.  Once my Niece starts with the doing without thinking about it then I know she is ready for the world.  Also she has noticed that I do not keep any paper plates nor napkins in the household at all.  She asked about it and I told her I thought it was a waste of money around here to buy them for the household.  Then she dropped that idea for the household totally.  So now to get the power bill back down and teach my Niece that the dryer is hardly to be used at all around here.  That is what some folks do not understand about my place niether.  Is that I do not have to use the dryer at all and I may go to Kmart today to get another rack for the household.  Then I will have the extra room also for the laundery to dry.  Or I can use the lines also that are still up while I am at it also.  I know I need to do smaller loads around here to have enough room.  Once I think about it will save me money and split up the laundery so I can handle it abit better.  So now to get everything wrote down around here so everyone knows that to hang laundery instead of useing the dryer.  Also to get alot of things in order for the place.  Then this way nobody can say well I diden't know about it at all and I won't get stuck with everything also.  Now to start thinking about other cheap thoughts for the place while I am at it.  It will not be to hard to do since I have alot to do around here anyway.  Pluss an easier way of doing things around the place.  Also I will be picking up more cans around here.  With that being said here I will take more walks since it does help reduce the pain.  So I will end up picking up cans along the way.  I think it scares some people around here that I do little things around here like that to help bring in money.  There are several ways that I do streach out the dollars around here still and even more so since my my Niece has moved in around here.  I have no choice in the matter anymore and it will get worse before it gets better anyway with in what I am about ready to start doing for the place.  I am getting that much tighter around the household.  Well with some things around I have to eather way I look at it.  There will be more said tonight about it.