Hanging it up

I may as well hang it up around here on trying to have a car.  All I can do is shake my head becuase they want to total out the car.  And I asked how in the Hell am I suppose to get to the doctors office after this go around.  Pluss I can barely walk let alone for that far to the office.  Then I was thinking of how I am suppose to take care of my Nice on top of it all.  So now at this point I will be going alot cheaper around the place and have no choice in the matter at all here.  I have been cutting down on the smokeing here and after yesterday my Niece looked at me like go you are way to stressed out for the both of us here.  So I got to walk around the reservation for awhile and after I got back she went to Walmart and looked around.  Maybe window shopping does some of us good here in the place.  So we all have a wish list around here and went from there of course.  Now with that being said I haven't been to the grocery store totally at all and that will wait untill I am totally out of food around here to say the least.  And I already know that it will take over 2 carts when I do get out to do the grocery shopping around here to get all that we need here in the can.  With today I have to hit the doctors office and go from there of course.  It will be a cheap day of course since I refuse to run the A/C unit this late in the season around here and will have the windows open for the fresh air to come into the can.  Yes everything will be off during the day also.  I have no choice in that matter niether.  Pluss I got to talk with one of the neighbors yesterday when I got home around here.  Now she was hollering about not having enough money and what was going on with her.  As I said to her everyone is pretty much broke around here.  I have been cutting back of course and so has some others around here with the prices going up it is harder to streach out the dollars also.  As my neighbor asked yesterday in how I do things for the place with 3 people in the can I told her that I had the back stock and that is why I do not need much for the place.  Also it helps when you get the stuff on sale for the household and stock up when it is on sale.  I think that is what gets to alot of folks is that I try to keep the place stocked up as much as possible.  That and I end up cooking even more on the cheap around here to streach out the dollars there also while I am at it all.  My Niece just shakes her head now around here becuase she knows that I will streach out the things as much as I can and go from there.  When the girl is not complaining around here it is a good thing for what I am doing then.  Pluss she is learning on what to do and when to do it around here also.  When my Niece is snagging in what I know for to be cheap on the cleaning and cooking.  I know that she will be ok for when she does move out of my place in what she is learning now.  Pluss at this point I am still doing what I can around here to make the place go around here.