Monday, September 6, 2010
Seeing in what I can do around here
Well I will see what I can do for today around the can. At this point I am feeling pretty good and in the "Normal" pain as I call it for the day so far. So I will try to get more done around here today. The really nice part is that when I am able to do I will try to do around here without a problem. I have already picked something up and now I know why the doctors told me no for the place. Oh well Life does not stop because I am somewhat down around here. With last night around here I still know there is no chance for Liberty-Ann moving in around here and I knew that. As I told her last night I may have forgave you in what you did and I will not forget what ya did also. With that being said this is why I still do not trust Liberty-Ann at all. This is after she refused to help take care of my Sister In Law. Well do to Cancer my Sister in Law passed about 4 1/2 years ago. After that it seemed that Liberty-Ann got worse and I cut ties for about a year and a half with her. Now I found out a few things that I was right on as of last night and pretty much told her "Didn't I say something about that and now you seen what happens". Alot of it had to do where I grew up at and with 6 pluss major highways going thru the area I seen what can go on if you were not careful. Now my one Niece understands about what happened and the why. I knew she was getting financially abused either way. And after I got torn down and called some names that didn't bother me to much because I knew of what was going on and some of the bigots in the world. Yes I still live in a trailer and not for long I hope. I am thankful that I have a roof over my head and a few other things around here that some did not understand at all at the time. Well after being called "Trailer Trash" and "Worthless" I brushed it off. Pluss I waited and some should not throw stones at others because the person ended up in a trailer and evicted out of the house that she was in also. Now some have started to realize that after all these years that I have worked and asked for nothing at all around here also. Some asked me last night if I was still working and I said that I can't at this time because of what happened about 2 weeks ago. That was the major problem that some always had about me was because I have always worked and never thought much about it all. Pluss I have always been cheap/frugal in some form or another. Pluss I have got alot worse on it from the past I would say 16 years or so to make ends meet around the place. I can laugh at this point because the Niece that is here is loving it and the other one wants to be taught and she missed out on it from myself. My Niece that is here will say that sometimes that what pops out of my mouth is just plain wrong at times and it makes since after she thinks about it. Also the girl knows that I will not steer her wrong on alot of things to run the household and to be cheap about it all around here. Now with alot of the things that have been going on around here I will say that I have kept out of alot of things only because I have no choice in the matter at all. I have done what I have had to do to get away from all the drama and make sure that I kept out of alot of it. Some things I just do not care to know. So now since I have went cheaper around here I feel better and who cares if I have very little or alot of stuff for the household. I refuse and will not keep up with anyone else around at all. I have been ok with doing things in that way for a good many years now. I do not get jealous around here of what others have in their households at all. I refuse to go broke for anyone around me or tells me that I have to. I have had alot of used stuff that has served its purpose around my place. Also why bother to get brand new with some things untill I am totally ready to do so.
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