Now to start

Well I have to start in on some cleaning before I leave today for the doctors office.  Then this way I can go back to bed after I get back at about 10 am.  I am letting some of the dishes soak at the moment around here to get the caked on stuff to come off easier.  ALso with today I will start nailing my Niece about the bathroom looking like a water pit and make up bomb that goes off after she gets done also.  Granted I did not get to some of the housework last week at all becuase I was not doing good around here at all.  So there will be some things done before I leave this morning and I have no choice in the matter at all.  I think that is what is getting to me the most around here is that I am doing more and not getting the help that I need at all from others.  And after last week around here I am suprized that I am still going this week at all.  So now to get alot of things done and I am not even motivated enough to do anything at this point in time at all.  That is what hurts the most around here to say the least.  Maybe I need to light a fire under my Niece to get more done and to keep it clean around here to say the least while I am at it all.  The other thing is that I am going cheaper around here weather some like it or not and I just don't care anymore.  I have warned others about it and oh well at least I am still running the place.  My Niece asked why yesterday and I told her that it was becuase that there is way to much money going our around here and we all need to cut back on the power and alot of other things also for the place.  She looked at me like oh here we go my Aunt is on the rampage for to knock the bills down again.  What she does not understand around here is that I can not work at all and that there is only one person that is working.  With that being said I told her yesterday go out and find a job since I end up doing most of the housework anyway around here.  That is what really got to the girl yesterday anyway.  I am tired of looking at the place that is not running all to well around here and I end up cleaning up after 2 people during the week around here.  So with tomarrow I will be doing alot more cleaning and going from there.  That is the main goal out of the place is to have it somewhat cleaned up and go from there and not have to worry all of the time of getting hollered at by my Husband.  On Sunday he tried to nail my toush to the wall and I exploded on him.  I said fine I guess I can do more without a Damn flipping problem since I am a lazy ass around here anyway after the accident.  The man could not get away from me fast enough after I started yelling back at him.  And I did ask for help with some things and got ignored anyway from 2 people in the household.  So I may as well start doing and screw in what the doctor told me not to do.  That is why I have been doing alot more around here without even thinking about it.  Also if I take anymore time off from the housework then the place will really fall apart.  I looked at my Husband and Niece on Sunday and said I need more help and got ignored around here so I may as well start doing and shut my mouth around here.  I am guessing that I am not suppose to be in as much pain as I am in anyway according to some people and to suck it all up and work thru the pain eather way I turn around the dump.  So now that I have gone on very little sleep since I am hurtting so much and start keeping busy around here while I am at it and clean at all hours of the day and night from now on.  Now that the dishes are done and the bathroom only half cleaned I will have to do more around here after I get back from the doctors office.  With in an hour I have done way to much already this morning and need to get more done around here.  With some things I can not lax up on around here at all.  Now it is full out war for the can to get it cleaned up at this point in time with me.  I am totally done looking at a nasty place around here to say the least.  Now to keep my mouth totally shut and just do even more around here to keep it all clean.  That is the one of the goals and to do it all on the cheap side also while I am at it around here.  I think that is what gets to most people around my place is that I am not able to do much and I still have to.  Within the past 4 weeks around here the place has totally fell apart and I have to start cleaning here.  I just can't stand the place anymore at all.  Now comes the fun part of the whole thing and I will get some toushies into gear around here weather they all like it or not.  That is includeing of my own since I get hollered at the most.  As I told my Husband over the weekend that I will get off my lazyness and start doing around here without a problem and get things done even when I can barely walk nor stand around the place.  It also helps to keep busy for me and not think about the pain at all anyway around the place.  So lets see what I can do for the day and go from there.