Shaking my head

Well I proved a point to my Husband yesterday morning totally.  We were out in another area that I do not mind walking at it is just the parking at the area that stinks.  So after all said and done there was alot that was missed with the nickles since my Husband does not look on both sides of the road period still while we are out of the house.  That is why he almost hit a turkey also while he was at it that was crossing the road.  So it looks like when things start going again here I will start hollering and kicking period for my Husband to stop and pull over from now on.  I refuse to play his game since he does not like to stop at all with the pain that I am in and he does not care also about it.  Of course sitting for 2 hours without moving on my part does not help out at all and my Husband has not got that part of things still years later after the first surgery.  I have tried to say something way before about it and I got ignored totally here about in why I have wanted to get out of the truck in the first place and it was not to walk at all at that point when I first said something about it all.  Now my Husband will understand after all said and done here about some things that I have started hollering about and he will not like it when my legs give out on me yet again when he does not stop when I ask, beg, and holler about it to him.  I will bring that part up today sometime before he leaves and go from there as normal.

Shaking my head

Well at least there are spots that are left here in the household to where I can still hide some things at this time totally.  So as I sit here and have thought about all of in what I have to do with some areas that I do not even want to deal with at this time it is just nuts.  Since I have about a week before the surgery at this time I have this part to whip my toush into gear for alot of things that need to go on before anything else goes on at this time.  So the walks are in order and I have no choise in the matter.  It also goes along with getting my hair chopped off while I am at it for the week.  Even my Husband agreed to that part with making things abit easier for myself to handle at this time.  Amazing in what goes down when I put my foot down on some things here totally for the household.  So in the mean time the walks will get done weather my Husband likes it or not for the week here along with other things as well also.  Since I will be at the bank this week here anyway I will take the money that I have already and turn it in after Tuesday morning.  The nice part about all of it is that some will not know in how much will go into the one account this month at all.  With the week before surgery along with the weeks after that I should be ok since I have to get outside anyway and it is a good thing that everything is close to the house here.  Of course now at this time the one week I will take a hit and that is fine at this point in time.  I will be able to make that part up without a problem at all in the coming months anyway here for the walks and go from there.  Since there are several other spots that I can hit up here in the area and will start screaming to my Husband to plain out stop along the way on part of the drive also from now on.  I am lucky that he will forget some of the totalls that will be picked up and go from there totally.

Shaking my head

Well between the doctors this week and next along with other things I am at my wits end totally.  It always amazes me here in what can get dumped on my lap before each surgery nomatter in what I do at this point in time.  With alot of things going on I am just in the hope that next week goes better for everything.  It should since the first of the month is almost here again and I can park on the street again in the area at times also to walk in other spots.  With that being said it will be more money in my pocket anyway and that is how I like it here also.  Since some of the guys either can not or will not go out any farther than what they have to still to this day it may be a good thing.  Either way here I will make it off of the walks and see where I land up in the next several months here also.  The nice thing is that I will be able to walk more here after Monday anyway and like it.  Anyway my Husband has got the dates so messed up here that it is not even funny at this time at all and since I have the date down here totally I may as well make the call to the office myself for that part of it all.  So now to get the time for the next appointment for the other doctor here so I can make sure that I know when to get out.  All I can do after this point is shake my head and hope.

Thinking again

Well I had a mini walk this morning totally here already.  I did not get anything and that is ok since I got to really think hard for about 40 minutes here for myself.  I know in why I have been trying to keep calm here and why I have failed so far in that part of things totally for the past several months.  Between some not caring at all along with other things that I have been blamed for also it is not a good thing at all.  So now I will get out more and do what I can for the walks along with other things that are going down also here from now on since I can deal with getting blamed for things that I have not even bothered to do as of yet.  When I walk here it seems like I can swallow some things better and keep myself up and going also for the days that some that are not here along with other things.  With that being said here I have took heat for the lap top that I have had for not even 3 years as of yet and others ran it over along with trashing the power supply on me 8 months ago.  When my Husband asked in how old the laptop is yesterday I told him 3 years on Thanksgiving day to be honest I got told not to get nasty with it and I told him that i was not any souch thing and I was still stewing in what his supposed friend had done still at that point along with taking the heat for it all.  I told my Husband since it is still my fault here anyway that I look at it I will save up for another one since I let the person trash it on me along with other things in the house since he does not have nice things because of the 2 younger children in his household.  So now I have came to the point of I just do not care anymore in what I get blamed for as long as I can walk also for myself so I can swallow the bitter powder of getting blamed and accused of things that I had not even bother to do here when I know some have lied their way to the top also.  Friends and sisters come before the wife and I got use to that part period around here over the past 20 plus years.  When I was the one that brought in the steady pay at times and did not have to worry on how much nor little here along with the pay that was bouncing back to the can to beat me home in some of the jobs that were had with my Husband.  So I got really good at streaching out in what was coming in and what was there at the time also over the years.  So I guess that is why I never really left on getting the nickles here and saved them up for things at the store along with many other things that have been going down.

Somewhat laughing

Well yesterday I did get to pay cash for the one store here that I had shopped at.  With all of the coupons that were uploaded on the phone along with other things I ended up saving over 11 dollars and that is without the paper coupons at the time also.  So now at this time I will say that I did fairly well and went from there.  For today I have to make a 2 hour trip of course and see in what all happends between the time that I am gone of course and then for tonight also and that is when I will get the major walk in for myself.  The nice thing about it is that I can dream about some things and still pick up the nickles also while I am at it all without some knowing about it.  Ok so I am back to some of my old ways totally and it will be my gain on this part of it all.  The good old 3 birds with one stone saying of course with the loss of weight, being able to have a clear mind, and pick up money while I am at for the day.  The nice thing about the walks is that I can hide them for the most part here during the week.  Also the cash will not be here in the household even though I know where to hide it untill I can get it up to the one account here for the week.  For some Monday mornings I can get at least 10 cents worth of nickles by walking up to the bank and that is hid away totally by the time everything is said and done.  So with that said I will be trying to do more here for myself and see in what all goes on after this part.  As I told one doctor here I got sick from doing in what my Husband told me to do along with the weight that I have already lost that came back.  Another thing here with myself is that I have fought so dang hard for some things and gave up from being cut down way to much also from my Husband and his one friend.  So now I will say something at the bank and get that part of it takin care of also since I have saved enough money over the past month here for the place while I have been at it all.  Since I have noticed some things on Friday here also and thought it was just totally down right funny in alot of ways still at this time.  That is another post in itself here and will do that part soon.

Shaking my head

Well I took the heat again for some things here in the house that has happened here 7 to 8 months ago and went livid.  As soon as I went livid on my Husband he finally understood in why I was just plain out tired of the crud and why I want out period.  So after all said and done here I won that battle yet again.  Also I won over the walks here that I need to get so I can feel somewhat normal untill the 7th of next month.  All I can do is start laughing about that part since I have been told not to walk by my Husband period in December of course and still had that battle going for almost 4 months on top of it all.  The other thing is here that my Husband noticed that I have been using more and more coupons here for the household and almost went over the edge yesterday while I had to pick some things up that we were out of anyway.  With that part of it all I have noticed that I supposadly have the brain farts still according to my Husband and one of his friends to where I have had none in the past several weeks totally also.  Since I have asked for very little here anyway over the years I did forget to pick up several notebooks of paper and that is fine since I have to drive today and on the way back here then I will pick up several other things on top of it all.  So I shake my head alot here with things that have gone on this weekend and figure that it is all on me nomatter what goes on from here on out.

Thinking again

Well at this point since I have to hide sme things here in the household after this weekend and of course I will get cut down for this part of it all it is ok now with what I am about to start.  I am tired of all the waste here in the house and it is not myself doing it niether at this time.  Here I thought it was myself doing the waste since the move had been made and it was not even me.  The eye opener was when I figured ok lets save back the used foil for the scrap yard to take in and I have seen in how much that was wasted from my Husband totally within the past 7 months.  There is the plastic ware here in the household and almost enough lids to cover everything that is here at this time.  I could not figure out in why we were going threw some things totally at all untill it clicked last night here in what he was really doing.  The bad part has been that I have not felt totally good here for the past 3 plus years and had missed alot of what was going on and still in what is trying to be pulled on me also here in the place.  So I will be making sure that things are not out in the open anymore here in the household and the plastic ware will be pulled out totally from now on also for the place.  What really hurts is that there was no need for what was going on here at all.  Also I have gathered in why my Husband does not want me to walk also at this time since it hit me last night while I was laying in bed here.  Alot of folks that I have broght up the question to here at this time over the past several months is that they would not mind at all if thier wife or other half started walking nomatter what time of year it is and would not say much about it.  Then the question was asked of me here as of do you feel better after you get done and my answer was yes.  So I will keep the walks here totally and found another spot that I can park at then go from there also at this time since it looks pretty good also for what I have been trying to do all this time with picking up the nickles on top of it all.  So I got the push on Friday that I needed also to put things into what is really going on and I had to verbalize it all and it sounded pretty bad in what is really going on here in the household.  The person has been there over the years and so have I to where when we need to talk to someone we can dump on eachother totally and bouce things off the other.  So now I know in why I have been trying to walk here totally and do what I have to do for myself and that will start happening more and more totally nomatter what is said to me.  Now it has came to the point in where I will have to hide the money that is picked up on my part from now on also here and it will not be pretty in how I will have to get it done from now on.

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time I am really thinking on things here and know that I am right still this morning on a few of the things that went down yesterday.  Even the cashier looked at me funny when my Husband started snapping at me by the time that we were about to leave.  I had got something off the bargin rack of course and it scanned right some wanted to fight about the price totally.  All I could say was that it scanned right and did not say much after that and of course I got screamed at from the time I got done paying for the bill along with towards the door of the place that we were at.  So after all said and done here knowing where all the foil and plastic bags are going to now it has opened up my eyes in how much some have not cared at all in what I have been trying to do here for the place.  I have been trying to scale back totally here for the place and was wandering in why more was going out than coming into the place when some have been here on the weekends.  So now some of the things will be hiddin from now on here in the place and myself saying I do not know in where that is and ya may have used it all up without telling me from now on.  All I can say is that it is pretty bad when I have to hide things in the household aalong with money on top of it even more so after this weekend.  This part I have pretty much figured in how to do and where to put things while I am at it after all of the years that have went by along with much thought also for what and where that things need to take place.  So I guess that I will be cleaning more here this week along with afew other things that will be going down from now on in the household totally.  With that being said at this time about what is going down and with myself trying to get cheaper it finally clicked in what I have to do here for the place from now on and go from there.  I have no other choise in the matter at this time at all and see in where I land up for alot more that needs to be done.

Waiting

Well I have been waiting here totally and it is still a no go with some things here totally.  That is ok and did find out this week that I can park at a friends place at this time along with getting my walks in also here at this time in another spot here in the area.  So now at least I can say that some things work out for the best anyway nomatter in what some might say about it all.  Now to really get out of the household more and be done with it also from here on out.  With that being said the less some know the better off that I am at this time for some things that need to be done anyway here for myself.  Also that becomes part of the waiting game with myself on alot of the things that are going down at this time.  Now that I have made up my mind to just do here yet again it will be alot easier to get out of the household nomatter in how cold it is out side beyond this point in time.  It will all work out at this time after I really get started again and go from there also for myself.  Now to start finding alot more on my part on my walks and see where I land up as normal for what I am doing.

Laughing

Well I got to laugh yesterday since my Husband figured that I would holler at him and did about getting out of the truck.  Since we were out by the one office I asked if we could stop by one place while we were gone out of the household and that did more help than anything for the week.  Ok so I have had a really bad week here and still trying to recover from that part of things.  As luck would have it we almost got smaked by another driver at the same place that others have been hit and lost their lives at the streach of road that we were on.  Knowing some things here it would not have been pretty if we got slammed into yesterday in where we were at totally.  Well after being rattled from Irving NY to Hamberg NY (about 40 minutes) I asked if we could stop at the one store also and got told may as well since we are already here.  So after all said and done we stopped and looked around.  Needless to say supper was still not done by the time we got back to the house and laundry still needed to be washed I got at least one load done and the next into the washer along with needing to let it go for another ride in the washer here also.  That part will get done sometime this morning of course.  This is what happends when the laundry gets pretty nasty from work and other things that go on in life.  My Husband looked at me and asked standing in the middle of the store before we left do we need laundry soap.  My answer was and is heck no and I still have about 6 months worth of laundry soap and softener here for that part of things.  I have caught that part on sale with the coupons also for the household while I was at it all.  Plus I have kept a small bottle from the laundry soap to refill from the big bottles that are here so I can lift it totally for that part of things also.  So now at this time since that part of it all is still on my back stock along with dish soap also here for the household I am ok with that.  It saves me in the long run here totally and that is how it all goes.  Now at this point in time I should start moving and get to my first walk for the morning here also while I am at it and before I leave the washer will be going again.

Plain out strange

Well in the past several days here it has been strange to say the least.  Half of it I can not explain and the other half has been totally just down right funny at this time.  That goes to say I did ask my Husband in why he asked me in how much I got in the nickles here per month and said a quote that sounded about right in what I do get in the summer months anyway here in the area.  At this point in time here I asked in why and my Husband told me that I will find out here shortly along with not to worry about it all.  So now here that part is one of the wierd things that are going down at this time.  This morning is another wierd morning totally without a question in my mind.  I guess it is one of the things that will have to be thought about on my walks and go from there untill I can figure it all out in what is going down.  Knowing this weekend I will get out and walk more anyway here nomatter what is going on at this time will give me the chanse to think on some things here that have went down and still are going down here.  Also here at least I can say that other things are going fairly well anyway for the household and I can say that the coupons also have added up for the month here while I have been at it all.  At least something has been going right for me at this time here totally.  Some things have added up fairly quick on me and that is how I like it anyway here for in what I do at this time.

Shaking my head

Well I got out way to late today for the walk in one area totally.  Oh well on my part for this morning and I will get one in this evening here also nomatter what is going on.  With that part on my mind here it will not be so bad since I will end up getting more in the long run for the night and a longer walk in.  Since I have already been out this morning here and the walk was a no go at that point I ended up doing something early that I figured to get it done and over with anyway for the day.  Pluss I got the paper for a change for the coupons and that is a good head start for what I need to do also for myself.  Knowing that some folks freak out and figure that coupons are not worth it at this point in time along with the sale items also untill they see someone using them at the store.  When they hear the total bill after some of us get done they figure it all out that it is worth the time and effort to use them.  So now with the coupons in how I do it here is that I will clip all the ones that I want and or need and hook them up with the sale price in the store or stores that I go to.  That is part of how the people do that on the Extreem Couponing show does that part.  Also here you can use the pull 'em coupons with the ones that are clipped along with the app coupons for an item.  There is alot of ways that folks can save on the groceries and for household items at this time and some folks do not think about it at all for that part.  Since alot of places will take the coupons that are clipped out and printed off the computer at this time it is well worth the work for an hour a week if not longer.  At this point in time since I am getting back into it all yet again I will see in what I can do for that part of the house since I was pretty good at it years ago.  So now at this time I will start doing that part of things again and stash the money back that I save on that part of things also while I am at it.

Thinking again

Well I got to thinking here yet again and that is a good thing now.  Since it still looks like a Target bomb went off in the kitchen by this morning and it will start to look better by this afternoon.  All I can do at this time is alittle at a time at this point and it will work for the day.  Also I have noticed that some things were out in the parking lot where I was at yesterday and I will get over there either tonight or early tomarrow morning for a good long walk.  Since it all works out in the end here with my walks also it will not be so bad after I get going yet again for myself.  I am looking at it still as the extra money coming into the one account that I have going at this time and it will help by the time I need it also.  Knowing that it worries some people that know me here in the area and that is on them at this time.  So now at this time I have to really plot out some things that need to go on for the place and myself at this point in time and knowing in where I will land up also is a huge help on that part.  Since it is looking like I am getting back into the coupons also for the household at this time along with other things that have been going down for the place it will all help out also in the long run for in what I will be doing.  Also I got a good look at the one bill from Target here and I paid $1.23 for 2 bags of frozen veggies the other day.  All I can do is laugh about that part of what I had done.  Also I expect that some folks will start hollering again when they get behind me in the check out lanes when I have the stack of coupons yet again to shop with and drop that part of the bill of course from now on.  Some folks have not got that part out of others of us or they just do not care in how much that they all spend at the stores either way at this time.  So now let the fun begin when I start dropping the totals down for the household yet again for alot of the bills.  I also look at it like this why bother to pay top dollar for everything when nobody has to.  Anyway at least some things are still on the plate here in what I use to do while we were at the can and it all worked along with helped out for the budget.