Thinking again

Well at this point since I have to hide sme things here in the household after this weekend and of course I will get cut down for this part of it all it is ok now with what I am about to start.  I am tired of all the waste here in the house and it is not myself doing it niether at this time.  Here I thought it was myself doing the waste since the move had been made and it was not even me.  The eye opener was when I figured ok lets save back the used foil for the scrap yard to take in and I have seen in how much that was wasted from my Husband totally within the past 7 months.  There is the plastic ware here in the household and almost enough lids to cover everything that is here at this time.  I could not figure out in why we were going threw some things totally at all untill it clicked last night here in what he was really doing.  The bad part has been that I have not felt totally good here for the past 3 plus years and had missed alot of what was going on and still in what is trying to be pulled on me also here in the place.  So I will be making sure that things are not out in the open anymore here in the household and the plastic ware will be pulled out totally from now on also for the place.  What really hurts is that there was no need for what was going on here at all.  Also I have gathered in why my Husband does not want me to walk also at this time since it hit me last night while I was laying in bed here.  Alot of folks that I have broght up the question to here at this time over the past several months is that they would not mind at all if thier wife or other half started walking nomatter what time of year it is and would not say much about it.  Then the question was asked of me here as of do you feel better after you get done and my answer was yes.  So I will keep the walks here totally and found another spot that I can park at then go from there also at this time since it looks pretty good also for what I have been trying to do all this time with picking up the nickles on top of it all.  So I got the push on Friday that I needed also to put things into what is really going on and I had to verbalize it all and it sounded pretty bad in what is really going on here in the household.  The person has been there over the years and so have I to where when we need to talk to someone we can dump on eachother totally and bouce things off the other.  So now I know in why I have been trying to walk here totally and do what I have to do for myself and that will start happening more and more totally nomatter what is said to me.  Now it has came to the point in where I will have to hide the money that is picked up on my part from now on also here and it will not be pretty in how I will have to get it done from now on.