Shaking my head

Well yesterday was an odd ball day either way that I looked at it here and it was ok.  Since the radio is back in the truck here, along with the new mail box up, along with getting the kitchen moved around also here it was not a bad thing at all here to say the least.  And I almost forgot to bring in the Easter goodies for the feather balls and fur balls in the household.  So now at this point I will go out to the truck here soon and get that part of things for the day here also before everyone gets up and on the move here.  I will say that the feathers and the fur are totally spoiled on that part of things here for the hollidays and may as well be that way.  Also I have to cook the rest of the meal here this morning and clean up inbetween times while I am at it all for the day here.  The nice thing about all of this is that at least parts of the kitchen will be clean before I get to bed tonight here also and less work that I have to do tomarrow of course.  Another thing is that I will be boiling the ham bone here for stock this afternoon when everyone is out of here.  That is one of the highlights out of the day is cooking all day for the place again.  Whom ever figures that I do not have enough food for the place is just plain out there anyway at this time and there is nothing that I can do for that part anyway.  Since I do have alot of pasta here in the household and picked it up at the time 5 lbs for a dollar along with the leftovers for this week I say that I have food here in the place at this point and still the freezers are full almost to the max on top of it all it will not be to hard to eat at all here nomatter in what others say.  I guess what alot of it has to do is that 4 weeks pluss out of the year is that I try not to hit up the grocery store at all anyway and use up in what is in the freezers also during the time that I am really broke.  Also I know there is a run on soup down stairs here anyway and that will get ate up here this winter if not before.  Since some gave me a good idea for the cabbage when I was down in Illinois anyway here almost a year and a half ago.  So there is food here without a problem at all and that is how I like it.  There is alot of things that some just do not know in what I do and when I do it all here for the place.  When my one aunt that is a lousy cook found out that I was cooking for the day here she freaked out yesterday when I told her.  The funny part about this is that I surpassed her totally on alot of the cooking and I am alot younger.  I will say it takes time to be a good cook nomatter what happends and do not freak out over it.  There are times where I still have flopps in the kitchen and that is ok here totally after 20 pluss years.  Some things happen and that is that it happends even to the best of cooks nomatter what.  There are many good days in the kitchen and sometimes there is an off day to where everything falls apart nomatter what goes on.  I think in what it was that my one aunt never bothered to pay much mind in what her mother was doing in the kitchen.  Now that I can laugh about that part since one grandmother tried to get myself and another aunt out of the kitchen at all times here or to keep us from gathering at the oven or both and we both were laughing about it when I said something about that part to one of my favorite aunts here.  When I am around another favorite aunt I watch her cook also.  So now here some of us can laugh about some things here totally and get by with it. 

Thinking way to much

Well I have been thinking this morning here already.  It never fails when I am alone and at least this time it is not a jumbled mess in my mind here at all at this time.  With alot of it at this point in time is that I just need to do and have nothing left but that part of things here totally.  Also it means that I will be getting out for alot more walks here along with keeping alot more off here for the household.  Since there will be leftovers for the week here of course it will not be so bad on not cooking at this time also for that part of things once I think of it.  Oh well at least that part of the food bill will be cheaper than snot here.  With the leftovers I will be able to make several things from one ham here along with not having to worry about getting up to the store also for the week.  When I called some people yesterday here they figured that I needed to go to the store nomatter what I was doing also for the day.  I started laughing and said that I have already been and I do not need anything else for the household at all here now since I am totally stocked up on alot of things again.  It all got me to thinking that ok if I do not have food here in the household at this time then why are some spots totally full here and nothing else can be brought in at this time for the place.  Also there is the over stock in my desk at this time since I was over at the big Walmart on Friday while I was already out that way for the day.  Ok so getting out to another area here never hurt anyone that I know of at this time to save money here.  I think that is what gets to some people at this time about me here is that I will go out and do at times for the household here and not think twice about it all now.  With that being said here at least it was a whole new other side for what goes on to life other than staying in the household all of the time.  Now at this time here also I ended up with a new mail box on top of it since the old one fell apart here on Thursday.  I had to laugh about it since the lid went flying off when I stuck my hand in it.  What else could I do about it at the time since it was funny. It was one of the crud muckers of ok gotta replace that one here since the old one was just done anyway here when we moved into the house. 

Shaking my head

Well it went thru with the phones here totally since I ended up getting 3 emails saying that it was in effect as of yesterday here.  The ball was totally dropped in the one office here in Niagara Falls totally and I have the proof now as of yesterday here.  What really gets to me here is that some just do not have a dang clue at all on what is going on.  With that said 4 days without a cell phone period and ended up with a house phone again it is totally uncool here when I have doctors trying to call me along with a 90 year old pluss grand mother that if she went someone better have enough balls to say I did wrong here.  So now at this point in time the one gal did not blame me for giving the store a 3 when she called me here on Thursday after all said and done.  Now here I am stuck with the house phone for 2 years of course and it all makes me sick about that part of things.  So now here at least I can say that some things will go on and I have to totally re budget in some areas of the household.  I guess this is why I try to walk so much at this point and pick up the nickles also while I am at it all.  This morning was pretty bad on that part of things here and to where I admit to it in what was out there it is pretty bad.  With alot of things now some people do not think at all and the kid who supposadly helped me out here on Monday still lives with Mommy and Daddy here.  So all I can do is shake my head and try not to have any more problems out of the phones at all from now on.  Anyway at least now some things will work out and I will end up getting out there more often than not after this.  This one thing put me on total over load for the house here yet again.  So now here I will figure something out since I am not able to do much here anyway except to walk and get money that way of course.  Now some will learn about that part of things and I do not have a hand in it at all since what goes around comes around in my eyes.  With that being said this is why I do not B.S. anyone and refuse to still since I do not want to get bit in one way shape nor form.  This is why I say shop around and if it seems to good to be true then it is.  So now at this point in time I just realized that I will have to take the walk today or at least take some of the nickles in that has been collected here for the household and make a run for one of the stores.  I guess it could be worse totally here on some things and that is fine since I know alot of the short cuts anyway in where I have to go now.  Now it is up in the air to walk or not to walk here.  There is way to much to do in a short amount of time.  That is what bites me right on the toush at this time here. 

Strange morning

Well it has been a strange morning so far here.  Not a nickel in sight here at all in where I went to already and later on I will have to walk either way that I go here for the day.  Ok so the dash board of my truck will be ripped apart here by this afternoon here and it will amaze me if it all gets back togeather by the time my Husband leaves tomarrow again.  So now at this time at least I can dump out a cart and walk to alot of places by the time I either want or need to to get out of the house here.  I think that will bother my Husband the most with myself today here since I do not mind walking at all.  At this point I see a cheap day coming up and that is fine by me here totally.  With yesterday here I knew that I should have said something to my Husband of let me out of the truck and walk the side of several roads that we were on at the time.  Oh well it is my own loss here of course since I did not even bother on that part of things here at all yesterday.  Anyway at least with today I will get out there at one point or another for the day and go from there also.  That is one nice thing about where I am at since everything is close to the house at this point in time.  Some of us are still battleing that part of things out here also with what happened and how we fell into the place.  Now at this time some people are seeing things my way in why after the surgery and wanting to stay out of the truck here.  I would rather push and pull a cart than get behind the wheel at this time here totally if I want to shop at some of the stores.  It does pay off most times anyway here in that part of what I do for the household now.  Another thing I have thought about at this time is that ok the further out that my Husband wanted to go the more walks I would have took also here.  If a friend of ours got his way I would have been totally cut off from alot of people now still to this day.  Also I would have ended up with the dish for everything anyway several years ago along with shopping for the household at 3 months during the winter months at the time.  At the time I had the mini van and would not be able to get thru the snow and mud at one place.  Now all I deal with is snow and that is it.  Pluss everything at the one place would be about 45 minutes away here if not longer to get someplace.  So there were plusses for the one place and draw backs also either way that I looked at it.  One of the plusses would have been getting a blanket hunting permit and bear meat for the household along with deer meat.  Another pluss would have been I would have learned to start butchering big game instead of plucking a dang bird here.  Ok so I think of the funny side and wierd side of things here totally. 

Thinking way to much here

Well I ended up nailing my Husband down yesterday here about what he does to drive up the power bill totally at this point yet again.  What I did not realize is that he left a power supply plugged into the power strip and it did the job of running the power bill up in the past several months here along with leaving the microwave on at all times while he is home also here.  So I told him straight out ya either unplugg it or you loose computer time along with other things here in the household.  Needless to say he was not a happy camper about it and left things alone also for the day.  Now at this point my Husband is back to stiff undies and socks here to wear also since I am tired of the power bill being over 60 dollars a month once again here for the household.  So now I will be watching more closely in what is going on here on that part of things.  May as well put more on my list here of things to do for the house.  Also with hanging laundry here for the place it saves over 60 dollars anyway without having the dryer going all of the time.  When I told one person not to run the dryer untill 8 pm here in the place she could not get it thru her thick head in why after several 80 pluss dollar bills that came in thru the winter months while she was here.  So now at this time at least I will say that the dryer hardly gets used to begin with at this time anyway with me and it will get used even less now if I have my way here.  It is alot of wear and tare on things here and it does not help out on the pocket book niether.  Since we really switched things around for the phones here also I will be saving on that part of things also.  I still can not believe that some have dropped the ball on things here on me and with the triple checking on things some of us got it all straightined out here.  Once everything was explained here to the main office and they switched things around for good here also it made it easier on me here for that part of things.  Some people still do not get in why I will switch things over and make calls every so often to see if the bills can be dropped down.  I guess this is why I do not want all of the movie channles here totally for the household also still to this day.  With the extra 60 pluss dollars saved on that part of things it helps here.  With the Dish there are free previews on things and I can wait untill the preview on channles come on here in the household.  I have caught more good movies that way than some know about.  I can laugh about that part since some have seen me curled up on the recliners at one point or another watching a movie.  So it all depends on what is going on and how much is in the budget for everyone also at this time.  With alot of things that I have already did for the house it seems to be working for the most part here and sometimes I still have to holler at some also here for the place.  Another thing that I have realized is that it is ok to get the cheaper end of things for food also at this point still.  With yesterday here I ended up spending about $1.50 with the power to have dinner here for the household.  With the free kalbasa and only paying for the sour krute here it worked for that part of things here.  Maybe that is a reason in why some have got mad about in what I will do here to save money for the place.  Also since I am alone alot of the times during the week here anyway I do not watch alot of T.V. nor on the computer all day long also here.  I just do not run alot of things anyway here during the day in the week here and I have been paying for it all in what some have done also for the place.  So I have been thinking of ways to cut the costs here anyway and it will be done yet again here once it is all put down on paper to get things straight on what I want to try out again for the household. 

Shaking my head

Well I got a call from Verizon yesterday and found out that the person who helped me over at the store here just totally did not do his job at all.  Also it comes to find out I was generous with a 3 rate at the time when they wanted to know.  So all said and done here at least the plan has been upgraded here along with really saving money at this point.  I guess this is what happends when someone has tried to screw me from another cell phone company here also.  Then I find out that myself and my Husband have been upped to 4 gb of data on the phones with the new plan.  I have a hard enough time going thru 2 gb worth of data at this point anyway.  At this time I am suprized that I have just not exploded on some people at this point since some wanted to BS me once again.  Now I will send the other phone back and go from there today also while I am at it all here.  Anyway as I sit here at this point in time here and think about getting some more of the laundry done here for the day at this time of the morning it should not be to hard to do since I kicked out 3 loads yesterday.  That part along with the dishes will not stop around here at all for the place.  With that part being said here at least there is always something to get done here nomatter what is going on during the day.  With the past week being in what it was it amazes me in what I got done also here for the place with the housework end.  Now at this point in time here at least I will say that infront of my Husband here the wand was pulled out according to him in what I got done yesterday here.  I guess that it all could be worse here for the place totally. 

Shaking my head

Well I am a quick thinker more times than not here and today will be one of the days of that part for the household here.  Since I have gone totally stupid aparently with my Husband at this point I will turn things off here and leave them off from now on during the week and start screaming about it yet again.  So now at this time since I will be hanging more laundry up after this it will work out here in one way or another also and also prove a point with alot of things here with some.  My Husband will have to start helping nomatter what is going on here weather he likes it or not.  Alot of what my problem is here is that I am tired of always doing and trying for the place and get screamed at nomatter in what I do for the place at this time.  Even though I did something right yesterday here and dang near dropped someone off of my porch also since the people will never take no for an answer for switching my bill to a higher rate at this time.  Instead of 70 dollars or less for my power bill at this time it would be doubled or tripled on IAG's plan.  I have played that game at the trailer and refuse to do that here in the household.  The front door has been open more times this week than any other time.  I am done with the people begging for me to sign up to their company for more money going out.  Or maybe I am just tired period of things that are going on here for the household.  I have almost gave up also here for the household to try to do and run things since my Husband and others refuse to listen here in the household.  Since I do try and I have failed more times than I can count here in the past little over 2 years since we moved totally it makes me wander in if it is really me here or others trying to say we ain't doing things your way anymore.  So now I will hang the extra load of towels up since they seem hairy if I do not throw them into the dryer at this time.  Like it matters anyway since I am the one that uses them alot more for the household.  Also since I am the main one that gets to the dishes more often here also and only one load has been done out of my Husband within 2 years of being here.  Otherwise they sit untill I get to them along with many other things here in the household at this time.  With today I have to get to the laundry nomatter what I think or feel for the day also at this time since alot of things are dirty here anyway.  At least I can keep busy nomatter what is going on for the day or what I need to do out side of the household.  So at this point in time I know with myself not being worth anything here anyway I may as well just do and shut the heck up about things.  Maybe some will learn when I can not move also here after getting to alot of the housework at this time also since I do not need to take my time and get things done that way.  What I need to do is get things done all at once and see how that works again here for that part also.  So I will see what happends today here and go from there now. 

Who knew

Well at this time I will not have a problem at all when I travel here and want to blog right from where I am at.  Ok so the cell phone was an upgrade from AT&T here and now some will holler if I stay at their place without the internet yet again.  Anyway at this time here at least there are things that I can get done yet again here for the day and my Husband is out of luck if he stays home here totally.  That is one thing also about the trucking industry here still to this day with the hollidays.  So now at this time if I get out of the household here for awhile I will be ok for the most part.  It is one of the days that I would like to just biff my Husband anyway since he will ignore the trash days also like someone else that I know here that I do not even over still to this day.  I felt totally lazy yesterday after I cleaned out cages and refilled bowls of food along with the water.  So it makes me wander in what some are still thinking to this day on what is going on here totally.  All I can say is that I will shake my head over this one for along long time here with some people.  At this time nowander in why the power bill has been higher than snot here totally in the past 3 months.  I will fix that totally here and some are not going to like it at all yet again.  Or I am just tired of fighting here on some things again and want it to end with trying to work with some people like my Husband here in what I am trying to do here for the dang flapping place.  Either I have to work that much harder here to get things done or just give up around here one.  So now at this time I think I will have to start hollering yet again with blowing gaskets over it or just hide things again here to prove a point again for the household.  There is alot that I can do still here and it will get done on the cheap side of things yet again for the place.  Since it seems that I am the one that has to suffer thru this one still going without things here in the household during the week here others will to for the day here if he stays home untill Sunday.  Yes I will be cooking on Sunday here as normal and it is another big meal of course for that day.  That means that I will be up early here and going from there to cook.  Pluss I guess that the convection oven is out since it uses way to much power of course.  I will figure out something when I am trying to get things done here again for Sunday/Easter dinner. 

Shaking my head

Well the cell phone is back and I will say that I got a call asking in why I gave the store a 3 on the list at the time that I did.  I told the gal you go without a cell phone for over 3 days and I did not know that I had to call the insurance company also since I never got that paper work at all.  I told the gal also give me 2 minutes and I will be in the store since I had to pull over to answer the call coming in.  That is one nice thing of where I am at and I was close to the house also at the time since I ran over to the post office yesterday morning.  So after all said and done here there are things that happen and when I get told straight out that I got the paper work when I did not there is a problem totally.  I will say that I will push back when someone bold face lies about something to me and about me here.  Anyway now over the news here Punxey Phil got indited also within the past couple of weeks.  I started laughing and almost fell out of my chair here also this morning.  All I can say is at least he did not get shot unlike Pete did years ago and that is why they have bullet proof glass in the show case at the library now at this time.  Ok so there are some things that are just not right at all and still when the children get a day off from school on Feb. 2nd because the town worships a dang groundhog there is a problem totally.  While myself and my Husband were down there 8 years ago here cleaning out his sisters place we did not move and I got down there the next day.  And there were still lunchens going on along with dinners for the rest of the week.  The day of it starts out at 4 am and it is nothing but a huge party for the day with hay rides and other things going for the day.  It is a day that you do not get out of the house at all or give up a parking spot period for the day and just walk to where ya need to go.  Anyway at least I will be able to get something done with laughture today with the groundhog.  At least something to keep the day going here to say the least.  With cages needed to be cleaned out along with laundry here I will have a full day going of course of cleaning and folding what is dry already.  So I may as well get started now and see where I land up for the day at this point in time. 

Shaking my head

Well in the past day here I have got at least $1.25 in nickles just by my walks alone here.  I have only hit up a few areas that I do not have to go to far at and went with it all.  It makes me wander in what is going on at this time here with some people throwing out money totally at this time.  So now at this time I can see why the one guy told me just to stick with it here and you will get better at spotting the nickles along with afew other things at the time that he told me.  Of course there are times of the year that are good in the winter months totally and I will not deny that part of things at all now then summer is always good to some of us that get out there more times than not also during the day.  Still it makes me wander in how bad it really is around here in the area and people saying that they are broke when they are throwing the nickles on the side of the road or in the parking lots also at this time.  Within a few minutes I ended up with 60 cents this morning already here.  So I will keep on going here for the nickles for the household here and see in how much I can get within a week also at this time.  In the summer months my totals will go up of course here since we are a bedroom town and the people will come to see the Falls of course along with shopping at the one mall here in the area also.  So I will be keeping the wierd hours again in sleep and will not mind it so much, like I do not have the wierd sleeping patterns anyway at this time.  At this point in time at least I can say that things are looking up here totally nomatter what here and will make it on the nickles for the extra money coming into the household.  This is what bothers the one neighbor here to no end since I will get out and just walk anyway then to top it off with picking up money on top of it while I am out of the household.  When I told him that I ended up with 30 cents the one day by stopping where I did the guy freaked out since I took the truck that afternoon here.  So now at this time I will start walking in the afternoons again here when the weather turns warmer shortly to go and pay some of the bills for the household and see what I can do on that part of things here.  Pluss with myself getting that much cheaper for the place at this time it will all go hand in hand from now on in what I have to do for the household once again.  There are things that I will be pulling back out that I did at the trailer here and stick with it all again also.  That is part of what bothered the one guy at trailer 34 about me since I could make out without a problem at all, along with getting out without him even knowing about it while myself and my Husband were in the trailer park.  Alot of it was that some could not controle me while I was there and I was not seen unless I wanted to be there at the end.  So now since alot of the cheap ways started years ago way before the trailer and got worse at the trailer also it was not so bad once I got things started and use to it also.  Now to get my Husband into gear also for turning things off after he is done with some things here in the household it would be even better on the budget that I have set up for the place at this time.  So for today I will see in what I can do here to get on track for things and go from there of course. 

Back to it

Well it is 27 out and I just got back from my walk.  I am up 60 cents so far for the day also and I will get back out there during the day here.  Since tomarrow I will be on the move here very early and will walk when I drop my Husband off at the truck of course.  Now at this time I will be seeing from now on in what I will be able to do after this part from this morning here.  I will have to work myself back up to at least a 2 mile pluss walk again here for the day.  The nice thing about this is that it will be extra money coming into the household of course along with the weight loss that is to come here.  Since I have nailed down my Husband not to say anything about loosing weight on myself this past week here and it should start melting off here soon for that part since summer is coming also.  It will also give me the chance to start walking more and some were right on what they were saying to me here about there is alot more that I can do for getting extra money into the house at a nickle at a time here.  So I will see in what happends here for the place and go from there.  Anyway at least I got to clear out my mind on some things here also while I was at it all.  Now at this time here some things do not seem so bad in what has been going on this past week since it was a bad week here totally.  Another thing is that some things will not change at all here and that is how it all goes.  I got to thinking about what the one doctor said here to me and the thing of if it hurts do not do it, ok I have been doing that since the accident here.  Since I can walk here still and it does not bother me at all to do so at all that is what I have been doing anyway when the weather is somewhat good here in the area.  Now I will have to start taking in the nickles more often and go from there also while I am at it all.  It will not be to hard on that part of things at all here since I will be walking to get the groceries for the household soon anyway.  As soon as the one bags are full on the one cart that I have not a problem here also.  At least it will be about 3-5 dollars when the one bag is full here totally.  So now it will be something to think about here while I am out and about here for the day if I so choose to be.  Also I got to thinking of how to get food that much cheaper for the place also besides coupons along with sales and I will be back to what I was doing at the trailer.  It will not hurt the household at all and never did at the time here.  So now here at this time there is alot running thru my mind still and it will all get straight here soon also in what I really need to do here for the place.  So maybe it is the push that I have needed at this time to get things done also for the place. 

Shaking my head

Well as I sit here and wait for the next phone totally here it is not bad I guess.  The phone that was sent out to me ended up not working and the guy at the Verison store even tried for me.  It happends and that is how it goes.  So now for the next phone and see what happends with that one for the day so I can at least have something while I am driving also I will have to wait.  Anyway at least I do not have to pay for shipping at all for this go around.  Now here I finally seen the one guy that gave me hope for the nickles here yesterday and told my Husband that that is the person who gave me advice on that part of things here months ago.  It amazes me that some are pretty good about something like that still to this day and knows that when I go out for my walks here it helps out totally on that part of things.  Since I have been thinking on that part of things for the household yet again and the warmer weather is coming it will not be so bad when I get out of the household.  At least I have came to the point of I just do not care who sees me also now when I am picking up the nickles off the parking lots and off the side of the road anymore.  Also here since my Husband knows that I am trying to get things cheaper here for the place I ended up switching the phone plan around here abit and will be saving about 20 dollars a month on that part of it all.  Every little bit helps on that totally on my part of what I am trying to do for the place nomatter what is going on.  With that part being said here at least things are getting done nomatter what now.  Also with today I will get out of the house for awhile here just to get some things done and gone thru while I am at it all.  So now I will be working on alot of things here to keep the bills alot lower than what I have been doing at this time.  I have came to the point here that it does not matter in what others are doing for their place at all now along with knowing that most of my bills are lower than theirs at this point also.  Another thing that I will be doing here is the wait game with alot of things that are going on.  Since there is a over load on some things here I do not have to run out and get things also all of the time.  It drives some people nuts in how I do things and that is fine by me since they all figure that I do not have food and other things in the household at this point in time anyway.  That is the nice thing about some people not being here at all now along with totally refusing on not coming to my place. 

Will it stop already

Ok so the phone that I have at this point went for a swim totally.  With that being said here I had the phone on the counter here and pushed it back to where it would not fall towards the kitchen at all and walked away from it.  I was at least 6 feet from the phone and it went flying into the kitchen and it landed in the water bowl for the dog and cat.  So that ment a trip over to Verison yesterday morning here to see what I could do for that part of things here.  Well I will have the phone sometime today and it cost me a pretty penny to get it here also.  I explained in what happened to the gal who helped me out and told her that I was more mad about what happened and it was not niether of our faults at all and what else went on.  The poor gal said she looked at the house and did not like the feeling when she walked in at all.  I told her that the house was not that bad and that things go on that others can not explain at all at times.  So now I will find a spot to charge the phone here other than where I have been at this time.  I guess it is a small price to pay here and a lesson to me of doing things here also again.  Anyway other than that for yesterday here it was a wierd day all the way around for the place.  So now to get at least something done here for the day besides my Husband wasteing money on me here all weekend.

Shaking my head

Ok so I thought that I was going to have surgery last month here and why bother to have physical therapy here untill that was done and over with.  Makes since to me here totally and who knew that I would not get to have the next surgery here at all it seems at this point in time.  All I can do is shake my head at this point and I pretty much know in what the doctor yesterday was thinking totally when he was testing me at the appointment.  So now at this point several of the tests that the guy done I failed at since I have had no feeling at all in my left arm since the accident and this one believed in what I was telling him here totally with alot of things.  All I can say is that at least I do try to get things done here and I have failed at that also for the household and my Husband.  So now at this time knowing in what I have to do and to at least try to get things done here for the place it hurts.  I guess that it could be worse here in what has happened and I have to deal with alot of things myself.  Before the accident here I could eat a double helping of what ever and still loose the weight totally and I was walking at least 3 miles a day also.  Now I eat very little and building myself up to the 3 miles a day for my walks again and gained over 50 lbs also since I could hardly move.  At times I still can hardly move here with the pain.  I also nailed down my Husband on that part of things here about the comments he makes about the weight gain that I have had in almost 2 years here and it finally clicked in why it hurts.  So now at this time I will see in what happends here and go from there at this time.  Also there was a question on the paper work about my fathers side in the health department.  All I put down was N/A since alot of it is even to me at this time anyway.  It is like pulling teeth to get any info at all on that part of things and needing to know also for my healths sake.  I guess some things are better left unsaid and make me wander about things that may happen also here.  With that being said here now it will not bother me to much and I will figure it all out down the road. 

Checking things off

Well I have been gathering up things for today here already.  Now all I can do is hope that it is worse than what I figure it will be at the doctors office this morning.  It is one of the days that I feel like crud here with my back totally and a starting of a miagraine again for the day.  Ok I never said that I was normal at all and this is what happends all of the time here anyway.  Also my Husband got in yesterday here so he will be going with me today here and at least he can talk for me here since I have no voice at all at this point still.  Also my hands do not want to work this morning at all here and it maybe a good thing since I can hardly feel my hands and forget about picking up anything at this time.  It is one of the side effects of the accident along with the blown out disks in my neck with alot of what is going on at this time.  Anyway I did get out of the house for alittle bit yesterday here and I felt some what better after I got back.  Ok so the walk did some good since that is all I was up to for yesterday and a few things done in the household also while I was at it.  So now at this time here at least the day will be a full one here totally.  With that being said here I will try again for the day to get at least something done on the cheap here and go from there besides being at the doctors office of course.  May as well here since there will be nothing else to do at all once I get back or maybe a nap is in order also for the day.  Ok I will admit that I have been sleeping alot here also in the past couple of weeks.  So I will see what happends for the day here and go with it as normal here. 

As I sit here

Well as I sit here and think on some things here for the household it is not that bad at all.  Since I took yesterday off for the most part I will work on the house today.  May as well since there is nothing else to do for the day besides wait on a call from my Husband totally.  So at this point in time at least I can keep busy here for the place and then some.  At least it will all be done on the cheap end of things here today since I need to fold the laundry that is already dry here along with several other little things that can be done without using power or anything else here for the day.  That is part of the nice thing that will be done for the day here since knowing my Husband here for later on of course.  Now to just get motivated enough to get things done for the day and go from there.  Since I have been really tired this week it does not make me wander in why I have not got alot done from Sunday and Monday here for the household of course.  The bad part about all of this is that I will end up pushing myself today and feel worse for tomarrow.  So now at least I do have a game plan nomatter what is in store for me today.  At least that much for the next 36 hours around here.  With the next several days here I will be turning more off in the household than what my Husband will realize while I am at it.  That is ok in my book here since I am the only one here most of the time anyway.  Now to start in on part of the housework and be done with it for awhile here of course.  Not only that I will have to fill up the truck for tomarrow since there is another doctors appointment here.  It all makes me wander in what is really going on with some people still to this day and trying to make the appointments across the state without thinking at all.  I guess the gal has never got hurt in anything at all and I am sure that when she gets sick she is a big ole baby about it also at this time.  So I will see what happends tomarrow here and go from that point also. 

Shaking my head

Well I got my Husband off yesterday and started in on the kitchen after I got back.  That does not include the laundry that I got done also for the place.  My Husband about freaked out over the laundry that I had done totally here yesterday.  Oh well on that part of things here totally since I needed alot of things done anyway for the week and I started yesterday for that part of things.  Now for today it will be the bathroom along with folding some of the laundry that is already dry here.  Since I have the place pretty much stocked us still at this point in time it amazes me that myself and my Husband landed over at the one Walmart that is not far from the one trucking office.  We are still laughing about things as of yesterday afternoon here and I will not say in what all that happened.  All I will say is that it gives a whole new meaning of power shopping in my book here.  So as I sit here now and think of what was said to me by some people over the months that is on them if they all think that I do not have food along with other things in the household still to this day.  I got to thinking about it last night here while I was washing the dishes totally and figured in how lucky that I am that I have things mapped out for the household.  It takes some practice to do what I have been doing.  Other than that the things that I have got use to over the years also of just trying to keep a back stock in the household nomatter where that I am.  All I can do is shake my head and go from there anyway and tell myself that it is ok for some to say something since they will never be in my place anyway and they will never bother to come up also while they are at it.  At this time I know in what I have to do here totally and some things just got a bit easier since there is one other thing that is needed for the household totally at this time.  Since my Husband looked at me and said we will not get to the garage this year totally along with knowing that what is needed here for the place here is the money just get it done this time.  Some already know in what I will do here this year since last year was the grill along with the lawn mower also.  I have used the heck out of the grill last summer since it was so stinking hot out and why bother to put anymore heat into the house here.  Also I will be looking in some stores anyway for a hand full of things as normal for a wish list here.  I can have the wish list either way and start saving for that part of the household anyway at this time.  It could be worse here on my part totally and that is ok by me at this point in time.  So I will see in what I can do here and go from there of course and it will mean that I will have to be good on alot of things still for the household and cheap side of things from now on. 

Shaking my head

Well at this point I have a very nasty cold that just will not break up at all here.  It is the first one here in about a year and a half totally after the teething of a little one.  So now here I have to deal with the nose here totally.  With it being a cheap weekend along with yesterday here it was not bad except when I was out volunteering here.  All I could say was that there are ways of doing and ways of not doing totally.  The gal had no tact what so ever about what was said from her.  I started laughing and said if ya think I am getting paid for helping out here ya better start thinking here along with not being paid for the past 5 years.  When I start shruging my shoulders here when I get a comment then it is time to walk away.  So now at this time I did not have to go and still paid the parking ticket yesterday here.  Oh that little bonus that I got from the weekend here.  So now at this point there is one more date that myself and my Husband have to do here for the place that we were at and I got a feeling that will be it depending on what happends this go around here for that.  I was almost in shock when I got told that none of us could smoke out front of where we were at this weekend and had to go around back.  It was like ok not a problem and then on Sunday everyone was smoking out at the one door anyway and the gal said squat then when she should have to the folks that were smoking at the time.  When some started lieing about in what she did and the times that she gets in and rakes the yard and I caught her.  That is when the person who rents a room over where we were at heard me totally here about what was said to me.  Not only that here the basket raffle was so sloppy in how it was done I am suprized that anyone shown up for it along with the play that was going on for the 2 days that I was there.  So the next date is on April 10 for the NACC here in Niagara Falls and it is 20 dollars to get in at the door. 

Thinking again

Ok at this point in time I have been thinking alot on things that have been said to me along with other things for the household.  With that part being said I have pretty much switched everything over here in the place to the cheaper end of course in the past 13 months.  This way both myself and my Husband could eat along with other things that are going on here.  Also I have got back into the coupons while I have been at it since I am letting the nickles pile up at this time so there is a mini stock pile of cash for the household yet again.  So now here at least I know in what is going down at this point and I have been thinking on doing alot more here for the household also by trying to get that much cheaper at this time.  I have made a deal with myself at the begining of the year here to work on getting the place cheaper anyway and will work on it nomatter what goes down and what is said to me from some people totally.  With alot of what has been switched over at this time is the dish and laundry soaps along with using alot more bleach to clean with in some spots of the house here at this time.  Also alot more has been turned off here in the household while I have been at it to save on the power bill.  Since some people have not been to the house at all at this point and they never will be here at all it is even better on me to do what I have to do for the place to cut the costs for the place.  I just wish that the government would get up and off their heads and start cutting like the rest of us have to do here.  When I found out that they were cutting the "Grant T" program I thought hey cool since most people do not need it anyway and it is another form of welfare here.  What the "Grant T" was suppose to do was go to the Grandparents to raise children that are totally broke.  I know of at least 2 households in the area that I am in that have abused that part of the system at this time.  Ok so fix in what is broken first here and some people need to start using their brains before anything else here in NY State at this point.  I am sure it is like that in other areas also at this time.  When I see some people that are taking advantage of the system here it makes me mad.  I will say it often here I had food stamps/snap coming in at one point in time and needed them way after I got dropped and bounced on the curb also and others were driving caddies to the welfare office to re apply for everything at the time.  Here I had a 10 pluss year old car and trying to work as many hours as I could to keep the can going at the time and 20 dollars for food and other things for in the place.  Also I would streach out the food stamps/snap card to the max with coupons and 2 places to shop at.  The cashiers knew in what I was doing and did not blame me one bit.  Now it is time to fix the system and go with it along with other things that some have totally messed up on.  Also with that there is the "Obama Phones" in place half the people do not need them at all here in the country.  I pay for my cell phone here totally and when I was on part of the system the offer was out there then also and never got offered to get a "Free Cell Phone with minutes" at all.  This was in 2001 also.  So that should tell you something here and now on that part of things.  I hated that I was on part of the system then and refuse to go back at this point in time.  Now I will do what I have to do to make ends meet here for the household and that is where the walks come into play along with cutting the costs for the household nomatter what goes on.  That is why I do not watch some of the cooking shows at all since Sandra Lee does not have a stinking clue about how to make dinners for under 40 dollars a pop for a family of 4 here.  With that part said here I still get creative in meals that are low cost and that are good eating totally.  That is why I have the coupons along with sales to feed the household along with a tight budget for it all.  This is why I have sveral things from Susanne from the www.hillbillyhousewife.com to build on for cheaper meals.  Things are tough out there and I know this part totally and do what you can to survive this. 

Shaking my head

Well at least I can say that some things will not change here at all.  Since I have a stack of coupons for the household at this time and have to wait to use them of course at this time.  Bills come before shopping no matter what goes on.  Ok so that is where some people went wrong with me since they did not have a hand in my up bringing at all thru the years.  So now at this time there are some bills that have to be paid like right now here and will be done by tomorrow morning for the place.  That is when some are really due here and that is fine by me.  So at this time now since some things did get picked up yesterday for the second kitchen along with afew other things for the house here it was not to bad when I handed over my coupons that I had with me.  I also got asked if we had peanut butter for the second kitchen while we were out.  I said it is already in the bucket and you brought them into the house here last week.  What could some say about that to me.  It amazed me in what some folks had in their carts while we were out also and saying that they wanted the more expensive products instead of the knock off brands.  One gal told me she maybe broke but would rather get the name brand without the coupon.  All I could do was shake my head and said ok it is your money and do as ya please.  Since I have the spray cleaner here still for the household along with rags to clean with people hardly see me picking up paper towels for the place still to this day.  I will make the bleach water after I run out of the one cleaner.  That is what has got to some people at this time is that I have figured out a way to cut down on alot of things for the household yet again.  When I started kicking things into high gear again for the place my Husband let me go on that part of things since I do have a list that is on going here that are needed.  There are still coupons floating around from the paper and then net here so I can drop the bill on that part of things.  Why bother to pay full price when you do not have to still.  Just like with bread and meat coupons they are hardly out there in niether place unless you get really lucky on that part.  Other wise alot of us will use the other coupons to drop the bill here as far as we can get by with also. 

Shaking my head

Well yesterday was a bust for housework and that is ok here by me.  It was another day of just that another day here.  I guess when I had to move the washer back into place it took way more out of me than what I thought.  So there are times here where you have to take off from everything that is going on in the household.  With today I will be looking for coupons and start cleaning here while I am waiting for the laundry here to come out of the washer.  So as I sit here at this time and plot out the day here totally in what will try to be done for the place.  Also I hope that my Husband will move the one freezer today for me so I can use the lines right above the freezer more often than what I am doing now here.  Since there is alot for me to do here for the day along with cooking also on top of everything here it should not be that bad once I get started in the place this morning.  All I can do is laugh about yesterday here and what was told to me here also while I was at it.  All I could say was that it was about time that some did move out of the house and left it at that.  Now I know where the comment about no food in my own house came from out of the blue.  All I could tell myself when after the phone call was to break out the 32 quart cooler and see how ya fair babe just like I had to at one time.  I did not say anything to the person at all about that part of things.  After I talked to my sister and told her in what I had did and raised a huge ole guilt trip here on others she said that it was good for the person.  All my sister told me was just remember you were out of the house totally and working at least 2 jobs at any one time in Hisgh School to help out at one place then to support myself also.  That part some did not realize in what was going on nor did they care about in what was going on at the time.  So I guess that I started getting real cheap then once I was first out on my own at the time and alot of it never left me at all.  This was before I even got the net for the extra coupons for the household also at the time.  So it all taught me that I can make something out of nothing at all costs when I do not have money to get up to the store at times.  So I make sure that I have enough of the little things to keep going with untill I can make it or get up to the store at times. 

Looking again

Well at this time here I am looking at the equipment on my desk.  It amazes me in how things are working now with very little problems once again here for the better.  With all of the clicks that I made yesterday in the search for coupons the net did not slow down one bit at all here for the day.  Also while I was on the net yesterday here I had noticed that there was very little of the page could not be displayed here with the dish here, unlike what Time Warner use to do totally trying to bring up a page on the net.  Pluss now since I am getting the net and T.V. here for more than half of what Time Warner wants at this time for what I am getting.  Anyway at this point in the morning here at least I am thinking of ways to get more of the housework done for the day here.  Since I have 2 loads of laundry to fold at this time along with throwing more into the washer to get hung up to dry also along with afew other things that need to be done for the day.  It could be worse here totally and I have been puttering around the household for the past couple of days also to get things done.  This is why I say it could be worse here in the place.  Now at this point it just dawned on me that I forgot to pull dinner out of the freezer lastnight before I went to bed.  Oh well this is why things dethaw more times than not in my place here for the weekends.  Since I try to be on the move as much as I can anyway here it is not to bad at all.  Pluss with last night here I served up leftovers totally for dinner.  I may as well here for that part of things since I do not want things to go to waste at all hardly.  It brings me to the point when someone said to me that I had no food in the household and I was like what in the world are ya talking about here since there is food here.  I guess this is why the flour bin of the one cabnet that I have is full of pasta and rice here.  Now that does not include other dry bulk that I have in the cabnet, another spot in the household for the over stock, and a freezer that is jamed full of food also at this time.  There is also the other staples that I have in the kitchen also at this time that will always be here nomatter in what I do.  It makes me wander in what some were thinking and who told that lie to the person totally here when I got chewed out for not having.  As I told some last night here ok so we do not have some things on the wish list as of yet and I have been pinching money to the fullest here to start doing again for the household.  I have to laugh here since last year I broke down and got a new grill along with the lawn mower here.  I will admit that those 2 things we never got brand new at all in 18 years up untill then.  So it makes me wander here in how cheap the one person is at this time and I got taught nothing from the person at all.  Now here the person would totally freak out knowing that the lawnmowers came from the side of the curb and got tuned up for our use at the time along with the gas gril that was converted to lump coal also here.  Ok so I never said some of the things that I do are totally right with some folks at all now and the line was not crossed for that part of being cheap at all.  So now here at least it is a crack to look in with some of the things that I have done over the years here totally and to make ends meet also for where I was at.