Shaking my head

Well I am a quick thinker more times than not here and today will be one of the days of that part for the household here.  Since I have gone totally stupid aparently with my Husband at this point I will turn things off here and leave them off from now on during the week and start screaming about it yet again.  So now at this time since I will be hanging more laundry up after this it will work out here in one way or another also and also prove a point with alot of things here with some.  My Husband will have to start helping nomatter what is going on here weather he likes it or not.  Alot of what my problem is here is that I am tired of always doing and trying for the place and get screamed at nomatter in what I do for the place at this time.  Even though I did something right yesterday here and dang near dropped someone off of my porch also since the people will never take no for an answer for switching my bill to a higher rate at this time.  Instead of 70 dollars or less for my power bill at this time it would be doubled or tripled on IAG's plan.  I have played that game at the trailer and refuse to do that here in the household.  The front door has been open more times this week than any other time.  I am done with the people begging for me to sign up to their company for more money going out.  Or maybe I am just tired period of things that are going on here for the household.  I have almost gave up also here for the household to try to do and run things since my Husband and others refuse to listen here in the household.  Since I do try and I have failed more times than I can count here in the past little over 2 years since we moved totally it makes me wander in if it is really me here or others trying to say we ain't doing things your way anymore.  So now I will hang the extra load of towels up since they seem hairy if I do not throw them into the dryer at this time.  Like it matters anyway since I am the one that uses them alot more for the household.  Also since I am the main one that gets to the dishes more often here also and only one load has been done out of my Husband within 2 years of being here.  Otherwise they sit untill I get to them along with many other things here in the household at this time.  With today I have to get to the laundry nomatter what I think or feel for the day also at this time since alot of things are dirty here anyway.  At least I can keep busy nomatter what is going on for the day or what I need to do out side of the household.  So at this point in time I know with myself not being worth anything here anyway I may as well just do and shut the heck up about things.  Maybe some will learn when I can not move also here after getting to alot of the housework at this time also since I do not need to take my time and get things done that way.  What I need to do is get things done all at once and see how that works again here for that part also.  So I will see what happends today here and go from there now.