Knowing now

Well now I know in why some asked me to take care of their dog and what they do not understand about NY State at all here they can bite me at this point in time.  I had to undload on some and they understood at this point in time around here totally and don't ya dare ask me squat at this point in time since I have to run to PA State Period at this time anyway so I  can make sure some are eating and screw the Mercers and the Youngs at this point in time.  Also some know that once a month with me here in the winter time with the fridged weather here I have my chance here to get down there with groceries and to take care of others also while I am at it all no matter what is going on.  Since I I got it and called within a half an hour to make sure of what the heck was going on and will call again to get there totally now within a week here.  Since Ruth knows this within the family with the Mercers and the Youngs around here and it takes a flipping Viviano to say something here and to do I know where I stand totally at this point and the rest of them can Bite Me including Liberty Ann around here.  Now some know I am mad and tough around here since it is on others and not me nor my Husband here to put the ingraving on when my Sister In Law Passed away since we all paid for the funeral here totally 6 years ago and almost 7 now after all said and done.  I may have not liked my OutLaws Period around here and tolerated them around the can someone else can pick up the tab on other things since I spent money on other things that were never good enough for others at this point in time here years later.  Now I am mad around here with my own grandmother and a dear friend of mine who never did me wrong that I know of as of yet around here and I will do something about this one totally here.  Also nobody will like me by the time I get done down there at all in Punxey.  With or without some things here and I can still do things here without a problem at all.  So now at this point in time here I am done and if one I can make a differance then damn it I will do it around here and screw everyone else around me and I will leave the carnage and say so around here.  I will say later in what is going down now to get others up and walking.

Shaking my head

Well I did not get much done yesterday at all around the household.  So I will get things done today or at least try to for the place before my Husband gets here totally.  Now at this point in time it will not be as bad since I have alot to do and I will take my time on the household today.  Yes it will be done on the cheap side totally around here and that is how I like it all also.  Now I will try to use less today for the place than I have been doing before I left for Illinois.  That is the goal from now on for the household to prove a point to some of the family here and why I do not need to ask for a bail out all of the time like some do still to this point in time around here.  Maybe that is why some have been mad at me at this point in time while I was down in Illinois that I did not ask for money at all.  So now at this point in time I am the better person for it all and know what I spent to get the rest of the house stocked up around here in the dry bulk foods.  Sometimes it makes me wander in what happened to some people totally and the whys.  At least I can say that of the now and here I feel better of not going back down at all at this point.  When my sister made the comment of you're just like your father with not coming down at all to visit the family.  Now I know why some people do not at all.  And I would be worried about my baby brother also at this point dragging him down there.  So yes I do understand about that and afew other things that have went on while I was down there also this past time.  Now I will make my point here and now about getting that much cheaper around my own household to say hey I can make it around here without a problem and that I do not need to ask for money all of the time at all.  I will say that I have done things that some would not like at all and I do not care at all in what they all think about in what I do at this point in time.  So now that is how I am able to go that much cheaper around the household here and I have less problems about it since the both of us are on the same page for the most part here.  During the week here it is on me to get the bills down and that is fine by me since I do get things done during the day here in the sun light or the light of day either way that I go.  So now at this point in time what will get to my one aunt that is the spend thrift here about me is that I do not want a brand new car nor other things that are brand spanking new also.  Yes I bought a laptop that is brand new and the recliner totally and that is it for the new things.  I am thinking of a brand new T.V. and microwave here and I will be happy once I either get them or do not get them for the household.  That is how I am around here and will be at this point in time and why should that change at all here.  I am fine with the older things and may as well use them untill they totally go in the household.  Some of us have learned that from the trailer park totally in the fact you do not throw out anything good at all.  If ya did in the trailer park we all traided untill it was totally done anyway.  That was the nice part about living there over the years is that when some of us traided things for the cans it was well worth it all to do so.  I was cheap before all of that and it all got worse the first couple of years that I came up to NY State also.  So this is not my first rodeo on the cheap side and will not be the last at all.  I am always looking for ways to cut the costs for the household and alot of it is on me around here also in how I do things and get things done while I am at it all.  I guess I can see in why the one aunt would be mad in the things that I do to be cheap around the household totally here.  So now at this point in time I will do in what I have to here to get the costs of the household down that much further here and that is how I like it now.  I am just wandering in how far I can take it all around here and really make some people that much madder at me for doing the cheaper things in the household to prove that some are really spend thrifts out of the family.  Also I got asked if that is what I spent on some things with the tags still on it and I said no not at all.  I told them take the ticket price and take off another 15% since I had the coupon for it also with the store down the street from me.  My one aunt looked at me and started laughing and said I knew it that you could surpass your father without a problem and now I know you can.  All it takes is practice and knowing what to do around here to be on the cheap side of life at all costs and alot of it is second nature with me here at this point in time.  With that being said for me at this point I still have a stack of coupons left from Illinois and that is another good thing around here since alot of it is for food and other things also for the household.  Since my one cousin is lazy and does not know in how to match up the coupons with the sales here along with other things she was shocked in what I could do to bring that price down on that bill.  Right along with going out to the res. for some things also here for the household.  Also here at this time I have a huge take in for the nickles also for the household and will be able to do that part here over the weekend while I have the truck.  That is another thing that has made the spend thrift madder than a wet cat at me here.  I am not gonna waste a nickle since she figures that I can still at this point by throwing it into the recycle bin while I was in Illinois.  This is what some do not think about at all and do not have the brain power to think of things also with some people.  I guess with alot of things the one aunt never grew up at all and that is all that comes to mind with me here totally.  Another thing is with me is that I am just plain out lucky that I got out when I did also around Illinois.  And that some did not end up as my parent also at this point.  Now I know that I got really lucky at that point also and would not traid in who my father is along with the person that raised me here.  So now at this point I am just in shock in how some said my mother when my aunt the spend thrift never gave a damn about me in the first place at all.  So now at this point I have to do for me and not anyone else in the family at all.  Also I told someone on Sunday here in why should I call some of the complainers to let them know that I am in here.  All the one gal could say is why bother when they will want to barrow money off of you anyway as soon as you call.  So that is why I have not bothered to call them at all after I have been in. 

Still shaking my head

Well one of my little cousins wanted to go out for the deals on a Black Friday just to see what happends on that day.  I started laughing since my aunt looked at her and said not with me girlly.  So I told them of what happened to me the year before and sliding in the parking lot all the way up to the door.  Everyone thought I was nuts by then anyway.  So I explained in why that I was out and then they all realized it was right after my accident also and why I was up at 2 am that day.  So now at this point I did not go out at all this past Black Friday at all and went out to work instead of shopping totally.  Either way I still got a good deal on the laptop computer that I picked up at Walmart and that was good enough for me.  That goes into of why my one aunt can not keep a regular laptop at all in her grasp at all.  When you do not turn it off before you close the lid you crash Windows totally and yes it will run slower than snot after a while.  That and the the one site that she goes to also does not help out at all for running the computer at all.  With that said there were some jabs that my one aunt that I can not stand at all took and I gave it right back to her around the house.  When the one aunt finally figured out that I refused to spend like herself and her kids do around the place she got fairly mad about it.  So at this point I got fairly lucky around my own household and my Husband does not mind in what I do to keep the household running on the cheap side of things around here.  At this point in time around here I can say that alot of what I do here would just about bury some of my cousins totally and they would freak out on top of it.  Just like with the T.V. being off and not using the dryer at all around here to save money.  That and with the cheaper products for the household would just totally make them mad once I think about it all.  The one cousin looked at me while we were sitting there at Grandmas place said well I use the one brand now from the local store and I like it alot.  I laughed since we do not have the store up here in NY State at all.  With that said she freaked out and asked in what I used for my laundry and I told her straight out here that I used Purex, Ajax, or if I wanted to go high end I would go after the Green Works laundry deturgent.  So now with that part said she asked if I used the dryer at all and I told her no in my household and that was infront of my one aunt that I could not stand.  That and I was telling my one cousin in what I somewhat did for the household here that was cheaper than snot.  It was only a small scratch in what I do around here and nothing major at all here.  So now at this time I still have laundry to get done around here today and several other things totally.  Most of it will get done today here and I do not mind it at all.  Since yesterday was a somewhat down day because of the drive back the day before is why I did not get alot of the housework done around here.  As I said last night here tomarrow is another day and today is another day.  So I will see in what I can get done around here totally and take it from there today.  When some have called me lazy around grandmas house I ignored it since I was doing alot more than what the person was at the time.  And everything was done on the cheap side also around the household.  I treated grandmas house just like mine and went from there.  That was the nice part around the household.  Also now since I am going that much cheaper around my own household here this is why I did get the laptop while I was down in Illinois since I do not have to plug it in all of the time with the battery at this point.  So yes I am saving money there totally.  Also at this point in time here I have put some of the things that I was thinking of while I was driving back up here to use already and I will tell you in how much the power bill has dropped when it comes in next month also here.  Since my gas bill was a good one around here I will not complain at all about it at this point and will try to keep it all up with that part of things here totally.  This is what would get to some of my family members also since I have got that cheap around the household here and now.  Other than using the coupons around here for the household items along with other things here.  My one aunt that was in that I like totally loved it since I could tell her in where to go while they are in NY State to get cents or dollars off at their gas station and that you rack up points faster by using coupons also for the order at the grocery store.  The poor woman's jaw dropped when I told her about it.  One of the things that I am cheap in around here totally and gas is one of them around here.  As I told one of my girlfriends up here in NY State I have a wheel cart and I can walk to most places at this point in time and it does not bother me in the least bit now.  So now at this point I can say that some people have figured out that I am the cheap one when I was down in Illinois here it works out for the best.  Now at this point in time I can go that much cheaper around here and get by with it all here and nobody says a dang word to me about it anymore.  Now it is full fledged coupons, taking nickles in, and cutting down on alot more than what others realized in what I can do from before I left and got back here.  Some just did not get in how I did things and others did.  So now at this point in time I know that I can do alot more around the household here and it will get done to say the least.  So I will keep everyone updated around here to as what is going on and down in the household. 

Wandering now

Well I am wandering at this point in time if I am on the right track here on doing things at times and this is one of the times.  It seems that everything that I have touched today has fell apart around here to say the least.  I know the list just got longer for tomarrow to get some things done around here besides laundry at this point in time.  So now at this point in time here I will get the list up to see what all needs to be done for the rest of the week so I can do things on the cheap side of everything.  I guess this is what gets to some people at this point in time about me is that I do things around here at my own pace totally and try to get it all on the cheap side of life here.  At least I can keep busy around the household here and the time goes by faster this way around the household here for the weekend here.  Also now here at least I can say that the household has been runing and not to well at all.  Since the can has not went out to the curb within about 3 weeks here that will have to get done around here this week totally.  So now at this point in time it is not that bad at all around here.  All I need is some elbow greese and some time here also to get things done.  Oh well at least I will have the household back to running on my own here shortly and on the very cheap also.  It is just getting everything switched over to the cheaper end of things and I should be ok around here.  What is getting to me is that I guess I figured that I had alot less when I bought alot of the things to go that much cheaper around here during the summer months.  Oh well it will all get used up without a problem it just takes me longer around here in the household.  Also while I was out in Illinois here I ended up getting another cook book for my household here.  That part never hurts for dinner ideas around here in my household.  Since I am the cheap one around here totally in my eyes and wanting to use the crock pot more here I got the book of 1001 things for the crock pot and I should be good here for at least 6 months here.  That does not include the turkey that is going on this weekend here also.  Now at this point since everyone missed my cooking around here over the holliday since I was gone.  So I will cook for this weekend here and alot of prep work here also while I am at it.  And I will not do in what my one aunt did last week also to some of us.  I will tell that another day around here totally. 

Shaking my head

Well I am shaking my head at this point in time around here.  With yesterday it took about 13 hours to get home and that is with the time change also.  It feels good to be home home totally around here to say the least.  Since I have been home around here I have not done much at all here and will do so today only because I have piles of laundry to get done.  It is one of the force of habits that I do around here after travel to Illinois here to get the pollens out is to wash them.  So now at this point between the laundry and afew other things here I will be busy all day.  Either way it will be a good thing around here and have the radio going all day around here to help out with the power bill.  Since my gas bill read all zeros around here when I opened it up it helped out totally.  This is what the one aunt did not get with me at all when I was down in Illinois at all is that I am the cheap one out of the bunch here and know what I am doing to keep the bills low along with other things also for the household.  With that part said around here as of now I was telling my one cousin in how to use the coupons totally for food and other things for the household and what I do for it all.  The girl said she was lazy and would never do it that way for her place.  All I can say is you do in what you have learned while you are growing up.  If mom is a spend thrift the chances are the kids will be also when they grow up.  So now at this point since I had alittle of both growing up I went over to the cheap side for most things and it will only get worse around here before it all gets better.  At this point in time here I do use the coupons and several other ways to save money around here for the household.  Just like when I turn things totally off here during the day and only have the radio going.  It works around here for me and keeps the power bill low while I am at it.  The funny thing of all of it with me at this point is that I have noticed that when I went back to Illinois is that I am the cheap one out of the bunch without trying at all for my place.  Just like when I got alot of the groceries while I was there for the 2 weeks.  I paid a fraction of what it would cost here in NY State.  This is what some did not get about me at all in the now world while I was down.  Also the bottles when I brought them back up to NY State yesterday here.  Since I did not have to pay the nickel for them and will get the nickel back when I turn them in here this weekend it made since to me totally and to my grandmother also.  So now at this point in time since I do have alot of things figured out around here for my own household here in where to cut down or just totally out around here it works out for the best.  Also here I will say that 2 of my aunts and my father gets in why I am cutting back around here in the household totally.  Since the 4 of us have been totally broke at times and wandered what we could do about it at times also to put food in the household and pay the bills.  So now that most of us have cut down on alot of things except the one aunt here along with her own kids and they wander why the rest of us do not just spend money like they do.  It is the pits that some do not get that part at all now with what is going on with some being broke all of the time and needs to be bailed out 99% of the time.  Now at this point in time I have alot of things that I will be doing for my household and will say if they work or not around here within acouple of months also.  Alot of it is around here is cutting down that much more here and seeing where it takes me also for the place.  With that being said here I also have alot of the back stock to get thru around here in the household also before I get that much cheaper around here.  The best part is that I do not need that much at all for the household since I have went shopping down in Illinois here and brought alot of the food back up.  Or should I say the dry bulk of the food.  Now at this point in time I will not see prices like that unless I slip into where I was at in Illinois and get back out also and that is if I go back period now after this last go around.  As I say there is always the State of PA to shop in once a month here and I will more than be willing to save money to get down there totally here to do alot of the grocery shopping at this point in time to save the money that way and to stretch out everything also.  At least I am thinking around here still and will continue to do so to get things that much cheaper.  That is part of the reason of why the one aunt was so mad at me since I am cheap and there are many other reasons of things that I was doing also in why she was madder than snot.  With all of it yes I will get to PA to see my other aunt that is also a favorite with me for years at this point.  Since my aunt down there also does the main bulk of the shopping once a month also while she is at it all.  So yes I do the same thing around here in my place.  With the main bulk getting bought here at the first 2 weeks of the month here then pick up little things like bread and milk the rest of the time also here.  So now at this time I better get started on things so they get done.

Holding back

Well for the past 2 weeks here I have held alot of things back to say the least.  And I will be happy to be out of the mess totally tomarrow here.  The bad part of the whole mess is that I have a short fuse and have been holding back on alot of things and will continue to do so also untill I leave early here in the morning.  With that said here I guess I should be happy that I came down around here also when I am not happy except for acouple of people that I did get to see totally while I was in.  So now at this point in time here I am not moving to fast around here at all to get back to the house.  Maybe I am not suppose to as of yet.  I could feel the the vibe when I left the house acouple of hours ago here.  Since I have not drank at all today and that is part of what is getting to the one aunt totally here when I did leave today here.  So now I know that somethings up around here totally at this point in time.  I just have that feeling here on it.  At this point like it matters anyway.  When the one aunt that I do not like at all asked if one of my favorite aunts got a hotel room lastnight there is a problem totally.  So I will probably go and get one tonight here and be done with it all.  Just to save face and go from there.  Oh well at least I can say that some things are not right and never will be at this time. 

Shaking my head

Well at this point I got out for abit from the house here.  Since there are some things that I am just leery with anyway here with the one aunt that I do not like at all I am better off just getting out of the household totally at this point in time.  So now at this time here I have to load the truck up with the stuff that I have here in Illinois and go tomarrow morning also.  I am leaving early so that is not a worry at this point in time here and I am thinking of a hotel room for the night also here.  Maybe that will be easier on myself also here for the night.  I have to make up my mind about it here soon anyway.  The bad part is that I know I will not get much sleep either way I go so now to just get things done so I do not have to worry about it this evening at all here.  With alot of things that are going on I am just unsure at this point of what to do for the afternoon anyway.  I know that I will be the cheap one either way that I turn here and go from there.  Maybe I am unsure of myself since I have to drive back up to NY State at this point in time also.  So now at this point here at least I know that there are some things that need to be done around here in the state of Illinois and I just want out also at this point.  Since I am the outsider around here still after all of these years I may as well do what I have to to keep my sanity and keep things on the cheap side of life so I know that I will make it totally without the help at all still.  So if it means in not running the dryer at all still along with other things in the household when I get back tomarrow here so be it.  Between that and using alot of the coupons also that I have in my stock pile also here it means alot to me for the household.  So now to really get to the cheap side of the household it will get done without any problems at all.  At this point in time I will be cutting down on the cleaners also in the household so I can streach them out also here along with the cheaper part of the cleaners it will not be so bad after I get done at all.  I will be going to Big Lots for the dish soap and afew of the other things also here while I am at it.  Also since things are going to change for the best around the household here some folks that do come over will not like in how I will be doing things at all from now on for the place.  I guess the worst part is to get everyone on the same page in what I will be doing for the household.  So now at this point in time here my mind is a jumble in what to do here for tonight and tomarrow to say the least.  So now to just do by the time I get back to the house.  I guess what it is around here is that I am the cheap one and do not mind it one bit.  It is all the back stabbing is what I am worried about at this time I guess.  That and knowing that some will say that I am the no good one anyway nomatter what I do.  Maybe that is why I do not trust my one aunt here at all.  That and I got blamed for alot of things also over the years so I just have stayed away for a good while.  Also I did not have the money all of the time to travel.  So now that that part has been settled also that I am going back to work on top of things here so I can save some money up while I am at it all.  And yes I will still be cheap while I am at it all.  So who knows what will happen here.  All I hope is that nobody really worries about in what I will be doing when I go back to NY State also. 

What a day

Well I figured that I had enough time around to get some things done here and that did not happen at all around the household.  So I will get things done tomarrow and go from there of course and go to bed early or get a room one.  Now at this point in time here there is alot of things that need to be done here and I will be heading to NY State here as of Sunday.  My own bed to say the least yet again and to be really cheap around the household.  With that I will be hanging more laundry and go from there also along with turning off the power to things more often during the day here.  And since I am really stocked up also for the house it works out for me.  When I get back up to NY state here I will not have to shop at all for awhile.  Maybe it is a good thing at this point since I may not leave the house exept for to walk.  That will be for the first week to say the least since everything is so close to the house.  So now at this time back to the normal around home also here.  It is amazing that I have kept the normal or tried to around Illinois here.  At this point in time here at least I can say that it will be nice to just be home.  Now I will be doing alot more here once I get home and will say in what I do also here. 

Shaking my head

Well I know that I am one of the cheap ones out of the family totally and that is how I like it also.  At this point in time here at least I am trying to keep the peace now and I told my one aunt that will be in today that it is not good down here at all.  She put it into words that explained everything totally for me.  So now here at least I can say that I have been doing what I have to around my own place for so long at this time here that it is like I blew some of the family members out of the water totally at this point also.  With yesterday here some are wasting money left and right and have not bothered to pay rent at all to others.  So now at this point in time I still refuse to pay top dollar for anything and will get more than what some bargined for on sale for my household totally still to this day.  Maybe that is why my one aunt, my father, and myself are cool beans with each other here.  With the other aunt she wants everyone to be as broke as she is and worry about the bills later when there is the shut off notice on the door.  So when I told the spend thrift aunt that I refused to pay a grand for tickets and other things she got mad about it all.  Shoot if I did everything she wanted me to it would not be worth it at all.  So I will do what I have to do to be cheaper than snot and go from there at this point in time.  There is alot of things that some do not get at all and they never will at all untill their world comes crashing down on them totally.  With that said here at least I will be getting that much cheaper once I get back up to NY State and blow some just totally away down here in Illinois.  Either way I will be getting some things done here and go from there today and lets see how far I can get today here before some hit town.

Saying something

Well my one aunt pretty much put into words in what I was thinking and feeling totally around some places yesterday here.  So now at this time here at least I am not the only one that feels that way here.  So between the both of us we have enough back up without a problem at all here and that is how I like it around here grandmas house to say the least.  Also I found out what the problem is with my one aunt in why she has been having laptop problems totally at this point.  Since I have got really good in trouble shooting a computer here over the years here they all close the lid on the laptops without turning them off at all.  Well gee no wander why they are having problems with it and it has the click of death also.  So now here I have pretty much figured out in what alot of the problems are going down anyway here with the one aunt here also and it is not pretty.  Even my one cousin has admitted that she is a spend thrift at her place along with her mother.  To where at least 5 of us are tight with the money in the family here.  So now at this point in time at least I am not the only one that uses coupons and alot of other things to save money for the household.  Since the cost of living is way cheaper around here in Illinois than in NY State and some have started to realize this as of yesterday also.  If some only knew in what I really do to save money they would be shocked to say the least around my place.  That is the funny part around here with some of us since we know how to go with a tight budget.  Also I know now that my one cousin is dumping alot of money into her household to put an addition onto it at this point and I am sure that her payment for the house is not paid at all.  What gets to me is that some just do not care in what they do at all and will still be broke years later to where some of us will make it totally.  Another thing is that since I do not ask for alot around here at all it makes it all the better on me also here and I will not get it all held over my head at all later on.  Maybe that is what is getting to some already here and that is fine by me.  At this point in time I have some house work to get done at my grandmothers and that can wait till about noon here also.  That is the best part about alot of what is going on around here while I am at it.  Since all I have to do is wipe some things down also it is not that bad around the household at this point.  So now at this point in time at least I can say that some will be able to lick the toilet since it will be that clean again.  That is what gets to my one aunt here is that the bathroom is that clean and it is cleaner than what she can get it at this point in time here.  That is another thing that makes my aunt mad also. 

Shaking my head

Well today I guess I got everyones approval on my cooking.  There was hardly any tatters left by the time we were done.  So that just proves to my aunt that I have her by the toush on that one at this point in time along with the cheapness part of it also around the household.  Since I did expand them around grandmas house.  That was the funny part about it all for the day.  At this point in time at least I can say that somethings will never change around Illinois at all.  Also now at this time I can say that some things I will be very cheap in and do not care at this point in who says what and when from now on here.  Anyway some were still shocked in what I had done this week to say the least and that is how I like it around here.  Either way at this time some have noticed that I do not care what they say nor do to me anymore and it will not bother me at all now.  Since I have made up my mind to go that much chaper for my place after this by the time I go home also.  So now at this point I will be going into town for some things that will help out totally for the gas in the truck here and afew other things also while I am at it tomarrow.  With alot of what is going on here there will be crud going on after I leave out of here and knowing that I do not have to be back at all I am ok with this totally.  So now with that said things are going to be fairly cheap from now on and that is how I like it all here also for my place.  I have been done with all the mess down here in Illinois and have been done with it for years.  So I guess this is why I hardly come down at all at this point in time anymore at all.  Some folks have to understand this at this point.  Some already know that this is the last time for me totally here and that is ok also.  There is just to much going on around here and I know where my place is totally in NY State.  Since some would never make it at all there I am safe.  That is the nice thing here about that part of it and now I do not wander why that my one cousin is broke all of the time.  Found out today that she is adding onto the one house and it is not worth it at all in what she is doing now.  And the best part is that I do not have to pay that bill at all now here.  So now at least I am off scott free for some things here and that is ok by me also.  Now at this time here I am just lucky that I do not have to deal with it and that is how it turns out sometimes.  With that part my other aunt will be in here tomarrow and I will love it since the both of us have common ground to work on and she is one of my favorites here.  Ok so I still have my favorites and I am sure that I am one of hers also now.  Now to just get things done and packed up again for the trip. 

Shaking my head

Well it is coming out at this point in what has been going on with my one aunt here.  And she wanted either a dry bird or a burnt bird one yesterday to say the least.  All I can say is that I have surpassed my aunt in cooking totally around here and I am alot younger.  So now at this point in time here I have figured out in how to really get to her and she does not even know about it as of yet.  With that said here I shown my one cousin in how to do the coupons at this point and you have to match up everything in the store with the sales or what is cheaper with the coupon also.  Since I did do some things around here and some do not like it one bit at all here it is on them at this point in time.  Also I have seen some things go down around here totally and I do not wander in why some were so mad yesterday at all with her one daughter.  It is one of the times I knew to scatter like the wind at the house and that is that with that part of yesterday since I am that stupid also with my aunt.  It is knowing enough to get out of the line of fire around there and be done with it.  I will still get blamed for it when it was not on me at all here.  So now at this point I know where I can come to for dinner if I need to around here also and that is what is making some madder than snot here.  All I can do is just watch around here totally and go from there.  The funny thing about this is that some are now understanding that I am the cheap one and that is that for alot of things and that is why I have not asked for money also.  Since I have done it on my own here for years and others have seen me do things also here it is not that bad at all.  Since NY State doubles coupons up to 99 cents also I will save that much more on alot of the coupons that I have from the state of Illinois.  This is what is getting to my one aunt also around here is that I will figure out a way to do things totally on the cheap for the household.  So now that alot of the changes will get done since I have revamped the budget around my own household yet again and will keep working at it all here without a problem at all to get that much cheaper for the place.  And I will keep my place stocked up without a problem while I am at it all.  That is the funny part about the whole thing is that some have figured that I do not have a back stock at this point in time when I do.  There are things that I keep to myself and tough on others down here.  With things that are going on and some not realizing that from the middle of December to the middle of January we are always broke with the trucking systems around the country.  It happends every year and will continue to do so.  So the rest of the year when it gets good you tend to stock up around the household and over buy in some things also while you are at it for the household.  With that said around here you stock up on T.P. and other things for the place.  The best part about it all around here is that since I am stocked up here and will use the zipper bags around for somethings for the household it works out better for some of us also.  It keeps the pasta fresher and bug free with the bay leaf also in the bag.  Some already know about that stuff around here and it is an old trick to keep things totally.  Either way I have the upper hand apparently with all of the one sides cousins at this point since I do cook on the cheap here and from scratch also.  All I can do is laugh about it and still get things on the cheap side of life.  Now at this point in time here I will be doing somethings today and others will have to deal with it all in how I do the cooking also.  Anyway at this time there are alot of the truckers that are out on the road and it does not suprize me in the least.  That includes my Husband also that is out driving. 

Why I wanted to

Well I got nipped for a traffic stop and I was still in a dang good mood around here totally and after that it just went down hill after that.  So now at this point I know that my grandmother is not happy at all with my one aunt at this point in time.  With it all said and done at least I know that I was not the one that caused the crud today at all.  What made my grandmother so mad is that my aunt did not bring over enough lunch at all for everyone in the household and that was it she went postal for the day.  As I told some at least you can lick all over the place in the bathroom and if some do not like it that is just tough cookies altogeather with me since it is clean.  So after this some know that I will not be back at all around and I have been done around here for the past week here totally.  At least I do not have to be back for the court date and just send them a check in the mail to pay the ticket around here also.  The other part will be framed of course.  I still have to giggle over it around here somewhat.  So now at this point in time here all I can say is that it has been nuts here and I can not see in why I will be back at all around the area.  I would rather work in PA than come back.  With that part said here I have made up my mind on alot of things here and I get to go that much cheaper for the household.  Since I have had the time to think about it all here and I have it mapped out around here and I get to think about it on the way back up to NY State also.  Another thing is that since some have figured out that I have been doing alot more than what I have been saying with the cheapness that it has made some folks madder than snot of course that I have surpassed their daughter without a problem at all now.  That is one of the bad things that some do not have a clue about at this point here about me since they did not give a rats behind about me anyway.  Some seen the bill that I had for the grocery store today and about blew a gasket in the 60 dollar pluss coupons that I had here for yesterday.  Some better get use to the fact that I have that part down around here also better than their daughter does.  So this should be good for tomarrow around the household here and I will figure it all out in what to do about the next several nights around here.  Oh well I better get going again and see what needs to be done around the household after my aunt has left behind also. 

Doing things my way

I will admit that I do alot of things my own way around here for being cheaper than snot.  Some people have not got that part out of me as of yet and they will after I am done here in Illinois.  With stocking up on some groceries while I am in the state here it makes the trip almost worth my time to come down every 5 years or so.  Now that I have been doing things on the cheap side totally at my grandmothers house and why bother to change things around at all while I am here from my place to hers at this point.  When someone is almost 90 years of age and I am living pretty light she is amazed in what I can do around the household at this point in time.  The best thing is that I can do alot of things on my own now and I try to keep a scedual up and going no matter in what is going on and where I am also.  With that said I will get that much cheaper for my place and will not mind it at all at this point.  Since I do have drying racks and lines for the laundry at my household it makes for things to go down that much further here for the power bill at least.  If some only knew in what I was and still do for my own household here they would be totally shocked.  Now at this point in time I have it pretty much figured out in how to get the bills that much cheaper for my own household since I could think about it in almost 2 weeks here since some turn in early enough still after all of these years.  Yes I do sit around and think still around here.  Knowing that I can cut the bills that much further around my own place and alot of it I have had to think about alot of it while I have been out of the household.  And with alot of what is going on around here I know that I can do all of this and of course some will get mad about it all and tough cookies on them at this point.  Some also know in how I will operate also when I get home and they are ready for me to get that much cheaper here for the place.  The wierd part about all of this is that I knew what to do for the place and it was just applying it all in what was in my mind also here.  Now that I have thought about it long enough for the place and know that it will work also once I get back it will be even better on me here.  So now at this point I have already told someone that I wanted to be home home and he did not blame me in the least bit here.  It will all get done on the cheap going back anyway so it will not be that bad at all.  At least I can go back to my zoo and get by with it all and the noise will be a Blessing also now from the feather balls. 

Shaking my head

Well yesterday I had over 60 dollars worth of coupons for the store in the dry bulk goods to keep my own house stocked up for sure here.  And I have finally figured out why my one aunt has been madder than a wet cat about me being in town.  Alot of what is going down is on her totally and not on me since I make no bones about what is going on and still do not like her after all these years.  The funny part about the whole thing is that I have not done what she says that I am supposedly doing and since all of the waitstaff here at the TA stop know me pretty well now after about 2 weeks here it is all making since to me to say the least.  Also I have learned that when I get out of the house I am a better person for it all while I am at it and my grandmother does not mind one bit since I am working here.  Now at this point in time here since I have put it all togeather in alot of the whys some are being just totally nasty is because I have out did my aunt and her mouching kids also in the past 18 pluss years.  That is the only thing that I can come up with at this point since I have shown my grandmother in how much NY State is compaired to here in Illinois also.  So I have been stocking up on alot of things while I have been here and some do not understand this at all out of myself at all.  With all of the coupons and sales here it works out for the best on my part either way that I go and my husband does not mind it at all in what I have been doing at this point also.  With that said here I will say that some want to complain on the price of food here they have not seen in what I have gone thru at all in the past almost 19 years and they never will if I have my way.  With alot of things that have been going down at this point in time here while I have been in now it is not to cool at all since I figured as much that things would never change at all with some people.  Now I will do what I have to at my own house to get that much cheaper and do not mind it at all.  That is the best part about all of this here and part of the reason of why I came down also other than to prove the point of my aunt is just plain out there.  So now since I have not asked for anything at all and that is how I like it around here some can pound salt over things.  And of course I get to go cheaper in my own way around here without a problem at all for my own household.  Maybe that is another thing that my aunt is worried about with me is that I am doing things on the cheap/frugal side and will always find ways to do things that way.  While I have been down here also I have figured out in other ways to get that much cheaper for my place and that is how I like it at this point in time.  Another thing is that with the long drive I can pretty much sit there in the truck and think of what all I can do and what to cut that much further around the household on the way back.  Since I have went to the store twice since I have been here in Illinois and knowing that I got alot of things to take back with me here after all the sales and coupons it is hurting some folks also in what I am doing for my own sake also here.  Knowing that I can not change some people at all and they know that I went to the cheap side of life even further over the years it is just eating them alive at this point also here.  So now at this point in time some will learn that I have done this for myself and refuse to spend money in what they want me to also here. 

Not moving

Well I have not moved as of yet around here and that is ok at this point in time.  Since I have to hit up the dollar store here for a pair of siccors totally I may as well wait on things here.  I guess it could be worse here without a question at all.  So now that I will totally miss my one aunt here it is even better on her than myself now.  So here I am thinking of cheaper ways to do things in the household now and keep it clean also here it is not so bad at all since I would have to clean up the carnage if I was at the house.  Also some would look down on me for clipping coupons for this afternoon for the grocery store of course and I would really have to put the smack down on the person.  So now at this point in time here some do not blame me for clippinc coupons at all to save money at the stores at all and some get to stand there and look pretty during the duration also.  Us girls were laughing about it lastnight while we were togeather since my one girlfrind is a cashier at one of the stores that I hit up everytime that I am in.  The poor gals husband did not see the hummor in it at all like we all did.  Also I brought up the sour cherrys last night and we started laughing about it since we use to throw the bags of it across the room during class when we were in school here years ago and her husband did not get it.  It is nice to be this cheap around here and some should take notes on what to do for the grocery store also from me out of the family.  Since I am the coupon queen compaired to some of my cousins here I can laugh at them for some things that are going on here.  Also I get another 10 dollars off of the bill with the instore coupon while I am at it.  So this one should be good since I will have the total bill out in the open come tomarrow here.  All I can say to some of the family that I am the cheap one out of the bunch and will continue to be this way without a doubt at all.  And since I surpassed my father in alot of things here in life.  My one aunt that has not made it into town yet will love this year here out of the both of us.  Since I can grab and go with her daughter to keep her out of things and the line of fire also it is a good thing now.  That is what we get around the household at this time since I can pay one of my favorite aunts back here for what she has done for me when I was younger.  Maybe that is why I missed most of the fights around the household also at my grandmothers over the years.  So now at this point I will start to move and think good thoughts here about Friday afternoon here and that is how I am making it also.

Shaking my head

Well I excaped my one aunt already here today again and it is for the best around here so far.  Make her wander in what I am doing and have been doing early in the mornings here.  Also I have told grandma that I am working and it is the truth.  So now at this point some need to learn on in how not to spread rummors about things that are not going on anyway.  With that said this is why I am not suprized in what is said out of my aunts mouth and have not been for years at this point in time.  So now let her think of what she thinks she knows here and I can care less at this point.  I also got out for acouple of hours last night here and seen one of my girlfriends totally along with her Hubby and her Daughter.  At this point in time now I know that it is just one person that is keeping me away totally here from Illinois at this point.  I will make calls here and some will not like it out of me at all here after this one.  At least my father and a hand full of people that know me very well around here in the reasons of why I do not want to come back at all and it is just one person that is doing it all.  Knowing what my one aunts problem is and it is not at all good for anyone here it is on her at this point in time.  Yesterday my grandmother looked at me and said well your mother is bringing the turkey over tomarrow to my place.  I looked at my grandmother and said that is not my mother period at all and thank goodness that she is not.  My grandmother did not blame me in the least bit when I told her that one.  Since I was raised differantly from the one crew around here and my one aunt has not realized it totally here at all yet that is on her also.  I have learned over the years that when I started streaching out the budget and set up the hard budget here for my place it has made my one aunt mader than a wet cat totally.  Shoot I had 3 kids to bring up that were not myown and a husband by 16 and did not ask for a dang dime from anyone at all over 20 years ago.  That is when I started using coupons and going really cheap around the household totally.  I have kept alot of things going from one place to the next and added alot of things also to the mix to get the bills paid around the place nomatter in where I was at, at the time along with bail money also.  Some have not figured it all out as of yet over the years and they more than likely will not niether around here.  So that is why I have done alot of things here at the house that my Husband and I just bought here a year ago next month.  So now at this time I do not go chaseing after a boyfriend that has took off nor spend money on the stupidity side of things also while I am at it unlike my one cousin that is always doing that along with her mother.  With my household 2 months out of the year we are totally broke and just have enough to cover either the rent or the house payment at that time and that is how it is.  So yes I do have a tight budget for the household at this time and that is how it is.  I guess that is why I never lost the touch with the coupons and looking for ways to cut the bills down for the household over the years at all here.  My grandmother has figured out that my cousins would never survive in NY State at all with all of the high costs that are going on and why I use coupons and shop in other states that are cheaper.  So now at this point in time here I will say that my grandma did not blame me for shopping down here for dry bulk food here in Illinois nor going to PA to shop for some things.  That and cut down on things around my place for the bills at all.  With that said here it is one of the things that I have learned here and will do what I have to around the household to cut and slash the bills as much as I can.  At this point in time here since my one aunt thinks I am the rich one out of the bunch at this point and I will spend money also on a want instead of the need for anything that is going on.  She found out right quick that it will not happen at all with me around here and that now I pretty much know in what she is up to at this point in time.  Well with what I have seen out of her so far it is not good after almost 2 weeks of being in.  It seems like she has got alot worse since I have been gone.  What would be sweet around here at this time is if my father and the rest of my crew would be in town for Thursday here.  At least I would have enough back up then around the house.  So anyway here at least I can be cheap around the house and excape to do some things also while I am there.  That is the nice thing about all of it at this point in time.  Also some have not figured out that my skin has dried out alot over the years while I have been at it so I save some money there with the water bill at least.  So now to get going here and deal with some people again.

One of them days

Well I have already had my work out for the day here.  As I was sure as I gained 10 pounds already some did not mop the floor at the house at all.  I got ahold of it today and will get to the bathroom again tomarrow before people start coming over again here.  And my one aunt said that I was lazy around the house has another thing coming also since I have done more than she has in the past 6 months around the household at this point in time.  My grandmother was amazed that I could get things done as cheap as I have around the place here.  So now at this point in time I can say that at least I can get things done here and get on with the day also.  Oh well at least I am doing thing on the cheap side of things still and will get that much cheaper around the household also while I am at it.  Since I am going cheaper at my household anyway I may as well get a good head start on it now from others and go from there.  So as I have been thinking more and more on alot of things here that I can do for my own household it will work out in what I want to do.  Now to just break it to the rest of the household in what is going on also and see their reaction to it all.  This will be the hardest part of things here on the list is to get everyone on the same page around the household.  Along with just doing around the household myself for the cleaning and cooking.  Now to only get cheaper about things around the household and be done with it all.  At this point in time around here there is alot on my mind in how I am going to be doing alot of it myself and that is ok.  I will never know untill I start doing anyway here and the poor KitchenAid will get a work out while I am at it also here.  With that being said now I know some are going to be mad at me around some places and like it matters anymore.  Now I am coming up swinging either way that I go around here untill I leave and it will be to bad for some since they do not like it at all.  Now that I know in what is going on totally here I can pretty much tell my father he was right on alot of things and I refuse to go back after this go around.  I would rather be at home and not be torn down for what I do around the household here.  I would rather be cheap on my own turms and not spend like others want me to for the household.  That is the funny part about the whole thing here is that some still spend money without thinking of it and then mouch of of the elderly totally.  So now that I have not even bothered to do that part at all and have made it on my own it is making since with the sly remarks that were made to me so far that I have been in town.  Now that I have kept my mouth shut for way to long around here on some things anyway around the household and that is about to change totally here and I am done with it.  I know some will not like it at all around the household and that is to bad at this point in time.  When I did say something about I could not spend the grand anyway on the plane ticket I ment it.  The credit card will not let me do it anyway and knowing this that was out of the question totally.  At this point in time I know where I belong and that is ok by me since I do not have to come down at all anymore after this.  Also now I may have some help to get the cabnet into the truck and if not oh well I will do it on my own to get the sucker into the truck without help.  Either way I will be out of here without a problem and nobody will see hide nor hair of me from then on and I will not call folks neither once I leave.  I will tell some of why I am not calling at all and go from there.  Knowing that I have to stay out of here totally no matter what from now on.  So now to get going again and see what is going on.

Getting cheaper

Well I will say that by going that much cheaper around my Grandmothers house it will get my aunt even more mad at me now before I leave to go home.  The fun part about all of this is that some have no idea in what is about to happen from yesterday on around the household from what was said over the past week to me.  So now at this point in time here since I am in town here it gives me a chance to kind of revamp in what I need to do around my place anyway.  With that I will be doing things abit different around my place and I am sure that my Husband will not mind in what I am going to be doing from now on.  Since I am still revaming the household to the cheaper products still at this point in time and since I do have the back stock it makes it abit easier on me since I do not need much in the cleaners still at this point in time.  Since I am in Illinois still here it will give me a chance to make my aunt that much madder at me and it began this morning also by not being at the house at this point when she got there.  Also now here since I did get some things in the laundry area that I forgot at the house before I came down my grandmother looked at me and said that I got the good stuff for the laundry also.  When I can get laundry soap for under 2 dollars at this point in time I am there totally to stock up that much more for the household.  That is what is going to nail my aunt totally here on what I am doing for my own household at this point in time also since she spends ever dollar that she has on the wants instead of the needs still to this point in time.  Some things never change with some people and maybe that is a good thing around here since I can fight fire with fire at this time on alot of what is going on at this time.  What it is with my aunt is that she does not figure I can fight dirty at this point in time at all and after almost 19 years of being up in NY State I have her beat out totally.  So now at this point in time bring her on with some things that are going on and I will battle her around here with words of wisdom and the cheapness that I have at this time here.  As I say the best medication is to just nail her from the get go around the house here and say that she never has changed at all.  Ok so with the cheapness with me and I can play dirty on top of it all here still to this day.  I have not forgot everything at all and never will with things and once some stop mouching off of an almost 90 year old woman then it would be even better around here.  Since I have not asked for any money at all and never will that is what is getting to my aunt also with me being in town here also.  So I know that I will be getting a hotel room totally as of either today or tomarrow one.  It will be for the best around here and that is how I like it around here also.  So now at least I will say that some will get their way and I get my way since I will not get asked every 5 minutes or less if I ate or not and to go eat after I just ate. 

One of them days

Well I got out before my one aunt got over to my grandmothers this morning again for the most important mouch of the day again.  So now at least I can say that I am doing good around here since I do not have to see the moucher.  Now at this point in time it will be a good day to say the least around here and nothing more than just shy of giddy let me tell you.  So today I will be doing some things around the household here and it will be on the cheap side of things also.  Oh well on some folks that do come over around the household.  At least I am trying to do around the household at this point in time and tough cookies at this point on some.  At this point some already know that I am the cheap one here out of the grandchildren and that is fine by the person that I am staying with now.  With alot of the things that are going on I will get my way here shortly and will be going home to say the least around here by Saturday morning early around here also.  Now at this point in time I get to get out of the household where I am at and get the chance to work while I am at it all.  This is what some do not get at all and will never get untill I leave also around here in Illinois.  Oh well at least I can be out and about and get by with it all around here and it is not like I am gone for most of the day at all.  That is the nice thing about being cheap around the area also at this point in time and without my one aunt halking around me making nast comments.  Now I will come up swinging and like it tomarrow here.  I would love to see my aunts face when I start slugging some things around and into the truck that I have on Friday morning also while she is there.  I was promised a cabnet years ago and I finally have the room to take it at this point in time.  Now to let some know that it will be my last time of being down here in the state and they will not have to worry about me anymore after this go around.  That should make some happy when they find out about it.  Knowing that some have chased my father off around the household and now myself basicly being chased off I am finally done with the whole mess around there totally to say the least.  Since I do not play the goody two shoes at all and know what I am doing in alot of areas still that is tough on the person who has made me feel unwelcome around the place at this point in time.  I know now in what it is around with my one aunt at this point in time also.  It is not the jelousy at all at this point in time here it is because I am the cheap one out of the bunch and I will not do in what she wants me to niether still to this day here.  Since I refused to spend over a grand for air fair for my Husband at this point and that does not include the taxi also to and from the airport.  Since the dispatchers are working to get my Husband to where I am at this point I am not worried at all about it.  That is what is getting to my aunt more than anything at this point in time is that I have went to the cheap side of life and refuse to spend anymore than what I have to just because she wants me to now.  I knew after I calmed down abit from yesterday it would come to me as of why.  Since my aunt and her crew does not pay their bills all of the time and will get behind in a heartbeat it makes since in why she would want me to waste money at this time.  So now I can say that at times I will make her mad at this point while I am here like she is not mad enough because I am here in town anyway oh well now.  Now I will go into warp drive on some things to really nail my aunt to the wall here before I leave.  What can I say except that I can do this and will be able to without a problem at all around here.

Knowing now

Well I know why I have went to NY State and went that much cheaper here totally at this point in time here and that is how I like it.  At this time here my bills are paid and I have a house while I am at it also here since I have went that much cheaper.  I guess that is good enough by me and my Husband at this time in what I have been doing for the household at this time.  I am about ready to go cheaper also for my place and nobody here in the state of Illinois will never know about it since I will not be back at all after this go around also here.  After what I have seen and heard today I am suprized that some are just not totally out on the streets at this point in time here out of the one crew totally and now I know why my father has not even bothered to move back to Illinois at all.  So I may as well get my toush back up to NY State and be as cheap as I can so I can do more there and never look back.  Since I have been cutting down on the power bill and other things at the house that I have along with not using the dryer at all hardly I know that does help on the power bill totally and I am within budget on that part along with the groceries that have been bought here so far.  I will be cutting that part down also while I am at it once I get back home also without a problem at all.  Also since I am still switching things over to the cheaper products in the household that I have here it will end up working out for the best after I get done here also.  Some have not got the point that I have been doing some things at my place as of yet down here and they never will.  Also once I get back home I will start working again to get out of the house and for extra cash for the household while I am at it to say the least.  Even though I do not have to work at all outside of the household at all it is always nice to get out and about and see other people.  So now I will say that some of the bills will go down that much further also when I get out of the household.  Maybe this is what is bothering some people at this point since I am the cheap one and hardly waste anything here along with cutting things in half for the household.  Since I only watch the T.V. for the news most of the time anyway I am better off at this point in just shutting things out that are said otherwise.  Since I am sick of alot of things here I know that I can survive along with the feather balls in my household without some things also from now on the week days here it should not be to bad at all.  Also alot more laundry will be hung up on the racks and lines in the household from now on also while I am at it since I am apparently according to some of my aunts and cousins stupid for running up alot of bills at my place.  When my bills are way lower than that crew altogeather at this point in time here along with the house payment I must be doing something right.  Also now at this point in time I have been thinking long and hard on some things for my household here and I came up with some things that others would just totally be mad about it in what I am about ready to do also.  All I can say is alot of coupons will be used along with shopping over at the deep discount stores about once a month or so to drag out the costs of that part of things and streach out the dollars while I am at it from now on I should be ok.  I have also learned some things while I have been in Illinois here that it is ok for myself to be cheaper than snot and that it is also ok for me to pay my bills like I have been also.  Now at this point in time also I have also learned that in what I have been doing is right by me and it may not work for others that are not in my household.  So now I can also say that I will do some things my way here and as long as I get from point A to point B and the end result is what is wanted or needed around the household who cares in how it gets done from now on.  The funny thing is at this point in time is that I am getting out more at this time here and I need the time to sit here think along with working also.  I have also learned here that when I start to cleaning the household I tend to forget about the pain that I am in with my neck and upper back at this point. 

Shaking my head

Well I have been in pain since I went to bed last night here and when I woke up it was worse here to say the least.  I have also had a count of the heavy pain pills that I brought with me and there is 10 missing out of the count.  Knowing that I did not take them at all here and there has only been one person there on a constant basis there and it was not my grandmother at all, while I have been gone and knew where they were totally also.  Now I am mad about this one totally since I knew who took them.  That was the last straw with me here.  I will not be back at all here to Illinois what so ever.  Since I can not do anything right by my aunts standards around the household at this point in time and according to her I am to damn stupid period on alot of things also I do not need it at all here.  With in all the work that I have done here to help keep a house clean at this point and you could and can lick the commode and the bathroom floor here by the time I got done totally and it still was not right by some standards at all.  To how some do the floors and other things I will not walk in my socks nor bare feet anymore around the household.  It will not happen untill I do the kitchen floor myself and the bathroom floor again and will tell the one aunt that is coming in here on Friday in why I refuse to stay at the house anymore at all and why I will not be down anymore after this.  Knowing the woman that is coming in she will not be happy at all in what I have to say and that I have been keeping my mouth shut so far.  After today no more around the house and I will explode totally if more is said to me at this point in time.  So now at this point in time I am in alot of pain here still and need to cut the stress around the household totally.  So I will get a hotel room totally here as of tomarrow and will be done with it all here also.  My stress level will go down and that is what stinks about it at this point in time here and I can care less in what my one aunt has to say anymore.  I guess the stress is trying to bite my tongue to where I will not say anything to her at all.  Alot of what it is and 2 people said it to me in the past 4 days here was that it is jelousy in how I turned out over the years.  That is not it at all in my book.  What it is at this point is that I have steped on the one aunts toes and told the truth in what is going on from what I knew and was told here over the years.  Another thing is that I have not asked for any money like my cousins have to this day at all and that is how I will keep it while I am at it.  Since I have went to the cheap side here years ago when I was first on my own and never ask for squat at all since I did not want it held over my head I was better off for it.  Still am at this point in time here.  Over 18 years ago I got out of Illinois here and went to NY State I noticed that things got calmer for me within the first 3 years also.  Now I know where I am needed totally and will stay there in NY State totally here without looking back also.  So now at this time here the time is now I guess to make a move at the next nasty comment that is made to me at the one household and go from there and I have held my tongue long enough at this point also.  With the things that are going on and some people figureing that it is ok to start hounding me totally also here with supposadly not doing enough at all also oh well on them since I am the one that works without saying much in what I do.  Oh well at least it is not forever that I am here and I will not be back. 

Shaking my head

Well I never said I was right at all around some places at all here.  The funny part is that I have got even more blunt over the years here and that is how I like it all.  So now at this point in time I have excaped to the truch stop and now I can get some work done around here also while I am on this trip here and now of course.  The earlier and later I do this the better in my case here so I get left alone.  So now also I have been thinking of otherways to be cheap here and that is on myself totally.  I can not stand it when I get asked every 5 minutes here if I am hungery or if I ate yet.  So now at this point in time I will not eat when I get home at all hardly now.  Also there are other things that will be happening here also that are not going to be good on me at all and like it really matters at this point in time.  Oh well at least I can hold my own once I get back up to NY State here without a problem.  At this point in time I am able to think cheap thoughts for when I do get home here this week.  That is the best part about some things here and the dollar stores will get hit up more often also once I get back home.  Or as I say home home where I do not have to worry about some things at all from some of the idiot family members that I have here totally.  Also at this point in time some have noticed that I am the one that has made it in life without any type of help at all here and that is how I like it now.  I refuse to ask for money from anyone at all here and now also while I am at it here in Illinois.  So now at this time maybe some were right when they told me that some were madder than a wet cat in heat on a hot tin roof that I am here in Illinois being cheaper than snot and have not really said more than 10 words to them a day so far since I have been in.  I figure to keep away from some so I do not have to come up with bail money at all.  Hey I try to be cheap around here and some do not like that part here about me since I have got that much chepaer over the years at this point in time instead of spending every penny that comes into the household totally like they do at this point still.  So now since my bills are paid here along with a fully stocked house also while I am at it maybe it drives them nuts in how I have done it all in the past almost 19 years in NY State here.  I will say that at this point maybe I was suppose to go on the cheap side and share in what I do also.  That is what my sister could not get yesterday when I told here in what I have done and will do.  It is one of the things that I do not mind saying that it is ok to cut down around the household and if you can only afford 5 dollars a month to pull back then so be it.  So now when I get back to NY State here some will be shocked in how I will be doing things around the household here and they may like it also while I am at it all.  The best part about all of this is that the cheaper I go at this point in time now I will be better off and I get to prove a point within due time here also to the ones that do not like in what I am doing now around here at another household.  This should be good in what I am ready to do when I get back home.  Also some are out of luck if they want to barrow money off of myself and my Husband from now on.  My answer will be no from now on to the complainers and that is it.  It will go along with when they ask for money and the amount that they ask for will get pulled back from now on into the other account from now on also while I am at it.  There will be 150 dollars already going into the one account when I get home and that is what they all get for waiting untill the last minute to say oh we will come over to take care of things.  Do not call me at the last minute at all when I know that I have to cook and other things also and they knew that part.  Not only did I have an extra 150 out of the deal I also saved on the food part also for the household.  Also I was asked if I would call them when I got back to NY State and I will not do it at all since I am that mad about things still.  Why call so they can barrow more money off of us and never pay it back at all.  They remind me of the moucher of the aunt that I have and I am done with alot of things that go along with it here also.  So that is another reason of why I have went to the cheap side of life and about ready to go that much cheaper on things here for the household.  Then this way I will not have to worry about it later on also with that part.  Now I will start thinking of more ways of doing things and that is how I will make it also around my place totally.  So now to get up and get going so I can get the coupons for the week and make even more folks mad at me around here also for the day.

Small world

Well it is a small world out there and figured out who the neighbors are at my Grandmothers place with out a problem at all at this point in time.  The scarry part is that I went to high school with the kids uncle.  We all had to laugh about it and I told him to ask about in how wild I was in school.  Also I seen someone from years back today at the mall while I was there after I got done with my sister.  So it has not been to bad of a day except with my one aunt here and she can bite at least on cheek at this point in time here on me since she has not cleaned the floors at all around the household.  So I will remop everything here either tonight or in the morning depending on how I feel when I get back to the house here when I get done.  So now at this point in time I have kept my mouth shut for the most part and I am tired of some things that have been said behind my back also for some things.  Another thing is that since I am the cheap one here the comment was made about in why and why bother around the household.  Some better get use to it out of me at this point in time here and they will get over them selves here by the time I am done also.  Since I do some things that are not in how some would want me to at all it stinks to be them also at the house that I am staying at.  That is part of the funny that I have to deal with around here in Illinois and others know in the why I have went the cheap side around my place at this point in time.  So now I will get that much cheaper for my place here and go from there.  That is part of what is going down around here and knowing that I am in the right at this point in time here some are going to be madder than snot by the time I get done to say the least.  With the coupons and several other things that I will be doing for my own household here it will not be that bad at all on me.  It is the others in the household that I am worried about at this point in time in how they will react also for what I am about ready to do for the place when I get back of course here.  So now at this point in time here some will learn totally in how I will be and always will be from now on also in the cheap department here and now that I am cheaper than some in the family at this point in time oh well in who I have to step on also here with their toes.  That is the best part and some do not have a clue as to what I have been doing for the cheap side of my own household at all since they have not totally seen me in action on it here.  Others are not alowed in the household at all in NY State.  That is how I like it around here and I will keep it that way also from now on since that bridge has been tourched and blown to bits also at this point in time.  Now I can say that at least I will not have to worry about some things at all from now in how to get cheaper since I have thought about it here and will continue to do so and will start thinking here on the way back up from Illinois to NY State here yet again.  So it will not be that bad at all and will get things done totally without a problem.  I am doing some shopping down here without a problem and the stock is going up for the household also this month.  With that part here some do not know in how much I did spend with the shampoo, conditioner, and toothpaste at all.  All they see is the name brands and ignore the price tags here on it all.  Some of it was on sale and the other I had a 15% off coupon for the trip down since that is what I get from the one store.  That is the best part of what some do not know and it will not hurt them in the least bit at all after I get done here.  So I really do get the last laugh around here to say the least and that is ok by me. 

Knowing now

Well now I know in what is going down in some places and things have not changed that much over the years at all with some people totally here.  So now with that part said around here I can say that I have went that much cheaper in life and that is how I like it also.  Since some have not been around me at all in almost 19 years here they have noticed that I have done some things that they do not like at all at this point in time at all.  With that I have lived very light at where I am staying at and that is what some of the family does not like at all about in what I am doing.  Also I have took the spot light off of them and they all know better than to ask for money while I am there.  So now at this point in time here one of the good things is that I do not put up with the garbage at all while I am in and some know this about me here.  So I will continue to do the cheap ways that I have learned here so far and will get cheaper around here before I go back up to NY State while I am at it all.  Since I have had enough time to think about this one and what needs to be done around my household here it is well worth the trying new things around my own place to see if it all works for me in the long run also for me.  I know that I am going to keep things off for longer around the household when I get home also.  I know where home is now and it is not down here in the state of Illinois at all.  There are some things that I will do from now on that some folks in NY state will not like also here and that is the best part at this point in time.  Since I am willing to cut totally back around my own household here it will not be so bad by the time I get done with myself here.  It is just the other folks that come over to my place that will have a problem with in what I do totally from now on.  So now with alot of things that are going down around here I have realized that I have gone way cheap on some folks and I am not at my best game also here at all for some things.  And I will get that much cheaper around my own place here once I get back up to NY State and start blowing some people out of the water also in how much cheaper I want to get around the household.  Alot of things will be turned off for long amounts of time and the dryer is out totally with the house also.  There is alot that I can still do around my place that would shock some people in that I can get that much cheaper for the place.  That is part of the nice thing about in what I do around my own place totally is that I can still go that much cheaper for the household and go from there.  Since I do have enough stock with some things in the household and will be switching alot of it over when I get home totally it will not be that bad around there when I get done also.  Since I would rather spend 90 cents for dish soap for the household here other than $3.99 per bottle it will work out for the best around here totally.  Another thing is that some of my family figures that I have the money to do things when I am to damn cheap to do it all their way.  I refuse to spend money that some have over the years at this point in time here and would rather pay bills than get ousted and not pay bills at all also.  So now at this point in time here since my bills are paid along with other things it is all for the best in how I have been doing things around here also for the household.  Another thing is that I will be cooking that much cheaper around the household also after this part of being down here in Illinois at this point in time.  I am figureing out things that I can do here on my own while I am sitting here on my toush also.  The bad part about alot of things here is that since I can get the time alone here it works out better here for myself and the household.  The best part at this point in time here is that I can get out and about and still be cheaper than snot still and get by with it.  So now at this time I better get some other things done here while I wait for the phone call to go that much further in the area.

Laughing

Well I am laughing now since I know where I was at yesterday from about 3:30 in the afternoon on to say the least.  I came out to work from the TA stop and went to bingo yesterday.  The lies have already started with some since I was not apparently where some wanted me at all.  So now on my one aunt it is oh well for her totally.  At this point in time like it matters where I am at anyway since I do not take much room at all here and will get up and go weather some like it or not around here totally.  Pluss since I am the cheap one out of the bunch here it is nice to know in what I can do here and what I can't do at all.  So now I feel at home where I am and I do not mind sitting here at all with some folks.  Now as I sit here and work somewhat it is not bad at all since I can sit here and do without getting bothered at all about eating or other things.  With that being said around here some do not get it at all still to this day in why I do not eat at times and why I am always cleaning up after myself and others also during the day nomatter in where I am at and still be cheap about alot of things while I am doing everything around the household.  Some will get it when I am totally out of here also when it is all said and done along with in how much I have done so far around some places here.  To where some are way to lazy for me around here also in the area and I think that is all over the place now days.  Some are lazier than what I remember also so not a huge deal to me at all at this point in time here.  All I can do is go ahead and do for some and be done with it all around here also at this point.  So now I can say that since some go to bed real early around here still to this day I can get some of the housework done at night also when they go lay down for the night.  That is one of the good things about all of in what I do here and now.  Pluss I can be cheaper than snot while I am getting things done around the household.  I think this is what is getting to some people as of now since they have really not seen me all to much for 18 + years now.  And my sister is still right on some things here as to my one aunt is totally mad that I am in town for this amount of time also.  This is where I get to laugh about it totally now since I can careless in what she thinks still to this point in time.  My aunt has gave me enough Hell thru the years along with lieing about things and I have been done with it all for years at this point.  Also that is another reason of why I have not asked for money at all here and never will.  Also it is the main reason of why I went to the cheapside of life also around my own place while I am at it all.  Alot of the little things that I do around my own household would just smack my aunt to another plain of life here without a problem at all and myself screaming at her it better be clean or else.  That is how it is around my place totally and I will not put up with what she does at my Grandmothers place.  And yes I am picky at times and just shake my head when my aunt starts wasting things like she does around the household totally.  It amazes me sometimes in what some folks do to be a mouch along with their children totally here at times.  So at this point in time some have figured out that I am the cheap one out of the bunch already so far in just under a week that I have been in town totally here.  Also there is alot that some have missed totally and do not really care at all since that is how they are around here.  When I came in I knew in what was going to happen around here and that is fine by me here. 

Laughing now

Well I guess I get the last laugh at this point in time around the household now.  That is one of the best things that I get to pull all day long around here in Illinois.  So now at this point in time I can see some have not changed at all and now I can say that I am not the only one that has gained weight at all over the years here and now.  So anyway at least now at this time I have went that much cheaper around some places and they were amazed in how much I have go done here also while I was at it today totally.  So I guess it was not that bad at all now once I got done cleaning and need to get the kitchen floors along with other places while I am at it all.  I know now that I am frosting my one aunts toush around my grandmothers place at this point in time.  Oh well she should have done along with her crew in the household and not left it up to me 5 months after surgery and a major one at that here to get things done around the household.  Now I am ripping mad around here with some and they will hear me period by the time I get done.  That is one of the better things that I can pull around here since I am not totally healed up at all and will not be for another 6 months or so here also.  What gets to me the most around here is that most of what I have got done today without the help is the normal pull for housework and some have not even bothered to do at all for their mother at this point in time except to mough off of her.  I talked to my Sister this morning and she said that it had been going down for almost 40 years at this point and that is one of the things that I believe out of her since I have noticed it for 35 years so far.  All I can do is shake my head and be thankfull that I do not have to ask for a damn dime off of some at all here.  Also now that my Grandmother has found out that I am cheaper than snot on top of things it makes it all the better for me.  Ok so I got it from my sister also this morning for not coming down sooner also while I was at it around here.  Since I am not one of the folks that have money at all at times of the year some have to get it thru their thick heads that I have to save up for the trip also now.  That is another reason of why I am getting that much cheaper around my own household at this time.  I also know what and why I am doing this part and most do not care if I am down to Illinois at all at this point in time here.  Also since I have 2 places that want to hire me at this point in time here and all I have to do is get up there when I get back to NY State or Niagara Falls it is easy at this point in time totally to get my toush back here if I want to come.  Since there is nothing really tieing me here anymore it makes it abit easier on me not to come back at all.  So now that I know this and can get that much cheaper here also for myown household also when I get back some are gonna be pretty mad at me for in what I am about to do weather I like it or not now.  I am at the point that I just do not care at all.  Also with that said I can really go that much cheaper for the place now than I could before I had left.  I have had the time to think about alot of things that some did not figure that I would at all on the drive down here.  Then there is the drive back up also to NY State along with some going to bed early also while I am here.  So it is not that bad at all once I do think of it all now.  There is a ton of things that I am going to do like leave the power off even longer at the household and not using the dryer at all anymore also.  And I may as well say it also that there will be other things while I am at it all around the household that some would not like at all that I will be doing.  I will be cutting the costs that much more without a problem at all and that is how I like it at this point in time here.  The nice thing about all of this is that I am changing for the good here and tough on others who do not like it at all.  There will be more of the coupons floating around in the household also from now on here. 

shaking my head

Well I am shaking my head at this point in time with my moucher of an aunt that I have.  The bad part is when she asked about what is a dispatcher for the trucking industry.  I about fell over and out of the chair, then I told her straight out guess ya can't go out and use the plastic for outfits and get groceries after today nor gas for your car today here.  All she could do was look at me funny at the table this morning and she was in shock also over it when I explained it to her in those terms.  So now I know that my Father was right in what he said yesterday to me while I was outside on the phone with him.  It is enough to drive anyone to drink and know why 4 of us do while we are there at the house.  Since I am that cheap at this point compaired to some people in the family now they are going to go stark raving mad by the time I get done here and leave.  This is what is keeping me going totally at this point in time here and would love to get out of here also while I am at it all.  The worst part about it is that I am getting that much cheaper while I am here in Illinois and some do not like it what so ever at all.  Since I looked at my aunt the other day and asked if she was that stupid for thinking I was going to send my Husband down here on 2 grand for the plain and the cab to and from the airport in Buffalo to Lambert.  Even funnier is that she figured that we had 2 cars and that long term parking would hold the 18 wheeler also if he parked it there.  So now that is only the tip of what was said around my grandmothers house at this point also.  As I told my sister here that my father asked if I smacked my aunt yet and I told him no at this point in time and my sister started laughing about it.  Since I do alot of things for my grandmother at this point time here and do eat some it works out around here also.  So now at this point I know that some are just totally mad that I am down here and on top of it since I am that cheap around here it does not help out with other things with my aunt.  All I can do is laugh about it and go from there also.  All I can say at this point about it all is that some can tell me that the mouching has went on for years now here and I knew it also.  I just did not say much about it at all and still haven't at this point niether.  That is the bad thing maybe on it all also is that I kept my mouth shut for way to long around here about alot of things here.  If it was up to my Husband around here I would keep my mouth shut also on top of it.  That will not happen at all now since I will explode around the household where I am at now.  It sickens me on what is flipping going on around some places and some things will never change at all at this point in time.  So now that some pretty much know that I will be out and about around here totally for the next couple of days here and tough cookies on it all and knowing that I will sweep and mop at the house today it will not be that bad once I get going around there at all and to clean the bathroom while I am at it all also here.  It will be kind of rough either way I go for the day here.  Anyway I have to get going back towards the house and be done with it all here.