Shaking my head

Well I know that it is warmer out since my feet are not cold sitting here at the computer.  Also I did get my walk in yesterday morning and was tired all day along with it all.  After all said and done here I will get out again sometime today to turn in all the nickles that are not crushed at all and see where I land up at for that part of things here in the areas that I am tripping over things.  I guess this is part of the norm for the household when I let things build up totally for some parts of what I end up doing alone most of the time here anyway.  Since today I will be going into the store here for the tomara machines more than anything else for the day it will not be so bad at all.  There are times where I just do not mind standing in one spot and out of the house also while I am out.  So now with today the hope is that I will be busy all day between everything that will be going on in the household and out of the household.  Also I have the chance to think while I am out of the house for the day and that will be even better here on my part of things while I am at it all.  So now I will seeing in what I can do for the morning here before I get out of the household for awhile today and see in where I land up totally.

Shaking my head

Well at least things have got done here in the household for the past couple of days totally.  I may as well here for the place at this time and play the wait game also while I am at it all.  Since the end of the month is coming quick for myself at this time I have figured to get things turned in tomarrow and see where I land up for that part of things and to see in how much I did get for the month also.  With the up coming month here I will start over on the walks and go from there yet again.  At least some things will keep me busy during the week here for the household and the money never hurt neither in what I pick up along the way also so far at this time.  My Husband had said something to me here over the past several weeks that some have been worried that I will make more in the walks here than what they all have realized also at this time.  I started laughing and said yep when you let me out of the household to get the walks in I can here.  Ok so the joke is on some people that I know at this time and that bothers them to no end here in what I do at this time for just the walks in them selves.  What some do not know is that I will be cutting the costs for the household also all here on my time also.  That is why I am getting the seeds at this time for the garden again along with other things that have been needed also for the yard.  Also since I have the back stock still on some things for the household I do not have to spend as much on the household at the stores while I am looking around at times of the week.  With alot of things that I have done so far for the place I have done during the week without anyone here but myself also to save money by the end of the month here of course.

Waiting

Well I am now in waiting mode here for the day.  Since I have to drop off my Husband off at the office here today I will not get my morning walk in at all.  So with that being said I will get alot of the housework done today here after I get back along with part of the banking done for the week also.  With alot of the things that need to be done for the day it will be a long day nomatter in what I do for the place.  I just hope that my Husband had time to think in what I said last night here after he threw a hissy fit also for the night.  So as I sit here at this time and start to plot out things that need to be done I guess all the excersize that I need for the day is climbing stairs along with cleaning also in the household for the day.  After thinking about some things that were said to me and myself being talked down to in the past 2 months here I have realized here that ok my ankles hurt after my walks alot of the times here but, the rest of me feels good and very little pain with exceptions to the rule.  I have walked here to relieve stress, lower my weight, make money, and to clear out my mind on alot of things that have been going on.  Plus knowing it is not me here on alot of what has went down in the past 2 months has helped me out also for when I can get out of the household at least 4 times a week.  Maybe that is why I am fighting my Husband here for my walks more and more here totally at this time.  Between trying to cut the stress here and not being sick also has said something to me about the walks and getting out of the household on top of it here.  So now at this point I guess that I will have to sneek in the walks except for once a week here along with other things also.  With that said here I can do alot more here than what some have figured that I am doing now and they can pound salt also at this time on what I will be doing from now on.  Since alot of the household I can do on my own here during the week and I have to get back into the habbits that I was in at the can and when I first moved into the house here totally.  With that part it will not be to hard to do and I have to start clearing out parts of the laundry totally this week also while I am at it all.  A little hard work never bothered me and will not start now here at this time.  So now at this point I may as well do that part while I am at it all for the place.  Another thing is that I can get all of it done within a month and go from there at this time.  Plus I got to thinking on alot of other things to help myself out here also on some of the things that need to be done and what my Husband wanted me to start doing here also for the place.  Now all I can do is laugh since there will be an extra 9 dollars floating per week here while I am at it all.  Ok so there are ways that I can get things done for the household without some knowing about it all in what I am doing per week.  The change will be saved up yet again for the place and my Husband knows better than to touch it all on me.  That is the nice part of it all at this time.  Now since I am waiting on other things also here for the one account maybe that is why I have not bothered with the other part as of yet also here for the place.  It will make at least one day here easier on myself to throw extra money into other areas also after all said and done.  Ok so I will start to cash in at least once a week here from now on in what I do pick up off of the walks.  Since I am waiting on some things to cash in anyway here since the prices will go up also here in the Spring and Summer months anyway so I just hope in and on that part of it all.  So it will work out in one way or another here in what I have to do for the household also.

Shaking my head

Well my Husbands words came back to bite him totally yesterday night.  I should have went for my walk and did not do it last night at all since my Husband told me no after I got back up from a nap.  So I went up stairs to bed knowing in what my Husband said to me and he came up about 5 minutes later and asked why I was not going at all.  Well all Hell blew up and he knew that I was right on the matter in what he told me here.  So nothing to report in how much I got since I did not get anything here period.  Now my Husband understands in what he is totally doing here and knowing it was not me at all on that part of things here at all for what I need to do.  All I can do is shake my head and go from there at this time now and go from there also.  At this point now I just hope that my Husband understands that the mental that he has been pulling as of late is not a good thing for me since my weight has bounced all over the place in the past few months because he does not want me out of the household period.  Now here all I can do is get out during the week without my Husband knowing about it and get my walks in that way and it will start tomarrow morning here without a problem.  I have no choice in the matter since I have gained another 20 pounds by not moving at all also.  At least I know in the areas in that I will hit up for the walks here totally and I may make it for the rest of this week here also for what I need to do.  Parts of the walks that will be done I do not need the truck anyway for that part of things.  Since I pretty much know that the truck will be on just about empty by the time I get done today and alot of places I can walk to anyway and still get out of the household.  Another thing here is that with today I will have to cash in since I am so tired of looking at things in the truck and down in the basement here in the place.  Either I do that part today or on Friday morning since it is the end of the month anyway.  Knowing this part it will not be good on me since some do not want me out anyway here.  So now just to get that much cheaper for the household on top of it here and go from there.  I have nothing else better to do according to some people anyway now I may as well comply with what others want me to do here also.  With the intent with some will not totally know about the walks during the week period from now on.  So Monday threw Friday I will get things done.

Shaking my head

Well since my Husband either thinks it is funny that he did not grab any wood from out side last night or he just does not care about it at all at this time.  Plus he has been flip flopping on the walks also here that I have been doing also in the past 36 hours.  This is what gets to me here totally along with my Husband saying that I am the one that had done lost it around the household also.  I guess this is why on alot of things I have not bothered with for the weekend here at this time also now and when I get to it is when I get to things that need to be done on my part.  Knowing that I have been on total overload for the past 3 years has not helped out at all on my part now and it seems more gets dumped on me every weekend also now.  So it all makes me wander in what I am doing wrong or right here for the household at this time.  So now at this time I will have more walks in this week weather my Husband likes it or not here along with other things that will put me at ease for the household at this time.  The money that I pick up will not hurt me also while I am totally out for several hours while I am at it all.  I guess that I have to prove a point at this time that in who does what and when for the household.  This is why I push for the walks that I get in during the week here and have not been sick at all because of it now.  Another thing that I have realized and thought about at this time over the past 3 years is that my Husband wants the gas in the truck really low so I do not get out of the house also here.  So now at this time I have to really think on things that are still being done and I have swept it all unter the carpet for way to long also.  When I do say something here about it then I get blasted so I have shut up about alot of things and delt with it also for the household and myself.  So this is why I do not say much anymore here period now.  With that being said I have started thinking on alot of things in the past week and it will come togeather here in the coming months also.  Also I have figured out that when the cut downs totally come my way for the things that I am doing here on my own means nothing at this point in time since I am doing some things without even bothering to ask on anyway.  Ok so my Husband pushed for one more account and he can not touch it at all at this time.  Another thing is that I will not keep cash in the household anymore here while I am at it except the things that I have not cashed in as of yet.  Some people do not like to get out to the Tomaras to put in the nickles along with taking change in also.  This is why I do save the change up along with the nickles and go from there at this time.  Now here I have to wait for the mail this week and go from there of course.  This is part of the reason of why I have not got up to the store as of yet to do that part of things for myself here since there is limited slips at this time.  So I will see in what all happends for this week and go from there also at this time.

Thinking again

Well I have already told my Husband that I am getting out for my walks yet again and tough cookies on his part now.  I guess this is why I did not get sick this past year at all is because of the walks along with washing my hands all of the time.  Plus if I stay in all of the time it will be worse on me if my Husband brings home something to me either way for that part of it all now.  So I try to get out at least 3 times a week here period for fresh air and the nickles are an added plus to keep going also at this time.  The worst part is now here with me is that I do not mind being cold at all and the one company that I worked for did help also with that here.  I still laugh about the snow bank in my one office years ago here.  So at this point in time I know in where to hit tonight for the walk and I will get out on my own for that part of it all.  With that being said at this time I really need to think on some things and see in how I will get all of the things done from now on yet again.  Also since I do not have to get totally out to another area today it is even better on my part while I am at it.

Shaking my head

Well at least something got knocked out of the list yesterday here for the household.  Really several things did in total got done.  Since according to some people that know my Husband I do not work hard enough here in the household and get nothing done except for a huge mess anyway and they would be in shock in what has been done totally out of me here as of yesterday.  Also in being told in the why in the tone in my Husbands voice in what was going down this week.  I had to laugh and said ok since I can keep busy untill you can get home also for tomarrow.  With some things that were set up yesterday for the household along with other things that needed to go down also I took care of it totally for the place and myself.  This way in what I do get off of my walks along with other scrap it will be out of sight out of mind from now on and I have to make sure that it is done between normal bank hours at this time here for about 2 weeks.  So with that being said here at least I will not worry about having money in the house and having to hide it all while I am at it after I get done.  I am well on the way to getting some things here for the place and making sure that some of the bills are paid off by the end of the year also with money being tight.  Knowing that it bothers acouple of people that I know here that I do pay the bills and other things out of the household on my own and do not depend on my Husband to get things done for me at all unlike other wives at this time.  This is another reason with my Husband at this time pretty much told me to go ahead and set up another account at this time to throw in, in what I pick up along with other money at this time also.  This way it does not get spent before I need it here in the household.  Also I got to thinking that to save up in what I get for the place at this time off of my walks and see where I end up at.  Since I do pull up a picture on my cell phone on one other thing that I am saving for along with looking at other things as a reminder in why I have been picking up the nickles and scrap along the way here also it gives me several things to work for at this time.  Plus the weight is coming off also on top of it all it will work out for the best.  So I may as well walk and get the extra money while I am at it all at this point in time.

Shaking my head

Well I have had my walk for the morning here already.  Dang this weather anyway since my feet are froze even with the socks and heavy shoes today.  Now note I have socks on for a change here and it does not happen often at all nomatter what is going on.  And yes I got yelled at from a Dear Friend here on Saturday for not having socks on at all when I answered the door.  Ok so I do not wear them hardly at all and figured today would be a good day since I almost got a 2 mile walk in for the morning here in the area.  I did not do to bad at all on the nickles and got asked in how much I got during the month here for the walks that I do put into it all.  I told the guy also it depends on alot of things and where I go to for the walks.  I told him I may have about 70 dollars in just plain out nickles this month and it could waver one way or another at this time here also.  Since I am not worried about it at all and what I get is what I get at this time of the year anyway and it will get up to the bank anyway sometime this week or next here for the household.  As I told my Husband straight out I am tired of looking at all of it here in the truck and down stairs at this time and I may just go out tomarrow(today) to cash everything in also.  He started laughing and said to give him the totals that I have for the month here since some have totally made him mad also at this time.  I told him 3 guesses and 2 of them do not count at this time at all now.  My Husband told me that the first guess would be right on the money and to go ahead and say it now here last night.  So the tones that I picked up on in the past 48 hours have been right here also and I did not say much about it at all.  So I know that some are up to their tricks again and my Husband picked up on that part also here after several months of myself not talking to some people.  So after all said and done I have the push and the drive to make things happen totally from now on to get as much as I can off the walks here and go from there also while I am at it all since the money will go into another account here after I get done.  With that part being said here I may just have some things in the total run either for myself and the household here totally after I get done.  Now all I can do is laugh here on alot of things that have went on and still work at it all after this part.  It also helps that I will be getting that much cheaper for the household also from here on out on alot of things also.  I will be able to cut down more on things for the place also here from now on also.  At this time I am already working on it and have the candles going for the morning already also.  That is part of what cheapness has broke out for the household at this time also.

Shaking my head

Well my Husband pretty much told me that to go ahead with the one account here totally for my walks along with other money that I can drop into it at this time.  So now I will have to cash in alot of things for this week and see where I am at on that part of it all and do in what I have to do here for it.  It will be a cash account of course in what I will be doing for that part of it all.  Then I got to thinking about the tone of my Husbands voice here also in when he gave me the all clear.  I am figuring that some are up to their old tricks again and my Husband wants me to stick it to some to say hey my wife is right on this part of things here yet again for what she is doing.  So now at this point since there are some things that I can still do here for the household that some have not bothered to realize in what I have done already trying to get cheaper anyway.  So it looks like some places will prove that it will help out in some costs here also for the place.  Either way now my Husband has also said to me that I can go ahead and start doing more for my walks and will not be bothered by it since he pretty much knows that I will use my judgement on when and where to walk here in the area also since it is winter out still.  So I will start alot of things yet again here for myself and the household and see in what I can do from now on for that part of it all.  So now to really start thinking here on alot of things here that have went down for the week so far and see if I can make since out of it today here also for the place.  That is all I can do at this time and go from there.

Waiting again

Well I have to wait of course here around the area for things to open yet again.  I can think of several other things that are worse than waiting.  So as I sit here and start plotting for the day and will get my walk in nomatter what goes on for the day again here it should not be that bad at all by the time I get started once and for all.  The weird thing is that I have untill 6 am here anyway to park out on the streets since it is winter still.  So now at this time at least there is always something to get done untill the wait is over for several things that need to be done while out of the house.  With that being said here I got out for afew minutes yesterday since my Husband forgot something here at the house and it could not wait at all.  Little hard to get fuel for the big truck on looks alone while he is on the road.  All I could do was laugh and say here also for yesterday here.  Now to get on the move and go from there for the day and see in where I get here in the household.

Knowing why

Knowing why I have the need to get out more is on me here at this point.  Ok so I walk alot also while I am at it all and do not mind parking out in the next lot for a place to go shopping at.  Or I walk the parking lot before I go into the store eather way to see in what I can get out of the change that is laying around, and or the nickles that are there also at this time.  That is how I look at things now at this point and may as well since I am willing and able to do some things to save money here for the household.  I know of several people at this time it makes them mad in what I do and that is fine by me still to this day here.  Some people do not realize in how much that I do pick up along the way along with other things to either use or sell later on for the household here totally.  With that being said here for in what I do it amazes me still in what some people will throw out from their place and it is still my gain for alot of things in what goes on.  In the long run I win for the year and will not ask for a dang dime out of some to where others beg to get money for their lousy budgeting thru the year and or get things handed to them that should not even be handed to them at this time or both here.  I know at least one person that cries poverty when he throws out all the nickles from his place nomatter what is going on and how broke he is.  So I have learned to ignore the guy and say oh well that is on you here totally in what the guy does at this time.  Since I cut alot of things off during the day and night for my place and start hollering if things are left on along with other things that I want to be cheap at and my Husband has got it now after all this time also here in what I have been trying to do.  Some of the laundry I can not help but to put it on auto soak here and re wash it all right after also at this time and Hello to some jobs that are just dirty or plain on nasty on the dirt.  At this time I have cut down on alot of the deturgents and other things here for the place that at least one person will not get untill he lives in my place here for months at a time also.  Then again my foot has been down on alot of things here for my household for years and it does not matter in what others think in how much money comes into my place at all.  I try to live on the cheap as much as I can here still just because I want to streach out in what is coming in instead of just spending money to keep up with others here.  Plus I do not work per say to others since they do not see me working at all also for the household.  Or what they claim to be as work at this time here.  So that is why I keep quiet in what I really do and I am already ahead of some that have hollered and started in on my Husband about me not supposadly working period at this time.

Thinking again

Well I have been thinking this morning already and I can say that some things happen for a reason still to this day here for myself.  I had to laugh totally since at the one store that I have hit up over the years here was way cheaper than what I thought yet again on things here for the place.  And yes I took my Husband with me yesterday here to the one store and I was thinking ok here we go the big kid with me totally.  Much to my shock here nothing landed in the cart that was not suppose to be there and I walked out with a low total for the bill.  I should have just did the major bulk of the shopping at the place and did not do it.  So yes I pretty much kicked myself for that part of things by the time we hit the next store totally.  So by the time we got out of both stores it was still way under 90 dollars for the day and that is how I like it.  I even bought some meat for the household for something different than what we have also here at this time.  Since I brought it up to my Husband yesterday about the total on everything that we got was way cheaper than where one of his buddies shops at he was in shock.  So now at this time I will be back to Aldi for the main bulk of the shopping again for the household and be done with it with that place at this time yet again here for the household.  Since I still have some things on back stock for the household at this time and my Husband does not blame me on that part of what I do at all here it is all good on my part still to this day and it is what has saved us at this point of the year also.  After all said and done here for the place and my Husband realizing in what I have been doing here over the past 3 years he shook his head and said that I was in the right totally at this time.  Another thing is that my Husband admited that I was in the right and now some are screwed from now on since I want nothing to do with them at all for what they have already done by this point and started lieing again about things.  What alot of that has went down I know better in what was said and I did not freak out at all period then and just got mad about it.  It took alot of thinking on my part here to say hey I will not put up with the B.S. anymore and tough also.  This is why my Husband is not saying much on when I am walking anymore since he realized that it will save us in the long run on alot of things during the one month out of the year here when we are totally broke.  Some have already tried to make me out to be the bad guy here and I told the person that do not even bother since I make more than your wife does thru out the year in just walking where I do.  Ok so I pretty much know in what happends and there are times where others just hand me about 40 dollars plus while I cash in the nickles here also for either the week or month depending on what time I go during the day here.

Shaking my head

Well at this time I can at least say that some things happen for a reason.  Also I have had some time to really think on things that have been going down also here in the household over the last several months.  Now with this week coming up I have made up my mind to just get out and do here for the place along with for myself at this time.  Since my Husband does not mind in what I am doing now for myself also after I explained it to him in what I really thought on some of his comments to me over the past 3 weeks here.  After all said and done on that part I have the green light to get out of the house for my walks to clear my mind, loss of weight, and to pick up what I can also in money at this time.  The little bit of money that I do get helps out and also keeps me going here for the walks.  I get more than what I say anyway here for the place and that is what some do not get at all at this time.  Also I have figured out that by trying to keep all of the bills down here for the place bothers some people that knows my Husband at this time.  With alot of things that have been done and will be done from now on out of me, will help out by the end of this year.  I did try this past year and failed on that part of things totally since I did not do some things to keep the money out of sight and out of mind here for the place.  So I will see in what I can do from now on and the month is still early here in what I do cash in also here by 2 weeks from yesterday here for the place.  It also means alot of walking on my part along with other things that have needed to be done out of me here at this time.  The nice thing is that I will start to feel better also on top of it all here for the place that I am at now at this time while I am at it all.  Ok so there will be the old saying knock out as many birds with one stone at a time here totally.  That part will be done here for myself and the place totally now.  I need to prove a point to many people other than to myself yet again here and that is how it will all cook down in the pot for the household also.

Shaking my head

Well at this time here at least some things will never change and I had to think long and hard on that part of it all here within the last 24 hours here.  So now I will do in what I have to do here for my own household and go with it.  Also at this time part of my walk is done now for the day already.  Since I have already made money for the day so far since I did not have to fire up the truck as of yet.  Now at this point I will go with what a true friend told me months ago here totally and will win over some things also that have been going down.  The funny part about all of it at this time is that I got the push from the person here at the time and got told it is ok in what you pick up and you can make it.  Some things have also came to light since I can take some of the things that I pick up to the scrap yard and go that route while I am at it now.  With that being said the person also said to start thinking of other things also at this time for what some of us do here in the area.  Plus I have some advantage on the travels that I do also at this time.  The nice thing now is that I can still walk nomatter in what some people will say to me on what is going down.  With the 5 dollars so far off of this mornings walk here in the area I did not do to bad at this time.  So now I will hit another spot here and see in what I can do over there in about a half an hour here.  At least there is something good that will come out of some people that figure that it is ok to cut other folks down for what they all do to be cheap in other places.  If some really know in what was going on totally.

Shaking my head

Well last night I had hit up one of my areas for my walk and did well.  My Husband was in shock when I picked up several bags that some of the folks had packed for nickles who walk their area on Sunday nights here.  At this time I know of nobody going out that way and that is even better at this time.  When I can say that it was well worth the trouble here for in what I do it makes it all easier on me.  So I will get back out here in the middle of the week along with by the end of the week I should be ok on alot of things that I have just not bothered to do.  Now my Husband knows in why I get out for the walks here at this time in some of the areas that I have.  It clears my mind and as I put it I am not as cranked out on things also after all said and done.  It is like I can face things in a new light here with a clear mind.  So now to try and cash in after I get my Husband off to work and see in how much I ended up with in total from the past several weeks here also.  After all I may as well just keep quiet in the real totalls and be done with it here.  When I was out even though my Husband was with me last night here I got to thinking on some things and it will work out for the best in what I am about ready to do here for myself anyway.  The less some know the better off they are in what I am doing anyway for myself and for the household.  Since I can get cheaper here for the household and I now see in where to cut down on some things also while I am at it all.  Now is to work hard at it and see how I can get it all done.  The bad part of it is that I know that my Husband will tell some people in what I am still doing here along with in how cheap that I am trying to get nomatter what from now on in the household.  Of course one person will say that it is impossible for me to get things down for the place along with cutting me down for it all still.  Since I about knew in what some were doing anyway here and trying to get me to totally stop the walks, it did not work out like the one person had planned it all out.  Now as of this week I will be getting more walks in on some days here and see in what I can do on that part of things also for both myself and the household.  Since alot of things are hitting me at this time in the why's of in what some people are telling me not to do it is ok.  What alot of it is here at this time is that afew do not want me to pick up the nickles and surpass others on money here totally.

Knowing is half the battle here

Well I know in why I have hid money in the past here along with in why I should have kept it all up over the years here totally it still hurts.  Maybe that is why I have kept the change here in the household at this time also over the years so I could have something to fall back on in hard times totally.  After all said and done here I have been took over the years for the paper money and everyone left my change alone and that does not include other things that went on also at this time.  When I get blamed for things it does not bother me to much only because I am use to it all and I have always been the fall out person nomatter what has went on over the years here.  When I got called a "Drama Queen" by one of my Husbands friends I came up swinging since I gave his oldest what she needed maybe 3 weeks before that and for being right on something that the guy lied to me about along with lieing to my Husband on top of it all on things that did not happen.  Yesterday I proved my point in the past 4 months that has went on and I almost got burnt when I asked to see the dang feather ball in person also here.  Something told me to ask this and that along with a call to the person.  I did not blame my Husband at all on that part of things and all I can blame him for believing something that a person has lied to him about here totally.  Since I can spot some things right off the bat here and know other things also and the person still lies to me I went livid on the person and walked away here in the past 5 months.  The guy realized that and I told him to sho wm the papers then and ya better say something other than that I was supposadly loosing it all in my mind.  As of Friday I told the guy get off of the meds and ya do not need them and I will think of taking ya back here into the household and as a friend.  Well that went over like a lead ball in a swiming pool liner and I have made up my mind on alot of things here with that part.  Since I did not give the persons Mother yay or nay about what she asked me I will help her out period nomatter what goes on here and that is it.  Alot of what the guys problem is at this point is the meds and he blames alot of his problems on that part of his life instead of taking along hard look on his real problems here that are going on at this time.  That is another reason of why I got away from the guy and told my Husband I will not stop ya and do not dare throw the guy up in my face period here after all said and done.  Well that is when I started to really hide the money in alot of ways here since my Husband figures it is ok to try to keep up with others that waste their money on stupid things or it was gave to them after they hit up others.  I have noticed that part out of the guy here totally and I refuse to stand for it after all said and done also.  This is why we ended up with a pop up camper that we can not register at all nor use all at the same time here and it is taking up space also in the driveway.  This is why I started again on alot more walks and not saying in how much that I get also here at this time.

Shaking my head

Well at this time I have not been out of the house as of yet for my walk.  I think that I will wait untill later on for tonight here and walk then.  Since my Husband has agreed that I have been the one that has been scrimping here alot more in the household at this time and doing in what I have to do to make it all work along with my walks here it drives me totally nuts.  So now at this time knowing that I have to pay bills here pereiod for the place and keep on trying to figure out in what else that I can cut here in the place it will be just one of the things that some have to deal with here out of me untill it gets done.  I guess this is why it drives me for my walks here for myself more than anything other than besides the money that I pick up along the way also that some folks just throw out during the week.  Either way I know that I win on that part of things totally here in the area along with afew others that get out there also at this time.  Another thing that I have realized here for my own household is that I end up doing alot more than what I need to do of course and that is ok now.  So there are things that others may not like in what I do like no paper towels to clean with in the kitchen and bathrooms here still to this day.  I have been doing that part of things for about 10 years if not more here in either place.  I get the paper towels maybe twice a year if I am lucky and that is it for the household.  Since my Husband does not mind that part of things at all and I have to bleach out the dish rags anyway along with the alot of the cloth hand towels it works out better for the place.  I know that part gets some folks going in my place when they see the hand towels out along with other towels to mop up the bigger spills for the kitchen floor also still to this day.  The other thing that I have noticed here is that some folks just do not get that I turn off alot of things during the day here in the place and they do not like that part of things niether.  Just like the light here in the main room I turn it off at the switch and never pull the chain to turn off the light.  One person did that to me already in the past 6 months and I went off like a bad habbit on the guy.  Even funnier was when I knew there was a roll of T.P. and paper towels in the RV the guy had and never got them out untill everyone was gone.  I will admit that some things were hid by the guy and I am alot worse than he will ever be at this time on being a total tight wad compaired to him.  So at this time now they guy pretty much begged me to take him back and I shot him down again on that part this week on that part of things.  My last words were to him I do not trust you and I hope that you learned something from me since I will not deal with what I had delt with from before.  As I told my Husband it is simple here on alot of things either I get numbers this go around or it will be the last of the fresh meat and I will pay the higher price for the household from now on.  That is where the brine mixes will come in again along with other things that I have not lost over the years when butchering time comes up.  Alot of the younger folks in todays world have not been taught in how to do alot of things at all and did not want to learn in how to do things for the household at all.

Shaking my head

Well I am on my way to another goal here totally for my walks at this time.  Since I have the drive here for some things that are going on I may as well just pick up all of the metal that I can at this time.  Now since I have figured to just go ahead and walk nomatter what is going on at this time and what my Husband says also from now on.  With the nickles in the past several days here I have been doing well on and I am happy about that part of things here for the walks.  Now to get enough to open another account to see in how much that I can get for the year.  I may as well do that part for myself and the goal that I have set up at this time is to get as much as I can to shock some folks also by the time I get done.  This should get good and quick here totally in what I have thought about on my walk this morning already.  Also I got to think about other things that have went on and how tired that I have been about some things that have went on.  Plus I got told some things here yesterday that I had to start thinking on.  I have came to the fact that I should stay away from some people and just be done with it all after this.  Since I have been doing better here without some and have had a huge battle that was won on my part with my Husband here yet again along with telling another person that in why I walked away from him.  More like ran from him after all said and done with that part.  When I got told that the person missed me along with my cooking I told the person to bad and that was on their part of things.  Along with being asked again if I wanted the hams smoked again here and I asked him for the butchers number and got denied again over it then I knew.  Now I will be pushing my Husband for the number here if there is the next go around and tell him that fine I will find another butcher to get what I want here.  So now at this point I have the bottle of liquid smoke and that will work for this go around here totally for the place.  Plus I can make brine for some of the things here also while I am at it all and that is what some have not got as of yet here about in what I can do.

In the hunt for...............

Well I ran to the one dollar store yesterday afternoon here in the area and found out one of the eateries that I liked had closed down lock stock and barrel.  The other place that is in the area had bad food anyway and still does since I got sick off of the food yet again here since they slipped back into their old habbits on their food.  Since it is a treat for me to eat out anyway here from the house I thought I would try the place once again and I am done totally with that part.  So now as I sit here and still feel bad from yesterday I still have to get to the housework and out and about totally for the day.  After all said and done the place within walking distance has me from now on for food when I get the craving to eat out.  Anyway since I got the power bill in also here I almost hit the roof also when I seen the total of it.  I am just thankfull things are looking up here on some things at this time.  Now also with the question that I got asked yesterday here from my Husband how much did I get off of the one area that I have started to walk at and I almost went postal here on the man.  Now I just wish he would make up his mind on some things here in what he wants me to do totally at this time for the walks also here.  So I will just get out of the household now from now on here nomatter what the weather is at this time here in the area also.  The bad part of it all is knowing that I will do well here on my walks from now on with the hunt of the nickles along with other things also.  I may as well crack down on myself here nomatter what and go with it also.  Also here for the place since I have found what I was looking for anyway it was all good for yesterday.  Since everything is a dollar in the one store it was even better on me to get several of the item anyway.  I will be set in the mornings here for a good while and I have hope that the place will continue to carry the one item here from now on.  This is another reason of why I do not mind the walks at all at this time.  For some of the little things here for the place before I throw the rest of the money into another account.

Shaking my head

Well at this time I have already been out for a walk and I did not mind it what so ever.  It is the extra 10 pounds that I am mad about here totally at this time.  Since my Husband does not want me to walk here at all at this time I gained 10 pounds by letting him run me here.  I am done with the weight gain totally and now I will get out nomatter what and I have to start back to the 5 days a week here if not more to get the 10 off and more.  Plus it will mean extra money in my pocket by just walking off the weight also while I am at it here for the days to come.  Also here my neck pain is down to a range that I can ignore it here at this time of course.  So now I will be out and about here for the walks again and some will have to deal with it all out of me here also.  I have noticed also with the walks I can eat somewhat here along with feeling better thru the day while I am at it all.  Also it helps to clear out my mind nomatter in how many nickles that I pick up here while I am out.  Now with that being said I will be doing alot more here in the house today for housework along with a nap also this afternoon.  I guess this is what my Husband has missed in what I do here for myself also to keep things going for the place.  Anyway now I am ready to face the day even better here and with a clearer mind also.  Still at this time my Husband has shut me down for a good talk here on some things and I will point to something and not say a word about what he has done also at this time.  I have got tired of saying something that I get ignored in anyway here for the place.

Shaking my head

Well I got out for alittle bit yesterday afternoon here.  One place had bread to where the other place did not along with other things also.  So I ended up at 2 stores and did not need any bread since I made a loaf while I napped here in the house.  Since we did not have a ban on driving after I got up and yanked out the bread, I got out of the house.  The wierd part is that I still forgot things that were needed at the store for the household and today is another day of course to get out of the place.  Plus the dollar store is within walking distance here anyway and it will help with the walk of course.  I have also noticed with not getting out per my Husband here I have put on at least 10 pounds yet again.  So I will get out either tonight or tomarrow morning early to start the walks again.  Since my Husband is being picky here about things it is not good on my part.  So now at this time I will be getting out more and trying to walk as much as I can during the week from now on for myself more than anyone else.  At this time I have to get started on the place again and see what happends with the day.

Shaking my head

Well yesterday I did get alot done here in the household totally.  I am still not done with the laundry at all and that will get done early today also while I am at it all.  There is alot of things that need to be done still at this time and I will be working on and off all day with the housework of course.  It all could be worse here in the place and with knowing that part I have always got something done thru the day here nomatter what has went on.  At this time here at least I do not have to rush anything here except the laundry for the place since all of the towels are dirty.  So with everything kind of calming down at this time here I will be able to get out more from the household and like that part of it.  All I can do is take a day at a time for the cheap part of things and have the place pretty much to myself also at this time for the week.  The nice thing about this is that I can get alot more done alone here for the place and it will keep clean untill this weekend of course and, that is normal.  Another thing here is that I have been saving up the lent from the dryer at this time when I use that part of things here in the household.  It makes a great fire starter for the fire place instead of paper at this time.  Since I have all of the towels that love to shed here I may as well throw them into the dryer for a change and see what all happends after this.  So it will all help out in what is going on here of course along with helping to get the fire started.  That in turn helps out with the gas bill at this time here also.  My Husband just can not believe in half of the stuff that gets done in the place and has told me this passed weekend that he did not blame me for being as tired as I have been also.  Since I took out big chunks of time thru the day to clean it made it all worth my while.  As I sit here at this time and have already started the washer up for the day I will get to the rest of the kitchen along with other parts of the household for the day.  I have to wait on the hot water to come back up to temp of course and deal with it.  Also yesterday here before we left the area here we found seeds for the garden at one of the dollar stores here close by.  All I can say is that we will have another good crop I hope here for when the time comes on that part of it all for the winter months as normal.  Plus I will have to keep up with that part of things when the time comes also.  So now to get a move on to see what I can do this morning and be done with it all for the day.

Other money savers

Well Yesterday I touched up on some of the money savers that I have done here for the household and in the last post that I have done.  There is still alot of things that have been thought about for the place and part of it was took care of as of yesterday here also so it goes with the out of sight out of mind deal that I have already at this time.  Another thing that I do here is that I will cook on the cheap and some folks do not like it  at this time in what I am doing for the household.  There are times where I throw open the cabnet doors and see in what I have in the household already along with the freezer doors to make dinner on the cheap and easy for the place.  This part does not bother my Husband at all here for the place and to where others could not beg and choose for food while they were here and what sounded good to me at the time that they were here also.  Since I had a ton of eggplant out of the garden this summer I ended up with something that was good and cheap to make with that part and the basil on top of it all at that point.  Along with the eggplant I had a ton of squash also at the time and found out alot of things that I could do with that part of it all also for the place.  Over the hollidays here there were at least 2 people that did not like squash at all untill they tried my way of doing it and liked it totally.  And kids can be picky at times also and I know this part of things here also.  All I asked out of the little one was to try it and see.  She liked it and thought they were sweet potatoes after all said and done.  Also I told the child that try it and if ya do not like it at least you tasted it and that is my rule here for the day otherwise do what ya want almost.  So now at this time I will say she did try it and liked it.  Now it is a good thing that I have some back stock in food yet again since the pig has finally got here in the household at this time.  I am still mad on that part of things and will be around here totally.  I will say when I first got up here to the area that I am now that money was hard to come by in a way for food and other things.  So that is where I started picking up the nickles in some areas and had money for the bills, food, and other things in the can.  I can laugh about it at this time since I made it work without being on food stamps at all along with the system.  Now I still pick up the nickles and at least one of us has a somewhat steady pay check coming into the house at this time.  My part is just the help it all out money that I get so we can have some extras in the household now.  Some people have told me to get a job here and I was like this is my job and if the person did not throw out the nickles here I would be out of the job totally in what I do.  What gets to me even more here is that some folks do not care in the money that they throw out also here in the areas that I am in at any point in time also.  When I can get at times a dollar if not more on my walks depending on where I am at and how I feel for that point in time it amazes me still at this time that I can do alot more than what others figure that I can.  So I will keep up with the walks and see in where I land up for alot of things that happen for this year.  There comes a point in time that a person does not care when the cut down happends anymore and will keep doing what they have to do to help out on money nomatter what goes on.

Shaking my head

Well I asked for help yesterday and got nothing for it at all.  So it looks like I will be on my own for alot of the housework still today of course.  With the laundry built up into a hill that is taller than I am at this point still and I did get thru 3 loads yesterday here it makes me wander totally in why I even bother in some things here for the place.  Another thing is that I have to go out to the office again today here and get to my walk also for the day along with the laundry.  All I can say is there are leftovers in the fridge and tough cookies on that part of it all for my Husband for the day.  So in the mean time I will have to get several things done for the day before I can even think about my walk tonight.  Also here then for tomarrow I will have to make a trip up to city hall for another bin for the recycle guys since the one that I have is totally full.  Once in a great blue moon I do forget to put the garbage out and this past week was one of them.  With all that has went on this past week here I am suprized that I am even out of bed here totally anyway.  So I ended up at Kmart yesterday here and got another garbage bucket and will have 2 of them out at the street here this week.  I can figure that since my Husband does not want me out at all hardly anyway from the house here at this time I am getting out anyway tonight for a walk nomatter in what he will say about that part of things.  The whole thing is that I need to get out of the house and know this to give me the huge push to face life as it is at this point in time along with the household.  The other thing is that I will pick up money while I am on my walk so I will not worry about that part at this time also for the day.  Plus it gives me something to look forward to nomatter what goes on in the area.  I guess the big thing that my Husband has not got as of yet with myself walking is that I feel alot better after I get done along with I can get more done in the household after the walk also.  Now at this time I do not care in how cold it gets in the area anymore I will be out in the fresh air and do what I can from this point forward.  Since the money helps out in what I get it will not be so bad at all after all said and done.  Also yesterday when we were at Kmart I ended up with something else for the household at the time that will help me out also on alot of things.  As I say out of sight out of mind alot of the times anyway for some things here for the place and it will help out more than what my Husband knows also at this time.  Plus I have found out that I am not the only one that has pulled back the change that I get during the year here also.  So with that part said that was it and I ended up with another bank here in the household and I will see in how long I can wait to turn in some of the money that is here already.  In the end it will help out on my part of it all anyway.

Thinking again

Well I have had a brain storm while I was out of the household today.  The brain storm has not stopped also here at this time.  Since my Husband will not work with me totally, I have a clue as to what I can do about that part of things also at this time.  It will not be that hard to get alot more done here in the household without the help at all now also while I am at it.  So now with the brain storm and some things were not in sight also it is ok and there are other things to get done.  Since I have been seeing alot of things go down hill here along with all over and it will get worse before it all gets better.  This is why I have been trying to get alot cheaper as of late here for the household.  Alot of things are just as good at the everything for a dollar type stores also that are all over the place.  Things like bleach along with T.P. also are just as good at the true dollar store as the name brand items at the regular stores.  Also I have been using the Ajax brand for dish and laundry soaps in either place that I have been on and off for years.  There are times when there are coupons out for that brand and still it is cheap enough to get without the coupons also for the household per load of dishes and laundry.  It all depends on where you go for the price also on the Ajax brand products and what kind of sale that they are on at the time.  There is so much that I have done for the place so far here to date to make things go that much cheaper that it hurts.  That includes the garden that we had here at the household also for the summer.  It also helps to be stocked up if and when you can be on alot of things for the place that you are at.  There have been times where I have been totally stocked up on alot of stuff and one of us has lost either a job or got cut back in hours for work.  So it all works out in the long run for what is in the place at the time.

Thinking again

Well this is getting really old on going an hour out from the house here totally week after week here.  At this point in time I pretty much know in why my Husband wants to go once a week here an hour out to the office now.  Or at least I have figured it out here totally.  This way he leaves the gas tank almost empty and I have to walk almost every place after we get back.  It all hit me after yesterday morning here when I went to the one appointment and it took me almost an hour to get there because of the weather and slicker than snot out on the roads.  Where I was at with the tank I would have not made it period yesterday unless I filled up with gas since a 20 minute drive turned into an hour and a half to get out to where I had to be.  Plus I know better at this time of year when I travel to have a full tank of gas just in case with all the storms that have been going on and that have happened.  So now here I will not bother to listen to my Husband about getting out on some days after this week here and knowing that I have to anyway just to let some of the stress out.  I have been in total pain for the past week with my neck along with other stress that has went on that was not needed at all.  After all said and done here for myself I am tired of being broke also at this time with the household totally while I am at it all.  In what money I do get from the walks helps with the that part of things at this time and will have to just do from now on.  Another thing is that my Husband is figuring that he can walk all over me once again nomatter what is going on.  I have a saying here keep me stressed out and I will not say much to my Husband at all in what he does.  The man has done this all the way over the years and when I say something about it I get told straight out do not treat me like you did with your ex husband at all all of the time.  It all started with looking at houses at the time several years ago here in the area.  When I get told with others oh this is what Cricket wants and this is how it is.  I was thinking of what if I had to walk to someplace at the time for anything because the car,van, or truck went down and I did not want to be stuck in waiting on someone to pick me up also.  That part has happened already in the past almost 3 years here and I got stuck walking to pay a bill not even a week after the neck surgery.  I told the person that I already took care of the bill and do not worry about it since I walked at the time to the one store and then I was going to bed after I got off the phone.  It is little things like that here totally that I started to thinking that I am really on my own here in the area and my Husband did not help me out on that part of things at all at the time.  After that I have been on my own in just doing nomatter in how much pain I was in for the household.  In what saved me was that almost everything is within walking distance of the house here totally and my Husband still freaks out over it all in the why's that I gave him on the place.  Now it is the same battle that it has always been on alot of what my Husband does in the household that makes me wander in why I am still trying to get that much cheaper at this time for the place.  I have almost gave up at this time since everything is undone by the time he gets home anyway for the weekend here.

Long week

Well it has been a long week here totally so far.  I have not said much and will not say much at all about what went on so far at this time.  All I can do is walk it off and try to make since out of it all now.  At least some things will not change here with myself at all and that is fine by me.  The old saying that things happen for a reason is so true at this time here and it is a huge curve ball nomatter how you look at the saying.  As I sit here now and start to think this early in the morning I know why some called me totally last night.  There is no more tears at this point in time on my part and that is how it is.  Ok so it has been one of the weeks that have been long and it is not done with as of yet (at least 72 hours left).  Now at this time I am thinking of when I drop my Husband off this morning and get my walk in after that.  Since there are ways that I can get arid of the stress at this time and the walks help with that part of things totally snf it will be done on my part this morning.  I may as well on it all and go from there.  At least the money will come in today because of the stress here on my part.  Another thing at this time is that knowing in what is going on at this time and needing to get out of the house also it will all work out in good ways for this year.  Since I am not totally out as of yet in what all happened this past year along with the fight still left in me at this time there will always be the walks that I have to really think on things along with picking up money while I am at it all.  So now I will get totals up for the months to come on that part of things.  Since I have the will to make it here at this time for the end of the year crud muckers I may as well do a bang up job for it all.  Also the weight will come off in what I will be doing from now on.  With that part along with streaching out what money that will be coming into the household here also we should be ok after this or at least the hope is there for that part.  So now to really get out and start doing and ignore everyone else on what they say in what I am needing to do at this point in time.

Shaking my head

Well at this time I can say that some things happen for a reason here in the world.  What happened last night should be a wake up call to some also in what has went on.  Since I was up at the one hospital in the area last night here for about an hour to make sure that some were going to live and to find out what it all was after all said and done.  Another person was right about the whole thing also while we were waiting around for things to come back and others should have known better totally.  This is why some meds you can not mix with squat at all period and the doctors if they are good will tell you about it.  So now I just hope that some will learn after last night that some of their friends are not friends at all after all said and done here for the night.  Plus some things were clicking last night also with some names that were thrown out in the conversation that went on months ago with some things.  I was almost sick when all said and done on alot of what I noticed and it was not a good thing at all.

Shaking my head along with thinking

Well at this time here I know that the one guy is in the parking lot still here.  It is a bad way to start the new year off totally at this point in time.  Also I have been ignoring the one street on trash day totally at this time anyway here in the area and will let the guy have that part and the parking lot that he is staying in.  I just hope he does the right thing and picks up the nickles there to get gas and something to eat plus to get warm again at this point in time with the cold weather.  Yes I am willing to give up an area for someone in need totally and I am not that cold harted here.  There are times when I know that picking up nickles are a life line to some folks here and the guy is one of the people who needs to do that part of things here.  As I say that most of us are one pay check from being totally thrown out of someplace anyway and that is why some of us do pick up the scrap and the extra money period in the area.  Knowing that my Husband does not mind in what I do here since it all helps out in the long run anyway for the year I will continue to keep my walks totally now.  Plus here since I do not make pacts that will be broken at all now except for my walks in the area to see what I can do and get at this time it is all good.  So now I have figured that at this time I will see in what I can do for this year on that part and go from there.  Plus there is the cheap part of myself knowing that I have something to fall back on also here for the household also while I am at it.  There are still parts of the household now that are stocked up still to this day and it is looking like that the dish soap will make it untill next month also here it is all good in my eyes.  By next month here it will be 2 years since I got all of the dish soap along with the shampoo and conditioner on a huge sale.  On top of it I have kept alot of the bottles to refill them out of a bigger bottle so I can handle it better for what I need to do.  There are ways that I have gone alot cheaper here for the household last year and this year it is looking even better in what I will be doing for the place.  I guess this is why some folks figure it is ok to cut me down or tell me to get a job at this time.  When I can make more than what some wives do for their household by picking up nickles and being cheap for my place it makes some folks mad.  Since I do not take it personally here on others opinions and the cut downs that they want to throw to me it makes my job easier.  So now as I sit here and wait on some things for the morning I should be ok for alot of what I will be doing for this year if I keep up with it all.

Shaking my head

Well all I can do is try for this new year to get cheaper than ever around the household.  That and ignore some people of course at this time.  With alot of things going on here for the place at this time it should not be that hard to do I hope totally.  Since I had planned on some things anyway and have been waiting for the one surgery on my neck I will end up quiting for the smokes.  It is one of the things that I had planned for last year here when some things happened totally and knew that I had to walk more on top of it.  So as I sit here and think of alot of what has gone on along with what will go on here for myself and the household it should not be that bad after I get started on it all.  Since I will be walking more this week anyway to help clear out my mind along with picking up nickles and other change out of the parking lots and normal spots that I have to walk at I should do ok on that part of things for the year.  What still amazes me here in the area is that in how some folks are totally lazy on taking back the nickles to cash them in to this day.  Or they just do not care in how much money they are throwing out.  So with that part being said I may as well get out more for my walks and do what I have been doing to get money up last year.  It will keep me busy on that part and for trying to be cheap here for the place.  I may do well on both parts this year and we will see.  Another thing that I have been doing is thinking on alot of things here in the place also.  With trying to get alot cheaper for the place I have to think and plot on things in how I will be doing things.  That part has got me screamed at by several people last year and it was not good on their part.