Shaking my head

Well at least I can say that there are ways of doing things that may get my point across here totally to one person that is late twice a week picking up the girls.  So now I know in what I have to do here and it may work totally.  Now at this time since some do not care that he is late all of the time and does not care at all on what others have to do also it maybe for the best in what I have to do from now on.  The other funny part of it since I do have the truck back and the guy almost ran into the trailer hitch on the pick up.  I had visions of the trailer hitch into a brand new radiator on the guys truck and had to shake my head and laugh about it last night.  Anyway here at least it has been a fairly cheap week here in the household since things have been turned off and food has been cleared off the plate.  I put my foot down on that part last week here totally since the girls did not want to eat period here in my place.  That is one battle that I will win on here in the household nomatter what goes on.  I told the girls straight out you do not eat your lunch here for me then you are not feeling good and have to lay down along with nothing inbetween mom picking them up.  Well it all clicked here with them and they both found out that I was not playing on that part also.  I have gave them a portion that is just right here in the household and know that they can eat what is infront of them without a problem at all.  So I think the next step is to make a call and get the guide lines in how much the girls are suppose to eat here at meals at all times and go from there also.

Wandering

Well I am wandering here if I did the right thing yesterday here totally.  After realizing in what the heck is wrong anyway with some things it seems that I am the only one that gets the little ones out of the house and to play out doors or for a walk.  So that is part of the reason in why one of the kids that I sit for is just hyper along with another intake of problems.  So at this time I am dreading the rain that is coming here totally for most of the week here in the area.  Now to think of ways to work off the energy that the little one has and go from there.  That is part of the reason of why I did not mind not having the truck here at the house all week also.  The funny thing is that both of the girls here do not mind at all picking up the nickles and are 10 cents each up on me from the past week.  When I said something to their mother about it she said that the girls love it when I let them have that part of the walk here near the house totally.  With that being said they have alittle something to look forward to when we go out and do things this summer and can spend the money in what they want on.  Plus it teaches them that you have to pick up this amount in order to get this after also here.  All I can say is that the girls have realized that it is ok to pick up the nickles and it is not benieth them to do so also at this point in time.  Now there is still alot of work that needs to be done with the kids nomatter what to make them understand here that it is also ok to do things on the cheap side of life here since none of us are rich at this time.  So now to start teaching the kids that it is ok to do the cheap ways of life at this time as long as it does not hurt anyone or them.  Anyway now to start somewhat cleaning yet again here in the household so I can be done with it all when the youngest gets here to the house.

Shaking my head

Well it is a hard thing to have ADHD here in a child who is hardly out side to use up some energy period still.  Ok so the child gets outside with me here during the week but otherwise here she does not get out anywhere else at all.  It all makes me wander in some of the doctors out there totally here in Western NY.  So now it makes me wander about the quack that the child is seeing totally at this time and how much she really sleeps at night here also.  So the child has been out cold since she first half hour she walked into my door after she has been dropped off and that part throws me off here also for alot of things that need to be done on my part.  With this being said here my Husband pretty much snapped at me for most of the weekend here since the truck was not here and I was on foot for alot of things also on top of it.  Then he wanders why also in why I am totally done here with the whole thing also.  So either tonight or tomarrow morning I will get out on my own here for what I have to do for myself.  Another thing is all the games that have been played over the years and I refuse to let the father of the kids that I sit here affect me period like he does to their mother and his ex wife.  Since I make no bones in how I feel on alot of things here and do not care period at this point still some will have to listen.  I had the guy pegged from the get go when he hit on me the first day here. 

Shaking my head

Well as I sit here and still no truck in sight at all it all makes me wander in why I even bothered to ask for the truck back on Friday.  Pluss I also figure that I am stuck to the walks and may have to walk to the doctors office 3 miles down the road here within acouple of weeks also while I am at it with a 4 year old in tow.  I guess that my Husband figures that he needs the pick up more than I do at this time even though it is sitting there like a lump an hour away from here.  To top it all off my Husband asked me if I needed milk and I said yes totally since we are out and were at the dollar store and he looked at me and said oh I forgot that we do not have the truck at all.  Pluss now here my Husband will find out in how much that I do here with the truck as of today yet again.  The bad part of it is that I pretty much know that I am on the short end of the stick here totally and can not do a dang thing about it at this time.  So in the mean time I will figure out a way to get things done here in the household even if I have to walk 24 miles later on to get something done totally today.  So now here it all makes me wander in what some are thinking about still for the weekend here and in what I need to get done.

Shaking my head

Well the first week is over here and I am thankfull of that part totally.  The girls have worn me out here along with I have lost weight also while I have been at it all.  As I sit here now and think over the week it has been a long week here and of course the girls did not mind the stroller at all to ride in.  I made it a game to make them stay in the stroller here and that is why they did not mind it.  Plus I did not have to lay in the guilt trip niether here during the week.  With that being said here things did get done nomatter in what was going on and my Husband was in shock here after he came home.  Ok so the girls are getting use to things being done on the cheap side here in my place and that is a good thing totally on my part of it all.  So now it has came to the point to where the girls have realized that I am the cheap one here out of the bunch and I do say no alot during the day.  The nice thing about saying no is that they know in what is going on in parts of life and do not mind it.  That is where some have to remind them selves that it is ok to say no alot more and put the foot down alot more also with the kids at this time.  So there is alot more that some realized that in why I get minded here also at this time.  I refuse to run scared of the kids around here and will put the foot down heavy to make a point.  This past week with the girls here I did not turn on the T.V. like in what they wanted totally out of me and they have learned that there are alot of things to be done during the day here other than watch the T.V. also.  I got asked yesterday do you have cartoons on your T.V. and I told the child no I do not have cartoons and it clicked with her in why it was not on during the day.  There is cartoons and she does not need to know this at all at this time.

A reminder

Well I have to remind myself here that I am not a short order cook period at all.  The kids hate veggies also and I told them they have to eat them in my house nomatter what.  With the oldest girl she told me that her one Grandmother told her that veggies were bad.  I laughed and told the girl that I knew differently and ya better eat what is on your plate in order to get the plate away from her along with getting up from the table also that day.  So with the youngest now she will fight me tooth and toe nail here for eating and I can take away the goodies also from her (she loves freeze pops).  Otherwise here I have been getting outside more and taking the child or children with me here also.  So we get out for a walk at least once a day and I try to make it to where they do not mind being outside at all.  The youngest is already 10 cents up for what I do here since she is with me.  Also I have been really putting my foot down with getting cheaper here in the household while I have been at it all.  I do not turn on the T.V. hardly at all here in the household and the girls do not like it at all.  Since there are rules here in my place still on alot of things that are going on and I have noticed that the girls have watched to much T.V. anyway so far this week.

Almost forgot

Well I have started sitting for the same person that I did about 2 years ago and this go around is alot easier here than what I thought.  Well with the excitment, fresh air, and milk do not make a good combo at all so I almost forgot in what it was like to get nailed by some things.  I got it good along with the poor kid who up chucked and all I could do was laugh and say it is ok baby girl do not even worry about it at this time.  After all said and done here the girl seemed fine and we all went from there.  So I will cut back on the dairy products with both girls while they are here and that is how it will go.  Plus I have a trick that might just help out in this part of it all and it will be easier here on all of us.  Also on the first walk I had asked the girls if they seen anything on the ground worth their while to pick up and they gave me a funny look about it.  So I explained in what I was going to do for them and go from there about it.  It all clicked in what I had told them and the girls are game for it all.  I guess in what helps out is that the girls are growing up and need to keep busy also during the day.  So it all will work out at this time here without a problem at all after this and I do not have to totally put up with the so called father that they have also at this time.  That is another part of why it is easier here with the kids also at this time here since they pretty much have one set of rules for the most part and they can deal with it.  Also the girls did not mind going over to the dollar store with me yesterday here at all.  They got some things to help keep them busy during the time while they are here at my place.  I asked if they would help me with the garden this year and they said yes about it.

Shaking my head

Well we went out to the Broadway Market here in Buffalo NY. yesterday.  It was nothing to get excited about at all and most of what was there I can do myself totally in the household.  All I need is felt, butter molds, and afew other things for to keep busy with then most of it is done.  Other than that there is alot of things that I do get done here anyway just because I do not want to pay extra money at the grocery store still to this day.  All I really got yesterday was a lotion that works well for some things and that was it.  So after all said and done here it makes me wander in what all of the hoop la is about right before Easter is for the place.  And do not tell me it is tradition niether since I will say that the person is full of it right at this moment still.  Alot of things were way over priced and I will not pay 15 dollars for a chicken period.  It is things like that that make me wander in why people will spend that much at the butcher shop and think nothing of it at all.  So just make sure the prices are right for the budget nomatter in where you go and end up at with the shopping end of it all.  That brings me to the other day when I went shopping and busted out every coupon that I could to help out with the total of the bill and still got 2 shopping carts crammed full of groceries and other things that were needed at the time for the household.  At $230.70 is a far cry than $375.00 after all said and done here for the time and trip.

Shaking my head

Well I can say after this past Wensday here I have mastered alot of things yet again here.  Or I just never lost it in the first place with the coupons and the sales.  When I told a couple last night that the Oreo's and the Wegman O's are the same cookie here and ment it they were shocked.  I did work in a cookie factory years ago here for several months and gave it up since my back would not let me do in what the managers wanted so I had to leave.  I got to look at the cards and it was the same cookie.  So it was the great battle on what to get untill I said it is the same thing.  Even though both cookies were a dollar apart in the price and the couple was trying to figure on which one was the best.  Anyway as I sit here at this time and have started on the next list of things to get for the grocery bill already it seems strange here that I have been looking for coupons along with several other things in line to make the next bill get cheaper than the last go around here also at the stores.  With that being said I did save almost 100 dollars in the middle of the week for alot of the groceries that I picked up.  I have figured that I may as well go with the sales, and coupons here for the household yet again and see where I land up for alot of it now.  With most of what I have done for the week here yes I have been on foot and got to pick up the nickles along the way along with the scrap that nobody else wants at all.  When one of the clerks at the corner store here in the neighborhood asked if she wanted me to have her throw out the crushed scrap that I had in my hands this week I about fell over.  My answer was no and it will go into a bag that I have for the scrap yard when I get enough here to take everything in for this summer.

Shaking my head

At this point in time I never knew it was a mandatory thing to say yes to replace blood or use blood by products while having surgery.  I refused of course since I have seen way to many people having to take blood tests after they have had transfusions over the years totally and I see and feel the pain every time they go up for the tests.  So I put my foot down on that part and the one nurse was trying to talk me into it all here last week for the surgery.  When the gal told me that if I did not sign the paper as of then I may not have the surgery and I said fine I will get up now and walk out and that I did not need the B.S. from anyone here period for that part of things.  So the surgery went on thanks to the one doctor that said ok she did not sign the paper and who cares anyway with I do not blame her along with leave the girl alone since she is already frazled out at this time because of it all.  Of course by the time that the one nurse was done I knew that I was almost at stroke level with my blood pressure and what the heck.  So after all said and done I got the surgery that I have known that I needed here for the past almost year and found out other things while I was at it all on top of it.  After all said and done a friend must be really spinning in his grave by now after this one and that is on the person who has done all of this to herself at this point also here.  So there is alot to really think about here and see where I land up for it all.

Shaking my head

Well at this time I know in why I have got away from some people here in the area totally.  With the money that my Husband barrowed from the one gal hereabout 4 years ago and I paid her back with in about a year and a half things got really nasty.  With the cut downs along with other things that had happend also at the time along with myself wandering why the gal was so broke when I know she was making about 40 grand per year also on top of it at the time it started making since yesterday.  Ok so some pretty much laid it on the line in what was going down with the gal and admited that she was still to this day making good money with the job that she is at.  Also it would explain in why the gal had texted me alittle over a year ago also at the time while I thought about all that has went on.  When I told her not a chance here again and there was to much that went on also at the time when the both of us split.  So I did not hear from the gal again after that point in time.  Plus there are other things that have been and will keep going on untill the gal starts to get herself back on track also.  So untill then at this time I will just keep away from the gal untill it all explodes again and see what all happends.

Shaking my head

Well I knew that the one spot that I hit up from April to November would be a good picking here for the nickles totally and was right on that part of things.  Plus there was alot of scrap also while I was walking along for the morning.  What gets to me still is that nobody has been out that way at all so far and I guess that the one area is still mine at this time.  So now with things going on here in the place for the day there is little hope that I will get back out of the house also at this point.  I will see in what happens with that part of it all now for the day and now that I have some help also for cleaning for the day it should not be so bad.  It has finally hit my Husband that I have needed the help for the place for months and he has not lifted a finger hardly to even bother to help out.  I will see in what all goes on for the day and where it all lands up also while I am working on the place.

Something said to wait

Well yesterday here something just said to wait on the walk in the morning and I did.  I did not get out untill about 9:30 am and that is fine by me here when I got up to the bank.  Comes to find out some folks got tickets and I was not one of them since I stayed home.  Now that the parking on the streets has been lifted from the Winter months here unless we get one heck of a snow storm within 2 weeks everything is back to almost normal.  So now I will start the walks in some of the areas that I have hit up anyway from April to November.  The nice thing about all of this is that now I can do some damage for that part of things here totally on the nickel pickups that have been needed to take place without a doubt in my mind all along anyway.  With that being said with walking to the bank yesterday I ended up with 2 crushems and I threw that into the pile of scrap that is already started and found out that it is looking like I am somewhat back to work for the summer months also while I am at it all.  So things are looking up totally for myself along with other things that will be going on for the summer.  Also the girls will be able to help out with the garden while they are at my place and see in how things will grow and be put on the table for food.  This will be a good thing for the girls to learn here in where some things come from also at this time.  Anyway at least there is always something to do and told my Husband that also yesterday.  With that being said I told the man that he will have to start helping me period because of the surgery along with being really tired of getting stuck of doing on my own here for the housework.

Thinking again

Well I have been thinking again here for the household and that can not be stopped at all.  With some things that have been going on for the place and my Husband not bothering to somewhat help me out the past several weekends here it all makes me wander in what he is really trying to do.  So as I have started to think of it all along with other things that are happening it all makes me mad in what is going on.  Just like this past weekend while we were out in another area I had asked for my Husband to stop along the way so I could get my neck and back to somewhat calm down and stop hurting at the time and I got told that there is no reason to stop since he was not seeing things at all at the time.  I gave him a look that scared the crud out of him and said of course you are not seeing the 5 dollars you passed up since ya do not care here at all on the one side of the road.  With that said he shut up about it and went from there.  I have noticed that since I have been picking up more of the nickles along with some things that are just crushed flat on top of it my Husband gets mad about all of it here.  Another thing is that my Husband does not want me to get up the money for several things that need to be done here for the household also after much thought on the whole thing.  So now my Husband will understand in what I am trying to do after I really start on several things also from now on.