Shaking my head

Well at least I can say that I refuse to keep up with anyone here in the area that I am now.  That is what some folks have not got at this point in time about me here.  Ok so I had laundry out on the drying racks yesterday to dry outside instead of using the dryer.  At one point I knew the couple that walked by the household and the woman made a comment about what I was still doing after all of the years later during the summer months.  I look at it like this it is not her power bill at all that is going up and it gets me outside here to get something done that is for free to dry laundry around the household.  Maybe some of the older ways are still better than what we are doing in todays world at this point in time.  So I ignored the comment and walked away in just discussed.  Once I slept on it here I know in the whys of what was going on.  Since I have nothing to worry about in what I was doing here anyway it is all good.  It also explains in what was going down here in the house yesterday all day also.  I will admit that the house has ghost's and shadow people here in the place.  The land has changed hands several times over the past 400 years and that is how some things go.  Anyway at least now here that I can say is that the house is up to date with the loan payments and then some at this time.  Since I pay that and afew other things here on the first of the month here that is what gets to some folks also while I am at it all.  I got asked the other day here if I had a loan out on my truck here and of course my answer was no.  I have not had a car loan out at all since I was 17 years old and 20 years later it will not happen at all.  I figure cash and carry on that part of things here totally on alot of things.  I guess this is why I am saving up still for some things and that is why I do not mind going to the cheap side of things to do so.  As some people will say that I am not the one that will go out and just spend on lavish things for myself nor the household at all.  I never did and I never will do that part of things just to say that I have something.  I figure why should I over extend myself or my husband to the brink of life to keep up with others.  Also I figure here today and gone tomarrow also and ya can't take it with ya anyway in the after life.  So now with that being said here at least in what I do have I may as well take care of it and go from there to make it last longer for the place.  Now at this point in time here at least I can say that since I can care less in what others have and know that I can do without alot more in the household.  Maybe that is why some things do not bother me at all in what others think in how I should do things. 

Wandering

Well after running up to the Cricket store and one phone call to fix my phone totally here again within the past 36 pluss hours here I am still not happy at all.  Then I find out that my cell bill is over 160 dollars for the companies mess up on top of it all.  Since I have been pre approved for another store here I may go with a different company all togeather here along with cheaper rates totally than what I am paying now.  I told the guy were I was at yesterday that I had to have reception up past Moose Canada here for my husband totally for his line of work.  It makes me wander about some places totally here that refuse to help the customer out totally in the store here on Millitary and Niagara Falls Bulevard.  So as I sit here now and I am still stewing in the mess that Cricket has made of both phones here on me some will learn.  Anyway with what else that has been going down here it is amazing that I am keeping my total sanaty on top of it also.  So now with that being said here the window units will be going for at least the next 5 days here and I have to cut the rest of the bills down to the point of it is not worth the paper that they are printed on also.  I will get that done here very shortly and go from there.  With that being said for my part things will get done here on the very cheap from now on and there will be no question about that part of things.  Since alot of the cleaners have been switched over and alot of other things that I have been doing over the past almost 5 months here some people would not like in what I have done.  Alot of the lights do not get ran at all now since 2 people have dropped my toush on the curb here and that has helped out alot along with the dryer not being hardly used here also the power bill has came down by 40 to 50 dollars a month already.  With the food bill that has came down to below 150 a month for both of the kitchens that I have at this point.  It amazes me in what has been done without some coming over to my place for 2 days a week.  I have got alot cheaper here without a problem and I do not have to worry about someone cutting me down all of the time for what I am trying to do for the household here.  Even my Husband was shocked in what I have been doing with little thought here and the over comping for the bills is still there just on a smaller scale at this point.  With the cheaper soaps and other things for the household here it works just the same as the better stuff here. 

Pretty bad when

Well it is pretty bad when for about 40 more dollars more a month here for the phones that we can get past L'rigonal Ontario, Canada on the cell phones without a problem at all.  I know I butchered the spelling on the city on that one and that is fine, and it is Moose Ontairo Canada either way.  Translation my toush on that one here.  Thanks to Cricket and crappy service on that part out of the Niagara Falls Bulve. store they have treated me like crap on top of it all and a number of calls to the 1-800 number on top of it all to fix the problems with the phone that I have along with my Husband after 8 years here.  The poor guy that helped me out yesterday about soiled himself after all was said and done here totally after I explained it to him that the one store in Buffalo tried and the one here next to the house could give a shit about anyone but their own pay checks totally.  That is how some places go around here in the Western NY area to say the truth totally and I found that out the hard way.  So I am shopping around and got a good price on both phones here and the guy that took me in did not blame me what so ever at all when I told him past Moose Canada and I have to call a 90 year old woman at least once a week totally off of both phones. 

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time since I have went alot cheaper here for the household I feel that much better about what I was trying to do when we first moved into the place.  Also it has helped out when I have been going down to Punxy also here for the past 2 months.  When I got dumped four and a half months ago here I thought ok this can work out for the best here and I can pick up and go here for part of the weekend once a month totally without someone cutting me down for it all.  I knew that I was on the right path and or track for the household here is when I got cut down for what I was trying to do then for getting the cheaper dish soap for the place at the time.  Also I never figured that the bills would drop almost 50 dollars pluss also for the place also without one person being here for 2 days a week.  So as I sit here after I took a hard long look after some had dropped me totally at first I knew in what I could do for the household and got alot of it done by the time that the person wanted to come back and I told her no forget it, it will not happen again.  I am not saying in what was all said 3 weeks ago here and that is that.  All I can say is that I am feeling better about things and myself here without some people here.  Also the last trip to Punxy that I took this past weekend here made me realize that in why I said no to alot of things here and why I can pick up and go now here without the worry about in what I do or say here period.  With that and the bills going down here for the place along with alot less pain that I had to deal with I even noticed a huge change in myself here that it is ok for me to get that much cheaper and that I can clean house here without the worries at all.  Also I can get that much cheaper totally without being cut down to the ankels and dropped on the curb.  Since there are things that are sticking around the place now also it does not seem that bad anymore in what I was trying to do in the first place here.  Maybe that is what scared some people in what I was trying to do and over comping for when they were coming over without it all working in how I wanted it to at the time.  So now at this point in time here since I have been using less of things and switched alot of the cleaners and food over again here for the household, it has became alot cheaper on the wallet along with other things that have happened for a flipping good reason.  With the surgery a year ago tomarrow here I have had to think of myself first for a change here and what was the best situation on what and how to handle things totally. 

Knowing why now

Well I know why as of now in why I do not need some people around me since they would have freeked out in what happened on Saterday night here and sunday morning period.  There were 2 of us that figured ok family and remembered in how it was on both parts here totally and I had flash backs to Collinsville ILL without a problem.  To where otheres would have freaked out on what the rest of us seen with other things also here for the day.  Since who I was with they all know that I have the poise and grace to rool with it all in what all went on compaired to others here totally I am not stupid at all in when to back out and when to get involved with something here.  All I could do is point and laugh and say ok you're just as messed up as my family here and knowing that others paid for getting drunk totally it is not on me at all at this point in time at all here as of saturday/sunday morning.  Some also asked in where others were and I told them in what all happened and don't worry about it since I did catch the person being a liar on several accounts also and I am sorry that I brought the person around the group after that.  When the gal does not like conflict at all well I was in the middle of it without even being there since others put the pieces togeather for it to me since I caught parts to where they did not when we all started for the after noon here totally.  After all said and done one person told me I am suprized that ya did not take the bat away from the person and just stick it where the sun don't shine on the person at the time at 1 am Since I just do not care at all I laughed.  Now if the kid came after me I would have and the person knows this totally out of me here. 

Apparently

Well I apparently answered my own question here with one answer without a problem.  I called some folks bluff here without the bluff since I do not lie here at all.  I will not say on what it was here and the person knows that I can pull stuff up and pay for it better than she can at this time.  Then some wander why I have dropped their toush on the curb here without a problem at all now and have felt better without them here and that is where I figured some were doing others also since I have barly talked to them on the phone here and asked them to take my phone then hand it to my Husband here also over the past week here.  Well I still have the phone and that is how I nailed some people to the wall without a problem at all here since I am tired of the crud that they have dished out also to me over the past 19 months.  All I can say to the person is keep lieing to my Husband and you will support him since I can make it on my own here with what I have coming in for what I do and that is that.  There is the reason of why I wanted the house that we are in here now and thank goodness that I put my foot down at this point since the trailer park is done and over with. 

Finding out

Well I have found out that true friends are hard to come by period here.  I have some that have stuck with me thru thick and thin and that is it and they have been with me over 20 years here also.  I have grown bitter over some folks here in the area that I am in now since they grew my trust and slammed me to the curb totally over the past 18 years.  This is why I have stuck to myself over the past 18 years in NY State since most are holyer than thou with their attitude here in this state.  This is why I do not trust many folks here in the God forsaken state of NY at all.  In what I should do is name names and be done with it and will not here at all since apparently Whyoming is the same dang way as the norther states normally are here go for yourself and screw everyone in your path also here.  That is why I was not bothered by the gal who dropped me here 4 months as of today and came crawling back here last Monday saying that she supposadly loved me and missed me here totally.  Then in the same breath they called me a name caller and a liar also when I have said nothing but the truth and did not name call except for myself in how I felt at the time and yes I called myself a Drunkin Bitch since I could not get any meds at all after the 6 month span after my surgery here almost a year ago.  The meds have ran out since the one aunt took some off of me and I could not replace them at all except illigally.  Trust me I refuse to go to jail for stupidity or anyone else at this time still 6 months later after dealing with all of the pain and stress that has went on.  When the person Texted me instead of calling I knew the person had not changed at all and it felt like a metal bat hit me again with my neck and shoulder blades in almost 4 months when she did what she did.  After the power bill went up to almost 100 dollars with the person here I knew that I did not need the user and abuser here what so ever and that does not include other things that went on.  I will post things later after I calm down more and refuse to lie for the person at this point in time PERIOD.  When I had left for 2 weeks here and get told oh I forgot to put the garbage out and the city is here on my toush for it she did not forget at all here after I dropped 4 bags off at the trailer since we still owned the can at that point in time and had 3 bags left not including what I had since that Sunday when I got home totally that is piggish in my eyes.  Even pigs are cleaner than that on the farm lands in Illinois and other places.  As I sit here now and look at things I knew in the back of my mind in what the heck was going down after the first month after I got dropped and it was ok by me.  I guess it did not matter in how I was feeling at all and tough beans on me with others and I let some know about it.  All I told some peoples daughters that life is not what meats the eye and ment it her mother did not tell her all the bad with the good also and I knew the same gal lied her toush off to her daughter.  Knowing that she did not say why the coffee table was flipped and I was in the right for telling some as a friend and a baby sister ya said this to me and lied to me also.  I did not even say that the gals husband wanted to sleep with me also to the daughter since it is not my place to do so at all since that is her mothers job if she knows about it.  The electrition was no angle at all and I know this.  I told him no since I respected his wife at the time and it is the same gal that burnt me 4 months ago today.  I have kept quiet over the years totally and did not say much at all about what went on here or at the trailer. 

Shaking my head

Well at least I can say that things happen for a reason and I have realized that.  When my Husband asked why I was having a bad week and I told him in what happened and he looked at me and said fine now I understand in why ya freaked out.  With that being said it seems like some want me to slide back to old ways and not do a dang thing anymore about some things that have happened around the household.  At this point I am totally paying for what I did yesterday and at least the yard got done totally by 1 pm here.  So now at this time I can say that I am about ready to take the household to a whole new place with the cheapness that I want to take it with and I will see how it all works out.  When I can say that there are somethings that need to be done here and I am skipping the trip this week and waiting for 2 weeks here for PA.  There are several reasons for it at this time.  Since I am thinking hard on alot of the things that have been switched over at this time here and I still have to get a list up for the trip I am better off staying home at this point in time since I am not feeling that well also here.  With that said here there are ways that I will be getting that much cheaper here without a problem at all.  Also now since I will not be filling the gas tank on the truck this week it helps out on that part of things here.  When I filled it up on Tuesday here I have not really drove at all and have stayed home since I did not have anything outside of the house to do.  My Husband started laughing since he knows that I hate to drive at all costs now.  That is one of the nice things about where I am going to in PA since everything is within walking distance and alot of the shops open up early anyway.  So yes I will get down there to see some folks and do some shopping of course while I am there.  Also I get to hit up some places of course that I do miss without question at all.  All I can say is that I can got out of PA for fairly cheap and like it like that. 

Got it now

Well after about 3 days worth of total pain here and now know of why I have not bothered with some at all anymore for months I am getting it now.  Yesterday I could not push myself at all with cleaning here and still got some things done in the household.  So now at this time I have realized in what happened totally and part of the why's that some things did happen the way that they all did.  In the past year here I have been thinking that if I could just off set the bills just enough to where I could handle them with some folks coming and going in the place then I would not get screamed at and/or jabbed at constantly.  The jabs were worse with some people coming over since I knew that the stress was alot of the reason for the pain that I was going thru here with my neck and upper back, since I could not clean like I wanted to or how my Husband thought I should for the household at the time.  With that being said I was doing things right for trying to cut the bills down and learned it was not me at all here.  Since I was off setting the bills so much at the time along with other things for the place it has harmed my process to heal quick also.  After all said and done here with all of the bills coming in after Febuary here my Husband noticed that alot of things have went down and I have been doing the same things that I was before here with the exception of the kitchen lights being turned off and the dryer not being used.  At the time I could not say much about it since my Husband did offer for some to get their laundry done here and the person did not want to listen to when the peak and off peak hours were and still are to this day.  So now at this point since some things have calmed down once again here and I have noticed alot more that I have done for the place at this time, I have made alot of good choices here that are relevant to what was going down.  That is part of the reason of why I have switched alot of things over here in the household and it was part of off setting the bills anyway.  I was to the point of why spend 3 dollars on something if not more to get the household clean here so I started thinking of what would be the best way to get something done even with the back stock for the household.  The first thing was to switch the laundry soap around the household since the 14 dollar soap was not hacking it with the dirt and grime in the laundry at all.  So I switched over to the 8 dollar bottles of laundry soap and it made a huge difference on everything here.  After that I figured ok now with the rest of the place I can switch over and see how it all goes also and that is when I got cut down and dropped on the curb also here for what I was trying to do.  Now at this point in time I have noticed also that the non ultra dish soap lasts as long as the ultra soap here in the place and another good choice that I have made here for under a dollar per bottle of soap on that part.  So now that I am free to do other things also for the household here while I am at it all I have noticed that the stress levels have went down along with I am happier also about alot of things.  If I knew this all before I would have put my foot totally down here and have been done with it all way before it all blew up in some folks faces.  Also since I was cooking alot from scratch and going that much cheaper also for the groceries here in the household way before I moved into the house some folks did not like in what I was doing at all with that part of things.  I did not see nor hear some people that came over to the house here offer to help out at all for things.  Others that did come over did offer to help with the dishes right infront of others. 

About ready

Well I am ready and willing to give my phone up totally around the household.  I have turned it off at this point in time here and it is a good feeling totally.  I still have the service on of course.  I guess it is one of the other things that I can deal without and get by with it.  Now that I am feeling better and it took me 2 days to realize that I do not need the B.S. from some people at all.  I had asked someone to give an opinion on things yesterday so I could have a different perspective on the whole mess here and I have came to the same opinion that I have had before here in the past almost 4 months.  I am looking at it as it is not all of my fault in what has happened at all and I have pretty much known that all along here when things got awhole lot easier on me.  I have learned in why some did not want the person around me at all and I now know why also at this point in time.  Now all I can really do is think of the person and go from there knowing that I made the best choice at this time here so I do not hurt at all from the stress that the person wants to bring to me.  Now I have realized in why some wanted to come over to the house here and I want no part of that at all since I did get the bills down for the place without them here at all.  I guess it stems from myself to pay the bills when they come in and keep them paid also along with other things that fall into place here that I try to get for rock bottom prices for the household while I am at it.  So now at this point in time things are up in the air with alot of what I wanted to get done for the weekend here and I may just put things on hold untill next week around here also.  Knowing in what has happened and my Husband getting mad for myself of thinking of waiting to get down to PA for some things for the place here totally.  It got me to think yesterday afternoon that my Husband had planned on asking the person over to the household here this weekend.  With that being said here I am wandering totally on what is going on and down.  So now I will think on that some more here and may have an answer by tonight. 

Now I know

At this point in time I really know in what is going down here without a problem.  I denied some of friendship since I already know what was next and I do not need it at all since I did not trust te person at all and that is how I am totally here.  All I can say is the person that I called was right in what I was thinking here and I do not wander why some were trying to keep me away from their wife or girlfriend at the time here at all.  As I say is there is never a doubt in leaving a voice mail to see if some is home totally so their stuff does not get stollen period off their portch where they are at still.  I trust nobody at this point in this time in a bedroom town never have and never will.  I did not come form a small town and never will at this point in time thanks to Collinsville Illinois growing up unlike some from a hick town like their Thermop at all.  Sometimes I forget I am in the sticks for where I grew up at compaired to some from a small town to where ya fart funny and every know about it.  I have also asked a friend to take my phone and I can care less about the Damn thing period here and I do not need it at all.  Also I called a good friend here and they did ask me a good hard question on things here and I wanted not part in it at all while I was at it here compaired to the gal who screwed me in the first place.  There were alot of questions since November here and I have my back up with the city with the person who called them here on me and the city and town seemed to find squat wrong here in what I did after 2 pluss weeks after the garbage was not out to the curb and my neighbors will back me in and on that part of things here.  I will stand by my side knoing that knowing that some do not need to be homeless and I do not want to support their toushes what so ever still.  That is why I kept quiet on alot of things and did not say squat about what was going down here with some. 

Done with some

Well at this point I have pretty much been done with some folks anyway in the past almost 4 months here totally.  Pluss I have figured out alot of things that were not on me anyway even though I got blamed for alot that just was not right at all.  So now at this point in time here one gal has told me months ago that she would not come back over becuase I had asked one simple question of her to see what would happen also.  That is how I got free of the B.S. and all of the gals lies here totally since I told her fine then do not even bother and that was on her at that point.  Now I did not realize at the time that the bills would drop down to almost nothing at all along with feeling better.  Also here it gave me a chance to get that much cheaper for the household totally here without a problem at all.  So yesterday that is when I got the text from a gal that had burnt me to begin with here totally and that is how I am still feeling this morning about things here.  At this point I can wrap my mind around what was said and why I said the things that I did also.  When some do not even bother to pick up the phone and just text a person and not bother to call here at all I know that the person did not even change in the past almost 4 months at all and why subject myself to the nonsence of that part of things again here along with other things.  Also the household has got alot cleaner since I have been feeling better here without some coming around and that is what I have noticed also here for the almost 4 months.  It also explains to me in how my back reacted also with the texts that I got also here and afew other things that have went on in the past 24 hours.  I knew that alot of it was stress to begin with anyway with the gal coming over and not leaving untill about 11-1 at night here.  Of course I went livid here and also hung up on my Husband once he started sticking up for the gal that has burnt us after all that has been done and I am not up to that part anymore and shot 2 people down within about an 8 hour period. 

Long week

Well it will be a long week around here without a doubt in my mind.  Since there is alot to get done here in the household and packing to do for this weekend here it will be nuts.  With that being said here since I have gone that much cheaper for the place in the past month here so I can get back down to PA for the month here it is all the better on me.  This is what some could not understand in the first place here in what I did last month and that is ok.  Since I am Stopping at one place before I even hit town this go around and ask some questions about the one area of the yard so I can throw the dog out and let her back in when she wants.  It is worth that shot totally here and I will see how much it will cost me to get done also.  This is why I do not mind going down to PA at all since alot of the Amish do not mind being asked on some things that they love to do.  Also here it gives me a chance to get some things done also for the household while I am at it on the very cheap end at times and others I will have a life time also.  Anyway this is why I wanted to get that much cheaper for the place anyway here and I do not mind that part of things at all now.  Since part of the neighbors do not mind me being cheap here along with getting that much cheaper for the place it is nice that I can get alot more done.  Maybe that is what scared some folks away from me also here this past year.  As I explained it to some folks that I wish some things would happen and they never will here at all since some do not believe in saying ok here is a script and take it every so often when the pain gets to be to much on ya here.  That is when it all clicked with one couple totally here in what I was doing also.  I am sure that some already know in what went down on Friday and Saturday here also.  With that said maybe some things happen for a reason here and that I can get other things done so I do not have to spend the money at all on what happends.  Also I found out over the weekend here that alot more have moved out of the trailer park on top of it all.  I had tried to tell some to start looking and saving up for a move around there totally when I started 18 months ago on my move.  Since I still hoard money around here to this day and I can not break that habbit what so ever to this day I got out when I did.  So now here since there are things that I will do here totally and my Husband knows that the one nasty habbit has saved us more times than not for food and other things totally that he does not mind in that part of what I do.  I guess this is part of the reason of why I kept a wallet in my purse for so long here to hide money in before and after my ex husband.  That is what got to my Husband now here is that I could pull money for bills and food after we all moved up here totally.  And that it never ended at all for 19 years here.  So now at this point in time at least I did not break the bank at all in what I did and still made it out ok at this point in time.  All I can say is that things have worked out here and will always work now.  Also my Husband was suprized when everything got straight here in the household 8 months after the trailer here.  With what I pulled from the bank over the 8 months here was the grocery and cleaning money totally and that went with the back stock that I had.  So now to get some of the housework done here and still cut on that part totally here for the day.

Knowing now

Well some folks that have known me for years have told me straight out that things have to really be not in working order for me to say hey I have to replace this period.  Also the gal that I babysat for kind of spoiled me here with her recliner and I knew that I could not live without one in my place anymore.  Ok so it is like the KitchenAid mixer that I saved up for at the trailer.  That is why some did not being around me here at all since they learned in what I have done at the trailer and the household here at this point.  Since some knew that I hit up the sales here and yard/garage sales here for alot of things when they first knew me some would laugh and tease me about it totally untill they found out that my kitchen was totally functional at the trailer they all stopped on that part.  When some told me that I did not really buy things that were not needed at the time and they paid some mind to it here out of me.  Since some realized that I did not buy brand new things all of the time also it helped me out at the time also since the things were not needed in alot of ways here.  Others noticed that I was down to earth here and did not care in what they all had coming into their places with income at all.  This is why some folks like me here also is because I just do not care and refuse to keep up with others also while I am at it.  That is why some people who dropped me had a fit if the cable boxes were not up here along with other things in the household at the time.  Ok so I unplug things also here and it helps out on the part of the bills totally here.  That with the cooking alot of things from scratch here I have saved on alot of things totally over the years.  I did what I have had to for either place here and made it all work also while I was at it all.  I have got alot worse here after the accident almost 2 years ago here and that is how I like it also.  With that being said here I will do things that I have to around here to save money totally.  With that part I know that I have about 15 cents off of gas down in PA here at this time and it will go up by the time I get back there to do some shopping here also for the month.  So the trip back up will not be so bad at all here now this go around.  The funny thing is that I step into the saveings now at this time since I pay more of a mind to it here now.  My Husband laught about that part all of the time now after the surgery in what I will do to save money.  The funny thing here is that since I have the cards to alot of places here and will use them totally here for discounts along with other things here for the household and truck also it has helped out for the budget.  Also knowing when to shop helps out also with things.  I asked my Husband this morning if I could get some things while I was in PA here and then quarter them so it all gets used up without a problem at all.  He told me to go for it here and to remember that I have the butcher knives for things.  So now at this point in time here at least I did not listen to some also at this point with some things that they wanted me to do here in November at all.  I refuse to waste money on things with some people that want me to here. 

Shaking my head

Well at least I can say that yesterday turned out pretty good on the cheap side of things.  I guess that some folks will never get in why I have gone even cheaper for the household at all at this time.  With that being said and knowing some folks around the area they just would rather be doing something different than paying the household bills around their place.  At this point in time at least I can say that I can take the trip down to PA this up coming weekend here and do what I have to do for myown place and good.  With alot of things that will be going this fall here I will prepare for it early here totally.  Since the doctor does not know at all in what I am doing here for the household I have thought of otherthings that I can do for what he wants me to do that are better off here at the house.  Pluss it helps out that I can take the next day off here when I over work myself totally.  One of the things is that there are tomatoes to be done here before I go back to the office to check in with him on things also this go around.  So now here since I have found something other than the blinder here for the tomatoes and the food processor also it is wierd.  All I have to do is move pots around full of water along with peeling things for blanching and cooking here.  Anyway at least I can say that there will be ways to get things that much cheaper for the household here and I have figured it out totally here at this point in time.  Maybe that is part of the reason of why I am going down to PA about once a month here untill the really nasty weather hits also this year.  With that being said here I will be going to one place on the way down here that I always wanted to look into also this go around.  So I might be better off looking and getting some stuff there also.  So either way since I have been getting cheaper and thinking of things to get cheaper on for the place at this point it will work out.  Since alot of the things that I have been doing here also for the household is the common since of things anyway here.  I guess alot of the can goods that are needed for the next several months here untill some things start growing also will be bought here for the household.  This is what some have not got about the things that I have done on that part niether here at this time.  All I can do is laugh about some things that have happened here and knowing what I have done for the place so far to cut back on totally.  Also here I can say that the non ultra dish soap has lasted as long as the ultra here for the dishes that get done here in the household.  This is what the one gal did not get in why I was trying to switch over things in the household at all at the time that I was doing it.  As of April of this year that is when I broke into the cheaper dish soap here for the household along with other things of doing here also to get the place going even better.  I will also say a dear friend of mine was right about me also here since he has known me about that I was cheaper than snot when he first met me.  I never did get high priced things and I was never snooty about it niether on top of it all. 

Shaking my head

Well at least I can say that some things will always be ify in the household here without a question.  The poor guy was shocked that I had it on the food network with Ree Drummond here for the boys and he called his wife about it.  Ok so it keeps the boys quiet here and I get dinner ideas here also for dinners down the road for the household.  He did not blame me for the testing just to make sure things were working here and go from there.  So now here there are things that go on here and some about freaked out when I had an older box up stairs here that has not even bothered to go as of yet.  That is what I get for turning things off 5 pluss days a week here also things last longer than expected.  At this point in time it does the double duty for the house here since I turn them off during the day here while my Husband is not home and it saves on the power bill also while I am at it all.  With the weekends here the food network is on in the mornings here and I get ideas on what to try out for dinners here in the place.  Also I can do things abit cheaper if I want to in what I see for the day here.  That is one of the nice things here totally about some things.  With tonight here since I have been on the hunt for french toast here it will get done here or something else that I picked up during the week here.  The nice thing about this is that I can get both cranked out and have it for the same meal here for the place and the meat will go with the other.  So now I have the rest of the day almost to get things done here and go from there. 

Cruddy day

Well it is trying to rain already here and it will be cruddy today weather wise.  With that part at least I do not have to get out and water the garden at all once I think of it.  That and free water never hurt anyone at all on that part of things.  So as I sit here at this point in time already and think of all the things that need to be done here for the household it is on me.  Also I am waiting for my husband while I am at it all to call me.  I am guessing that it will not be that bad for the day at all anymore.  Also since it is the first of the month here I will have to pay bills nomatter in what I do for the day with or without my Husband here totally.  That leads up to that I do not want to drive at all here today.  With the rain and the older folks in the area it is not a good sign nor mix at all at this point in time.  I guess that I could walk to one place here that is not to far away at all and get wet pluss, pick up the nickels along the way also.  Since it is coming up on the year after the surgery and the 2 year marker for the accident I guess that I am freaking out about it already.  Some folks understand in what I am going thru here totally to where others do not have a clue at all about it.  Even when I go past the one streach that I got hit at I still feel like my stomache will learch on me.  That is the bad part about that here and now since some places are right there that I have to go to for the day.  So now I am wandering in how I will get some things done already for the day and not even freak out about it here.  Now at this point I will see what I can do around here and wait also while I at it and try to be as cheap as possible also here.  That is one good thing for the day here so far.  When I can cut the costs on things here without even thinking of what to do at this time I feel better about things.  Oh well lets see what I can do here so far and be done with it all for the day.