About ready

Well I am ready and willing to give my phone up totally around the household.  I have turned it off at this point in time here and it is a good feeling totally.  I still have the service on of course.  I guess it is one of the other things that I can deal without and get by with it.  Now that I am feeling better and it took me 2 days to realize that I do not need the B.S. from some people at all.  I had asked someone to give an opinion on things yesterday so I could have a different perspective on the whole mess here and I have came to the same opinion that I have had before here in the past almost 4 months.  I am looking at it as it is not all of my fault in what has happened at all and I have pretty much known that all along here when things got awhole lot easier on me.  I have learned in why some did not want the person around me at all and I now know why also at this point in time.  Now all I can really do is think of the person and go from there knowing that I made the best choice at this time here so I do not hurt at all from the stress that the person wants to bring to me.  Now I have realized in why some wanted to come over to the house here and I want no part of that at all since I did get the bills down for the place without them here at all.  I guess it stems from myself to pay the bills when they come in and keep them paid also along with other things that fall into place here that I try to get for rock bottom prices for the household while I am at it.  So now at this point in time things are up in the air with alot of what I wanted to get done for the weekend here and I may just put things on hold untill next week around here also.  Knowing in what has happened and my Husband getting mad for myself of thinking of waiting to get down to PA for some things for the place here totally.  It got me to think yesterday afternoon that my Husband had planned on asking the person over to the household here this weekend.  With that being said here I am wandering totally on what is going on and down.  So now I will think on that some more here and may have an answer by tonight.