Now I know

At this point in time I really know in what is going down here without a problem.  I denied some of friendship since I already know what was next and I do not need it at all since I did not trust te person at all and that is how I am totally here.  All I can say is the person that I called was right in what I was thinking here and I do not wander why some were trying to keep me away from their wife or girlfriend at the time here at all.  As I say is there is never a doubt in leaving a voice mail to see if some is home totally so their stuff does not get stollen period off their portch where they are at still.  I trust nobody at this point in this time in a bedroom town never have and never will.  I did not come form a small town and never will at this point in time thanks to Collinsville Illinois growing up unlike some from a hick town like their Thermop at all.  Sometimes I forget I am in the sticks for where I grew up at compaired to some from a small town to where ya fart funny and every know about it.  I have also asked a friend to take my phone and I can care less about the Damn thing period here and I do not need it at all.  Also I called a good friend here and they did ask me a good hard question on things here and I wanted not part in it at all while I was at it here compaired to the gal who screwed me in the first place.  There were alot of questions since November here and I have my back up with the city with the person who called them here on me and the city and town seemed to find squat wrong here in what I did after 2 pluss weeks after the garbage was not out to the curb and my neighbors will back me in and on that part of things here.  I will stand by my side knoing that knowing that some do not need to be homeless and I do not want to support their toushes what so ever still.  That is why I kept quiet on alot of things and did not say squat about what was going down here with some.