Some are learning

Well this week some have learned that I am not playing anymore here for my own household at all to how they want me to do things.  My own father asked me in how I was doing it all here and never complained at all in cooking and cleaning for the household along with shopping at all.  I figured his mother told him that I was not suppose to do things here in my place and that some should get up here right away to stop me to become a lazy person who does squat.  With that being said here my father asked what the totall was for the house this week for what I got and I told him under 150 dollars for the back stock totally here since the place ran out of things untill the truck came.  Pluss I did some grocery shopping here for the household also on Thursday since I was out of some things totally.  All my father could do was laugh since he knows I will not wait on some people to get home at all at this point still.  My whole thing here is that my Husband can be out for a month and if some people get their way I would not get a thing done here and the household would be trashed along with no food and other things.  Another thing is that some do not get that I am totally broke 2 months out of the year here also.  It is all we can do to keep up with the household bills for the 2 months here and that is where the back stock comes into play also for the household.  So now since I have got alot cheaper here for the place and some already know this about me here that is what bothers them also since my bills are pretty low compaired to some of the family members also at this time.  Along with that I do cook for the household.  After all said and done here I am the one that ended up the smart one out of the bunch along with being able to do alot more than what some realize that can be done without making a call to a repair guy all of the time.  So now at this point in time here at least I will say that I have done well here for alot of things and that is how it all goes with some of us.  The funny thing of this is that I do not use the microwave hardly unless I am reheating leftovers here during the week and I am using the oven more and more also.  Since some of my cousins are lazy here some figured that I would be worse than what they are at this point in time also after all said and done.  So now at this time here since I am getting that much cheaper for the house and have alot of things organized to where I do not have to worry about alot of it here that is what bothers 2 of the cousins that are lazy at this time.  I do use coupons along with the sale items here and hang up the laundry for the household while I am at it all.  That does not include turning off other things during the day here for the week also to keep some of the bills lower here in NY State.  Another thing here is that since I am use to not doing some things at all during the week at all an some of it goes into the weekend also here some would freak out totally in what I do.  Also here at this time since there is alot of things that get done here during the week without some here all I can do is laugh about some things that go on that work out for me that are on the cheap side of life.  When I got down stairs this morning here to grab a pair of sweat pants I got to look and see what was left of the clean laundry here and I have another week to go before I can bother to do that again for the place if I wanted to.  That is the fun part about things here and I get to save that much more on some of the bills here for the household.  Also another thing is that since I hang 99% of the laundry up here it is not that bad at all at this point in time here.  Since I do have alot of the area in the basement so I can do that part of things here totally it is not so bad at all.  Also I can throw the racks outside here during the nice days to get the laundry dry here while I am at it all.  So at this point in time that is what is getting to alot of people that think they know me here after all of these years also.  When I got to the one store this week here I got part of the back stock back up and going for the household and it was on the cheap side of things since things were 77 cents a bottle or 59 cents a bottle here and now.  That is what got to my father also this week here in what I had done. 

Finally

Well my Husband finally got home yesterday here and told me that I was right here on what I did for the week so far.  So at this point in time I will be doing things this week that others may not aprove of at all and that is fine with me here.  Since Easter is about a week away at this point I will be pulling the turkey along with making other things thru the week here that some would be shocked at.  Now here at least I will not get yelled at for bringing up the bird from the deep freezer at all along with in what I will be fixing on Friday and Saturday around the household.  The funny thing is around here is that I will be cooking for about 3 days and it does not bother me at all.  So with that part said I started laughing yesterday when my Husband opened up the doors under the sink in the kitchen and about fell over with the over stock that we have.  The poor man did not blame me what so ever for what I did and it did not bother him at all.  At least I do not have to run out and get anything at this point at all.  I think that is what scared some people here totally about me here since that they are not here to see what goes on and why of things in what I do.  As I told my Husband yesterday here some people would love to see me not doing squat and to wait on my Husband to do everything for me, from shopping to housework also at this time.  Since that will not happen at all here with me I may as well get up and do for the place so it will be done.  Also I have been doing alot more on the cheap side for the household here and that is what some people can not stand at all at this time.  So at this point in time here I did pick up alot of things for the household for under 150 dollars here along with another 150 dollars in saveings for the place that if I would have waited for my Husband then the place would have been out of what was really on the sale block this week.  As a friend told me this week she wished that she could have got out with me here also to get things with me since I would have not minded it at all and we both would have been laughing by the time we walked out of 2 stores here by the time I got done.  So now with the one side of the family most of them do not get in what I have been doing here also and that is fine by me totally.  With getting that much cheaper here in the place I am better off for it at this time.  Since some things can be hung up to dry here it is all good along with using less of things here in the household totally at this time. 

Wandering

Well I got out yesterday here and alot of the things that I wanted to get the place was out totally.  That is when I asked when the truck was coming in and the gal told me today so I will get back out to get the rest of what is needed for the household.  So as I sit here and think about things it makes me wander in what some would do if they all came up to my place and see what has gone on in the past couple of weeks here totally with what they tell me I should do here anyway.  With that being said here I have done alot on the cheap side here to get the place stocked up yet again and have the over flow of things so I do not have to worry about alot of it here in the coming months also.  Since I do cook and clean here for the place and there is really nobody to help me out also since they have their own place to take care of, that is what makes me mad about what was said to me here.  So now that I have came up swinging again for my place and I refuse to lay down and become lazy like some want me to here totally it makes me wander.  I got asked yesterday here from one of the neighbors in how much I spent this week to stock up the household and I told her about 117 dollars for the 2 trips up to the store already and I am going back for dish soap pluss shampoo that are on a huge sale here at the one place.  I also told her here that even the cat food was on sale and that I had coupons also for the trip coming up for today.  So I will save another 6 dollars if I hit the store up just right today.  Now at this point in time that is what scares some folks about me is that I have got alot cheaper here for the household and that I do not mind it what so ever at all in what I am doing.  Also here it would really shock some people if they knew that I was doing alot of things still on my own here for the place.  Since the person always tells me to wait on my Husband here to shop for the house and I can not do that alot of the time here as I proved that yesterday since the store was out of alot of things for the week already.  It just proved to me of why I do not wait here and that my Husband could be gone all month here also if need be totally with his job and where would I be stuck going without alot of things.  It seems also that since I have thought about getting cheaper and wandering how here and when I can get more switched over for the place then I know I am on the right track also on alot more of what needs to be done.  So now at this time I know in what I can do for the place and that is what is hurting alot of people also in what I do for the place.  With alot of the things here and some of the neighbors like it when I start to do things totally on my own it is not so bad after I get done.  So now at this point in time here I have not bothered to call anyone at all on the one side of the family and I have noticed that I am better off about it here.  I have figured out here also that since my doctors appointment is not untill May here I will find out more and see if I am right on the back stock also for the household.  Pluss the back stock never hurt anyone anyway as far as I know here.  Now I just wander in what some really figured that I should do anyway besides to become a lump and be done with it all for the place.  As I told my Husband on Sunday I may as well quit cooking anyway since I had a death wish on me here and now.  With that being said here he started laughing about it and told me the day ya stop that we are all in trouble along with trying to keep up with everything in the household.  The poor man knows way to well in what I know that needs to be done for the household here and I will try to get it all done weather I feel like it or not alot of times here.  That is the best part about all of this along with my Husband not cutting me at the ankles anymore for what does not get done. 

To much stress

Well I almost exploded on the gal that I called here to tell her my number is off the list totally as of last week and I still get told I am a liar.  NY State is getting mailed back with what I have and will continue to answer the phone with Mommy/Daddy where is my child support you know I need it rutine here in the meen time with things.  I caught one person here with 100 grand for back child support already this past week.  Guess that some do not expect it out of me when I get tired of the robo calls here totally off of my phone.  Maybe that is why I have been snappy also with some folks and it does not matter at all at this point in time since I have not bothered to call them back at this point.  I think I know better at this point in time with some things coming up on me here.  Since I know what to expect this go around here totally that is why I am stocking up in the house here along with other things totally.  Also I have realized that since some do not get it from the last surgery that I had and what I have had to do for the household at all.  This past weekend have proved that part to me totally since some did not make it home and others are not here at all to see in what I have to do to keep everyone happy.  Since I clean alot around here to try to keep up in the household here that is what some have not got at all.  The neighbors have already here and that is what I expected.  When it almost killed me to get down to Illinois here in November and I realized totally in what was going on here also in why I should have not gone at all. 

Shaking my head

Well after yesterday here I can say that my Husband was not impressed in what I told him at all.  With that being said he also told me nowander you do not want to go back into surgery around here at all.  So now at this point in time here it is really up in the air on what will happen around the place and that is ok.  As I sit here now and start thinking about alot of it here in what I have been doing around here.  I can still do alot of cutting on alot of things here in the household without a problem at all.  Since my Husband does not mind in what I do during the week here it will go better for me to just do here without him at all.  That is where I get mad about when some tell me that I have to wait for my Husband here and they do not have a clue as to what is going on.  Even the one neighbor asked in how I got to everything here in the household and basicly shook his head when I said that I had not seen my Husband in over a week here.  That and it explained in why I am so cheap here at my place to the guy next door to us.  Since I do not do some things here in the household it seems weird to some folks totally in what I do to save money here.  So now with that being said here totally I will talk with my Husband here this weekend and go from there on some things that need to be done without a boubt in my mind and go from there.  Since I do have the 10% coupon to save on for some places here still to this day it might be better for me to explain it that way here.  So now at this time at least I do have a foot hold in what I can do here without a problem and the power bill will not go up that much this year at all if I have my way in it all.  Also with that part I will be on my laptop that much more during the summer months this year here and that will help out on that part of things here.  Also the new T.V. will help here on the main floor for not throwing as much heat into the room while I am at it all.  That is where my Husband got mixed up totally with the 2 power bills that were at 150 dollars pluss here.  Since we had the old T.V. here along with some people that refused to get here early in the day to hang her laundry out instead of using the dryer at the time.  So that will really help for this year if it will be hotter than snot outside here also for the house.  Since I can close up the bathroom door at about noon for that also to help keep the cool air on the main floor.  That is what some did not get also about in what I was doing also here was when the sun changed from one side of the house to the other I would close up the one side of the house totally and they would leave the bathroom door open and the temp would rise 10-20 on the main floor and could not understand of why.  When I explained of the why I wanted the door shut and the part of the kitchen blocked off going down stairs here it did not even hit them of why untill I got the bill for it all.  It will work out better this year since some will not be here at all along with some that are already here know the drill of why I want some doors closed also this go around with it all.  So now at this time this is why I will be talking to my Husband about this and go from there.  Also if I go for the surgery here I will not be able to go up stairs at all and will be stuck on the main floor for things also.  So it will be something to think about here totally and go from there also for the place. 

Knowing now

Well I have thought about some things around here and came to the thought for the past almost 36 I have been nothing but the liar and mud under some shoes here from some people totally.  As my father told me that is just your aunt and that is how she is and I had said the same for years here on the woman who thought I was a piece of crap compaired to her oldest daughter for years.  All I can say is that my parents are devorced here and that is that and I had to grow up early either way I went here and left some of my cousins totally behind in what I have been doing on my own.  It has also helped that I have not asked for a dang thing from anyone on my fathers side of the family at all since I moved to NY State nor any other time once I think of it since I am not tied to them really anymore after the one aunt has bad mouthed me for years.  Since I was taught better than my cousins here also over the years growing up and never asked for squat at all at this point in time.  Gee no wander I went to the cheap side of life here while I was at it.  It also helped out that I knew that I was on my own for the past 20 years pluss without help from anyone from the one side of the family.  At least I did not get caught having sex and turn up prego like my cousin did at 17.  I had 3 kids to raise that were not my own and married by 16 and that was done in totally by abuse.  So now at this point seeing that some had it so easy while we were growing up it makes me wander here in what they all learned besides mouching off of others.  So now when some call me a liar it does not even bother me at all since I am steps ahead of them totally still to this day on alot of things.  What I thought was funny was when my one aunt turned to me and asked if I knew how to get an over easy egg out of a pan and I said yes I learned almost 20 years ago here in how to do that and you did not know in how to do it.  I guess working in the food service buissness helped out here along with other things that I held down as a job compaired to her and her kids at this point in time in 22 years of working.  So now I did not grow up pretty at all and can curl toes in what the heck happened to me.  That is what scares people the most here with me at this time.   

Shaking my head

Well yesterday I did not get hardly anything done in the household at all.  That is ok by me since I ended up doing alot on Sunday here.  So as I sit here this morning already looking and plotting for the day it will not be that bad at all in what is left to do for the household.  Of course with the day it will be done cheaply as normal here for the place.  That is the fun part out of the week here.  With that said here it is like a game to me to see in how cheap I can get the place once again.  I have finally decided that I may as well do things my way since some have called me a liar amongst other things in the past 4 months here totally.  Some folks have not even been over to the house here and I do not plan on them coming up from Illinois at all now anyway so I really have the chanse to get things done on the very cheap without a problem at all.  I guess this is why I have the want to get back out to the one store for the 77 cents on dish soap and the 59 cents for shampoo and conditioner also this week.  So now at this point in time here some will figure out that I am the cheap one out of the bunch and will cut me down no matter in what I do for my own household.  With that part I will be watching everything here for the years to come and still try to cut on the budget nomatter what is going on or down with other folks.  At this point my Husband does not mind in what I get or do for the household here and that is what gets to alot of people also in how I run things at this time.  With another surgery coming up here totally without a doubt here I want to get the house stocked up as much as I can at this point and I will have to talk to my Husband about some of the bigger bottles of laundry soap also here for this up coming weekend of course.  So at this point in time here knowing what will happen totally for alot of things I will get things done nomatter what goes on.  This would shock most of my fathers side of the family here in what I have been doing without the help at all from other folks in or out of the household.  Since I am alone most of the time anyway here during the week and sometimes on the weekends being married to a truck driver here it makes me wander in why some want me to just lay down and give up on alot of things here in the household that needs to be done anyway.  My Husband has also got good at cutting things back here in the place, things like the laundry and dish soap it works out better on my part anyway.  Also here since some figure that I am not suppose to do squat here for the household without my Husband by my side then that is on them at that point when they said something to me about it.  I guess that is why I knew about the huge sale at the one store here for this week and got the sale items that were and still are needed for the place.  Yes I am picking up the things that will not go bad at all for the place and that is fine by me at this point.  At this point in time also I have caught cat food on sale also at the one store and will pick up more here for the cat once I get back up to the store this week also.  Maybe that is what scares some of the family also is that I do drive and get out of the house every so often without a problem.  Alot of the times I will walk if someplace is close enough to the house here and go from there.  I have seen alot of folks take the roll carts with them on their walk here in the area to go shopping with also.  That is why it does not bother me to go shopping to some of the stores here in the area at all with the roll carts and without my Husband of course.  So at this time here with alot of things some still do not understand in why I do not mind alot of things and they also figure that some can come right on home here nomatter where they are to help me out.  It explains in why the one aunt is so messed up here to this day along with her 3 kids.  The 4 of them are spend thrifts that do not care in the price at all and will pick up what they want when they want it. 

Knowing here

Well knowing that I did to much around the house here yesterday I am in alot of pain today of course and that is nothing new.  So now at this point in time there is alot that I have to do for the day here and it may not get done at all except maybe the sink in the bathroom for the day.  With yesterday I knew that I pushed myself here way to hard and that is ok.  If I wait on some to do for me the things here in the household would never get done around the house nor out of the house at all.  This is what I am trying to get thru to some people and they have ignored me on that one and would rather I do nothing at all for the household.  Now at this point that is part of the reason of why I have refused to get back to Illinois totally after the last go around here and there are other reasons also.  So now I will get the household as cheap as I can here from now on and go from there.  I guess this is why I went out to the one store yesterday to build up the stock on some things that much more around the household here since it will save on gas money along with not paying full price for what I got.  This is what some have not understood except very few in what I have been doing here for the place.  It goes along with turning things off during the day here along with other many things that I have been doing to save money on the bills here in the household.  At this point in time here at least I can keep up for the most part here in the household along with some other things that have gone on here so it will not be as bad from now on.  Since I have noticed alot of things here that have went on over the years I have came to terms with it all again and that is why for the most part I come up swinging for things.  So at this point here since I am going that much cheaper for the household yet again and knowing that some folks would never make it here in the place at all now I am ok with it.  When some asked me if I had a T.V. in the kitchen I said no and why in the same breath.  I guess that was the factor of why some do not want to be here at all.  With that said here I do not have room in the kitchen at all for another T.V. and do not want one in the kitchen at all at this point in time.  Since I do not watch that much T.V. anyway during the week here it would be another bill that I do not even want.  The funny thing about alot of what has gone down over the years here is that I am doing better than some wanted me to here and that is even better.  Since the house is up to date on the loans along with other things here also compaired to what others have done that I know about here I guess I am better off without some people.  I told my Husband yesterday over the phone here that I will go back to the one store and stock up that much more for the household since I will be laid up for a month again for the next surgery.  The poor man agreed with me here on that part of things since I will not be able to get out of the house hardly and we will have the back stock to fall on here.  That is what some did not get at all is why I had the back stock in the household at all at the time of the last surgery here and they still do not get it at all.  Just like when I asked someone to lift something for me and I got ignored totally about it and went ahead and lifted things myself for the household just to save face.  Now for this go around it will not be as bad since some will help me out over at the one store and I can get help getting things into the household also with some of the neighbors.  So it is an option that I do have around here for the place yet again. 

Shaking my head

Well I have had a full day today here already.  With shopping and cleaning here it has been just plain out nuts here for the day.  The good part about this morning was that I saved almost 46 dollars on that bill and got a ton of things also for the household.  With that being said here some would be upset that I did not wait for my Husband to get here at all.  All I can say is that there are times when some are not here at all to help out for the household.  This weekend just proved my point here with some folks here that I have to get up and do since my Husband did not make it home at all this weekend.  So I got out and did for the household along with cleaning here for the place.  I have noticed here that some folks have not got the point of if I do not get to something I have no help here during the week.  Also I can not depend on alot of people also here except for myself totally.  So now here at this time I guess this is why I have been going that much cheaper for the household here and I have noticed that some have not liked it at all in what I did.  So as I sit here and still cut down on alot of things here for the household it is not so bad at all now.  At first I had a hard time trying to get use to everything at the trailer when I started cutting the power during the day.  Once I got use to that part and started doing other things while I was there it helped out alot after I noticed the bills dropping at that point.  Now I have almost switched everything over here in the household again compaired to the trailer to cheaper name brand things it has really got me going here.  Alot of it is looking at prices and how much is in the bottle or anything else and go from there. 

Wandering

Well I called my Husband back yesterday after I got the adds and seen the prices for some things for the household.  The poor man told me to go for it here and keep the back stock going also.  So with that being said here I will get part of the back stock going again here and be done with it.  Also my father agreed with me finally here along with afew other people wait and see what happends with other things.  At this point in time here I told my father to tell his mother no on alot of things that she wanted to do this past week and that is what bothered him the most.  I also know that my father has the boys at home still and I did not want him to help at all because of that part.  Pluss alot more is going on other than that since it does take time to get caught up also.  So at this time my father also realized that somethings would get held over my head nomatter in what I did and what was told to me alot of it has been over the years.  Also I found out more than I bargined for also here yesterday.  Since I have been doing things on my own here for more years than everyone can count this is why I am saying no more often to alot of people.  So now here at least some already know that I am getting that much cheaper here without a problem at all because of what is going on and the fight is on for that part here.  With that being said around here at least I know that since I am doing alot more on my own without asking for help I am better off for it also.  I guess this is why I have been getting things at a very cheap rate here for the house.  Also I have been keeping alot of the bills down for the household while I have been at it all.  That is what shocked my father the most is that I do not want some things here. 

Strange day

Well it was a strange day yesterday around the household.  Since I had to have some tests done yesterday morning I got that done and some housework done also while I was at it.  So yes it was a strange day yesterday to say the least.  Now as I sit here and think of other ways to cut the budget down it was easier than I thought also.  The gas bill came in and it was cut in half for the budget plan totally so that was good news on my part.  Now for the power and water bills to come in to see where I stand on those two bills and it will be even better.  Since I got hollered at this week for not being cheap enough around the household along with other things it is ok at this time here.  Since some do not get out of the household at all and others get the top name brands for her totally at this point in time why should I go anywhere except to where I am more than welcome at a place.  With alot in what I have done for my own household here is on the cheap side of things here and that is how I like it for the place.  When I have totally revamped the household in the past 6 weeks again and I have noticed alot of the changes in the bills also for the household.  I guess it stems from some of my cousins not paying their bills at all at their place and started mouching off of others.  This is another reason of why I got out of Illinois at the time.  For years I have been streaching out the dollars that I had and have now along with getting taught well in how to budget out in what I did have.  So maybe that is why I have been trying to get the household stocked up and the bills paid for the place again along with the most bang for the buck and not asking every time for money from some of the family members.  To me it is not worth the trouble of doing something like that. 

Thinking again

Well I have been thinking again around the household.  After this week when some asked me to tell them what the doctor told me here the person got mad and I ended up frustrated as normal.  All I can say is that at this time I refuse to take any money from family period and knowing that I am better off here for it, that is how it will go.  It also looks like I am faceing another surgery also and I am not ready for that part of things here.  Knowing that I do not have much help at all here and I will be on my own again without a question at all, it puts everything up in the air if I will go thru it or not.  With the last go around here I vowed never again on alot of things here in what happened.  So as I sit here and think about that part and finally have the house back on track it seems that I am on track for some things here and others not so much.  I am figuring here that I will have to stop hanging laundry also if I go with another surgery and sleep on the main floor also while I am at it all.  So now at this point in time here I am figuring out in how cheap I can go here without some hollering about in what I am trying to do here for the household again.  I may as well untill I can figure it all out around here in what is going on.  Also I got out for a walk yesterday and I did feel alittle better after I got back to the house.  I figured why bother to take the truck yesterday here when I should have to put gas in the truck.  Oh well I will have to leave abit earlier this morning to get that done and off to the next test that I have to have done here.  I will get by on about 40 dollars for the next 2 weeks here in the truck and that is if I do not have to pick up my Husband an hour out.  Oh well at least I can go that much cheaper and lest see what I can get by with here in the household.

Still laughing

Well I am still laughing around the household to say the least this morning.  At least I do not have a huge amount of pain as of yet also while I am at it so far.  With that being said here I have to go down to the doctors this morning and some will hear me today in what I have noticed with the pain levels that go on the swing here with me.  So now at this point in time who knows what will happen for this morning here and I will find out totally.  That means that I will get a load in the washer here before I leave and once I get back I will hang that load outside then start in on the cages also here.  With that part for the day here along with other things that need to be done here it will not be that bad.  Since I have found somethings that are cheap to get done for the day here it seems strange to alot of folks that I can do almost everything that way for the household.  Even the one neighbor is shocked here in what I have done so far here with even the double duty for the bird seed for the past almost 16 months.  With all the leftovers from the birds in the house here I put it into a bucket to go outside in the feeder outside and then this way the more bird talk we get in the household instead of screaching.  Anyway with alot of the household getting that much cheaper here it is nice that some people do not mind at all here in what I am doing.  Alot of the things go off during the day here and cleaners get cut down for the place and that is the main thing that I have been doing to keep some of the bills down here in the household.  Another thing that I have started doing again here is to get over to the no name grocery stores for the household to save more money here for the place.  Since my Husband does not mind on that part of things here along with shopping over at the dollar stores for the household when things are on sale for 88 cents that are needed anyway and I may as well do things that way.  When I started on alot of things that I am doing now I was still at the trailer at the time and figured ok I may as well do things that much cheaper there so I can get out of the trailer park on my terms at the time.  Well that is what some did not get at all and still threw out the trash word at the time.  Now at this time since the both of us got a house since I did do things the smart way here to get the house also gee it almost makes myself and my Husband look good after what some pulled already. 

Remembering when

Well I do remember when I got alot cheaper at the trailer again and things were easy at that point since we had money coming in unlike when I first got up here to NY State totally.  So I started cutting back totally for the trailer and then some at the time and it got even easier since I got into the rutine of things then and kept alot of them for the house here totally.  It seems wierd that I ended up with a convection oven along with the KitchenAid mixer also for the trailer and it helped out here for the house untill I could get the gas oven/range hooked up at about 16 months ago.  At the time that I got the KitchenAid stand mixer I has started going that much cheaper for the trailer and was figuring that some would come to their sinces totally for my place when they did not I went out that Black Friday almost 7 years ago figuring I may as well at that time to get the stand mixer since I had wanted one since I was about 16 years old in my first place anyway.  So that is how I replaced Liberty Ann at the time around the trailer also instead of being the piece of trash that she wanted me to in the first place.  Also I started at the time really saving for the house here also while I was at it all just so I could get out of the trailer park after all them years by that point in time.  Now with the house here I am still cutting and slashing things for the place and there is nobody stopping me since my Husband and I did not get the girl what so ever and she got took on top of it over the past 7 years here totally.  With that being said and it did not happen on my clock that she is now faceing 10-15 years in prison for what was in the car with her and shows in how good her friends are and were to the girl at this point in time.  So now at this point in time I am happy when I did listen to my gut here on not fighting for the girl at all and could go cheaper on my turms here on my own time also while I was at it. 

Another long day

Well I will say that it will be another long day around the household.  Since I have a pile of dishes here along with other things to get done here in the household also.  At least I will keep busy thru the day and it will be done on the cheap side here without a problem also for the day.  This is where my Husband does not mind at all in what I do for the household at all.  The poor man looked at me yesterday and asked if that was all the dishes that we had over the past 3 days here and I said yes.  Something he did not expect at all without some here all of the time during the weekend totally and that goes along with less dishes to get done here and the T.P. kept in the bathroom without being ate along with food.  So now at this point in time here things will be getting done today here along with tomarrow and in the middle of the week I do get a break from the house for the most part since I have to go down to the doctors office again.  In the middle of the week I like to clean out the cages here since on Thursday the garbage gets picked up around here off the curb.  When some forget in how much I do around the household here I have to remind them every so often here in what I do all of the time.  This is why I have stopped getting to the dishes on the weekends here after some have not came over along with some other things here also while I am at it all.  What really gets to me around here is that I have been fairly cheap in the household and some have cut me down over it totally.  When I can cut the costs here in the household to the point of having things done along with clean and the bills cut in half if not more for the place there is a problem.  With the bills that are dropping that much more here without some even at the place anymore there is the other problem that I had seen.  Even my Husband noticed that I am not doing as much here at all for the household and that I am feeling better on top of it.  With another holliday coming up and myself having to cook again here I highly doubt if one person will be here as normal for this one here.  When I missed Thanksgiving here and still cooked the next weekend here the person was mad that I was not here to cook at all.  That is when I was down in Illinois and still cooked while I was down there totally and should have cooked the full meal also while I was at it all since my one aunt can not cook to save her own toush.  All I can do is laugh at this point in time since I can cook alot more than what some expect me to also and that is what I get for having sisters also while I am at it.  With that said here I took it to a new level of cooking on the cheap also while I was at it and made it that way here in NY State.  Even my one aunt that I really like asked in how I did everything at the household and I told her, when we started laughing about it at the time.  When I told my aunt that I do walk here unless I have a huge load to pick up at the stores it does help out alot for the gas budget for the truck.  So at that point in time I knew in what I had to do for the household here totally and that is why I am saveing up the nickels that I have not took in as of yet here and now.  It will be for the best around here when I do get to the store to cash it all in again here for that end of things.  That is what I told my one aunt also here is when she comes to NY State here is to save up the nickels put it into a change purse here and burry it in her purse totally along with forgetting about it untill she adds to it totally.  When the bottled water is on the nickel list also it works out for some of us here and it is that much more we get to pull back. 

Sitting here and listening

What some folks on the food network have figured out at this point that some folks have been on the welfare system for years and generations at this point in time.  So it is "Oh lets have a national wide bake sale to feed the kids" for today.  It amazes me in how some just do not realize this out of some folks in todays world at all here.  I have known it since I have moved up to NY State here on alot of the welfare cases that have been on the system for years and that is why some keep having kids also around here just to get more money out of the system totally.  Between the WIC program and the food stamps some people are eating better than I am at this point in time also since they get the better cuts of meat off of the food stamps since they have the WIC to go with it here for the kids.  So now at this point this is why I say that there are staples in the household nomatter in where ya go across the US here to get the family fed.  That is where some folks do not get out of some of us here is when we are 5 dollars over the budget for the food stamps here and we can not get help at all we end up with enough food to last thru the month here and go with the 30 dollars for the month to feed a family of 5 also it stinks.  I learned that along time ago since I almost got denied while I was in the trailer.  I told the workers totally I will sit on your door step here untill I get fed along with my Husband also since I am not the right color and take in 5 dollars more than what you want me to off of an 80 hour week at a junk job.  That is why they got the food stamps going right away at the time for me years ago at the trailer.  With that being said I was getting 175 dollars a month and that was it compaired to some folks in the area.  Now they get over 250 dollars a month and do not even bat an eye about it at all anymore and they all can hit up the food pantries also while they are at it all for 2 weeks out of the month.  That is what makes me sick on top of some folks not even bothering to work for things also at this time.  When the poor Honda was on its last legs here I was going still and helping it along when I was going to fill out paper work here and seeing others drive brand new cars along with caddies on top of it all here I wanted to get off the system right then and there so I did not have to see it any more at all.  That is how bad it is totally here all over the place and the folks who need the system get denied totally nomatter where you are at.  At this point in time here I have gave up here and totally went cheaper for alot of things since all of this that has went on and some folks do not get this at all.  Along with getting welfare for some they get everything paid for also in the household between the rent, heat, and power bills for the household and others of us do not, it makes some wander in why I went that much cheaper for the household. 

Shaking my head

Well I found some things cheaper yesterday and about fell over when I started looking at prices totally also for the household.  Since my Husband pretty much knows that I am getting a mental note for somethings for the household here again and where is the best place to shop at he does not say much at all to me about alot of things that I do.  So as I sit here and wander in what some were doing yesterday totally and most of the carts were over 300 dollars while I was in Walmart totally here I knew that I had to get out of there in a hurry.  Since I noticed that some things were cheaper for the birds at Walmart along with other things here for the household totally that is why we ended up over there also for some things.  So now at this point in time here I was seeing alot of folks filling up carts with things that I would never buy in Walmart here and that is that for my place.  With that being said here now I know that in what I am doing here is the right thing at this point in time.  As I told some people this week that it does not matter in who dumps me as a friend here since I have been going that much cheaper for the house and know in what is going down here in the household.  Pluss I have it figured out with the really hot days around here also for this year totally.  Since some love to keep the door open for 20 minutes at a time along with using the dryer from last year and that will not happen this year at all now since they will not be over also it makes life easier on me totally.  What drove me up the wall here is that some figured that it was ok to start the dryer at 6 pm here with the peek and off peek hours here I put my foot down totally.  With that being said around the household here I finally found out some things here that others would not like at all and that is ok at this point.  With that being said here there are times where I just do not feel good and sleep all day with the pain and other days I am good to go and do for the household.  This is why I started again to get that much cheaper for the household here and some folks did not like it at all out of me here.  Since I can sweep, vacume, and mop the house here once every 2 weeks it is not that bad now on my part and I hurt less knowing that there is less to get done here in the household on that part of things.  Also here at this point in time there is alot of things that I have done for the household here to cut everything done and on the cheap side of life again.  I took a break from it for several months here when my Husband and I moved into the household.  Now that I am in full swing again for some things that needed to be done here for the place and should have started it in the trailer totally before we moved out of there, I have came to terms with that part of things already in the past 2 weeks while I was at it all.  with that part I was getting things that were more expensive here and realized that it was not needed at all after I got into the house at all.  And yes I had enough back stock to choke a horse with at the time also here and that is almost done for the place.  I am down to my last bottle of the expensive dish soap here and will get that part switched over soon for the household since I had more than what I figured that I did at the time.  Now that I am doing alot less dishes here in the household and I am cooking less also here it makes me wander in what some were trying to do while they were coming over.  If I had something 2 nights in a row here they would not eat the same thing at all for the 2nd night nomatter in how much I doctored it up for another meal.  At this point in time I do not have to worry about it at all since some of us are not that dang picky at all about things.  All I can say is gravy and veggies for tonights meal with what the 2 of us had lastnight here for dinner.  Also I started sticking soup along with other things up in the freezers here in the household for a later date to reheat and eat.  Maybe that is what was bothering some folks here about in what I was doing for the household also before she went off on me also.  Since I am not scared to open up the freezers at all and let some people look to see what I have in them, it bothers people totally.  With that being said for in what I am doing here and all I am doing is thinking ahead here with the just in case if I go down totally once again and this way I do not have to cook also for the household.  It will also work for January's menu for when I am totally broke here to just paying the bills and not having to worry about the grocery store altogeather.  This is what I have ment by stone soup around here also.  When you are totally broke think of ways to expand things that are in the household totally and go from there. 

Thinking again

Well I have been thinking here in the household again in how to get the bills that much lower.  Since I have had a good head start when I started switching things over here in the household totally in the past almost 9 months here give and take 2 weeks before and after the surgery that I had.  So now at this point I started with the dish soap and did not realize that I had over 9 months worth of back stock in that part of the household at all at the time.  With that being said here I did get cut down at the time from some folks that were coming over to the house here about getting the cheaper dish soap for the household along with the laundry deturgent totally since it was not Dawn soap along with Tide also for the place.  When I started to take prices down for the both of the things that the one person is using here for her place it would have cost over 30 dollars for the both of them at Walmart totally if I was to pick them up yesterday.  So now at this point in time since my Husband does not mind in what I use for the household at all, I have the back stock back and it cost us alot less than what it did for the gal who loved to cut me down for what I picked up here for my place.  Once I figured it all out in that since I was going cheaper for the household here and that I did not mind in what I was picking up to get things done here and the fact that the gal did not like in what I was doing at all here at the time.  I figured that the gal learned well from her husband before he passed away also that it was alright to spend every dime going into the household and to over draw the account at the bank while they were at it.  So now at this time I have noticed that the bills have been coming down in the house at this time and it was not very hard to figure it all out in what was going on also.  As I sit here and figure in what to do first here in the household when I get my Husband off to work already this morning it is not so bad since I can get thru alot of it fairly fast at this point in time.  Of course there will always be laundry and dishes to do in the household here along with other things that will never fail me at all over the course of time for the place.  With that being said here I have got my times good for the household again before I start anything up during the day here also.  That is the thing that some could not understand in why I was doing things at the time and even now here, is that I do cut the T.V., computer, all the boxes for the cable, and do not use the dryer at all during the day.  Since I hardly use the dryer anyway here it makes the power bill almost down to nothing compaired to the trailer.  I also said something to my Husband yesterday that since the dryer will not be used with the room units here this summer at all the power bill will be down totally this year nomatter what here.  When the gal would get to her laundry she would get mad when I told her that she could not use the dryer untill 8 pm when it was off peak hours here for the power bill.  That and I told her that she could come over early along with starting to hang out the laundry also instead of using the dryer and the gal got mad about that totally.  Some will learn this summer here that the bill will be cheaper without them here and that is how I like it.  So now at this time I will see in what happends here and will not mind it what so ever with all of the bills going down. 

Laughing

Well at least I have calmed somewhat down by today and now I have alot on my mind here also.  I got asked yesterday if I went to the grocery store here for the week and I said no I do not need to at all here for the household.  With that being said here I have enough food in the household here for a good month or so at this time still.  My grandmother about freaked out when I told her that one here.  It is one of the things that bothers some people in what I do for the household at this time is that I am totally stocked up and I do not mind what so ever on it here.  With that being said here there will be chicken for tonight for dinner and I still have a bin for the sides here also while I am at it all.  Also since somethings that folks will not see around here is in how I am doing things at all here from now on.  All I can say is to bad on them at this point since I am getting that much cheaper here for the household again.  The nice part about things at this point in time is that I will not be cut down for what I do here anymore at all.  Since I have found that the dish soap will last alot longer than what I have figured at this point in time that is ok also for the household.  Between that and alot of the other things here in the household at this time I will say that myself and my Husband are doing good on that part of things here.  This is why I say if you can try to stock up on things that are needed anyway for the household when things are on sale at the stores.  It is worth the while to do that part of things and you also save money that way.  My Husband laughs about when I do get up to a store here and really start stocking the place when the sales are good.  Also he does not mind when I get over to places like Aldi and Save A Lot also for the household.  It seems to work out better when I get over to the 2 places for food and some other things also for the household.  The trick to some things is that when they say pick 5 for 19.99 try to get the biggest pack of something for the best bang for that one.  Nomatter where you go you have to watch the prices at the stores.  Some folks do not care what so ever in how much they spend while they are out.  I guess that is part of the reason of why I write things down in what is opened also so I can keep track of everything that is coming in and going out around the household here.  When I started that part of things I was in the trailer and wanted to get the menu plans down for what to cook in the month and other things since I was using a calander at the time.  Then I started to write everything else also at that time to get a since of what was going on.  It helped at the time here and I have kept it after that and into the house.  So now at this point in time there are alot of things that I do to keep the place going and that is how I like it also. 

Shaking my head

Well at least I can still go outside and go from there at this time.  The neighbors did not and do not mind at all when I sit out on the front stoop of the house here.  That is the best part about where we are also at this time is that nobody complains at all here.  With that being said around here at this time some folks were surprised that I had been going that much cheaper here in the place also in the past few weeks here also.  It has finally kicked in around here totally in what I have been trying to do here for the past almost 16 months here and even my Husband is on board with what I am doing at this time.  With myself cutting down during the week here without some here it is not that bad at all at this time.  Also with alot of things that have went on here and others kicking themselves as of yesterday here and told me about it here in what others picked up for his place acouple of weeks ago he said he should have switched over months ago for the dish soap.  What can I say some people are picky about not having ultra dish soap in the household at all.  With that being said here about some folks and then there are people like me who just do not care at all in what I pick up for the household anymore just so I can get things done and over with.  At this point in time here I do like somethings for the household and that is it.  When I can spend 8 dollars on what the manufactures say 100 loads per bottle of laundry soap here and it ends up to be 200 loads compared to the 14-20 dollars a bottle for the 60-80 loads of laundry there is a problem totally.  So I do what I can to streach out money here in the house and that is why my Husband does not mind at all in what and how I do things here at all.  I think that is what has got to alot of people here in the area also is that since I am trying to still cut things down or out around the household it makes them wander in why I am doing things in a way that they would never do for their own household at all.  So now at this point in time here at least here the better weather is coming and I can hang laundry outside once again here without a problem at all and I will get the basement aired out also while I am at it this week again.  At least there will always be something to do here in the household and it will get done on the cheap side.  I may as well go that route here and like it also. 

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time I may have got somewhere yesterday with the phone calls that I have been getting here totally.  When you get bothered at least twice a day by a company that could careless about what is going on I blew up and found other numbers here to get my point across totally.  I told the gal that I talked to that 12 pluss calls are alittle much within a 24 hour period and she agreed with me.  So now at this point in time here I will see what happends today after the call that I made yesterday here and told them no more and I am still reporting them to the state and federal levels here since I am tired of the calls.  I guess this is what I get here for taking a closer look over the net here for more phone numbers also.  This is what I get for being cheap here totally for the household.  With that being said here at least I do not have to plug in my phone at all here at the moment since the battery is still good here.  Also I am suprized that I got a load of laundry outside to dry here inbetween phone calls also for the day.  As I sit here at this point in time at least I can say that things did get done on the cheap here along with writeing down what was opened also to see in how long the bottle will last of the dish soap.  Maybe this is another reason of being mad around the household here totally is that I am trying to get cheaper and everytime I turn around the phone is ringing off the hook also.  It amazes me here that I have got anything done here within the past 36 hours here totally and I have done it on the cheap side also while I was at it all.  With that being said some of the blankets have been washed totally here and I need to get the next bunch out on the drying racks here this morning of course and outside.  This is what has always got to me here also is that when some have came over to do laundry here at the house they used the dryer without even thinking of what it did to the power bill at all.  So I have to work on that part here for the next 2 years to get that bill down here for when it was ran up totally.  That is the bad part of things at this point in time here and that is how it goes.  That bill may tumble here this summer anyway since only the room units will be going if it gets to warm here in the household and no dryer going also this summer.  This is what has suprized my Husband also here is that some bills are going down without a problem at all now and that was with one person not staying untill Midnight 2 days a week here.  So now at this time I can also say that some of the things that I have been doing here for to cut down on stuff in the past 4 weeks also.  Maybe that is what has scared some folks out of the house here also is that I am not paying much anymore for alot of things here for the place.  Since I am stocked up on alot of things here and I am not sorry about that part at all now, it is a good thing on my part since I do not have to get out if I do not want to here.  So now at this point I may as well get started on alot of things that need to be done here for the day and see where I end up also.

Now I am mad

Well I called the folks for the stinking 12 calls in the past 3 days for with the cell phone here and I called the main office and chewed the poor gal out totally.  You do not call my cell phone that many times when I have an almost 100 year old grandmother period and that is why I am stinking mad around here about that part of things totally.  I told the gal straight out because of her company I am filing a report with the feds and NY State around here totally and do not care if they get fined hugely at this point in time at all.  Yes I know alot more than what I am saying at this point in time and will give out the numbers here in another post here on who to contact to take the number off their list.  It will take about 7 days to see if it all works here and that is how I am here and then the number will come up on this blog totally.  I ran across it on Face Book totally and that is how I am at the moment so I do not blow gaskets at all along with both barrels for the idiots in the office that do not give a damn about people at all.  But then again I was almost in a fist fight with a known drug dealer here in Niagara Falls also and would have won if he did not run from me at all also in the past 36 hours also.  Now that some will find out that I will stand my ground around here totally it is not fun on their parts at this time here and now.  I will not be sorry for people that harass others because it is supposedly their job here at all.  I would call maybe twice within 3 weeks that was it since I did not wanna lose a job at a call center here since I was going by Illinois laws here in NY State.  Illinois state laws are more stringant here than NY State totally.  So now at this point some will not like me by the time I get done here totally and that is fine by me here and I hope that NY State fines the snot out of them totally here and goes from there.

Sitting here thinking

Well since I am thinking of ways to get the bills cheaper here totally and realizing that some folks just do not care at all that is fine by me.  So as I sit here and have started in on the last bottle of the dish soap that was in the back stock here in the household and I will be able to get that switched over here soon also while I am at it.  Since that is the last thing to get switched over here for the household here it is a nice thing that I am not getting to much grief for it anymore.  With some that figured that they could cut me down here that were coming over with the dish soap that I got for 88 cents a bottle instead of the 4 dollars a bottle that is and was here in the household totally.  When I started thinking about trying to cut down again for the house here I got alot of flak for it here totally from some folks and others did not blame me at all for what I was trying to do here also.  With that being said here I started looking in what I could do for the house here and came up with a plan for the place since I was down in Illinois here without pain for about 2 weeks also last November.  I got back here and that is when the pain got to me again and knowing why also did not help out at all in what I was trying to do for the place.  So after that some have not been over I have noticed that it did not matter in what I used for the place here at all and it will keep the place clean even if it is on the cheaper end for the price that someone else would spend more for thier own place.  So now at this point in time here since alot of things are going on totally here and alot of it is on the cheaper end of things for the household some have not realized in how much cheaper I am willing to go for the household here also while I am at it.  At this point in time here at least I can say that with what I am doing here for the house my Husband has not minded what so ever at this time at all since I am slowly doing things to cut the bills down.  There are times when he has just totally figured that it is ok to say something to me about something and he knows that I will snap at him about it since there are times where I do not get to something here at all.  He has got alot better over the month here about things here since he has noticed that I am not hurting as much and I am getting more done here in the place.  So he has laxed up on me alot here.  This is part of the reason of why I can get so much more done around here also for the household.  Also now that things have calmed down and some have figured out that I do get things done here without a problem here at all along with paying bills while I am at it here.  I guess that is what gets to some people that have know me and still do here that I can get more done without some under foot and on the cheap side also here while I am at it. 

Shaking my head

Well I must have hit the mark with alot of folks around the area yesterday here totally.  Since I knew some were tapping others totally and voiced it around here now that was another weight lifted off of me also.  With that said here at least I know that the place has became cleaner without everyone coming over here to the house and alot cheaper also on top of other things.  The bad part about alot of it is that I have been feeling alot better here without the Friday night crew coming over here and there is alot less housework going on also here for the place.  At this point in time since the house is fairly clean here after all said and done it is amazing in what I had to do and all that was wasted to try to clean the house here also that was not needed with some people totally also since some were pig headed about doing things their way totally figuring that it was ok to do what they were doing.  Since alot of things are back on track around here totally and that is how I like it here.  It has not hurt at all when I got the house that much cheaper here in the past month also here totally.  With that being said nobody is using the dryer at all along with less dishes getting washed here also while I have been at it all.  The cleaners have stuck around also here since I do not have to mop the floor 3 times a week also because some figured that it was ok to leave their shoes on in the place here while they were at it.  Now with that part the poor dog has not made a mess in the house here except for one here in the past month without everyone here.  That is what I was trying to see around here totally for the place in what would happen here if some took their shoes off at the door.  Since some are not coming over here I will see in what the bills will look like here totally when they come back in for the household here.  What got to me is that some folks keep their charger plugged in at their place all of the time at this point and they have the phantom power going on also.  Then some can not figure out why their power bill is over 100 dollars a month also with other things going besides the chargers being plugged in all of the time.  When I got asked in how I have cut the power bill here and I told some in how I have done it here I got told oh I can't do that part in my place at all.  Alot of what I do here is unplug things that are not being used during the day here and that helps out alot for that part of the bill.  When I told the person to start unplugging things that are not in use during the day while she was at work and that she would notice a big huge difference and it will take awhile for the bill to come down also since the power company flip flops on the readings of the meeters also and they go by what someone did the year before then it will take at least a year to get it all down.  All I can do is shake my head on it and could careless if the person did what I do here for my own place also.  Since I do not use the dryer unless I need something that quick here for my Husband then that is the only time it gets used also for the place and that is maybe once a month if that.  With that being said here that is what makes the power bill go sky high also all over the place. 

The stupidity around here

Well I will admit that I cam from Illinois and almost E. Saint Louis to be proper here and some folks think I am scared to wander around town around here because of them.  I do not care what color someone is and I still refuse to flipping run scared of anyone here since I could care less on what some are and what they are also here.  I found out most people run scared of me here in NY State since I do not care at all at this point who some people are here.  That is how I feel and have been feeling in the past 18 years here in May totally at this time since I do not put up with some people period at all and their stupidity.  I am not sorry for where I grew up at here at all and most folks would not get stupid like they do here in NY State if they really knew in where others came from totally.  Now I will admit I have been mad for most of the day here and I forgot something in the truck also that is when the guy basicly ran from me since some do not know who have their gun permits at all and I do not need it here since I can totally win on my own here without some things also here in the area.  That is what scares alot of folks here in Niagara Falls NY totally about me is that I do not carry all of the time and do not need to here since I do not run scared of alot of neighborhoods at all since I will walk down the worst ones and still think they are a walk in the park compaired to alot of areas in Illinois at this time also here to this day and seeing my old trailer go up in flames at 9 am when I am there in the first 3 days.  All I could say is break out the garden hoses at the time since it was way to early for the fire department to get there at the time.  So now some know I will not run scared of them here and never will at all since I do not even have to here.  Also I guess that Sabre Park helped that part out also here without a problem at all while I was at it here over 17 years.  Maybe that is why it is not bothering me about some people here dropping me and I have not got an answer back when I told them to stop tapping some people that use to come over here also and the man would feel better totally a week after also.  I will be blunt and to the point at this time to everyone and do not care in who I hurt at all now since I am not standing in the way of anyone at all still to this day.  Since also I know what has been said around the city from some people here and it does not bother me at all now.  When some figure out I do not care and seen some things out of the new neighborhood here I do not run what so ever and I sit here and laugh along with pointing at times with shaking my head or me head depending on how I feel for the day here and others found out that I came up swinging also that I have seen their bosses office fire bombed also on top of it and reminded her under dog that I laughed about the fire bombing here totally almost a year and a half ago also down on 19th street and Main here in the city.  The insurance payment in the next office is a funny thing totally and it would not go thru on line so I told the girls to run also at the time when I got up there the day of to pay it off for the month here also at the time. 

Recourse here

Well I am tired of folks hanging up on me when I ask for a supervisor here when I hit a number for the people who has been bothering me here that I do not need from a credit card company totally here off of my cell phone.  I am sorry I need the phone somewhat here since I do go out about an hour here from home along with getting in contact with my Husband during the week here totally.  There is some calls that are made for family here and it adds up to maybe 4 hours worth of talk time if that a week here and that is it here when I am on the do not call lists for the phone since I do not want to be bothered by companies that just do not give a Damn in what is going on here totally when it is a robo call to the phone.  And now I am really mad if some have screwed with my phone along with my Husbands phone here totally off of the place that has kept up the calls nomatter what is going on here.  Sorry I do not believe in credit cards here at all and that is that.  It is one of the things of you do not contact someone that does not have any line of credit at all in my book here.  Also when I have tried to get off the list they keep calling anyway here on my phone and now my Husband is having problems calling out on his phone totally with the one company I am now over the edge mad.  And it is not like I have not tried to say haey listen this is over the top here and canned my number with my Husbands number here also with the same place.  All I can say is that some folks just have to stop with the B.S. and this is why we are on the national do not call lists besides the NY State one here also on top of it.  Now in the past 3 days here I have been hung up on more times than I can count from the place even when I asked for the higher ups and had 2 of those people hang up on me also within the past 24 hours here.  The last one I talked to I asked if he was going to hang up on me totally and he did not and could not get my phone number straight since he could not get his head out of his toush and figure out which head here since I am still over an hour later. 

Once again

Well I woke up late today and I am still tired around here to say the least.  Normally I get up around 4 am and go from there.  Anyway at this point in time here I have been somewhat looking around here to see what all needs to be done for the day and some of it will get done today also.  That is part of the reason of why I do not mind being alone here during the week at all since I can work at my own pace here for the housework totally.  So at this point I will take my time for the day here and go from there for the day here and things will get done for the place.  As I sit here now and think of all the cheap ways that I can go around here for the household at this time it is nice to know that my Husband is not worried at all in what I do for the place at all now.  The poor man finally realized in why I was trying to cut the costs here totally for things 9 months ago for the house here.  I guess the fear is there from when I was a child of being bounced around all of the time from house to house and never knew where I was going to be at day to day at all.  So now that is why I am stocked up on alot of things here and do not mind staying in one spot at all.  When some have complained to me about not answering the phone on the first of the month here I tell them straight out that I do not want to set up house here in the middle of the street.  After that some understood that.  Some days I wander in what some are thinking anyway when they tell me do not do something and wait on others to do for me here in the household totally.  I have learned years ago here if I wait on others nothing gets done in the household here at all nor anything else gets done also out of the household also here.  This is alot of the reasoning behind in why I just go ahead and do around the household and out of the household.  Being married to a truck driver does not help out also at times.  With that said several of the companies that my Husband has worked for over the years here he would be gone all month and would not get home at all.  So I would get up and do for where I was at and still do here at this time since I will never know when the poor man would and will get home.  I guess this is why I do not mind going to the grocery store alone alot of the times here and many other things that I do for the household while I am at it here.  If it was up to some of the one side of the family I would be in a home by now because of my neck and back here.  Just like over the weekend what happened made me almost sit and still does here and my grandmother told me to take an asprin to feel better I said fine then I will send the bill to you and the funeral costs since I am alergic to asprin here also.  What can I say except that my grandmother is almost 90 and refuses to get out of the house down in Illinois also.  Even my Sister said the same thing that I did here about some needing a smaller house or other wise to make sure that the person is takin care of totally.  Then again what do some of us know squat here also so I gave up on some things here and I am happy I got out of the clutches of some people also while I was at it all.  Since I do not have help here and to where others have people coming over all of the time to mouch off of them also, I may as well get up and do for myself and my Husband at this time while I still can. 

Shaking my head

Well I got even further last night here in the household.  And yes it was done on the cheap here totally on top of everything.  So as I sit here at this point in time this morning and think of what all I have to do for today here it is nuts.  With that being said here at least I can get alot more done today here and go from there without anyone under foot unless it is the birds and the dog of course and I think I can handle that part of things here.  Since the border collie breaks out all of the time in the dog I tell her to round up the birds on the floor all of the time and she does.  It makes it easier to get the boys back into the cages here totally on me after I clean them.  So it will be another long day around here totally and that is ok.  With that being said and things that need to be picked up around here totally it just seems like it will be a long day.  Anyway at least things will get done and on the cheap end for the day here.  Since I had a pan soaking last night in the sink my father thought it was weird that I was still doing dishes late at night for the household.  That and he freaked out that I have enough here in the house to go on for the month of course.  What some do not realize about me here for the household is that I do try to keep enough back stock in everything here so I do not have to go out and get something totally every week.  Since I can laugh about that part of things here at this time and got told that I was the smart one out of the bunch also it was all good.  Also I got asked in how I liked the Purex laundry soap here for the household and I told the person yesterday I am not itching and that they thickened up the soap again here.  I use less in what they say to anyway here on the instructions and I manage go get double the washings out of one bottle and that is what alot of folks can not understand at all in why I do that here.  If the bottle says 33 loads I can get at least 66 loads out of just one bottle here for my place.  With that part the companies loose money on me here totally still to this day on alot of things that they all put out.  This is what I meen by streaching things out around the household here for alot of the products that go into the place.  That is what gets to some folks about me here at all in why I streach out some things for the place.  The one gal that was doing her laundry here I told her use very little on the soap or ya over load the washer in suds and it is a mess to clean up also in the basement.  She found out the hard way about that part and since I had towels that were dirty down there at the time it was still hard to pick up the suds at the time.  So now at this point in time I will not have to worry about that at all here and that is how I like it for the place.  This is also part of the reason of why all of the bills are going down also here in the household after the gal refuses to come over here.  So I guess that I am better off on that part of things at this point and that I do not get cut down as bad now also in my own household.  Now at this point in time here I may as well get started on things here and go from there.

Shaking my head

Well at least I can say part of the household at this point is clean again here.  With that being said here I will have alot of work to do for the place this week while my Husband is out of the household.  At least I can get all of this done on the cheap side here of course and go from there this week.  At this point in time here things are still being switched over to the cheaper things of course here and it is taking me longer than what I thought it would.  This is what I get for having the back stock that I do at this point in time.  The very end of it is on the window sill at this point of the dish soap and that is all I am waiting on at the moment.  Then I will feel like I am getting someplace around here totally.  When I finally made up my mind before the surgery here to go that much cheaper here and I started in on that part of things also.  This is why I started switching things over here for the household.  And it seems like that some folks dropped me for that part of what I do here to keep the place going also.  So now at this time I can say that things will get that much cheaper here without some even being here and that is how it will go.  Since some folks do not care in what I have to do to keep the household cheap here to where I can handle it here that is on them and not me.  That is why I did not mind some folks threatening me not to come over anymore to the house.  In how I look at it the person was showing up to eat and watch me try to get stuff done here totally and failing at all times.  So as I sit here at this point in time also I feel good here totally with some not being here and have got more done here in the past 4 weeks than with the person coming over here 2 days a week here all of the time.  Also the bills have dropped here without some here also and will continue to do so here while I am at it .  It seems like I am not over doing it during the week for 2 days a week here for the power and water bills here anymore.  So now here since I have some bottles done as of today with the dish soap here and one more bottle left here with the one that I had been buying for the kitchen here it is all good.  Since that will be switched over here very soon for the place and that is the last thing to get the boot out of the household that is expensive as heck here that is not needed at all the cheap stuff works just as well also.  With that said here that is what I am working for at this point in time besides afew other things also here to get the place that much cheaper.  Even my Husband was impressed when he walked into the house this afternoon here in how much that I have got done also when he was gone.  So now at this point here I will get that much more done here this week here and see what happends here also. 

Shaking my head

Well I am getting to some things around here in the household today and it is not good at this point in time here.  Since I have some laundry hanging here as normal that is wet and a load in the washer as normal here I guess I may as well keep busy for the day here in the household.  So now at this point in time here at least I can say that it will be a cheap day for part of it here.  I am finding ways of keeping busy for the house here and thinking of what else to cut here in the place also while I am at it all.  Alot of it here is to cut the T.V. alot more here along with keeping the lights off of course and with the time change it does help in that part here since it will not get dark untill about 7 pm here.  So that part may help out more than what I realize here also for the household.  Another thing I got to thinking of here is to do alot more shopping at places like Aldi and Save A Lot also while I am at it from now on.  The bad part about alot of this is that it is all falling on me to get things done for the household here.  At this point here I will be getting alot more done even though that things are coming togeather here also for the place at this time.  What gets to me the most is that some people figure that it is ok to muck up in what I have been trying to do after the trailer here and I still get nailed with somethings here because of the trailer.  It makes me wander around the area sometimes in what some people are thinking here also.  I guess I knew something was up at the time since I felt a need to get the house here that much cheaper of course.  So now at this time I will start figuring out things again here and I may as well read for part of the day again here also to refresh myself also on things that might work again for the house instead of the trailer. 

Thinking

Well I am thinking around here again for the household.  Since there is alot of things that I can cut out at this point in time here without a problem at all now.  Alot of things here in the house have been switched over here also at this time it will be easier on the budget also from now on for the place.  So I have a good head start on alot of things here to start saving more money for what has went on here without a problem at all and my Husband was shocked with what I have done so far.  Why I did not do all of this earlier between the trailer and the house here I do not know at all, except that I did get lazy about some things and the birds came into the factor on alot of things.  So now that I am back on track for alot of things again here and would rather have my Husband holler about what I am doing to get the place that much cheaper than spend every dime and penny that comes in.  With that being said around here totally it amazes me that I started again to cut the budget down and with some people not coming over all of the time it does help out around here also once I think of it all.  At this time here the bills will drop totally and I will get other things to drop like a rock also for the house.  This is what some have not got in what I was trying to do at the time at all and I am still at it all here.  With alot of things that were going on I kept my mouth shut since the one gal thought I was that stupid for hanging my laundry here for the household on the drying racks and the lines also at the time here while she was using the dryer all of the time and adding 30 pluss dollars to the bill here.  That was just one bill here totally.  So now that the power bill dropped by almost 20 dollars in 2 weeks for the place and I expect a bigger drop for this month here without running all of the lights all of the time along with other things not getting used also here it is even better on me at this point in time.  So as I sit here and hope that I can get some things totally out of here by this month of course here so I can get the kitchen totally switched over also.  At this point in time here at least I can say that things came togeather quicker than what I figured they would for the place.  That is the nice thing here about being alone during the week here also is that I can get things done and on the cheap side of things without some people knowing about it at all.  And yes I get the last laugh on alot of things here in the household totally.  So now at least I can say that some will not know at all in what I really do here at all anymore for the household. 

Shaking my head

Well after yesterday around here I am still mad about the trailer even though I am out of the trailer park at this point.  After getting lied about also did not help out at all.  I am home alot of the times except maybe an hour in the mornings here at about 9 am and that is a huge if alot of the times also.  So now at this time I do not care in what my Husband thinks here the place is going that much cheaper period weather he likes it or not from now on.  Also it seems like every time I go to places like Save A Lot to get a mini load of groceries here I get slammed on the curb for something to say the least.  With that being said at this time here I will do what I have to do for the household here and streach out things like never before.  So at this point in time here I came up swinging on this one and now I will start getting things done yet again here for the house.  Now here I can say that I got lucky with some people here not coming over anymore also.  It gives me a chance to get that much cheaper for the household without some trying to trash in what I was doing for the place.  I noticed it in the power bill that just came in around here totally for this past month here.  The next bill will be a good one again here without a problem along with the water bill also for the house.  So as I sit here and think of all that I can still cut out of the household this morning to pinch the money that is coming in that much harder here, I may have it here without a problem at all.  Alot of it has to do with me here with my Husband gone for the week also.  Maybe it is a good thing that I am alone during the week around the household at this time here now.  Since I can get things done more on the cheap side of things here without some here along with keeping things off also here during the day while I am at it here it is not that bad. 

Now I am done

Well I am just done here totally around here.  Ok so I went cheaper for a reason totally to get the house here and still got screwed with the trailer here also.  So what was left in the shed is totally gone here without a question and that is why I wanted everything out of the trailer park also here.  Now to get that much cheaper here for the house and go from there totally at this point in time.  With that being said here and I refuse to save the damn trailer at all anymore here I am done with the whole mess with that part of things and just happy that I am out except for some things that came up missing that were left behind here totally.  Now at this point I do not know if I want to come up swinging or just sit here and cry about something that I can not help at all.  The only thing that I can think of is to go totally cheap for the household here and be done with it all and start getting after some to turn off things totally for the household from this point forward.  Now I am realizing in why I have been switching things over also while I have been at it all for the household totally now since I had the feeling.  So now at this point in time somethings here are about ready to explode onto the paper here that some did not realize that I had in me to do at all here to get the household that much cheaper at this point.  This is what some did not count on with me is that now I will be doing alot more to get the bills down here along with other things for the household.  Now that I am thinking here on things and there are more things that I can cut on here totally for the household here it will be done on my part just to save face and pick up the pieces again here.  That is what is got me hotter than ever here at the house and I have to deal with it all still.  Now at this point also my grandmother has not got the point of why I am going cheaper also and that is fine by me.  I told her that there was no way in so many words that we can not come down what so ever here at all for the summer.  All I told her is that I had to get out to bust my but to get that much cheaper here totally.  Since I will make sure that the both of us will not starve at all and can go that much cheaper for the household without a problem here at all the poor woman was shocked.  Since I have had the feeling for months here that I would be on the short end of the stick here and started getting that much cheaper along with over doing it 4-5 days a week here nobody really understood of why.  With that said here 2 people knew that I could not pin point it all untill now as of the whys here totally that is how it is.  So that is why I do not put up with squat at all here anymore.

Laughing

Well I did a mini trip to the grocery store at this point in time here.  For 75 dollars today at the store here my neighbors about fell over to say the least here when they seen us drag out the groceries out of the truck.  At this point in time it depends on where you go totally in the area to get alot of groceries here for fairly cheap also.  With that being said here I ended up with 10 items for about 40 dollars here.  Once I started doing the math on that part of things it was cheaper to do that than the price per item for the other stuff in the store here also.  Since the prices went up all over the place I am not going to complain at all in what we all got for the household since alot of it I can mix and match for the meals.  The nice thing about all of this here is that alot of what goes on here there will not be any hollering in what I do here.  Now at this point in time I can sit here for abit here and think of pulling dinner togeather here without to much fuss out of anyone at this time.  Pluss at this time there is not even a rush to get things done for the household yet again for the day.  Since I know that there will be only the 2 of us again for dinner here it is not so bad.  I can at least freeze the leftovers here and get by with it for a later dinner for the household again.  This is what got to some folks that did come over to the household since some nights are a hodge podge of things and that is what they did not like at all out of me here.  The funny part about that is that alot of the times here I had leftovers from the freezer and the one gal never knew it when she ate here anyway.  So now at this point I do not have to worry about what I do pull for dinner here since some in the household does not care as long as it is food.  Anyway that is another way I am cheap here also.  Now that I can take the cheapness that much further here without a problem here totally without a problem at all here it is even better on me also.  With that being said at this time here my Husband has noticed a difference in me here in the past month and likes it out of me here. 

Unreal

Well at least I got to looking around today here and the household is not that bad here at all.  So at this point there is some laundry that needs to be done here along with afew other things and I am done untill tomarrow around here totally.  I guess that is what scares some folks about me at this point besides being cheap about things on top of it all for the household.  With that being said I started laughing lastnight when my Husband walked into the one spare room here and the look on his face was good when I had alot of things already organized on the table in that room.  I should say that the one spare room is the over flow for the back stock for the household here also.  Since there are totes for some things here in the household to catch anything that leaks in the room.  Also it helps to keep somethings togeather here for the second kitchen while I am at it.  I know some folks never got that part at all with in how I did and still do somethings here for the household totally at this time.  Since the totes were bought already and yes I helped pay for them thanks to my sister in law it was an extra bonus for the trailer and even more so for the house also.  With the one washer that leaked and I needed to get some things off the floor at the trailer at the time I looked at the totes that were scrubbed down and thought that is the way I need to go here for the paper products in the bathroom totally here and that is where they landed along with the over load of shampoo and conditioner that was there also at the time and part of it stuck to the household.  With that said here the shampoo and conditioner is still in a tote here for the house and that is a good thing totally here and now for it all.  Now I can laugh about it all since it took us almost 3 years to use all of that part up from my sister in laws place and it about killed me to go out and buy stuff that was needed at the time.  With that satement that does not include the many bars of soap that was in the trailer also at the time from her place.  So now at this point in time I am stocked up once again on that part of the household and I am fine with it now here.  I am not over ran by the shampoo, conditioner, and the bar soap anymore also here since I do know the limit for the place here.  Instead of having one of the biggest totes out there filled to the gills and over flowing on the shampoo and conditioner here anymore it is a good thing.  Also the roll cart that was in the bathroom at the trailer and sits out in the hall way now (a 3 teir cart) with 2 of the pull outs full of bar soaps for the bathroom at the time of the trailer here.  Now we are down to one small 10 gallon tote and one drawer of soaps and other things it is all good on my part here.  So at this point in time here since I have rows for everything here in the one room and I can get to things quickly also here if need be for things.  With alot of things I am well organized for it all and that is what hurt some folks totally that were coming over to the household.  So now at this point in time here also is that since I am staying stocked up here even more so now without some coming over at all now I have noticed a huge difference in everything for the place now.  Since some were not around when somethings totally broke loose at the trailer at all and never knew what really was going down here at the household totally after myself and my Husband moved in here to the place it is all good now.  After the past almost month here I have went that much cheaper here without a problem at all and that is how I like it.  With very little effort on my part here the bills have went down totally and will continue to do so here for the house from now on.  That is what I was wandering about with one person here since she acted like a pig half the time anyway when she would come over.  I pretty much knew about it here and now it is sealed that I was right in what alot of went on also here.  So now at this point in time things have straightined out here and things are sticking around also again here even more so now.