Once again

Well I woke up late today and I am still tired around here to say the least.  Normally I get up around 4 am and go from there.  Anyway at this point in time here I have been somewhat looking around here to see what all needs to be done for the day and some of it will get done today also.  That is part of the reason of why I do not mind being alone here during the week at all since I can work at my own pace here for the housework totally.  So at this point I will take my time for the day here and go from there for the day here and things will get done for the place.  As I sit here now and think of all the cheap ways that I can go around here for the household at this time it is nice to know that my Husband is not worried at all in what I do for the place at all now.  The poor man finally realized in why I was trying to cut the costs here totally for things 9 months ago for the house here.  I guess the fear is there from when I was a child of being bounced around all of the time from house to house and never knew where I was going to be at day to day at all.  So now that is why I am stocked up on alot of things here and do not mind staying in one spot at all.  When some have complained to me about not answering the phone on the first of the month here I tell them straight out that I do not want to set up house here in the middle of the street.  After that some understood that.  Some days I wander in what some are thinking anyway when they tell me do not do something and wait on others to do for me here in the household totally.  I have learned years ago here if I wait on others nothing gets done in the household here at all nor anything else gets done also out of the household also here.  This is alot of the reasoning behind in why I just go ahead and do around the household and out of the household.  Being married to a truck driver does not help out also at times.  With that said several of the companies that my Husband has worked for over the years here he would be gone all month and would not get home at all.  So I would get up and do for where I was at and still do here at this time since I will never know when the poor man would and will get home.  I guess this is why I do not mind going to the grocery store alone alot of the times here and many other things that I do for the household while I am at it here.  If it was up to some of the one side of the family I would be in a home by now because of my neck and back here.  Just like over the weekend what happened made me almost sit and still does here and my grandmother told me to take an asprin to feel better I said fine then I will send the bill to you and the funeral costs since I am alergic to asprin here also.  What can I say except that my grandmother is almost 90 and refuses to get out of the house down in Illinois also.  Even my Sister said the same thing that I did here about some needing a smaller house or other wise to make sure that the person is takin care of totally.  Then again what do some of us know squat here also so I gave up on some things here and I am happy I got out of the clutches of some people also while I was at it all.  Since I do not have help here and to where others have people coming over all of the time to mouch off of them also, I may as well get up and do for myself and my Husband at this time while I still can.