Now I am done

Well I am just done here totally around here.  Ok so I went cheaper for a reason totally to get the house here and still got screwed with the trailer here also.  So what was left in the shed is totally gone here without a question and that is why I wanted everything out of the trailer park also here.  Now to get that much cheaper here for the house and go from there totally at this point in time.  With that being said here and I refuse to save the damn trailer at all anymore here I am done with the whole mess with that part of things and just happy that I am out except for some things that came up missing that were left behind here totally.  Now at this point I do not know if I want to come up swinging or just sit here and cry about something that I can not help at all.  The only thing that I can think of is to go totally cheap for the household here and be done with it all and start getting after some to turn off things totally for the household from this point forward.  Now I am realizing in why I have been switching things over also while I have been at it all for the household totally now since I had the feeling.  So now at this point in time somethings here are about ready to explode onto the paper here that some did not realize that I had in me to do at all here to get the household that much cheaper at this point.  This is what some did not count on with me is that now I will be doing alot more to get the bills down here along with other things for the household.  Now that I am thinking here on things and there are more things that I can cut on here totally for the household here it will be done on my part just to save face and pick up the pieces again here.  That is what is got me hotter than ever here at the house and I have to deal with it all still.  Now at this point also my grandmother has not got the point of why I am going cheaper also and that is fine by me.  I told her that there was no way in so many words that we can not come down what so ever here at all for the summer.  All I told her is that I had to get out to bust my but to get that much cheaper here totally.  Since I will make sure that the both of us will not starve at all and can go that much cheaper for the household without a problem here at all the poor woman was shocked.  Since I have had the feeling for months here that I would be on the short end of the stick here and started getting that much cheaper along with over doing it 4-5 days a week here nobody really understood of why.  With that said here 2 people knew that I could not pin point it all untill now as of the whys here totally that is how it is.  So that is why I do not put up with squat at all here anymore.