Rare day

`It was one of the days that was rare and I felt lower than low.  Today is a better day here totally and I will get more done here in the house.  Pluss I need to pay bills today here without a question and part of it will be in the truck here of course.  I guess this is what had got to some people about me is that I do pay the bills around here totally and see what is left for everything else also.  Since I do have the budget set into place here in the household some folks freaked out over what I have done so far to get everything that much lower for the place also at this time.  Maybe this is why I was pretty much was stressed out with some people that were coming over that did not care in what they did to trash the house on me also.  That is why I still figure that some do look down on me for being a housewife for the most part here still to this day and they thought that I do not have other things to do here in the house besides clean up after them totally and it goes along with cooking for them also.  All I can do is shake my head and go from there totally and try to pick up the pieces.  So now at this point in time here at least I can say that alot of things that have went on here in the household were almost a good thing when I got things on major sale and some did not even know in what I was doing at the time and still do not have a clue about it.  This is why I have the laundry hanging to dry and try to keep everything off here in the household also during the week here along with trying to cut back on everything else here while I am at it all.  With that being said here I can say that the place is fairly clean now after 2 weeks and there is less stress on me at this time also since everything is coming togeather here without a problem at all now.  Now if some could only see in what I have done at this point in time they would be shocked in what has been done to this day here and I am sure that reports will be made thru a mutral friend here also to the person also.  I have noticed that even my Husband has cooled his jets on alot of things that have went on and when I get to something then it gets done if not oh well at this point in time.  I refuse to push myself anymore to the point of that much pain again for the household and to keep my Husband from hollering about what I did not do.  With the one gal coming over all of the time to eat and everything else here she thought it was funny that I was getting cut down all of the time from her and my Husband totally.  I told my Husband this past week here that if he wants to cut me down fine and he has to sleep sometime since he hardly helps out in the household totally at this point in time.  He agreed with me and has not said any more about things at all since he noticed a change with the pain also with me.  With alot of what I have done so far around the household at this time here some have stopped complaining about alot of things here.  Also some have noticed that I have got that much cheaper for the place also and I am more anel about things being shut off totally.  When some have figured out that I just can not stand the phantom power at all still to this day some people should have picked up the power bill and looked at it.  Now I know where the extra 5 dollars went to for that bill totally here.  It makes me sick to think of what some folks figure they can get by with here in my place when they get busted totally about things.