Knowing here

Well knowing that I did to much around the house here yesterday I am in alot of pain today of course and that is nothing new.  So now at this point in time there is alot that I have to do for the day here and it may not get done at all except maybe the sink in the bathroom for the day.  With yesterday I knew that I pushed myself here way to hard and that is ok.  If I wait on some to do for me the things here in the household would never get done around the house nor out of the house at all.  This is what I am trying to get thru to some people and they have ignored me on that one and would rather I do nothing at all for the household.  Now at this point that is part of the reason of why I have refused to get back to Illinois totally after the last go around here and there are other reasons also.  So now I will get the household as cheap as I can here from now on and go from there.  I guess this is why I went out to the one store yesterday to build up the stock on some things that much more around the household here since it will save on gas money along with not paying full price for what I got.  This is what some have not understood except very few in what I have been doing here for the place.  It goes along with turning things off during the day here along with other many things that I have been doing to save money on the bills here in the household.  At this point in time here at least I can keep up for the most part here in the household along with some other things that have gone on here so it will not be as bad from now on.  Since I have noticed alot of things here that have went on over the years I have came to terms with it all again and that is why for the most part I come up swinging for things.  So at this point here since I am going that much cheaper for the household yet again and knowing that some folks would never make it here in the place at all now I am ok with it.  When some asked me if I had a T.V. in the kitchen I said no and why in the same breath.  I guess that was the factor of why some do not want to be here at all.  With that said here I do not have room in the kitchen at all for another T.V. and do not want one in the kitchen at all at this point in time.  Since I do not watch that much T.V. anyway during the week here it would be another bill that I do not even want.  The funny thing about alot of what has gone down over the years here is that I am doing better than some wanted me to here and that is even better.  Since the house is up to date on the loans along with other things here also compaired to what others have done that I know about here I guess I am better off without some people.  I told my Husband yesterday over the phone here that I will go back to the one store and stock up that much more for the household since I will be laid up for a month again for the next surgery.  The poor man agreed with me here on that part of things since I will not be able to get out of the house hardly and we will have the back stock to fall on here.  That is what some did not get at all is why I had the back stock in the household at all at the time of the last surgery here and they still do not get it at all.  Just like when I asked someone to lift something for me and I got ignored totally about it and went ahead and lifted things myself for the household just to save face.  Now for this go around it will not be as bad since some will help me out over at the one store and I can get help getting things into the household also with some of the neighbors.  So it is an option that I do have around here for the place yet again.