To much stress

Well I almost exploded on the gal that I called here to tell her my number is off the list totally as of last week and I still get told I am a liar.  NY State is getting mailed back with what I have and will continue to answer the phone with Mommy/Daddy where is my child support you know I need it rutine here in the meen time with things.  I caught one person here with 100 grand for back child support already this past week.  Guess that some do not expect it out of me when I get tired of the robo calls here totally off of my phone.  Maybe that is why I have been snappy also with some folks and it does not matter at all at this point in time since I have not bothered to call them back at this point.  I think I know better at this point in time with some things coming up on me here.  Since I know what to expect this go around here totally that is why I am stocking up in the house here along with other things totally.  Also I have realized that since some do not get it from the last surgery that I had and what I have had to do for the household at all.  This past weekend have proved that part to me totally since some did not make it home and others are not here at all to see in what I have to do to keep everyone happy.  Since I clean alot around here to try to keep up in the household here that is what some have not got at all.  The neighbors have already here and that is what I expected.  When it almost killed me to get down to Illinois here in November and I realized totally in what was going on here also in why I should have not gone at all.