Wandering

Well I got out yesterday here and alot of the things that I wanted to get the place was out totally.  That is when I asked when the truck was coming in and the gal told me today so I will get back out to get the rest of what is needed for the household.  So as I sit here and think about things it makes me wander in what some would do if they all came up to my place and see what has gone on in the past couple of weeks here totally with what they tell me I should do here anyway.  With that being said here I have done alot on the cheap side here to get the place stocked up yet again and have the over flow of things so I do not have to worry about alot of it here in the coming months also.  Since I do cook and clean here for the place and there is really nobody to help me out also since they have their own place to take care of, that is what makes me mad about what was said to me here.  So now that I have came up swinging again for my place and I refuse to lay down and become lazy like some want me to here totally it makes me wander.  I got asked yesterday here from one of the neighbors in how much I spent this week to stock up the household and I told her about 117 dollars for the 2 trips up to the store already and I am going back for dish soap pluss shampoo that are on a huge sale here at the one place.  I also told her here that even the cat food was on sale and that I had coupons also for the trip coming up for today.  So I will save another 6 dollars if I hit the store up just right today.  Now at this point in time that is what scares some folks about me is that I have got alot cheaper here for the household and that I do not mind it what so ever at all in what I am doing.  Also here it would really shock some people if they knew that I was doing alot of things still on my own here for the place.  Since the person always tells me to wait on my Husband here to shop for the house and I can not do that alot of the time here as I proved that yesterday since the store was out of alot of things for the week already.  It just proved to me of why I do not wait here and that my Husband could be gone all month here also if need be totally with his job and where would I be stuck going without alot of things.  It seems also that since I have thought about getting cheaper and wandering how here and when I can get more switched over for the place then I know I am on the right track also on alot more of what needs to be done.  So now at this time I know in what I can do for the place and that is what is hurting alot of people also in what I do for the place.  With alot of the things here and some of the neighbors like it when I start to do things totally on my own it is not so bad after I get done.  So now at this point in time here I have not bothered to call anyone at all on the one side of the family and I have noticed that I am better off about it here.  I have figured out here also that since my doctors appointment is not untill May here I will find out more and see if I am right on the back stock also for the household.  Pluss the back stock never hurt anyone anyway as far as I know here.  Now I just wander in what some really figured that I should do anyway besides to become a lump and be done with it all for the place.  As I told my Husband on Sunday I may as well quit cooking anyway since I had a death wish on me here and now.  With that being said here he started laughing about it and told me the day ya stop that we are all in trouble along with trying to keep up with everything in the household.  The poor man knows way to well in what I know that needs to be done for the household here and I will try to get it all done weather I feel like it or not alot of times here.  That is the best part about all of this along with my Husband not cutting me at the ankles anymore for what does not get done.