Shaking my head

Well another miagrine hit yesterday with me and I still have it now here.  Since I can controle the brightness of the screen on the computer it helps out alot.  Of course things are still blocked off here on the main floor except for the bathroom window and I need a black thermal curtin for that part of it all on both floors here.  I guess that is alot of the reason of why I ended up with mostly black thermals for the house at the time when I got them 2 years ago.  So after all said and done there will not be much done for the day again here if I do not get this one cleared up.  Since things are going on around here that should not be anyway all I can do is shake my head on it all.  So I will see in what all I can do anyway here and where I land up for the day also.  I might feel better if I get a walk in also here for the day.  Also there are some things that I found out and that is why I have not bothered with my walks as of late at this time.  So the further that I go out the better off that I am at this point in time here for alot of things.  Now also I know where to hit up to get left alone while I am at it all.  The bad part of it all was that I did not have the gas for it along with being somewhat lazy on filling the tank at this time.  So I will see if it helps today here and my Husband has to learn to turn off the turck at times along with a few other things while we are out of the house.  Anyway at least it will be a cheap day nomatter what goes on in the place if I have my way once again.  Also I have figured out there are stores that are along the way here to cash in the nickles nomatter how much I get for the day here.  It may be a good thing that I am dragging my toush out of the household today. 

Thinking again

Well I have been thinking yet again here.  Since I was not the only one in the area at all that had to wait here to pay the power bill at least that is off my back.  Even the person that I talked to yesterday from the power company was amazed that I was not freaking out on him totally.  I told him why bother since it was my fault that I had to wait, along with miss reading the bill, and calander here.  So after I said that part here he understood and I was not the only one with the same problem also.  The power bill that I had in my hand was a drop in the bucket compaired to some in the area and the power company was not worried about it at all apparently.  At 116 dollars for 2 months here compaired to over 2 grand for others gee I wander why.  And yes I know people who have the power bill over 2 grand also in the area here.  So now at this point at least that is done and paid for.  Anyway yesterday was a so so day here for the household and parts of it did get cleaned up also while I was at it all.  Since I have nothing else better to do around the household I may as well clean anyway during the day.  Today will be no different than yesterday here except a different spot to be cleaned up of course here in the place.  I may get farther than what I expect to also for the day here.  So lets see what happends here for the day and go from there of course.  All of it will be done on the cheap side here and that is how I like it for the day.

Shaking my head

Well I will not beg period around the house for my Husband not to do some things at all.  I found one of the crock pots in the fridge again.  I have asked and made the man read the instructions for the thing and both get totally ignored here in the household.  Hell I should be use to that part of things by now after 20 years.  Pluss my Husband knows that I can not pick up some things here in the household with my left hand at all on top of it and maybe this is why I am so mad about this part of what he did also.  So now here I will do what I have to and hope that I do not drop the dang thing by picking it up of course to transfer food into a plastic container.  Then again it does not matter in what it is glass baking pan or the crock pot it gets covered in foil nomatter what and I can not lift the damn thing since I am still dropping things here along with can not see what is in the pan or crock pot.  So I am not sure in how I will have to put things anymore to get my point across to my Husband.  This is why I just do here and do not say a flipping word about it.  Since I washed foil before at the trailer I guess I will have to start that part of things for the house.  It makes me wander in what the man was thinking here on this part.  All I can say now is that I will have to get out for more walks here and bust my toush that way to get money for the household period.  I may do well on the walks from now on here since I do have that huge push in what some waste im the household also now along with it has been going on that way.  So all I can do is to get alot cheaper and start screaming about it to some in the damn household to get it done my way for a change.  I am just tired of being the only on that does here anyway and some have not seen it at all here at this time or never will see it.  So now I will see in what I can do on that part of the household and it will take effect as of today weather some like it or not here.  Some of it here goes back to when I was a teen and got the crud beat out of me for using the foil along with not looking.  Knowing this here maybe that is why I get mad about some things that go on here totally.  Also I do not ask for much anyway and maybe that is my fault here totally. 

Long day

Well yesterday I had a long day without any questions at all.  Pluss I had to laugh about some things nomatter what now that went on.  All I can say is that some of the race car parts fit into the big trucks and do well for keeping up with them.  So that was part of what went on besides throwing dinner into the crock pot to cook untill we got home again.  After all said and done I did not get my walk in at all and I feel the guilt somewhat on that part of the day.  With that said I will get my walk in today here and see where I land up for that part of things totally here for the morning.  With the walks it is not that bad when I get them in for the mornings.  Pluss since my Husband does not mind when I get the walks in for myself more than anything here so I feel better.  Also I have a whole new outlook on things here in the house while I am at it all.  With that being said here that is part of getting cheaper also for the place.  Even my sister is realizing that rutine is everything in her place also in what I had done growing up.  Now it is more important than ever that I have a rutine in place for myself and the household.  This is why I do things during the week that even my Husband does not really know that I do for the place at this time while he is at work.  Since there is always something that can be done here on the cheap end of things it works out well on my end of it all.  So as I sit here and think about what to do first for the place it seems normal now to do that part of it all.  Anyway at least there is a somewhat plan in what to get done for the day here totally and that is how I like it all. 

Shaking my head

Well yesterday I got out and about and my ankle swelled of course.  And still I ended up with 50 cents worth of nickles totally for the day.  I figured that since I was going to be in an area that is to far from where I am at here in the Falls may as well get out for abit to let my back calm down anyway and see what I could do.  With that said here I did not do to bad on the one streach of road that I travle on anyway here and everyone pretty much left me alone since they all see the truck anyway in some parts of the state.  So now I will get back out that way today here since I have to be out that way anyway here and see what I can do after I kick my Husband back to work.  I will be hurting this afternoon nomatter what I do anyway and may as well go with it all here.  All in all 50 cents is still money in my pocket here and nothing to be coughed at also for a short walk.  So now as I sit here and wander in why some even bother to pay the deposit for the cans and bottles here in the state and it is one of my gains that I do not mind doing at all also.  At this time at least there is always something that I can do here for the household totally gor the wants even though I will have to save up for it all.  Anyway here now since my Husband will be gone by noon it will help also on getting a good head start for what I need to do here in the household also for the week.  That is if I feel up to it all by the time I get back to the house.  So I will see in what I can do here for the day and go from there since it is looking like a somewhat easy week here also at this time.  I am still thinking about some things here also while I am at it all also in what else that I can do to lower the bills for the place now.  It maybe awhile for me to get things into place here also at this time again since I am still in that struggle here for alot of things at this time.  Pluss I have to wait in order to run out of alot more that is in the household also.  It is one of the things of being stocked up on alot of things also here for the place at this time when I had hit up the big sales on soaps and alot of other things here at times. 

Shaking my head

Well I can say that some things are just not right and never will be.  Since some of us are outside in one shape or form either way that we go we all notice things that are going on in the neighborhood nomatter what.  With that being said here some people on the block have not learned what so ever from this past summer period and they never will.  One of the neighbors had said something about seeing things out to the curb and within acouple of hours it was gone totally.  All I could say was that I knew the junk truck was nowhere near the place at all this week and the garage is where it all landed again.  It is the show Hoarders all over but in real life here totally.  When I can say that I have clutter it is a small clutter compaired to some still at this point in time.  So now that is why this past weekend I took in 2 bags of nickles here just to make some space again in the basement untill the weather turns warmer and I can hang laundry outside once again.  Ok so I have several piles here that need to get washed and that is fine at this time and it can wait from the basement.  Alot of it was from the one pipe and it will get done around here totally on my time.  Other than that I have about 3 hot spots in the house here that get cleaned up every 2 weeks weather I want to or not about it here.  One area is laundry on the main floor, the table, and here in the main room.  With the laundry I try to go once every 2 weeks so I make sure that I have full loads for the washer here and it saves money this way.  Since everything gets up on the lines anyway here for the household it works out.  Another thing here that happends is that since things are pretty much done on the cheap side anyway and are out so I can see what is going on.  Like with the bucket system for alot of the dry bulk for the household.  Things like soaps, shampoo, conditioner, and cleaners are in buckets and I can see if we are low or still going with that part of things here.  I started that part of things 7 years ago since myself and my Husband were in the trailer and a washer that was out of controle at the time.  Also we were on overload for alot of things at the time and seeing what some did it was all good.  That is the time when it took us about 3 years to get thru everything in 2 buckets that were the huge ones.  All I can do now is laugh and shake my head about it and go from there at this time.  It all make me wander in what some were thinking at the time along with what are some thinking now in todays world.  With people throwing out money on the side of the road along with others hoarding things in the households in the world today. 

Thinking again

Well I have been thinking again here and some things have been going totally.  There is just to much at this time to give up and knowing that I have to it makes it worse on me in a way here for the household at this point.  Oh well at least some things will not change here totally at all.  Anyway I got asked about prices on birds here yesterday and I told the person to just hold on to their pants totally.  Since some are coming up to my place here and it maybe cheaper than what they all expect it will be after they get done.  Ok I will admit that some are more than I can handle here at this time and will be willing to give up one pair of birds totally.  It means cage, toys, and food.  I will even give a thing of scratch paper up for the cage here totally at this time from yesterday here.  So I will call the person back totally here and see where it will go.  Since I got that feeling that some will be up and it will give the girl a chance to see what it is like here with the noise level along with to be sure she really wants birds in the household along with my sister here totally after a few days.  It will be a start here for some at least to see and find out what is going on and what I have to deal with here also.  Now to see what some say and go from there at this time.  At least the phone call will be productive here for the day along with a few other things that need to be done here while I am at it all. 

Shaking my head

Well I got some quotes yesterday for health insurance here and it was just out there totally with the prices that were quoted to me.  The prices were suppose to go down according to Obama and that was a huge ole lie.  I got the quote for one person of $1150 and that was the cheapest that I got.  My question is how are people suppose to pay other bills with that kind of a price totally here and the pay checks have not went up at all.  I may be cheap in alot of areas here but I am not that good here for prices like that and eat also.  So I told my Husband yesterday that he may as well get the plan from the company that he is with at this time here since I like the 500 dollar bill better than the $1150 that was told to me for one person.  Since we do not need the best of the best here just enough to see a doctor every so often at this point in time totally.  So now here at least there are some things that will not work at all and the insurance is one of the things that will not work since it will be like other countries going bankrupt.  It makes me wander in what Obama has up his sleeves next to make all of us alot broker before he leaves office totally.  At this point in time I guess that I will have to walk all day practicly to get all the nickles that I can to afford alot of things here for the household and hope that I get enough on that part to make it on.  Pluss the garden will not hurt at this time for part of the household needs also now.  Maybe some need to see what some of us do here in the real world also to make ends meet totally when we do not have the high powered jobs at this time and then get a free ride after they all leave.  It is almost to the point it makes me sick in what does happen with some things.  Now at this point in time when there is a will there will be a way here on alot of things and it looks like some of us will keep on doing without as a normal thing for the households.  Also at this time I will figure out something here to keep the household going along with other things of course and apply alot more to the house here that I have done while in the can.  One of the good parts of this is that I can hang laundry all year long without thinking twice about that part since we have the basement at this time also this go around.  There are other things that I have to really cut on at this point and some have gave me the big old push to do so here for the household at this time.  Since I am going back to some stores here for the main bulk of the food and the laundry soap for the house here and the dollar stores for other things while I am at it also it will not be so bad here after I figure some things out yet again on that part.  Also knowing that some things will be turned off more here in the household also will hurt more than it is worth now.  So now I will have to put alot of things into use once again for the place and get use to it totally it will be all on me from now on during the week here also.  Another thing will be trying to keep things straight for the household again and putting a tighter budget into place once again.  At this time also there will be more bleach floating around for cleaning nomatter what is going on now here and see where I land up for that part of things.  Since I have the cheap dish soap already and will figure out in how to streach that part of things out also for the household while I am at it.  Now to try to get some things done on the very cheap side of life and go from there today.

Shaking my head

Well I did get out yesterday and had a small walk in another spot while I was out.  Off of the one spot here that I got out at there was about 4 dollars just waiting on me to pick up in nickles.  Now if I can do that part here every day with that kind of money I would be happy.  With that being done here I did tell my Husband no on the hot tub here totally since the yard is full already.  Pluss I do not want to be missing any lines for laundry also here.  So now at this point in time here I have thought about alot of things as of yesterday here on the walk that I took along with the drive back here to the house.  I already know in what I have to do here and that is not the problem at all, it is just getting it all applied here for the household to get things done.  All I can say is there is a loss for some gain on things by trying to get that much cheaper at this time now and that is what is happening.  With myself unplugging things totally here along with trying to clean alot of the times here my Husband just does not see in what I do here all day long while he is gone.  With that being said I will have to take the folded laundry upstairs today along with other things that need to be done also for the day I should have a somewhat busy day of course here without a problem at all now.  It all seems strange that I am the one that will notice in what needs to be done and refuse to beg for help still since I will not get it anyway here still to this day.  So I guess that the walks are going to be a huge help to keep myself motivated here in the place and try to get things done totally here for that part also.  Pluss the extra money never hurt me abit here for the household at all while I am out for the walks.  So now here later on I will get my walk in totally since it seems that in the afternoons I can get more of the nickles anyway nomatter in what I do.  Maybe it will be a good thing by switching things around here for that part for awhile to see what happends also at this time.  What could it hurt anyway since I can switch back if need be anyway after afew weeks.  With alot of it maybe I just need to think alot more on things also while I am at it to get more straight with myself and the househole at this time.  Pluss the funny looks do not bother me at all now since yesterday someones jaw about hit the floor boards of their car in how much I got in about 5 minutes also at the time.  So I guess that some things will not change out of me and at least it helps the household out now also while I am at it all.  That is what hurts some people nomatter what. 

Shaking my head

Well I have just totally lost here as of yesterday.  I am tired of just being railroaded by what I supposadly want here.  As an earlier post I had said that my Husband wanted to be farther out than what we were when we got the house here and I said no that will not happen at all.  Within about 6 months I had to walk all over the place because of the surgery.  That is when we ended up with the pool also here at the house that hardly ever got used.  The dang pool was a monster on its own here that I got blamed for by the one neighbor also.  The ring needed to have air in it and I did not realize it at the time since it was right after the surgery and it leaked out all over the place.  Now my Husband wants something else here and we do not have room period in the yard for what he wants to get.  When it comes out of my mouth of why now as of lastnight and he blames me for it here yet again.  The whole thing in a nut shell here is that I get stuck doing and not anyone else at all for things.  Here I am trying to get cheaper so I can put gas into the truck along with other things for the house.  That part is a never ending battle and I am on the short end of the stick here totally.  I guess that some things will never change and I will have to come up with a way to get that much cheaper for the household here without even bothering to think anymore.  That is the bad part of things here now at this time and it is looking pretty grim for what I have to do instead of what I have been doing for the place so far.  It means no power period for hours on end along with not bothering with other things.  Also I guess that I will be walking more after all to save on the gas in the truck after today.  That will give me the chance to go ahead and get the nickles along the walk here anyway nomatter what is going on now for the place.  So I guess I will survive this one here and see what I can do on things after today of course. 

Still thinking

Well I am still thinking here totally.  Since alot of what has been going on as of late for the household I guess it is on me to get that much cheaper in the place.  The nice thing is now that I have found out this morning is that I can walk for 2 miles at a time and then some now.  So I will start walking more here instead of taking the truck out all of the time here once again.  That is one of the things that I was thinking about this morning here along with hitting other stores here for groceries again.  Maybe I needed the extra push here as of yesterday while I was out of the house paying part of the bills this month here for the place along with my Husband being with me while I was at it.  So I will hit out to the one store again sometime this week for another loaf of bread or 2 here.  Since the one place is cheaper for alot of things for the household here it will not be so bad after some get into the swing of where I am going again to keep the cost of that part down.  Another thing is that one other store is on the way here also and I will get the points again here for the household.  Now if some would just work with me here in the household for other ways to save money it would be better also on me.  I guess that was part of the long week here also for the place here is that I was on over load on that part of trying to think of what the heck to do on alot of things here again to drag the costs down.  This morning was a good sign here on myself and the walk that I took.  I got alot of funny looks while I was walking with this massive bag and people shaking their heads at me also.  That does not bother me to much at all since the ones that do that part of things have brand new cars within about 2 years and also throw out their nickles also while they are at it here to this day.  Here where I am at you pay the deposit on alot of the cans, glass, and plastic at this time.  Alot of people will throw out the nickles into the recycle bins here or into the trash bucks, then there are the ones that just chuck out the nickles in the parking lots and on the side of the road.  When I first got up here I did not realize in what I could have done untill I needed to pay bills and for groceries at the time.  So that is when I started picking up the nickles years ago here from all over the place.  Or at least untill the both of us found work at the time.  It all worked out at the time and when I was really broke and needed groceries for the house someone would pitch out 50 dollars or more in the trash and I would pick them up from the side of the road also while I was at it all.  Just to get enough into the can at the time since it never failed that some would show up when I was waiting on a check to clear.  I can laugh about that part here totally now since I could find the money to get things done totally.  If some only knew in what I had done they would have had a total fit at me at the time and still would to this day.  This is part of the reason in why I have never asked for money from anyone at this time also besides being totally stubbern and pig headed.  So now at least some will know why now of why I never bothered to ask besides it would have been held over my head at the time also here.  So that part of things have got me to thinking of where else I can walk at besides here in the area also here at this time and I have found a way for that part of things also here if my Husband will agree with that part of things also at this time. 

Shaking my head

At least I did get out this morning already and I am not done for the day at all with that part of things at all as of yet.  I have already took my walk here for the morning and will be willing to take another one for the day here again.  Ok so I had to get out for awhile here to clear my brain out of some things and get some things straight with myself again here.  I am up to almost 2 miles at a shot now for the walks here.  At this point in time at least there is something that I can do to get some money into the household and it does not hurt me one bit for the air that I got also for the morning so far.  One of these days I will not come back to the house untill I have about 15 dollars in nickles collected in the bag that I have in the truck.  Also at this time I am wandering if I should just drive back and fourth to some places twice a week here while I am at it all now for my walks also on Friday's and again on Sunday/Monday mornings.  That is what I have came up with here so far at this point for the big truck parking here.  Also it will get me out of the household more often for hours at a time.  It also means that it is more money for gas here while I am out of the place while I am at it all.  Since I will be walking alot more here anyway here soon with the nice weather coming up it will not be so bad at all.  There are times where I will have to take my truck out anyway since some of the stores are to far for me to walk it will help out here totally for when I do walk.  Since I did pick up $1.25 for the day here while I was out this morning here along with starting to plot out for what to do today for the place.  That is part of the nice thing of what I do early in the mornings here and at least one neighbor has figured that part of things out since I get left alone here when I am out. 

Shaking my head

Well at least I did get something done yesterday here in the household before I totally left for about 5 hours.  Also at this point it was a cheap day while I was at it all on top of it for the most part for the place weather I liked it or not.  The gas in the truck amazes me when I try to fill that up around here all of the time.  My own truck does not do well on the Reservation gas at all so I have to pay more to make it sip on the gas instead of totally drink it.  So now for today some of the bills need to be paid or I set up house in the middle of the street at this time here.  Since I am trying still to play catch up from when the one cell phone raked me over the coals with the bills that they gave me it has been somewhat hard on me on that part of things.  With that part being said here things will start to happen again here and it will be a long road to get there.  What will happen here is that knowing that I have to get that much cheaper for the place in order for that part to go in how I want it to.  So now here at least there are some things that I will be doing more often for the household and I will be a better person for it after I get done.  The next step here is to go farther out for my walks here along with alot of things opening up in the area yet again for the season.  At this point in time I am trying to get into gear to walk that much farther here anyway and it will get done also now.  The wierd part is that I will be able to walk in afew areas while I am picking up my Husband for the weekends and I have to wait on him anyway most of the time.  I will just have to see in what all happends here and hope for the best anyway.  Or at least gas money for going that way.  So I will have to wait and see how things go on Monday morning here totally.  Since alot of things are up in the air at this time and a mess in my mind again for the day I may as well get out there and get part of my walk in for the day here.

Shaking my head

Well at this point I have thought about what to do now here totally with the truck parking.  At least some broke it to me here yesterday about that part of things totally himself.  So now at this time this has been alot on my mind along with other things also on what I can do about this part of things along with others for the place.  As I told my Husband here I may have a fix here just let me think about it all and what I can do at this time.  It goes along with getting the motivation of getting out of the household to walk more of course at this time and having a total fix if I can get enough nickles while I am out.  At least for gas money at this time for that part along with the drive also here that I have came to untill other things pop up also now after this one.  Or let my Husband take the truck for the week here also at this time also is another option that we all have here in the household.  Alot of times I will walk anyway to someplace here unless I have a huge load of something or it is to long of a walk to do here.  It will also be cheaper if I let my Husband take the truck anyway here for that part of things for the household.  At least there are somethings that I will be willing to do again here and do not mind what so ever at this time to get that much cheaper for the place now.  I had to think up on my feet yesterday here on alot of things and sometimes start laughing in what I have done also in the past to keep everything down.  Now that part of life I may break out again here totally to see what happends for the household again.  I may be down but not out as of yet in how some want me totally at this point in time.  Anyway it has been one of the weeks that I will forget about and go on at this time.  At least I can try to get cheaper here nomatter what is going on and try new things also while I am at it all.  There is still no right or wrong way of doing things at all around the household.  Just like when I do not use the dryer at all, it is not for everyone in that part of things that I do around the household.  Or when I turn things off during the day also here some folks would not like that part niether.  There are many ways to cut on the bills for the household and I am not on the extream end at all here.  All I can say is do what feels right to you totally in how far in you want to go with things for the household.