Shaking my head

Well I did get out yesterday and had a small walk in another spot while I was out.  Off of the one spot here that I got out at there was about 4 dollars just waiting on me to pick up in nickles.  Now if I can do that part here every day with that kind of money I would be happy.  With that being done here I did tell my Husband no on the hot tub here totally since the yard is full already.  Pluss I do not want to be missing any lines for laundry also here.  So now at this point in time here I have thought about alot of things as of yesterday here on the walk that I took along with the drive back here to the house.  I already know in what I have to do here and that is not the problem at all, it is just getting it all applied here for the household to get things done.  All I can say is there is a loss for some gain on things by trying to get that much cheaper at this time now and that is what is happening.  With myself unplugging things totally here along with trying to clean alot of the times here my Husband just does not see in what I do here all day long while he is gone.  With that being said I will have to take the folded laundry upstairs today along with other things that need to be done also for the day I should have a somewhat busy day of course here without a problem at all now.  It all seems strange that I am the one that will notice in what needs to be done and refuse to beg for help still since I will not get it anyway here still to this day.  So I guess that the walks are going to be a huge help to keep myself motivated here in the place and try to get things done totally here for that part also.  Pluss the extra money never hurt me abit here for the household at all while I am out for the walks.  So now here later on I will get my walk in totally since it seems that in the afternoons I can get more of the nickles anyway nomatter in what I do.  Maybe it will be a good thing by switching things around here for that part for awhile to see what happends also at this time.  What could it hurt anyway since I can switch back if need be anyway after afew weeks.  With alot of it maybe I just need to think alot more on things also while I am at it to get more straight with myself and the househole at this time.  Pluss the funny looks do not bother me at all now since yesterday someones jaw about hit the floor boards of their car in how much I got in about 5 minutes also at the time.  So I guess that some things will not change out of me and at least it helps the household out now also while I am at it all.  That is what hurts some people nomatter what.