Looking around

Well I am looking around here to say the least and still have to move the birds for tomorrow.  With that part here at least I know that my chair is in and has to be ran out to me.  Other than that I started picking up yesterday around here and got further than what I thought otherwise for the household.  As one of my girlfriends says at least I know you do something in the house all of the time or try to some days when you are not feeling good at all.  When I told her that the pre shredded cheese was still cheaper over at Walmart when I was there that morning she was in shock totally.  Since the block cheese is always cheaper than shredded it makes me wander in what is up totally over there now.  At this point in time here the gal that was over last night here she knows that I am the cheap one out of the bunch and has learned about other parts of the household to be cheap in also over the past 7 years.  With that said she laughs about it and told her Mom last night that it will be ok since she was and still is hanging out at my place and with me here.  With that part her Mom knew that her daughter is in good hands with me and I will say hey ya really need that also.  So now at this point in time here at least I will say that I have done some things around here that some would not even go for at all around the household.  Like with the canning of the house phone around my place totally in January.  It is 50 dollars back into the household here and not only that since myself and my Husband have cell phones we do not need the house phone at all.  Also here since I have canned the premium movie channles here at the household my cable bill has went down about 200 dollars also.  At this point in time that bill is about 165 a month around the household with 2 things on the bill here.  With that said here this is where looking at the household and do you really want some things.  With that I have kept the cable for my Husband and that is it since I would have it shut off totally if it was just me in the household.  Otherwise I look at the place and say where can I cut down or out in the rest of the house.  It works out for the best around here and some like to holler still about in what I do.  All I can do is laugh and go from there about some things for the budget and my Husband does not mind at all.  At this point in time since I do not care in what others think at all in what I do for my household at all now they will realize that I am going that much cheaper around here after I get back from Illinois.  Since I am getting coupons here also and will cut down that much more some are really not going to like me at all.  Also on top of it some do not know in what I am doing at all here in the place since I always say that poverty is catchy if you go into a trailer park.  And since I am out of the trailer my place is still not fair game to some of the family at all.  With some since they have not seen me at all around in years it is ok also with me.  With some people I have dropped off the face of the planet since I do not bother anyone at all.  It is not becuase I had money to go anyplace also on top of it all since I left and at times nomatter in how broke I was and I still had to go back.  So now that I am going back once more and that is it some people will see in how cheap I really am around a household from now on and will get cheaper here. 

Sitting here plotting

Well I am sitting here and plotting yet again for the household.  Since some have not noticed that I have went to the cheap side totally around here at all and working the bills over at this point still.  I got the water bill totally yesterday here and it is still to high for me here in the household.  I will end up working on that part of the bills the next 3 months around here to get that part down also for the house here.  This is part of the reason of why I am getting to the laundry once every 2 weeks around the household here and alot of other things that are up my sleeve also.  Some will learn that I am not playing by the total rules here with some folks that are in the area.  So now at this point in time here the funny part of what I am doing here is that I will get alot of the things lower for the household and do not care in what I have to do also to get the bills that low around here.  My poor Husband started laughing when I told him how much the gas bill for the house is and was for the budget plan.  When he heard the total of the one bill around here he shook his head and did not say much about it at all.  All he asked was what are you trying to do for the bills and when I told him that I wanted everything cheap here he agreed to it.  I am making a point to some folks that know me totally and that is part of the family that I will see in Illinois also here soon.  Part of what I am doing here is to scare some of the family members in what I can do for my place also.  Since some do not cook what so ever and afew other things at their place and would rather mouch off of other family members around they will hear me this go around.  When some have not got that I am the cheap one and have some beat to snot in the family here it works out for the best also with me.  Now some will see in how cheap that I am around the household and will start laughing when I am down in Illinois for about 2 weeks.  The best part is that I do not have to do much at all to get that much cheaper around here for my household.  Since I am switching everything over still for the place it is getting cheaper around the place.  I am still thinking of ways to get things that much cheaper for the household with coupons and sales along with other things also here.  Also I have realized that I am eating better around my household since I am getting cheaper with the prices on the grocery bill.  With that part said around here I will make muffins and other things during the week to eat and there is always the sandwich maker also for things here in the house.  This is what is getting to some folks also about me here since I have not been on the system for years and still get things that are on the cheap and have to make from scratch here for the household.  I have to laugh sometimes here in the household since I did learn over the years that some were right on the stand mixers.  The KitchenAid mixer gets a work out around here totally without a problem since I am cooking most of the time around here instead of going out to eat like some do also in the area.  With things said and done I will have to get up on the KitchenAid site to see what else I can get for my stand mixer also before I leave here. 

Nice suprize

Well I got a nice suprize again yesterday afternoon here.  The chair that I ordered came in earlier than I expected and others also.  So now to rearange my livingroom to get the chair in and planted here in the the main room here.  I will end up doing alot of it myself here and oh well totally.  So now at this time I have to plot out some things here and that is ok by me here also for the next 4 days here and go with it all.  At least it will help me out around here to have someone there with me cleaning for part of tomarrow.  Since some things I can not move by myself here at all after the surgery and yes I have an appointment before I leave to see how I am healing up.  At least that much around here to say the least.  So now at this point in time here some days are just done in and others that I have to deal with the pain also.  Most days I work around the pain and today is one of them days here also.  I have alot to get done before some get back here tonight with their laundry also.  With that part here at least I will be hanging my laundry around here and going from there today.  That is what bothers some folks that know me around here also is that I am the cheap one out of the bunch nomatter in what I do.  As I told my Husband last weekend that I had to throw some of the laundry into the dryer period since it is not totally dry.  He looked at me and said well why anyway and he almost got biffed as I laughed.  So after that part of things here some have figured it out that sometimes I do what I have to and that is why we have the dryer totally around here also.  With alot of what I do around here I take a long hard look at things and see if I can do them all cheaper for the household.  That means hanging the laundry also along with cutting other things down while I am at it for the place that is what I do here.  There are things that I do that will not work for everyone at their household and I do not expect it to what so ever at all.  I started reading things while I was at the trailer and seeing in what would work best for the place at the time.  Not everyone wants to take the time to cut the dryer sheets in half at all around their place at all and cut down on some things to streach things out.  I have came to the fact of it around here and I do not say much about it at all to some folks that start hollering now.  When some folks use way to much in their household and can not understand in why they are as broke as they are also by the end of the month around their place.  I gave up with some folks trying to tell them in how I do things and ya may as well try it when you are totally broke.  Now with the laundry around here I can get full loads every 2 weeks around the household here without a problem at all.  With that said around here some have said that they do things around their place every 2 weeks and go bonkers when they run out of things totally.  It also depends on what I do for the day around the household also here.  Sometimes things are not that dirty at all if I do not do alot during the day here also.  Also I do hang alot of the laundry up around the household also here. 

Have to laugh

Well since some noticed that I have went that cheap around here for the household here as of this morning of course.  The funny thing about all of it is that the person that I was talking to this morning was thinking of getting some drying racks for his place and wanted to see one of the small ones that I had.  I told him straight out that is one of the smaller ones that do not expand and I have the others also here for the place.  He was sold to save money on his power bill also at this time.  I started laughing at that time since some have known that I was cheaper than snot years ago here and I am worse now for the being cheap part also after all of these years.  With that said some wanted to see me to make sure I was doing ok still after all of these years also this morning.  With a free call over the computer here it is not that bad so far this morning.  Nothing better than to talk with an old friend and for free on top of it here.  So now at this point in time yes I am that cheap around here and like it that way of course.  Either way around my place I will be going cheaper around the household weather some like it or not out of me here.  That is the nice part about being let loose from some people that do not mind me doing things for the household at all here.  When I started cutting back on things I was at the trailer of course and had no other choice in the matter on that part.  Alot of it came to the household also here without a problem at all.  I am still cutting down on the laundry soap and fabric softener around here and the dish soap also while I am at it all.  Also I have been leaving alot of things off during the day here while I have been at it all.  So now at this point I want to see the power bill totally around here at the house and work on that part of things yet again here.  It is how I am and will try to get things down to 35 dollars a month of course for that bill.  With that said here I will always work on the budget to get it that much cheaper here in the household also.  This is what gets to some folks that know me all to well around the area. 

Shaking my head

Well I know that the kids miss me totally around here that I use to baby sit.  I miss them also except for I do not miss the knots in my back when I was there.  Also the almost 3 year old is not eating lunch at all around with the new person at this time.  I know this since I had to fight her to eat.  With that said here the kids got use to what I did around their place totally and miss the fact that I had something good going down also while I was there.  So now at this point in time here I have learned even more so to not get stressed out as much here at all so the knots do not become worse.  As a friend of mine said that what was going on was not good at all on myself nor anyone else at all.  That is another reason of why I quit the job totally around here and knowing that I could not keep up with the household niether while I was at it also.  So now the place is coming along with being clean around here and I am not getting hollered at as much.  At this point in time I know that I can not go back at all here and some have to face it in the area.  Sometimes I have to think of myself and my household first other than anyone or anything else here also when all said and done.  So now at this point in time since I am on the cleaning rampage here totally it is a good thing in away here also.  Since I do not have to get to the laundry around here except every 2 weeks here I see the water bill going down here for the household.  My Husband started laughing about it since it is one of the habbits that I do on and off around the household and always have.  Since I am not working anymore with snotty noses it is all the better for myself here on doing that part cheaper than snot .  It also makes that part of the housework that much easier here.  I get full loads and it saves money at any household nomatter what goes on.  I do not use the dryer hardly at all for the place and that just drags the cost of getting to the laundry that much cheaper around the household also.  With that said I started with 2 drying racks at the trailer and had 2 lines up for the stuff that would not fit on the racks at all.  Now at this point in time I have 6 drying racks and 7 lines in the basement totally here and it does help out alot to say the least.  With that said my power bills have been about 50-70 dollars during the months that I have not ran the window units for some cool air here in the household.  Also I do turn off alot of things during the day here while my Husband is not here at the house while I am at it to drag it that much further down in costs for the household.  Alot of folks in the area here do not get in why I do the things that I do for the household here and that is ok by me around here also.  Just like when I get things on sale and use coupons also while I am at it so I can streach out the dollars for the household here.  It works out well when I can do all of this and stock up the household totally for things that are needed and I do not run out of things like others do all of the time at their place.  When some told me this week that they get the 5 for 19.99 for meats I about fell off the chair totally at their place and said that I can get meats cheaper than that for my place.  Pluss we do not run out about a week before the first of the month comes up also or when the food stamps come out.  Since I have not been on the system in years at all here some are mad about it.  So now at this point in time since I do have a tight budget in place already and some have not got that part of things at all since they spend every penny that goes into the household still they all get mad about that part also in what I do.  I try to get enough to float the house payments at the beginning of the month here and go from there totally.  Also what is going on with some is that now since things have not changed at their place at all at this time some get mad when others do well and keep a stocked household on alot of things.  Pluss the bills are paid off while we are at it in some places.  I guess this is why I pick up the nickels when I can in different places and go from there for extra money.  When some start complaining here to me about some things and I just shake my head and tell them to start with the nickels again for their place since they sit on a gold mind for it all.  When I can pick up 10 cents just by walking in there is a problem here and I know it.  There is gas and extra money for things that they all can pick up for free just by going for a walk in where they are.  Since some do not get it I have left alot of it alone here to tell them in what to do anymore for things.  Also they pay top dollar for things that they should know to save the money untill the end of the month when alot of the household needs are on sale. 

Long day

Well yesterday was a long day to say the least around here and that is ok.  It could have been totally worse here to say the least.  With alot of what is going on around here I am rolling with what life gives me at this point in time also.  Also I will be hideing the paper towels around here without a problem at all now since I did ask someone to stay here while I am gone for about 2 weeks.  I swear that some eat paper towels totally around their own household and I be danged if they are going to do it here in my household.  This is why I have cleaning rags under the sink here in my household and I have been like that since we were in the trailer also.  It has saved me enough money around the household that it hurts over the years.  I figure with using the paper towels it comes out to about 3 rolls a week if not more if you are always cleaning with them or other wise around the household.  I bought paper towels for the household in January since I was down to about 3 rolls and I am working on the last roll out of the 3 at this point in time here and still have an 8 pack of them in the spare room here since I bought them.  With that said I have the savings of about 200 dollars a year on that part if not more now.  When I first started using the rags to start cleaning everything starting in the trailer and did not think it would work at all around there.  It did and I have been doing that part of the cheap side ever since then.  Since my Husband does not mind when I start pulling the cleaning rags out around here at all I have kept the rags either under the sink and near the bathroom totally on top of one of the rolling carts that are here in the household.  It gets to some folks that I do use cleaning rags for the household and no I do not use them for anything else in the household.  Also what gets to alot of folks is that since I have been cutting down on alot of things for the household here and getting the cheaper things here to make everything streach out to the max.  With that said here for the place alot of things are getting switched over still here and I have no choice but to use what is here also that I have stock piled for the household.  With the complainers it bugs them that I try to keep some things on hand either way I go around here totally.  Since I do not pay that much for what I do get it makes it all worth my time here to pick things up on sale here for the household and it works out for me also.  Since I try not to run out on some things for the household here that is what gets to the complainers the most here with myself.  Another thing that gets to some folks is that I will do a heavy shopping trip about once a month around here and will get lists up for it in what is really needed for the household also.  It works out better that way here in my eyes. 

Wasting

Well it was a waste of time and gas to try to get my blood work done here this morning totally.  What can I say besides no insurance at all.  So now I know that I will not get touched at all around here for anything at all now it is ok.  Oh well on it and I will not know some things at all now.  What gets to me more than anything is that it was a huge waste that I could have been doing something else around the household here this morning totally.  Also it was a bad morning anyway and I should have known not to go out at all around here with my back trying to kill me also.  What else can I do for the day around here except to take it easy I guess and do what I can otherwise around the household here for the day.  So now at this point in time here the bad thing is that I may not get much done of course but then again who cares on that part of things since I got alot done yesterday around here.  So maybe that is why I am hurting also around here today.  So now I will have to get back into the truck here and get out to the res. again for what I ordered totally since it took them almost a month to get a pair of boots in.  At this point in time I am just about livid around here and do not wander why niether of course.  So I will be going that much cheaper for the day and will get a move on for some things that need to be done around here also.  That is another bad start to the morning here at my place totally here.  Ok so strike number 3 is coming up and I can tell already on things here in the household already.  Anyway at least the rest of the day here will be on the cheap side and it will not be so bad I guess once I get started around here also.  I need to be recharged totally around the household and that is part of the problem at this point.  Oh well I better get my toush on the move around here and see what kind of trouble I can get into at this point in time.

What a day

Well I found out what is wrong with the truck totally around here and one code said it all here totally.  So now it will be fixed here I hope today around here and go from there totally here.  Also I picked up like 10 cents while I went to talk to someone around the area.  It is sick I know and that was from the back lot to their door totally.  So now at this time that motivated me to start walking again here in the mornings and evenings in the cover of darkness so I can pick up the nickels again for the household here.  I will have to do something around here totally to keep busy for the rest of the week and weekend for the place and make some money around here.  The funny part is that I can get at least 40 dollars for about 3 months and it works for me around here totally.  So now I know of why I have been going cheaper around here also while I am at it all here and others have got on the band waggon with me around the household also over the years.  I had to laugh around here totally when some were asking for coupons for formula for her baby also since she forgot that I am the cheapest around here totally and then some.  Been there done it for folks and asked for coupons on line and got 3 bottles worth of formula also while I was at it.  So now also with some I got nailed today here in how cheap I really am since some started hollering about only having a dollar untill the first here at their place.  What can I say about it is that I am a bad apple about saying that I am broke totally to them and they know that I will do what I have to to bring in extra money around here for the household.  I told them straight out I have ordered something around here totally and I had to save up for it also besides going down to Illinois also here.  So with that said around here since I do have 2 birds, a cat, and a dog they think that it is easy on me around here to keep up with things along with other things also.  So now at this point in time here I can say that with what I do for the household here maybe a good thing compaired to others in the area also and it is not good in what was said in passing at all here to me.  Since some have noticed that I do not use paper towels at all around here for the household they have realized that I save more than they do at their place at this point in time also here. 

Shaking my head

Well I am shaking my head over last night still and it is not good at all.  I expect the worst out of what happened to the truck totally around here and I am going from there.  After all said and done around here it is plain out nuts totally.  Also I am happy that I have got alot more mouthy around here while I am at it all for not going back down to Illinois after this next month.  What can I say about it all here besides I am not the rich person that some think I am around here at all.  I went down the cheap path for a reason around here totally and tough cookies for some people.  Put it this way since I am the cheap one that everyone knows here totally I will be taking food down with me for the trip along with other things also.  Ok so I may get a cup of coffee here and there and more or less in Ohio or Indiana once all said and done on the way down and on the way up the Ohio, PA state line.  Pluss I will get the Stake n Shake fix while I am in Illinois also while I am there.  So now at this point in time yes I have been saving for the trip and that is how it all is around here.  Now here I told 2 people that after this trip do not expect me down at all when I leave and that is it.  So now at this point in time I will get down there some how some way and be done with it all.  I would rather have this time my last and be here in NY State.  Also I will say something to a couple that I know here and will have one of them stay here also at my place while I am gone.  It will be a nice break for the both of them at this point in time.  Now that I have been on the cheap side for so long here it is hard to start spending money totally around the household.  This is what gets to alot of people here in NY State and I could care less on it now.  This is how I am and refuse to change for anyone around that knows me.  So now at this point I did find out that the one house is being sold down in Illinois here and that is ok now with me after I have thought about it also here.  As I told some people lastnight here I had a hard time with the trailer and the house here to keep up with all the bills.  This is why I am going that much cheaper at this point in time here totally for the household and there is maybe 4 people that know in what I am doing around here to get that much cheaper to say the least.  And yes while I am home in what ever I get in cans and bottles if they have the deposit slip on them they will get thrown into a bag and dragged back up to NY State also here with me and will snap some people if they take the nickles from me while I am down in Illinois.  This will get to one of my aunts while I am there also.  With that said here this is why there are some things that will not change here with myself and will take them with me to my Grandmothers household also here.  So now at this point in time here the cheaper I go with alot of things the better off that I am for my own household and go from there.  I will continue to hang laundry here and other things also while I am at it and some people have not got the point in how and why I do that part of things around here at all.  When it saves money around here I will do it and somethings will not get done at all since I will not lower my standards on it.  Just like when I read when one woman used the cloth napkins off the table at her place for the T.P. and washed them and put them back on the table also.  That is stuping to a new low for some people to save money totally or down right cheap or stupid one around a household.  My Husband looked at me and said do not even dare to do that around here at all and he realized that I would not do that at all here for my place.  Also now at this point in time I refuse to wash out the zipper bags that have had meat in them here for the household.  So at this point in time some will go even cheaper than that in what I have stated.  Granted there are cheaper things out there and I need something that will hold up to the laundry and other things around the household also for the cleaners.  Pluss I will save the nickels that I pick up off of the side of the road and parking lots around here nomatter what in what is going on around here.  Also another thing is around here is that since somethings go my way and will coninue to do so around here. 

Shaking my head

Well now some know that I have been cheap for all of these years for a reason around here totally after I left Illinois.  The person could not believe that I had pulled out the cheap/frugal card for this long at all for the last 18 years at all now and they now know.  When I can pull up to about 200 dollars into another account to save up for things and for when we are really broke in about 2 months out of the year I must be doing something around the household weather I was at the trailer or in the house here either way now.  I guess this is why I have been really thinking on ways to cut down on the budget even more for the house here in the past 11 months and got the fact going in my mind totally.  And some were right tonight when they said I grew up in the St. Louis area also and no wander I have came up swinging hard as of late also on being that much cheaper.  With that said I know when I have lost a battle and can care less at this point in time now.  I have had to give on some things around the place and now I am totally done.  This will be the last time I will be in the Illinois area and some better get use to the fact on that one here.  Also I got asked again to go to a high school reunion and I again told the person Hell No I ain't coming period again tonight.  IF I run into the person while I am there this go around I will tell her face to face in how I feel and that is it at this point in time now.  Some will never know in what it is like being married to a Truck Driver at all and never will since she married a Doctor and never had to struggle at all at times of the year.  The last time I seen the person I said hi to be nice and asked how the person was doing and got told tough and you are not a friend of mine period and that was 6 years ago.  I laughed at the person and walked away totally from them.  So now at this point I am going down one last time to get what I asked for and to pick some brains on recipes from them and will come back to NY State after that and not look back.  I have also found out that I have done things the easy way for myself and nobody can hang that part over my head at all at this point in time.  So now I will continue to be cheaper than snot around here to support my household and go from there.  I have no choice at this point in time.  Since some have not figured it out at all in what I do here it is for the best at this point in time also.  Even if they did they would not like in what I have to do to keep the place afloat within the month at all.  Or maybe the math came easy to me here to make the house work, I am not sure as of yet.  So now at this point in time I am just wandering now in how some people have really made it and some of us others have had to really struggle totally all of these years to make it in the world. 

Shaking my head

Well today I got the tires on here and got some other things done also here.  Now to get dinner the rest of the way done here along with other things and we are all good to start driving again later on.  So now at this point in time here it will be nuts to say the least and we will go from there.  Tomarrow everything will blow up around here with me cleaning totally.  Between getting to the laundry here and other things that will need to be done of course.  The nice thing about tomarrow is that I can take my time on most of the laundry that I have here and now.  With that said I will be getting to the laundry from now on about every 2 weeks around here if not longer from now on.  There is a reason behind it of course and why bother to do mini loads anymore than what I have to around the household.  Ok so one reason of why I do not mind not working around here at all to say the least is that now I can do things on my time and not get called in anymore to work during the week here.  Also another thing is that I am still saving money without a problem at all and even more so now around the household here.  The funny thing is around here also is that some just do not get that without the kids or with the kids they do not need as much around the household to keep them busy at all.  That is why my power bill is lower than most around the area here and now.  Since I do not have the gaming systems and the need to watch T.V. or other things 5 days a week here and for the most part have everything off during the week including not using the dryer at all hardly it works.  Ok so it takes awhile for things to dry down stairs totally and I do not mind it one bit.  The thing that will get to more people here when I go home is that I will have a stack of coupons with me and will get more while I am home also.  May as well do what I can around here to save money totally.  And it is about the only time some will see me get coffee out more than normal also.  I will be on somewhat vacation time anyway and that is a huge treat to me also along with some other things here.  Also here the other thing is that I can be cheap enough around here and down there without a problem at all.  Even cheaper down in Illinois than I am up here in NY State at this time.  Between the coupons and other things around the household while I am there it will be funny to say the least when some find out.  Also now at this point some have not figured out in how I have done it at all around my household at all. 

Cooking already

Well I am cooking already around here and it was put in the crock pot last night here for the household of course.  That is what makes the crock pots so nice around the household is that you can get other things done while you are cooking dinners or suppers depending on how you look at it and not have to worry about turning it and watching it constantly.  Pluss it takes less power than the ovens that take power also.  So now at this point in time I will be using it for next weeks dinner also for the household while I am at it here.  Since I did get my cabbage for the year here at the flea market and farmers market.  I make my own way of cabbage rolls in the crock pot all of the time here and some like it all better than the regular rolls.  With that said you basically layer it all instead of rolling the cabbage.  So now at this point in time there are always tricks of the triad in the kitchen of doing things of course in any household.  Just like when I said before get a recipe and make it your own after you fix it the first time.  Then this way you can add something that you and the family thought was missing out of the meal.  It works like a charm and this way everyone eats without any problems.  So now at this time there has been really no arguements at all in the household this week since I did alot of the cleaning totally here during last week while I was alone in the household.  With that and afew other things that went on at least I know that some things will never change here for the household at all here and now.  So here I am knowing that it all starts over again when I drop my Husband off at his work here today with alot of things here in the household.  What I do is rutine and that is what has helped in the past 19 months around here.  Since most Mondays around here are the heavy cleaning days along with Fridays here in my household I do what I can to get it all done thru the day of course.  Just like this past Friday around here I asked a girlfriend of mine if she was coming over since I needed a break from cleaning around the household here.  The poor girl could not believe in how much I got done around the household at all by the time she got here.  Since I got way to much done on Friday it has helped out for this weekend here totally with some things here.  This is what gets to some people that know me.  So now at this point in time here I will say that I do what I can when I can to get things done for the household here.  When I am feeling good that is when alot of things get done and cleaned up totally around here.  I will say that I do have alot of laundry to do for the next few days around here and that part will get done also here this week of course and my Husbands laundry comes first as normal for the 2nd household as I call it.  Since I hang alot of the laundry up around here I got that part done lastnight here and went from there.  I also cleared out one of the racks also lastnight so I could have more room to hang things up while I was at it all.  With that said here yes I have laundry hanging up that needs to come down and have not got to it all yet.  So that is this weeks project that I have is to get alot of the stuff that is dry down and folded along with put away around here then to get more of that part done also for the household.  So now this is part of the reason of why I try to streach out that part of the household also here with the laundry deturgent.  With that this is why I try to keep stocked up on some things here in the household totally.  Also it insures me that I will not run out anytime soon also around the household.  At this point in time when you can get things on the buy one get one free pick up at least 2 if not more on some things if it is a good buy.  That is why I got the laundry deturgent around here along with a coupon also while I was at it all.  My Husband does not mind when I do something like that at all for the place.  Another thing with the groceries and other things here at the household I do the same thing to keep it all stocked for the winter also.  And I am happy I told some no about moving to the mountian 4 years ago here totally now.  With the van I would not be able to get out in the winter time to get the shopping done for the household at all.  Along with it I would have to get at least 3 months worth of groceries at a time for the place if we all did.  That was one thing I was worried about and being totally cut off from everyone totally where they are at.  So that is why I said no for the most part around here totally on moving to far away from the area.  That and now I can still walk to places if the truck is down and still get things done nomatter what is going on around here. 

Long day

Well it has been a long day so far and tomarrow is looking no better around here also once I think about it here.  And the tires will be done here tomarrow to say the least.  It will be nice for a change in not having to fill them twice a week around here also.  And yes it will get done on the cheap here also for that part here for the truck also again.  So as I sit here and wait on the washer to get done so I can get more of the laundry done here tonight and hung up to get it dry again it will not be that bad I guess.  The bad part about it all around here is the hurry up and wait game for alot of it here in the household.  This is what gets to alot of folks that know me and really have not been here at the household for that long at all to really see in what I do to save money on here.  When I get the coupons to cut the price down and to start hanging laundry to save on the power bill it makes folks wander in what is wrong with me here and why I do the things that I do for the house.  Another thing is around my place is that I think before I get something for the household here also.  I ask myself all of the time do I really need something and most of the time it is no since the household is stocked up here and that I really do not need much around here also.  So that is why I ask myself the question over and over again at times while I am out of the household here.  Now at this point in time here since some things go on around here totally and some things can not be avoided at all that is needed also around the place.  With that said here sometimes you can not help if there is a really good deal out there and you have some extra money to help you out in the long run also.  At this point in time also there are alot of things that are done with the stock around here to keep it up here.  Take laundry needs like the deturgents, sheets and or softener, along with bleach there is alot that gets gone thru nomatter in what is going on in every household.  In what I do with that part is try to keep at least 4 bottles of laundry deturgent here in the house and the box of dryer sheets I cut in half totally, the bleach I always keep at least 3 bottles of that part also here for the place, and with the fabric softener I try to keep at least 2-4 bottles of that also here.  With that said some figure that the bottle will last maybe 2 weeks in their place total there.  With my place the bottle will last at least 2 months if not longer around here in my place. 

Shaking my head

Well I am sitting around and thinking here totally.  When I have noticed that some people around the area really do not care at all in what they do even with kids in the household and refuse to streach out the money at all.  Maybe I got lucky in the since of my truck is paid off totally and have a strict budget set up for the household.  Even though the house is not paid off as of yet and that is ok at this point in time with me since the payments are made once a month around here and over paid at times.  With that said when I have tried to explain to someone you have to over pay the one payment in order for it to come down she did not get that part of what I explained at all.  And I did not wander anymore in why 2 out of the 3 boys had problems out of their math homework when I was sitting for the mother after that.  So now at this point in time here since I am paying things off slowly in some cases it works out for the budget totally.  Also with that I have been thinking of going cheaper for myown household anyway here also and have been doing that part totally in the past several months.  It goes along with streaching out in what we all have here and paying less for alot more than what some have also realized out of me in the household here.  This has what got to alot of folks as of late in what I have been doing for the household.  When I can make dinners for pennies on the dollars around here totally it is well worth it to me to do so.  Also here since I am using less power here during the day here for the household some people are shocked on it.  With that I have the radio on alot of the times during the day and that is it around here totally.  When the girls would come over once a week here they would ask for the T.V. and I would tell them no and that they were at my place now and not their parents so I would not budge on that part at all.  So that is where the one wanted to listen to Rush during the day and thought it was just the coolest thing about my house besides the dog and the birds.  I can also say that some were totally shocked also when they came over and seen the wet laundry outside and hanging on the drying racks that day while she was dropping the girls off to the household here.  Ok so why bother to run the dryer when I do not have to at all here.  With that I have 6 drying racks to hang laundry on and that does not include the 7 lines in the basement at all also while I am at it all.  I started hanging laundry up over at the trailer totally and kept it up here at the house.  That part goes hand in hand in what I do with other things in the household also here.  I also do not get all the quick foods as I call it for the household here to where you grab and eat.  That is what bothers some people that I know since there is not the microwave meals nor lunch meats in the house at all.  That is also why some like Liberty Ann were concerned that I would not cater to her at all on that part of the kitchen along with other things in the household.  I guess this is why I went that much cheaper while my Husband and I were in the trailer at the time also then this way things were paid and out of the way on alot of things for the place at the time.  Also since I started down the road on the cheap/frugal side around here it has worked out better than I expected.  Now that I have alot of the bills under controle around the house after myself and my Husband bought it at this time it scares alot of folks in the area in where we all live now.  All I can do is keep up with my household here and that is about it and if others do not like it then it is tough cookies on them around my place. 

Shaking my head

Since I forgot about some things here and the one gal up at the doctors office started laughing about it and said that I was totally normal.  So now at this point I have to get my toush in gear here to get that done totally also around here while I am at it.  All I can say is that it does happen at times with me here and I do not mind what so ever at this point in time at all.  Anyway at this point in time here yesterday was a somewhat dud around here for cleaning totally.  Even though I got out for abit yesterday here and it did not help at all on some things.  I got over to Walmart for some things that are cheaper there than other places and I know most of the cashiers still that are there.  Since most of the folks there know that I am the cheap one out of the bunch and do not mind keeping stocked on some things for the household at this time.  The order consisted of peanutbutter for the 2nd kitchen and a few other things here that I am totally out of here at my place.  I know that some folks do not understand in what I do for the household at all around here in the area totally now.  Then again some do since they have the same amount of turkeys as I do for the hollidays at their place and we laugh about it all.  May as well pick something like that up when it is at the rock bottom prices of the year anyway.  When you can get turkeys at about 10-18 cents a pound that is when you pick them at least 2 birds.  There is alot of ways that you can cut the costs in the household totally when you start looking around and notice that in what is going on.  As I say that if you have kids in the household start looking around and do they really need the juice boxes and pouches totally.  Alot of it is a quick fix in some of our eyes for the kids to keep them happy in the household.  I have noticed that with the kids that I was sitting for also around the one household.  Just like oh turn on the T.V. for them totally also.  When the almost 3 year old looked at her father and said I wanna listen to Rush daddy he freaked out.  I had to laugh and told her she had to wait untill noon to listen to her Rush.  Ok so I got the 3rd generation hooked on listening to him totally.  I did leave a note stating on the channels that he is on that I knew of before I left.  Also I noticed that the girl ate better listening to the radio there at the end.  So now at this point in time all I can do is somewhat worry about the kids and go from there.  Since they all knew for the most part that I was doing things cheaper than most that they all knew around their place and they did not mind at all in what I was doing.  The other thing is that the kool aid and the gallon size Gatorade premixes were cheaper than what was spent on at their place totally.  There are some things that I refuse to budge on and that is one of them totally around the household at this point in time.  Just like when I started switching over the cleaners and afew other things here for the household totally I got asked why and I told the person of the why I am doing things like this.  She shook her head and said I can not do that part since some will not let me.  I looked at her and asked who's the adult in the household and the kids have no say in what you get at the stores at all at this point in time.  I understand on the laundry deturgent totally around the household and there is other things that the gal can do to cut the costs totally other than that part of things.  Just like when I told the person to get out to the stores early to get the discounted meats at the stores and that it would not hurt anyone at all when it is in the freezer to use at a later date.  Pluss she would not have to worry about the next weeks meat bill at the store at all for her place if she shopped smart for the household. 

Shaking my head

Well I forgot about needing blood work done for the one doctor for today.  Oh well at least I got a call this time from the office here.  So now at this point I may as well can the appointment here and go from there this morning.  Shows in how nuts it has been around here totally.  If I did not quit babysitting when I did I would have to can the appointment anyway around here.  Since I got the girls for at least 2 hours in the middle of the week normally and it was just not worth it any more.  So now at this point in time I got lucky and stopped that part around here totally.  Anyway at this point in time at least I can stay at home for the most part now and think for myself once again here.  Also I have came to realize that I have to take care of myself before I take care of someone else also around here.  Within the past week here of not having the kids it has done me well.  I know that my neck has almost stopped hurtting also around here since I have stopped that part of things.  Pluss I have also noticed that I am picking more during the day than what I was while I had the kids.  When I say picking around here is I eat something thru out the day nomatter what is going on here now.  With that being said here knowing that I eat thru the day to say the least and go from there.  Some do not get in what I do on that part of things here at all.  So now since I am on strike with somethings here I am feeling better also while I am at it.  Now that I am feeling good and the gal that I worked for wants me to come back to sit for the kids and I want no part of it at all.  I know that stress triggers my neck around here and since that part went down totally here I am not in as much pain at all.  Pluss on top of it all it has gave me a chance to rework my budget in the past week here also.  This is the part that is getting to me totally around my household.  Since I do not have alot of the stress from some households anymore now I got to thinking alot more about what I can do for myown household here.  I have also talked with alot more folks after all that has went on here.  So now I know that in the past week here the house is mainly clean again and I can think yet again to do more here.  It seems strange that I can do all of this without a problem now after some things that have went on.  At this point in time here now I have been also plotting for the household to start cleaning again here.  It keeps me busy also in the household here.  So now at this point in time since I am doing more on the cheap side here totally in the household and making it all work out for the best here totally.  With that part at least I will never be board around the household at all here. 

Plotting still

Well I did not get much done yesterday and that is ok by me here.  So I will get things done today along with paying some people while I am at it around here.  With the truck mainly togeather except for the tires that need to be changed here anyway then the fun begins totally here after that.  So now at this point in time here things will be done on the cheap and go from there today.  Alot of what will go on today here is cleaning and since I am not working anymore it makes it nice that I can take my time with it now and take a total day off when I feel like it from everything here at the household.  Also with some things that have went on this past weekend here at least I did get some things done in the household that my Husband was impressed with totally.  What gets to me the most here is that I am not fighing with the kids anymore at all and I have more energy to do what I need to do for my household here also.  So now at this time I can say that with alot of the things that have been going on here at the household that it does not seem that strange that I am not working anymore at all now and I am able to get alot more done during the day of course.  With that said here I will get alot done here today than what others figure that I will without anyone here except me of course.  That is the best thing around here totally with me.  So now at this point in time since I am still switching everything over here in the household it has not been that bad at all when the back stock is getting used up around here.  Since some in the household here do not mind in what I do for the place at all of course it makes it alot easier on me.  With getting the dish soap for 90 cents if not cheaper here depending on what mood I am in when we start to run out around here is what I get also for the household.  I would rather pay the 90 cents than the 3 dollars for other name brands out there in the stores.  So now at this point in time this is what some do not get about me at all is when I have gone to the cheaper side of things here at my household and do not care in what others think of what I am doing at all.  With that I have also got the price of laundry deturgent down also for the household.  There is twice the product of what I got now for the back stock again and it is cheaper on the wallet also while I am at it all.  I have used Purex on and off during the years here and will start sticking with it again for the household from now on unless I get acouple of bottles of Ajax of course.  The funny thing about that part of things is that in the household I will use what I can to cut the dirt out of the laundry and my Husband knows this totally and that is why he does not mind it one bit in what I do to cut the costs for the household here.  Just like the steam mop that we have here for the floors it works wanders and every so often you still have to get down on your hands and knees to get to the floors also.  It is not that bad when you think about it all in what I will do to keep the household clean at this time and it creates alot less arguements also with the both of us here. 

Plotting

Well I am plotting again around here in where to start in on the household for cleaning again.  Since it is not that bad around here I may just skip today and work on it tomarrow around here totally.  So here I am also thinking cheaper thoughts for the household while I am at it all for the day.  At this point in time here may as well since some have not figured it all out in what I have been doing for my place at all.  Some only know in parts of what I have been doing for the place.  And it is not that bad in what I have been doing also with cutting the costs for the household at all.  When I get coupons for things and start shopping on the cheap around the place pluss turn everything off during the day some do not think much of it at all.  Others love to complain about it all when I hold up the line with the coupons and discounts at a store.  So now at this point in time here at least I know that alot of things will be done from now on here in the house without a problem at all since I am not going all of the time.  With the kids it was somewhat rough since they are use to one thing at their household and to come over here and they do not get to watch T.V. at all once they are here during the day nor play on the computer also while we are all at it.  I am very picky about things here in my own household and the kids did not like it at all while they were here during the day.  Oh well I run my place different than their parents do and tough.  I told the kids that at one point in time you will understand in what I am doing when you are old enough to pay bills and are out on your own totally.  The 2 oldest boys understood totally in what I was saying and the 3 younger ones do not have a clue yet.  So when I got asked by one of the boys how can you cook so well on the cheap side of things and make it all taste so good when others can not do it.  I explained it to him that it takes practice and watch and learn since I told his mom that I was cooking a one pot dinner for that night.  The boy looked at me when he tasted in what I made and was shocked in what I could do.  Now knowing some folks can not cook at all for the household and they all make the same things time and time again since the children will not eat anything else at all I gave them some balance while I was cooking for them.  What I thought was funny was that all 3 boys hated onions by their parents and they really liked onions at that point in time.  Just like some of the boys loved peppers in the household also and 2 out of the 3 understood in why I could not eat the peppers at all nor handle them at that point.  It also does not help that the parents do not give a Damn in what they all do with the kids nor to the babysitter in some cases and some of it I did not mind at all untill they all made it a habbit of doing things and dumping them on me around the household.  When I can say that when I had to push the almost 3 year old to eat breakfast and lunch around the household there is a problem totally there.  I have also noticed in what my kids would just wolf down the girls refused to eat period.  So now at this point in time maybe it was for the best that I did not work for the people anymore at all and I am saving alot more now than what they all thought I was not now.  Pluss since the stress levels have went down I am not hurting as bad also while I am at it all.  Also the arguements have went down to squat in my household while I am at it this past weekend on top of things.  This is what gets to me here totally here and now.  Ok so I am the cheap one out of the bunch nomatter in what goes on and some realize this totally here and others have not.  The last time we all went out in my household I got one of my girlfriends by the hair and said you're going with us and she loved it after all said and done.  It was a cheap night out and we all had fun also.  So now after all said and done some of us can go out on a budget and still have fun with it all and go from there.  Anyway I may as well get started in on the housework here and I will be back later on today.

Laughing now

Well there are several of us that go up to the one store on the corner of the neighborhood since it is cheaper than other places depending on what you want there.  And since they take coupons also around the area it is all good here for shopping there.  So here I am thinking on alot of things still and now I know in what and how I will start things around the household again.  That includes coupons and afew other things that can be started totally for places at this time to rake them over totally.  Ok I never said I did not do things the normal way either way that I went for the household to keep the stock up around here.  With that said I do not ask for much at all and my Husband knows this about me here also.  To have enough food and other things in the household here to keep it all going.  When some have asked me in how I do it all on the tight budget here and when I tell them they can not believe it at all.  When the power bill and the gas bills add out to be about 150 dollars a month if not less here I am doing something right here totally.  It is alot cheaper than the trailer ever thought about being here at the house with some bills totally.  So now at this point in time if I could just get the T.V. out of here it would be even better around here to say the least.  Since we all can get the scores on line for football and other things who needs the T.V. totally around my household.  Now at this point in time here knowing that I did the right thing by doing what I have done so far around here alot of folks would be madder than snot at me totally for the cheapness end that I have took here.  That includes my ex boss totally here.  Since I do not have a house phone at all and work off the cell phone it did not bother some people at all here when they were dropping off kids to me here.  That is another whole new ball game totally in itself.  Anyway there is so much that one person can do around the household and work also now.  I found that I would come home worse for wear when I was sitting for the kids.  And now since the household is alot cleaner in the past 5 days around here than it has been in months here.  That is the bad part about what was going on the worst was the fighting between myself and my Husband also here.  I knew when it started turing for the bad since I started slipping in what I was trying to do for the household also here.  So now at this point in time here I will be cleaning alot more and doing just plain out more on the cheap here for the household now on.  With doing alot of it on the cheap for the household here some have not got the fact that I will still get it done at the fraction of the costs here compaired to their household totally now.  Since I have been thinking about all of this here totally it will all come togeather for me and will work. 

Shaking my head

Well we are going on another day around here totally for my truck.  I do not mind it what so ever at this point in time since I can walk down the street here without a problem at all here.  So now I am just happy that I got away from some jobs around here also.  With that said here it gives me a chance to get that much cheaper without worrying about being called into work 3 days a week around here also.  Alot of what has happened around here in what some did not understand at all is that the kids took alot out of me and now after last week I am feeling better than ever without the stress.  So now as I said I will start thinking of ways to get that much cheaper for the household here and go from there.  Since some of us have been using the back stock up around here without a problem and have been rotating things here for the household it is not that bad at all at this point in time.  The wierd part of it is for the household here is that everything is stocked up without a problem and I do not need anything at all now.  As I have told folks sometimes you have to plan out things totally for the household and what is for meals and other things that are needed for the month.  I know that some people have not got it at all in what I am doing at this time.  I know also that I always had the frozen juices in the freezer instead of getting the boxes and the juice pouches totally when I had my kids in the household.  With the drink mixes they are cheaper than what some might expect for the household totally now.  Just like the koolaid packets for the household they work wanders when it is summer out since you can make freezer pops out of them also along with slushies.  This is what the girl that I worked for did not even do nor want to do at all with 5 kids in the household.  The funny part of it all was that the kids did not mind it when I would do things like that for them at all.  So now at this point in time I also noticed that there was the packaged in small cup with the jello and pudding snacks also in the fridge where I worked at and I wandered.  Since some had milk all of the time at their place and the boxes of the mix are cheaper than the pre made stuff some did not get the fact that they were wasting money left and right on some things.  I will say that the girl could not switch the laundry deturgnt because of the kids in the household and I understand that part of things totally.  Use what works for the laundry and not having the kids break out into a rash at all is the goal of any household.  So now at this point in time I knew that in what I was and still am doing would freak out where I worked at totally at this point and I did not mind it at all.  Just like when some came over and seen my laundry drying out in the driveway on the drying racks totally on some days here over the months they about had a fit when I was air drying the laundry.  It works for me and lowers my bills at the same time here for the household.  Yes sometimes I have to use the dryer here at my place and it is a rare thing that I do something like that here also.  So now at this point in time since I do alot of things on the cheap for the household without a problem at all it makes some people wander and then freak out totally also at the same time.  When my power bill was a fraction of theirs this summer even with the 2 room units going here it makes some think about what I could do otherwise also for the household here.  So now at this point in time there is alot more that I will do for the place and go from there.  The whole thing is that I have thought about alot of things to save and streach money here for the household and it has became habbit for alot of things either way that I turned totally.  I have even noticed that the gas is not flying out the door niether in the truck and went back to the 3 weeks than what I was going thru before here. 

Finally

Finally around here I can get that much cheaper around the household.  With alot in what I can do around here to get it that much cheaper it will work out for the best at this point in time.  Since I have time on my hands now to really think of what to do to cut more out of the budget here it will work out for the best either way I go.  So now at this point in time here I have already started gathering up the laundry and afew other things so I can start in on the household here without a problem at all this morning.  Maybe just maybe I can get a clean house and be done with it around here totally as of today.  Since my Husband started hollering at me last weekend to get things done for the place and I guess I was not moving fast enough for him at all that fight is still going on around here also on that part of things.  So I will be cleaning for most of the day on the cheap side and going from there this morning.  Also since I have the lines up in the basement here for the laundry to get it dry it will work out well again around here for this winter.  This is what some have not understood in what is really going on for in what I have been doing around here at all.  When I started with the cheap and frugal thing around the trailer totally some laughed at me and said it will never work at all for you so ya may as well hang it up now before you get started totally.  Well I ended up doing alot more than what they all expected and started that way.  Since then I have learned alot more and have done more also to streach things out around the trailer and the household here and that is what drives some folks that know me just totally nuts in what I do for both places.  With that said I started a stock pile of goods for the the trailer at the time and it got transfered over to the house here also.  When I started that part of things for either place it was really strange that I had enough things that would last for about a year at the trailer at the time that would not go bad at all.  I also started thinking of how I could store it all in the trailer while I was at it at the time.  It all got done and put away at the time also.  So now at this point in time I have a house and have spots for everything at this time totally.  Since after the surgery here I was working on top of it so now the place looks bad since I can only do so much after getting home.  Now at this point I told the mother straight out that I have to stop working at this point for my health and to get things done for the household since there are things that I am getting hollered for and other factors in the mix.  Now since this is the first week that I am totally off things will get done fairly quick since I do not have to struggle with the kids at all and there is hardly any lifting required at this point in time unless I want to now.  So with that said I will be doing more here in the household since I do not have to go anywhere at all at this point in time.  Now at this time here I will be doing alot more in the household to say the least and things are already getting done this morning.  I have started in on part of the household for cleaning here and I am feeling better already about it all.  Now some will get over of the not working anymore for some at all.  Since I have had the time to really think at this point in time on things also it was worse than what I thought and I will not look back on it at all now.  With that said here and now I can get out of town now without problems and the house will be clean also here while I am at it.  Now I know that in what would be asked of me around here when I am out also for next month here and I would have said no anyway to some.  So now I am taking the cheap route when I drive to Illinois here totally also and for the drive back.  It means the food will go with me along with water and other things while I am at it here.  May as well here totally.

Finally enough is enough

Well yesterday some finally got the point that enough is enough with me and the kids.  Since I have about a month before I leave for a week and guessing that I was suppose to stick around here in NY State to work instead of going to Illinois totally.  Also around here there is alot that I did not say on what really was going on with the place that I worked at.  When the kids come in still dressed in their jammies and not fed at all there is a problem.  I said something to the mother on Tuesday that the girls did not get fed untill I made them something to eat that morning.  The woman looked at me and said well it depends on when the girls get up is if they eat or not with their father and deal with it.  With yesterday also the almost 3 year old looked at her mother and said that she wanted me to come over totally to get her.  It comes to the point in time around me that when I am seeing that when I am the one that the kids want myself more than their parents it is time to get out and stop sitting.  I have had to stop since some have been hollering at me since I can not seem to get enough done around my own household at this time pluss deal with kids that are not even ours and dealing with the parents also.  So now at this point in time I will be cleaning for most of the day around here just so I can get it done.  Now at least I can say that I am almost ready to get things done around the household this morning.  At least I can say now that the lines down stairs here in the household are a good thing also since there is at least 2 loads of laundry around here that need to be washed and hung up here along with other things since I have been ignoring alot of things here.  So it maybe a good thing that I did stop working at this point and knowing that it was way to early to start in the first place anyway here.  So now at this point in time here it will work out for the best and go from there. 

Feeling normal

Well I am feeling normal once again around my own place finally here.  Now maybe I can get the household cleaned up to where I just do not throw up my hands anymore also at this point in time also.  It will all be done on the cheap end of course and there is no excusses of why it should not be anyway.  So as I sit here and started plotting out the day yet again here it is easier on me at this point in time also.  Since I thought I lost a bird yesterday after I was cleaning out the cages here I took it as a huge sign also that my crew here at the household really needs me home at this time.  So I have alot to do here with the household before I leave here within the month of course and go from there.  Since I have been trying to get things done and others not realizing in what I have been doing or trying to do for the place here and it has been hard for me since my Husband starts hollering about what I have not got things done at all for the place while I have been at it here for the past 3 months totally.  Last weekend here may have been the worst of it when I was trying to get laundry done along with the dishes and many other things also at the time here.  So now at this point in time I will have a clean house period weather some like it or not around here totally.  With all of it around here I will say that somethings that have been going down totally here were just not cool at all so now I do not have to worry about it at all in what is going on at other places.  I have came to the point of now it is not worth me getting screamed at here in the household at all over the things that I had no controle over at all and could not get to also while I was at it.  Now that I have picked myself back up around here totally from some things I feel better about myself totally now after some yesterday reminded me that I did not need the abuse at all and that others did not want me to leave the babysitting thing totally here I knew in what I had to do and have been trying to get out of it also.  After this past weekend of trying to get things done here at the household and getting talked down at on Sunday around here also I was done totally by that point in time.  Also when I got into work Tuesday with some not feeding the girls nor dressing them propperly for the morning I knew at that point in time I could not deal with much more at all.  So now at this point I am just happy to be out of the mess in some areas and will fix mine here totally within acouple of days also.  Alot of things have been slacking here at my place since I have been just dragging my feet after fighting the kids totally also.  Now at this point in time I will be doing for myself and the household totally and others will have to learn that I can only do what I can around here and that is it pluss some have to find other means of having another sitter totally for their place.  Since I will refuse to take the B.S. anymore here at all with alot of what I was doing here I knew and just had not made up my mind here untill yesterday afternoon.  So now with that said at least I will have cleared my mind by tomarrow to really start cutting on my budget again and be done with it for at least 3 months again here.  Another thing here is that at least I can hold my head up high now and do what I have to do at least to get that much cheaper for my place.  It is sad that I had to have my eyes opened up around here totally by someone that knows me all to well along with a bird on top of it.  Some do not know that I also ate enough crud from my Husband also with oh don't quit and in the same breath that the house is a total disaster on top of it.  So now that I will be working on the house today and tomarrow this should be good around here totally.  Also at this point in time I have also been thinking of alot more of what I could have been doing either way around here to keep it clean.  As one of the gals who is over all of the time she realized that I was trying to keep up and was failing totally as of last week around here.  So now at this point it will get better around here and some do not have a choice in the matter when it comes down to my household and my health also or the kids and the loss of health and extra stress that comes with it.  That went along with being called your kicking dog that does everything by some also on top of it out of an astranged husband that ment squat to me around either place.  So now at this point in time here I will take my own needs first and go from there now on.  I knew it was to early to go back to work here and ignored the warning signs totally espesilly when the baby kept going after the scar on my neck and my neck to fight me over a dang nap.  So now I will do what I have to for the place here and myself from now on. 

Shaking my head

Well I did get alot done yesterday around the household here.  That includes a bird hiding around here on me while I was changing the cages out.  I got the bird back at about 3 am back into the cage and went back to bed.  Some have not got the fact that I will not be into work today at all over this one since it was and still is a huge sign to me when I could not find the bird at all around the household.  So now at this point in time now I know that one parent just does not care about his younger children at all.  I have no choice in the matter but to walk away at this point in time also.  With that said here my back and neck have stopped hurting totally while I am at it since I came up with not going in period for nobody at all.  Since I have told the gal that I worked for that I will be going to Illinois around here for next month after the 11th and told her alittle over a month before trying to let her know totally I guess she did not or does not believe me still around here.  There is just alot that was going on that I could not stand for at all and some need to realize that there are times that I am just gone or I need to get things done either for the household or for my own good period.  This is part of the reason of why I try to stick to myself totally around here in the area then this way I do not have to deal with alot of the B.S. also.  This is also in why I went to the cheaper side for both places totally while I have been at it so I do not have to get out to shop all of the time for the household.  I have tried to keep alot of things under raps around here at my place and it is like at this time that nobody really cares at all in what I have to do either way I go in the household.  So at this point in time it amazes me that I have been so stressed in the past couple of months here that I have held it togeather without really any problems at all.  Now maybe I can get some things done around my own household here from now on also and others will be happier about in what is done.  Who knows in what all I can get done around here totally for the next couple of days and I will be happy if I can get the place almost spotless again here.  That is another reason of why I need to get away from some also along with the pain that I have been dealing with around here.  I guess this is what happends when some just do not care at all and figure that things are ok with everyone. 

Plotting

Well I am plotting on where to start first around the household for cleaning here already.  I guess it could be worse around the household totally since I have not done much in the past couple of days around here.  With working with kids I am just drained by the end of the day after I walk out the door that I just do not do much at all after I get home.  So now I will get everything done on the cheap side of things and go from there today for my own household.  What gets to me the most around here is that things will get done and the house will be trashed by Monday morning yet again.  Oh well at least I can say that I do clean around here most of the time.  At this point in time for the household I will be doing alot more than others realize and that is ok.  What will get to alot of folks from now on with myself is that since I have went fairly cheap here at my place and I am about ready to get cheaper for the place.  Since I am still switching things over and using the back stock for the household some have not got the point that some back stock is needed for things around the household at all times.  Things like snot rags, toilet paper, bar soap, dish soap, along with laundry soap around the place.  Since I use alot of fabric softener for the laundry here at my household that it is not even funny at all.  Ok so I hang the laundry at my place.  I know alot of folks still like using the dryer at their place also and that is fine by me totally.  I do not want to run the power bill up in my place and that is why I do not use the dryer unless I really have to around the household.  Some folks have not figured it all out in what I am doing around the household at all since they have not totally spent any time here with me at all.  So now at this point in time I will have to teach some in what I do to save money around the household totally and with 5 kids in one household at their place the kids will have to deal with in what is to come.  Since some are use to me doing twice a week around the household in where I work at it should not be a problem going to 7 days a week around one place at all.  One child thinks it is wierd that I do not run the T.V. during the day at all here at my place. 

Shaking my head

Well I am shaking my head totally around here.  When you have children at least feed them before you drop them off with the sitter totally.  What I should have said instead of eggs this morning how bout homemade pancakes.  Knowing that the girls are sick of oatmeal around the place and they do not mind in how I do the eggs at all around work at all gee easy fix.  Guess I out ruled daddy at this point with the cooking totally now as of this morning.  So now at this point in time here I gave up with trying to say something altogeather here about who feeds the kids anyway.  Now I will start cooking period on a Monday night around here for the kids and reheating it on a Tuesday morning around work.  At least I know that the kids will be eating better first thing in the morning with me there.  So now I know what to make to say the least and it is on the cheap side also for work.  Now I am wandering in really what is going on with some to say the least.  Here I am getting one child down for a nap once a day and the other down twice for a nap also.  I just have gave up with alot of things where I work at now that it stinks that I am stuck untill next month totally in what to do.  I will start thinking here on what I am able to do here for next month.  Since I will not be around for about a week at least if not 2 some will learn in what I mean about having at least 3 sitters lined up for the kids.  Pluss I have learned that what ever I have to do means squat also with some people around the area who think it is ok to just dump kids on me also.  So now at least here I may have a way out now and nobody really knows in what I am thinking here.  At this point I think that everyone is safer if they do not know about some things at all.  There are alot of things that are not making any since with both parents at this time anyway and I hate rolling with what at least one has to offer also.  At least I know that the kids are treated as my own when I have them and I will continue to do so while I am there. 

Knowing now

Well I will say this about some they just do not care if their children go to bed at 1 am and go from there I have came to that conclusion totally around here.  The best part is what in the heck are the parents gonna do when I go out of town for at least a week next month around here totally.  Not only that I had to feed the girls totally this morning and even Mike Tantillo Sr. did not have an option of what I fed both girls at all after he got them here.  After both of them were dropped off in sun dresses at 52 degrees outside and no shoes on top of it there is a problem around here this morning.  So at this point in time I am up in the air on what to do and I do not have to do much at all since it is already taken care of at this point all I need are my notes in what is going down totally and what I have seen.  Yes I have wrote everything down so far in what I have noticed around here also with some.  Since both girls are down for a nap it makes it easy on me around here and not having the T.V. on helps out also with the naps at work.  Ok so I have 2 jobs around here totally and may be down to 1 without a problem by next month also.  Like that will bother me around here.  Some have not learned that ya need at least 2 sitters with the kids if one goes down or if one is sick you always have a back up plan in place.  Anyway at least I have some of my wits back here around work and it is a fine line on where I will cross here totally.  So I will start thinking long and hard on what to do here in the next couple of weeks and go from there.  I have to around here and after this morning totally.  There is alot more to all of it than what I am saying also and I have not said everything that has been going on also around here.  It will all come out here I will make sure of it.  So I better be gone out of here so I can get ready for the girls again when they wake up.

As I sit here

Well it is still up in the air about work today and I hope that I do not have to at all.  Sometimes it makes me wander about what is really going down around with some in the area here and knowing that they can not stand me at all since I stood up to them from the 2nd day of work and trying not to bust some just wide open totally around here.  So now at this point some know not to push buttons on me since I can come up with a plan to get things done totally and that is how I like it.  Pluss the boys know I will not deal with the B.S. that their father wants them to hand out on women at all around a household.  So now at this point in time the first couple of weeks were rougher on the 3 older ones that I sit for and they also learned that I will not tolerate the mess that their father wants to dish out.  I told the boys straight out here is the deal I know your fathers type totally and will come up swinging to let him know it is not ok in what he is doing.  When they all realized that I will not put up with things like their mother has over the years and that I am totally plugged in to what is going on pluss will not lie for anyone they all calmed down for me.  Yes my hands are still somewhat tied totally around the one household and I will admit to it and there is more that I can do than they all realized totally also.  Now at this point in time I take it all day by day around with the kids at their place and that is all I can do at this point in time.  When I am the one that is doing and not their father and the boys realized this it became better after that also while we were all at it.  So now at this time when the kids all realized that I will cook for them and I am a good cook then when I proved their father wrong at the time also and they caught him lieing also.  So now at this point in time here I pretty much know how to handle some things that the parents can not totally thru the day around the household it makes me wander in what is really going down at this point.  Knowing that some do not have a back bone at all since she got beat down so much around the household between the verbal and the fists flying at her I do not blame her what so ever now at this point in being how she is.  My panic attacks came from my ex husband and they are getting rare around here with me also after 20 years and knowing that trama causes them totally I do not blame my boss at all for what she is going thru.  So with that said here I still can not get it out of my mind in what the one boy told me at all about his black eye.  And I will go with the first thing that he said and the other sounded scripted totally from the father at the time.  Since the boy tried to back stroke out of what he said at the time last week to me totally at the time it makes me wander about that part and that is why it came out scripted also in what the father told him to say.  I know abuse when I see it and it is not panning out at all in what is going down.  And knowing what the father is doing at this point in time to the kids here totally since I went thru it also is that the mother is always at fault and desirved it at the time.  When the kids smartin up about it and start putting things togeather that is when all Hell breaks loose in either household totally.  At this point in time there is not much that I have not been thru now after 37 years and I have heard and seen alot more than what others have at this point in time.  As several people will tell the parents the kids are well protected with Cricket and she will correct them along the way in how she sees fit also and she will stand up for what is right for the kids weather she likes them or not.  As my Husband will say if my wife is right on something she will stick to her guns untill you prove her wrong and ya better have the law on your side also since she will come up swinging totally around the place if she is right.  So now at this point in time I will say the truth and have been like that totally for 36 years here since there is no reason to lie about things at all in my eyes.  So this is what I am trying to instill with the kids here that I am taking care of totally and they can call me at any time also to unload and make since out of something also.  At this point in time this is what the father can not stand is that I have planted my foot down and it will get worse around the house if need be totally while the children are in my care also.  So now at this point the boys will stay in and I will say something to one of them after I pull him a side on Thursday here and get the story in what is going down and that is if I am working then also here for that day.  Some things that are going down here I do not expect to work every day nor when I think that I am working at all.  So after all said and done here I will see in what goes on when I am out for a week or 2 here next month and go from there totally during and after in what is going down.  Since I will not be in NY State at all for the time and it depends on some things when I get to Illinois and how much the crap hits the fan when I get down there also.  Pluss I refuse to drive back up for 14-16 hours just for a small amout of money to work for also once I get down to Illinois after 5 days of being there.  So now at this point both parents are totally stuck with their children and they better deal with it.  When I had my 3 it goes with 2 step children and my nefew I always had 3 sitters and then some so I could work and support the babies.  So now at this point in time it is making me really wander in what is going on here.  It is damned if I do and damned if I don't at this time here totally and knowing that I do not get sick days at all nor anything else when they are not my children at all. 

Shaking my head

Well at least I did get something done yesterday around the house here.  Otherwise it is hard to get anything done with my Husband here totally.  So at this point I ended up with 2 loads of laundry done and hung up around the household and things out to the recycle bin also lastnight here after the man left.  Anyway now this morning again 1-2 of the Amish Sects are still in the news all over after the hair and beard cutting.  All I can say about that is that you just do not do something like that and the Bishops are still in the wrong for letting it go like they are out of the group(s).  Even I know that part of things here.  So now at this point in time some things just really get me going and that is one of them.  Now at this time it makes me wander around here on alot of things that go on.  It always amazes me in how petty some people are in the world.  Here I am telling the truth and I still get blamed for alot of things that are said.  I pretty much got use to that part and ignore it all.  Just like when some threatin me on telling the truth on things and busting them wide open totally on things that go on.  At this point in time I know what has been going on around the area and I fear nobody up here in NY State.  Just like I told someone yesterday in the trailer park the last 2 years that I was there I just kept a very low profile and hardly talked to anyone at all and kept to myself also.  The person that I told that to knew and it confirmed in what was going down also in what she was thinking.  Also in what the management at the time told me that she had alot of complaints on me for supposadly bothering people there at the end while we were still there.  What it was at the time is that the park wanted the trailer and was trying to figure out in how to get the both of us out totally.  It did not work and they got nailed anyway.  So now I told my Husband yesterday that I hated the park before and now I really can't stand it going back to the park.  Pluss I scared the new park manager at this time yesterday and about landed over the desk to make a point also that there is no money owed period on the trailer nor for the water bill.  Just like the kid who took over the trailer said that the biggest bill that he had for the water was maybe 50 dollars when he first moved in with all the cleaning that he did otherwise it was 15 dollars every 3-4 months and that was it.  Also he said that the power bill was out of this world and I told him that was nothing new at all for the can.  So now at this point in time I know what he is talking about since I could not get the bill below 90 dollars a month nomatter in what I did there.  Now at this point in time the power bill around here is about 50 to 65 dollars a month without the window units at all for the household.  So now at this point in time the kid who took over the trailer understands now of why I had the lines up outside for laundry.  Now I use the drying racks here in the summer and lines inside along with the racks for the winter months around here totally.  I rarely use the dryer at all here and with good reasons.  So now at this point in time here there is alot of things that I do to save money for the household.  With that said here this is what is making alot of folks mad at me at this point in time.  Since I have ran with alot of things over the years here and know what will work for me.  Does it work for everyone around no it does not at all.  I will admit to it around here that different things work for different people out in the world. 

Long days

Well it has been a long weekend around here and today will be the same around here also.  Since I do have laundry to get done still around here and I may as well hang it all up while I am at it.  This is what some do not get about me at all around here at all.  Only because I will save money when I can for the household here without a problem at all.  At this point in time for the place some have not got the fact that I have cut everywhere that I can and will be cutting more around here to say the least over the next several weeks and months around here also.  With that said for the place things are running here very smooth for the most part in trying to get things switched over also.  Since I have went to the cheaper side for alot of things here in the household to help out on that part my Husband just shakes his head and says ok you got it and that is it.  So now at least I can say that there are things that he knows that I will do around here totally so I can get the bills paid and other things also for the place and still try to have money left over for the next month for the place.  The really wierd part is that I am the one with the budget here for the place and some do not mind it at all now.  As the budget gets tighter around here to say the least my Husband does not mind on that part at all here.  What is getting to more folks here is that I will get things when I need them and on sale on top of it all for the household.  Just like yesterday for alot of the meats that I got for the household totally at the grocery store.  One of my girlfriends just shook her head and went from there yesterday here at my place since I did get both of the freezers full to the brim.  Since I have enough food in the household here for the next several months it is a good thing to say the least.  The only bad part is that I will be gone for about a week here next month.  So now at this point in time around here lets see what I can get done and go from there totally for the day.

Shaking my head

Ok I got back up to the grocery store today and everything is packed to the gills around here to say the least now.  With that said around here totally the freezers are full and the back stock on things that were needed and on sale today we should be able to go for at least 3 months around here for food in the main kitchen without a problem at all.  And yes my Husband freaked out when he seen what I had done for yesterday also for the household here.  The worst part of it all is that I did not buy hardly any meats for the household untill yesterday and today here.  When some start complaining that they are running out of food within a week I look at them and say do not buy the junk for the kids at all then then they will start eating full meals in the household.  That is one thing that one of the girls picked off right away in my place totally here when she comes over.  There are times when I just totally run out of things and I will wait on to get something also for both places totally since I am in no rush to go out to the stores at all.  So here I am looking at the stuff that is here and we will go thru some of it with in a week here and others will keep in the freezers without a problem at all.  With the cleaners here they will keep without doubt in where they are stored at also here.  One nice thing about being this stocked up around the household is that I do not need to get out to any store at all for awhile here.  Another is that I have things on hand without even thinking about it and go from there also now.  At this point in time I am still doing laundry around here while I am at it all and tomarrow is another day for the household also.  With some folks they pick up things once they all run out once a week around their place totally.  I have noticed that with some.  I told the person kids in the household pick 2 up instead of one that is how you will get ahead around the household totally.  So now at this point in time at least I have been there done it around here with and without kids also.