Shaking my head

Well I know that the kids miss me totally around here that I use to baby sit.  I miss them also except for I do not miss the knots in my back when I was there.  Also the almost 3 year old is not eating lunch at all around with the new person at this time.  I know this since I had to fight her to eat.  With that said here the kids got use to what I did around their place totally and miss the fact that I had something good going down also while I was there.  So now at this point in time here I have learned even more so to not get stressed out as much here at all so the knots do not become worse.  As a friend of mine said that what was going on was not good at all on myself nor anyone else at all.  That is another reason of why I quit the job totally around here and knowing that I could not keep up with the household niether while I was at it also.  So now the place is coming along with being clean around here and I am not getting hollered at as much.  At this point in time I know that I can not go back at all here and some have to face it in the area.  Sometimes I have to think of myself and my household first other than anyone or anything else here also when all said and done.  So now at this point in time since I am on the cleaning rampage here totally it is a good thing in away here also.  Since I do not have to get to the laundry around here except every 2 weeks here I see the water bill going down here for the household.  My Husband started laughing about it since it is one of the habbits that I do on and off around the household and always have.  Since I am not working anymore with snotty noses it is all the better for myself here on doing that part cheaper than snot .  It also makes that part of the housework that much easier here.  I get full loads and it saves money at any household nomatter what goes on.  I do not use the dryer hardly at all for the place and that just drags the cost of getting to the laundry that much cheaper around the household also.  With that said I started with 2 drying racks at the trailer and had 2 lines up for the stuff that would not fit on the racks at all.  Now at this point in time I have 6 drying racks and 7 lines in the basement totally here and it does help out alot to say the least.  With that said my power bills have been about 50-70 dollars during the months that I have not ran the window units for some cool air here in the household.  Also I do turn off alot of things during the day here while my Husband is not here at the house while I am at it to drag it that much further down in costs for the household.  Alot of folks in the area here do not get in why I do the things that I do for the household here and that is ok by me around here also.  Just like when I get things on sale and use coupons also while I am at it so I can streach out the dollars for the household here.  It works out well when I can do all of this and stock up the household totally for things that are needed and I do not run out of things like others do all of the time at their place.  When some told me this week that they get the 5 for 19.99 for meats I about fell off the chair totally at their place and said that I can get meats cheaper than that for my place.  Pluss we do not run out about a week before the first of the month comes up also or when the food stamps come out.  Since I have not been on the system in years at all here some are mad about it.  So now at this point in time since I do have a tight budget in place already and some have not got that part of things at all since they spend every penny that goes into the household still they all get mad about that part also in what I do.  I try to get enough to float the house payments at the beginning of the month here and go from there totally.  Also what is going on with some is that now since things have not changed at their place at all at this time some get mad when others do well and keep a stocked household on alot of things.  Pluss the bills are paid off while we are at it in some places.  I guess this is why I pick up the nickels when I can in different places and go from there for extra money.  When some start complaining here to me about some things and I just shake my head and tell them to start with the nickels again for their place since they sit on a gold mind for it all.  When I can pick up 10 cents just by walking in there is a problem here and I know it.  There is gas and extra money for things that they all can pick up for free just by going for a walk in where they are.  Since some do not get it I have left alot of it alone here to tell them in what to do anymore for things.  Also they pay top dollar for things that they should know to save the money untill the end of the month when alot of the household needs are on sale.