Shaking my head

Well I did get alot done yesterday around the household here.  That includes a bird hiding around here on me while I was changing the cages out.  I got the bird back at about 3 am back into the cage and went back to bed.  Some have not got the fact that I will not be into work today at all over this one since it was and still is a huge sign to me when I could not find the bird at all around the household.  So now at this point in time now I know that one parent just does not care about his younger children at all.  I have no choice in the matter but to walk away at this point in time also.  With that said here my back and neck have stopped hurting totally while I am at it since I came up with not going in period for nobody at all.  Since I have told the gal that I worked for that I will be going to Illinois around here for next month after the 11th and told her alittle over a month before trying to let her know totally I guess she did not or does not believe me still around here.  There is just alot that was going on that I could not stand for at all and some need to realize that there are times that I am just gone or I need to get things done either for the household or for my own good period.  This is part of the reason of why I try to stick to myself totally around here in the area then this way I do not have to deal with alot of the B.S. also.  This is also in why I went to the cheaper side for both places totally while I have been at it so I do not have to get out to shop all of the time for the household.  I have tried to keep alot of things under raps around here at my place and it is like at this time that nobody really cares at all in what I have to do either way I go in the household.  So at this point in time it amazes me that I have been so stressed in the past couple of months here that I have held it togeather without really any problems at all.  Now maybe I can get some things done around my own household here from now on also and others will be happier about in what is done.  Who knows in what all I can get done around here totally for the next couple of days and I will be happy if I can get the place almost spotless again here.  That is another reason of why I need to get away from some also along with the pain that I have been dealing with around here.  I guess this is what happends when some just do not care at all and figure that things are ok with everyone.