Shaking my head

Well I forgot about needing blood work done for the one doctor for today.  Oh well at least I got a call this time from the office here.  So now at this point I may as well can the appointment here and go from there this morning.  Shows in how nuts it has been around here totally.  If I did not quit babysitting when I did I would have to can the appointment anyway around here.  Since I got the girls for at least 2 hours in the middle of the week normally and it was just not worth it any more.  So now at this point in time I got lucky and stopped that part around here totally.  Anyway at this point in time at least I can stay at home for the most part now and think for myself once again here.  Also I have came to realize that I have to take care of myself before I take care of someone else also around here.  Within the past week here of not having the kids it has done me well.  I know that my neck has almost stopped hurtting also around here since I have stopped that part of things.  Pluss I have also noticed that I am picking more during the day than what I was while I had the kids.  When I say picking around here is I eat something thru out the day nomatter what is going on here now.  With that being said here knowing that I eat thru the day to say the least and go from there.  Some do not get in what I do on that part of things here at all.  So now since I am on strike with somethings here I am feeling better also while I am at it.  Now that I am feeling good and the gal that I worked for wants me to come back to sit for the kids and I want no part of it at all.  I know that stress triggers my neck around here and since that part went down totally here I am not in as much pain at all.  Pluss on top of it all it has gave me a chance to rework my budget in the past week here also.  This is the part that is getting to me totally around my household.  Since I do not have alot of the stress from some households anymore now I got to thinking alot more about what I can do for myown household here.  I have also talked with alot more folks after all that has went on here.  So now I know that in the past week here the house is mainly clean again and I can think yet again to do more here.  It seems strange that I can do all of this without a problem now after some things that have went on.  At this point in time here now I have been also plotting for the household to start cleaning again here.  It keeps me busy also in the household here.  So now at this point in time since I am doing more on the cheap side here totally in the household and making it all work out for the best here totally.  With that part at least I will never be board around the household at all here.