Shaking my head

Well I am shaking my head over last night still and it is not good at all.  I expect the worst out of what happened to the truck totally around here and I am going from there.  After all said and done around here it is plain out nuts totally.  Also I am happy that I have got alot more mouthy around here while I am at it all for not going back down to Illinois after this next month.  What can I say about it all here besides I am not the rich person that some think I am around here at all.  I went down the cheap path for a reason around here totally and tough cookies for some people.  Put it this way since I am the cheap one that everyone knows here totally I will be taking food down with me for the trip along with other things also.  Ok so I may get a cup of coffee here and there and more or less in Ohio or Indiana once all said and done on the way down and on the way up the Ohio, PA state line.  Pluss I will get the Stake n Shake fix while I am in Illinois also while I am there.  So now at this point in time yes I have been saving for the trip and that is how it all is around here.  Now here I told 2 people that after this trip do not expect me down at all when I leave and that is it.  So now at this point in time I will get down there some how some way and be done with it all.  I would rather have this time my last and be here in NY State.  Also I will say something to a couple that I know here and will have one of them stay here also at my place while I am gone.  It will be a nice break for the both of them at this point in time.  Now that I have been on the cheap side for so long here it is hard to start spending money totally around the household.  This is what gets to alot of people here in NY State and I could care less on it now.  This is how I am and refuse to change for anyone around that knows me.  So now at this point I did find out that the one house is being sold down in Illinois here and that is ok now with me after I have thought about it also here.  As I told some people lastnight here I had a hard time with the trailer and the house here to keep up with all the bills.  This is why I am going that much cheaper at this point in time here totally for the household and there is maybe 4 people that know in what I am doing around here to get that much cheaper to say the least.  And yes while I am home in what ever I get in cans and bottles if they have the deposit slip on them they will get thrown into a bag and dragged back up to NY State also here with me and will snap some people if they take the nickles from me while I am down in Illinois.  This will get to one of my aunts while I am there also.  With that said here this is why there are some things that will not change here with myself and will take them with me to my Grandmothers household also here.  So now at this point in time here the cheaper I go with alot of things the better off that I am for my own household and go from there.  I will continue to hang laundry here and other things also while I am at it and some people have not got the point in how and why I do that part of things around here at all.  When it saves money around here I will do it and somethings will not get done at all since I will not lower my standards on it.  Just like when I read when one woman used the cloth napkins off the table at her place for the T.P. and washed them and put them back on the table also.  That is stuping to a new low for some people to save money totally or down right cheap or stupid one around a household.  My Husband looked at me and said do not even dare to do that around here at all and he realized that I would not do that at all here for my place.  Also now at this point in time I refuse to wash out the zipper bags that have had meat in them here for the household.  So at this point in time some will go even cheaper than that in what I have stated.  Granted there are cheaper things out there and I need something that will hold up to the laundry and other things around the household also for the cleaners.  Pluss I will save the nickels that I pick up off of the side of the road and parking lots around here nomatter what in what is going on around here.  Also another thing is around here is that since somethings go my way and will coninue to do so around here.