Still looking here

I am still looking for coupons and free stuff for the household.  Even though my printer is not hooked up at all here and that is ok.  Yes I am trying to go cheaper around here and I will get it done around here without a problem.  Anyway I am so sick of turkey by this point that I am making something differant for tonight around here.  I think that my Husband may figure this all out tonight when I have something else for dinner other than what has been in the fridge for a week around here.  It is one of them days of I need something differant in food other than what I have been eating for the place here.  So here I am for the place and my Husband got an old neighbor to help with moving the bigger stuff here and I like it.  Some forget in what I have done for them and others are trying to pay me back for the favores that I have done for them also.  I was at the trailer today and 34 has not changed at all with things that they all do.  If we all would have been caught fixing the truck with the fuel pump we would have got the eviction notice right away without a doubt around the dump.  I should have took pictures and posted them also while I was at it all.  Now it is not worth the time nor the woman hater at all.  Now I know why I wanted to get out of the park and went cheaper while I was at it all.  I will say that I went really cheap without my Niece around also for the trailer and I said no to her boyfriend also to move into the the new place also.  I already knew what was going to happen when the both of them got here with their friend.  It would be 3 more mouths to feed and clean up after around the place.  I also told my Husband to move things up to the bedroom if he wanted the 3 people here and I would have to deal with bird baths and washing my hair in the sink again.  So yes I put my foot down around here and seen no choice in the matter at that point in time.  Now I do not mind being alone and I am use to getting the housework done on my time not anyone else's time around here.  With that I would have went cheaper in the food department also and not bought anything for all the extra mouths to feed also for the place.  Now with that I can say that I made the right choice in the matter by saying no here.  After that my Niece has not bothered with me at all and I will let it be known in how it was at the end before I threw her toush out also.  I will say also that ya do not ditch anyone that needs the help and knowing that people are moving and who gave a person a roof over their head and food in thier bellies also without charging them a dang dime for staying there.  Now it will not bother me and some folks asked if I have heard from my Niece and when I say no and it can stay like that for now they are in shock.  I was burnt and knew it and that is why I have the reaction that I do around here.  Now I know what was going on while I was gone out of the trailer at the doctors office my Niece was raiding my Husbands change bucket.  Well now the girl lost and that is that I do not want her back in my house at all.  Also I got screwed anyway by family once again and will go down just once more and I am done with that part and will stay my toush up in NY State from now on.  I can deal with that and go from there.  I am done with alot of things around here with alot of folks that it is not even funny at all.  I am hopeing that the new year will be better than the last 36 here. 

Just sat down

Well I finally get to sit down around here.  We are still moving things from the can to the household here and it is not fun.  So now that the downstairs is full here I know what I have to get alot more done here without a problem.  Alot of it will go upstairs for the bedroom here.  Where in the Hell did I put all of this in the trailer is my question.  Pluss I know I put alot of it in the crannies of the trailer.  That is what is bothering me now around here is that from a 700 square foot place to over 1100 square foot of a place I can get a rid of some of this here and be happy.  I think this is what is bothering my Husband at this point in time also is that most of it I could care less about most of it here.  With alot of it I can say that there will be one huge sale by the time I am done around here totally.  Now with alot of things I can say that it will be hell on earth when I get done here and will see if anyone else on the block wants to hold a yard sale also.  I am meating alot of the neighbors also as of today.  Alot of folks knew that I was here and did not hear me at all untill today when they seen me.  So either way I am that type of a person if I want you to see me then I will let you see me untill then you are just out of luck.  At this point I have been working in the house and go from there alot of the times and I could care less on what alot of folks do.  With alot of it is living in a trailer park and sticking to my own for the most part to keep folks guessing for the most part either way.  Most of it around here is that folks watch eachothers places and that is what I like and keeping thier noses out of others problems untill someone is breaking into the place.  So it is all good around here and some have realized that I am not scared of the bigger dogs also in the neighborhood.  I look at it like this most of the dogs in the area will protect the neighbors anyway so I feel safe around here.  When I can say this compaired to the trailer park I know I have moved up in the world.  Now I will do everything that I can to keep the place becuase I really like the neighbors here and it is quiet.  Now my answer will be no for some folks that start asking to barrow money and smokes from now on.  I will put back the money that they are asking for also.  I will go cheaper for the place also while I am at it all here.  Alot of the neighbors do not care where I shop at for my place and it is mainly the children that look at me funny.  I could care less anyway on that part.  So now I will do what I have to from now on and will go cheaper for the place and do not mind it at all around here.  I know what I have to do for the household and it will be done from now on.  Also some will realize that I am cheap around here and shake thier heads. 

Shakeing my head

Well now that I have bills due for the house here it is nuts around here to say the least.  And what a morning so far here will either cell phone going off for the place.  Yes it is before 8 am so far for the place.  So I pretty much know in how my day will go from 3 phone calls already for the day.  Now I guess I can start plotting for the day in what to do and what takes top of the list around here.  I get to laugh somewhat around here knowing that I have to get some things done for the household and I just hope I get everything done within the next couple of weeks here also.  With several loads a day of laundery and the normal cleaning I should be ok for the place.  Now with that idea shot I have more laundery than what I thought I did.  Alot of it has to be hung up either way I go for the place.  So now I get to do alot of the laundery done before my Husband gets home again.  The joys of forgetting what I have in the closets and moving on top of it all here while I am at it.  One bill already down and now to start alot of the laundery here.  This is plain out nuts if you ask me.  It looks like a laundery bomb went off around here and I have not got to the regular stuff that needs to be done around here at all.  So now I will try to get alot of it done today and go from there.  With some things it makes me wander in what I was thinking around here also.  Now with that being said and the mouchers being told no this week around here it maybe a good thing that I can get to some things around here now.  That is the price some have to pay around me I guess.  Also now since I am pretty much alone for part of the day here I will be working on the house here untill my husband  makes the call to come out and get him within a couple of hours.  That part I am not looking forward to at all here.  So now I will do what I have to do to get things going here in the house and get it pretty much cleaned up on the cheap and for the folks who do not like it around here tough on them now.  At this point they have not seen me totally at work at all here to make the trailer run nor the house as of yet.  And maybe some need that shock for what I have to do for both places at this point in time.  Now with that being said for the place here I will start showing the bills to the mouchers when they ask for money from now on from me and see what they have to say about it all here.  The one thing that is saving me at this point in time is being stocked up for alot of things here.  That part will be streached out to no end around here without a problem at all and I want to see the shock on some folks face when I lay out the bills around here in how much is really going out.  Since some have the luxury of having dang near everything included in thier rent does not mean that some of us also do here.  That and they have food stamps coming in also on top of it.  The last guilt trip was this past week from the mouchers/complainers about the smokes.  Now it is all out war in my flipping book.  The guilt trip that I am about to do they will be set back on their toushes and I hope it works here.  Well alot of the guilt trips do not even bother me only becuase I can laugh at most of them when laid on me.  Only becuase most are not even guilt trips at all in my eyes.  When I can say this most have not seen my family at all in working on the guilt trips and the back stabbing at all.  After awhile you figure out the ones that work and stab the rest with one guilt trip.  I do not pull that side of myself out unless I really have to.  So now I will see if something works and go from there this month around here (more towards the end of the month).  So now I am sitting back and waiting on some things and going from there then let the trips begin around here.  With the up coming week here I will start getting the nickel deposits for the place once again and see where I end up here for extra money.  This way I know at least I can get some extra groceries for the household here.  Maybe some do not think of things like that out of me at all.  That is why the guilt trip is needed for some folks also once I think about it all.  I will win this battle around here totally.  Maybe some will understand around here in what I have to do for the place here once I lay out the bills and lay the trip down for the place.  Another thing is that some have piss poor budgeting for thier place also that I know.  So now alot of what is going down I will make sure that my place is first and try to pull back money when I can here to say the least from now on no matter in how broke some of us are. 

Laughing now

Well I finally spent most of the points on my card today.  And still ended up with 255 points for what I got here.  My points were doubled for the day.  Now I am planning for the next year around here for the points that I will end up getting from Kmart for the household.  Now I know it seems strange that I am looking forward to it around the house for the points.  Well I figure that I always need the cleaning supplies, deturgants, trash bags, and many other things for the household.  Either way I will be saving money around here.  I had $1.70 in coupons while I was picking up stuff for the house also.  Now this up coming year I will think about what is needed for the household and get it as needed with getting stockedup on things also.  It is cheaper if you think ahead around the place and try to keep stocked up.  From having a 700 square foot place to almost double the space to the new place here.  So if space is tight you find ever nook and cranny that you can to store stuff in a place.  Some folks do not know at all in how to do some things like shop on the cheap for a household.  If a 24 roll of T.P. is 11.99 and the next one is almost 20 dollars gee get the 11.99 one and save the differance for the household.  Some folks do not get that I do this all of the time around here is that I compare things in price for the household at all times here.  This is what makes me mad when some folks want to barrow things off of me and not bother to try to pay me back at all.  So now I will make sure that my house has along with my Husband at this point.  It will not take me long to get things straight around here at all and I start saying no more often for the place.  Some folks will learn this and if not oh well on thier part around here.  Now I have to think anout my own household and not help others at all any more.  Between the cards and Aldi I should be ok for the place for food and pet supplies.  I can also say that I am going down this road becuase I have to for the place.  The cheaper I go the more I will have for the house payments around here.  This is why I am going cheaper around here and getting alot of things from Kmart that I know that the birds will tolorate for the cleaners also.  I can streach out many of things for the place here and make it all work.  Now after the holidays around here I can really do all of this my own way and not have to listen to anyone else about what I do here.  Just like not useing the dryer at all for the laundry and a few other things while I am at it all.  Since I am trying to save money for the household here some do not get it at all.  Some think I am nasty now they haven't seen nothing yet out of me.  The next time I get asked well where is the paper plates it would be easier on you I think I will wig out on the person.  First off I think that paper plates are a waste of money.  Now with the 5- 10 dollars a month that I save on not getting the paper plates around here and would rather do dishes for less money a month here and it kills some folks that I do not have the paper plates at all here.  So now since some things around here are non exsistant at all for the place and I like it better than wasteing money.  I will go cheaper here than in the can since I can see more around here without a problem at all. 

The wand time

Well I guess I have a majic wand for the house here.  Since some people out of the house thinks that I do nothing all day around here things seem to get done without a problem at all.  So here I am I put the can out at the side of the road and woke up plotting around here in what needs to be done.  I am so use to it now of being alone and getting things done that it really does not bother me at all for the place.  Now I just hope that I can get the leaky sink fixed for the place today here.  It seems to me that I have been gearing up here anyway in the past 4 weeks to do things on my own to say the least.  Well I did not get much help from my Niece when she was with me except less food and cleaners around the trailer and I put a stop to that after I got sick of it.  Now to deal with the mouchers while I am at it all around here.  Since they figure I just spend money anyway around the household it will be a shock to them in what I am about ready to do for the place here.  My answer will still be no to them and then pull back the money and smokes they asked for from me thru the year and show them the pass book (saveings account) to let them see what they asked for thru out the year from me here.  Maybe that will wake some folks up to the fact that I am not playing the game anymore.  After yesterday while in pain and standing in Walmart for some things that I needed for the house here it dawned on me of why some have asked me for money either way I turned around the trailer or the house here.  I am no means rich at all and as I was picking up the discounted meats that some have a really piss poor budget for their place and I can not lend out any more money to some folks at all from yesterday on at all.  With that being said I am and will be cutting alot of things here in my own place and see where I totally end up after I get done for what I need to do here.  And yes I will be cutting out alot of things and turning alot off during the day again around here since I have backed off from some of what I was doing in the trailer.  Also with that being said I will be useing the Kmart card for some things for the place here within the next couple of days without a problem at all.  This is what I get for having a double bathroom for the house here.  So now some will learn that I will be going as cheap as possible for the house since I have more bills coming and going around the place now.  My Husband will not mind in what I have to do to start streaching out things more around the place.  This is what some do not see or do not care to see in what I have to do for some things.  So now I knew that I should have walked the neighborhood and seen what was in the recycle bins around here and see if I could get any of the deposits that others have put out to the curb around the few blocks here.  Oh well there is always next week around here to do that part for my household for extra money.  I also do not have to go to the stores for about a month around here while I am at it all for squat.  I have stocked the household off of about 200 dollars and that will last both kitchens and a few other things for a month here.  And since I still have flour for the place I can make more than some other folks that come over to my place.  There are made from scratch muffins, pancakes, waffles, bread sticks, biscuts, and many other things for the place.  I could not believe that some folks are being picky while they are on food stamps at their place.  Yes I get alot of flour, rice, pasta, onions, garlic, taters, and chicken for the place here.  Yes I also get coffee for the place while I am at it.  I guess when I can hit the sales all of the time for the household it makes it easier on me to do things.  I will also say that I am not on any type of government assistance around here niether like the mouchers are at this point.  I have to shop smart around my household here and what I get for the month is what I get now.  I have and will streach the food out around here even harder than before also while I am at it all.  Now the mouchers do not understand this at all about what I have to do and they can complain all the way and say that I am being nasty about not lending out any more money nor other things from my place to them now.  I have to cut back here and so should some others weather they like it or not now.  With alot of things now I have got for the household it was cheaper to do what I did at Walmart yesterday.  I will get over to Kmart today since I need cat litter and afew other things for the house later on.  I just hope that all of this works out for the household and I can make it around here while I am at it all.  Maybe that is what some folks need is a huge wakeup call for their place and budget. 

Hard to do for the place

Well now I am haveing a hard time moving around here and I am bitter about it at this point.  Well I went to the bank and to Walmart for alittle bit of extras for the house at this point in time.  The poor girl at the bank was shocked when I said I may have a trick up my sleave to put more money back into the one account at this time and she asked what I had planned on doing and she said it was a good idea in what I wanted to do for it.  Now at this point in time when the complainers start trying to barrow money off of me I will pull back in what they asked for and show them in how much they planned on barrowing from me during the year here and see where it all gets me.  Every time they ask to bum smokes off of us and ask to barrow money I want to see in how much it really is during the year around here then show them in what I have to fork over and worry about getting paid back in a timely fashon and have the pile of bills sitting on the table when they come over also.  It may solve the problem in them wanting to barrow off of me totally once I get rolling around here.  Also with that being said I do not care if I eat or not around the house at this point while I am at it all when they ask for money from us.  So now I will start seeing what I can do for the place and really go that much cheaper at this point in time since I have a bank note to pay, storage fee, and lot rent for this next month around here.  And slap that down infront of the couple who always want to barrow off of us.  In what I am about ready to do may just clear up some things from this point forward on the money situation.  I just hope around here that I can take care of things and be done with it for this up coming month and then some here.  In what I got over at Walmart will have to last for a month at least for food here weather I like it or not now and others have to understand this also.  Now to get a total budget out around here and go from there some would be shocked in how much is really going out of my place at this time here.  So I may as well be cheaper than snot for the household and go from there so I can start paying back the money that we both barrowed off of some folks and the bank to get the house.  I feel a guilt trip with the next phone call I get from the mouchers trying to barrow money off of us also here starting today.  Pluss to start getting the bottle returns here as of next week should be a good thing for me to do while I am at it all for the place.  Maybe some will start to understand in how I am trying to figure out in how to pay the bills around here also while I am at it all.  So now I will be busy for the next several weeks around here between school starting back on the 3rd of next month and hitting several places for the returns it may be a good lesson for some folks around here to learn.  Also while I am at it I may as well streach out everything that is left in the household and not bother to listen to others about what my kitchen needs also here while I am at it all.  And yes I will be hideing alot of the paper towels here without a problem at all along with other things for the household.  So either way I will be going that much cheaper for the place with blessings from others in the household and be done with it all here.  I also just looked at my Kmart card and can get T.P. and cammode cleaner around here for next month and like it.  I should let some freak out when I have free stuff coming to me just becuase of a card for this reason here.  So it may be a good thing that I saved some points back on the Kmart card so I can get the household needs for the broke months here.  Or it was really stupid of me to do so in some peoples eyes around here either way I look at it now.  Or some just take me as stupid and will let them keep barrowing off of me while I am at it all.  Well now that I am putting my foot down on that part of it I guess some folks would take that as being nasty towards them also from me.  Or at the time I was hurting fairly bad here and did not want to move dishes again from where the person wanted to put them on me.  That person also swore up and down that the cabnets that I have will fit all of my dishes without a problem at all.  So I got some of the dishes out that I have or should I say enough for the people that come over to help can eat of the dishes and go from there. 

Cleaning mode for the place

Well I am in the cleaning mode around here yet again and will get all of it done.  I figure get the main floor fairly clean and picked up and I should be ok.  There is more laundery than what I figured there was and that is ok at this point in time also.  So I will be working on the laundry and the kitchen today and going from there.  Thank goodness I do not have many dishes around here at all.  It also never fails that I have to mop the floors more often at all now days.  The first load of laundery is the throw rugs and they will be dry by tomarrow around here I hope and will get them down here in the kitchen.  I think that is where my attitude comes from around here is that I know that I am backed up and others could care less about what I have to do for the place.  Pluss with alot of it going on around here at least I know that with the HE washer I do not go thru as much water nor eletric at all for the place.  It is about 14 dollars every 6 months around here to run that part of the household.  Now at this point some folks have got to realize in not to bag and tag me for some things around the place when they know that I do not use paper plates and other things for the household also.  So now at this point I could care less if the complainers do not come over at all to my place and my Niece and her boyfriend were no shows at the holidays around here and I know where I pretty much stand all over the place for some folks also at this point in time around here.  It will work out for the best with some not coming over and careing less that they are still mad at me for what the reaction that I hadfor being blown off totally for what went down.  So now I will say that I will not tollorate some things that needed more attintion than other things.  My question still is where in the Hell were the parents of this girl that was in the hospital and why my Niece had to sit with her instead.  As I said before she almost got thrown out becuase of a Socko and the person who I did not think at all about of course another Socko she got thrown out for from stupidity on my Nieces part.  Well I know now where I rated with almost everyone from my Niece to her friends and it was not very high at all.  I have noticed that my food bill went dramaticly down without my Niece in the household also in the past 3 weeks around here and myself wandering what I would have to make for dinner dang near every night of the week and my Niece being home if at all for the night at the trailer.  So now it is peacefull around the place and I like it and I am saving more money than I thought for the place.  Strange that I do not have to go to the store once a week around here to pick up the rest of dinner at all now.  That is what I get I guess for trying to say something and being blown off for what I ment of course. 

Sitting here thinking

Well I have been thinking yet again aroun the place.  With being alone it does help with that part of life around the house.  Since I am not rich like some claim for me to be around here I have said no more times then not in the past couple of days here.  So now I can say that I will be saying no more often since the both of us moved to the house and got out of the trailer.  I have been thinking of cheaper ways to make the house work also around here without a problem at all.  The problem is for some folks that I know they have a poor budget in place and could care less on what happends to others while they are at it all.  I thought I was doing good by having the taxes built into the house payment around here.  I am not as lucky as some folks that come over that have dang near everything included with their rent at all.  With that being said I told the complainers not to get the modle of van that they got at the time and the repair bills have ate them up so far since they got it.  I say 2 grand is to much for 3 little parts is to much.  I said my part and shut up right after also here.  So now at this point in time I have the dodge and when I get to the shop it is less on me to repair it except for the breaks on the truck they are as much as the Honda that I had.  So it is a give and take on it around here.  So I will be saving up for tires and breaks for the truck here and do not mind it at all.  That is what gets to the complainers to no end is that I will set the money aside for repairs and other things that are needed for the household and they do not get it at all in why I do something like that also.  I do not have the luxury of barrowing money from anyone around here nor family at all.  So I have a strict budget from the trailer and it has got alot tighter around the house here as of late.  I can deal with it without a problem at all so can my Husband here.  Since the both of us could care less about going out to eat or just plain out period around here it works out for the better.  Also in my place it does not matter where I shop at for the main bulk of the food at all.  There are dry goods that I need for the household and will pick up meats on discount around town for the place.  Another thing is here is that I have cut the cleaners and deturgants down to streach them out around here also.  There are many tricks in the book that I do to also save on the bills here and some folks do not like it at all.  Just like I keep doors closed and the ducts in the rooms that I am not useing at all.  Some folks do not see me going thru double duty on the bird seed also.  I buy 18 pounds for 2 birds here and their leftovers go out to the bird feeder outside.  It will drive some of the neighbors nuts when they all realize in what I am doing also with that part of the household.  So now at this point in time yes I will be going cheaper for the place.  Like hanging up laundery or should I say more of it at this point in time, useing less power during the day, shopping at the discount stores, and many other things for the household from now on here.  With this it should get to some folks even more for what I am trying to do around here without a problem.  I can really laugh sometimes when some say well I can't deal without the paper plates, and 16 rolls of paper towels for my place.  I do not use paper plates at all for my place and the paper towels are kept to under a roll if I can help it for the month here.  Some figure that they can yell at me for not having some things for the household and my answer is that I have to wash dishes anyway around here so why bother with some things.  That makes the complainers madder than ever at me and I could care less on what they think or say at this time anyway in how I do things in my place.  Also I am wandering in how some folks spend all of the money at one shot in time when they get paid.  So here I sit and thinking of ways to pull back money during the month into another account around here.  I have a good head start thanks to my sister of course and will try to pull back more than ever around here.  I already owe the one account 5 dollars around here as of yesterday after the phone call begging for smokes from me.  Maybe some will start to think when they start trying to barrow money off of me from now on.  The fact of I will profit from it and not them once they see what is going on and what I am doing also.  My Husband should like this one that I am doing around here on the matter at hand.  Also I am thinking of going back to the what I save at the stores on the card and coupons to throw that into the one account also while I am at it all.  So I will have fun trying to figure all of this out around here and make ends meet also while I am at it all.  Some will have to realize that I am just as broke as they are and it is not cool beens to start begging for money off of me nor anything else for that matter at all.  Also to top it all off I am cutting back as much as possible here and will continue to do so since I do not have many dishes around here during the week alot of it can wait for acouple of days untill I want to get them done here along with the laundery while I am at it all.  Yes I am backed up on the move around here and will get caught up with that part here within acouple of weeks.  I am hanging alot of the laundery up to say the least for the place and do not mind it what so ever on that part of the chore's.  Also I know I mad the right choice in saying no to my Niece's boufriend and throwing out my Niece while I was at it.  The food bill and several other bills have went down for the place here without 3 more mouchers here sucking up money.  So here I am recovering for over 4 months of stupidity from my Niece living in the trailer and now I will prevail on it all. 

I have to laugh sometimes

Well I got asked what I had planed for the day and I said that I have to tackle laundery weather I liked to or not around the household today.  Pluss it does not mean that I am going to lend out money today neither to the mouches.  So now I can say that I will drag out the bills for some to see around here and be done with it all.  Also with that I will make sure that some know that I have to eat while I am at it.  I guess some figure that when they are on food stamps that others are also.  Or I can lay on a huge guilt trip on some folks from now on around here.  That might work for poor budgeting in some households also.  I guess what gets to me the most is that when some are on food stamps they think they can buy food before the stamps hit the account also at the beginning of the month then waste what is there on junk food.  I know when I had them I only bought a case of soda every 2 months along with a bag of chips.  Otherwise it was all food that was good for the household/canhold and still streached everything out as much as I could.  Now that I have been off of the system for years around here I really have to streach out the dollars to get food in the household then cook and bake from scratch alot of the times for the place.  This is why I have flour in the household so I can make pancakes, waffles, and biscuts when need be along with the bread sticks.  Some see it as that I am stupid for not getting the mixes that are out there in the grocery stores.  After a point you really come down to is it really worth paying for something like that or for 2 dollars you can have the biscuts, pancakes, muffins, and waffels all month long and that is with the eggs.  I have noticed that since I have been looking into some households around the city here is that so much wastefull spending goes on that it hurts.  There was a time to where I did not have to watch every dollar that goes out of the place at all.  Times have totally changed in the world today and now I can controle some things in the household the gas, power, and groceries are some of the things I can controle here.  This is why I get alot of flour, rice, pasta, sales on meats, and onions for the place here.  I can streach out that part without a problem along with other things that go with the household.  It makes me wander in what some do with their income and go from there.  I can also say that I am streaching out what I need to for the place and will continue to do so for a very long time around here.  With the new place I have to be really carefull at this point in time on what is coming in and going out since the so called Management at Sabre Park will not work with me at all.  Oh well Tammy Banks has another thing coming her way here shortly and she will really not like me by the time I get done with what I have to do here.  All I can say is so much for what Tammy Banks told me months ago is that I was nothing but a drunken trailer trash slut in her eyes.  Well yes I lived in a trailer and yes I kept to myself more and more in the last 8 years that I was there watching folks move in and out around me.  That is another reason of why I went cheaper so I could get out of the trailer and move into a house.  Now I will be going dirt dog cheap for the house and I could care less in what others say or think of what I am doing to be cheaper than snot for the place.  As long as I am quiet and pay my bills who cares in how or what I do to get there.  Now I have my game on to start going that much cheaper for the place and like it.  I have also put my foot totally down hard to do all of this also here.  Ok so some of the neighbors look at me like I have totally lost my flipping mind when I shop over at Aldi and a few other places around the area now.  The main thing around my place is that I will do what I have to and to bad on others who can afford to shop at the more costly stores around here.  When I can get food and cleaners at a better price than others can I will do it for the place.  Well now to start in on the housework that needs to be done for the place yet.

Shakeing my head

Well I can really shake my head around here now.  After yesterday I get a phone call while I was down in the basement hanging sheets up for someone to barrow money again off of me.  All I can say is the ones who have barrowed money off of me have not paid me back over a year later and I did not bother to call back to the people at all.  So now I will be saying no more often around here since some do not get the point at all that I have to figure out my own bills and have to get groceries without help also while I am at it.  I can say that I will start with the picking up the nickels here shortly for the place and afew other things around here to save even more money without a problem at all.  Even though I have been streaching everything out around here to say the least, I will be getting worse about it all around here also.  Since the power company have screwed up around here, I am looking forward to this one without hardly a dang bill to pay after paying for most of the trailer park while I was there.  With alot of things around the new place here I will be going cheaper anyway from now on since I have way to much money going out around here anyway and if some folks do not like it when I say no then it is just tough cookies on thier part.  I can not believe after myself and my Husband have tried to tell some folks that we just can not swing with letting them barrow money from us they still want to ask anyway.  So now I should get all of the bills out and smack them infront of the mouchers and see what happends around here.  This is why I have not minded the couple not coming over hardly at all to my place.  I guess when I do say no I am being nasty in their eyes.  I just put my foot down on alot of things is all for my place is all.  I have thrown up my hands on some people becuase I know what happends when they barrow money and mouch off people.  This is part of the reason of why I threw out my Niece while I was at it.  I asked very little out of the girl and I get blown off like it is nothing and she is way to good for some of us also.  I have notice that some people just stopped coming over and got told about it just last week around the household.  Then I noticed in what I did pick up in groceries went out the door with my Niece being here and I got a sarcastic "Oh I'm sorry I diden't realize" answer out of her.  That is part of the reason I wanted the girl and her boyfriend to sit here at the table so I could lay down the law on some things and I got blown off again even worse than when the girls so called friend was in the hospital.  Now I am happy that I said no to the both of them on staying here.  Also my Nieces boyfriend started demanding things out of me while I was at it and that is another reason of why I said no for them staying here.  So maybe at this time I am better off without anyone here at all staying in the house with me and saying no more often will not hurt me none at all neither more often.  When I am being this cheap and others figure they can undo what I am trying to do around here then I have a huge problem with it all.  Like when some figured that they could use the dryer on me when I do not want it used at all, not chipping in for groceries, and figureing that they could have a friend move in also around the place on top of it all and none of them would help out with the housework and other things also I do not need that at all.  So now I know I made the right choise of telling them no.  Ok I am off to another doctors appointment and will be back.

Now I know why

Well today has been going fairly well here so far.  Now to get lunch and a few other things done here also for the day.  Now I can say that between the doctors office and the cricket store for the phones here now I have to start cleaning around here weather I like it or not.  The place is not that bad at this point in time at all.  It is still nice to try to keep up with it all and get a banging head start for the place.  Pluss I still have a ton of laundry still for the place here.  It will all work out around here without a problem at all I hope.  Anyway I got a call about 12:30 this after noon and I know what the person wants around here.  I can not lend out money at this time at all here.  What the ones who ask to barrow around here I already know I will have to wait for at least a year to get the money back that they barrowed the last time from us.  While I am hanging laundry and cutting things out around here totally.  That does not include the house payment at all around here while I think of it all.  Some are going to have to learn that I can barely keep up with my own flipping bills here and can not lend out any money at all from now on.  So I ignored the voice message that I got around here and will move on from that.  I am sitting here thinking of how to pay the bills here for the house and the trailer at this point in time.  Pluss get groceries for the house here while I am at it all.  I do not get food stamps like the complainers do at thier place at all along with everything included in the rent that they pay except the car payment, insurance, and phone.  So here I am figureing out things and some want to barrow money and smokes off of us like we all have extra in the household here.  I am really wandering in what they have done to the money that they get once a month around their place now.  I know what I do with the money that comes in at this point in time for the household.  What gets to me the most about the complainers is that they are sitting on a gold mind for bottle deposits and do not bother most of the time to pick them up at all.  Now I know I have to get out there and start picking up the bottle deposits to make ends meet around here for the house from now on.  And the one High School is looking better and better at this point in time to pick up the bottle returns now.  Once school is back in session I think I will head out that way during the afternoon and see how much I can get around there.  Also I will be hitting up the mall from now on at 9 pm during the weekdays around here.  Now I am out for sport for alot of it around here and the extra money on top of it all will not hurt me in the least bit around the place niether.  Maybe some will learn that I am just as broke as they are around here totally also while I am beating them at their own game.  I will prove the point around here and some are going to like me less.  Since it seems like I am made out of money to some folks also I will have to think of ways to start saving money and going cheaper around here along the way here.  I have some advantage around here since I can go diveing in the dumpsters also around here to get other things while I am at it.  So I will see what happends around here within the next couple of weeks here and go from there. 

About ready to start

Well I am about ready to start around here totally for the housework.  I do get a break for about an hour or so around here since I have to be up to the doctors office today.  All I can say is that now I have it easy around the household and like it all around here while I am at it.  Since alot of laundery will be done today yet again and other normal cleaning this should be good to see how far I really get for the day.  Between the lines and the drying racks I should be able to get about 6 loads of laundry out if not more around here to say the least and both bathrooms clean yet again.  There is always something to do for the place and it never fails that I am never board here in the house now.  I can always watch the traffic while I take a break also here inbetween cleaning sessions.  With that being said I am getting the laundery done with half of what I used in the trailer for the deturgent and the fabric softener also.  It amazes me in what I went thru with my Niece there in the can.  Now it is like I am streaching things out to the max once again and do not mind it one bit at all.  Even my Husband noticed that things were lasting longer around the place yesterday.  So now I will be reheating leftovers also while I am at it for the week here and my some have already asked in what I will make for the week.  All I can say is let me pull the sandwich maker out and I can come up with alot of things to eat that are a combination of the left overs.  Sometimes it is nuts in how I get food out around here and it is better when I come up with things for the place than others.  So now with everything going on for the day I can say that it is not so bad at all when I start cleaning and cooking for the place without anyone under foot totally while I am trying to get things done.  I am really enjoying my time alone around here.  I get all week of somewhat worrying about my Husband being on the road here and afew other things of course.  It is nothing like when my Niece was here also.  So now I will be doing what I want to do for the place and be done with it for the most part and take my good old sweet time doing what I have to do also.  Maybe this is what some really do not understand and that is ok.  I will be doing things on the cheap side and like it here in the household.  There is alot of things that I have done on the cheep here and will continue to do so for the place and I have found several other things that will be done on the very cheap also here while I was at it last night for here.  It amazes me that I am seeing more things that I can do on the very cheap for the place and my Husband does not mind it one bit at all in what and how I do things.  He already knows that I will be going to Aldi's to shop for the main bulk of the food around here without a problem at all.  Just like with Kmart for the cleaners and the laundery soap with alot of other things also while I am at it all.  That is what gets to some folks that come over here totally is that I shop on the cheap and get alot of bang for my buck around the house.  Even last night I got asked if I will be shopping over at Aldi more often for the place.  I told the man yes and he loved it.  With the 2nd kitchen going I can spend 40 dollars over at Aldi and get the bucket for my Husband over flowing.  That is the funny part about the whole thing.  Now with that I did pick other things up while I was there also for the household.  I did have a cart full for the 98 dollars that I spent over at the store the last time I was there.  Some folks do not know how to shop at all for the month.  I can say that becuase of the complainers that come over.  They do not get up before noon and miss alot of the meat deals at the meat counters.  The last time I took one of the complainers out shopping with me I told her to stick with me and I could shop for the month in just one store and still get it under an amount for the place.  Well 50 dollars later and I had enough of everything for the month at that time for my place and she could not believe it at all.  Now at this point I will spend about 200 dollars on the month here and that is for 2 kitchens and other things for the household.  We eat alot of chicken, rice, pasta, and frozen veggies here to say the least.  I also get 8 bags worth of flour for 2 months for pizza, homemade bread, homemade muffins, and several other things also for the place.  Some times the frozen veggies are cheaper than the can veggies in the stores.  Also I get a 10 lb bag of taters while I am at it along with onions.  I make a mix of food during the month and can get by with it for the place.  My Husband knows when I start buying cheeses he will get at least once a month the homemade mac and cheese for dinner one night during the month here.  With alot of things here I can make something on a very tight budget and my Husband knows that I can pull it all off for the place.  It takes some time to get use to shopping on a budget and cooking with what you have also for a household. 

Working away

Well the 4th load of laundry is in the washer and the 2nd load of dishes are in the sink soaking.  Pluss a good friend stopped by to see the house here.  So at this point I have been busy around here since I have got home from dropping my Husband off at work this after noon.  I know I have got a head start on the Monday's work around here and I still have alot of laundry left along with cleaning bathrooms yes I said bathrooms here.  And several other things that are going on also.  All I can say is that I am trying to keep up and I did get a boost from a dear friend here also tonight.  So now I think that I can get thru most of the laundry around here eather hanging it all up and or drying it in the dryer also while I am at it all.  I needed a set of sheets like now anyway so I could switch the ones on the bed so I popped one set in the dryer already and still have lines for about 2 more loads around here anyway.  They will be dry by tomarrow either way I look at it at this point in time.  Now this does not include the normal stuff that has to be done anyway for the place here on top of the back up piles here.  I am just thankfull that I can still get most of it done within due time and I have at least a week to work on all of it around here along with other things here also.  Also some know I will do this on the cheap side also for the household here.  So now I know I can do all of this and then some for the place.  I have figured alot of this out for the household and it does help without some folks here totally also.  Now that I am getting alot of things straight around here I am doing better for the place also once I think about it all.  I will be alone here for the next week and I do not mind one bit of being off the computer and not having the T.V. run all day and night around here at all.  I have also cut the dish and laundry soap yet again for the place while I have been at it all.  It is the wierdest thing here without some under my roof here I have saved on the dish soap for the place.  Even my Husband noticed that I had and have about a half bottle left still of the dish deturgent here after about 3 weeks of throwing some out of the household and canhold.  I am figureing that some just did not care at all in what they all did.  Also my Niece has been playing house at her boyfriends place maybe she learned and I highly doubt it that she has some responsibilities that she has to do and not blow anyone else off or she will not last long at all.  What has got to me the most is that some did not show the girl in how to fill out apps for jobs and other things at all nor in how to pay bills for the household.  I tried to show my Niece in what to do and it was like most of it went over her head in what I was trying to tell and show her while she was at my place.  So now I hope that she learns in how the real world works and I do not care if she does not like in what I have had to say and about ready to say to her and to her boyfriend at this time at all.  Maybe that is why the both of them are blowing me off also around here. 

How much damage??????

Let me see in how much damage I can cause by getting to the housework around here.  I have been out to Collins and back pluss got the lotto tickets that my Husband wanted here.  Almost 200 million at this point in time I can handle that.  at this point I have started the 2nd load of laundry around here for the day and I know that more needs to be done eather way I go since it looks like a bomb went off in the basement around here to say the least.  I am happy that my Niece is not here to see in what all I have to do for the place.  The girl would be shocked to see what all I have to do for laundry that I have been ignoring and afew other things that need to be cleaned at this point in time for the household.  Also in why I have alot of sheets and other things here for the household.  I have already noticed that I still have a pile of clean towels for the place here without my Niece at all being here.  It still amazes me in what my Niece did not do at all while she was under my roof.  I knew I was doing alot on my own in the can without help at all there at the end while she was there.  Also I have my Nieces Christmas here and I guess niether one care since I baught for both of them this year.  So I will use in what I go not a huge deal to me now since I know where I stand around her.  Now I know that I can go very dirt cheap without my Niece and her boyfriend here totally and it really does not bother me like she thinks it does at this point also.  Some folks have to watch that about me here I could care less about some things that are suppose to bother me in what is done and said.  An opinion is like a butt everyone has one and I learned long ago that if I let it bother me I would have been 6 feet under by now, just like everyones actions also why let it bother me at all.  I will not tolorat some things under my roof when some are not takeing the actions of looking for a job and totally blow me off also just becuase they can while they are at it.  I gave it 2 weeks like my Nieces boyfriend asked and then he started demanding out of me well guess what it did not work at all.  At this point I would rather be alone than have another 3 mouths to feed and house at this point in time.  With me saying no it also gave me a chance to look at things once again and realize that I am better off without hardly anyone here and it is less work on me also while I am at it.  So now I know what is going on that is why it is not bothering me when my Niece ran her mouth about me at all to her boyfriend.  The girl knew I was a hard ass in some ways and other ways I wasen't at all like, when the chore's were done.  So now I will be cutting way back around here weather some like it or not and I just do not care either way around the place now.  My Husband looked at me last week and asked if I reloaded for the 2nd kitchen and if he could go with me to get stuff.  I told him you are way to late and I already got to it around here since I went to Aldi and stocked up on alot of things for both places.  Then he asked what the game plan was for Kmart also for this year.  So I told him what I had planed to do and he is ok with it all in what is going on.  January I will use the points for things like T.P. and go from there.  It works for the household let me tell you.  Since I know that January is a broke month around my place I can say that some just do not care in what I am use to for the place at all.  People like the complainers and my Niece.  Maybe some will learn and some they won't for the place at all.  Now I can say that there is still some stress on me at this point and it is not like it was with my Niece under my roof like it was also.  Now it is the normal stress once I think about it around here.  So here I am almost stress free except the normal for the bill paying, groceries, and the cleaners for the household now.  This is why I am cutting back in so many ways around here.  Yes I will have laundry like most folks do all over the place and mine has went totally down around the place also.  I will admit that I do take a shower every other day around here and I do not flush the cammode every time that I use it also.  It works for the water bill along with the low flow shower head and the washer for the place. 

Now I know

I have been down in the basement sorting sheets around here already this morning and folded about 5 loads for the morning.  At this point that is as far as I got and the rest of the house can wait untill I get back from dropping off my Husband at work also.  That is the fun of being by myself during the week is that I can take my time on the housework and do it all right around here.  With alot of things that need to be done around here I will start when I get back and they will be done on the cheap side of everything also here.  That is the best part of the whole thing here is that I can clean for most of the week here and never be board out of my mind at all.  Also here I can say that the neighbors could care less on what I do here for anything.  With that being said I do what I can for the place and go from there.  Maybe that is what is bothering some folks also is becuase I have put my foot down and have been blunt about it all for the household here.  Oh well in what I do it is on me and nobody else in my own household here once I think about it all now.  Since I do get some things in bulk for the pet food for the place who's to say in only part of what I do for the household here.  Also I try to keep stocked up in alot of things while I am at it all here.  The complainers were over yesterday and said they were flat broke again and I just shook my head on it all around here.  When I can spend 50 dollars for alot of things that they only get very little on then I see the problem for what they do yet again.  I figure that niether one of them seen me on a huge shopping trip as of yet to this day and they may never get that chance at all now.  I will wait untill I start running out of alot of things once again before I get back up to the stores for the month around here.  Now I am not much to complain at all for the place I just get up and make things work is all and it takes me acouple of months to get it done here and see what needs to be cut back while I am at it all.  With that being said I do not have to cook all of the time nor clean except when I want to here.  I guess it does pay off to be cheap and throw some people out of here.  I love my Niece do not get me wrong on it at all.  Even though she was a pig about alot of things that she did in the trailer and I tried to put a stop to it also and get her to cut back.  Now I just hope the next person can do the trick for her at this point.  Now I can also say around here is that I will have cleaners and several other things that are in my stock pile and like it. 

The holiday

Well it is the holidays around here and I get to cook all day again.  I guess it could be worse for the place here.  Today is one of them days of bust my toush and get some things done here type of day.  At this point I am having a hard time even moving around the place to get started at all here.  I guess that is ok for today since some will not be here untill at least 7 pm.  So the bird will go in about noon here and cook for dinner tonight.  So I will get at least something done today even though it is the holiday around here.  I am so backed up on the housework around here anyway that I can at least start in on that for the day and go from there.  Also I will get things done tomorrow after I get back around here while I am at it.  So I guess it will not be to bad today since the 2 fur balls and the 2 feather balls will play for most of the day around the place and be tuckered out by tonight at least.  I am also looking at the pile of dishes that sits before me and those will get done today before I start cooking totally also here.  Now to just get some things done so I do not feel like it is a total pig pen around here for the day.  That is the hard part about everything I think for the place.  I will stay out of the stores for tomorrow also while I am at it and will get the bottle deposits after everyone gets out of the mall parking lot.  I should do fairly well around here and like it.  At this point I will be going that much cheaper around the household here and make it work.  I have been looking around here and notice things that I have missed in the trailer that I should have been doing there.  I think that is what is getting to alot of folks is that I am not expecting them to be here to help and not be here at all around me.  I guess this is why it does not bother me when folks don't even bother to come over and have told me no again for the big dinner around here.  I have not let it bother me at all after what was said to me here over the past week here in the house.  When some folks take stress and being totally blunt for the place for being nasty so be it now.  At least I know where I stand here and I will not lend out money and other things to the people who have tried to cut me down around here.  When most of the neighbors pretty much told my Husband as of lastnight around here your wife is there and I never knew that.  It tells me something totally here.  Pluss I was told yesterday that with my Niece being here is why they were not coming over at all that told me something of what was going on also and the person noticed I was not as stressed out also about alot of things here without her here.  So now with that being said I highly doubt if the girl and her boyfriend are going to be over at all today and that is fine by me at this point in time.  I have got alot of the prep work out of the way and all I really need to do is bake pies for today on top of the turkey here.  Thank goodness I have other means of getting things done here. 

Knowing a thing or more

Well knowing Tammy Banks she will not let anyone buy my trailer out of Sabre Park what so ever at this point in time.  So I may as well throw the keys to the place at her and tell her to bite this at this point in time here.  That is the bad thing about some people and a trailer park at this point.  None know where I moved to at all now except the very few that I have talked to and have been at the park for years and years by this point also once I think about it.  Now where I am at the neighbors could care less on what I do in the house untill I get to loud in the place.  I come and go when I want and nobody really cares on what I do also.  So since I really do not go out that much it is a huge deal when I get out from the place for more than about an hour and a half around here that is when i get into trouble (giggleing).  I am not that bad I promise on that since I can get out and drop my Husband off at the terminal and not bother to shop at all here.  I like the neighborhood that I am in now and the children do not need the shock collars that they do in Sabre Park at all.  So now at least I can say that I have moved up compaired to some folks and like it nomatter what they say about me at all.  I know what I can do and have done it so this is another thing of why I do not think much of what some say about me at all.  I know one of the neighbors have said that I never stick to what I say at all.  I am the one that has stuck to the promises and not looked back at all around here.  All I told the person was that I was looking for a job and a new place, I never said when and where at all.  That is something about me is that I never say when and what I am doing totally for a place and when I am looking at all with some people.  All the person knows is that I was trying to get somethings done and trying to pull money around here to save for something that she could not reach for since she moved back in with her mother yet again.  So now I can laugh at some since I supposadly do not have a clue as to what I am doing here.  I guess this is what happends when I start streaching things out, hanging laundry for the place, and getting the best deals around here.  Oh well at least I know what I am doing unlike some folks that know me.  Some already know in how cheap I really am around here with the dollar store hopping and a few other things here. 

Wandering why

Well now I am wandering why I am cooking a huge meal again around here.  It is looking like there will only be 3 of us this year again and so be it now.  Also at this point I am just guessing that my Niece could care less about anything at all since I needed to talk to her and got blown off again.  I guess it could be worse around here for the holidays.  I have came to the point that I should have pushed harder on my Niece to get a job and then some to say the least.  Well the girl got what she wanted and that is it.  I also got what I wanted by not having someone here during the week while my Husband is gone.  At least I do not get pushed anymore to do more than what I have to around here and I can take my time also in alot of things that I need to do anyway.  I know when to stop and take a break let me tell you because I listen to what is going on also.  At least I can say that I am not as mad as I was with the girl here and the house is alot cleaner also without her here.  Also I have been noticing that the food has lasted longer around here without a problem at all.  So now at this point I am sure I made the right decision on not letting some move back in and with her boyfriend at this time.  This way I can not get blamed for what I have or have not done since the girl likes to run her mouth also.  It makes me wander sometimes around here on what the girl was thinking half the time anyway.  Plus I do not get the oh that is not how grandma does things at all around the house.  Since Nancy Hammond always found the hard way of doing things for the most part for everything.  Also it was her way or no way at all for alot of things.  So as I sit here and shake my head on alot of things that my Niece did and asked in how many germs were left by the time she got done cleaning at the trailer she could not answer me at all. 

Shakeing my head

Well I will be prepping for tomorrow around here today.  I have been thinking about some things totally for the place and I know what I have to do around here to get things done.  Also I have came up with something that may work for the complainers also that come over here.  This may stop alot of the asking to barrow money from myself and my Husband also here.  What the couple asks for in money give them coupons totally that equal the amount that they ask for around here.  That just might work and also pull back money that they ask for into another account also here.  Yes I started another account at the bank yesterday afternoon for the pull backs in what I save at the stores, bottle returns, and afew other things for the place here.  I had to sleep on it all last night around here and knowing what I am about to do is feeling right.  Not only that I have been telling alot of folks no on moving in with me also here.  I have came to the point of I would rather be alone around here than to waste money on having some people here sucking up money out of the household.  Some will understand this totally when it all dawns on them of why I have said no for the place here.  Another thing is some have to learn you do not demand me to do anything at all because it only hurts the demanded.  I got to really think of alot of things for the place here in the past week even with my Husband here is that I know that we both can not afford another 3 mouths to feed and house at all at this time.  On top of it all I would be stuck in my room most of the time while others would be running up the bills on the main floor here.  I just refuse to sit here and let others totally run all over me figuring it is ok for them to do it also.  Just like the complainers that come over here saying that I need paper plates all of the time.  My Husband and I were standing in the middle of Kmart yesterday afternoon and I looked at him and said hey Honey can we get paper plates at 10 dollars for 100 plates.  The poor man looked at me like I was out of my flipping mind while I was laughing about it.  Some know I will not get the paper plates at all for the household and will continue to refuse to also.  So now as I sit here I am thinking of what I really need to do to stretch out the money around here and have a good head start around here already.  Things like hanging laundry, using my Kmart card, and turning off things here in the household works here.  Maybe this is what is getting to some folks also for my place is that I do things to stretch out everything and they do not like it when they all come over.  I know some that have already been over and left a charger in the wall outlet and that is a huge no no in my book around here.  Also the person is dependent on others to pay his bills also for his place.  It is the small things that make me shake my head around here that some just do not understand in why I do the things I do for my place.  So now I will continue to stretch out things for my place and to those who do not like it tough cookies on them.  Just like I have to get a certain product to clean with around here because of the feather balls.  One of the complainers told me to go get the scented candles, pine sol, and other things for the place because they are cheaper than what I get at the moment.  I looked at her and said fine you want the vet bill or a dead bird that is ok because I sure for hecks don't at all.  Sometimes I wander about some folks that do not think and that is part of the problem of why the complainers are so broke at their place is because neither of them use their brain that God gave them neither.  As I sit here and think of all the things that were said to me over the past year at the can and at the house I am wandering if I should keep the complainers as friends at all now.  There are alot of folks that I have dropped as friends and my Husband does not get it at all in why until I tell him what went down.  After awhile there are times to revamp the system that some have since it is not working for them at all also.  Like with me I always look at the bills coming into the household and see what I can cut down on for the place totally.  Or if I can turn something off longer also.  That or a way to streach out the cleaners better around the household while I am at it all.  I guess this is why some have not been over all togeather also or have said it is not worth going to my place at all anymore.  Well I do not mind being alone and some have not figured that part out about myself as of yet for around the place.  Anyway at least I know that I can keep busy around here and not worry about what others say nor think about me at all.  Also I have alot to get done so far today and need to get started on the housework and prepping for tomarrow here.

Almost out

Well I have been streaching the coffee around here for way to long.  Now full speed ahead and some better hope it is not double strangth here.  Anyway I have been trying to get the laundry done around here and it is not working at all.  So here I am sitting down for a break around the place between folding and takeing down laundery and rehanging more laundry.  With that being said here I have been keeping busy around here to say the least.  I have had no choice in the matter anymore between some saying that they are broke when they have a really cruddy budget and do not care about it at all then want to barrow money off of others that have to scrape it all up here.  Now at this point I will refuse to lend out anymore money out around here totally from this point forward.  What gets to me the most I guess is poor budgeting on some folks part.  I just plain out forgot the coffee while I was out shopping before and I should have wrote it down to remind myself also.  I have the coffee now around here to say the least.  I got to thinking about why some folks that I know have a really bad since of money at their place.  They barrow so much much money from family and friends that they have a hard time crawling out of the hole and some of us have not been paid back at all around here in over 6 months also while we are at it all.  This is why I do not like to barrow any money at all around here.  Yes I have a house payment here and will try to get that paid off along with some other things as soon as I can around here.  This is why I will be collecting the deposits off the parking lots and afew other places around here to help pay off the notes faster that I owe.  Maybe some will realize in what I am doing around here when I am doing it all like I want to at this point.  Some are going to be madder than a wet cat at me and that is ok.  Alot of folks do not even bother to come over anymore since I have went even cheaper for the household.  What can I do the people who do not like it at all are the ones that miss in all of what I do at this point.  I got asked yesterday from one of the complainers of why I do the things that I do here and when I told him he shook his head and left.  Either way I am getting cheaper around the new place and have no choice about in what I do at this point untill alot of the bills come down to level ground around here totally while I am at it.  Oh well on alot of folks that comes over now since I will be shopping on the cheap also for the place and cutting alot of other things down so I can make it around here. 

Shakeing my head

Well yesterday I had to shake my head around here totally.  Now I may have a strict budget around here in my place to where I can pull back something for the rest of the month here unlike some folks that I know that come over.  One of the complainers said something about down to his last 8 dollars and had to buy smokes yet for the rest of the month.  All I said was that I had to fill up the gas tank on the truck and get smokes myself here.  I knew where the guy was going at and I was not budging off of my toush to give him 40 dollars so he could do something.  What gets to me the most is that here I am needing to do some things here and make ends meet on my end.  I have already spent way to much this month totally and some do not realize that at all.  I still have yet to find the curtains that I have here nor am I going out to get any soon for the place at all as of yet.  So I will continue to sit here in the dark and turn things off during the day here to save money along with hanging laundry also.  There are so many ways that I have cut back for the place at this point in time and found out that a 129 dollars for the budget on the gas bill for the place.  Now that is not bad at all once you think about it.  This is what some do not understand for my place is that nothing is included with the house payment except for the taxes.  So here I sit and know what I have to do to get groceries for the household and curtains also while I am at it all.  I am looking forward to getting out of the house alittle bit more often around here and to collect the bottle deposits around the area here.  Even if it puts some things in the household here it will be well worth the trouble to get out of the house for awhile in the mornings and evenings.  So some have to understand that I can not let them barrow money anymore from me.  When they ask from now on I will put back the money that they all asked for and pay off some folks and the house payment of course.  Then maybe some will understand that I have to pay bills instead of lending out money all of the time in what they all should have budgeted in the expences in the first place at their place.  Maybe some will understand that I am not the wealthy one at all here.  So now with that being said totally my answer is going to be no from now on to some and I have to think of myself and the household from here out.  It will get some folks mad here and I just do not care at all in what they all do nor say about me at this point in time also.  With that being said I have pets to feed and my Husband while I am at it and I do not get food stamps and can not go to the food pantries like some of the folks who start hollering about being broke at all.  Now here I am wandering if I can get groceries for next month for the house here and eat.  What I picked up the other day is not enough and I know this.  When one of the folks who complains all of the time here at my place did not see the gallon of milk he figured that I was out of milk totally for the place.  Well I made the powdered stuff and he over looked that like it was under him here.  So now I will get out more often here so I can get the bottle returns so I can get food and other things for the household.  Maybe that is what some need to realize around my place is that I have to do somethings here myself to make it to the grocery store and pay for groceries out of pocket.  Well with some folks they figure once they are on the system then everyone is at that point in time also.  I was hearing over the news lastnight that 1out of 7 households are recieving government assistance now days.  It is not looking good out there at this point in time.  When some of us already know what to do and when and have not changed that much in what is bought at the stores now there is a problem.  I have gone back to the once a month shopping around here without my Niece here also.  That was and still is the thing that is getting to me the most around the place around here is that my Niece did not give a rats behind in what I was going to make for dinner and lets eat up everything as of now in the household or trailer. 

Getting way to much

I have got way to much done already today here.  I am working on my 3rd load of laundry for the day and got a huge pile of dishes done also for the day.  Plus countless other things done also while I was at it for the household.  What gets to me the most here is that here it is on the 22nd of December and some are already so broke that it is not even funny at their place at this point.  All I can tell them is go out and start picking up the nickels from the strip to the field from their apartment now.  I can not keep letting some barrow money off of me at all at this point in time.  At this point I am trying to figure out in how I am going to get coffee and a few other things for the household now.  I will go and get cans here either way I go and see what I can do for that part here.  This is what some do not get is that I always make it work out around here totally and always will.  And enough points at Kmart here to get the coffee and acouple of other things for the house that I almost forgot about here.  See when there is a will there is a way either way you turn here.  With this up coming year I will shop over at Kmart more often and see what goes on with alot of things also with the cleaning supplies, T.P., paper towels when need be and a few other things that is needed for the household here.  With that and the bottle deposits I should be ok around here for many things.  When I can say that alot of what I can do for the place here will be on the cheap like hanging laundry, using rags for alot of the cleaning, cooking alot from scratch, and afew other things here for the household.  I can say around here is that I will be cooking cheaper without a problem at all now that some folks are not coming to my household at all.  Now I can shop at some places and nobody will say a word about it at all here.  Also I can sit in the dark in the mornings here with a candle going.  This is only part of what I will be doing to help save money here in the household.  There will be more ways also like shredding my own cheese from the blocks of cheese, hanging more laundery here, and many other things. 

Wandering

Well now I am wandering in how many daily silver that I really need for the kitchen at this point.  There is alot that I am sure of here that can wait for a garage/yard sale around here after I go thru it all here.  That is the bad part about moving.  With some folks last weekend here figured that they would try and put all of my dishes into 2 of the upper cabinets around here and I did put a stop to it right then and there because I knew better for the place.  So I will get part of that done today and have more boxes for the other place.  It takes some time to figure out where I want some of the stuff at of course.  I am thinking that some folks try to hard to think of where I may want something in the house here and they all can not do it for me.  Even my Husband has let me do what I really need to do for the place and knowing that I have to sit down every so often here he does not holler to much about what I do.  He has noticed when I have a really good day and when I have the worst days for pain.  That is why the man does not holler at all about what I do.  So all I can do is take my time on things and do what I can.  Also at this point I know some folks are mad at me anyway that come over anyway here and that is on them totally.  I know what I have to do for the place here and I do alot of things that I am not suppose to do at all.  Even a good friend said now is not the time to push Cricket at all she is in way to much pain at this point.  With the person who stuck up for me last week around here pretty much knows that I will get to the dishes when I will get to them and trust me they are heavy sons of pups to lift constantly.  And that I do not trust anyone with my dishes at all.  I can not get the pattern for the set anymore.  I told my Momma last year in what I had and she about fell over totally in how I got them of course for free.  All we could do was laugh about it and go from there.  So now all I can do is alittle at a time for the house and go from there totally.  I have some help around here also.  With that being said I will say this also is that my Niece just does not get it at all and more than likely never will at all.  What gets to me more and more is that one person that comes over and my Niece figure that I am faking it all with the pain and that I can do and keep going thru it all here.  Knowing what is going on with the 2 blown disks in my neck here in how they were blown they touch my spinal cord.  So I have to be careful in what I do and how I do it around here also.  This is why I did not want someone else doing it for me at this point in time because if I have to rearrange the kitchen here I do not want to end up in the hospital at all nor in bed for a week or more.  I know I did not get nasty over it all and almost begged some not to do for me for the place.  What I did do was put my foot down hard and went from there.  If that is getting nasty then so be it.  It does not help that I am very blunt on some things also and I have been more blunt as of late while I am at it all.  I expected that the whiners were not over just becuase I could not afford to let them barrow anymore money from me not becuase I have become very blunt and stressed also.  Some have not seen in what I have been thru in the past 4 months niether and then some.  With alot of things that have went on around both places I guess with some I am not suppose to be stressed out and afew other things also here.  When you have someone else in the household who could give a damn on what is really going on then the stress builds becuase ya know that some are gonna chew you out for not doing also.  Well for alot of it I know others think that I am wrong in what I do and how I do it around here and I have got use to that fact all togeather for the place.  Just like when I get chewed out for not having paper plates in the household still by the people who say that they are always broke.  I will always be wrong for not having the waste of money things in my household here.  Also I have been doing all I can to be cheap so I can do some things here.  When the one couple always asks to barrow money off of me they figure that I can afford not to be paid back around here also.  The 30 dollars and then some could come in handy for groceries and a few other things at this point in time also.  I have came to the point of I will never see the money again in what they barrowed off of me at all now.  That is why it does not bother me to much when they do not come over at all after I say no on letting them barrow more money off of me.  All I can do now is sit back and say no I can't at this time and watch and see what becomes off of it now.  Since I am going that much cheaper around here and money is tight of course more than ever.  Also what I have planned I will put some money away while I am at it all from now on.  It will hurt the one couple more than myself at this point in time and oh well think before you ask me also from now on.  I have to many bills at stake here and I can not lend out squat anymore. 

Plotting here

Well since I did get alot done yesterday between Kmart, Black Wings, and several loads of laundry around here.  Then my Husband wanders why my back was bothering me last night here.  So now I am plotting for today and what I should tackle first in the place.  Also I have to remind my Husband today while he is over at the can to grab a turkey out of the deep freezer while he is there for Saturday here.  At least I will have leftovers for next week around here without a problem and I do not have to cook all the way except to heat up leftovers for the house.  Well with today around here I can say that it will be smooth sailing if I can sit and stand every so often here and get by with it all while it seems that I am loafing off in the household.  That is what gets to some folks also is that when I take my time for the most part I get alot more done in cleaning and several other things here.  With some things around here yes I am still stressed about and they seem like they will not go away at this point in time.  With that being said here I will do something about it here either way I go.  Since I was blown off again yesterday here by my Niece and her boyfriend I know I made the right choice in the matter now.  With alot of things it amazes me in how some figure that it is ok to take advantage of others.  Now with that being said I will be going cheaper here with or without someone here totally.  I will also stick to my guns on being cheap and some folks do not like that part of me at all.  I have been useing less of everything for my place and I do not mind it at all here.  That is me though and I know of how much to use also for what I am doing.  This is what my Niece could not handle at all while she was living with me.  Things that would last 2 months were lasting a month in the trailer and I nailed her about it that she was useing way to much for the place.  So I will get that back into gear for the house and yes I do have more house work to do here and that is ok at this point in time.  At least I can controle in what is coming in and going out alot better without someone over useing alot of the cleaners here and several other things also.  I have also noticed that I do have more T.P. here in the past 2 weeks without my Niece in the household now while I am at it.  This all seems strange that I can save more money around here without my Niece here at all here and streach out more things here also.  Now I will get a move on and see what I can get done while my Husband is in bed still for the morning here.

More laundery

Well I have been getting to the laundery around here and it does not look pretty.  Between my Husband trying not to just totally kill me around here I have found another use for the one laundery shelf that I have and had for like ever in the can.  King sized comffies not a big deal at the moment to get them dry flap it over that and another drying rack.  Some can not say that I haven't been thinking of things for the triple use around here now.  So anyway since I have hung up more loads in the past week around here and can get about a weeks worth of laundery up at the lines it is not so bad at this time for alot of things here.  Also I love to freak out some people that come over to see the laundery hanging up instead of useing the dryer here.  So at this point I told my Husband that in order to get out to hand paper work over we have to run to the bank here and gas up the truck of course.  He just gave me a look that he knew around here.  Plus it gives me a chance to go canning tomarrow here also.  Oh well at least I can start alot of things and stick to them now around here without a problem at all.  It is nice to have the freedom around the new place without a teenager up my toush all of the time.  With that being said I was still pretty stressed out this morning on the demands of the girl and her boyfriend from last night.  Now my question still is I know that I am cheap here and will be forever and a day here what makes them think that I could let them stay here and without a budget totally into place also.  I am very picky on what is plugged in and what is not anyway around the place and what gets left in the outlet.  Between my Niece and her boyfriend I would be drove totally mad around here when a charger is left in the wall outlet without something being charged at all.  So the fight would be on about something like that around here and afew other things also if they were here.  So now since I had some concerns about letting the both of them stay here some could not figure out of why I freaked out over the whole thing last night here.  First do not demand me for something figureing that I would agree to something when others did not discuss it with another person at their place.  Now at this point yes it has been 2 weeks later and I am still not comfertable with having my Niece move back in when I know she will totally slack off and not even bother since I am supposadly not hurt in her eyes also.  Now you folks are seeing the bigger picture in what I kind of went thru with the girl being at the Trailer after she totally blew me off on top of everything else that I was trying to deal with on top of the move.  I was thinking that some tried to get the girl thrown out and some others got thier way and it was just a differant Socko at that point.  Also once I started thinking about it I would have another person here also from what was said to myself and my Husband as of yesterday besides my Niece and her boyfriend.  My place is not a crash pad nor a household for people who have been tossed out also and it would not be good on me to have 3 extra mouths to feed also while living off of one income here.  Well with the accident from about 4 months ago I do not think straight alot of the times and it just all hit me at once in what was going down for myself.  Then some wander why I got to thinking about all of this and said no on the matter totally.  So as I sit here and really think on what was going on and what was being asked then demanded out of me I know I made the right choice for myself and the household also in the same shot here.  Some have to understand where I am coming from also and do not want the extra bills here for the new household at all.  I am trying to lower them all by not running alot here and afew other things while I am at it all.  Also I will be cooking on the cheap from now on weather some like it or not also.  So now I am figureing in what to do and how to do for the house here.  Maybe I do not need anyone else here at all besides myself and my Husband for now and the folks who want to take a room here are out of luck from now on. 

Knowing what I have to do

Well after I get back from the doctors office I know I have to fold laundry after I get it off the lines down stairs and start the washer yet again.  Whit this being said around here I know in what the heck is going to happen around the household to say the least.  And knowing that I will be chewed out around here for getting the laundry hung up and folded instead of pushing myself way to hard and lifting at the can oh well at least I am trying to get some things done here also.  So now since I do have a load in the washer already this morning without having the choice in the matter and did use less of the detergent and the fabric softener for the load.  Not only that I will be doing this even more so around here without a problem at all.  With some folks that come over around here do not even realize in what I totally do for the household at all.  And I am guessing that the cheaper that I go here the better off I will be either way I go for the place.  Maybe some figure since I am going cheaper for the household they can barrow money off of some of us also here.  It may be a stab in the dark and that is ok by me now.  Last night even I got to really think on some things here and maybe it is not altogether me at this point.  I also had 2nd thoughts about letting some move into my place at this time also while I am at it all.  The look on some faces of the dryer is off total limits in my house did not appeal to some also.  Oh well at least I know what I am doing for the place and have my mind made up totally around here to go even cheaper just to prove a point here.  Now I like it when I put my foot down also here and it maybe way to heavy at times and some folks are going to have to deal with that part of me from now on here.  So now with all of the stress of things and other things that are happening here I will try to ignore it as much as I can and go from there to do what I have to do here.  So I may set myself up for other health problems here and who cares what happends at this point on that part.  I will be cutting down on things around the house and make more meals from scratch here and maybe that is my outlet on alot of things for the household at this time.  At this point I do have alot of onions, flour, rice, and pasta for the household here and will use them to make the food budget last longer around here to say the least.  The simple quick meals on the cheap will do myself and my Husband some good here eather way I go.  Plus the powdered milk will be made more ofter here at the place also.  Some of the neighbors will go into shock over in what I aqm about to do here and oh well on it.  This is what I get for thinking to much while I am at it all in the can and in the new place.  I have came to the point again of where I just do not care in what others think of me and what I am doing here at all.  I know I am better off for it and at this point in time.  Well I better get a move on to get over to the doctors office and see what they all tell me up there.

Shaking my head

I have been shaking my head since last night around here.  Now I will go stark quiet and make alot of folks wander around the place.  There is just way to much going on around here to let anyone move in and my stress levels have not gone down any at all neither for the place.  Even though it is quiet here and I like the neighborhood I just can not have 2 more people here with me at all at this point in time and some do not understand this at all.  Maybe I just need to be alone in the new place for a good 2 years here to get all of the bills down without anyone else here at all.  I told my Husband last night that there is no way here to have our Niece here along with her boyfriend to run up bills that we would have to pay and at this point it is not worth it at all.  Then I got to thinking of the grocery bill also around here with another 2 mouths to feed on top of it all.  Yesterday I said something about shopping once a month to the girls boyfriend around here and he about fell over out of the chair here in the kitchen.  I refuse to go every 2 weeks like I did in the Trailer.  At this point also I know what will happen if I let the both of them move in meaning that I would be stuck doing all of the housework here except 2-3 loads of laundry and that is including cooking and shopping for the place while I am at it all.  So now that I said no to my Husband around here about it he also understood my concerns in what I would have to do to keep the place going.  I do not think I got nasty about it last night at all and knowing that I had to put my foot down totally hard on what is and was going down around here.  I think that is what some do not understand about my attitude about some things here, and that I sometimes put my foot down totally to hard and mean it.  Also I have had to put my foot down more often so I do not get ran over for where I am at.  So now that I told some that I will be over at Aldi's for the grocery store more often they could not stand the fact that I like shopping over there and get alot more bang for the buck while I am there.  I have my ways in cooking on the tight budget that I have and it just got alot tighter for the household as of last week here.  There are somethings that I can not live without for the place and I will get things that is needed.  If I can get something cheaper at another place I will do that also for the household totally.  Just like with the paper plates for the house I refuse to get them to keep other folks happy that come over to eat dinner or have a cook out.  With the paper towels I will not use them hardly for places like the bathroom to clean with.  So maybe that is what gets some folks mad at me is because I do put my foot down on things like that and say no on totally for the household on alot of things that are not needed.  So here I sit totally frustrated on alot of things and with the stress on how I will do things here in the house.  I will be cheap either way about things and go from there for the place also.  This is my chance to go that much cheaper on alot of things here and will do it weather some people like it or not for the new place.  Now with some saying that I have been totally nasty in person here maybe it is so and would love to see them deal with what I have in the past 4 months here totally and I do bite my tongue in alot of what I want to say.  Plus I have been very blunt on some things for the can and the house here on what I have to get and what is not needed at all for both places.  So now if that is being nasty so be it around the place at this point in time.  I know that I need curtains for the house and have to find the one box for part of them at this point and needing rods for the place also while I am at it here.  When someone told me that they get T.P. at someplace at 9 dollars for 8 rolls I bit my tongue totally here and shook my head.  Here I am use to the cheep stuff for the place and do not mind it at all at 5 dollars for 12 rolls gee I see why some people are broker than snot at their place more and more.  Maybe I just hate wasting money on things or I have just got use to saving money totally for my household.  Then when the couple are that broke by the end of the month around their place then they want to barrow money off of myself and my Husband.  I keep telling them no all of the time and that does not even help out at all.  Now my answer is going to me no more often and myself saying I can't do it at this point in time at all since I can not even belch funny at all.  So now this is part of why I am as stressed and frustrated as I am here.