Now wandering

Well at this point in time I am wandering in why I am going to the doctors all of the time around here.  I have listened and have to ignore most of what the doctors tell me around here for now either way I go for the rest that I need.  I know I broke a couple of bones in my right hand last night and that is the least of my problems at this point in time here.  I will not go get my hand checked out at all here only because I know what to do and when to do it for that part of things.  I guess it stems back to 1986 when my Sister refused to get my finger checked out because her so called boyfriend at the time said I just jammed it when it was broken.  I have the X rays to prove it was broken and healed and I did a pretty job myself on setting it back to where it was suppose to be at.  Now that I am at the doctors at least 3 times a week for my neck and back (2 blown disks) after the accident in August I am totally mad about it.  My Niece is not helping the matter out at this point in time and she thinks still that I am bluffing her like Nancy Hammond did to all of the children including her.  Now I know why she is doing things that she is around here by that my Auntie is ok and I can spend my time with someone who needs it out of my friends.  As I told the doctor yesterday when I was in I can not take it easy around my place since I have to pack and clean and can not depend on anyone in the household at all at this time the guy wanted me to go into the hospital right then and there.  I could not do that since I had not heard from my Niece at that point in time in what was going down.  Plus knowing that I have animals here I can not just check myself into the hospital at this time at all.  I would rather deal with the pain and be hard headed than to get slapped with animal cruelty charges around the place because I have nobody here to help out totally.  My closest family member can not get here at all and she is about 5 hours away with the snow and the water problems on the 219.  I am wandering how I have made it this far after the accident in August around here besides being hard headed and a few other things.  Maybe I should check myself in so I can get the rest and screw everyone in the household.  I know I can not do it since I know that my Niece is not all together responsible at all.  I have Nancy Hammond to thank for that one out of the girl.  All I can do at this point in time is do what I have to do and screw everyone else here to get things done around the house and can.  So now I know what I have to do here and it will get done and I will ignore the doctors orders to rest and not do anything here.  Since some want to stay with friends more than help out around here some are going to loose either way around my place.  While I am thinking of it I better get dressed and start working on the can with the packing and cleaning again since nobody is here under foot.