I guess I mean squat

Well I have been here totally alone for the past almost 40 hours around here.  I am just thankful I only broke a bone last night around here in my hand.  With things that went on here I could have used help and had none for the place then trying to explain it to 2 doctors in the past almost 72 hrs does not work at all.  So now here I am trying to get the can packed around here without help and I may never get help around here at all from this point.  I am at my wits end here on what to do and some just do not care in what I have to do here to get things done.  The excuse that I got for the past 48 hours is that my Niece was with a friend staying with her in the hospital.  The person my Niece was staying with has a boyfriend and parents that could have stayed with her not my Niece.  That is what gets to me the most around here to say the least.  IF something happens to me oh well I guess I have to make a phone call and get someone over here to take care of my crew and be done with it and then pay them on top of it.  At least I could do the cheap way around here while my Niece was gone around here to say so myself.  This is part of the game I guess in what is going on around here to say the least.  I am really wandering around here now in what to do about all of this except the cheap part of life here.  As I told the woman yesterday at Kmart that the money on the card is for T.P. next month around my place.  She started laughing and said I see your point and it is a good idea that you are saving it for needs of the household.  So now at least I can say that I am doing the smart thing around here and going from there.  This up coming year I will see what I can get off the card and totally wow everyone that comes over to the place.  With alot of things that I am doing now will go with me to the new place then more things will get added to be cheap in the new place.  Some will be shocked in what is about to happen for the new place when we all get there.  Now that we have the power, gas, and water in our names over at the new place now I have to get the cable switched over (includes the house phone) we will be sailing for that part of it.  Also with the change of address is in order around here while I am at it all.  That means the bank, DMV, and a few other things here.  So I will get things done for the new place to get the bills down there and a few other things and see where it takes me.  I do not care if people buck in what I am about ready to do or not.  At this point in time here I am mad about what has happened and some will not blame me at all around the place.  Another thing is at this point that I am mad about is that my Niece had to open her mouth around here when I did not say something to a friend of mine.  Now the person knows that I have had some short term memory loss and I am mad as Hell about it as of now after the accident.  Last week was worst yet since I was trying to figure something out and got nailed.  So I made a call and said when you can please call me and I will tell ya what happened around here for 3 days plus around here.  And no calls back at this point in time at all.  So I will call again here tonight and will get to the bottom of it all.  I am sometimes wandering if I am doing the right thing on being cheap and trying to go even cheaper around here at times for the place.  Also what is getting to me the most around here is that I am trying to figure all of this out and I get blocked with alot of things that are going on here.