Knowing what I have to do

Well after I get back from the doctors office I know I have to fold laundry after I get it off the lines down stairs and start the washer yet again.  Whit this being said around here I know in what the heck is going to happen around the household to say the least.  And knowing that I will be chewed out around here for getting the laundry hung up and folded instead of pushing myself way to hard and lifting at the can oh well at least I am trying to get some things done here also.  So now since I do have a load in the washer already this morning without having the choice in the matter and did use less of the detergent and the fabric softener for the load.  Not only that I will be doing this even more so around here without a problem at all.  With some folks that come over around here do not even realize in what I totally do for the household at all.  And I am guessing that the cheaper that I go here the better off I will be either way I go for the place.  Maybe some figure since I am going cheaper for the household they can barrow money off of some of us also here.  It may be a stab in the dark and that is ok by me now.  Last night even I got to really think on some things here and maybe it is not altogether me at this point.  I also had 2nd thoughts about letting some move into my place at this time also while I am at it all.  The look on some faces of the dryer is off total limits in my house did not appeal to some also.  Oh well at least I know what I am doing for the place and have my mind made up totally around here to go even cheaper just to prove a point here.  Now I like it when I put my foot down also here and it maybe way to heavy at times and some folks are going to have to deal with that part of me from now on here.  So now with all of the stress of things and other things that are happening here I will try to ignore it as much as I can and go from there to do what I have to do here.  So I may set myself up for other health problems here and who cares what happends at this point on that part.  I will be cutting down on things around the house and make more meals from scratch here and maybe that is my outlet on alot of things for the household at this time.  At this point I do have alot of onions, flour, rice, and pasta for the household here and will use them to make the food budget last longer around here to say the least.  The simple quick meals on the cheap will do myself and my Husband some good here eather way I go.  Plus the powdered milk will be made more ofter here at the place also.  Some of the neighbors will go into shock over in what I aqm about to do here and oh well on it.  This is what I get for thinking to much while I am at it all in the can and in the new place.  I have came to the point again of where I just do not care in what others think of me and what I am doing here at all.  I know I am better off for it and at this point in time.  Well I better get a move on to get over to the doctors office and see what they all tell me up there.