Sitting here thinking

Well I have been thinking yet again aroun the place.  With being alone it does help with that part of life around the house.  Since I am not rich like some claim for me to be around here I have said no more times then not in the past couple of days here.  So now I can say that I will be saying no more often since the both of us moved to the house and got out of the trailer.  I have been thinking of cheaper ways to make the house work also around here without a problem at all.  The problem is for some folks that I know they have a poor budget in place and could care less on what happends to others while they are at it all.  I thought I was doing good by having the taxes built into the house payment around here.  I am not as lucky as some folks that come over that have dang near everything included with their rent at all.  With that being said I told the complainers not to get the modle of van that they got at the time and the repair bills have ate them up so far since they got it.  I say 2 grand is to much for 3 little parts is to much.  I said my part and shut up right after also here.  So now at this point in time I have the dodge and when I get to the shop it is less on me to repair it except for the breaks on the truck they are as much as the Honda that I had.  So it is a give and take on it around here.  So I will be saving up for tires and breaks for the truck here and do not mind it at all.  That is what gets to the complainers to no end is that I will set the money aside for repairs and other things that are needed for the household and they do not get it at all in why I do something like that also.  I do not have the luxury of barrowing money from anyone around here nor family at all.  So I have a strict budget from the trailer and it has got alot tighter around the house here as of late.  I can deal with it without a problem at all so can my Husband here.  Since the both of us could care less about going out to eat or just plain out period around here it works out for the better.  Also in my place it does not matter where I shop at for the main bulk of the food at all.  There are dry goods that I need for the household and will pick up meats on discount around town for the place.  Another thing is here is that I have cut the cleaners and deturgants down to streach them out around here also.  There are many tricks in the book that I do to also save on the bills here and some folks do not like it at all.  Just like I keep doors closed and the ducts in the rooms that I am not useing at all.  Some folks do not see me going thru double duty on the bird seed also.  I buy 18 pounds for 2 birds here and their leftovers go out to the bird feeder outside.  It will drive some of the neighbors nuts when they all realize in what I am doing also with that part of the household.  So now at this point in time yes I will be going cheaper for the place.  Like hanging up laundery or should I say more of it at this point in time, useing less power during the day, shopping at the discount stores, and many other things for the household from now on here.  With this it should get to some folks even more for what I am trying to do around here without a problem.  I can really laugh sometimes when some say well I can't deal without the paper plates, and 16 rolls of paper towels for my place.  I do not use paper plates at all for my place and the paper towels are kept to under a roll if I can help it for the month here.  Some figure that they can yell at me for not having some things for the household and my answer is that I have to wash dishes anyway around here so why bother with some things.  That makes the complainers madder than ever at me and I could care less on what they think or say at this time anyway in how I do things in my place.  Also I am wandering in how some folks spend all of the money at one shot in time when they get paid.  So here I sit and thinking of ways to pull back money during the month into another account around here.  I have a good head start thanks to my sister of course and will try to pull back more than ever around here.  I already owe the one account 5 dollars around here as of yesterday after the phone call begging for smokes from me.  Maybe some will start to think when they start trying to barrow money off of me from now on.  The fact of I will profit from it and not them once they see what is going on and what I am doing also.  My Husband should like this one that I am doing around here on the matter at hand.  Also I am thinking of going back to the what I save at the stores on the card and coupons to throw that into the one account also while I am at it all.  So I will have fun trying to figure all of this out around here and make ends meet also while I am at it all.  Some will have to realize that I am just as broke as they are and it is not cool beens to start begging for money off of me nor anything else for that matter at all.  Also to top it all off I am cutting back as much as possible here and will continue to do so since I do not have many dishes around here during the week alot of it can wait for acouple of days untill I want to get them done here along with the laundery while I am at it all.  Yes I am backed up on the move around here and will get caught up with that part here within acouple of weeks.  I am hanging alot of the laundery up to say the least for the place and do not mind it what so ever on that part of the chore's.  Also I know I mad the right choice in saying no to my Niece's boufriend and throwing out my Niece while I was at it.  The food bill and several other bills have went down for the place here without 3 more mouchers here sucking up money.  So here I am recovering for over 4 months of stupidity from my Niece living in the trailer and now I will prevail on it all.