Hard to do for the place

Well now I am haveing a hard time moving around here and I am bitter about it at this point.  Well I went to the bank and to Walmart for alittle bit of extras for the house at this point in time.  The poor girl at the bank was shocked when I said I may have a trick up my sleave to put more money back into the one account at this time and she asked what I had planned on doing and she said it was a good idea in what I wanted to do for it.  Now at this point in time when the complainers start trying to barrow money off of me I will pull back in what they asked for and show them in how much they planned on barrowing from me during the year here and see where it all gets me.  Every time they ask to bum smokes off of us and ask to barrow money I want to see in how much it really is during the year around here then show them in what I have to fork over and worry about getting paid back in a timely fashon and have the pile of bills sitting on the table when they come over also.  It may solve the problem in them wanting to barrow off of me totally once I get rolling around here.  Also with that being said I do not care if I eat or not around the house at this point while I am at it all when they ask for money from us.  So now I will start seeing what I can do for the place and really go that much cheaper at this point in time since I have a bank note to pay, storage fee, and lot rent for this next month around here.  And slap that down infront of the couple who always want to barrow off of us.  In what I am about ready to do may just clear up some things from this point forward on the money situation.  I just hope around here that I can take care of things and be done with it for this up coming month and then some here.  In what I got over at Walmart will have to last for a month at least for food here weather I like it or not now and others have to understand this also.  Now to get a total budget out around here and go from there some would be shocked in how much is really going out of my place at this time here.  So I may as well be cheaper than snot for the household and go from there so I can start paying back the money that we both barrowed off of some folks and the bank to get the house.  I feel a guilt trip with the next phone call I get from the mouchers trying to barrow money off of us also here starting today.  Pluss to start getting the bottle returns here as of next week should be a good thing for me to do while I am at it all for the place.  Maybe some will start to understand in how I am trying to figure out in how to pay the bills around here also while I am at it all.  So now I will be busy for the next several weeks around here between school starting back on the 3rd of next month and hitting several places for the returns it may be a good lesson for some folks around here to learn.  Also while I am at it I may as well streach out everything that is left in the household and not bother to listen to others about what my kitchen needs also here while I am at it all.  And yes I will be hideing alot of the paper towels here without a problem at all along with other things for the household.  So either way I will be going that much cheaper for the place with blessings from others in the household and be done with it all here.  I also just looked at my Kmart card and can get T.P. and cammode cleaner around here for next month and like it.  I should let some freak out when I have free stuff coming to me just becuase of a card for this reason here.  So it may be a good thing that I saved some points back on the Kmart card so I can get the household needs for the broke months here.  Or it was really stupid of me to do so in some peoples eyes around here either way I look at it now.  Or some just take me as stupid and will let them keep barrowing off of me while I am at it all.  Well now that I am putting my foot down on that part of it I guess some folks would take that as being nasty towards them also from me.  Or at the time I was hurting fairly bad here and did not want to move dishes again from where the person wanted to put them on me.  That person also swore up and down that the cabnets that I have will fit all of my dishes without a problem at all.  So I got some of the dishes out that I have or should I say enough for the people that come over to help can eat of the dishes and go from there.