Wandering why

Well now I am wandering why I am cooking a huge meal again around here.  It is looking like there will only be 3 of us this year again and so be it now.  Also at this point I am just guessing that my Niece could care less about anything at all since I needed to talk to her and got blown off again.  I guess it could be worse around here for the holidays.  I have came to the point that I should have pushed harder on my Niece to get a job and then some to say the least.  Well the girl got what she wanted and that is it.  I also got what I wanted by not having someone here during the week while my Husband is gone.  At least I do not get pushed anymore to do more than what I have to around here and I can take my time also in alot of things that I need to do anyway.  I know when to stop and take a break let me tell you because I listen to what is going on also.  At least I can say that I am not as mad as I was with the girl here and the house is alot cleaner also without her here.  Also I have been noticing that the food has lasted longer around here without a problem at all.  So now at this point I am sure I made the right decision on not letting some move back in and with her boyfriend at this time.  This way I can not get blamed for what I have or have not done since the girl likes to run her mouth also.  It makes me wander sometimes around here on what the girl was thinking half the time anyway.  Plus I do not get the oh that is not how grandma does things at all around the house.  Since Nancy Hammond always found the hard way of doing things for the most part for everything.  Also it was her way or no way at all for alot of things.  So as I sit here and shake my head on alot of things that my Niece did and asked in how many germs were left by the time she got done cleaning at the trailer she could not answer me at all.